Narrow door
Qingxiao returned home in the sunset. When she opened the door, she heard Yu's surprise shouts: Qingxiao! Then there was a series of people falling down and falling objects. Qingxiao sighed secretly. You don't have to look up. You can imagine that the man was busy packing things while carefully peeking at his face.
He really couldn't bear to see the once-sky face with only a pleasing look left. He lowered his head and entered his room silently and brought the door with him.
The light suddenly dimmed, and the silence of the room made him slightly lose his mind and confused, his body was extremely tired and exhausted, as if he had been on a long journey.
He needs to be quiet and think about some questions carefully, these questions are very important...
He suddenly wanted to smoke, and he touched his body nervously, but he couldn't touch it. It took him a long time to remember that he had quit smoking for Yu.
After quitting smoking and drinking, he must live sober enough to avoid hurting the already extremely vulnerable person
But never enough
I have to admit that he is not a careful person and cannot detect the subtle changes in people's hearts before, and now he is the same for Yu.
Simon...
He couldn't help but let out a moan from the bottom of his heart. Once upon a time, his life was once full of the mark of this person. As soon as this name was mentioned, memories would rush out one after another, and he could not stop it.
The feeling of the boy kissing him, the first union of the boy when he was in love, hugging, panting, green body, and the inexhaustible sadness after the tide of love...
He searched desperately, lingering in the bodies of many men and women, chasing or escaping, but he could never avoid those memories
No matter how many people were around him, how loud he smiled, Simon seemed to still float in the air, his blue eyes staring at him in a daze: Qingxiao, are you not happy
Don't be sad for me, you know death is a relief for me. I'm very good here. The boy opened his arms to him, and his childish face was as pure and innocent as he was when he first met.
So you should also be happy as well. In the quiet and deserted night, in the empty and cold laboratory, the boy told him this way.
He knew the boy was right, he knew that death was the best ending for drug users, but this still couldn't stop his sadness. Sometimes he would romantically think that the boy still lived with him in some way, and sometimes he would rationally tell himself that the best way to commemorate the boy was to do a good job, but no matter how he could unleash himself, he could not break free from the sorrow.
But now, he no longer remembers the boy's appearance, yes, he remembers that the boy has big eyes and a faint freckle on his face. Sometimes when he kisses someone, he suddenly thinks of the boy's soft and thin lips. Sometimes when he sees Yu's silhouette and stubborn eyes, he will feel: Ah, this is really like Simon! But for some reason, Simon's overall image has become blurred, and he can no longer collect every detail of the boy's appearance.
He always thought he remembered it very clearly, but when he tried to piece together Simon's complete appearance from his mind for the first time, he found that he could not do it anymore
He was upset, sweating all over, and opened his wallet with his trembling fingers. He remembered that there was a picture of Simon inside, but it was not Ah. Everything about Simon had been ruined by him. When he thought Simon had betrayed himself and went to take drugs, anger made him ruin everything Simon gave him. After Simon passed away, sadness made him burn the only picture of Simon in his wallet.
So is that? It made Simon gradually fade from his mind, and the boy's appearance was broken into similar faces, and finally completely lost?
He couldn't help but tremble, and subconsciously pressed against the window. Light was projected through the gaps of the closed blinds, shining on his pale face
At this time, with a creaking sound, the door opened, and the unexpected and sudden sound shocked him. He turned around suddenly and said hoarsely: Who?
A white monster jumped in outside the door. The light was too dark, and he couldn't see clearly for a moment.
Yes... My timid and suspicious voice was so familiar. Only then did he see that it was Yu who was wearing a wide white shirt on his upper body, not wearing trousers underneath, and his bare legs were tied tightly with tape. No wonder he was walking in a weird way.
Qingxiao felt that he couldn't get up in one go and said angrily: God! How much effort did you need me to make a little progress? Always take two steps back so much, do you like to take off your pants? If you don't seduce people, you will die!
Without thinking too much, he picked up a paperweight and threw it at the man: Let me calm down and get out!
The paperweight flew over the man's head and did not hit him. Qingxiao had just scared the man's face and immediately turned pale. He didn't dare to stop. He didn't have time to get up and climbed out of the door with his hands and feet. Because his legs were tied, his posture was ridiculous, like a lobster suddenly thrown into the oil pan. His speed was very slow. He disappeared outside the door in an instant and brought the door with him.
