He saw Anton's face changing violently, but his heart was extremely calm, and there was no slight turmoil in the past and the future unfolding like scrolls in front of him. He saw his destiny more clearly than ever
********************
All the things to be said were said, and only the dead silent room was left in the room. Anton's face turned gray and said with a harsh look: I didn't expect it to be like this... This was too unexpected to me...
He opened the handcuffs for Yu with his trembling hands, stood up, as if he wanted to say something, his lips trembled, but he left the room without saying it. He seemed a little dazed, walked to the stairs at the door and stepped on the air, almost falling down. The conversation just now had a great impact on him.
Yu gently massaged the bruises on his wrist. Because he was imprisoned for too long, his blood was not smooth, and his fingertips became cold. When Anton opened the door, he saw two guards with guns at the door, which showed that he was still in prison, but at least he was the only one left in the room for the time being.
He took a pillow and leaned against the head of the bed, lay down tiredly, feeling exhausted, looking back at the past was an extremely difficult thing for him, and the conversation just now had almost exhausted all his energy
He did not tell Anton all his experiences. Some things, even for the sake of filial piety, were unwilling to tell irrelevant outsiders, but even so, it was thrilling enough
He slowly stated the embarrassing past events that had originally been buried deep in his memory, with a nearly self-abuse pleasure and a faint sadness, just like... Just like in those three years, he often described his experience of extreme humiliation and the most difficult thoughts under the request of endurance.
Incredibly, the bloody pain that uncovers the scars brings an unexpected feeling of catharsis, as if a piece of carrion is cut out alive, or a jump near the edge of the cliff
With memories, I walk the path of the coming step by step, and through narration, I release the pain bit by bit
He once walked barefoot through the road of hell covered with flames, saw the darkness and was defeated and swallowed by the darkness. The pain of burning hearts and bones still remains unforgettable.
The poor man who was abandoned by his biological mother and ignored on the boat is him
The one who dared not face reality, curled up all his self, crawled under the feet of his enemies to survive
That walking dead life is like a dog, no, a lowly existence that is worse than a dog is him
However, the curse has disappeared. Whether it is hidden with a arrogant and indifferent appearance or begging in an extremely humble way, his deep desire for passion has never changed and will not be lost.
Because there is filial piety around him
The river of time will not go against the wind, and life will not stay in the past and walk through hell forever. There is still a long journey of life waiting for him to experience. He knows that he can
Because he believes in filial piety, because he believes in himself, and even, he believes that Anton has a vague understanding of this person, and always feels that this person's human nature has not been completely destroyed, but he does not know whether this is an intuition or an illusion.
Taking a deep breath, he slowly relaxed his body, but his mind was extremely clear, and he felt a new force slowly awakening.
In the next few days, Anton did not appear after observation for the past few days. Yu found that this was a small house in the woods. He was usually very strict and had little hope of escaping, so he temporarily stopped this idea.
The guard was quite polite to him, so he ate as much as possible and slept as possible. He tried to keep his strength as possible. He knew that Qingxiao would come to save him, and it was impossible not to save him.
But the days are still terrible, and it only takes three or five days to calculate. It feels like three or five years has passed. On the sixth day, Anton finally came.
He looked a little depressed, and his chin hadn't shaved for a long time. He didn't look like a cold and calm gangster leader, or even no longer like the mature and steady middle-aged father he sat down and inserted his fingers into his hair when he first met.
I've investigated these two days. His voice is a little hoarse, you're telling the truth
Yu was having lunch, slightly stunned, and continued to eat his pasta as if nothing had happened
Anton looked at him straight: I think, I owe you an apology
Yu's hand holding the fork stayed in the air, he raised his head in surprise, and as soon as the two eyes touched, Anton dodged away like an escape.
It was very uncomfortable to admit this, he said with difficulty, thinking of my wife, she suffered so much, it was all because of the evil consequences I had caused, I...
He stopped, looked at his hands silently, lowering his eyes
I don't know how to face myself, he said expressionlessly
The sun shines on him through the leaves, and his face floats and rises in the light and shadows of the trees: Sanada Group... Even in the underworld, I think you know the reason, and I... I think I am still a more principled person. Although you won't agree, even if you go to the underworld, you will be able to feel at ease. So, when Sanada Kiyoshi came to me, I didn't think about it at all... I might be wrong.
Yu was silent for a moment, thinking of the person who died in the basement. I understand that he said coldly that even the cannibal tribe in the African jungle must have a set of moral ethics that can be justified.
