Sister Juan and I finally made an appointment to meet in a cafe.
The cafe is the meeting place proposed by Sister Juan. It is said that it is close to the company, which can minimize the time for Sister Juan to travel to and from the company.
Originally, Sister Juan planned to meet me in the company, and she took the opportunity to instigate me to come to the company to show off and accumulate some connections for me in advance after graduation. However, on the one hand, I did not have the idea of entering my own company to work, and on the other hand, I insisted on talking in a private place, so Sister Juan proposed this.
Sister Juan seemed very familiar with this cafe. She took me to a locker located in the corner but could see the entire road outside the window, and then reached out to call the waiter.
What do you want?
The young waitress looked in my direction first.
Well... just give me some coffee.
To be honest, this is my first time in such a business-oriented occasion. I don’t have the habit of drinking coffee, so it’s worth saying this.
The waitress did not show any embarrassment, but turned her face toward Sister Juan.
Give him a mocha, and I'm still the same.
Sorry, we only provide that in the morning...
Ah, I forgot it all.Then change to another cup, I want... this, so don't add sugar.
OK, please wait.
After Sister Juan ordered the order, the waitress left immediately, and I looked at Sister Juan, curious about what the old look was like only in the morning.
Seeing my eyes, Sister Juan explained: I often come to this restaurant these days, and they have a good breakfast every morning, so I come every morning.
The coffee was brought up quickly. I noticed that Sister Juan was very skillful in stirring coffee, but in my impression, Sister Juan did not have the habit of drinking coffee.
What's wrong with Xiaoyu?
Sister Juan picked up the coffee cup. She suddenly realized what I was looking at, shook the cup in her hand and said: Do you want to ask this?Actually, I couldn’t get used to coffee at the beginning, but the little girls in the company drank this every morning, and I learned it with them.The same is true for this store, they introduced it to me.
Sister Juan took a sip of coffee, then looked at me and said: You are not allowed to laugh at me!I also know that it is not suitable for me, a middle-aged woman in her forties, to learn a group of girls in her early twenties every day, but the coffee in this store is indeed very good.And once I get started, I don’t care about these things anymore…
For some reason, looking at Sister Juan now, I felt a little unfamiliar.
The impression that Sister Juan has always given me is gentle and virtuous. I rarely see Sister Juan outside my home. Because of this, Sister Juan's work style makes me feel very fresh, and at the same time, there is also a subtle sense of distance.
I had a dry mouth and picked up the coffee and took a sip. It was my first time to come to this restaurant, but as Sister Juan said, the coffee here is pretty good, at least the cup on my hand gave me a good feeling.
You don't like the bitter taste, right?So I ordered this for you.
I was slightly stunned. This is indeed the taste I like, but I have never told anyone that Sister Juan probably doesn't know...
Ah, do you want to taste mine?Although it's a bit bitter, it tastes more fragrant.
Sister Juan said, and took the opportunity to hand over the coffee cup she had just drunk to me.
The white porcelain surface of the coffee cup was printed with a light red color, which was where Sister Juan's lips had just touched.
I stared at the shallow lip marks in a daze, but I was thinking about the soft touch of Sister Juan’s lips.
Sister Juan seemed to realize how intimate it was for her to hand me the coffee cup she had just touched with her lips. Her hand holding the coffee cup suddenly became a little unstable, and the dark coffee fell from the edge of the cup and fell on the table.
Ah, not good.
Sister Juan hurriedly put down the coffee cup and went to get the tissue. I had already reached my hand to the place where the tissue was placed, and Sister Juan's hand was placed directly on my hand.
Ah……
She trembled and withdrew her hand like an electric shock.
I didn't say a word, just wiped the coffee spilled on the table with a tissue.
I really... made you laugh at Ah.
No.I replied lightly, then waved my hand and signaled the waiter who came over to check the situation to leave.Now I just want an environment where I can talk to Sister Juan alone.
I feel like I've been talking since the beginning.Sister Juan held her hands together, fiddling with the handle of the coffee cup, and the expression on her face seemed a little restrained.
I feel like... I haven't spoken to my family like this for a long time. The company is too busy. Yingying is very nervous when she goes to school now, so I haven't called her much...
Sister Juan continued to look for the topic, but her voice became lighter and lighter, and eventually she was inaudible.
It's Ah. In Sister Juan's eyes, I, Yingying... and my father are all her family.
It is because she is her family that she brought me into the cafe she is familiar with so naturally; it is because she is her family that she orders the coffee that suits me the best; it is because she is her family that she wants to share her favorite taste with me so naturally; but all of this... is it really just because we are a family?
