Chapter 2

On May 7th, Su Su and Qiao Yue were discharged from the hospital.

For some time, two people were hospitalized at the same time, which made Ren Wan and Qiao Jing exhausted.

Now they all have returned home, although they still need to take care of themselves at home, after all, they are out of the suffocating environment of the hospital

Qiao Jing and Ren Ping's mood is much better than when they were in the hospital

The family added Qiao Yue and Su Su's grandmother, and it became lively.

That night, Qiao Jing made a sumptuous meal, and everyone ate around the dining table and ate hot.

Qiao Jing suddenly mentioned Qiao Yue's work and said worriedly: What should Qiao Yue do next? The original company will definitely not want him anymore, even if he wants it, it will not work. This serious illness caused the body to be ruined. As he said that, half of the steamed buns were slowly put back into the steamed bun basket.

This is clearly said to let you hear

The mother-in-law of Ren said: Then you have to worry too much. Qiao Yue also said: Brother-in-law just asks you, see if there is any work. If it doesn't work, I'll go home. Obviously, the three of them are conveying a message: Let Ren Ting find a job for Qiao Yue

Qiao Yue graduated from junior high school and did not have any special skills. To be honest, such people can only be a coolie in the city, but now Qiao Yue's physical condition is definitely not suitable for physical work anymore.

It's really hard to find a job as a white-collar worker

Nowadays, laid-off workers are in large groups. The government has thought of many ways to get them to work and has introduced many encouragement policies.

And workers like Xiang Qiao Yue can only do those dirty, tiring and low-paid work. Where can I find decent and easy work?

As soon as I went to work on the 8th, I was thinking about this

Don't look at so many units surrounding you, there are not many people who can really communicate with each other.

Let me think of this, I feel very sad. When he was in the county, people, especially colleagues, had a very harmonious relationship, and everyone talked about everything together.

When we arrived at the research bureau, we can have a relationship.

But why did it become like this after we got here?

I don't know either

Minister Lang from Oriental Construction Company is here again, and he is going to complete the construction procedures of a branch below.

The procedures were complete this time, and I was approved at that time.

When he left, Minister Lang asked Ren Ping habitually: Is there anything wrong? Is there something to say! Ren Ping suddenly remembered Qiao Yue's incident and said: There is a small thing...

Say! Minister Lang said readily

My brother wanted to find a job, but he turned out to be working in a construction company...

Then let him come to our company! Before he finished speaking, Lao Lang understood what he meant

Then I'll cause you trouble

Look where you are talking about it! Don’t be angry and give us such great support. What is this small matter! To a certain extent, the company is our company, so it is appropriate for everyone to find the company to help if you have difficulties. Let him go to work tomorrow. I will be the leader of this matter. As for what to do there, I will ask the manager for instructions. Director Ren, do you think this is OK? Old Lang said politely

Thank you, no, I feel that the company has made a lot of contributions to me recently, and now I am in trouble with others. I am really embarrassed.

That's it, let the troubles that I've been worried for two days have been resolved

After the old man left, he felt so relaxed, and his heart was filled with a sense of accomplishment, as if his value had been realized, and he couldn't help but stand up from the chair and walk up.

Cheng Yan came here at this time

No matter how surprised she hadn't seen her for more than ten days, she seemed to have become a different person, her face was gone, her eyes were swollen, her hair was not neatly combed as before, her expression was indifferent and listless, like a sick hen

Before she could speak, Cheng Yan said first: Director Ren, I said goodbye to you...

Let me say in surprise: What? Say it again

I'm leaving and I don't want to do it here anymore. Cheng Yan whispered

Why? Is it not good to work here? Ask in confusion

No, the temple here is too big and the requirements are too high, we can't do it. Cheng Yan said, with a teasing voice

* What's going on? Did I not take good care of you? If that's the case, you just ask it. Let me say it

Don't guess randomly that you are very nice to me. You are a good person. Good people will live long. Cheng Yan said irrelevantly

At this time someone came in to do business, and she said goodbye in time

Let me feel puzzled all morning

I was doing well, but why did it turn out like this when I got back from a trip with Director Pei?