This was extremely sharp. Da Yiyu smiled bitterly in his usual tone, but did not argue: I just looked at the grudges of the gangster... In my opinion, there is no justice or bad for these things, just speaking with strength... But seeing that he actually used drugs to deal with my wife, I really couldn't help it... This really exceeded the minimum bottom line...
He threatened me with my wife, and I could only come forward this year. He forced me to do a lot of things I didn't want to do... In the end, he stopped the medicine. My wife couldn't stand it and finally committed suicide... She is a devout Catholic. According to the doctrine she understood, those who commit suicide will fall into hell forever... This is the magic of drugs, which actually surpasses her fear of hell...
The man narrowed his eyes slightly, his eyelids beating uncontrollably, and the facial muscles that had lost their function also twitched slightly. I could have focused my anger on Sanada Kiyoshi so that I could treat my wife with a clear conscience and say that I avenged him...
He let out a long breath and slowly said: But, it's meaningless to do these things now...
Yu listened silently as he told, holding a fork in his hand, unconsciously flipping the spaghetti on the plate, and said: I heard you have accused a lot of Kiyoko of torture for your wife. Can you allow me to ask you something?
Anton looked at him in confusion
Yu said quietly: You have always said that Kiyoto tortured your wife for a year, but, as far as I know, he spent all his time on me. I'm afraid there is not much time to plot against your wife, and it is even more impossible to threaten you because, he had not participated in the matter of Sanada Group a long time ago.
Anton was shocked and said: What did you say?
Yu felt tired and said lightly: You have been dealing with Sanada team for so long, you should know that Kiyoto was sanctioned by their household regulations, and it was almost dead, because he let out an agent from the Investigation Bureau since then, he was basically expelled from Sanada team, just providing them with drugs in exchange for the intelligence and money he wanted, Sanada team also promised him that Dm would only be used to deal with people on the road and would not hurt innocent people.
He said with a smile: Do you think you and the Sanada group are just grudges and there is no justice to say. I'm afraid they think so too. I don't think there is anything wrong with using it on you, nor do you think it's a matter of principle to use your wife to threaten you.
Anton stared at him, as if he wanted to refute, but he also held back: Is the agent you mentioned the surname Qin?
He got the answer from Yu's surprised gaze and couldn't help but sneer: No wonder... I worked with them to deal with the Sanada group, and he refused to count Sanada Kiyoto in, so that's the case!
Yu Xinnian was shocked and blurted out: So, the police did not know about you kidnapped me to deal with Qingxiao, and they had no intention of making things difficult for Qingxiao!
Suddenly he figured this out, he was so happy that he wanted to jump up. The haze on his face disappeared, just like the rising sun, and the snow and ice all over the sky melted.
His surprise tone really made Anton unhappy, but he had no position to blame the other party. His efforts to revenge were just a false and self-righteous justice in the end, and he always deceived himself.
I just feel a little bitter in my mouth and my heart is empty. The so-called emotions and so-called righteousness are all subverted overnight, but I have to accept it.
After all, he can't do it, just make mistakes, shameless to the end
Look, what's wrong with this? You still avenge your wife. The hidden worries buried in your heart were finally resolved. Yu was in a light mood and even boldly patted Anton's shoulder.
You just got the wrong object of revenge. Your real enemy is Sanada group, not Kiyoko. You are now working with the police to wipe out Sanada group. It is a very good plan. I support you very much. Yu's lips are upturned. He has no feelings for the relatives who have framed Kiyoko. Well, even Uncle Uchida who has helped Kiyoko is also included, it is best that they all go to jail, so that no one will always pull Kiyoko into the underworld.
But these have nothing to do with Kiyoto, he never thought of calculating your wife. They were all made by Sanada. Hashiri distinguished with confidence and did not feel biased at all, so you don’t have to be upset. As long as you bring them to justice, that is, you will avenge your wife.
Anton smiled bitterly, and the fool could hear how clumsy the comfort was, but Yu, who should have been the victim, actually comforted him, the culprit. Even if he was perfunctory, it was rare.
Although the other party's original intention may just be to stabilize him and let him go
Now that things have come to this point, I don’t want to continue to lingering my eyes, so he said generously: I have made an appointment with Kiyoto Sanada to meet this afternoon. Then let’s go and let everyone give up.
It took some time for Yu to react and said happily: That's the best. I also like Lilith and Amy's.
