A person who deceives you, betrays you, and almost dies, forcing you to go to your end and choose a path that you are least willing to take. But he also respects you, understands you, and helps you as much as he can within the scope of his moral permission. Should you hate him or be grateful to him?
When Qingxiao learned that Professor Qin Xiang Eisenberg was investigating him, he actually said a lot of good things to him, so he changed his mind and called him on his own initiative. He really didn't know how to face this person
But maybe that person doesn't care at all
Qingxiao recalled the scene when she saw that man. The man was sitting on the rooftop railing, holding a cigarette in his mouth, and smiled lazyly at him: Uh, actually I just want to do what I am happy to do
Maybe what he really wants to say is that he only does what he thinks is right, but he changed his words temporarily because he didn't want to be embarrassed by Qingxiao.
Because he knew that I couldn't be so righteous no matter what. Qingxiao let out a long breath and slowly said, I couldn't say to myself like him, I have regrets, but I don't feel guilty; I have sorry, but I don't regret it.
After saying this, he fell into silence, his eyes narrowed slightly, staring at the orange-red sunset in the distance, outlining his desolate and handsome outline. Yu found that there were already a few shallow fine marks on the corners of his eyes.
People with deep contours always look old. In the dusk, the fatigue and softness of his heart are all invisible. Yu sat beside him, patting the back of his hand as comfortedly, and said eagerly: But the professor forgave you, isn’t this a good thing? Qingxiao, you still have a chance!
Qingxiao smiled a little confused: It's Ah, in fact, others don't particularly sorry for me, it's me that I'm sorry for others more. Xiaoyu, I've been upset with you many times and dislike you, but you can always accept me, and tolerating me to this point is my own fault.
Yu changed his mind and said: You said Qin was going to investigate you with Professor Eisenberg, and Anton also said that the police were going to join forces with him to deal with Sanada Group... Kiyoko! Then you...
Kiyoshi smiled bitterly and said: In order to solve the problem as soon as possible, I sold Dm to the Sanada team. They used that to control their opponents, but this method was not as good as the first time. The more dependent the parties were on drugs, the bigger the rebound once the food was cut off, this time, Sanada team was really troubled. I was thinking about how to stop Qin, but something happened to you...
Yu really didn't agree with it, but it was hard to say this openly, so he had to say: As for this matter, I don't think Qin and Anton did anything wrong.
Qingxiao glanced at him and snorted: I know what you think. You wish you could send all of them to prison, as long as I'm fine
Yu's face turned red, and he didn't have to hide it when he thought about it, so he simply said: Yes, I admit that I'm selfish and don't want them to implicate you, but even if I have sympathy, I can't use them. They are not good people. I can't love the house to this extent
Qingxiao said sadly: In the eyes of many people, including that Anton, I am not a good person either.
He smiled and stopped Yu's argument: But if the problem is not here, Qin may not be able to defeat the Sanada group. If either of them can have an absolute advantage, we don't have to be so difficult.
Speaking of this, he sneered and said: Qin somehow found Anton, a waste to join forces, and thought he was a Robin Hood. In fact, his foundation had already penetrated the Sanada team. You said he was willing to let you go. I think even if he didn't want to take revenge, he wanted to use you to threaten me against the Sanada team. Otherwise, why didn't he let you go? Why did I pick you up?
Yu was silent for a moment and said: If this is the case, I don’t think anything is wrong. After all, some of the practices of Sanada Group are still not considered...
Kiyoto said impatiently: You don’t have to be so subtle! I know what the Sanada group looks like in the eyes of others, but do you think Anton is really the messenger of justice? He just wants to eliminate the Sanada group and replace him!
He sighed and said: Xiaoyu, if you often contact such people, you will know that if you get involved in the underworld for a long time, your heart will become numb. For people like them, family affection and hatred are fake
A sarcastic smile appeared on his lips, and he made a gesture to count the money: Only territory and money are real
If there is anything that really makes him let go of his hatred, it may be because he thinks that living is more useful than simply killing me to vent his anger
His eyes were so cold, and only when he was close to Ruyu could he see the pain in his eyes. He thought of the past when he was betrayed by his uncle, right?
Qingxiao... Yu whispered, holding his hand tightly. The hand was cold and hard, like the steel outdoors in winter. Even if Yu used both hands to cover it, there would be no warmth.
How can there be any kindness? Qingxiao slowed down his voice and said as if he was talking to himself. He thought that Ethan would be loyal to him with his subordinates, but he had betrayed him? Do you believe Ethan did this just because he loved Amy too?
He sneered slightly: I think Anton's boss is more attractive to him, Xiaoyu, this is their world. No matter how nice it sounds, it is just to convince himself that it is not that bad.