Women are fickle

When I got off work, several employees of the units refused to leave and wanted to invite him out for dinner, but he refused one by one.

For some time, eating has become a burden for him. It is better to drink a bowl of noodles at home than to eat a table with big fish and meat outside.

Besides, you have to drink when you go out to eat, and it is annoying to persuade people to drink.

Those people are not giving up and are reluctant to leave

In the end, he had to issue an order to expel guests, and the excuse was that he had to do something urgent at noon before he was able to escape.

He and Xu Feng went downstairs and were about to get on the bus when his paging suddenly rang. When he saw that the call was: Ms. Cheng Yan asked you to call back, there is something urgent to do

No matter how many times I have used pages since I got to the Urban Construction Bureau, I have rarely used pages. People like to be straightforward, so if you have any questions, you can call a mobile phone for quick and easy

Today, Cheng Yan made a paging for no reason. Besides, there was an urgent matter. He sensitively felt that Cheng Yan had something to say in his heart, so he said that his phone was out of power. He walked towards a public telephone booth dozens of meters away, took out a phone card that he had been in his pocket for several months, and inserted it in.

This card was bought during the research bureau

I...I want to treat you to a meal... Cheng Yan stuttered

You? I'll ask you, let me answer casually

I asked...I think... Cheng Yan was a little excited when she spoke, and she couldn't express anything for a long time.

Where are you? I'll go over now, let's talk about it when I meet. Let's just say it straightforwardly

To be honest, he was happy to accept her invitation. Last time they had a very speculative conversation at the bar, and he had that meaning to her vaguely. He often thought of her afterwards.

This woman is not as shallow as ordinary women, and has a bit of a taste of being favored by others.

Well, I'll wait for you at the door of the Sakura Hotel. Cheng Yan hung up the phone after saying that.

Let Xu Feng leave first and take a taxi by himself

Now that I have a license, I have to hurry up and learn to drive, otherwise it will be inconvenient for me to act alone

His unit is not far from the Cherry Blossom Hotel, and it will be arrived in a few minutes

He saw Cheng Yan standing at the door of the hotel from afar. The wind blew her long skirt, and her legs showed a beautiful outline under the long skirt.

She was holding a cockscomb in her right hand, and the flowerpot was a simple thing made of rubber.

No matter how suddenly she feels like a painting, it's a pity that I can't draw sketches. If I draw her now, it will definitely be an image of a girl who is as graceful as a stunning geese and as gentle as a dragon.

Let me get off the bus forty or fifty meters away from the entrance of the hotel and walk on the noisy sidewalk

Raindrops floated in the sky, falling on his face.

It seems that it hasn't rained here for more than a month, and people are almost tortured by dryness. A few teenagers are chasing in the rain, like a carnival held by an ancient African nation.

Cheng Yan continued to stand at the entrance of the hotel and looked at the road, as if he didn't notice that he could be surrounded by the sidewalk.

When he suddenly appeared in front of her, she was shocked and pointed at Ren Renying with her right hand without a flower. The female bag straddled on her right shoulder slid down to the bend of the elbow. Renying hurriedly went up to help her help her to help her.

They walked towards the depths of the hotel. It turned out that she had already booked a small private room and ordered the dishes.

There is a round table in the middle of this private room, which can be seated for about six people. Six chairs have been arranged around the round table.

The waitress asked how many others were there?

Obviously, I don't think they are only two guests

Let it be said, there is no more, take the menu and order the dishes

Cheng Yan said the dishes were already ordered, let's go

I just don't know what wine you're drinking

Let's go to the beer bar

The waitress looked a little disappointed and immediately realized that the profits of this room were going to be greatly reduced today.

