He slowly opened his eyes when he thought deeply, and looked at him with complex eyes.
There is nothing to be shy about this. Kiyoko finally said, with an arc on his lips and a gentle voice. I'm glad you could write this way.
After sighing a long sigh, Qingxiao said sadly: I just want to know more about you so that I can avoid many things that shouldn’t have happened because I really can’t stand it and I’ll be surprised a few more times... Do you understand?
There was a rare confusion in the voice. Yu felt aroused, thinking about the harm caused to the man by his unreasonable suicide several times. He felt sorry and said softly: I understand I'm sorry.
Qingxiao forced a smile, as if he was a little uneasy, knocked on the table and said: Put away the diary first, I have something for you to see.
He leaned over and opened the briefcase he brought, poured out a lot of newspapers and financial magazines: I ordered these for you, take a look at them more often, learn about some things happening outside, I also opened an account for you, put some money in, if you feel confident, you can try to invest by yourself
Yu stared straight at the pile of books and newspapers, his hands trembling a little
Qingxiao reached out to hold his hand and said sincerely: Actually, this is not difficult, isn't it? You won't forget your major, right? No matter how the world changes, the knowledge you learn in your mind will always belong to you and will not change.
Yu was mixed with emotion, slowly picked up a financial magazine, gently stroked the familiar magazine name on the cover, and whispered: Why didn’t I notice it before? It turned out that I still own a lot of things...
So, there must be things that make you happy, and there must be things that belong to you. But you haven’t noticed it. As long as you look carefully, you will definitely find it. Qingxiao looks as if he is taken for granted. He said, "You are staying at home all day now. Instead of thinking about it, it is better to review your major and go out to do things one day. This is the foundation of your life.
Yu swallowed and stammered: Do you think... do you think there will be such a day? Can I really go out and do things?
Qingxiao said strangely: Why not? If I am the boss, I will definitely rush to ask for your education, your age, and your experience.
He slowed down his voice, his expression turned to pity, and said softly: The only thing you want to pass is your own level
Yu looked over the newspapers and magazines one by one and whispered: Thank you, Qingxiao, I don’t know if there will be such a day, but I promise to do my best to do it well so that your hard work will not be wasted.
Qingxiao looked very moved when he saw his eyes red and red, and felt a little uncomfortable. He coughed and said: That... You are investing with my money. If you lose money, you will be punished. I want to talk about this first.
Yu said softly: I understand
The mixed eyes of gratitude and surrender made Qingxiao feel sour and sweet, happy and disgusted. He couldn't tell the difference between sorrow and joy, and suddenly stood up, thought about it and sat down, and whispered: By the way, there is another thing I want to tell you, I plan to go out to find a job, and there will be an interview opportunity tomorrow
Yu looked at him in confusion, making him feel confused for no reason, and explained: Well, I think it's always the only one of us to be together, so it's not good to influence each other if this continues...
He suddenly realized that this was inappropriate and immediately said: I think so. Since I want you to go out as soon as possible, I can't leave society for too long. I think you should be fine now at home. If you have time, read more newspapers and magazines, practice investment online first, and learn to live independently by yourself as soon as possible. This will be beneficial to you.
Yu didn't understand the meaning of his words very much, but knew that he was caring for himself, so he nodded obediently and said: I understand, I will work hard.
*****************
You said you are a master's student at Harvard Medical School? The interview supervisor is a man in his forties wearing tortoiseshell-framed glasses. He shot out a light of suspicion from behind the thick glasses. His eyes are white and his eyes are fewer than black. Therefore, he always feels contempt when looking at people.
Yes, filial and calm, you can verify this
Haha, of course I don't mean to believe your character. The male supervisor of glasses laughed dryly and put down his resume
Judging from your education and published articles, it should be our honor to be willing to do this job. I just don’t understand one thing...
The man changed his tone and said carefully: I noticed that it is unusual that you have not continued to study for a doctorate for five years since you graduated from the master's degree, nor have any work records for such a long time. Of course, I have no intention of exploring your privacy, but if you are willing to give a brief explanation, it shows that you are diligent and sociable, and are a good partner, I will be very happy.
Qingxiao was silent, her lips closed tightly for a while, and he stood up and said lightly: Sorry, this is my privacy, so should I leave?
The male supervisor of glasses was obviously stunned, then he put on a professional smile and said: You don’t have to be disappointed, we just need more time to comprehensively measure the applicant’s qualifications and will give you news later.
