Qingxiao raised his voice and said viciously: Ah, you don’t do the homework I assigned to you. If you have time to chat with the girl, you still feel unsatisfied after chatting. Hurry up and take a shower and change your clothes. What do you want to do? As soon as I left, you are like this. Have you ever thought about eating dust outside? Now that the homework has not been completed, what do you think should you do?
He spoke loudly, but the corners of his mouth couldn't stop tilting upwards, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of smiles.
Yu couldn't see his expression, and only heard his bad tone, he said in panic: Sorry, it's my fault, you don't get angry...
Qingxiao's smile suddenly froze on his face, he secretly regretted how he easily moved and misjudged the situation, but now he said, "I'm sorry, I'm joking, obviously it's not appropriate." He pondered and didn't say anything for a moment.
Yu became more and more anxious. He knelt down when he was anxious, hugged Qingxiao's legs, and whispered: Sorry, I'm sorry, I'm fine, no matter how you punish me, but don't be angry, it's my fault, you worked so hard outside, I still disappointed you...
He kept apologizing and admitting his mistakes. He couldn't hear anything he said. He could only see his mouth open and close, and those anxious words mixed together, forming a meaningless buzzing sound, just like sitting in the street square and hearing the endless noises flowing.
After walking around, he still couldn't get into the world where he was still in the original place; and he didn't seem to be able to keep up with the outside world.
It's Ah, Yu has worked very hard, he must be patient and patient.
But who doesn’t live very hard and move forward very hard, and the world will stop and wait for them to follow?
He gritted his teeth, held the handrail hard, and shouted: Stop!
Yu immediately stopped and looked at him at a loss
Qingxiao sighed, rubbed her face hard, and said tiredly: OK, you are wrong and how should you punish me according to the rules?
Yu looked at him timidly and said: Is it a thug? But as long as you are not angry, you can punish him no matter how much you are...
Qingxiao slapped the table and said sternly: Then what are you waiting for? Take the clapper and come to Ah! You can punish as much as you should!
Yu stood up in a hurry and ran out stumbled.
After dozens of times of hand, all the good mood disappeared. Qingxiao threw the clap away. He was too lazy to check Yu's condition, probably not hurt. He sat down at the dining table, feeling so frustrated that he couldn't have a sensation. He looked coldly at Yu's side, looking at him, and couldn't help but say angrily: Haven't you already been punished? Why are you standing here for endless work? Go to cook!
Yu whispered: Well, I just want to ask you, is it good to eat fish tonight? It's relatively fresh
Qingxiao responded indifferently, suddenly remembering that Yu had just been beaten in his palm. He stood up and pushed him, and said: OK, you don’t have to be busy here. Go in and finish reading today’s homework. Don’t be lazy!
Yu Yidai said: But...
Qingxiao said coldly: Do you think I can't cook? Do you want to eat fish, right? He reached out to pick up a fish, threw it on the chopping board, pressed the fish with his left hand, chopped off the fish head with his right hand, and blood splattered his face.
Qingxiao was furious and threw the dead fish into the sink, wiped the blood from his face, and said angrily: Damn, the fish bullies me too!
Yu couldn't help but walk up and whispered: I'll do it
As soon as Qingxiao turned around, he saw Yu's worried eyes. He was slightly stunned. Yu wiped the blood on his face with a wet tissue and said softly: I know you can cook, you are just too tired.
Qingxiao quietly felt the tissue rubbing her cheeks, and her tenderness suddenly moved. She grabbed Yu's hand and slowly spread it open. His palm was not swollen, but it was still red. She felt all kinds of feelings in her heart and screamed: Xiaoyu... Then she stopped, not knowing what to say.
Yu smiled, turned on the faucet, washed away the dead fish's rushing away the blood, and also covered the embarrassment between the two of them.
Qingxiao looked at him silently, opened her arms and hugged him from behind, and her head fell on her lover's shoulders.
Yu suddenly stiffened, feeling the temperature from Qingxiao's body, and the weight of the man's head
Qingxiao kept maintaining this position for a long time and said in a depressed mood: Xiaoyu...
Um?
