Chapter 6

Because the clouds and mists locked in Huangshan, they just listened to the tour guide's explanation and saw several nearby attractions

When the welcoming pine saw it, he took a photo. Li Nanshan encouraged him and Huang Suli to take a photo in front of the welcoming pine, but Huang Suli refused to say anything and had to give up.

Si Huangying originally wanted to take a photo with Li Nanshan, but when she saw that Huang Suli refused, she refused to do it.

When they arrived at Aoyu Peak, the rain was a little lighter and the visibility was slightly higher.

I also saw the Lotus Peak that was like a knife slashing, and the monkey was watching the sea. I just saw the monkey's appearance. I'm afraid that the expression I looked when I watched the sea could only be seen on sunny days.

After arriving at Guangmingding, the tour guide announced that he was staying at the Shanding Hotel there and issued a key sign again

The living pattern is still the same as the living at the foot of the mountain

This hotel is a two-story building. Although the rooms are simple, they are still clean

They made a move in the afternoon and started playing cards and killing time

After dinner, each went back to his room to rest

Let's say to Huang Suli: Let's go out for a walk. Huang Suli said excitedly: OK, let's see what the night in the mountains is like. So the two went downstairs and walked out of the mountaintop hotel

The rain is no longer falling, but it is not clear yet, and the stars in the sky are not visible. There is a dark hole around it. The hotel made of three-story buildings is lonely, as if it is a cruise ship floating on the sea.

They walked forward along a corridor paved with stones, one step deep and one step shallow

Huang Suli unconsciously held Ren Ping's arm and said softly: Don't go forward, I'm so scared. She stretched out her arms and put them around her neck, saying: Are you afraid that the tiger will eat you? Huang Suli became even more nervous, and her body was straight to her body, as if she was trembling, saying: Stop talking

They groped in the dark and sat on a huge rock

Let me ask: Are you happy these two days?

Huang Suli said: Of course I am happy, I have never traveled so far. Thank you very much. This trip is definitely a signpost on my life path.

Let me say: Thank you too. Without you, my life is bland and boring. You gave me incomparable joy.

Huang Suli said: Oh, brother, I have a question that I can’t understand. That is, in your mind, what is the relationship between us? Is it a lover?

Let him hesitate for a moment

Yes, what is the relationship between them?

No matter how seriously I have never thought about it

He thought for a moment and said: It should be said that it is a relationship of friends. Men and women are friends, but sexual factors are mixed with. As for the relationship between lovers, I don’t think it is completely. There is one thing that the concept of lovers should be a relationship between men and women based on sexuality.

Huang Suli said: What you said makes sense. I think most of the interactions between men and women are mixed with sexual factors, rather than pure friendship, which is examined from the instinct between organisms. The opposite sex is always attracted to each other, but humans have more moral barriers.

Let me say: Yes, haven’t you participated in the department’s family moral research club? You should have unique insights into this issue?

We just know a little bit of the skin and the moral barrier we just mentioned may be beneficial to the entire species, but it is absolutely unfavorable to the happiness of individuals. The family is a product of society. It exists for a certain social need, such as in order to better reproduce offspring and better resist natural disasters, etc. However, the constraints of the family on individuals have killed the natural animals of biological animals, especially male animals, and they cannot have a fixed spouse. With a fixed spouse, they will feel depressed. The female animals are slightly better because she is always in a passive waiting position, so she will not have such strong requirements for the diversity of spouses. Huang Suli began her research.

So how is this relationship appropriate to deal with? For example, in marriage, how should people deal with this relationship between social and natural? No matter how much they ask, this is undoubtedly a question he has repeatedly considered, and it is also a moral evaluation system that supports his behavior.