Anton sighed and said thoughtfully: Qingxiao was very calm and said nothing, he was a reliable person
He looked at Yu, his eyes were a little disappointed, but he was still ashamed. He stood up and bowed slightly, and said: Then that's it, I wish you happiness
Yu knew that he should just be polite and polite, but he couldn't suppress the excitement in his heart at all and couldn't help but say: So, can I see Qingxiao today? Is it here? What time?
Anton's eyes surged, like a star flame flashing, returning to calm
Yes, right here his voice is a little unstable, but he can still maintain his calmness, you can see him soon
********************
Yes, Qingxiao came faster than he expected and made an appointment to meet at 6 pm, but just after 4 o'clock in the clock, he met Qingxiao and...
Lilith and Amy
Amy was tied up with her hands and feet, and an explosive was wrapped in an abdomen. Her mouth was blocked with a rag, and she was stuffed into the rear compartment of the car 20 steps away from the car. It was Qingxiao, who looked cold, and the black muzzle was pressing against Lilith's temple.
Anton was stunned
Two people, which one do you want to save? Qingxiao said with a blank expression, or would you rather return Xiaoyu to me and exchange for the lives of your daughter and lover?
I... Anton just said a word, and Qingxiao shot him on the grass in front of him, causing him to suddenly stop
I don't want to listen to nonsense and bring Xiaoyu out. I'll return your daughter to you and then we leave. Then return your lover to you. This transaction is fair.
Yu heard something wrong and pushed the door out. Seeing this situation, he was shocked and rushed over: Qingxiao!
Anton immediately reacted and raised his hand and wanted to stop him. At this moment, gunfire sounded
Yu's body stiffened, stopped, turned around in disbelief, and stared at him in shock.
Then, fall down on your back
Blood gushed out on the forehead, winding down like red silk
Kill with one shot
Good gun technique
Yu stared at the corpse and hadn't come back to his senses yet. Why didn't the person who was talking to him just now stop moving now?
He didn't know how long he had been staring, maybe just a few seconds, maybe a few minutes, so when he turned his head to see Qingxiao, his neck seemed to be a little stiff when he turned his head to see Qingxiao.
He bit his tongue unconsciously, and the slight stinging sensation made him know that he was still in reality
The sun has not set yet, the wind blows, and the mottled tree shadows sway at his feet
There was a smell of grass and soil in the air, but the smell of blood was not very strong, at least he didn't smell it
But he knew that someone was indeed dead, on this warm and peaceful afternoon
Because the body was at his feet, because he saw Lilith's hatred eyes
********************
All the things to be said were said, and only the dead silent room was left in the room. Anton's face turned gray and said with a harsh look: I didn't expect it to be like this... This was too unexpected to me...
He opened the handcuffs for Yu with his trembling hands, stood up, as if he wanted to say something, his lips trembled, but he left the room without saying it. He seemed a little dazed, walked to the stairs at the door and stepped on the air, almost falling down. The conversation just now had a great impact on him.
Yu gently massaged the bruises on his wrist. Because he was imprisoned for too long, his blood was not smooth, and his fingertips became cold. When Anton opened the door, he saw two guards with guns at the door, which showed that he was still in prison, but at least he was the only one left in the room for the time being.
He took a pillow and leaned against the head of the bed, lay down tiredly, feeling exhausted, looking back at the past was an extremely difficult thing for him, and the conversation just now had almost exhausted all his energy
He did not tell Anton all his experiences. Some things, even for the sake of filial piety, were unwilling to tell irrelevant outsiders, but even so, it was thrilling enough
He slowly stated the embarrassing past events that had originally been buried deep in his memory, with a nearly self-abuse pleasure and a faint sadness, just like... Just like in those three years, he often described his experience of extreme humiliation and the most difficult thoughts under the request of endurance.
Incredibly, the bloody pain that uncovers the scars brings an unexpected feeling of catharsis, as if a piece of carrion is cut out alive, or a jump near the edge of the cliff
With memories, I walk the path of the coming step by step, and through narration, I release the pain bit by bit
He once walked barefoot through the road of hell covered with flames, saw the darkness and was defeated and swallowed by the darkness. The pain of burning hearts and bones still remains unforgettable.
The poor man who was abandoned by his biological mother and ignored on the boat is him
The one who dared not face reality, curled up all his self, crawled under the feet of his enemies to survive
That walking dead life is like a dog, no, a lowly existence that is worse than a dog is him
However, the curse has disappeared. Whether it is hidden with a arrogant and indifferent appearance or begging in an extremely humble way, his deep desire for passion has never changed and will not be lost.
