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I have checked the information. Mr. Edward is one of the most authoritative experts in this field. He has long stopped accepting patients. It is rare that he is willing to accept you. Qingxiao introduced him while helping Yu pack up his things, pretending not to see Yu's paler face. Anyway, you are also in the hospital. Why not just move to him to see if he can adapt to his help? I think you will make progress faster.
The corner of his clothes was held, and he sighed in his heart, turned around and smiled: What?
Yu looked at him with a desperate look on his face: Even if I beg you like this, do you still want to leave me?
His heart trembled and he smiled bitterly: Xiaoyu, I think it's better for you to receive professional treatment. I... I'm afraid I will hurt you
He paused and sighed: I really don't want this incident to happen again... I'm sorry
But Yu still didn't let go, and he had an unprecedented stubbornness in his eyes: I don't want to hear you say sorry, I just want to be with you
Qingxiao stood there for a while, and finally shook his head, prying his fingers one by one, and whispered: Xiaoyu, if you want to be obedient, I do this for your own good. You have to believe me, I am not going to leave you, but I just hope you can get better care. Everyone says he is the best psychologist and can definitely help you. I will still come to see you frequently. If you really don’t like it, I will pick you up and do what you say.
Yu stared at him in a daze, his eyes slowly became cold, and suddenly laughed and said: The best psychiatrist? Do you think I am a mental patient?
Qingxiaoyi Dai, he didn't know how to answer such a simple question
Yu stared at the silent Qingxiao, tears gradually appeared in his eyes, and he whispered: I know, you are very tired of living with me... If you really don't want me, why did you have to wake me up at the beginning? This way...I feel so uncomfortable
His voice didn't sound angry, and he didn't even complain. He just told a fact quietly, but made Qingxiao's body shake for a moment, as if it was a little unbearable.
So he immediately closed his mouth and said with a hint of tired smile: But I always follow you, I always follow you, I know you are for my own good... I have no one else to believe except you, so you must remember to come to see me, otherwise...
Speaking of this, he shivered for a moment, as if he was choking by something, and he didn't say it for a long time
Qingxiao stepped forward nervously, held his hand and said: What's wrong with you, Xiaoyu?
Yu stared at him, but his eyes seemed to have passed him and looked at an unknown place in front of him, and said in a daze: You have to remember to come to see me, you can't ignore me, otherwise... Otherwise... I don't know if I will hate you...
The expression seemed to be sleepwalking, and the words were full of doubt and uncertainty. The man stared blankly at the front, as if he was just talking to himself. He complained gently to the void. Qingxiao was shocked. Some thoughts seemed to flash in a daze, but it was fleeting and there was no time to capture it.
Just in this moment of shock, a nurse came in and pushed Yu from the active hospital bed away. The two of them had their hands tightly clenched. Yu did not hold it tightly, and Qingxiao also forgot to hold it hard to convey the power of the past when he reacted, the person in front of him was gone, the room was empty, and there was a sense of death.
He was stunned for two seconds, quickly chased him out, and he walked so fast, as if chasing the wind in the sky
********************
It was very bright outside. Although it was daytime, the lights were still on in every corridor. The air was floating with a faint smell of disinfectant. People came and went, with expressions of tangled, painful, or upset, and there were also angels in white who smiled patiently, but there was no face, the person he loved.
In just one moment, he actually lost the other party’s trace!
He suddenly felt an indescribable panic, as if he was abandoned by people all over the world, alone and ignored by others
He started running, running in the narrow corridor, without time to pay attention to people's surprise eyes, and only had a vague thought in his mind: He had to find that person, otherwise everything would be done
He didn't know where this was a weird idea, but he thought it would happen for no reason
The person in front is the only life-saving driftwood he can catch, and it is also the last passage for him to contact the past. Only when facing that person can he smile and say to himself: Ah, it turns out that your life is not entirely a joke.
He ran in panic, the lights were so bright, but he felt blind or because the lights were too bright, he couldn't see the way forward clearly.
He is so lonely, like a child waking up from a nightmare, eager to find a support
Don't need to be strong or strong, just be by his side
But where is that man? Where is the man who always snuggles up to him and carefully does this and that for him?
