Qingxiaochang took a breath and said slowly: Before I left that island, you said the last sentence to me, I kept it in my heart, I couldn't forget it
He looked at Yu's eyes and said word by word: If you tell you that if you truly love someone, you should respect his decisions and not arrange your life by yourself, even if it is for his own good, even if it is out of love
Yu was slightly shocked, and he had no words for a long time. His pale face floated in the cold wind, like his body and soul wandering, not in the world.
After a long time, he sighed: So, Qingxiao, have you done it?
Qingxiao was silent, guilt appeared in her eyes, and she said a little embarrassedly: I did something wrong, you can't follow me wrong Ah
He said this with shameless face, and his words will be very good in the future: Think about it, if you do this, you will not let me get rid of my crime. The best result is to reduce my sentence of two or three years, but you will have to pay for your whole life...
He raised his hand to stop Yu's argument and continued: Now that Ryusuke and Shin-in are both dead, these materials have always been in your hands, how authenticity is easily suspected, do you know what the jury will view this information? Do you want me to add a charge of illegally imprisoning and forcing others to take drugs to death?
Yu's body stiffened and couldn't speak for a long time
Qingxiaocha said and said with a look of expression and sighed: Xiaoyu, I have been thinking about it for a long time. My arrangement is the most appropriate. You are busy with studies now and need to concentrate all your energy to deal with it. Naturally, I won’t feel lonely and I don’t have to be stuck between Sanada team and the police. I’m in a dilemma.
He took Yu's hand, put it in his palm, and said gently: In the past few years, it may be difficult, but in a few years, I can be a person with integrity, and don't worry that someone will take the wrong things I have done before and threaten me to do something I don't want to do. Only in this way can we truly get rid of the past and get real freedom
Yu suddenly calmed down. He stared into Qingxiao's eyes, let out a long breath, and slowly said: Then, I'll wait for you
Qingxiao leaned back with relief, and couldn't help but smile
Yu also smiled faintly, his smile a little bitter: Last time I waited for you for three years, how long will you let me wait this time?
The smile froze on Qingxiao's lips. He looked at Yu apologetically, wanting to say something but stopping the words. You can slide past his tongue, but in the end he couldn't say it, he lowered his head and whispered: Sorry
Yu felt the blood surge upwards and could hardly help himself. He shook hands and fists and said hoarsely: You bastard! You can't do anything you can't do, but you ask me to do it.
Qingxiao didn't even distinguish it, and said: Yes, I'm a bastard
You always make your own decisions, making me mentally unprepared
I won't know, I'll listen to you in the future
Will you have me in the future? There is some hope, some worry, some caution, and some worry about gains and losses.
Qingxiao felt his nose sore, and almost burst into tears. He hurriedly turned his face to cover up the surging in his eyes and whispered: Yes
Yu stared at him without turning his eyes, nodding slowly: OK
His tearful and smiling face, the sadness and hope in his eyes, and his solemn promised expression will be repeated in Qingxiao's memories, supporting him through the long years in prison
********************
The person in the photo has a pair of quiet and deep black eyes, pure face, gentle and brilliant sunshine illuminates the leaves above him as transparent as jasper, but cannot shine into the depths of his eyes
That was his graduation photo. Qingxiao didn't know what he was looking at at that time, but for no reason he felt that he was looking at either the empty sea or the distant sky
Qingxiao subconsciously stretched out his hand to block those eyes, just because he didn't want to see the confusion and sorrow in those eyes.
Haven't thought about it yet? Qin patted him on the shoulder. He has graduated and if he doesn't want to keep him, he will have to go back to Japan.
Qingxiao let out a sigh and said: Then let him go back, as long as he is happy
Qin glared at him incredibly and said: Hello, you are too much! In the past three years, he has been visiting you before he is willing to see him. He never sees you who write to him and reply to him has self-esteem. He just wants you to take the initiative to take the initiative and really make him angry. I will see how you can endure the next four years!
Qingxiao was silent for a moment and said: I don’t want him to wait for him to have the right to choose.
Qin Yangmei said: I really don’t feel hurt when I stand and speak without my back. Do you think he has experienced so much, can he still find someone else?
Qingxiao did not answer immediately, and gentleness gradually appeared between his eyebrows and said in a low voice: He has never dated anyone much, he is the simplest, but now his knot is untied, and he has a bright future. He can enjoy other scenery. I don’t want to interfere with his decision.