I want you to know that I love you very much
He heard a thrust, as if Yu accidentally slipped his hand and the fish fell into the sink
Qingxiao's face turned red. This posture was so good. No one had to see the other person's face. He could say anything stingy. So he hugged him tighter and whispered: So I'm very anxious. I hope you can get better as soon as possible. We can go out together, go for a ride, go racing, do whatever we want, and do whatever we want. When we get old, we can also sit in the park together to bask in the sun. Are you okay with feeding pigeons?
He waited for a long time until he could hardly calm down. When he wanted to say a few more stingy words to stimulate him, he heard a very gentle voice, and he could hardly hear it if he didn't listen carefully: OK
But because he hugged so tightly, the two sides were almost stuck together, so he heard the answer
********************
Come to a little red wine bar to celebrate. Qingxiao tried hard to cheer up, poured a glass of wine for Yu, and raised the wine glass with a smile. No matter what, you have made great progress today. In the future, if you have the chance to say a few more words to Jenny, it would be better if you can make friends.
Yu's eyes suddenly turned red with a simple sentence of Qingxiao. All his hard work was confirmed. He cherished it and held the wine glass in both hands. After thinking about it, he put it down and said solemnly: I have nothing to her and I, except you, no one is meaningless to me.
Qingxiao waved her hand and said seriously: There is no need for Xiaoyu. I really hope you can make more friends and walk out of this house as soon as possible. I can't be the only one in your world.
Looking at Yu's confused eyes, he patiently explained: Of course I am very happy that you can trust me wholeheartedly, but you should have your own world and your own life so that you can walk with me to the sun, just like before...
What I need is a partner who can stand shoulder to shoulder with me, not a slave who can only shrink into a shell, and you are not a slave at all, so it is not fair to you...
His voice became lower and lower, and he realized the logical loopholes in his words:
I hope my lover can completely belong to me, and I hope the other party can have himself. In such a contradictory mood, Xiaoyu must feel at a loss.
I hope that the two of them can look after and support each other like two tall trees, and can support each other, and each support their own sky and fight against the wind and rain in the world together. Is this a luxury?
He stroked Yu's shoulder and wanted to say something, but in the end he still had no say. He also poured himself a glass of wine.
Yu was silent, slowly stretched out his left hand and held the hand that Qingxiao was still on his shoulder, and whispered: I will
Maybe because of the injury of the left hand, although he had already grasped it very hard, he still felt soft and couldn't feel any strength. Kiyoko smiled bitterly. He didn't think Yu would understand his mood, and he didn't expect that as long as Yu could stand up and slowly learn to take care of himself, it would be great.
He raised his glass and drank the wine all in one go. Because he drank too quickly, he couldn't help but choke, and some wine traces spilled on the corners of his lips.
Yu looked at him quietly, with inexplicable emotions surging in his eyes, and after a while, he said: Qingxiao, are you... you have something to worry about?
Qingxiao smiled and shook her head, thinking: There is something wrong...I am something, my only thing is you.
He pulled his hand back without a trace, sat back to the dining table, picked up the knife and fork, and said enthusiastically: Well, I'll try the fish you made in college, I remember trying it in college, but I don't know if it tastes the same?
Yu looked at him and did not change his attention because of this: I read the newspaper. The market has been bad recently and the unemployment rate is very high...
Qingxiao interrupted him unhappily and said: Why do you always raise this topic? What does it have to do with me if the market is not good? Will I still not find a job? It's really...
While complaining, he skillfully cut the greenfish into pieces. His heart was filled with anger and frustration. He paused, let out a long breath, and said dryly: Anyway, I won't lose Harvard's face
After saying this, he blocked his mouth with a piece of fish. Somehow the delicious fish couldn't taste it. He stopped, took a sip of wine, and the cold liquid drank it, but it brought a burning feeling, and he felt a little better.
Yu was silent for a moment and said: Sorry, I just...
He wanted to speak but stopped, walked to Qingxiao's side, slowly leaned down, rested his head on his legs, and whispered: It's just that you work so hard and have a lot of pressure, I really want to do something for you...
Qingxiao smiled bitterly and said: What can you do for me? Just take good care of yourself.
I felt a little dizzy, probably because I was drinking too quickly, and I was so drunk that I was so excited that I was so drunk that I put down my knife and fork, put my hands on my forehead, and suddenly I felt that Yu's head rubbed against his legs, and I was intentionally or unintentionally touching his lower body
Qingxiao was suddenly shocked, and his slightly drunkenness woke up most of the time. He pushed Yu, sat upright and shouted: You, what are you doing?
