Chapter 9 Rejection

Sister Juan finally took the initiative to hold my penis.

Her expression was very reluctant, and her strokes were almost perfunctory, but it still made me extremely excited.

Because, I can finally see Sister Juan’s body!Sister Juan, who was kneeling in front of me, had no thread on her body, and her good figure that made me think about day and night was completely exposed to my eyes.

My eyes don’t know where to look. There are too many things I want to remember in my mind, whether it is the shaking breasts that sway with her body movements, the flat belly that is almost without a trace of fat, or the triangle area covered by dark and curly pubic hair...

I want to remember all of these in my mind and forever in my memory!

And the stronger my own desires, the less I am satisfied.

Sister Juan, can you use harder...

This is the first time I have made a request to Sister Juan in front of me. From the beginning to now, Sister Juan's perfunctory actions have not only failed to satisfy me, but have also encouraged my desire.

Sister Juan raised her head slightly and glanced at me.

She didn't say anything, but I could feel the rejection she revealed all over her body.

Sister Juan, please, if this continues, you will still be as unavailable as before...

Maybe my words reminded her of the situation in the room before, or maybe she wanted to finish all this soon.

Sister Juan still did what I said. She increased the strength on her hands, but she still simply and mechanically stroked my penis.

Due to lack of lubrication, Sister Juan's movements quickly rubbed against my glans, making me unable to help but gasp.

No, this can't continue.

I looked at Sister Juan and hesitated to make a second request.

Sister Juan, can you spit in your hands?

Sister Juan looked up at me again, and this time her eyes were full of doubts and fear.

No, I don’t mean anything else… It’s too dry now, and it hurts a little bit. You can apply some saliva to lubricate it so that I can come out faster.

I explained my intention, but as I spoke, I realized that this was completely counterproductive, and Sister Juan looked at me even more unpleasantly.

She obviously didn't want to do this. Not only did she refuse my second request with silence, but she even stopped the movement of her hand.

You wait, I'll bring something over...

I glanced around and picked up what I was looking for from the bathroom shelf.

When I handed the white plastic bottle to Sister Juan's hand, she became even more puzzled.

Use this as a substitute, since you don't want to lubricate it with saliva...

What I gave to Sister Juan was a bottle of shower gel.

Only when this is the time, I am glad that I am now in the bathroom, and it will be very convenient whether it is looking for alternative props or cleaning it in a while.

Sister Juan was holding the bottle of shower gel in her hand, and she was still hesitant.

This is the shower gel she often uses on weekdays, and it is also one of my favorite flavors.

Sister Juan, hurry up.

I actually don’t want to urge Sister Juan, but I’m worried that if I continue to be so stalemate, Sister Juan will eventually run away, turning all the benefits I finally won into vain.

Looking at my persistent expression, Sister Juan gave up helplessly.

She squeezed the shower gel into the palm of her hand, and then rubbed it a few times to make out the foam, and then applied it to my body.

But the scope of her application was only my lower body, from the base of my penis to the glans, it was covered with foam.

Then, she held the stem again and began to move.

Bathroom solution is actually not the best human lubricant, and Sister Juan rubs out foam first according to her usual bathing habits, which also reduces a lot of lubricating effects.

But that's enough, with the help of these shower fluids, at least I'll no longer feel the sting of friction anymore.

As Sister Juan moved, my penis was in and out of her hands, gradually making a lewd sound of water.

Faster, Sister Juan, hurry up...

The pleasure brought by smooth friction is not comparable to any previous one. I can feel that my desires are gathering little by little in the place where Sister Juan holds, and then turn into an expanded heat flow.

I'm going to cum, Sister Juan!I'm going to cum!

The moment I was launched, my mind was also blank because of the pleasure of climbing to the top.

Sister Juan did not dodge her because of my reminder, and she had no way to hide elsewhere, kneeling in front of me.

She could only hold my penis and let the spurted semen sprinkle in front of her.

When I came to my senses, I realized what a beautiful scene was in front of me.

The semen I ejaculated directly hit Sister Juan's face, and one even flew to her hair, and more semen gathered into a stream on Sister Juan's chest, slowly flowing down her cleavage.

The unique smell of semen instantly spread in the small space in the bathroom, and these smells will definitely remain on Sister Juan's body.

I left my mark.

Looking at Sister Juan who was still kneeling in front of me, I felt an inexplicable sense of satisfaction.

After a while, Sister Juan let go of her hand.