Qin Chi laughed out loud: Forget it, I think you are used to playing a hero in front of him. You can't accept this excuse of the gap. You really look for it...
Qingxiao's face turned slightly red, and she didn't deny it: Maybe since childhood, everyone around her has been proud of me, and I can't allow it...
He paused and said: I don't want to be a stain on other people's lives
Qin wanted to sarcastically sarcastically, but when he saw his lonely eyes, he had to swallow and said: Then you should work harder and strive for a reduction in sentence. If he refused to give up, at least he could wait for a few days.
After thinking about it, I couldn't help it and shook my head and said: You guy... are arrogant and force perfection in everything. People who love you will have a hard time.
Kiyoko didn't say anything, just looked at Yu's graduation photo quietly, and silently said in his heart: Do you still want to go back to Japan? If I don't speak up and try to keep you, will you really leave me?
Unable to wait for Kiyoko's reply, Yu finally decided to return to Japan to break through the thick clouds, cross the ambiguous prospect, and fly to the other side of the ocean.
That day, Qingxiao, who was venturing in the yard, raised his head countless times and looked at every plane flying over his head.
He finally achieved his goal. Should he be relieved about it?
Who is the sour and astringent emotion in my heart for?
As the days pass by day, except for Professor Qin and Eisenberg, he rarely sees others again
In prison, he doesn't cause trouble, and others rarely dare to provoke him. He works quietly and lives. He goes to the library to read books when he has time. Continue his previous research, which is very popular with the prison guards.
Yu still writes letters to him, sometimes a few letters a few months, sometimes a few months, and his tone is plain and polite tone, and he talks about his own recent situation. He neither involves his mood nor asks about Qingxiao's situation or plans to Qingxiao. He thinks that Yu may just be a private record and does not care who is listening.
Qingxiao still never replied, but he would carefully collect every letter.
Sanada team eventually collapsed, Kiyoto was not surprised to be involved in the underworld, and this ending was inevitable
Qin was promoted to the position and did not show off his glorious achievements in front of Qingxiao, but instead brought Qingxiao a bunch of financial magazines with Yu's reports.
This man is getting better and better now. After brushing away all the dust and dirt, his talent is like a sharp sword unsheathed, extremely sharp, dazzling the world.
All kinds of dazzling halos were impressed on him. He was looked up to by everyone, surrounded by applause and flowers for just a few years. He realized all the expectations of Qingxiao for him one by one, and even did better.
There is a kind of person who is destined to fly above the nine heavens, no matter how many destructions he has experienced
Qingxiao caressed the handsome and cold face on the cover of the magazine, and mixed feelings
There is good news to tell you. Qin looked at his eyes and paused before saying: I asked, your application for commutation has been approved, and you can go out next month
Qingxiao couldn't react for a while and looked at him blankly
Yes, next month, you will be free again. Qin stared at him in a flash. Will you go to find him?
Qingxiao stood up suddenly. The sun was too fierce and he was a little dizzy.
In this way, Ah he unconsciously walked out slowly, and his heart was empty, and there seemed to be many silences whispering, floating and chaotic, but when he listened carefully, he had nothing and was silent as if he was dead
Will you go to him?
He remembered the business genius, the industry pride on the cover of the magazine, the confused and sad eyes, the past that he thought had passed...
He slowly closed his eyes and felt the stinging pain
********************
Five years
The closed iron door finally opened slowly
He walked out, no matter how confused he was, his steps remained firm.
Then he saw the man who had appeared in the newspaper, magazine, TV, in his sleep, and in his memory, countless times appeared in front of him
Still in white clothes and black pants, backed by a familiar sedan, but clearly outdated
At that moment, it seemed like time was going back
I was wondering if you should wait for you to come to me, but after thinking for a long time, I'll come to you. The man said with a blank expression, and seemed not very happy.
You promised me and took me to the farm where you worked. This promise has not been fulfilled. The man raised his beautiful black eyes and stared at him hatefully. I've driven your car, don't make excuses anymore.
He stood for a while, something slowly climbed up to his heart, itchy and warm, touching him inexplicably
He smiled and put down his luggage on his shoulders: Yes, I will
His lover still stared at him angrily, but then smiled and walked towards him with great strides. The June sun shone on the earth. His lover's smile was bright and pure, as beautiful as freedom.