From the perspective of human development, maintaining the marriage system is necessary, but there is one problem that cannot be solved, that is, the tendency of individuals to prostitution, so since ancient times, such professions have appeared. However, this profession is a product of patriarchal society, and it is extremely unequal to women. The system of concubines is also an insult to women. Many literati in Chinese history, such as Bai Juyi, Su Dongpo, etc., have concubines. Not only do they have it, they also talk about it with relish. Like Bai Juyi, there is a poem about his two concubines. Cherry Fan Sukou, Yang Liu's slim waist. Su Dongpo is even more dissatisfied and often travels to the mountains and forests. In fact, there should be a way to solve this problem with equality between men and women. Huang Suli said, looking at the vast night sky, looking at the vast night sky.

Yes, yes, you said this and reminded me of the Heian era in Japanese history. Nowadays, many Japanese literati still miss the era when men and women have relatively free relationships. In that era, married men can find lovers, women can also find lovers, and everyone can tell their feelings and do not interfere with each other, but will not affect the existence of the family.

This method is very good. Huang Suli suddenly became excited. I didn't expect this. When I went back, my paper had a subject. This method reflects the equality of men and women, and at the same time satisfies human natural habits.

You do research and tell me how can you get a happy marriage? How many marriages are now happy? Let me ask

It's too complicated for you to ask this question. There are five answers for ten people. Moreover, this kind of question is too cruel for a student like me. I really regret joining this research group. It may ruin my lifelong dream. Huang Suli's mood suddenly fell down again and said with a sigh.

What's wrong? Have you seen through the world? Ask strangely

It’s not like seeing through the world, but seeing so many famous writers’ descriptions of the dark marriage makes people feel scared. Maybe I will never get married in this life. Huang Suli said sadly

Look at you, the poisoning is too deep? But I remind you, don't believe the nonsense of those people at least not all. If you are scared by their big words, then your life will be incomplete. If life is described as Schopenhauer's pessimistic philosophy, and as Buddhism says that life is boundless, then everyone will die, why are they still suffering here? But even Schopenhauer himself did not die, but lived a delicious life. Why is this? I think, even if life is suffering, as they say, this kind of suffering has a special charm, just like some people like to eat bitter melon and pepper, it is exciting and unique, you must know that great suffering is great joy. Let's say in the dark, put one hand on Huang Suli's shoulder, Huang Suli's outer cover is cool, like a cold snake

I understand what you mean. I have read Jia Pingwa's "Ugly Stone" and know that it is extremely ugly and it is extremely beautiful. But maybe I don't have enough understanding and I can't experience that artistic conception. Huang Suli said

Some things in life must be understood after experiencing them. For example, marriage, how can you know the taste of marriage without getting married? How can you comment on this? I have a friend. Both of them graduated from college. The man is handsome and the woman is beautiful. He is really a handsome man and a handsome woman. Besides, he is a fellow villager and a classmate. Both of them have a good job. In the eyes of others, they are really a pair of heaven and a pair of matches. But what do you say when a man sees me? Don’t say I’m rude. He just said that his marriage is like shit and not being wiped. Who can say it if he is so disgusting? Just like people say, marriage is like shoes, comfortable and uncomfortable. Only the feet know that there are some couples who often seem to play and play, but they think they are happy. It is a spiritual feeling. You must experience it before you know. No matter how you talk about it, marriage always has a lot of words.

Huang Suli laughed haha, her laughter was like a string of candied haws, sweet and sour

She smiled and said: Your friend's words are so interesting. What a metaphor, it's simply a disgrace to you.

At this time, a mountain wind blew, which was chilly. Let her body shivered. Huang Suli might also feel the coldness of the mountain wind and said softly: Let's go back to the room

Let him stand up, take off his suit cover, and gently put it on Huang Suli

Huang Suli also stood up and leaned against Ren Ping like the wind blowing. The two of them groped toward the three-story building, leaving the thick night behind.

They walked into the room and glanced at the charging mobile phone on the table and were about to turn it off, but they saw that there were already three missed calls on it. After checking, they found that the three same numbers were all called from Zhongzhou City.