If it was just because it was a family, why did Sister Juan so deliberately emphasize her age to me while hoping that I would forgive her childishness for being inconsistent with her age?
If it was just because she was a family, why would Sister Juan want to share the same cup of coffee with me so naturally, but only afterwards, she cared about the lip marks she left on the cup?
If it was just because it was a family, why would Sister Juan subconsciously touch my hand, but then shed as if she realized something was wrong at the moment she touched it?
Is Sister Juan just an ordinary family to me?No, absolutely not. Until now, I still have that unchanging feeling for Sister Juan.
So is I... also an unusual existence for Sister Juan?
I wanted to get an answer from Sister Juan's eyes, but I only saw her dodging eyes.
This made me sigh.
Things have come to this day, things have come to this day.
After so many changes and so many changes, I may still have a unique territory in Sister Juan’s heart.
But I have lost the qualification to confirm her feelings.
Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu?
I heard Sister Juan calling me.
Why are you stunned again... By the way, what are you trying to say about me this time?Take the time to say it, I will be back to the company in a while.
I was stunned for a while, and suddenly began to hesitate whether to tell Sister Juan what I saw.
As long as Sister Juan’s relationship with her father is still maintained, this news will definitely cause a heavy blow to her.
Xiaoyu, why are you in a daze again?Sister Juan looked a little worried. Did she stay up late again?
I shook my head, wanting her not to worry so much, but Sister Juan seemed to have misunderstood what I mean.
Xiaoyu, it’s not me who said you, you are so lazy in normal times, you’re about to graduate. It’s not that easy to be as easy as you are now after entering society…
Seeing Sister Juan turn on the nagging mode again, I didn’t stop it, just watched and listen.
Because this is the sister Juan I know most, the sister Juan I know most, the one I know most... the most real sister Juan I know.
Oh, I knew you couldn't listen to me even if I said it... Sister Juan said it for a while, and seemed to feel thirsty, so she picked up the cup and took a sip.
The bitter coffee that had already turned cold didn't taste very good. Sister Juan frowned slightly, and I saw this opportunity and handed my cup on it.
Sister Juan, let’s drink my cup.
Well, thank you.Sister Juan took the cup very naturally, but she didn't realize something until her lips put the teacup on.
She looked at me, keeping the cup in hand, and I looked back at her naturally.
Finally, Sister Juan drank the cup of coffee.But when she returned the cup, she did not return the cup to me, but placed it in front of herself.
Xiaoyu, you should tell me what you want to say.
I looked at Sister Juan and knew that I could no longer hesitate.
So I spoke and expressed my experience in the shortest language: I met that person in the hospital, he was with a woman.
Sister Juan's expression changed, and she subconsciously grabbed her hand.
This way...Ah.
I looked at Sister Juan's forced calm expression, and my heart ached slightly.
Maybe you read it wrong.Xiaoyu, is there anything else?If not, I'll leave...
I stopped Sister Juan.
Sister Juan, sit down first, and then listen to me. Please be calm before I finish all the words.
Sister Juan was stunned for a moment. She used it for a long time before nodding.
After she sat down, the power of holding her fingers was obviously used even more.
I calmed down my breath and continued to speak: I watched them go to the B-Super Room together, and then I went in and asked about some situations.
Sister Juan's expression changed when she heard the word B-ultrasound.
She looked up at me, and the disguise in her eyes was gone, leaving only panic and helplessness, and despair like waiting for a verdict.
She doesn't seem to want me to continue talking.
But now that things have come to this point, if I choose to keep it, it will only be a greater torture for Sister Juan.
So I finished the rest in one breath: He took the woman to have a checkup in the name of his daughter-in-law. The woman was pregnant for 3 months.
With a clang, Sister Juan knocked down the empty coffee cup.
She wanted to help the cup up, but her trembling hands couldn't grasp the cup rolling back and forth on the table.Finally, I took the initiative to extend my hand to help her restore everything as before.
But Sister Juan's expression could no longer maintain her usual calmness.
Xiaoyu... Sorry, I have to go back... You... settle the account for me.
Sister Juan said in an intermittent voice, but when she stood up, she couldn't take the first step to go out.
I wanted to go forward to support Sister Juan, but she refused.She insisted that she left the cafe and then staggered and disappeared into the building.
I followed her until I watched her walk into the company's door that I gave up on guard.
I don't know if the decision I made is right or wrong.