Yu looked at him in confusion, his eyes were clearly black and white, and his expression was innocent: What's wrong?
Qingxiao calmed down and said: You, do you want to seduce me?
Yu was stunned, his face turned red, and he lowered his head and muttered in a low voice.
Qing Xiaodao: What are you talking about? Be louder, I can't hear it
Yu's face became even redder and his voice was still as small as a mosquito, but he could finally hear it, and it was actually a sentence: Then do you... do you like being seduced by me?
Qingxiao was stunned, laughing and crying, and murmured: Now you are interested... I really don't understand what you are thinking about in a mess all day long?
Yu looked at him unexpectedly and said a little aggrievedly: I know you are very tired and tired, so I feel bad. If you want to vent, you will be much better, right?
Qingxiao was angry and anxious, and couldn't help but shout: Why are you still like this? You are a human being, not a tool for venting. Don't always think about how to do it for me. Isn't it okay to take care of yourself more?
Seeing Yu Se wincing for a moment, he suddenly woke up, controlled his emotions, and said softly: OK, don’t do this, I know you are doing it for my own good, but if you are uncomfortable, I won’t be happy to stop doing such a stupid thing next time, do you know?
Yu replied softly, not knowing if he heard it
Qingxiao let out a long breath and said: Okay, you can sit down and eat something.
Yu sat down obediently and ate silently, but Qingxiao always felt something was wrong. It seemed that something was shaking in front of him, making him restless
After a while, he finally realized that Yu had been sitting with his knees apart, and then he clearly showed the shape of his underwear. He wanted to not care as much as possible, but after a few glasses of wine, he became more and more dry and had to drink water desperately, but it didn't work at all. He endured it and finally couldn't bear it anymore. He walked over and closed Yu's knees and said angrily: Can't you be more rude when you sit?
Yu looked at him in surprise and realized that he was wrong. He coughed dryly and said: This is not a big deal for a man to sit with his legs apart, but this is the habit that the person left for you. I don't want you to leave such humiliation in the future. So, I hope you change it.
He originally intended to hide it, but he felt that he was indeed reasonable and his tone became more reasonable.
The blood faded away in an instant, and he didn't say anything, just nodded silently
Qingxiao smiled and whispered: OK, then that's it. I feel a little uncomfortable, you eat first
He hurried into the bathroom, and as expected, his lower body had already reacted and he blew it on a routine basis. He wiped away the white body fluids with a tissue, and his heart was filled with disgust for himself
Xiaoyu must have seen his reaction, so he did that, right? But even though he knew that the other party was not mentally prepared, he just repayed his kindness out of gratitude. How could he take advantage of others' danger? Xiaoyu Ah Xiaoyu, after all, he still doesn't really understand him.
He stared at his lower body helplessly, and it was no wonder that this thing was not good. After all, he was in his prime, so how could he have no demand? But the psychological shadow left on him last time was so heavy that when he thought of it, it would automatically soften three points. After all, it would not work? He couldn't help but feel sorry for himself. How long has it been since he hadn't tried the taste of normal sex?
Just Xiaoyu...
When he thinks of the other party's fragile and strong support, he feels confused. He doesn't know whether it's heartache or blame him, but no matter what, he can no longer hurt him. The nightmare experience cannot be repeated. Maybe it's a good way to find someone to vent. You can borrow some pressure and not be impatient anymore?
********************
I have an interview opportunity this afternoon. Qingxiao took a sip of orange juice and was quiet. The place was a bit far away. Maybe I came back a little later, so you don't have to wait for me.
Yu looked up and glanced at him quickly, and whispered: OK
Everything was nothing unusual, but Qingxiao was a little uneasy for no reason. After thinking about it, he copied down his mobile phone number and said: Well, if you have something to do, you can call my phone
Yu was a little surprised, but didn't say anything, just nodded slowly
Qingxiao coughed dryly and said: Then, I'll leave you... Are you okay at home alone?