Letting Cheng Yan sit against each other, it looks funny, like two people are negotiating

In the middle of the table is the pot of small cockscomb

There was only one flower, blooming lonely and coldly

Below the flowers are a few grasses, they are very lush, as if they are competing for favor with their owners.

I was going to find a better restaurant, but those restaurants had a great business and there were no private rooms long ago, so I had to feel wronged you. Cheng Yan said

This hotel is of medium quality, it is the type that is for mass consumption

Isn’t it just a meal? In fact, a bowl of braised noodles solves the problem. What do children from poor families pay attention to? Let’s always call themselves children from poor families to show their image as a civilian

That can't be too wronged by Director.

The dishes have been served while speaking

The first one came were four cold dishes, two meats and two vegetarian dishes

The wine was poured, two large glasses, the kind of drinking water

No matter how you order so many dishes?

Can we finish eating?

It's a waste

Cheng Yan said, how many times can I invite you?

It's probably the last time

Let's talk about your resignation, why do you want to leave? Let's ask

Drinking bar, come and have sex! Cheng Yan was very happy and drank the big glass of wine in one breath.

Then he threw the cup heavily on the table, and the wine bottle on the table shook a few times, as if a small earthquake had occurred.

No matter how long he finished drinking, he ordered the waiter to fill Cheng Yan's wine

Then let her go out first and tell her not to come in again if she is fine

Cheng Yan stared blankly at the dishes on the table, expressionless

Then she suddenly gritted her teeth and said: This old man named Pei...

Letting immediately understand that Director Pei might have molested her during a business trip

It turns out that I have only read this in the newspaper, but it is the first time I have encountered it

He is in his forties and fifties, and he is not like this, right? Besides, he doesn't look like that kind of person.

He didn't know how to comfort her

It looks very serious, but it is a disguise, a wolf in sheep's clothing. Cheng Yan gritted her teeth and said

Didn’t three people go on a business trip together? How could he have the chance? Let’s ask

That person is just a cover. When he went there, he didn't have a good intention to hold a meeting. It was also a leisurely meeting. What kind of discussion is purely a trip to the mountains and rivers. Cheng Yan said with extreme emotions.

What did he do to you? No matter what the surname Pei did to her, he was afraid that Cheng Yan would be injured by sexual attacks.

He wanted to molest me, but he didn't succeed and was so disgusted in the next few days. Cheng Yan said

If you do well to deal with such people, you have to be tough. The weaker you are, the more he bullies you. Let Yi breathe a sigh of relief

I refused to obey, he came back early in shame. Cheng Yan said, suddenly swept away the depressedness and cheered up.

Just resigning for this? It's not worth it! It's not easy to find a job now. Let's just say

I can't continue working anymore, and I don't want to stay here anymore. Cheng Yan suddenly said sadly and lowered her eyes.

Why? Ask in confusion

I was already scarred and could no longer withstand a little bit of harm. Cheng Yan said softly.

Scared, what does it mean? He asked, he thought she was simple

It's hard to say what I'm in now like this cockscomb, isolated and helpless, in the wind and rain, Cheng Yan looked at the flower in a daze and said

How do you say this? Don’t you have a good family? Why do you say this when your husband’s job is good?

Not bad, not bad, everything is good... She murmured, and her right hand reached to the high wine glass again, and suddenly drank the wine quickly. Since her mouth could not accept the wine so quickly, part of it was sprinkled on her chest. The cooing sounded very rhythmic when she swallowed the beer.

After drinking the wine, she smashed the wine glass heavily on the table. This time, a big earthquake occurred. The wine bottle and chopsticks on the table jumped up, and the cockscomb also shook several times.

Her left arm bent and placed on the table, her head slumped onto her

The right hand was still holding the wine glass with beer foam tightly, as if holding a life-saving straw

Then a sharp cry sounded like a singer singing in a fake voice.