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Well, the title of this chapter comes from a passage I like very much: The one with you is the one you for the longest time, but in the most beautiful time, we are together
He looked at Yu's eyes and said word by word: If you tell you that if you truly love someone, you should respect his decisions and not arrange your life by yourself, even if it is for his own good, even if it is out of love
Yu was slightly shocked, and he had no words for a long time. His pale face floated in the cold wind, like his body and soul wandering, not in the world.
After a long time, he sighed: So, Qingxiao, have you done it?
Qingxiao was silent, guilt appeared in her eyes, and she said a little embarrassedly: I did something wrong, you can't follow me wrong Ah
He said this with shameless face, and his words will be very good in the future: Think about it, if you do this, you will not let me get rid of my crime. The best result is to reduce my sentence of two or three years, but you will have to pay for your whole life...
He raised his hand to stop Yu's argument and continued: Now that Ryusuke and Shin-in are both dead, these materials have always been in your hands, how authenticity is easily suspected, do you know what the jury will view this information? Do you want me to add a charge of illegally imprisoning and forcing others to take drugs to death?
Yu's body stiffened and couldn't speak for a long time
Qingxiaocha said and said with a look of expression and sighed: Xiaoyu, I have been thinking about it for a long time. My arrangement is the most appropriate. You are busy with studies now and need to concentrate all your energy to deal with it. Naturally, I won’t feel lonely and I don’t have to be stuck between Sanada team and the police. I’m in a dilemma.
He took Yu's hand, put it in his palm, and said gently: In the past few years, it may be difficult, but in a few years, I can be a person with integrity, and don't worry that someone will take the wrong things I have done before and threaten me to do something I don't want to do. Only in this way can we truly get rid of the past and get real freedom
Yu suddenly calmed down. He stared into Qingxiao's eyes, let out a long breath, and slowly said: Then, I'll wait for you
Qingxiao leaned back with relief, and couldn't help but smile
Yu also smiled faintly, his smile a little bitter: Last time I waited for you for three years, how long will you let me wait this time?
The smile froze on Qingxiao's lips. He looked at Yu apologetically, wanting to say something but stopping the words. You can slide past his tongue, but in the end he couldn't say it, he lowered his head and whispered: Sorry
Yu felt the blood surge upwards and could hardly help himself. He shook hands and fists and said hoarsely: You bastard! You can't do anything you can't do, but you ask me to do it.
Qingxiao didn't even distinguish it, and said: Yes, I'm a bastard
You always make your own decisions, making me mentally unprepared
I won't know, I'll listen to you in the future
Will you have me in the future? There is some hope, some worry, some caution, and some worry about gains and losses.
Qingxiao felt his nose sore, and almost burst into tears. He hurriedly turned his face to cover up the surging in his eyes and whispered: Yes
Yu stared at him without turning his eyes, nodding slowly: OK
His tearful and smiling face, the sadness and hope in his eyes, and his solemn promised expression will be repeated in Qingxiao's memories, supporting him through the long years in prison
********************
The person in the photo has a pair of quiet and deep black eyes, pure face, gentle and brilliant sunshine illuminates the leaves above him as transparent as jasper, but cannot shine into the depths of his eyes
That was his graduation photo. Qingxiao didn't know what he was looking at at that time, but for no reason he felt that he was looking at either the empty sea or the distant sky
Qingxiao subconsciously stretched out his hand to block those eyes, just because he didn't want to see the confusion and sorrow in those eyes.
Haven't thought about it yet? Qin patted him on the shoulder. He has graduated and if he doesn't want to keep him, he will have to go back to Japan.
Qingxiao let out a sigh and said: Then let him go back, as long as he is happy
Qin glared at him incredibly and said: Hello, you are too much! In the past three years, he has been visiting you before he is willing to see him. He never sees you who write to him and reply to him has self-esteem. He just wants you to take the initiative to take the initiative and really make him angry. I will see how you can endure the next four years!
Qingxiao was silent for a moment and said: I don’t want him to wait for him to have the right to choose.
Qin Yangmei said: I really don’t feel hurt when I stand and speak without my back. Do you think he has experienced so much, can he still find someone else?
Qingxiao did not answer immediately, and gentleness gradually appeared between his eyebrows and said in a low voice: He has never dated anyone much, he is the simplest, but now his knot is untied, and he has a bright future. He can enjoy other scenery. I don’t want to interfere with his decision.