Yu laughed unconsciously and said: It's okay
Qingxiao walked to the door, feeling a little guilty, turned around and said: You, don't worry that I will come back soon
Yu stared at him in a daze, his smile froze on his face, and he slowly said: I understand
Qingxiao went out and drove the car directly into the Boston red light district
He spoke loudly, but the corners of his mouth couldn't stop tilting upwards, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of smiles.
Yu couldn't see his expression, and only heard his bad tone, he said in panic: Sorry, it's my fault, you don't get angry...
Qingxiao's smile suddenly froze on his face, he secretly regretted how he easily moved and misjudged the situation, but now he said, "I'm sorry, I'm joking, obviously it's not appropriate." He pondered and didn't say anything for a moment.
Yu became more and more anxious. He knelt down when he was anxious, hugged Qingxiao's legs, and whispered: Sorry, I'm sorry, I'm fine, no matter how you punish me, but don't be angry, it's my fault, you worked so hard outside, I still disappointed you...
He kept apologizing and admitting his mistakes. He couldn't hear anything he said. He could only see his mouth open and close, and those anxious words mixed together, forming a meaningless buzzing sound, just like sitting in the street square and hearing the endless noises flowing.
After walking around, he still couldn't get into the world where he was still in the original place; and he didn't seem to be able to keep up with the outside world.
It's Ah, Yu has worked very hard, he must be patient and patient.
But who doesn’t live very hard and move forward very hard, and the world will stop and wait for them to follow?
He gritted his teeth, held the handrail hard, and shouted: Stop!
Yu immediately stopped and looked at him at a loss
Qingxiao sighed, rubbed her face hard, and said tiredly: OK, you are wrong and how should you punish me according to the rules?
Yu looked at him timidly and said: Is it a thug? But as long as you are not angry, you can punish him no matter how much you are...
Qingxiao slapped the table and said sternly: Then what are you waiting for? Take the clapper and come to Ah! You can punish as much as you should!
Yu stood up in a hurry and ran out stumbled.
After dozens of times of hand, all the good mood disappeared. Qingxiao threw the clap away. He was too lazy to check Yu's condition, probably not hurt. He sat down at the dining table, feeling so frustrated that he couldn't have a sensation. He looked coldly at Yu's side, looking at him, and couldn't help but say angrily: Haven't you already been punished? Why are you standing here for endless work? Go to cook!
Yu whispered: Well, I just want to ask you, is it good to eat fish tonight? It's relatively fresh
Qingxiao responded indifferently, suddenly remembering that Yu had just been beaten in his palm. He stood up and pushed him, and said: OK, you don’t have to be busy here. Go in and finish reading today’s homework. Don’t be lazy!
Yu Yidai said: But...
Qingxiao said coldly: Do you think I can't cook? Do you want to eat fish, right? He reached out to pick up a fish, threw it on the chopping board, pressed the fish with his left hand, chopped off the fish head with his right hand, and blood splattered his face.
Qingxiao was furious and threw the dead fish into the sink, wiped the blood from his face, and said angrily: Damn, the fish bullies me too!
Yu couldn't help but walk up and whispered: I'll do it
As soon as Qingxiao turned around, he saw Yu's worried eyes. He was slightly stunned. Yu wiped the blood on his face with a wet tissue and said softly: I know you can cook, you are just too tired.
Qingxiao quietly felt the tissue rubbing her cheeks, and her tenderness suddenly moved. She grabbed Yu's hand and slowly spread it open. His palm was not swollen, but it was still red. She felt all kinds of feelings in her heart and screamed: Xiaoyu... Then she stopped, not knowing what to say.
Yu smiled, turned on the faucet, washed away the dead fish's rushing away the blood, and also covered the embarrassment between the two of them.
Qingxiao looked at him silently, opened her arms and hugged him from behind, and her head fell on her lover's shoulders.
Yu suddenly stiffened, feeling the temperature from Qingxiao's body, and the weight of the man's head
Qingxiao kept maintaining this position for a long time and said in a depressed mood: Xiaoyu...
Um?
I want you to know that I love you very much
He heard a thrust, as if Yu accidentally slipped his hand and the fish fell into the sink
Qingxiao's face turned red. This posture was so good. No one had to see the other person's face. He could say anything stingy. So he hugged him tighter and whispered: So I'm very anxious. I hope you can get better as soon as possible. We can go out together, go for a ride, go racing, do whatever we want, and do whatever we want. When we get old, we can also sit in the park together to bask in the sun. Are you okay with feeding pigeons?