With so many channels, which one can find that person?
He was very upset and dizzy. He had to stop and breathe for a moment. He suddenly laughed. He was so dizzy. How could he not know where Yu was going? He was going to send Yu to that place.
Sure enough, just turning two corners, he saw the nurse pushing Yu into the elevator. The elevator door was slowly closing. The figure of the man was about to disappear behind the cold metal door.
Qing Xiaoxin jumped wildly and shouted in a hurry: No
He ran over, but it was too late
Looking at the two closed doors, Qingxiao stopped, frustrated, and vaguely felt that it would be the beginning of a disaster
But at this moment, with a ding sound, the door opened, Yu supported his upper body awkwardly, pressed the button with his right hand, looked at him with a happy smile in his eyes
Looking at the smiling face, Qingxiao's heart suddenly became brighter and he stepped into the elevator with a smile and said: You are walking so fast, I can't even catch up.
He lay down with Yu very naturally, holding the railing of the movable hospital bed, and whispered: I'll accompany you to
Yu nodded softly and leaned towards him. He wanted to hold Qingxiao's hand, but hesitated for a moment, then quietly shrank his hand back.
Qingxiao didn't notice that little move. He just held the railing tightly and watched the ever-changing texture of the digital metal above the elevator and the existence of the people around him calmed down a little, but he still had that vague sense of danger in his heart. He was not sure where the danger came from and where the road ahead would lead. He only knew that he was still moving forward step by step, and his lover was by his side.
This thought gave him some comfort, and his drowsy mind seemed to be awake. At this time, the door opened. He pushed the hospital bed out of the elevator. He saw Yu subconsciously closing his eyes, his face turned pale, as if he was a little afraid of the skylight outside.
Xiaoyu? He asked in a low voice
He heard a quiet and concise answer: I was fine, and stopped, and said: Of course, there was a little nervousness, which is normal, I can overcome it.
This answer drove away the remaining doubts in his heart, and he smiled unconsciously: OK, I know you can, he clumsyly stretched out his hand to pat Yu on the shoulder to express his approval, but unexpectedly the other party was sitting up, and the hand stopped in the air awkwardly
Qingxiao was stunned for a moment, not sure if it was a coincidence or the other party deliberately avoided it, but he heard Yu whisper: You have to go to work, right? Then go and see the doctor quickly. I can handle it. You don’t have to worry about it.
The loneliness on his face made Qingxiao feel distressed. He was about to speak, but someone had already come and led them into the psychologist's office.
********************
Before coming, Qingxiao had already checked the relevant information. The doctor was well-known in the industry, but his academic achievements were not as good as Albert. He published much fewer world-class papers. The theoretical part was that Qingxiao didn't care about this meeting. Edward did not disappoint him. He was fair and gentle, with a warm smile and decent manners. Yu answered one by one, his speech was clear and organized, and he didn't see Xiao clearly from beginning to end, nor did he look at him asking for help.
Kiyoko looked around. Yu was so perfect. He should have been happy, but for some reason, there was always a vague uneasiness in his heart. Edward seemed to notice it. He stood up and turned on the speaker. The soft music filled the room. Your friend obviously had no problem. Edward smiled. You were obviously too nervous. He was just in a bad mood. In fact, we were often in a bad mood.
When he saw Yu's shoulders tense up, he looked at Edward nervously, and his eyes were nervous. The feeling of uneasiness came back with a breath-holding feeling. Although he was also very nervous, it seemed that this was not the only thing that worried him.
Edward looked at them with interest, his eyes turned back and forth several times, and suddenly laughed: Of course, he is a normal person with a sound mind. Isn't this obvious?
Yu breathed a long sigh and smiled at Qingxiao. This was the first time he looked at Qingxiao after entering the door. His eyes seemed to be a little proud. Qingxiao smiled bitterly. He was not that optimistic. Many psychologists said this just to comfort the patients and gain their trust.
Sure enough, the doctor changed his mind and said: Of course, those experiences will always have an impact. It is not good to stay in the house for a long time. Making more friends may be a good idea. Would you like to talk to me?