She wiped off a stream of semen that fell on her eyelashes, opened her eyes and looked at me.

Are you satisfied?

Sister Juan’s cold voice made me feel like I fell into an ice cellar.

Sister Juan, I...

Go out, I'm going to continue taking a shower.

I wanted to explain, but Sister Juan didn't give me a chance to speak.

I have known her for so long, this is the first time Sister Juan has shown such a cold expression to me.

I watched Sister Juan walk around me and come to the shower, so that I wet my body again.

She had no intention of blocking her body at all, but she didn't look in my direction at all, as if I had turned into air.

I know that I can't defend anything anymore.

I have achieved my goal. I told Sister Juan about my love for her and confessed to her for the first time.

But I also used the gap between her and her father to force her to do things that please me and completely go against her own wishes.

When all the blood that was so dazed in my mind faded away, I realized how excessive what I had done.

The water from the shower washed away Sister Juan's body and washed away all the traces I left on her body.

Sister Juan!

I could no longer bear this neglected sense of loss and hugged Sister Juan's body from behind.

Sister Juan trembled all over, but she didn't struggle.

Sister Juan, are you angry with me?I apologize to you, okay? Don't do this...

I was really a little scared, and I couldn't help but use even harder to hold Sister Juan's hand.

At this moment, there was no desire in my heart. I just wanted to hug Sister Juan, because I always had a premonition that if I couldn’t do anything to remedy it now, Sister Juan would disappear from my eyes the next day.

After a while, I heard Sister Juan’s voice sound.

Let go of me.

Sister Juan…

Let go, you hurt me.

Hearing this, I quickly let go of my hand, but still stood nearest to Sister Juan.

Sister Juan turned off the faucet first, and the sound of water in the bathroom disappeared, replaced by the silence unique to the late night, the terrifying silence.

She turned around and looked up at me.

Sister Juan's body was still naked, her wet hair was on her shoulders, and I was soaked all over, almost as naked as hers.

We looked at each other, and this might be the first time we were looking at each other without any scruples.

Xiaoyu,

Sister Juan spoke, and she still called me in this intimate tone, but there was a hint of unconcealed fatigue in her voice. Are the words you said true? You said you like me, or something.

I nodded without hesitation.

But Sister Juan showed a bitter smile, she put her hands on her belly and stroked her body.

But I'm already 3 years old, and my figure has begun to distort.Have you ever thought about it? When you finish college and are truly independent, I will be in my fourth year. At that time, you were still very young, but I will only get older and become an old woman.

I rushed up and held Sister Juan's hand and said: Sister Juan, I don't care about those things!As long as you can be with me, as long as you can be with me, I don’t care about those things like appearances!

Sister Juan took my hand away, turned her body slightly, and turned her head aside: You can say such things now...

Sister Juan!

OK, I know you don't care.But Xiaoyu, our age difference is the biggest obstacle.There is more difference between your dad and me, but that's because your dad is a man and the older one, and I am a woman... This is how this society is. A husband is much older than his wife and will not be surprised, but a wife is older than her husband and will be gossiped about.

Sister Juan, I don’t care about those!

Sister Juan looked at me and said softly: You don’t care, but I can’t care Ah…

I was speechless.

Xiaoyu, you know, I got married once when I was very young and had Yingying.It's my second marriage with your dad. Your dad may be tired of me, but I can't separate from him. As for you... that's even more impossible.

You said you like me, thank you, I'm very happy.

But…we can be family, but I can’t be your lover.

Sorry, Xiaoyu.

Sister Juan rejected me, and I couldn't argue every reason for her, and the most important one also made me discover a point I had always ignored.

I never really thought about her feelings.

I have always felt that as long as I am willing and Sister Juan agrees, we can be together, and all external interference will not affect our happiness.

But Sister Juan conveyed a message to me in the simplest words: She cares about things I don’t care about.

She was born in a traditional rural family, and in her conception, the outside world's views are sometimes more important than her own wishes.So she rejected my courtship.

It was obvious that I had been forcing her, but she said sorry to me first.

When Sister Juan left the bathroom, I stood there, completely unable to recover from the rejection.

Sister Juan left her last sentence before leaving.

I will forget what happened tonight.Xiaoyu, you have forgotten too.

That night was the second time I had insomnia in my life.

The next morning, I got up very late.

I didn't see Sister Juan, and there was only a cold breakfast on the table in the restaurant.