Yu fell into deep thoughts about the scene where he and Anton were barbecuing in the woods. Anton hugged his daughter and the smile of amusing, the conversation in the cottage, and the shocked eyes of Anton falling down on his back.
What you said may make sense, but I still think he should be sincere. He spoke at the end, and his eyes were almost a little apologized:
He may have plans to join forces with you to deal with Sanada team, but I believe that he has feelings for his wife because the misunderstanding is solved, and he will change his mind and be willing to cooperate with you.
Qingxiao looked at him in surprise, shook his head and said, "You are still confused by his words... Although I am very happy that after so many things, you can still have hope for human nature, don't you think you have abused your trust too much? Well, even if he discovers his conscience for a moment and lets us go, how do you know that he will not cause trouble in the future?"
Yu said gently: Qingxiao, we cannot convict a person by relying on what has not happened.
Qing Xiao was suffocated, and there was no words for a long time
Yu sighed, stared at the sunset hanging in the sky, and murmured: Anton is dead, what was his thoughts at that time, and what motive he wanted to meet you, I can never figure out the truth out of reason, I admit that you are more likely to say it, but I always feel that my feelings have not deceived me, or, I hope he has not deceived me
He turned around and looked at Qingxiao, and a trace of worry appeared in his calm eyes: But Qingxiao, if you make such a judgment, will you just hope to convince yourself that you did not kill the wrong person?
This sentence almost made Qingxiao jump up, but it was almost the same as he was still sitting there, not even a trace of hair fluctuation, staring at Yu without expressionlessly
Yu turned his face slightly, avoided Kiyoko's cold gaze, and whispered: I would think so because I have had the same experience. When facing something I could not accept, I instinctively deceived myself, either find a reason to be at ease, or simply choose to forget...
He raised his head suddenly and looked at Qingxiao's eyes: But now I know that if you can't do this, that thing is there. Even if you turn a blind eye and forget it intentionally, the wound will slowly rot.
He held Qingxiao's hand tighter and said slowly: Qingxiao, I hope you know that I am definitely not blaming you, but I don't want you to make my previous mistakes. I know you have the courage to face yourself. Yes, you have never lacked courage
He felt that his hand struggle a little, as if he was not used to being held so tightly by him, but he held it hard and never let go. The result of the competition was that his hands were sweating and wet, but he clearly felt the heat coming from his palms.
Qingxiao smiled, covered the back of his hand with his other hand, and said softly: Thank you, thank you for your reminder, and even thank you, you are willing to face it with me.
One side is Sanada Group. Although he is his relative, it also brings him endless troubles and self-blame. The other side is his mentor and his lover. He leads him to the light without much trouble to make a choice, but he is in a dilemma because the police and gangsters are evenly matched.
I won't go back to Sanada team, that's for sure. Kiyoto sighed and said a little sadly, but it's impossible for the police to hand over evidence that is unfavorable to them.
But if you kill Anton, he has a cooperative relationship with the police. Will Qin still be willing to let you go? Yu asked worriedly
Kiyoto said speechlessly for a moment. Sanada team should have known Anton's identity for a long time, but they still waited until Yu was kidnapped before notifying him. I guess he was deliberately letting him get to this point.
Think carefully, if Sanada team has the upper hand and the police cannot obtain evidence of crime, they will naturally be unable to prosecute him. If he cooperates with the police thoroughly and accuses the Sanada team, then as a tainted witness, he will naturally be exempted from prosecution. Unfortunately, he does not want to go either way, so what will happen in the future is really impossible to say.
I don't know, everything is possible. Qingxiao smiled bitterly and smoothed the wrinkles between Yu's eyebrows, but excessive worry was useless. Before things happened, we still have to arrange our own life. Xiaoyu. I have good news to tell you that Professor Eisenberg is willing to accept me and I can go back and continue working. This time, he will be a veritable consultant.
Really? Yu almost jumped up happily
Yes, he had a better suggestion... Kiyoko deliberately paused, looking at Yu's eyes shining with extreme expectations, which was so cute
He couldn't help but kiss Yu for a while before he slowly said: He suggested that you go back to Harvard and continue to study for MBA, just use your previous name Yoshino Yu, okay?
He was waiting for Yu's surprise cheers, but unexpectedly the other party looked at him with hesitation, and he wanted to speak but stopped.
Kiyoko frowned and said: What's wrong, don't you want to go back to Harvard? Do you still find it difficult to face? I really hope to go back with you, as if everything has never happened... But if you don't want to go back now, I can wait...