Qingxiao breathed a sigh of relief and sat down by the bed. She was stunned and simply lay on the bed and covered her face with a pillow. He was so tired, he just wanted to rest.
He didn't know how long he had been lying, and the light beam shining through the gap in the window was getting dimmer and dim. The dusk finally occupied the whole room. He stared at the beam of light slowly disappeared. In the past, he always liked to imagine this as an invisible and intangible spirit body, or Simon, or feather, crossing time and space, passing through the body that can rot or deteriorate, and accompanying him through the youthful years of blood and fire
But now, he could not feel their existence at all. The thin line connecting him and them broke. He felt like he was standing at the top of a dangerous building, unable to see the prospect, and unable to find the way he came.
But no matter what, Qingxiao still has to walk down the road and gets up listlessly, slowly walks out of the room and wants to go to the kitchen to find some food. The man has not turned on the light. The surroundings are surprisingly cold and cold, walking through the living room. Suddenly, he sees the man curled up in the corner and doesn't know what he is doing. His white shirt is quite eye-catching in the dark, and at first glance it looks like a ghost
Qingxiao quietly walked behind him, but saw him burping his head and pulling the tape on his legs. The tape was wrapped tightly. As soon as he tore it, he even lifted the hair on his body. He gritted his teeth and held it back. The expression between his eyebrows was indescribable. He tore it for a while, stopped and stared at the tape on his legs.
Qingxiao thought he was tired and felt a little pity for a while, but he was so excited that he actually put the tape back in circles and circles, and he wrapped it tighter, obviously he felt very uncomfortable. Although he tried his best to endure it, he couldn't help but let out a low moan. When he heard Qingxiao's ears, he looked like he was in heat.
Qingxiao suppressed his heart and said coldly: What are you doing?
The man was startled and turned his head suddenly, staring at Qingxiao blankly, but it seemed that he didn't look at him at all.
Qingxiao became even more angry and lowered her voice and said: I asked you what you were doing? I left for a longer time, and you started to play with self-binding. Those things made you addicted to it? Do you know what you were doing?
The man's face became paler in the twilight. He looked at Qingxiao silently, pursing his lips tightly, and his expression looked a bit Simon-like.
Qingxiao felt dizzy, God! What are you thinking? Of course, this person is not Simon, or even Yu
He calmed down, and the hallucination disappeared. The man stared at him in a daze. His eyes were clearly black and white, with a sense of firmness. He couldn't tell whether he was smart or stupid.
He was furious and shouted angrily: I'm asking you!
The man was urging him, his lips trembled, and he whispered: I know what I am doing
Qingxiao unexpectedly heard such an answer, and smiled anxiously: You haven’t reflected on the spot yet? I’ll leave for a while, and you took off your pants and tied yourself up. You said you’re right?
The man was silent and suddenly said: Then why did you leave me for so long? You promised to accompany me
Qingxiao felt that he had been slapped in the face, and his face was so hot that he could no longer hold it. He grabbed the man's collar and lifted it up, shouting: Did you say that you did it on purpose? Did you make a mistake again? Is it a mistake and I want to make a mistake on purpose and let me slap you, so that you can satisfy you?
The man was lifted by him and his feet were off the ground. He suddenly cried out. The mask made by ice cracked open. The man cried: No, no, I thought you would like it, I just wanted to make you happy... Don't be angry, I dare not, I will never dare again next time!
Qingxiao was embarrassed and annoyed to him, feeling guilty for his indecision, but also annoyed his unselfishness. He pushed him to the ground with all his strength and said coldly: Please reflect on yourself. If you continue like this, no one can tolerate you!
The man fell to the ground and let out a painful moan. Bai Qingxiao, whose face looked like paper, didn't care. He just pulled his tape and said: Just hold it back and just wanted to just take it a moment.
The man nodded and then gritted his teeth
Qingxiao pulled it hard, and with a sniff, he immediately lifted the tape and trembled violently. He tied a knot between his eyebrows, which was a barely enduring posture.
Qingxiao's subordinates kept tearing off the tape completely and kneading it into a ball, while muttering: Look, why bother? Don't do such stupid things in the future. I don't understand. What's the point of making yourself so painful? It's really...
The man responded weakly, and a big drop of cold sweat emerged from his forehead, Qingxiao frowned and said: OK, get up, forget it this time, I will do this again next time...