Qingxiao smiled calmly, nodded politely, and said: OK, thank you for giving me an interview opportunity
He walked out of the interview building and looked up at the blue sky and white clouds. The weather was very good, but he was a little dizzy for no reason. He probably stayed in the air-conditioned room for too long.
It was almost noon, and the sun was shining. There were tourists resting in the small square in the street. A few pigeons were flying and walking. They were quiet and filial. Now it was time to go back for lunch. However, he wanted to stay outside for a while. He bought hot dogs and coffee. He sat on the bench in the square and ate alone. Various pedestrians and traffic were rushing around him. The images and noises changed rapidly like tides but continued.
He finished the fast food in three bites, but he didn't want to get up at the moment. He sat on the bench and watched the lonely old man feeding pigeons. A young couple sat side by side eating ice cream, teasing each other from time to time, licking the ice cream in each other's hands, and kissing in the street intimately, as if no one was around.
Qingxiao looked at them with her eyes fixed on her face, unable to help but feel a lot of chest tightness, not that she was not unenvious: Originally, he could do this too.
He irritatedly crumpled the empty paper cup into a ball and threw it into the trash bin. He liked sports and socializing. The groundhog-like cave life made him feel like he was about to get moldy, not to mention the dark memories of people who disregarded their conscience and morality in the past three years.
No, he didn't blame Xiaoyu for being a stranger, even if he witnessed the other party suffering such serious harm for him, he would never be out of the matter. What's more, that person is still his lover who is still his heartfelt lover only 24 hours a day, with no room for buffering, and he couldn't stop feeling monotonous and tired, but what made him even more worried was that perhaps because of staying at home for a long time, he felt that he seemed to be becoming more and more cautious, he loved to care, and he was no longer open-minded and cheerful as before, maybe he found a job, and returned to a familiar environment, it would be better to get in touch with normal people and things.
He is not afraid of loneliness, he is afraid of himself
Qingxiao sighed, stood up and the dust and car exhaust smelled on his face made him feel uncomfortable. The noon sun shone on the glass exterior wall of the building opposite, reflecting a dazzling spot of light. The lonely city was filled with crowds. He walked to the intersection and waited for the green light to light up.
********************
He kept walking until three or four o'clock in the afternoon before returning home. Yu smiled and opened the door for him: Are you back?
He was too lazy to speak, so he nodded slightly, walked straight to the living room, Yu saw that he looked listless, and said carefully: What's wrong? Is it a bit unsuccessful to find a job?
Of course not, how is it possible! Qingxiao was instinctively authentic, but when he went there, the working environment was average and the salary was not ideal, so hesitated. I thought about two days to see if there were any other opportunities...
The more he said, the more he felt worse, and his voice slowly lowered: Well, that's about it, let's talk about it
He spread his hands and feet and sat on the couch, took the frozen orange juice handed over by Yu, drank it all, and the fragrance of the bath liquid floating into his nose moved his heart. He looked up at Yu and saw that Yu had just taken a shower, with some water vapor on his black hair, and a healthy blush appeared on his face, which was always pale as snow. He wore a set of cotton home clothes that Qingxiao had recently bought for him. The clothes were thin and close to the body, clearly outlining the lines of his body. Therefore, when he stood in a translucent place, he could also vaguely see the shape of the panties inside.
Qingxiao finally understood what was wrong. Yu usually wears only a coat. This is the first time she wears underwear.
He looked at it from top to bottom so carefully that Yu felt his hair furrowed and whispered: What's wrong? Is there anything wrong?
Qingxiao narrowed her eyes and said with a smile: If I remember correctly, this seems to be the first time you put on your underwear?
Yu couldn't help blushing and said: That... When changing clothes, I found it was from the same brand. So, I'll try it on, it's cotton, it's very comfortable to wear...
Qingxiao couldn't help but get excited. The suffocation she felt when looking for a job was dispelled. He stood up and said: The brand I chose is good. Let's take advantage of the store not closing now, so I'll just buy a few more sets.
Yu widened his eyes and said: No, I just started wearing the ones I bought...
Qingxiao laughed dryly and said: Ah, well, very, very good. He rubbed his hands and walked around Yu excitedly, as if a flower suddenly bloomed on Yu's body.
Yu couldn't stand it and whispered: I'll wash the cup
Qingxiao smiled and said: Good Ah, saying that he didn't leave Yu for a moment. Yu went in and then he followed him into the kitchen and was washing the cup. He could also feel his strange and focused eyes staring at his underwear. Yu was uncomfortable, but he didn't know how to tell him not to look like this again.