Yu calmed down and whispered: No, I always wanted to go back in my dreams, but suddenly I told me that it would become a reality immediately, and I always felt incredible...
He looked confused and murmured: I always feel that I am not such a lucky person... Qingxiao, do you have any hidden information that you haven't told me? Don't hide it from me...
Qingxiao was stunned and said angrily and amused: You fool, don’t you dare to expect happiness if you are used to bad luck? With me by your side, what are you worried about?
I believe I can get happiness and have been working hard, but... I don't know what to say... Yu searched for accurate words in his mind, but now happiness is not something I have won back by myself, but it is like someone else's giving it because they don't pursue it, so we have the happiness of living alone.
A thin layer of mist floated in his obsidian eyes: I had encountered similar situations before, and lawyer Nakamura suddenly told me that I could inherit a large inheritance, but later...
He took a breath and said goodbye to the past that was unbearable to look back on: If everything happened again, I would never accept that inheritance. It was not something I earned with both hands. I shouldn't want it.
Qingxiao looked at him silently, his eyes gradually became wet, and he hugged him into his arms and whispered: Why don't it? That's something that belongs to you. You should have achieved the development of things until now. The fault is them, not you, let alone this is not the happiness given by others, it's just a suggestion. Whether you can get into the Harvard MBA requires your own efforts, but I know you can
The person in his arms struggled gently and then curled up quietly in his arms, as if his body temperature had greatly satisfied him.
A trace of sorrow flashed in Qingxiao's eyes, he closed his eyes and said slowly: As for the rest, don't think about it anymore, leave it to time. Believe in yourself, believe in me, you will slowly regain your lost sense of security.
Their figures are reflected in the sunset, like two beautiful trees entangled with branches and leaves, frozen at the end of time
********************
Although I had long thought that Professor Eisenberg would not be friendly to him, the other party's coldness and distantness were beyond Yu's expectations
I don't plan to provide you with any extra help, nor can it be just that your archives school originally had, so it's not particularly necessary to provide it again. Whether you can be admitted depends on your own efforts. You know how fierce the competition is. Just take care of yourself.
Eisenberg took off his glasses, glanced at Qingxiao, and said lightly: As for you, the same is true
I always feel that the professor doesn't seem to like me. Afterwards, Yu couldn't help but say to Qingxiao quietly.
Kiyoko hasn't answered Yu's self-deprecating smile for a long time. Do you still need to answer such an obvious question?
But at this moment, he heard Qingxiao's deep voice: No, he was just disappointed in me
When Qingxiao learned that Professor Qin Xiang Eisenberg was investigating him, he actually said a lot of good things to him, so he changed his mind and called him on his own initiative. He really didn't know how to face this person
But maybe that person doesn't care at all
Qingxiao recalled the scene when she saw that man. The man was sitting on the rooftop railing, holding a cigarette in his mouth, and smiled lazyly at him: Uh, actually I just want to do what I am happy to do
Maybe what he really wants to say is that he only does what he thinks is right, but he changed his words temporarily because he didn't want to be embarrassed by Qingxiao.
Because he knew that I couldn't be so righteous no matter what. Qingxiao let out a long breath and slowly said, I couldn't say to myself like him, I have regrets, but I don't feel guilty; I have sorry, but I don't regret it.
After saying this, he fell into silence, his eyes narrowed slightly, staring at the orange-red sunset in the distance, outlining his desolate and handsome outline. Yu found that there were already a few shallow fine marks on the corners of his eyes.
People with deep contours always look old. In the dusk, the fatigue and softness of his heart are all invisible. Yu sat beside him, patting the back of his hand as comfortedly, and said eagerly: But the professor forgave you, isn’t this a good thing? Qingxiao, you still have a chance!
Qingxiao smiled a little confused: It's Ah, in fact, others don't particularly sorry for me, it's me that I'm sorry for others more. Xiaoyu, I've been upset with you many times and dislike you, but you can always accept me, and tolerating me to this point is my own fault.
Yu changed his mind and said: You said Qin was going to investigate you with Professor Eisenberg, and Anton also said that the police were going to join forces with him to deal with Sanada Group... Kiyoko! Then you...
Kiyoshi smiled bitterly and said: In order to solve the problem as soon as possible, I sold Dm to the Sanada team. They used that to control their opponents, but this method was not as good as the first time. The more dependent the parties were on drugs, the bigger the rebound once the food was cut off, this time, Sanada team was really troubled. I was thinking about how to stop Qin, but something happened to you...
Yu really didn't agree with it, but it was hard to say this openly, so he had to say: As for this matter, I don't think Qin and Anton did anything wrong.