He suddenly stopped talking, and realized that the other party's situation seemed to be wrong, so he leaned down and said: Hello, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable in any place?
The man looked at him in a daze and said with difficulty: Qingxiao, I... feels so painful...
Qingxiao said angrily: Be patient and you know the pain, so...
The words came to an abrupt end, and the man's lips were twitching, as if he wanted to say something, but as soon as he opened his mouth, blood kept rushing outwards and flowed down the corners of his lips.
Qingxiao was shocked and picked him up and said: Xiaoyu, don’t scare me! Tell me what happened?
The man's face was pale, he kept trembling, and still tried his best to smile and said: It's nothing, I probably bit my tongue because it hurts so much, it just hurts...
He spoke a little vaguely, and when Qingxiao touched his soft left hand, he let out an uncontrollable scream, his whole face twisted by extreme pain.
Even if Qingxiao was slow, she realized something was wrong at this moment. She stopped hesitating and said in a deep voice: You bear it and I will take you to the hospital!
********************
The hand was injured in the scaphoid fracture of the left wrist before, so we should have paid attention to it. Even for activities and practice, we should not use too much force, let alone indirect violence and fall. The person who spoke was a young doctor with a pretty appearance. The scalds on Yu's neck and other old tricks obviously aroused his suspicion and was quite cold towards Qingxiao.
Qingxiao was stunned and instinctively defended: It's not me, those old injuries were not caused by me.
The doctor looked him up and down and said coldly: I am not interested in your personal affairs, but I am responsible for my patients. If you want him to put his legs together, you don’t need to tie him up like this in such a savage way. He can easily fall, and he can easily make trouble if he supports the ground with his hands.
Speaking of this, the doctor paused, and there was an undetectable disgust in his tone: What's more, you pushed him in the end
Qingxiao was stunned and said: That's what he told you? He just wrapped the tape to get his legs together?
Isn't that your request? Of course he has to work hard to achieve it. The doctor shook his head, unable to say whether it was contempt or helpless. OK, I admit that I don't understand your world, but it's too much to do it like this.
Qingxiao heard him say something worse and worse, and said anxiously: You made a mistake and listened to me, I am not the kind of person you imagined...
But the doctor looked like he was reluctant to talk too much and said lightly: I said, I am not interested in your private affairs, I just hope you can cooperate with our treatment, and don’t send someone who is injured back after being discharged from the hospital for a few days. His files and X-rays are here. You can take a look at them slowly and hand them over to the nurse. After saying that, you turn around and leave.
There were two nurses in the room. They looked at each other and retreated to the door tacitly, staring at Qingxiao from afar, with a striking and suspicious look. From time to time, Qingxiao felt his throat blocked and he couldn't breathe. He guessed that the doctor and the nurse regarded themselves as a masochist. Their eyes looked at themselves were clearly regarded as aliens. They were whispering how beastly they were.
He had an impulse to walk up to them and declare his innocence, but was stopped by something and could not spit out a word. He turned around. The X-ray on the screen clearly reflected the broken bones. It was the consequence of his own. The fact that he couldn't believe but had to believe was the fact that he couldn't believe but had to believe.
I'm not a sadist, I'm a normal person! You're wrong! This is what he wants to say, but, now can he really say it?
Although it’s okay for a man to sit with his legs apart, this is a habit left to you by that person. I don’t want you to leave such humiliation in the future. So, I hope you change it
He still remembered the man's miserable expression and silent nodding at that time. He suddenly felt a thrill in his heart. He couldn't help but take a step back, blocking his face with his hands, and not daring to watch those X-rays again.
Of course I can't have a good impression of SM, but you have never been willing to come over, so I have to walk over and lead you over
This is what he said now, and now he knows that not everyone can do S well. He will always cross the line unconsciously because the other party is unprepared and because the other party accepts it completely, he cannot realize how hurtful his words will be and how violent his behavior will be.
There will be no resistance, no sudden stop, he will continue on his own, not realizing the bottom line, and even when he hears the other party's painful moans, he will still think: Well, he just likes pain and humiliation, it won't work if he doesn't do this.
I'm not a sadist, I'm a normal person! You guys were wrong! This is what he wanted to say but couldn't say, because what he gave was not what Yu wanted, so those people didn't think it was wrong.