Yu was stunned, his lips turned a little white, and he held the metal railing of the hospital bed with his right hand, and did not reply immediately
Edward smiled gently: You have experienced so much, and it is inevitable that there will be some changes. But you may have exaggerated these consequences. Do you want to know which ones are true and which ones are just your imagination? Maybe it is not that bad?
His voice was low and pleasant, accompanied by the soft music, which was quite confusing. However, Yu still closed his lips tightly and said nothing.
Edward was not angry, and shook his head with a smile and said: Look at your shoulders being too tight. As long as you relax, you will feel that they are not as serious as you imagined. I don’t think you have mental problems or how have your body been completely transformed. To be honest, I have never seen such examples. Sometimes people’s spirit is very fragile and sometimes extremely strong. Many things we think are unbearable, but they will gradually fade over time...
As he was talking nonstop, Yu suddenly said: I don't want to know
He has been performing well since entering the house, and he answered one by one, never swearing too much. At this moment, he suddenly interrupted Edward's conversation a little rudely, which surprised Edward and Qingxiao and others.
Sorry, I don't want to know how much my body has been transformed and whether there is any problem with my brain
Yu looked straight at Edward, and repeated it calmly, a strange smile slowly appeared on the corner of his lips, saying: But if you want to know, I am willing to cooperate
Edward stared at him thoughtfully for a few seconds and smiled again: Oh, it's so pleasant to talk to you, so let's start
********************
Qingxiao sat on the bench in the lounge, staring blankly at the decoration paintings on the opposite wall. He had been watching so stupidly for almost an hour, but his heart was still surprisingly confused.
Edward told him to leave Yu here, but he still didn't want to leave. In the end, the other party had to tactfully remind him to do a full-body examination for Yu and asked him to avoid it, so he avoided it in the lounge.
He couldn't tell why he didn't want to leave. The feeling of uneasiness in his subconscious kept lingering. He repeatedly savored the strange smile on his face when Yu answered Edward, and felt a premonition in his heart: as long as he understood the meaning of the smile, he could know the source of the uneasiness.
I have checked the information. Mr. Edward is one of the most authoritative experts in this field. He has long stopped accepting patients. It is rare that he is willing to accept you. Qingxiao introduced him while helping Yu pack up his things, pretending not to see Yu's paler face. Anyway, you are also in the hospital. Why not just move to him to see if he can adapt to his help? I think you will make progress faster.
The corner of his clothes was held, and he sighed in his heart, turned around and smiled: What?
Yu looked at him with a desperate look on his face: Even if I beg you like this, do you still want to leave me?
His heart trembled and he smiled bitterly: Xiaoyu, I think it's better for you to receive professional treatment. I... I'm afraid I will hurt you
He paused and sighed: I really don't want this incident to happen again... I'm sorry
But Yu still didn't let go, and he had an unprecedented stubbornness in his eyes: I don't want to hear you say sorry, I just want to be with you
Qingxiao stood there for a while, and finally shook his head, prying his fingers one by one, and whispered: Xiaoyu, if you want to be obedient, I do this for your own good. You have to believe me, I am not going to leave you, but I just hope you can get better care. Everyone says he is the best psychologist and can definitely help you. I will still come to see you frequently. If you really don’t like it, I will pick you up and do what you say.
Yu stared at him in a daze, his eyes slowly became cold, and suddenly laughed and said: The best psychiatrist? Do you think I am a mental patient?
Qingxiaoyi Dai, he didn't know how to answer such a simple question
Yu stared at the silent Qingxiao, tears gradually appeared in his eyes, and he whispered: I know, you are very tired of living with me... If you really don't want me, why did you have to wake me up at the beginning? This way...I feel so uncomfortable
His voice didn't sound angry, and he didn't even complain. He just told a fact quietly, but made Qingxiao's body shake for a moment, as if it was a little unbearable.
So he immediately closed his mouth and said with a hint of tired smile: But I always follow you, I always follow you, I know you are for my own good... I have no one else to believe except you, so you must remember to come to see me, otherwise...