Qingxiao stared at him for a long time, but actually came to him and smiled: Why is your face so red? Shy Ah?
The breath he exhaled made Yu's ears itchy. His hands slipped and he almost threw down his cup. Yu endured it again and again, and whispered: Are you...are you tired? Why don't you go to the sofa in the living room to rest?
Qingxiao smiled and said: I was a little tired, but now I'm much better now. You're busy with me... I was strolling in the kitchen. As I said, I sat at the dining table, humming an unknown little song in my mouth, tapping the table and slapping it, and staring straight at Yu.
Yu couldn't help looking back, and he pretended to be indifferent, looked away, swept around and found news for him. There were a few black green fish in the plastic bucket in the corner of the wall. He stood up and looked carefully, confirmed that he was not wrong, and shouted: Where did the fish in that bucket come from?
Yu said: That was brought by Jenny next door. The girl we met during the morning jog that day. She said that her parents went fishing and they caught a lot, so she sent us two.
Kiyoko was surprised and his chin was almost falling off: You, did you let Jenny come in?
Yu hurriedly said: Without Ah, she gave me the fish at the door. I saw that she was kind, so I said thank you.
Qingxiao couldn't help swallowing and stuttered a little: You, you...you dress like this to open the door?
Yu's face turned redder and she whispered: Of course, I took a shower without her leaving. Thinking about it, it would be better to wear underwear...
Endless joy surged from my heart, Qingxiao murmured: It seems that I have left, your life is very rich...
He coughed dryly and said seriously: What about the newspapers and magazines I have arranged for you to read? Have you finished reading them?
Yu Yidai, lowered his head and whispered: There are so many Ah... I tried hard to read, but I didn't finish reading...
Qingxiao raised his voice and said viciously: Ah, you don’t do the homework I assigned to you. If you have time to chat with the girl, you still feel unsatisfied after chatting. Hurry up and take a shower and change your clothes. What do you want to do? As soon as I left, you are like this. Have you ever thought about eating dust outside? Now that the homework has not been completed, what do you think should you do?
He spoke loudly, but the corners of his mouth couldn't stop tilting upwards, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of smiles.
There is nothing to be shy about this. Kiyoko finally said, with an arc on his lips and a gentle voice. I'm glad you could write this way.
After sighing a long sigh, Qingxiao said sadly: I just want to know more about you so that I can avoid many things that shouldn’t have happened because I really can’t stand it and I’ll be surprised a few more times... Do you understand?
There was a rare confusion in the voice. Yu felt aroused, thinking about the harm caused to the man by his unreasonable suicide several times. He felt sorry and said softly: I understand I'm sorry.
Qingxiao forced a smile, as if he was a little uneasy, knocked on the table and said: Put away the diary first, I have something for you to see.
He leaned over and opened the briefcase he brought, poured out a lot of newspapers and financial magazines: I ordered these for you, take a look at them more often, learn about some things happening outside, I also opened an account for you, put some money in, if you feel confident, you can try to invest by yourself
Yu stared straight at the pile of books and newspapers, his hands trembling a little
Qingxiao reached out to hold his hand and said sincerely: Actually, this is not difficult, isn't it? You won't forget your major, right? No matter how the world changes, the knowledge you learn in your mind will always belong to you and will not change.
Yu was mixed with emotion, slowly picked up a financial magazine, gently stroked the familiar magazine name on the cover, and whispered: Why didn’t I notice it before? It turned out that I still own a lot of things...
So, there must be things that make you happy, and there must be things that belong to you. But you haven’t noticed it. As long as you look carefully, you will definitely find it. Qingxiao looks as if he is taken for granted. He said, "You are staying at home all day now. Instead of thinking about it, it is better to review your major and go out to do things one day. This is the foundation of your life.
Yu swallowed and stammered: Do you think... do you think there will be such a day? Can I really go out and do things?
Qingxiao said strangely: Why not? If I am the boss, I will definitely rush to ask for your education, your age, and your experience.
He slowed down his voice, his expression turned to pity, and said softly: The only thing you want to pass is your own level
Yu looked over the newspapers and magazines one by one and whispered: Thank you, Qingxiao, I don’t know if there will be such a day, but I promise to do my best to do it well so that your hard work will not be wasted.