But at least... witnessing Sister Juan is so shaken with her own eyes, it will be much easier for me to accept than hearing that she is hurt one day in the future.
At least I can comfort her in the former, and I still have the opportunity to do my best.
I didn't get home that night very late.I waited at the door of the company for a long time, but I didn't wait until the lights in the hall were turned off and Sister Juan went downstairs.
Just when I thought Sister Juan would stay in the company again, I saw Yingying coming up as soon as I opened the door.
Yingying seemed to be waiting for me all the time, with a hint of panic in her expression and her voice seemed very nervous.
Brother, my mother called me just now, and she said she would come tonight and she would sleep with me.
Tonight?
I took a look at the time on my phone and it was already past 9 pm.
Brother, what should I do?
Yingying, who was standing beside her, was completely at a loss. She looked at me, and even her body trembled a little.
I hugged her in my arms, sootheed her emotions, and when she calmed down a little, I said: It's okay, Yingying.Your mother misses you. I just met her today. She mentioned that she would come to see you if she had the chance.She was busy with work a while ago, maybe she came here because she suddenly had time today.
Really?Yingying curled up in my arms and asked in my eyes.
Well, believe me, that's definitely the case.
But, brother...If, if, if she discovered me and found out about us, it should...
I interrupted Yingying, who was getting more and more shaken when she spoke, and asked back: Yingying, do you just want to keep hiding it from her like this?
Yingying couldn't answer.
I continued to ask: Do you think today is a good time to tell her?
Yingying still didn't say anything, but this time, she shook her head.
Then we don’t need to do anything special today, just as it is the same as usual.
Yingying nodded again, but her hands were still holding my clothes, and she was still nervous.
Sakura.I touched her head. This was the best way to calm her down. You haven't seen your mother for a long time, right?Don’t you want to talk to her this time?
Yingying was stunned for a moment, her stiff body finally relaxed, and she was able to answer my words: But brother, what do I want to say to her are all you don’t want to say, what should I do?
It took me two seconds to realize that it was Yingying jokingly.
Then I pretended to be angry and patted her on the butt: Well, Ah, just tell her directly, if you see it, I will be spanked!
A smile finally appeared on Yingying's face. She finally let go of her nervousness about Sister Juan's sudden arrival and began to prepare to welcome her mother whom she hadn't seen for a long time.
But I already know the reason why Sister Juan came here, but it is not as easy as it seems.
Sister Juan arrived at about 10 o'clock.
When her car was parked downstairs, Yingying was already sitting on the sofa and fell asleep against my shoulder.
When I opened the door, Sister Juan had been standing at the door for a long time.
She held the key in her hand, but did not open the door. I opened the door just by hearing the sound of the keys from outside the door. After I opened the door, Sister Juan was still holding the keys, and her godless eyes didn't even catch my appearance.
Sister Juan…
I called her and woke her up from this walking corpse-like state.
Sister Juan looked at me blankly, and her pupils returned to focal length for a while.
Ah, Xiaoyu Ah.Sister Juan called my name, and there was finally a trace of ordinary blood on her face.
Well, come in quickly.
I said briefly and let Sister Juan enter the door.After changing into slippers, Sister Juan began to look around and said: Where is Yingying?Did she go to bed first, or did she not go back yet...
Shh!I made a more silent move and pointed to the sofa in the center of the living room.
Only then did Sister Juan discover Yingying's sleeping figure.She walked to the sofa, squatted beside Yingying, staring at Yingying's quiet face.
And I stood behind Sister Juan and accompanied her to enjoy this rare tranquility.
It took me a long time to see Sister Juan stand up while wiping her tears.
I knew she was crying, and from the beginning she started crying silently, so she handed out the prepared tissue.
Ah, thank you Xiaoyu, thank you... Sister Juan started to choke again with the last word. She held the backrest of the sofa and covered her mouth, preventing herself from making louder sounds.
After a while, she straightened her waist and looked at Yingying and said: You can’t let her sleep here, you will catch a cold.Xiaoyu, come here to help me, and we carried Yingying into the room.
No, Sister Juan, I'll just come alone.
I rejected Sister Juan's proposal to join forces and directly hugged Yingying from the sofa in a princess-hugging position.
Sister Juan followed me and watched me put Yingying back on the bed.Then, under my instruction, she took the quilt and covered Yingying's body, and then we left Yingying's room together.
Sister Juan and I were the only ones left in the living room.
I looked at Sister Juan and suggested: Let’s go to the room and talk, it will wake Yingying up here.