It's him who is wrong
He walked through that dangerous road, but now he can't come back
Qingxiao returned home in the sunset. When she opened the door, she heard Yu's surprise shouts: Qingxiao! Then there was a series of people falling down and falling objects. Qingxiao sighed secretly. You don't have to look up. You can imagine that the man was busy packing things while carefully peeking at his face.
He really couldn't bear to see the once-sky face with only a pleasing look left. He lowered his head and entered his room silently and brought the door with him.
The light suddenly dimmed, and the silence of the room made him slightly lose his mind and confused, his body was extremely tired and exhausted, as if he had been on a long journey.
He needs to be quiet and think about some questions carefully, these questions are very important...
He suddenly wanted to smoke, and he touched his body nervously, but he couldn't touch it. It took him a long time to remember that he had quit smoking for Yu.
After quitting smoking and drinking, he must live sober enough to avoid hurting the already extremely vulnerable person
But never enough
I have to admit that he is not a careful person and cannot detect the subtle changes in people's hearts before, and now he is the same for Yu.
Simon...
He couldn't help but let out a moan from the bottom of his heart. Once upon a time, his life was once full of the mark of this person. As soon as this name was mentioned, memories would rush out one after another, and he could not stop it.
The feeling of the boy kissing him, the first union of the boy when he was in love, hugging, panting, green body, and the inexhaustible sadness after the tide of love...
He searched desperately, lingering in the bodies of many men and women, chasing or escaping, but he could never avoid those memories
No matter how many people were around him, how loud he smiled, Simon seemed to still float in the air, his blue eyes staring at him in a daze: Qingxiao, are you not happy
Don't be sad for me, you know death is a relief for me. I'm very good here. The boy opened his arms to him, and his childish face was as pure and innocent as he was when he first met.
So you should also be happy as well. In the quiet and deserted night, in the empty and cold laboratory, the boy told him this way.
He knew the boy was right, he knew that death was the best ending for drug users, but this still couldn't stop his sadness. Sometimes he would romantically think that the boy still lived with him in some way, and sometimes he would rationally tell himself that the best way to commemorate the boy was to do a good job, but no matter how he could unleash himself, he could not break free from the sorrow.
But now, he no longer remembers the boy's appearance, yes, he remembers that the boy has big eyes and a faint freckle on his face. Sometimes when he kisses someone, he suddenly thinks of the boy's soft and thin lips. Sometimes when he sees Yu's silhouette and stubborn eyes, he will feel: Ah, this is really like Simon! But for some reason, Simon's overall image has become blurred, and he can no longer collect every detail of the boy's appearance.
He always thought he remembered it very clearly, but when he tried to piece together Simon's complete appearance from his mind for the first time, he found that he could not do it anymore
He was upset, sweating all over, and opened his wallet with his trembling fingers. He remembered that there was a picture of Simon inside, but it was not Ah. Everything about Simon had been ruined by him. When he thought Simon had betrayed himself and went to take drugs, anger made him ruin everything Simon gave him. After Simon passed away, sadness made him burn the only picture of Simon in his wallet.
So is that? It made Simon gradually fade from his mind, and the boy's appearance was broken into similar faces, and finally completely lost?
He couldn't help but tremble, and subconsciously pressed against the window. Light was projected through the gaps of the closed blinds, shining on his pale face
At this time, with a creaking sound, the door opened, and the unexpected and sudden sound shocked him. He turned around suddenly and said hoarsely: Who?
A white monster jumped in outside the door. The light was too dark, and he couldn't see clearly for a moment.
Yes... My timid and suspicious voice was so familiar. Only then did he see that it was Yu who was wearing a wide white shirt on his upper body, not wearing trousers underneath, and his bare legs were tied tightly with tape. No wonder he was walking in a weird way.
Qingxiao felt that he couldn't get up in one go and said angrily: God! How much effort did you need me to make a little progress? Always take two steps back so much, do you like to take off your pants? If you don't seduce people, you will die!
Without thinking too much, he picked up a paperweight and threw it at the man: Let me calm down and get out!
The paperweight flew over the man's head and did not hit him. Qingxiao had just scared the man's face and immediately turned pale. He didn't dare to stop. He didn't have time to get up and climbed out of the door with his hands and feet. Because his legs were tied, his posture was ridiculous, like a lobster suddenly thrown into the oil pan. His speed was very slow. He disappeared outside the door in an instant and brought the door with him.