Qingxiao glanced at him and snorted: I know what you think. You wish you could send all of them to prison, as long as I'm fine
Yu's face turned red, and he didn't have to hide it when he thought about it, so he simply said: Yes, I admit that I'm selfish and don't want them to implicate you, but even if I have sympathy, I can't use them. They are not good people. I can't love the house to this extent
Qingxiao said sadly: In the eyes of many people, including that Anton, I am not a good person either.
He smiled and stopped Yu's argument: But if the problem is not here, Qin may not be able to defeat the Sanada group. If either of them can have an absolute advantage, we don't have to be so difficult.
Speaking of this, he sneered and said: Qin somehow found Anton, a waste to join forces, and thought he was a Robin Hood. In fact, his foundation had already penetrated the Sanada team. You said he was willing to let you go. I think even if he didn't want to take revenge, he wanted to use you to threaten me against the Sanada team. Otherwise, why didn't he let you go? Why did I pick you up?
Yu was silent for a moment and said: If this is the case, I don’t think anything is wrong. After all, some of the practices of Sanada Group are still not considered...
Kiyoto said impatiently: You don’t have to be so subtle! I know what the Sanada group looks like in the eyes of others, but do you think Anton is really the messenger of justice? He just wants to eliminate the Sanada group and replace him!
He sighed and said: Xiaoyu, if you often contact such people, you will know that if you get involved in the underworld for a long time, your heart will become numb. For people like them, family affection and hatred are fake
A sarcastic smile appeared on his lips, and he made a gesture to count the money: Only territory and money are real
If there is anything that really makes him let go of his hatred, it may be because he thinks that living is more useful than simply killing me to vent his anger
His eyes were so cold, and only when he was close to Ruyu could he see the pain in his eyes. He thought of the past when he was betrayed by his uncle, right?
Qingxiao... Yu whispered, holding his hand tightly. The hand was cold and hard, like the steel outdoors in winter. Even if Yu used both hands to cover it, there would be no warmth.
How can there be any kindness? Qingxiao slowed down his voice and said as if he was talking to himself. He thought that Ethan would be loyal to him with his subordinates, but he had betrayed him? Do you believe Ethan did this just because he loved Amy too?
He sneered slightly: I think Anton's boss is more attractive to him, Xiaoyu, this is their world. No matter how nice it sounds, it is just to convince himself that it is not that bad.
Yu fell into deep thoughts about the scene where he and Anton were barbecuing in the woods. Anton hugged his daughter and the smile of amusing, the conversation in the cottage, and the shocked eyes of Anton falling down on his back.
What you said may make sense, but I still think he should be sincere. He spoke at the end, and his eyes were almost a little apologized:
He may have plans to join forces with you to deal with Sanada team, but I believe that he has feelings for his wife because the misunderstanding is solved, and he will change his mind and be willing to cooperate with you.
Qingxiao looked at him in surprise, shook his head and said, "You are still confused by his words... Although I am very happy that after so many things, you can still have hope for human nature, don't you think you have abused your trust too much? Well, even if he discovers his conscience for a moment and lets us go, how do you know that he will not cause trouble in the future?"
Yu said gently: Qingxiao, we cannot convict a person by relying on what has not happened.
Qing Xiao was suffocated, and there was no words for a long time
Yu sighed, stared at the sunset hanging in the sky, and murmured: Anton is dead, what was his thoughts at that time, and what motive he wanted to meet you, I can never figure out the truth out of reason, I admit that you are more likely to say it, but I always feel that my feelings have not deceived me, or, I hope he has not deceived me
He turned around and looked at Qingxiao, and a trace of worry appeared in his calm eyes: But Qingxiao, if you make such a judgment, will you just hope to convince yourself that you did not kill the wrong person?
This sentence almost made Qingxiao jump up, but it was almost the same as he was still sitting there, not even a trace of hair fluctuation, staring at Yu without expressionlessly
Yu turned his face slightly, avoided Kiyoko's cold gaze, and whispered: I would think so because I have had the same experience. When facing something I could not accept, I instinctively deceived myself, either find a reason to be at ease, or simply choose to forget...
He raised his head suddenly and looked at Qingxiao's eyes: But now I know that if you can't do this, that thing is there. Even if you turn a blind eye and forget it intentionally, the wound will slowly rot.
He held Qingxiao's hand tighter and said slowly: Qingxiao, I hope you know that I am definitely not blaming you, but I don't want you to make my previous mistakes. I know you have the courage to face yourself. Yes, you have never lacked courage
He felt that his hand struggle a little, as if he was not used to being held so tightly by him, but he held it hard and never let go. The result of the competition was that his hands were sweating and wet, but he clearly felt the heat coming from his palms.