He waited for a long time until he could hardly calm down. When he wanted to say a few more stingy words to stimulate him, he heard a very gentle voice, and he could hardly hear it if he didn't listen carefully: OK
But because he hugged so tightly, the two sides were almost stuck together, so he heard the answer
********************
Come to a little red wine bar to celebrate. Qingxiao tried hard to cheer up, poured a glass of wine for Yu, and raised the wine glass with a smile. No matter what, you have made great progress today. In the future, if you have the chance to say a few more words to Jenny, it would be better if you can make friends.
Yu's eyes suddenly turned red with a simple sentence of Qingxiao. All his hard work was confirmed. He cherished it and held the wine glass in both hands. After thinking about it, he put it down and said solemnly: I have nothing to her and I, except you, no one is meaningless to me.
Qingxiao waved her hand and said seriously: There is no need for Xiaoyu. I really hope you can make more friends and walk out of this house as soon as possible. I can't be the only one in your world.
Looking at Yu's confused eyes, he patiently explained: Of course I am very happy that you can trust me wholeheartedly, but you should have your own world and your own life so that you can walk with me to the sun, just like before...
What I need is a partner who can stand shoulder to shoulder with me, not a slave who can only shrink into a shell, and you are not a slave at all, so it is not fair to you...
His voice became lower and lower, and he realized the logical loopholes in his words:
I hope my lover can completely belong to me, and I hope the other party can have himself. In such a contradictory mood, Xiaoyu must feel at a loss.
I hope that the two of them can look after and support each other like two tall trees, and can support each other, and each support their own sky and fight against the wind and rain in the world together. Is this a luxury?
He stroked Yu's shoulder and wanted to say something, but in the end he still had no say. He also poured himself a glass of wine.
Yu was silent, slowly stretched out his left hand and held the hand that Qingxiao was still on his shoulder, and whispered: I will
Maybe because of the injury of the left hand, although he had already grasped it very hard, he still felt soft and couldn't feel any strength. Kiyoko smiled bitterly. He didn't think Yu would understand his mood, and he didn't expect that as long as Yu could stand up and slowly learn to take care of himself, it would be great.
He raised his glass and drank the wine all in one go. Because he drank too quickly, he couldn't help but choke, and some wine traces spilled on the corners of his lips.
Yu looked at him quietly, with inexplicable emotions surging in his eyes, and after a while, he said: Qingxiao, are you... you have something to worry about?
Qingxiao smiled and shook her head, thinking: There is something wrong...I am something, my only thing is you.
He pulled his hand back without a trace, sat back to the dining table, picked up the knife and fork, and said enthusiastically: Well, I'll try the fish you made in college, I remember trying it in college, but I don't know if it tastes the same?
Yu looked at him and did not change his attention because of this: I read the newspaper. The market has been bad recently and the unemployment rate is very high...
Qingxiao interrupted him unhappily and said: Why do you always raise this topic? What does it have to do with me if the market is not good? Will I still not find a job? It's really...
While complaining, he skillfully cut the greenfish into pieces. His heart was filled with anger and frustration. He paused, let out a long breath, and said dryly: Anyway, I won't lose Harvard's face
After saying this, he blocked his mouth with a piece of fish. Somehow the delicious fish couldn't taste it. He stopped, took a sip of wine, and the cold liquid drank it, but it brought a burning feeling, and he felt a little better.
Yu was silent for a moment and said: Sorry, I just...
He wanted to speak but stopped, walked to Qingxiao's side, slowly leaned down, rested his head on his legs, and whispered: It's just that you work so hard and have a lot of pressure, I really want to do something for you...
Qingxiao smiled bitterly and said: What can you do for me? Just take good care of yourself.
I felt a little dizzy, probably because I was drinking too quickly, and I was so drunk that I was so excited that I was so drunk that I put down my knife and fork, put my hands on my forehead, and suddenly I felt that Yu's head rubbed against his legs, and I was intentionally or unintentionally touching his lower body
Qingxiao was suddenly shocked, and his slightly drunkenness woke up most of the time. He pushed Yu, sat upright and shouted: You, what are you doing?