I know that Sister Juan will definitely have something to tell me tonight.
Sister Juan nodded and followed me to the room.
The door was closed, and the space where Sister Juan and I were alone became narrower. Sister Juan was sitting in front of me. She did not show any abnormal eyes, and she was almost not prepared for me. She just sat in front of me, and her whole body was filled with a sad aura.
Before I started talking, I went outside the door.
When I came back, I had two more cups of coffee in my hand.
This one was bought by Yingying himself, and I have never drunk this one.I said while handing the steaming cup to Sister Juan.
Yingying would be angry if she knew that you were aware of her things.Sister Juan said while taking the cup.
It's okay, anyway, these coffees are also the money I gave her.I pretended to be relaxed, and picked up the cup at the same time with Sister Juan and took a sip.
There is nothing special about the taste of instant coffee. It is not the strong fragrance I like, nor is it the slightly bitterness that Sister Juan likes.
Sister Juan and I both took a sip again, but we couldn't speak, and neither of us started the topic smoothly.
When the coffee capacity dropped to only half, Sister Juan finally spoke.
I remembered that the first time I drank coffee, it was instant, and at that time I felt it was too sweet and not to my taste, so I didn’t finish it.
She looked at the cup in her hand and said in a light tone: It turns out that people's tastes will change. In the morning, I thought the coffee should be a little bitter to taste good, but now... I think this instant coffee is too bitter.
Why, this is the case...
Sister Juan's tears fell into the cup in her hand.
I stood aside without saying a word.I know that what Sister Juan needs at this time is not comfort, but the best listener.
So Sister Juan completely opened up.
She said a lot, some of which she said in detail, while others were just casually told, as if she didn't want to mention them any more.
Only then did I realize that my father had already filed for divorce from Sister Juan a few months ago, but Sister Juan never agreed. She kept dragging on this matter so as not to affect Yingying's condition.
But the news I brought today made her unable to take off her and she couldn't hold on.
She collapsed, she was desperate, and after she was separated from me, she tried to call her father. The call was answered by a strange woman. She verified the facts I said with the worst and worst result.
And I have confirmed the doubts that I have always had in my heart about the relationship between Sister Juan and her father.
Sister Juan can no longer have children.
When she gave birth to Yingying, Sister Juan suffered serious damage to her body for various reasons.
The final result is that the doctor believes that it is difficult for Sister Juan to implant the fertilized egg with her constitution, which means... Sister Juan has lost the opportunity to give birth to her child.
Although Sister Juan's other physiological functions are normal, in theory, she can use the method of surrogate mother to get a child between her and her father.
But unfortunately, my father does not recognize the child born by other women, so Sister Juan endured her father’s accusations on the child. Since she got married, she has been tolerating it until now.
It’s not that Sister Juan had doubted her father’s reasons, but her stubborn father refused to do any related examinations. Sister Juan’s later physical examinations showed that her indicators were all normal. Even if there were sequelae back then, she could not see them at all at this time.
But Sister Juan still couldn't get pregnant. She could only blame the problems on the previous diagnostic report, believing that it was all her own reasons, and that her father became away from home for a long time during this period.
However, Sister Juan still has a trace of voluntary voluntary in her heart, or in other words... there is a trace of luck in her heart.
What if it was really the reason behind my father?
But this lucky thing was torn apart by the facts of the present, and also tore the meaning of Sister Juan's last life.
Xiaoyu, can’t I really be considered a woman?Is my value to your father really just a tool for having a baby?
No, of course not. I shouted in my heart, but couldn't say it out of my mouth.
He doesn't want me anymore, your father doesn't want me anymore... He found a woman younger than me, a woman who can give birth to him, so, am I useless?
I hugged Sister Juan.
I used my actions to show my novelty that I could not speak in words.
Sister Juan was stunned. Her body first tense and then slowly softened in my arms.
After a while, she said:
Xiaoyu, just now, when I saw you taking care of Yingying... I was thinking, it would be great if I knew you, you would be ten years older than you.In that case, Yingying must have a very good father...
When I heard Sister Juan mention Yingying's name, my heart skipped a beat.
But I could only continue to hug Sister Juan tightly and hide my apology for Yingying who was sleeping next door.
I know that these are all my delusions.It's impossible, time will not flow back, even if I really go back... it's just my dream.
Sister Juan continued.
Let go of me, Xiaoyu.I can't continue dreaming.
I didn't move.
I continued to hug Sister Juan, and a voice broke through the thickest shell in my heart, and even made me forget Yingying for a while.