When this thing was on the mountainside, there was no signal at all. It was like a waste, but when it reached the top of the mountain, the signal was full.

He felt something might be wrong, so he hurriedly returned the phone. On the other end of the phone was Qiao Jing's voice, and he hurriedly signaled to Huang Suli not to speak.

Huang Suli twitchedly walked to the bed and sat down, picked up the "Traveler's Instructions" and looked at it, but her ears were not idle.

The wife said anxiously on the phone: Where are you now, can you come back immediately?

No matter how much I knew there was something at home, I hurriedly asked: What happened? Tell me quickly!

Su Su was hit by a motorcycle. Now the orthopedic hospital is the call from the ward. Come back quickly. I have called you several times, but you don’t answer it. I don’t know what happened. Qiao Jing said anxiously, full of resentment.

What? Being hit by a motorcycle? How much is it? How are you now? I stood up in a hurry and bent down to my phone microphone and asked loudly

Now that he has been hospitalized, the doctor has taken corresponding measures. There is no life-threatening situation, but his left arm is broken, and his face is slightly rubbed. Qiao Jing almost cried and said

Have you reported the accident department? Where is the person riding a motorcycle? Let me ask again

The motorcycle rider ran away because it was dark just now and I was not on the scene, so I couldn't explain it clearly

Run away? How could he let him run away? Remember the motorcycle number?

No

Let's do this, my hotel will be open in two days, so I'd better go back in advance. Let's ask about other situations and say

Su Su was hit by a motorcycle on the way back from school on the afternoon of the second day.

The place where she was hit was very close to home. Qiao Jing, who was going out to buy vegetables, was seen by people on the roadside. She walked forward curiously to watch the fun and found Su Su lying quietly on the ground. She only burst into tears after seeing Qiao Jing.

After a while, the 120 ambulance arrived and pulled Su Su to the nearby orthopedic hospital for treatment.

Let her find the tour guide and ask her about her next arrangement. Director Hu explained that she would go down the mountain in the world and see another attraction in the morning. It seemed like a temple. She would shop in the afternoon and take the train back in the evening.

That is to say, if you follow the group, you need to go to the morning after tomorrow

No matter how I decided to go back early, but I had to wait until tomorrow to go down the mountain. Now it is not possible to go down the mountain in the middle of the night. I have never been here before, and the terrain is not familiar, so I cannot go down the mountain rashly

But he was really restless and restless

This child is a piece of flesh in his heart, and he has been inseparable from his birth.

Freud's theory of Oedipus complex is too serious, but it is true that girls have a clear tendency to Oedipus.

Su Su had obvious friendly expressions when she saw her from the full moon. She danced hard with her calves and little arms, and she tossed the small bed beneath her. She didn't react at all when she saw Qiao Jing, and made Qiao Jing so jealous that she only called her heartless.

When he grew up, he became more dependent on others. When he saw him, he kissed him one father on the left and the other on the right, and when he saw Qiao Jing, he didn't even look at him.

She usually likes to communicate with Renting, such as if she has something unhappy or doubts, so although Renting doesn't spend much time with her, her daughter is often in his heart.

Now that my daughter has a disaster, he must not be by his side

If he is by his side, his daughter will relieve a lot of pain

At this time, his cell phone rang again, and it was still the number of the hospital.

Letting him quickly press the receiving button, and my daughter's voice rang out on the phone: Dad, where are you? I miss you, and my mom misses you too

My daughter started crying as she said that, maybe it was grievance, maybe it was pain, maybe it was longing

Nowadays, children in cities mature very early and have a more sensitive relationship. Su Su often watches TV and tears are proof that this is a clear idea.

Let’s say: Su Su, don’t cry, be strong, just like Dong Cunrui, Huang Jiguang, and Liu Hulan you have learned

Dad will go back soon

Su Su continued sobbing and said: Dad, you have to count your words. Only by counting is a good dad. You can no longer say that you will go home at 8 o'clock as you said every day. But when I was drowsy or not, I miss you very much every day.

