He felt the other person's enthusiasm and determination, and his struggle had changed his nature at some point. Something was taking shape and emerging in his quiet body. After the tide receded, the white sand Qingxiao leaned over and kissed him, slowly moving from his neck to his earlobe. At this time, he heard a gentle whisper: Yes, you guessed it right, he is not just my friend
He is my lover. Kiyoko paused for a moment and added, former lover
He suddenly held his breath, didn't know what to do, suddenly felt a slight sting in his ear, but Qingxiao bit his earlobe, and he couldn't help but open his mouth and scream. Qingxiao took advantage of the opportunity to bully him, and his tongue tip penetrated into his mouth. This immediately aroused his strong reaction. He screamed in panic, shut his mouth, and turned his head desperately.
Qingxiao sighed slightly, sat upright, slowly and resolutely turned Yu's head over, letting him face him. You are angry, right? He stared into the other person's eyes and slowly said, Do you think I don't love you enough and treat you as someone else's substitute?
Of course not! I just... Yu smiled weakly and said, I know you are very nice to me, but I am now...
Qingxiao looked at him with eyes intently, with some indescribable emotion flowing in her eyes, saying: You don’t need this, you don’t owe me anything I do, everything I do is out of voluntary terms, just like you were for me at that time...
He realized that he was saying the wrong thing, so he quickly poured out the rest: ...Anyway, I think there is really no need for us to care about how much we have done to whom, do you agree?
Yu nodded at a loss, Kiyoko sighed and smiled relievedly: So if I did something that made you unhappy, you can say it out loud, so that you can avoid many unnecessary misunderstandings. You know, I'm very stupid sometimes
He paused and said tenderly: I hope you can remind me that, after all, no matter what happened in the past, my present belongs to you
He lifted Yu's shirt and gently stroked the body from under the clothes. The breath he exhaled echoed in Yu's ears. His hot body was pressing against Yu's back, undoubtedly trying to convey strength and confidence. Just like after that operation, he hugged Yu and fell asleep together.
The past has passed, and we will have a future... Qingxiao spoke softly, as if he was very close to him, but he was still not in a state, with a drunken dizziness and unreality. His soul seemed to float out of his body, looking at these two people who were trying to fall in love in the air.
He knew that all he had to do was to respond gratefully, so that the story would be in line with the expected direction, and he should really express his gratitude to this man who rejected the whole world for himself, and wanted to thank him without making any sound.
However, Kiyoko had already seen his intention, his eyes shining and hugged him more enthusiastically. He hugged so tightly that he almost couldn't breathe. It was a hug from his lover. On the nightmare island three years ago, it was the warmth brought by this hug that supported him to step into hell. On this lonely journey of life, only this person was on the same road as himself.
He couldn't help but tremble. The wasteland of time extended in front of him, endlessly, loneliness grew and spreading on this wasteland like moss. Only by holding Qingxiao tightly can he grasp the only truth. He wanted to say that he really loved him; he wanted to say that he was really grateful that he was willing to accompany him all the way, but what he said was completely beyond his expectations: But you still haven't forgotten him, even now?
The voice was very weak, but there was no doubt that both of them heard it clearly. He was stunned. After a while, he realized that Qingxiao's body, which was really spoken from his own mouth, suddenly froze. He did not answer immediately. He hugged his arms tightly and slowly lowered his eyes.
The room calmed down for a moment, and only the music was heard flowing, and the sound of cold rain hitting the window glass by the wind.
This silence made him afraid that he didn't know how he could say such stupid words. Sorry, Qingxiao, I shouldn't have asked such a question. He stumbled and tried to save it. That was your private matter...
You don't need to apologize. Kiyoko sighed and rubbed her face tiredly,... Of course you know that I have a past person
He didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, nodded blankly and continued to say it upset: I said he was my lover in the past. We were all teenagers at that time. You can't let me act like he had never appeared and those things had never happened... Later he died, I had a great responsibility and I was always sorry for him. If you ask me if I have this kind of stand-in complex...