Because there is filial piety around him
The river of time will not go against the wind, and life will not stay in the past and walk through hell forever. There is still a long journey of life waiting for him to experience. He knows that he can
Because he believes in filial piety, because he believes in himself, and even, he believes that Anton has a vague understanding of this person, and always feels that this person's human nature has not been completely destroyed, but he does not know whether this is an intuition or an illusion.
Taking a deep breath, he slowly relaxed his body, but his mind was extremely clear, and he felt a new force slowly awakening.
In the next few days, Anton did not appear after observation for the past few days. Yu found that this was a small house in the woods. He was usually very strict and had little hope of escaping, so he temporarily stopped this idea.
The guard was quite polite to him, so he ate as much as possible and slept as possible. He tried to keep his strength as possible. He knew that Qingxiao would come to save him, and it was impossible not to save him.
But the days are still terrible, and it only takes three or five days to calculate. It feels like three or five years has passed. On the sixth day, Anton finally came.
He looked a little depressed, and his chin hadn't shaved for a long time. He didn't look like a cold and calm gangster leader, or even no longer like the mature and steady middle-aged father he sat down and inserted his fingers into his hair when he first met.
I've investigated these two days. His voice is a little hoarse, you're telling the truth
Yu was having lunch, slightly stunned, and continued to eat his pasta as if nothing had happened
Anton looked at him straight: I think, I owe you an apology
Yu's hand holding the fork stayed in the air, he raised his head in surprise, and as soon as the two eyes touched, Anton dodged away like an escape.
It was very uncomfortable to admit this, he said with difficulty, thinking of my wife, she suffered so much, it was all because of the evil consequences I had caused, I...
He stopped, looked at his hands silently, lowering his eyes
I don't know how to face myself, he said expressionlessly
The sun shines on him through the leaves, and his face floats and rises in the light and shadows of the trees: Sanada Group... Even in the underworld, I think you know the reason, and I... I think I am still a more principled person. Although you won't agree, even if you go to the underworld, you will be able to feel at ease. So, when Sanada Kiyoshi came to me, I didn't think about it at all... I might be wrong.
Yu was silent for a moment, thinking of the person who died in the basement. I understand that he said coldly that even the cannibal tribe in the African jungle must have a set of moral ethics that can be justified.
This was extremely sharp. Da Yiyu smiled bitterly in his usual tone, but did not argue: I just looked at the grudges of the gangster... In my opinion, there is no justice or bad for these things, just speaking with strength... But seeing that he actually used drugs to deal with my wife, I really couldn't help it... This really exceeded the minimum bottom line...
He threatened me with my wife, and I could only come forward this year. He forced me to do a lot of things I didn't want to do... In the end, he stopped the medicine. My wife couldn't stand it and finally committed suicide... She is a devout Catholic. According to the doctrine she understood, those who commit suicide will fall into hell forever... This is the magic of drugs, which actually surpasses her fear of hell...
The man narrowed his eyes slightly, his eyelids beating uncontrollably, and the facial muscles that had lost their function also twitched slightly. I could have focused my anger on Sanada Kiyoshi so that I could treat my wife with a clear conscience and say that I avenged him...
He let out a long breath and slowly said: But, it's meaningless to do these things now...
Yu listened silently as he told, holding a fork in his hand, unconsciously flipping the spaghetti on the plate, and said: I heard you have accused a lot of Kiyoko of torture for your wife. Can you allow me to ask you something?
Anton looked at him in confusion
Yu said quietly: You have always said that Kiyoto tortured your wife for a year, but, as far as I know, he spent all his time on me. I'm afraid there is not much time to plot against your wife, and it is even more impossible to threaten you because, he had not participated in the matter of Sanada Group a long time ago.
Anton was shocked and said: What did you say?
Yu felt tired and said lightly: You have been dealing with Sanada team for so long, you should know that Kiyoto was sanctioned by their household regulations, and it was almost dead, because he let out an agent from the Investigation Bureau since then, he was basically expelled from Sanada team, just providing them with drugs in exchange for the intelligence and money he wanted, Sanada team also promised him that Dm would only be used to deal with people on the road and would not hurt innocent people.
He said with a smile: Do you think you and the Sanada group are just grudges and there is no justice to say. I'm afraid they think so too. I don't think there is anything wrong with using it on you, nor do you think it's a matter of principle to use your wife to threaten you.
Anton stared at him, as if he wanted to refute, but he also held back: Is the agent you mentioned the surname Qin?
He got the answer from Yu's surprised gaze and couldn't help but sneer: No wonder... I worked with them to deal with the Sanada group, and he refused to count Sanada Kiyoto in, so that's the case!