Let your nose be sour, and continue to comfort her and say: Dad keeps his word now, but I am on a business trip outside, and I have to take a big train to get home, and it takes a day to get home. You have to stay in the hospital well, listen to your mother and ask her to buy you toys, books, and delicious food.

Su Su said worriedly: What if my mother doesn’t buy it for me? Usually, she and I want these, but she doesn’t buy them for me.

Let me hear Qiao Jing say on the phone: "I'm selling my slut again, right?" I'm taking care of you here, and you still sue me. It's so painful to love you.

Let me say: Mom will buy it for you. If you just have a little more good deeds, she will buy it for you. I will tell her later

Su Su stopped crying and said coquettishly: Tell her now, and then handed the phone to Qiao Jing.

Qiao Jing took the phone and said dissatisfiedly: I am really Zhu Bajie looking in the mirror, but she is not a human being! She complained about me if she doesn't buy toys. Now if you buy it, you want me to buy it, then I might as well stop buying it.

Let me say: Why are you doing the same thing as her child? Now buy her something to coax her first and don’t let her make trouble

Qiao Jing asked him when he would go back again. He said he was booking a ticket now, and he couldn't say whether he had a car or not.

Let's not sleep for a long time that night

Although Huang Suli was curled up naked in his arms, he was willing to ask for it several times, but he didn't want it and didn't get an erection.

He was just missing his daughter, and he imagined her arms were wrapped in gauze and her face was swollen with a squid nose.

A feeling of guilt lingers in his heart, making his soul restless

If he doesn't go out for a trip, he can take his daughter to the park during the festival. This is what his daughter is looking forward to every day.

Even if she has classes, he can pick her up and send her to ensure her safety

This way, there will be no car accident today

Let Huang Suli see through her thoughts. She comforted him hard, relieved him, and was as gentle as a cat.

He was moved, but he felt more and more guilty, because he and Huang Suli would definitely not have any results. He was a typical dewy couple. Although Huang Suli repeatedly claimed to be completely voluntary, as a married man, he felt sorry for her because he could not marry her, and he had no plans.

In traditional concepts, it is a mess. If you are in the countryside for decades, you will be deeply influenced by this concept. Although you are living in the downtown area and have a very open mind on the relationship between men and women, the old concepts will appear at any time, just like a gourd that can't be held back

It was almost dawn, and I fell asleep in a daze, but I couldn't sleep until I was dead, my head was very heavy, just like there were always heavy stones pressing on my body.

Early the next morning, I said goodbye to Li Nanshan and the other three hurried down the mountain.

Huang Suli wanted to go with him, but he persuaded him to stop

After all, she has never left the house, so she should make a good move

The sky is no longer falling, but it is still foggy. Only a trance-like shadow can be seen on many mountain peaks, as if it is in a painting.

No matter how unintentional to enjoy the scenery, he just walked down the mountain in two steps. When he encountered the steps, he would go down two or more at a time. Many porters and young men carrying empty sliders were left behind by him.

After walking for more than an hour, he saw three houses with glazed tiles on the roof, which read ╳╳ and the cable car. He stepped forward and bought a ticket. Under the huge wheel, he sat on a hanging basket tied to a thick steel rope, slowly flew into the air and moved down the mountain.

Since it was morning, there were very few people taking the cable car, but there were many people coming up, and the cables on both sides were staggered.

There is a large sea of ​​bamboo under your feet. When the breeze blows, the bamboo tips are like waves, rising and falling one after another

The bamboo leaves rub against each other, making a rustling sound

Let it appear on this bamboo wave, like a fairy

He suddenly thought, what would it look like if he suddenly fell down?

Isn’t my current life just like this bamboo tip?

The waves were waves, that was the anger of the bamboo sea. I was at risk of being overturned by this anger at any time.