Qingxiao paused for a moment and repeated thoughtfully: If you ask me if I first noticed you, is it because some places you look like him...
He couldn't continue to say it, Yu hugged him and whispered: Don't say it anymore, this is your private matter, don't tell me that the voice was a little trembling. Yu raised his head, his pale face floated against the dim background, and his delicate eyebrows looked surprisingly fragile
Qingxiao wanted to speak but stopped, finally smiled, picked up Yu's left hand, and said: I have hurt your hand, and I am still full of guilt, how do you feel now?
Yu immediately said: That's not your fault! It's okay now. If you want to say it's inconvenient, it's also the old injury I used to...
He choked, a shadow flashed through his eyes
You still think of those things often, right? Although it hurts you, you still can't forget. There is a kind of almost cruel calm in Qingxiao's voice. Although this analogy is not very appropriate, Simon is also a knot in my heart. Although it has passed, it still hurts when I think of it.
He stopped, looked silently at Feng Yuyu outside, looking at his handsome and cold silence in the darkness, and suddenly realized that Qingxiao was intentional, deliberately stabbing him and himself with such sharp words.
But life continues... It's always like this. You thought you were already in a state of iron and could not be lost, but when the next storm comes, you will still be caught off guard and watch everything reshuffle.
There was a sarcastic smile on Qingxiao's lips: But this is not without benefits, at least it can be seen that I have a little bit of something
He turned around, looked at Yu's eyes, and said calmly: I have you, you have me, this is the blessed person in the world, do you think they are really happier than us? Tell you, that's just an illusion, and you'll lose it in a blink of an eye
His expression made Yu tremble more than his words. The message conveyed in his eyes was too heavy, like cold lead, so suppressed that Yu couldn't breathe. The joy of being cherished and the unbearable responsibility were intertwined. Yu was silent for a long time before he slowly said: Qingxiao, I don't know if this is right. Maybe you think so now... But, you are so talented and trapped behind this narrow door, will you really be willing?
I am a very selfish person, but I don’t want you to think of me in the future, as sad as Simon, and I don’t want you to be for me...
Qingxiao smiled faintly and made a gesture to stop him from continuing: These are all decisions I made myself, you can't force you to know that those people don't envy us in their hearts? You have also had careers and wealth, and that thing is not more real than bubbles. Besides, how many people dare to claim that they have a career? Most of them are just a job to make a living, and they have to talk about family affection. Oh, it's better not to mention it.
Xiaoyu, they have no more truths that are invisible and intangible than us. Science is endless, but you are real...
Qingxiao sighed, kissing the disabled hand, while touching the fingertips of the young and warm body from under the clothes, causing trembling, so the hand groped and untied his clothes, he followed the guidance of the hand in tame, and lay down on the carpet as if he was sleepwalking, his eyes were still a little confused, his clothes were scattered, his pants were stuck around his waist, revealing his white and slightly thin waist. It was the lonely body of a man, accompanied by the wet and cold breath of rainy days, and was alone in the dim light.
Qingxiao caressed his cheek lovingly, bringing strange comfort and calmness. He still felt like he was dreaming. He felt the hand slowly moving to his chest, and then stopped, pressing down slightly to separate the layers of flesh and blood. He felt his heart beating alone in his chest.
He also knew that Qingxiao was experiencing the same feeling through that hand. The impact of the thought on him was indescribable. The wind and rain outside the window were stormy, and the music in the room was constantly, but the whole world seemed completely silent. It turned into an illusion. Only the heartbeat brought by the touch of the skin was the only reality in this vast world.
It turns out that all the arrangements of God were purposeful. He went around and suffered so much. Could it be to retreat from that world and stay with this person?
He slowly raised his hand and held Qingxiao's hand
Qingxiao responded silently, the two of them crossed their fingers and clasped them together, and Qingxiao leaned down. Her rough cheeks gently rubbed against his chest, and her other hand slowly slid down, removing the clothes on his lower body.