Speaking of this, he shivered for a moment, as if he was choking by something, and he didn't say it for a long time
Qingxiao stepped forward nervously, held his hand and said: What's wrong with you, Xiaoyu?
Yu stared at him, but his eyes seemed to have passed him and looked at an unknown place in front of him, and said in a daze: You have to remember to come to see me, you can't ignore me, otherwise... Otherwise... I don't know if I will hate you...
The expression seemed to be sleepwalking, and the words were full of doubt and uncertainty. The man stared blankly at the front, as if he was just talking to himself. He complained gently to the void. Qingxiao was shocked. Some thoughts seemed to flash in a daze, but it was fleeting and there was no time to capture it.
Just in this moment of shock, a nurse came in and pushed Yu from the active hospital bed away. The two of them had their hands tightly clenched. Yu did not hold it tightly, and Qingxiao also forgot to hold it hard to convey the power of the past when he reacted, the person in front of him was gone, the room was empty, and there was a sense of death.
He was stunned for two seconds, quickly chased him out, and he walked so fast, as if chasing the wind in the sky
********************
It was very bright outside. Although it was daytime, the lights were still on in every corridor. The air was floating with a faint smell of disinfectant. People came and went, with expressions of tangled, painful, or upset, and there were also angels in white who smiled patiently, but there was no face, the person he loved.
In just one moment, he actually lost the other party’s trace!
He suddenly felt an indescribable panic, as if he was abandoned by people all over the world, alone and ignored by others
He started running, running in the narrow corridor, without time to pay attention to people's surprise eyes, and only had a vague thought in his mind: He had to find that person, otherwise everything would be done
He didn't know where this was a weird idea, but he thought it would happen for no reason
The person in front is the only life-saving driftwood he can catch, and it is also the last passage for him to contact the past. Only when facing that person can he smile and say to himself: Ah, it turns out that your life is not entirely a joke.
He ran in panic, the lights were so bright, but he felt blind or because the lights were too bright, he couldn't see the way forward clearly.
He is so lonely, like a child waking up from a nightmare, eager to find a support
Don't need to be strong or strong, just be by his side
But where is that man? Where is the man who always snuggles up to him and carefully does this and that for him?
With so many channels, which one can find that person?
He was very upset and dizzy. He had to stop and breathe for a moment. He suddenly laughed. He was so dizzy. How could he not know where Yu was going? He was going to send Yu to that place.
Sure enough, just turning two corners, he saw the nurse pushing Yu into the elevator. The elevator door was slowly closing. The figure of the man was about to disappear behind the cold metal door.
Qing Xiaoxin jumped wildly and shouted in a hurry: No
He ran over, but it was too late
Looking at the two closed doors, Qingxiao stopped, frustrated, and vaguely felt that it would be the beginning of a disaster
But at this moment, with a ding sound, the door opened, Yu supported his upper body awkwardly, pressed the button with his right hand, looked at him with a happy smile in his eyes
Looking at the smiling face, Qingxiao's heart suddenly became brighter and he stepped into the elevator with a smile and said: You are walking so fast, I can't even catch up.
He lay down with Yu very naturally, holding the railing of the movable hospital bed, and whispered: I'll accompany you to
Yu nodded softly and leaned towards him. He wanted to hold Qingxiao's hand, but hesitated for a moment, then quietly shrank his hand back.
Qingxiao didn't notice that little move. He just held the railing tightly and watched the ever-changing texture of the digital metal above the elevator and the existence of the people around him calmed down a little, but he still had that vague sense of danger in his heart. He was not sure where the danger came from and where the road ahead would lead. He only knew that he was still moving forward step by step, and his lover was by his side.
This thought gave him some comfort, and his drowsy mind seemed to be awake. At this time, the door opened. He pushed the hospital bed out of the elevator. He saw Yu subconsciously closing his eyes, his face turned pale, as if he was a little afraid of the skylight outside.
Xiaoyu? He asked in a low voice
He heard a quiet and concise answer: I was fine, and stopped, and said: Of course, there was a little nervousness, which is normal, I can overcome it.