Why can't you dream?
If dreams cannot be realized, then can’t it be enough to turn reality into dreams?
If your dream cannot be realized, then why not become a part of mine?
Sister Juan.I hugged her trembling body tightly and asked me to finish your dream for you, okay?
Sister Juan was trembling, trembling, and throbbing.
I lifted her chin, but she didn't resist at all.
I lowered my head and blended with Sister Juan, and our breathing became one.
Sister Juan's tears fell on my chest, and she murmured: Is it true?Am I really not dreaming...
I kissed her tears and then replied in her ear: This is not a dream, this is the reality in your dream.
This is the first time Sister Juan has accepted me completely.
It is also the beginning and end of the relationship between us...
over
The cafe is the meeting place proposed by Sister Juan. It is said that it is close to the company, which can minimize the time for Sister Juan to travel to and from the company.
Originally, Sister Juan planned to meet me in the company, and she took the opportunity to instigate me to come to the company to show off and accumulate some connections for me in advance after graduation. However, on the one hand, I did not have the idea of entering my own company to work, and on the other hand, I insisted on talking in a private place, so Sister Juan proposed this.
Sister Juan seemed very familiar with this cafe. She took me to a locker located in the corner but could see the entire road outside the window, and then reached out to call the waiter.
What do you want?
The young waitress looked in my direction first.
Well... just give me some coffee.
To be honest, this is my first time in such a business-oriented occasion. I don’t have the habit of drinking coffee, so it’s worth saying this.
The waitress did not show any embarrassment, but turned her face toward Sister Juan.
Give him a mocha, and I'm still the same.
Sorry, we only provide that in the morning...
Ah, I forgot it all.Then change to another cup, I want... this, so don't add sugar.
OK, please wait.
After Sister Juan ordered the order, the waitress left immediately, and I looked at Sister Juan, curious about what the old look was like only in the morning.
Seeing my eyes, Sister Juan explained: I often come to this restaurant these days, and they have a good breakfast every morning, so I come every morning.
The coffee was brought up quickly. I noticed that Sister Juan was very skillful in stirring coffee, but in my impression, Sister Juan did not have the habit of drinking coffee.
What's wrong with Xiaoyu?
Sister Juan picked up the coffee cup. She suddenly realized what I was looking at, shook the cup in her hand and said: Do you want to ask this?Actually, I couldn’t get used to coffee at the beginning, but the little girls in the company drank this every morning, and I learned it with them.The same is true for this store, they introduced it to me.
Sister Juan took a sip of coffee, then looked at me and said: You are not allowed to laugh at me!I also know that it is not suitable for me, a middle-aged woman in her forties, to learn a group of girls in her early twenties every day, but the coffee in this store is indeed very good.And once I get started, I don’t care about these things anymore…
For some reason, looking at Sister Juan now, I felt a little unfamiliar.
The impression that Sister Juan has always given me is gentle and virtuous. I rarely see Sister Juan outside my home. Because of this, Sister Juan's work style makes me feel very fresh, and at the same time, there is also a subtle sense of distance.
I had a dry mouth and picked up the coffee and took a sip. It was my first time to come to this restaurant, but as Sister Juan said, the coffee here is pretty good, at least the cup on my hand gave me a good feeling.
You don't like the bitter taste, right?So I ordered this for you.
I was slightly stunned. This is indeed the taste I like, but I have never told anyone that Sister Juan probably doesn't know...
Ah, do you want to taste mine?Although it's a bit bitter, it tastes more fragrant.
Sister Juan said, and took the opportunity to hand over the coffee cup she had just drunk to me.
The white porcelain surface of the coffee cup was printed with a light red color, which was where Sister Juan's lips had just touched.
I stared at the shallow lip marks in a daze, but I was thinking about the soft touch of Sister Juan’s lips.
Sister Juan seemed to realize how intimate it was for her to hand me the coffee cup she had just touched with her lips. Her hand holding the coffee cup suddenly became a little unstable, and the dark coffee fell from the edge of the cup and fell on the table.
Ah, not good.
Sister Juan hurriedly put down the coffee cup and went to get the tissue. I had already reached my hand to the place where the tissue was placed, and Sister Juan's hand was placed directly on my hand.
Ah……
She trembled and withdrew her hand like an electric shock.
I didn't say a word, just wiped the coffee spilled on the table with a tissue.
I really... made you laugh at Ah.
No.I replied lightly, then waved my hand and signaled the waiter who came over to check the situation to leave.Now I just want an environment where I can talk to Sister Juan alone.