Sister Juan didn't come back that day, and even Yingying left even at that time.

Later, I learned that Sister Juan took Yingying back to her parents' home that morning. It was the first time she and my father had returned to her parents' home for reasons other than the holidays.

Another day passed, Yingying, who had finished the weekend, came back, but Sister Juan did not appear at the door.

Brother, have you been waiting for me?

Yingying hugged my hand as intimately as usual, but I was absent-minded and even forgot to respond to her.

elder brother?

I was called many times before I came to my senses.

Yingying Ah, I'll ask you something.Juan...Why didn't your mother come back with you?

Yingying tilted her head and said in embarrassment: I don’t know why.I originally thought she would come back with me, but before leaving, she suddenly told me that she would stay for a few more days if she had something to do, so she let me come back alone.

So Ah...

I understand Sister Juan’s intention. She is to avoid getting along with me, so that she and I can have more time to deal with each other’s relationship.

I began to reflect on myself. I even thought about cutting off all my feelings for Sister Juan, so that at least Sister Juan could come back and live with me as a family member.

But I still can't do it after all. I don't have the courage and I don't want to abandon my love for Sister Juan for many years.

On the third day, Sister Juan finally came back.

After returning from school after evening self-study, I could see the extra pair of shoes at the entrance.

I rushed into the living room, and Sister Juan was already sitting on the sofa waiting for me.

Xiaoyu...

Sister Juan!

Without waiting for Sister Juan to speak, I hugged her directly.

Sister Juan struggled for a few times, but in the end she gave up and let me hug her.

Yingying is already asleep, don’t wake her up...

This is the only resistance that Sister Juan has made.

Sister Juan and I came to the bathroom, which was the farthest from Yingying's bedroom, and it was also a place that was quite meaningful to Sister Juan and me in a sense.

Standing in the bathroom, I looked at Sister Juan and then knelt directly in front of her.

Xiaoyu, you are...

Sister Juan, I have thought about it, I have thought about it completely.The things I did in the past are indeed wrong. I apologize to you, but I still can't forget you. I can't make me forget to like you, I can't do it!

Sister Juan also squatted down, she held my shoulder and looked at me.

I haven't finished saying it yet: Sister Juan, I know you can't accept me.But can I forget it?Why can't I continue to like you? It doesn't matter if you don't agree to me. Can't I continue to like you like now?

Xiaoyu...

Sister Juan spoke, do you think your liking for me now is normal?

I argued: I can change it!I will no longer ask you to do anything for me, and I will never peek at you again!I can change everything, as long as you make me like you, I can change everything!

But Sister Juan always had an undeniable expression.

Xiaoyu, you are still too young now.

Sister Juan said, when you go out in the future, you will meet more people.There must be excellent girls in there. By that time, you will know what you really want.

Sister Juan, I said that I am sincere to you!

Well, I know, I believe you are sincere.

Sister Juan comforted my excitement, but you are like this now, what about ten years later?What about twenty years later?When I really become an old woman, can you still say such things?

Sister Juan…

Xiaoyu, I have been in my hometown these days, and I have thought about a lot of things.

Sister Juan continued, I had thought about leaving this house and hiding far away, but I still had Yingying... She didn't know anything. She really treated you as her brother. We finally became a family and separated like this... I can't bear to leave.

Sister Juan still has the same meaning inside and outside. She treats me as a relative, but will not accept my feelings.

Xiaoyu, you told me that you want me to be your first woman, right?

Suddenly hearing Sister Juan repeat this sentence, my face turned red.

Sister Juan, why did you suddenly mention this...

I promise you.

I was stunned.

I said I promise you.Don't you want to do it with me?Then I will do it with you once to satisfy you...

Sister Juan, what you said is true?

I can't believe my ears at all.

It's true... Anyway, if this continues, it will always develop to that point, right?It’s better to be straightforward and save the trouble in the middle.

The open-mindedness that Sister Juan suddenly showed made me feel at a loss. I used to approach Sister Juan so carefully, and Sister Juan has always been more cautious about me.

Why did Sister Juan let go of everything today after the incident that just broke the relationship between us?My questions were quickly answered.

Xiaoyu, I must...I want you to confess a few things.

That night, when you stood at the bathroom door and eavesdropped, you probably heard it all, right?

Yes, I'm doing that kind of thing...

I must admit that I am a woman too.My dad and I have been married for almost two years, but he... has only touched me a few times.Before I could get old, I also want a normal woman's sex life, but your dad, he...