While crying, she knocked on the table with the wine glass tightly held in her right hand, and kept scolding her mouth: It's unfair, it's unfair! Why can't I just get over it? God!

Let's look at the scene in front of you and feel helpless

He didn't expect that there was a mountain torrent in this woman's heart, and she dug a small hole and broke through the entire embankment.

She cried in pain, her back floated together

There are two protruding roundness at the interface between the waist and hips

Let a sudden desire, a strong desire to embrace her

Besides, he thought, since she was telling me, she must be interested in me

He stood up and walked over, putting his right hand gently on her shoulder

Sorrow her and said: What's the point of not getting over? Can't you tell me? Share the burden on two people can reduce the pain by half

She obviously felt his soothing, and raised her face on the table, and her right hand holding the wine glass also released. She turned around and grabbed the suit's laces.

Let your right hand caress her long hair, and you can feel the tenderness of this beautiful woman

She gently buried her face in his lower abdomen and continued her crying

Her tears gushed out like spring water, so that her eyes turned red and her eyes became smaller

Perhaps the tears of crying are the stings that have been pinched in her heart for many years, and they must squeeze them out all of them soon.

I don't know how long it took, but the storm finally passed, but the sky has not cleared up immediately, but some rain stars have fallen.

She left silently, took out her handkerchief to wipe her tears

Let him sit upright and ask gently: Why do you look so lonely?

My heart has been wandering, and there is no harbor to let it rest. She finally stopped crying and started talking.

Why do you usually seem very happy to say this? Let's just say it

It is the appearance of an unfortunate person who always burys himself deeply, and it hurts like a person who always finds ways to cover his scars. If he is uncovered and sees him, it will be a bit worse. Cheng Yan moved the chair forward and used the table to support his body.

I've taken you too simple

I am not complicated at all, women are not as complicated as men at any time. Cheng Yan judged that

That's not necessarily, I'm not that complicated

You? You are not complicated, but profound in the current society. Who still considers the issue of being born and joining the world? Just make money alone? Cheng Yan said

Stop talking about this, I feel ashamed that I am no longer considering those issues. My life is a kind of depravity. Let me sigh and say

Don't worry about yourself. What do you want now? In front of the director, you can sit in a car, eat delicious food and drink spicy food, and what are you not satisfied with? Life always gives you a smile, but it doesn't look like me. I think life is like a heartless man. When Cheng Yan said the previous sentence, his tone was exciting, and the next sentence suddenly became dim

It doesn’t matter if your husband is not a man of unfaithfulness.

Husband? I have no husband anymore. Cheng Yan said sadly

What's going on? Just open your eyes and ask

Leaving Cheng Yan said, closing her eyes

Oh... Let me suddenly feel uncomfortable, leaving means being a single woman, a free woman

Then it means that she invites herself to have a meal...

I was surprised? I was also surprised at first. When I found out that he had an affair, I was a person who believed in life very much. I believed that as long as I was sincere, life would be rewarded sincerely. But I was wrong. My hot face hit a cold butt. After we got married, we had a good time. But two years later, the situation changed. I usually believed in him very much. He was in charge of everything. After I paid my salary every month, he would give it to him and take charge of it. He said he would spend whatever he wanted. Who knew that I was so stupid, so stupid that I used the hard-earned money I earned to let him raise a woman! Cheng Yan said angrily and smashed his fist on the table, and the things on the table vibrated again.

What happened later? I couldn't help but ask

Later, I filed for divorce because I couldn't stand this blow. Of course, this hit him. Soon we went through the divorce procedures. I want the child. The child is my lifeblood. Without her, I can't live. The house is half of the appraisal price. When I live, I asked him for half of the money. I didn't save it. The money before the divorce was basically fucked by him. I borrowed it and collected tens of thousands of yuan. The head handed it to him. My parents, relatives and friends asked me to borrow it all. I still owe a lot of debts. Many people say I am stupid. He hurt me. Why are you so polite to him? I'm not going to give him money and not let him compensate me. This is what I am like. I'm always very harsh to myself, very tolerant to others, and the same is true for my unfaithful people. Cheng Yan said and stopped and took a sip of wine.