He was quietly and obediently at his disposal, like a soft shell stripped from his shell
Qingxiao's body covered him, naked body, lingering, sweet and desperate
Looking out from above the lover's shoulder, you can see the blue sky outside the window, with endless autumn rain floating on the window
He couldn't help but tremble, his body, which was developed to be too sensitive, was already eager for more comfort
Qingxiao gave gently, fingers caressing his face, and from time to time, he lowered his head and bit the red cherry on his chest, a little itchy and tingling pain all the way, and the delicate kisses slowly touched his lips from the chest abdomen to the neck.
He suddenly shrank into a ball like an electric shock, turned his head and closed his mouth
Qingxiao had to stop and said carefully: Are you... still angry?
He was pale, hesitated for a long time, and whispered: It's not there... It's very dirty
It took a while before Qingxiao realized what he was referring to, and couldn't help but feel sad: I thought we had agreed not to care about what the outsiders think about it in the future, that person deliberately instilled in you. He was simply not at ease.
It's not their business. Yu closed his eyes tightly, his eyelashes trembled slightly, it's not even your business, it's me... It's really dirty there!
I haven't heard an answer for a long time Yu secretly opened his eyes, Kiyoko-masa looked at him pity, inserted his fingers into his black hair, and combed his hair: That's his fault, it's mine, but it's not yours. If someone should be punished for this matter, it shouldn't be you.
He smiled bitterly: What's the point of discussing this now? Just like you said, if it's dirty, it's dirty, I can't think that things have never happened...
He took a breath, calmed down, saw his disabled hand, and whispered: Just like this hand, it is impossible to restore it to its original state again... My body has been transformed. Except for rough sex, it is impossible to react Qingxiao again. This is the fact that
Qingxiao said thoughtfully: Is this the truth? He smiled strangely, and suddenly opened his mouth and took Yu's sexual instrument.
Yu was shocked, his whole body was tense and he didn't dare to move, saying: What are you...what are you doing?
Qingxiao did not answer, his warm and moist mouth surrounded his most fragile organ, his tongue licked the sensitive front end of his lower body, and he hit him like lightning. He couldn't help but scream, his fingers tightly grabbed the carpet, his body stretched into a bow shape, and his back hit the coffee table, and the bouquet of platycodon flowers on it fell to the ground
He had never been so provoked to tease his genitals. As that man said, his front was just decoration, and the only useful was the upper and lower holes. No orgasm, no ejaculation, no ejaculation. He had long been accustomed to endurance. His lonely body longed for comfort, but it was difficult to be truly awakened. But when Qingxiao's lips and tongue directly stimulated the most sensitive part of his body, the strange feeling made him tremble all over his body tremble.
Qingxiao was not good at doing this kind of thing, he could tell, but it still made him unable to resist the wet and hot tongue wrapped around him. The sleeping desire gradually stood up and surprised him. He whimpered, subconsciously trying to break free. However, Qingxiao smiled gently and opened his mouth to put his desire in again, holding his hands on his waist, allowing him to enter deeper.
The unprecedented stimulation made him helpless, so he could only grab the carpet and twist his body, but he could no longer tell whether to escape or to cater to the breathing became more and more rapid. Waves of pleasure swept across his body like lightning, and the ultimate pleasure almost detonated his body and mind with a nearly sob moan. The breath of love drifted into the air. He collapsed to the ground like exhaustion, shocked to find that he had ejaculated in Qingxiao's mouth!
It seems that this is not true. Kiyoko smiled and swallowed his body fluids indifferently. His fingertips swept the residue over his lips and showed it to him. Who said you didn't respond at all? So those people were just talking nonsense and ignored them at all.
His brain was still blank, his body was soft and weak without any strength. He lay on the carpet in disbelief and looked at the evidence displayed by Kiyoshi, his cheeks flushed without realizing it.
How do they know about human reactions, which cannot be understood through books and instruments? Qingxiao whispered, picked up the water cup on the coffee table and rinsed his mouth, slowly approached him, and when he came to his senses, he had kissed his lips.
Would you think I was dirty? Would you reject my kiss for this reason? I am the only one...