There were several times when I could no longer bear it and could not satisfy myself, I wanted to go over and find another man.

But I immediately thought of this home, Yingying, and... you.I don’t want to lose this family, I cherish it very much, I cherish everyone very much.So I can't do things that I'm sorry for your father, I can only endure it, endure it...and then, I discovered what you did.

I know all of you masturbate with my clothes and peek at me taking a shower.But I didn't feel angry because at that time my mind was full of ‘Ah, it turned out that I was still regarded as a woman’, and it turned out that I was still a charming Ah’ and such a messy idea.When I found the condom you used in the trash can, I thought of something even more shameless.I am very scared. I am afraid that I will think of this, and I am afraid that I will do something extraordinary to destroy this family in the end!

But you were ahead of me... After you made that request to me, I even breathed a sigh of relief. When I was doing it for you, my own body was also excited. And I didn't even notice that if you hadn't touched me on purpose, I wouldn't have noticed that I had already...

Sorry, Xiaoyu, I disappointed you, right?I'm not as perfect as you think I'm just a woman, a woman who will be in heat with her husband's son.

I held Sister Juan's hand again.

She glanced at me, with a little nervous look, and a kind of freedom to finally get rid of the burden.

Anyway, it's already like this. I'll give it my best to tell you these words.

Xiaoyu, you will definitely meet better people in the future, you will definitely fall in love with a girl younger than me... But before that, if you are willing, let me accompany you.

I suppressed the ecstasy in my heart and hugged Sister Juan into my arms.

This time, Sister Juan did not make any resistance and even took the initiative to get closer to me.

She pressed her face against my chest and said softly: Am I shameless?

I shook my head vigorously.

Now, I can finally hug Sister Juan openly.

Oh, by the way... Although I promised you, Xiaoyu, you must promise me that before the college entrance examination, don’t touch that aspect of your thoughts?

When I heard Sister Juan’s words, I subconsciously asked back: Why?

You also ask why!How many days will you take the college entrance examination?This is the most important thing for you, and I don’t want to distract you because of this... Alas, I’m already regretting it now.

I thought for a moment and asked: Then if I pass the exam, Sister Juan, will you give it to me?

Sister Juan's body twisted for a moment, and she seemed very dissatisfied with me saying it bluntly.

But she still answered my question: Well... As long as you pass the exam, I will treat myself as a gift and give it to you.

Although it is still a distant promise, it still makes me ecstatic.

Holding Sister Juan’s soft-eyed body, my heart quickly became ready to move.

Sister Juan…

Don’t make a fuss, we just said that we can’t do such things again until you finish the college entrance examination!

Then, can I make some interest advance?

What interest?

Before Sister Juan could react, I forced her to kiss her lips.

This is my first kiss, and it is also something I have decided to hand it over to Sister Juan.

But what surprised me was that Sister Juan acted even more unsightly than me. Her whole body was trembling nervously, and her teeth were even more tightly clenched to prevent my tongue from taking advantage of it.

Sister Juan, can you relax a little?

You, you put your tongue into my innermost part, and you want me to relax!

Although Sister Juan said this, she did not push me away.

I continued to kiss her. This time, Sister Juan finally understood the essence and began to take the initiative to stick out her tongue to cooperate with me.

Our tongues are entangled in each other's mouths, exchanging each other's saliva, and conveying each other's passion.

After a long time, the lips parted.

I looked at Sister Juan with her red cheeks and couldn't help teasing: Are you comfortable?Sister Juan.

Sister Juan looked at me and snorted: How many little girls have you done with, and you know so many tricks.

I hurriedly sought justice: Sister Juan, I promise you this is my first time!I have decided to hand over all my first time to you!

Sister Juan's face turned redder because of my words. She said angrily: I don't believe it... I have everything left to me, are you smearing?

I hugged Sister Juan's waist and expressed my love to her: Sister Juan, I said that I fell in love with you since I first saw you.

Although Sister Juan didn't speak, her body that was closer to me completely showed her excitement.

Let's go out, it will be bad if you stay there and be met by Yingying...

I nodded, but when I left the bathroom, I insisted on holding Sister Juan's hand.

Sister Juan couldn't resist me, but she was obviously happy.

My relationship with Sister Juan changed at this moment.

We are no longer friends, nor are we mothers and sons without blood.

We are still a family, but we have a new identity.

We... are each other's secret lovers.