This kind of person is too inappropriate

Marriage is the whole of life for a woman. The failure of marriage marks the failure of life. I am a loser in this life. Cheng Yan sighed.

This is not right? In addition to marriage, there is also work and career. Let it not be understood.

You don't understand women. A woman always regards family more important than anything else. I believe that most women and I have the same view. Women are maternal. Mother animals always like to keep their nests. There are many such examples in the biological world, such as chickens holding nests, cows licking calfs, etc. Although sometimes we also advocate feminism, we can't get rid of such complexes. I think this is an inherent nature. Even if there is a job, that kind of work is for the family. Cheng Yan judges that

I remember you once strongly opposed the man-centered theory. Let me remember the first day when I went to work to buy a mobile phone, Cheng Yan was passionately discussing in the car.

Maybe that's a woman's self-esteem is causing trouble. Cheng Yan said that the weak always try to show their strong side in front of powerful opponents, unless she is completely defeated.

Have you been completely defeated? I'm afraid it's not that pessimistic? Let her say it

Alas, I was completely defeated, I don’t want to fight anymore. In this patriarchal society, the injured woman is always the one who is in trouble. Cheng Yan sighed and said

Aren't you just encountering some harassment? Isn't it enough to face it bravely? Let me tell you that men are actually very weak, especially mentally. When you scold him loudly when he has dirty actions, he is afraid. You should know that honor is more important than anything for an official. Let her speak.

I know my mistake is that I was too weak for the first time. After taking the method of escaping, I had to retreat and soar to the point where it has developed to the current situation of a collapse

The first time? Has his surname Pei treated you many times? Let me say angrily

His surname is Pei, who didn't get any cheaper, and he was also worried. I'm not referring to now. I mean, I'm actually changing four job units when I started working. All because of these disgusting things when I first started working. They were too simple. The general manager asked me to work overtime at his office at night. I stayed without thinking too much. This person is usually very orthodox and his wife is from the same unit. Who knows... He closed the door and rushed over like a wolf... I really can't say it. I've never told anyone about this, including to my parents. Cheng Yan lowered her head embarrassedly.

What happened? He raped you? I can't wait to ask

Later... forget it, Cheng Yan wanted to speak but stopped

Don't you believe me? I won't tell anyone. The more Cheng Yan doesn't say it, the more curious he feels, as if men have a voyeurism towards women

As a result... just say it, I don't care anyway, so he pressed me on the bed. He pulled my pants with his hand. I resisted desperately. My pants were torn. He saw that he couldn't succeed, so he pressed his body tightly on my face and said, "I was just going to do it." Not long after, he couldn't do it. He was like a dead pig. I turned over and slapped him twice, pushed open the door and ran away. Cheng Yan told him, there was not much expression on his face, as if he was telling someone else's story.

Didn't you report him? Let me ask

I didn't have to start working at that time. I was young and had too thin skin. I always thought of embarrassing and felt that I didn't want to work in that unit for a day, so I left without saying goodbye. At that time, my idea was very simple. I thought that with my junior college diploma, I couldn't find a job wherever I could go. I went to the talent exchange market on Sunday. But I thought it was too difficult to find a job. Some people said it was more difficult than finding a mother-in-law's house. I believed it for four or five weeks and finally found a company, who was in real estate and needed an office secretary. I studied Chinese and could write a small thing easily. Interpersonal relationships and social engagements were not a problem, so theyI hired me and worked there for three years. The general manager is a kind-hearted old man. I am very nice to me. I am just lucky. The old man suddenly passed away and changed to another general manager in his thirties. He soon found out that I was a good prey. I didn't obey, so he fired me. The private company said that whoever lets go would have to leave. Later, I met my original colleague. They all said that I was right and said that I finally jumped out of the fire pit. Later, several sisters made the devil traumatized. Fortunately, the sisters jointly sued the devil to the Public Security Bureau. The guy squatted in the Public Security Bureau for seven or eight days and finally received a little punishment. Somehow, he came out again.Cheng Yan said unfairly