This sentence dissolved his remaining sense of resistance. His lips that had just comforted him were so hot, and there seemed to be a faint salty smell on his tongue. It was his own taste.
Why do you punish yourself and me for other people’s mistakes? The past cannot be changed, and if you cannot forget it, you can only accept... I like this... You like this...
Qingxiao whispered like a sigh, her flexible tongue quickly invaded his mouth, but she did not dare to attack easily. She tried everything around with caution and could no longer help him, responding to her lover clumsyly, full of bitterness and tenderness, just like a long time ago, they kissed for the first time in that room full of monitors on that hellish island.
A few platycodon flowers that fell on the carpet were crushed unconsciously, and the white petals scattered all over the ground, emitting a faint fragrance.
Why pay attention to them? They have the whole world, but we have heaven, only you and me, a small paradise... Qingxiao whispered in his ear, and only he could hear the sound
He couldn't speak, and tears slowly filled his eyes
Don't cry, we should smile because our world, they can never enter, and they can't destroy it... Qingxiao kissed the tears on his cheek little by little, and he felt the other party's palms with thick calluses, caressing his body with cherishing and caressing his ugly scars
He smiled slowly, felt the comfort of his lover calmly, and his heart was peaceful and peaceful.
Tender touch, delicate kiss, heat is transmitted calmly among them, quietly igniting the long-buried flame
Even if reality is bleak, hope will never die
So they hugged tightly, as if nothing had happened before
So they kissed warmly, as if there was no tomorrow
Bob Dylan is still singing in the speaker:
……Hw des it feel, hw des it feel?
T be n yur wn, withut a hme
Like a cmplete unknwn, like a rlling stne ……
...How does this feel? How does it feel?
Lonely, without the direction of home,
Like a stranger, like a rolling stone...
The sound had a kind of desolation, passing through the cold years, running towards that unknown direction, never stopping, never looking back
********************
ps:like a rlling stne or more should be translated into a vagabond
a rlling stne means a person who wanders around and never settles A persn wh mves abut a great deal and never settles dwn (The name of the Rolling Stones is also from this)
Furthermore: Bob Dylan's autobiography "Like a rlling stne" is very good, written calmly and restrainedly, not narcissistic, recommended
He is my lover. Kiyoko paused for a moment and added, former lover
He suddenly held his breath, didn't know what to do, suddenly felt a slight sting in his ear, but Qingxiao bit his earlobe, and he couldn't help but open his mouth and scream. Qingxiao took advantage of the opportunity to bully him, and his tongue tip penetrated into his mouth. This immediately aroused his strong reaction. He screamed in panic, shut his mouth, and turned his head desperately.
Qingxiao sighed slightly, sat upright, slowly and resolutely turned Yu's head over, letting him face him. You are angry, right? He stared into the other person's eyes and slowly said, Do you think I don't love you enough and treat you as someone else's substitute?
Of course not! I just... Yu smiled weakly and said, I know you are very nice to me, but I am now...
Qingxiao looked at him with eyes intently, with some indescribable emotion flowing in her eyes, saying: You don’t need this, you don’t owe me anything I do, everything I do is out of voluntary terms, just like you were for me at that time...
He realized that he was saying the wrong thing, so he quickly poured out the rest: ...Anyway, I think there is really no need for us to care about how much we have done to whom, do you agree?
Yu nodded at a loss, Kiyoko sighed and smiled relievedly: So if I did something that made you unhappy, you can say it out loud, so that you can avoid many unnecessary misunderstandings. You know, I'm very stupid sometimes
He paused and said tenderly: I hope you can remind me that, after all, no matter what happened in the past, my present belongs to you
He lifted Yu's shirt and gently stroked the body from under the clothes. The breath he exhaled echoed in Yu's ears. His hot body was pressing against Yu's back, undoubtedly trying to convey strength and confidence. Just like after that operation, he hugged Yu and fell asleep together.
The past has passed, and we will have a future... Qingxiao spoke softly, as if he was very close to him, but he was still not in a state, with a drunken dizziness and unreality. His soul seemed to float out of his body, looking at these two people who were trying to fall in love in the air.