Yu Xinnian was shocked and blurted out: So, the police did not know about you kidnapped me to deal with Qingxiao, and they had no intention of making things difficult for Qingxiao!
Suddenly he figured this out, he was so happy that he wanted to jump up. The haze on his face disappeared, just like the rising sun, and the snow and ice all over the sky melted.
His surprise tone really made Anton unhappy, but he had no position to blame the other party. His efforts to revenge were just a false and self-righteous justice in the end, and he always deceived himself.
I just feel a little bitter in my mouth and my heart is empty. The so-called emotions and so-called righteousness are all subverted overnight, but I have to accept it.
After all, he can't do it, just make mistakes, shameless to the end
Look, what's wrong with this? You still avenge your wife. The hidden worries buried in your heart were finally resolved. Yu was in a light mood and even boldly patted Anton's shoulder.
You just got the wrong object of revenge. Your real enemy is Sanada group, not Kiyoko. You are now working with the police to wipe out Sanada group. It is a very good plan. I support you very much. Yu's lips are upturned. He has no feelings for the relatives who have framed Kiyoko. Well, even Uncle Uchida who has helped Kiyoko is also included, it is best that they all go to jail, so that no one will always pull Kiyoko into the underworld.
But these have nothing to do with Kiyoto, he never thought of calculating your wife. They were all made by Sanada. Hashiri distinguished with confidence and did not feel biased at all, so you don’t have to be upset. As long as you bring them to justice, that is, you will avenge your wife.
Anton smiled bitterly, and the fool could hear how clumsy the comfort was, but Yu, who should have been the victim, actually comforted him, the culprit. Even if he was perfunctory, it was rare.
Although the other party's original intention may just be to stabilize him and let him go
Now that things have come to this point, I don’t want to continue to lingering my eyes, so he said generously: I have made an appointment with Kiyoto Sanada to meet this afternoon. Then let’s go and let everyone give up.
It took some time for Yu to react and said happily: That's the best. I also like Lilith and Amy's.
Anton sighed and said thoughtfully: Qingxiao was very calm and said nothing, he was a reliable person
He looked at Yu, his eyes were a little disappointed, but he was still ashamed. He stood up and bowed slightly, and said: Then that's it, I wish you happiness
Yu knew that he should just be polite and polite, but he couldn't suppress the excitement in his heart at all and couldn't help but say: So, can I see Qingxiao today? Is it here? What time?
Anton's eyes surged, like a star flame flashing, returning to calm
Yes, right here his voice is a little unstable, but he can still maintain his calmness, you can see him soon
********************
Yes, Qingxiao came faster than he expected and made an appointment to meet at 6 pm, but just after 4 o'clock in the clock, he met Qingxiao and...
Lilith and Amy
Amy was tied up with her hands and feet, and an explosive was wrapped in an abdomen. Her mouth was blocked with a rag, and she was stuffed into the rear compartment of the car 20 steps away from the car. It was Qingxiao, who looked cold, and the black muzzle was pressing against Lilith's temple.
Anton was stunned
Two people, which one do you want to save? Qingxiao said with a blank expression, or would you rather return Xiaoyu to me and exchange for the lives of your daughter and lover?
I... Anton just said a word, and Qingxiao shot him on the grass in front of him, causing him to suddenly stop
I don't want to listen to nonsense and bring Xiaoyu out. I'll return your daughter to you and then we leave. Then return your lover to you. This transaction is fair.
Yu heard something wrong and pushed the door out. Seeing this situation, he was shocked and rushed over: Qingxiao!
Anton immediately reacted and raised his hand and wanted to stop him. At this moment, gunfire sounded
Yu's body stiffened, stopped, turned around in disbelief, and stared at him in shock.
Then, fall down on your back
Blood gushed out on the forehead, winding down like red silk
Kill with one shot
Good gun technique
Yu stared at the corpse and hadn't come back to his senses yet. Why didn't the person who was talking to him just now stop moving now?
He didn't know how long he had been staring, maybe just a few seconds, maybe a few minutes, so when he turned his head to see Qingxiao, his neck seemed to be a little stiff when he turned his head to see Qingxiao.
He bit his tongue unconsciously, and the slight stinging sensation made him know that he was still in reality
The sun has not set yet, the wind blows, and the mottled tree shadows sway at his feet
There was a smell of grass and soil in the air, but the smell of blood was not very strong, at least he didn't smell it
But he knew that someone was indeed dead, on this warm and peaceful afternoon
Because the body was at his feet, because he saw Lilith's hatred eyes
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