This answer drove away the remaining doubts in his heart, and he smiled unconsciously: OK, I know you can, he clumsyly stretched out his hand to pat Yu on the shoulder to express his approval, but unexpectedly the other party was sitting up, and the hand stopped in the air awkwardly
Qingxiao was stunned for a moment, not sure if it was a coincidence or the other party deliberately avoided it, but he heard Yu whisper: You have to go to work, right? Then go and see the doctor quickly. I can handle it. You don’t have to worry about it.
The loneliness on his face made Qingxiao feel distressed. He was about to speak, but someone had already come and led them into the psychologist's office.
********************
Before coming, Qingxiao had already checked the relevant information. The doctor was well-known in the industry, but his academic achievements were not as good as Albert. He published much fewer world-class papers. The theoretical part was that Qingxiao didn't care about this meeting. Edward did not disappoint him. He was fair and gentle, with a warm smile and decent manners. Yu answered one by one, his speech was clear and organized, and he didn't see Xiao clearly from beginning to end, nor did he look at him asking for help.
Kiyoko looked around. Yu was so perfect. He should have been happy, but for some reason, there was always a vague uneasiness in his heart. Edward seemed to notice it. He stood up and turned on the speaker. The soft music filled the room. Your friend obviously had no problem. Edward smiled. You were obviously too nervous. He was just in a bad mood. In fact, we were often in a bad mood.
When he saw Yu's shoulders tense up, he looked at Edward nervously, and his eyes were nervous. The feeling of uneasiness came back with a breath-holding feeling. Although he was also very nervous, it seemed that this was not the only thing that worried him.
Edward looked at them with interest, his eyes turned back and forth several times, and suddenly laughed: Of course, he is a normal person with a sound mind. Isn't this obvious?
Yu breathed a long sigh and smiled at Qingxiao. This was the first time he looked at Qingxiao after entering the door. His eyes seemed to be a little proud. Qingxiao smiled bitterly. He was not that optimistic. Many psychologists said this just to comfort the patients and gain their trust.
Sure enough, the doctor changed his mind and said: Of course, those experiences will always have an impact. It is not good to stay in the house for a long time. Making more friends may be a good idea. Would you like to talk to me?
Yu was stunned, his lips turned a little white, and he held the metal railing of the hospital bed with his right hand, and did not reply immediately
Edward smiled gently: You have experienced so much, and it is inevitable that there will be some changes. But you may have exaggerated these consequences. Do you want to know which ones are true and which ones are just your imagination? Maybe it is not that bad?
His voice was low and pleasant, accompanied by the soft music, which was quite confusing. However, Yu still closed his lips tightly and said nothing.
Edward was not angry, and shook his head with a smile and said: Look at your shoulders being too tight. As long as you relax, you will feel that they are not as serious as you imagined. I don’t think you have mental problems or how have your body been completely transformed. To be honest, I have never seen such examples. Sometimes people’s spirit is very fragile and sometimes extremely strong. Many things we think are unbearable, but they will gradually fade over time...
As he was talking nonstop, Yu suddenly said: I don't want to know
He has been performing well since entering the house, and he answered one by one, never swearing too much. At this moment, he suddenly interrupted Edward's conversation a little rudely, which surprised Edward and Qingxiao and others.
Sorry, I don't want to know how much my body has been transformed and whether there is any problem with my brain
Yu looked straight at Edward, and repeated it calmly, a strange smile slowly appeared on the corner of his lips, saying: But if you want to know, I am willing to cooperate
Edward stared at him thoughtfully for a few seconds and smiled again: Oh, it's so pleasant to talk to you, so let's start
********************
Qingxiao sat on the bench in the lounge, staring blankly at the decoration paintings on the opposite wall. He had been watching so stupidly for almost an hour, but his heart was still surprisingly confused.
Edward told him to leave Yu here, but he still didn't want to leave. In the end, the other party had to tactfully remind him to do a full-body examination for Yu and asked him to avoid it, so he avoided it in the lounge.
He couldn't tell why he didn't want to leave. The feeling of uneasiness in his subconscious kept lingering. He repeatedly savored the strange smile on his face when Yu answered Edward, and felt a premonition in his heart: as long as he understood the meaning of the smile, he could know the source of the uneasiness.
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