He knew that all he had to do was to respond gratefully, so that the story would be in line with the expected direction, and he should really express his gratitude to this man who rejected the whole world for himself, and wanted to thank him without making any sound.
However, Kiyoko had already seen his intention, his eyes shining and hugged him more enthusiastically. He hugged so tightly that he almost couldn't breathe. It was a hug from his lover. On the nightmare island three years ago, it was the warmth brought by this hug that supported him to step into hell. On this lonely journey of life, only this person was on the same road as himself.
He couldn't help but tremble. The wasteland of time extended in front of him, endlessly, loneliness grew and spreading on this wasteland like moss. Only by holding Qingxiao tightly can he grasp the only truth. He wanted to say that he really loved him; he wanted to say that he was really grateful that he was willing to accompany him all the way, but what he said was completely beyond his expectations: But you still haven't forgotten him, even now?
The voice was very weak, but there was no doubt that both of them heard it clearly. He was stunned. After a while, he realized that Qingxiao's body, which was really spoken from his own mouth, suddenly froze. He did not answer immediately. He hugged his arms tightly and slowly lowered his eyes.
The room calmed down for a moment, and only the music was heard flowing, and the sound of cold rain hitting the window glass by the wind.
This silence made him afraid that he didn't know how he could say such stupid words. Sorry, Qingxiao, I shouldn't have asked such a question. He stumbled and tried to save it. That was your private matter...
You don't need to apologize. Kiyoko sighed and rubbed her face tiredly,... Of course you know that I have a past person
He didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, nodded blankly and continued to say it upset: I said he was my lover in the past. We were all teenagers at that time. You can't let me act like he had never appeared and those things had never happened... Later he died, I had a great responsibility and I was always sorry for him. If you ask me if I have this kind of stand-in complex...
Qingxiao paused for a moment and repeated thoughtfully: If you ask me if I first noticed you, is it because some places you look like him...
He couldn't continue to say it, Yu hugged him and whispered: Don't say it anymore, this is your private matter, don't tell me that the voice was a little trembling. Yu raised his head, his pale face floated against the dim background, and his delicate eyebrows looked surprisingly fragile
Qingxiao wanted to speak but stopped, finally smiled, picked up Yu's left hand, and said: I have hurt your hand, and I am still full of guilt, how do you feel now?
Yu immediately said: That's not your fault! It's okay now. If you want to say it's inconvenient, it's also the old injury I used to...
He choked, a shadow flashed through his eyes
You still think of those things often, right? Although it hurts you, you still can't forget. There is a kind of almost cruel calm in Qingxiao's voice. Although this analogy is not very appropriate, Simon is also a knot in my heart. Although it has passed, it still hurts when I think of it.
He stopped, looked silently at Feng Yuyu outside, looking at his handsome and cold silence in the darkness, and suddenly realized that Qingxiao was intentional, deliberately stabbing him and himself with such sharp words.
But life continues... It's always like this. You thought you were already in a state of iron and could not be lost, but when the next storm comes, you will still be caught off guard and watch everything reshuffle.
There was a sarcastic smile on Qingxiao's lips: But this is not without benefits, at least it can be seen that I have a little bit of something
He turned around, looked at Yu's eyes, and said calmly: I have you, you have me, this is the blessed person in the world, do you think they are really happier than us? Tell you, that's just an illusion, and you'll lose it in a blink of an eye
His expression made Yu tremble more than his words. The message conveyed in his eyes was too heavy, like cold lead, so suppressed that Yu couldn't breathe. The joy of being cherished and the unbearable responsibility were intertwined. Yu was silent for a long time before he slowly said: Qingxiao, I don't know if this is right. Maybe you think so now... But, you are so talented and trapped behind this narrow door, will you really be willing?
I am a very selfish person, but I don’t want you to think of me in the future, as sad as Simon, and I don’t want you to be for me...