Qingxiao smiled, covered the back of his hand with his other hand, and said softly: Thank you, thank you for your reminder, and even thank you, you are willing to face it with me.
One side is Sanada Group. Although he is his relative, it also brings him endless troubles and self-blame. The other side is his mentor and his lover. He leads him to the light without much trouble to make a choice, but he is in a dilemma because the police and gangsters are evenly matched.
I won't go back to Sanada team, that's for sure. Kiyoto sighed and said a little sadly, but it's impossible for the police to hand over evidence that is unfavorable to them.
But if you kill Anton, he has a cooperative relationship with the police. Will Qin still be willing to let you go? Yu asked worriedly
Kiyoto said speechlessly for a moment. Sanada team should have known Anton's identity for a long time, but they still waited until Yu was kidnapped before notifying him. I guess he was deliberately letting him get to this point.
Think carefully, if Sanada team has the upper hand and the police cannot obtain evidence of crime, they will naturally be unable to prosecute him. If he cooperates with the police thoroughly and accuses the Sanada team, then as a tainted witness, he will naturally be exempted from prosecution. Unfortunately, he does not want to go either way, so what will happen in the future is really impossible to say.
I don't know, everything is possible. Qingxiao smiled bitterly and smoothed the wrinkles between Yu's eyebrows, but excessive worry was useless. Before things happened, we still have to arrange our own life. Xiaoyu. I have good news to tell you that Professor Eisenberg is willing to accept me and I can go back and continue working. This time, he will be a veritable consultant.
Really? Yu almost jumped up happily
Yes, he had a better suggestion... Kiyoko deliberately paused, looking at Yu's eyes shining with extreme expectations, which was so cute
He couldn't help but kiss Yu for a while before he slowly said: He suggested that you go back to Harvard and continue to study for MBA, just use your previous name Yoshino Yu, okay?
He was waiting for Yu's surprise cheers, but unexpectedly the other party looked at him with hesitation, and he wanted to speak but stopped.
Kiyoko frowned and said: What's wrong, don't you want to go back to Harvard? Do you still find it difficult to face? I really hope to go back with you, as if everything has never happened... But if you don't want to go back now, I can wait...
Yu calmed down and whispered: No, I always wanted to go back in my dreams, but suddenly I told me that it would become a reality immediately, and I always felt incredible...
He looked confused and murmured: I always feel that I am not such a lucky person... Qingxiao, do you have any hidden information that you haven't told me? Don't hide it from me...
Qingxiao was stunned and said angrily and amused: You fool, don’t you dare to expect happiness if you are used to bad luck? With me by your side, what are you worried about?
I believe I can get happiness and have been working hard, but... I don't know what to say... Yu searched for accurate words in his mind, but now happiness is not something I have won back by myself, but it is like someone else's giving it because they don't pursue it, so we have the happiness of living alone.
A thin layer of mist floated in his obsidian eyes: I had encountered similar situations before, and lawyer Nakamura suddenly told me that I could inherit a large inheritance, but later...
He took a breath and said goodbye to the past that was unbearable to look back on: If everything happened again, I would never accept that inheritance. It was not something I earned with both hands. I shouldn't want it.
Qingxiao looked at him silently, his eyes gradually became wet, and he hugged him into his arms and whispered: Why don't it? That's something that belongs to you. You should have achieved the development of things until now. The fault is them, not you, let alone this is not the happiness given by others, it's just a suggestion. Whether you can get into the Harvard MBA requires your own efforts, but I know you can
The person in his arms struggled gently and then curled up quietly in his arms, as if his body temperature had greatly satisfied him.
A trace of sorrow flashed in Qingxiao's eyes, he closed his eyes and said slowly: As for the rest, don't think about it anymore, leave it to time. Believe in yourself, believe in me, you will slowly regain your lost sense of security.
Their figures are reflected in the sunset, like two beautiful trees entangled with branches and leaves, frozen at the end of time
********************
Although I had long thought that Professor Eisenberg would not be friendly to him, the other party's coldness and distantness were beyond Yu's expectations
I don't plan to provide you with any extra help, nor can it be just that your archives school originally had, so it's not particularly necessary to provide it again. Whether you can be admitted depends on your own efforts. You know how fierce the competition is. Just take care of yourself.
Eisenberg took off his glasses, glanced at Qingxiao, and said lightly: As for you, the same is true
I always feel that the professor doesn't seem to like me. Afterwards, Yu couldn't help but say to Qingxiao quietly.
Kiyoko hasn't answered Yu's self-deprecating smile for a long time. Do you still need to answer such an obvious question?
But at this moment, he heard Qingxiao's deep voice: No, he was just disappointed in me
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