Then it’s not rare to have money, so if you buy it, what’s the third unit? What’s going on? Let’s ask again

After I came out of that real estate company, I started looking for a job again. I became a regular customer in the labor market and a talent market. I don’t know how many times I have been tossing, but I finally found another job. As a typist. This is a company that does communication equipment. The business is good and the benefits are good, so my income is also good. But at this time, my marriage broke down and I fell into a difficult situation in terms of both economic and emotional state. The general manager knew about my situation and sympathized with me. He gave me a lot of help. At that time, the general manager was in his thirties, not a few years older than me, and he looked very handsome. To be honest, I had a good impression of him. One night he invited me to dinner. He got drunk and actually said: Be my lover, I like you very much. I was so angry that my face turned blue. This was simply an insult to me. I turned around and left without saying a word. I never went to that unit again.Let's fall into deep thoughts on why a woman, especially a beautiful woman, is always the object of men's pursuit in this society?

If she doesn't tolerate and fails to submit, she will face an existential crisis?

Men are so terrible and hateful

He remembered the dogs in his hometown. A bitch always followed a group of male dogs when he was in heat. Sometimes those male dogs bit each other bloodied to compete for their sexual partners to compete for their sexual partners.

Do males chase females so shamelessly?

Can people as high-level animals get rid of this bad habit?

Perhaps humans are stronger than animals, but animals like humans have thoughts, which makes this behavior more concealed?

I feel that I have been abandoned by this society. This society has no room for my survival, so it is better to die. Cheng Yan said blankly.

You are too pessimistic, why don’t you take the initiative to attack? As for the concept of relationship between men and women, you should also be a little relaxed, and you should not be too reserved. Let’s say nothing, and he will not believe what he says.

You mean to let me submit and be their sex slave? I can't do that, I would rather die. Cheng Yan's voice is not loud, but it is firm.

Then you can remarry and rebuild a family.

Remarried? Hahaha! She sneered, "I'm already desperate about marriage. After divorce, my relatives and friends introduced me to each other. There were four or five people. But what about it? Either they went straight to the main body naked, or they told you a lot of conditions to make you obey and some people even suggested to me that they should not interfere with his sexual life after marriage. It's really disgusting! Marriage is a pure tool for serving men.

Are men so bad? Let's ask deliberately

Maybe there are good ones, but all the good ones are already married. Cheng Yan looked at Ren Yin meaningfully, and there was a kind of expectation in her eyes.

No matter how suddenly I find this woman has a kind of cold and sad beauty

He stood up and walked towards her, hugged her, and said as he hugged: Can I bring you some comfort? She didn't say anything, tears flowing down her cheeks, wetting his white shirt

The hot dishes on the table were already cold, and there was a dish called mutton burger with a layer of skin on it

Cheng Yan suddenly seemed to remember something, and let it go and asked the waiter to come in to check the bill.

Let her naturally not let her pay. When both of them handed over the money, the waiter took it.

It was raining heavily outside, and there was already water accumulation on the ground. The raindrops fell into the water, causing ripples.

The water from the tree drips down, falling into the water makes a crisp sound, forming large bubbles

The cars on the street seemed to be deliberately showing off their strength and drove by in the water quickly. Wherever they passed, fan-shaped water splashed on both sides, scaring the bicycle riders to hide from afar.

The two of them stood at the door, and the cockscomb in Chengyan's hands was swaying in the wind and rain. The raindrops hit its leaves, forming water droplets and then slid into the soil under the flowers.

A melancholy thought suddenly climbed up into the heart like a spider