Qingxiao looked very moved when he saw his eyes red and red, and felt a little uncomfortable. He coughed and said: That... You are investing with my money. If you lose money, you will be punished. I want to talk about this first.
Yu said softly: I understand
The mixed eyes of gratitude and surrender made Qingxiao feel sour and sweet, happy and disgusted. He couldn't tell the difference between sorrow and joy, and suddenly stood up, thought about it and sat down, and whispered: By the way, there is another thing I want to tell you, I plan to go out to find a job, and there will be an interview opportunity tomorrow
Yu looked at him in confusion, making him feel confused for no reason, and explained: Well, I think it's always the only one of us to be together, so it's not good to influence each other if this continues...
He suddenly realized that this was inappropriate and immediately said: I think so. Since I want you to go out as soon as possible, I can't leave society for too long. I think you should be fine now at home. If you have time, read more newspapers and magazines, practice investment online first, and learn to live independently by yourself as soon as possible. This will be beneficial to you.
Yu didn't understand the meaning of his words very much, but knew that he was caring for himself, so he nodded obediently and said: I understand, I will work hard.
*****************
You said you are a master's student at Harvard Medical School? The interview supervisor is a man in his forties wearing tortoiseshell-framed glasses. He shot out a light of suspicion from behind the thick glasses. His eyes are white and his eyes are fewer than black. Therefore, he always feels contempt when looking at people.
Yes, filial and calm, you can verify this
Haha, of course I don't mean to believe your character. The male supervisor of glasses laughed dryly and put down his resume
Judging from your education and published articles, it should be our honor to be willing to do this job. I just don’t understand one thing...
The man changed his tone and said carefully: I noticed that it is unusual that you have not continued to study for a doctorate for five years since you graduated from the master's degree, nor have any work records for such a long time. Of course, I have no intention of exploring your privacy, but if you are willing to give a brief explanation, it shows that you are diligent and sociable, and are a good partner, I will be very happy.
Qingxiao was silent, her lips closed tightly for a while, and he stood up and said lightly: Sorry, this is my privacy, so should I leave?
The male supervisor of glasses was obviously stunned, then he put on a professional smile and said: You don’t have to be disappointed, we just need more time to comprehensively measure the applicant’s qualifications and will give you news later.
Qingxiao smiled calmly, nodded politely, and said: OK, thank you for giving me an interview opportunity
He walked out of the interview building and looked up at the blue sky and white clouds. The weather was very good, but he was a little dizzy for no reason. He probably stayed in the air-conditioned room for too long.
It was almost noon, and the sun was shining. There were tourists resting in the small square in the street. A few pigeons were flying and walking. They were quiet and filial. Now it was time to go back for lunch. However, he wanted to stay outside for a while. He bought hot dogs and coffee. He sat on the bench in the square and ate alone. Various pedestrians and traffic were rushing around him. The images and noises changed rapidly like tides but continued.
He finished the fast food in three bites, but he didn't want to get up at the moment. He sat on the bench and watched the lonely old man feeding pigeons. A young couple sat side by side eating ice cream, teasing each other from time to time, licking the ice cream in each other's hands, and kissing in the street intimately, as if no one was around.
Qingxiao looked at them with her eyes fixed on her face, unable to help but feel a lot of chest tightness, not that she was not unenvious: Originally, he could do this too.
He irritatedly crumpled the empty paper cup into a ball and threw it into the trash bin. He liked sports and socializing. The groundhog-like cave life made him feel like he was about to get moldy, not to mention the dark memories of people who disregarded their conscience and morality in the past three years.
No, he didn't blame Xiaoyu for being a stranger, even if he witnessed the other party suffering such serious harm for him, he would never be out of the matter. What's more, that person is still his lover who is still his heartfelt lover only 24 hours a day, with no room for buffering, and he couldn't stop feeling monotonous and tired, but what made him even more worried was that perhaps because of staying at home for a long time, he felt that he seemed to be becoming more and more cautious, he loved to care, and he was no longer open-minded and cheerful as before, maybe he found a job, and returned to a familiar environment, it would be better to get in touch with normal people and things.
He is not afraid of loneliness, he is afraid of himself
Qingxiao sighed, stood up and the dust and car exhaust smelled on his face made him feel uncomfortable. The noon sun shone on the glass exterior wall of the building opposite, reflecting a dazzling spot of light. The lonely city was filled with crowds. He walked to the intersection and waited for the green light to light up.
********************
He kept walking until three or four o'clock in the afternoon before returning home. Yu smiled and opened the door for him: Are you back?