Qingxiao smiled faintly and made a gesture to stop him from continuing: These are all decisions I made myself, you can't force you to know that those people don't envy us in their hearts? You have also had careers and wealth, and that thing is not more real than bubbles. Besides, how many people dare to claim that they have a career? Most of them are just a job to make a living, and they have to talk about family affection. Oh, it's better not to mention it.
Xiaoyu, they have no more truths that are invisible and intangible than us. Science is endless, but you are real...
Qingxiao sighed, kissing the disabled hand, while touching the fingertips of the young and warm body from under the clothes, causing trembling, so the hand groped and untied his clothes, he followed the guidance of the hand in tame, and lay down on the carpet as if he was sleepwalking, his eyes were still a little confused, his clothes were scattered, his pants were stuck around his waist, revealing his white and slightly thin waist. It was the lonely body of a man, accompanied by the wet and cold breath of rainy days, and was alone in the dim light.
Qingxiao caressed his cheek lovingly, bringing strange comfort and calmness. He still felt like he was dreaming. He felt the hand slowly moving to his chest, and then stopped, pressing down slightly to separate the layers of flesh and blood. He felt his heart beating alone in his chest.
He also knew that Qingxiao was experiencing the same feeling through that hand. The impact of the thought on him was indescribable. The wind and rain outside the window were stormy, and the music in the room was constantly, but the whole world seemed completely silent. It turned into an illusion. Only the heartbeat brought by the touch of the skin was the only reality in this vast world.
It turns out that all the arrangements of God were purposeful. He went around and suffered so much. Could it be to retreat from that world and stay with this person?
He slowly raised his hand and held Qingxiao's hand
Qingxiao responded silently, the two of them crossed their fingers and clasped them together, and Qingxiao leaned down. Her rough cheeks gently rubbed against his chest, and her other hand slowly slid down, removing the clothes on his lower body.
He was quietly and obediently at his disposal, like a soft shell stripped from his shell
Qingxiao's body covered him, naked body, lingering, sweet and desperate
Looking out from above the lover's shoulder, you can see the blue sky outside the window, with endless autumn rain floating on the window
He couldn't help but tremble, his body, which was developed to be too sensitive, was already eager for more comfort
Qingxiao gave gently, fingers caressing his face, and from time to time, he lowered his head and bit the red cherry on his chest, a little itchy and tingling pain all the way, and the delicate kisses slowly touched his lips from the chest abdomen to the neck.
He suddenly shrank into a ball like an electric shock, turned his head and closed his mouth
Qingxiao had to stop and said carefully: Are you... still angry?
He was pale, hesitated for a long time, and whispered: It's not there... It's very dirty
It took a while before Qingxiao realized what he was referring to, and couldn't help but feel sad: I thought we had agreed not to care about what the outsiders think about it in the future, that person deliberately instilled in you. He was simply not at ease.
It's not their business. Yu closed his eyes tightly, his eyelashes trembled slightly, it's not even your business, it's me... It's really dirty there!
I haven't heard an answer for a long time Yu secretly opened his eyes, Kiyoko-masa looked at him pity, inserted his fingers into his black hair, and combed his hair: That's his fault, it's mine, but it's not yours. If someone should be punished for this matter, it shouldn't be you.
He smiled bitterly: What's the point of discussing this now? Just like you said, if it's dirty, it's dirty, I can't think that things have never happened...
He took a breath, calmed down, saw his disabled hand, and whispered: Just like this hand, it is impossible to restore it to its original state again... My body has been transformed. Except for rough sex, it is impossible to react Qingxiao again. This is the fact that
Qingxiao said thoughtfully: Is this the truth? He smiled strangely, and suddenly opened his mouth and took Yu's sexual instrument.
Yu was shocked, his whole body was tense and he didn't dare to move, saying: What are you...what are you doing?