Qin Chi laughed out loud: Forget it, I think you are used to playing a hero in front of him. You can't accept this excuse of the gap. You really look for it...
Qingxiao's face turned slightly red, and she didn't deny it: Maybe since childhood, everyone around her has been proud of me, and I can't allow it...
He paused and said: I don't want to be a stain on other people's lives
Qin wanted to sarcastically sarcastically, but when he saw his lonely eyes, he had to swallow and said: Then you should work harder and strive for a reduction in sentence. If he refused to give up, at least he could wait for a few days.
After thinking about it, I couldn't help it and shook my head and said: You guy... are arrogant and force perfection in everything. People who love you will have a hard time.
Kiyoko didn't say anything, just looked at Yu's graduation photo quietly, and silently said in his heart: Do you still want to go back to Japan? If I don't speak up and try to keep you, will you really leave me?
Unable to wait for Kiyoko's reply, Yu finally decided to return to Japan to break through the thick clouds, cross the ambiguous prospect, and fly to the other side of the ocean.
That day, Qingxiao, who was venturing in the yard, raised his head countless times and looked at every plane flying over his head.
He finally achieved his goal. Should he be relieved about it?
Who is the sour and astringent emotion in my heart for?
As the days pass by day, except for Professor Qin and Eisenberg, he rarely sees others again
In prison, he doesn't cause trouble, and others rarely dare to provoke him. He works quietly and lives. He goes to the library to read books when he has time. Continue his previous research, which is very popular with the prison guards.
Yu still writes letters to him, sometimes a few letters a few months, sometimes a few months, and his tone is plain and polite tone, and he talks about his own recent situation. He neither involves his mood nor asks about Qingxiao's situation or plans to Qingxiao. He thinks that Yu may just be a private record and does not care who is listening.
Qingxiao still never replied, but he would carefully collect every letter.
Sanada team eventually collapsed, Kiyoto was not surprised to be involved in the underworld, and this ending was inevitable
Qin was promoted to the position and did not show off his glorious achievements in front of Qingxiao, but instead brought Qingxiao a bunch of financial magazines with Yu's reports.
This man is getting better and better now. After brushing away all the dust and dirt, his talent is like a sharp sword unsheathed, extremely sharp, dazzling the world.
All kinds of dazzling halos were impressed on him. He was looked up to by everyone, surrounded by applause and flowers for just a few years. He realized all the expectations of Qingxiao for him one by one, and even did better.
There is a kind of person who is destined to fly above the nine heavens, no matter how many destructions he has experienced
Qingxiao caressed the handsome and cold face on the cover of the magazine, and mixed feelings
There is good news to tell you. Qin looked at his eyes and paused before saying: I asked, your application for commutation has been approved, and you can go out next month
Qingxiao couldn't react for a while and looked at him blankly
Yes, next month, you will be free again. Qin stared at him in a flash. Will you go to find him?
Qingxiao stood up suddenly. The sun was too fierce and he was a little dizzy.
In this way, Ah he unconsciously walked out slowly, and his heart was empty, and there seemed to be many silences whispering, floating and chaotic, but when he listened carefully, he had nothing and was silent as if he was dead
Will you go to him?
He remembered the business genius, the industry pride on the cover of the magazine, the confused and sad eyes, the past that he thought had passed...
He slowly closed his eyes and felt the stinging pain
********************
Five years
The closed iron door finally opened slowly
He walked out, no matter how confused he was, his steps remained firm.
Then he saw the man who had appeared in the newspaper, magazine, TV, in his sleep, and in his memory, countless times appeared in front of him
Still in white clothes and black pants, backed by a familiar sedan, but clearly outdated
At that moment, it seemed like time was going back
I was wondering if you should wait for you to come to me, but after thinking for a long time, I'll come to you. The man said with a blank expression, and seemed not very happy.
You promised me and took me to the farm where you worked. This promise has not been fulfilled. The man raised his beautiful black eyes and stared at him hatefully. I've driven your car, don't make excuses anymore.
He stood for a while, something slowly climbed up to his heart, itchy and warm, touching him inexplicably
He smiled and put down his luggage on his shoulders: Yes, I will
His lover still stared at him angrily, but then smiled and walked towards him with great strides. The June sun shone on the earth. His lover's smile was bright and pure, as beautiful as freedom.
The full text is over
Well, the title of this chapter comes from a passage I like very much: The one with you is the one you for the longest time, but in the most beautiful time, we are together