He was too lazy to speak, so he nodded slightly, walked straight to the living room, Yu saw that he looked listless, and said carefully: What's wrong? Is it a bit unsuccessful to find a job?
Of course not, how is it possible! Qingxiao was instinctively authentic, but when he went there, the working environment was average and the salary was not ideal, so hesitated. I thought about two days to see if there were any other opportunities...
The more he said, the more he felt worse, and his voice slowly lowered: Well, that's about it, let's talk about it
He spread his hands and feet and sat on the couch, took the frozen orange juice handed over by Yu, drank it all, and the fragrance of the bath liquid floating into his nose moved his heart. He looked up at Yu and saw that Yu had just taken a shower, with some water vapor on his black hair, and a healthy blush appeared on his face, which was always pale as snow. He wore a set of cotton home clothes that Qingxiao had recently bought for him. The clothes were thin and close to the body, clearly outlining the lines of his body. Therefore, when he stood in a translucent place, he could also vaguely see the shape of the panties inside.
Qingxiao finally understood what was wrong. Yu usually wears only a coat. This is the first time she wears underwear.
He looked at it from top to bottom so carefully that Yu felt his hair furrowed and whispered: What's wrong? Is there anything wrong?
Qingxiao narrowed her eyes and said with a smile: If I remember correctly, this seems to be the first time you put on your underwear?
Yu couldn't help blushing and said: That... When changing clothes, I found it was from the same brand. So, I'll try it on, it's cotton, it's very comfortable to wear...
Qingxiao couldn't help but get excited. The suffocation she felt when looking for a job was dispelled. He stood up and said: The brand I chose is good. Let's take advantage of the store not closing now, so I'll just buy a few more sets.
Yu widened his eyes and said: No, I just started wearing the ones I bought...
Qingxiao laughed dryly and said: Ah, well, very, very good. He rubbed his hands and walked around Yu excitedly, as if a flower suddenly bloomed on Yu's body.
Yu couldn't stand it and whispered: I'll wash the cup
Qingxiao smiled and said: Good Ah, saying that he didn't leave Yu for a moment. Yu went in and then he followed him into the kitchen and was washing the cup. He could also feel his strange and focused eyes staring at his underwear. Yu was uncomfortable, but he didn't know how to tell him not to look like this again.
Qingxiao stared at him for a long time, but actually came to him and smiled: Why is your face so red? Shy Ah?
The breath he exhaled made Yu's ears itchy. His hands slipped and he almost threw down his cup. Yu endured it again and again, and whispered: Are you...are you tired? Why don't you go to the sofa in the living room to rest?
Qingxiao smiled and said: I was a little tired, but now I'm much better now. You're busy with me... I was strolling in the kitchen. As I said, I sat at the dining table, humming an unknown little song in my mouth, tapping the table and slapping it, and staring straight at Yu.
Yu couldn't help looking back, and he pretended to be indifferent, looked away, swept around and found news for him. There were a few black green fish in the plastic bucket in the corner of the wall. He stood up and looked carefully, confirmed that he was not wrong, and shouted: Where did the fish in that bucket come from?
Yu said: That was brought by Jenny next door. The girl we met during the morning jog that day. She said that her parents went fishing and they caught a lot, so she sent us two.
Kiyoko was surprised and his chin was almost falling off: You, did you let Jenny come in?
Yu hurriedly said: Without Ah, she gave me the fish at the door. I saw that she was kind, so I said thank you.
Qingxiao couldn't help swallowing and stuttered a little: You, you...you dress like this to open the door?
Yu's face turned redder and she whispered: Of course, I took a shower without her leaving. Thinking about it, it would be better to wear underwear...
Endless joy surged from my heart, Qingxiao murmured: It seems that I have left, your life is very rich...
He coughed dryly and said seriously: What about the newspapers and magazines I have arranged for you to read? Have you finished reading them?
Yu Yidai, lowered his head and whispered: There are so many Ah... I tried hard to read, but I didn't finish reading...
Qingxiao raised his voice and said viciously: Ah, you don’t do the homework I assigned to you. If you have time to chat with the girl, you still feel unsatisfied after chatting. Hurry up and take a shower and change your clothes. What do you want to do? As soon as I left, you are like this. Have you ever thought about eating dust outside? Now that the homework has not been completed, what do you think should you do?
He spoke loudly, but the corners of his mouth couldn't stop tilting upwards, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of smiles.
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