Yu looked at him in confusion, his eyes were clearly black and white, and his expression was innocent: What's wrong?
Qingxiao calmed down and said: You, do you want to seduce me?
Yu was stunned, his face turned red, and he lowered his head and muttered in a low voice.
Qing Xiaodao: What are you talking about? Be louder, I can't hear it
Yu's face became even redder and his voice was still as small as a mosquito, but he could finally hear it, and it was actually a sentence: Then do you... do you like being seduced by me?
Qingxiao was stunned, laughing and crying, and murmured: Now you are interested... I really don't understand what you are thinking about in a mess all day long?
Yu looked at him unexpectedly and said a little aggrievedly: I know you are very tired and tired, so I feel bad. If you want to vent, you will be much better, right?
Qingxiao was angry and anxious, and couldn't help but shout: Why are you still like this? You are a human being, not a tool for venting. Don't always think about how to do it for me. Isn't it okay to take care of yourself more?
Seeing Yu Se wincing for a moment, he suddenly woke up, controlled his emotions, and said softly: OK, don’t do this, I know you are doing it for my own good, but if you are uncomfortable, I won’t be happy to stop doing such a stupid thing next time, do you know?
Yu replied softly, not knowing if he heard it
Qingxiao let out a long breath and said: Okay, you can sit down and eat something.
Yu sat down obediently and ate silently, but Qingxiao always felt something was wrong. It seemed that something was shaking in front of him, making him restless
After a while, he finally realized that Yu had been sitting with his knees apart, and then he clearly showed the shape of his underwear. He wanted to not care as much as possible, but after a few glasses of wine, he became more and more dry and had to drink water desperately, but it didn't work at all. He endured it and finally couldn't bear it anymore. He walked over and closed Yu's knees and said angrily: Can't you be more rude when you sit?
Yu looked at him in surprise and realized that he was wrong. He coughed dryly and said: This is not a big deal for a man to sit with his legs apart, but this is the habit that the person left for you. I don't want you to leave such humiliation in the future. So, I hope you change it.
He originally intended to hide it, but he felt that he was indeed reasonable and his tone became more reasonable.
The blood faded away in an instant, and he didn't say anything, just nodded silently
Qingxiao smiled and whispered: OK, then that's it. I feel a little uncomfortable, you eat first
He hurried into the bathroom, and as expected, his lower body had already reacted and he blew it on a routine basis. He wiped away the white body fluids with a tissue, and his heart was filled with disgust for himself
Xiaoyu must have seen his reaction, so he did that, right? But even though he knew that the other party was not mentally prepared, he just repayed his kindness out of gratitude. How could he take advantage of others' danger? Xiaoyu Ah Xiaoyu, after all, he still doesn't really understand him.
He stared at his lower body helplessly, and it was no wonder that this thing was not good. After all, he was in his prime, so how could he have no demand? But the psychological shadow left on him last time was so heavy that when he thought of it, it would automatically soften three points. After all, it would not work? He couldn't help but feel sorry for himself. How long has it been since he hadn't tried the taste of normal sex?
Just Xiaoyu...
When he thinks of the other party's fragile and strong support, he feels confused. He doesn't know whether it's heartache or blame him, but no matter what, he can no longer hurt him. The nightmare experience cannot be repeated. Maybe it's a good way to find someone to vent. You can borrow some pressure and not be impatient anymore?
********************
I have an interview opportunity this afternoon. Qingxiao took a sip of orange juice and was quiet. The place was a bit far away. Maybe I came back a little later, so you don't have to wait for me.
Yu looked up and glanced at him quickly, and whispered: OK
Everything was nothing unusual, but Qingxiao was a little uneasy for no reason. After thinking about it, he copied down his mobile phone number and said: Well, if you have something to do, you can call my phone
Yu was a little surprised, but didn't say anything, just nodded slowly
Qingxiao coughed dryly and said: Then, I'll leave you... Are you okay at home alone?
Yu laughed unconsciously and said: It's okay
Qingxiao walked to the door, feeling a little guilty, turned around and said: You, don't worry that I will come back soon
Yu stared at him in a daze, his smile froze on his face, and he slowly said: I understand
Qingxiao went out and drove the car directly into the Boston red light district
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