Qingxiao breathed a sigh of relief and sat down by the bed. She was stunned and simply lay on the bed and covered her face with a pillow. He was so tired, he just wanted to rest.
He didn't know how long he had been lying, and the light beam shining through the gap in the window was getting dimmer and dim. The dusk finally occupied the whole room. He stared at the beam of light slowly disappeared. In the past, he always liked to imagine this as an invisible and intangible spirit body, or Simon, or feather, crossing time and space, passing through the body that can rot or deteriorate, and accompanying him through the youthful years of blood and fire
But now, he could not feel their existence at all. The thin line connecting him and them broke. He felt like he was standing at the top of a dangerous building, unable to see the prospect, and unable to find the way he came.
But no matter what, Qingxiao still has to walk down the road and gets up listlessly, slowly walks out of the room and wants to go to the kitchen to find some food. The man has not turned on the light. The surroundings are surprisingly cold and cold, walking through the living room. Suddenly, he sees the man curled up in the corner and doesn't know what he is doing. His white shirt is quite eye-catching in the dark, and at first glance it looks like a ghost
Qingxiao quietly walked behind him, but saw him burping his head and pulling the tape on his legs. The tape was wrapped tightly. As soon as he tore it, he even lifted the hair on his body. He gritted his teeth and held it back. The expression between his eyebrows was indescribable. He tore it for a while, stopped and stared at the tape on his legs.
Qingxiao thought he was tired and felt a little pity for a while, but he was so excited that he actually put the tape back in circles and circles, and he wrapped it tighter, obviously he felt very uncomfortable. Although he tried his best to endure it, he couldn't help but let out a low moan. When he heard Qingxiao's ears, he looked like he was in heat.
Qingxiao suppressed his heart and said coldly: What are you doing?
The man was startled and turned his head suddenly, staring at Qingxiao blankly, but it seemed that he didn't look at him at all.
Qingxiao became even more angry and lowered her voice and said: I asked you what you were doing? I left for a longer time, and you started to play with self-binding. Those things made you addicted to it? Do you know what you were doing?
The man's face became paler in the twilight. He looked at Qingxiao silently, pursing his lips tightly, and his expression looked a bit Simon-like.
Qingxiao felt dizzy, God! What are you thinking? Of course, this person is not Simon, or even Yu
He calmed down, and the hallucination disappeared. The man stared at him in a daze. His eyes were clearly black and white, with a sense of firmness. He couldn't tell whether he was smart or stupid.
He was furious and shouted angrily: I'm asking you!
The man was urging him, his lips trembled, and he whispered: I know what I am doing
Qingxiao unexpectedly heard such an answer, and smiled anxiously: You haven’t reflected on the spot yet? I’ll leave for a while, and you took off your pants and tied yourself up. You said you’re right?
The man was silent and suddenly said: Then why did you leave me for so long? You promised to accompany me
Qingxiao felt that he had been slapped in the face, and his face was so hot that he could no longer hold it. He grabbed the man's collar and lifted it up, shouting: Did you say that you did it on purpose? Did you make a mistake again? Is it a mistake and I want to make a mistake on purpose and let me slap you, so that you can satisfy you?
The man was lifted by him and his feet were off the ground. He suddenly cried out. The mask made by ice cracked open. The man cried: No, no, I thought you would like it, I just wanted to make you happy... Don't be angry, I dare not, I will never dare again next time!
Qingxiao was embarrassed and annoyed to him, feeling guilty for his indecision, but also annoyed his unselfishness. He pushed him to the ground with all his strength and said coldly: Please reflect on yourself. If you continue like this, no one can tolerate you!
The man fell to the ground and let out a painful moan. Bai Qingxiao, whose face looked like paper, didn't care. He just pulled his tape and said: Just hold it back and just wanted to just take it a moment.
The man nodded and then gritted his teeth
Qingxiao pulled it hard, and with a sniff, he immediately lifted the tape and trembled violently. He tied a knot between his eyebrows, which was a barely enduring posture.
Qingxiao's subordinates kept tearing off the tape completely and kneading it into a ball, while muttering: Look, why bother? Don't do such stupid things in the future. I don't understand. What's the point of making yourself so painful? It's really...
The man responded weakly, and a big drop of cold sweat emerged from his forehead, Qingxiao frowned and said: OK, get up, forget it this time, I will do this again next time...