Qingxiao did not answer, his warm and moist mouth surrounded his most fragile organ, his tongue licked the sensitive front end of his lower body, and he hit him like lightning. He couldn't help but scream, his fingers tightly grabbed the carpet, his body stretched into a bow shape, and his back hit the coffee table, and the bouquet of platycodon flowers on it fell to the ground
He had never been so provoked to tease his genitals. As that man said, his front was just decoration, and the only useful was the upper and lower holes. No orgasm, no ejaculation, no ejaculation. He had long been accustomed to endurance. His lonely body longed for comfort, but it was difficult to be truly awakened. But when Qingxiao's lips and tongue directly stimulated the most sensitive part of his body, the strange feeling made him tremble all over his body tremble.
Qingxiao was not good at doing this kind of thing, he could tell, but it still made him unable to resist the wet and hot tongue wrapped around him. The sleeping desire gradually stood up and surprised him. He whimpered, subconsciously trying to break free. However, Qingxiao smiled gently and opened his mouth to put his desire in again, holding his hands on his waist, allowing him to enter deeper.
The unprecedented stimulation made him helpless, so he could only grab the carpet and twist his body, but he could no longer tell whether to escape or to cater to the breathing became more and more rapid. Waves of pleasure swept across his body like lightning, and the ultimate pleasure almost detonated his body and mind with a nearly sob moan. The breath of love drifted into the air. He collapsed to the ground like exhaustion, shocked to find that he had ejaculated in Qingxiao's mouth!
It seems that this is not true. Kiyoko smiled and swallowed his body fluids indifferently. His fingertips swept the residue over his lips and showed it to him. Who said you didn't respond at all? So those people were just talking nonsense and ignored them at all.
His brain was still blank, his body was soft and weak without any strength. He lay on the carpet in disbelief and looked at the evidence displayed by Kiyoshi, his cheeks flushed without realizing it.
How do they know about human reactions, which cannot be understood through books and instruments? Qingxiao whispered, picked up the water cup on the coffee table and rinsed his mouth, slowly approached him, and when he came to his senses, he had kissed his lips.
Would you think I was dirty? Would you reject my kiss for this reason? I am the only one...
This sentence dissolved his remaining sense of resistance. His lips that had just comforted him were so hot, and there seemed to be a faint salty smell on his tongue. It was his own taste.
Why do you punish yourself and me for other people’s mistakes? The past cannot be changed, and if you cannot forget it, you can only accept... I like this... You like this...
Qingxiao whispered like a sigh, her flexible tongue quickly invaded his mouth, but she did not dare to attack easily. She tried everything around with caution and could no longer help him, responding to her lover clumsyly, full of bitterness and tenderness, just like a long time ago, they kissed for the first time in that room full of monitors on that hellish island.
A few platycodon flowers that fell on the carpet were crushed unconsciously, and the white petals scattered all over the ground, emitting a faint fragrance.
Why pay attention to them? They have the whole world, but we have heaven, only you and me, a small paradise... Qingxiao whispered in his ear, and only he could hear the sound
He couldn't speak, and tears slowly filled his eyes
Don't cry, we should smile because our world, they can never enter, and they can't destroy it... Qingxiao kissed the tears on his cheek little by little, and he felt the other party's palms with thick calluses, caressing his body with cherishing and caressing his ugly scars
He smiled slowly, felt the comfort of his lover calmly, and his heart was peaceful and peaceful.
Tender touch, delicate kiss, heat is transmitted calmly among them, quietly igniting the long-buried flame
Even if reality is bleak, hope will never die
So they hugged tightly, as if nothing had happened before
So they kissed warmly, as if there was no tomorrow
Bob Dylan is still singing in the speaker:
……Hw des it feel, hw des it feel?
T be n yur wn, withut a hme
Like a cmplete unknwn, like a rlling stne ……
...How does this feel? How does it feel?
Lonely, without the direction of home,
Like a stranger, like a rolling stone...
The sound had a kind of desolation, passing through the cold years, running towards that unknown direction, never stopping, never looking back
********************
ps:like a rlling stne or more should be translated into a vagabond
a rlling stne means a person who wanders around and never settles A persn wh mves abut a great deal and never settles dwn (The name of the Rolling Stones is also from this)
Furthermore: Bob Dylan's autobiography "Like a rlling stne" is very good, written calmly and restrainedly, not narcissistic, recommended
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