He suddenly stopped talking, and realized that the other party's situation seemed to be wrong, so he leaned down and said: Hello, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable in any place?
The man looked at him in a daze and said with difficulty: Qingxiao, I... feels so painful...
Qingxiao said angrily: Be patient and you know the pain, so...
The words came to an abrupt end, and the man's lips were twitching, as if he wanted to say something, but as soon as he opened his mouth, blood kept rushing outwards and flowed down the corners of his lips.
Qingxiao was shocked and picked him up and said: Xiaoyu, don’t scare me! Tell me what happened?
The man's face was pale, he kept trembling, and still tried his best to smile and said: It's nothing, I probably bit my tongue because it hurts so much, it just hurts...
He spoke a little vaguely, and when Qingxiao touched his soft left hand, he let out an uncontrollable scream, his whole face twisted by extreme pain.
Even if Qingxiao was slow, she realized something was wrong at this moment. She stopped hesitating and said in a deep voice: You bear it and I will take you to the hospital!
********************
The hand was injured in the scaphoid fracture of the left wrist before, so we should have paid attention to it. Even for activities and practice, we should not use too much force, let alone indirect violence and fall. The person who spoke was a young doctor with a pretty appearance. The scalds on Yu's neck and other old tricks obviously aroused his suspicion and was quite cold towards Qingxiao.
Qingxiao was stunned and instinctively defended: It's not me, those old injuries were not caused by me.
The doctor looked him up and down and said coldly: I am not interested in your personal affairs, but I am responsible for my patients. If you want him to put his legs together, you don’t need to tie him up like this in such a savage way. He can easily fall, and he can easily make trouble if he supports the ground with his hands.
Speaking of this, the doctor paused, and there was an undetectable disgust in his tone: What's more, you pushed him in the end
Qingxiao was stunned and said: That's what he told you? He just wrapped the tape to get his legs together?
Isn't that your request? Of course he has to work hard to achieve it. The doctor shook his head, unable to say whether it was contempt or helpless. OK, I admit that I don't understand your world, but it's too much to do it like this.
Qingxiao heard him say something worse and worse, and said anxiously: You made a mistake and listened to me, I am not the kind of person you imagined...
But the doctor looked like he was reluctant to talk too much and said lightly: I said, I am not interested in your private affairs, I just hope you can cooperate with our treatment, and don’t send someone who is injured back after being discharged from the hospital for a few days. His files and X-rays are here. You can take a look at them slowly and hand them over to the nurse. After saying that, you turn around and leave.
There were two nurses in the room. They looked at each other and retreated to the door tacitly, staring at Qingxiao from afar, with a striking and suspicious look. From time to time, Qingxiao felt his throat blocked and he couldn't breathe. He guessed that the doctor and the nurse regarded themselves as a masochist. Their eyes looked at themselves were clearly regarded as aliens. They were whispering how beastly they were.
He had an impulse to walk up to them and declare his innocence, but was stopped by something and could not spit out a word. He turned around. The X-ray on the screen clearly reflected the broken bones. It was the consequence of his own. The fact that he couldn't believe but had to believe was the fact that he couldn't believe but had to believe.
I'm not a sadist, I'm a normal person! You're wrong! This is what he wants to say, but, now can he really say it?
Although it’s okay for a man to sit with his legs apart, this is a habit left to you by that person. I don’t want you to leave such humiliation in the future. So, I hope you change it
He still remembered the man's miserable expression and silent nodding at that time. He suddenly felt a thrill in his heart. He couldn't help but take a step back, blocking his face with his hands, and not daring to watch those X-rays again.
Of course I can't have a good impression of SM, but you have never been willing to come over, so I have to walk over and lead you over
This is what he said now, and now he knows that not everyone can do S well. He will always cross the line unconsciously because the other party is unprepared and because the other party accepts it completely, he cannot realize how hurtful his words will be and how violent his behavior will be.
There will be no resistance, no sudden stop, he will continue on his own, not realizing the bottom line, and even when he hears the other party's painful moans, he will still think: Well, he just likes pain and humiliation, it won't work if he doesn't do this.
I'm not a sadist, I'm a normal person! You guys were wrong! This is what he wanted to say but couldn't say, because what he gave was not what Yu wanted, so those people didn't think it was wrong.
It's him who is wrong
He walked through that dangerous road, but now he can't come back
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