I feel like I've been talking since the beginning.Sister Juan held her hands together, fiddling with the handle of the coffee cup, and the expression on her face seemed a little restrained.
I feel like... I haven't spoken to my family like this for a long time. The company is too busy. Yingying is very nervous when she goes to school now, so I haven't called her much...
Sister Juan continued to look for the topic, but her voice became lighter and lighter, and eventually she was inaudible.
It's Ah. In Sister Juan's eyes, I, Yingying... and my father are all her family.
It is because she is her family that she brought me into the cafe she is familiar with so naturally; it is because she is her family that she orders the coffee that suits me the best; it is because she is her family that she wants to share her favorite taste with me so naturally; but all of this... is it really just because we are a family?
If it was just because it was a family, why did Sister Juan so deliberately emphasize her age to me while hoping that I would forgive her childishness for being inconsistent with her age?
If it was just because she was a family, why would Sister Juan want to share the same cup of coffee with me so naturally, but only afterwards, she cared about the lip marks she left on the cup?
If it was just because it was a family, why would Sister Juan subconsciously touch my hand, but then shed as if she realized something was wrong at the moment she touched it?
Is Sister Juan just an ordinary family to me?No, absolutely not. Until now, I still have that unchanging feeling for Sister Juan.
So is I... also an unusual existence for Sister Juan?
I wanted to get an answer from Sister Juan's eyes, but I only saw her dodging eyes.
This made me sigh.
Things have come to this day, things have come to this day.
After so many changes and so many changes, I may still have a unique territory in Sister Juan’s heart.
But I have lost the qualification to confirm her feelings.
Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu?
I heard Sister Juan calling me.
Why are you stunned again... By the way, what are you trying to say about me this time?Take the time to say it, I will be back to the company in a while.
I was stunned for a while, and suddenly began to hesitate whether to tell Sister Juan what I saw.
As long as Sister Juan’s relationship with her father is still maintained, this news will definitely cause a heavy blow to her.
Xiaoyu, why are you in a daze again?Sister Juan looked a little worried. Did she stay up late again?
I shook my head, wanting her not to worry so much, but Sister Juan seemed to have misunderstood what I mean.
Xiaoyu, it’s not me who said you, you are so lazy in normal times, you’re about to graduate. It’s not that easy to be as easy as you are now after entering society…
Seeing Sister Juan turn on the nagging mode again, I didn’t stop it, just watched and listen.
Because this is the sister Juan I know most, the sister Juan I know most, the one I know most... the most real sister Juan I know.
Oh, I knew you couldn't listen to me even if I said it... Sister Juan said it for a while, and seemed to feel thirsty, so she picked up the cup and took a sip.
The bitter coffee that had already turned cold didn't taste very good. Sister Juan frowned slightly, and I saw this opportunity and handed my cup on it.
Sister Juan, let’s drink my cup.
Well, thank you.Sister Juan took the cup very naturally, but she didn't realize something until her lips put the teacup on.
She looked at me, keeping the cup in hand, and I looked back at her naturally.
Finally, Sister Juan drank the cup of coffee.But when she returned the cup, she did not return the cup to me, but placed it in front of herself.
Xiaoyu, you should tell me what you want to say.
I looked at Sister Juan and knew that I could no longer hesitate.
So I spoke and expressed my experience in the shortest language: I met that person in the hospital, he was with a woman.
Sister Juan's expression changed, and she subconsciously grabbed her hand.
This way...Ah.
I looked at Sister Juan's forced calm expression, and my heart ached slightly.
Maybe you read it wrong.Xiaoyu, is there anything else?If not, I'll leave...
I stopped Sister Juan.
Sister Juan, sit down first, and then listen to me. Please be calm before I finish all the words.
Sister Juan was stunned for a moment. She used it for a long time before nodding.
After she sat down, the power of holding her fingers was obviously used even more.
I calmed down my breath and continued to speak: I watched them go to the B-Super Room together, and then I went in and asked about some situations.
Sister Juan's expression changed when she heard the word B-ultrasound.
She looked up at me, and the disguise in her eyes was gone, leaving only panic and helplessness, and despair like waiting for a verdict.
She doesn't seem to want me to continue talking.
But now that things have come to this point, if I choose to keep it, it will only be a greater torture for Sister Juan.
So I finished the rest in one breath: He took the woman to have a checkup in the name of his daughter-in-law. The woman was pregnant for 3 months.
With a clang, Sister Juan knocked down the empty coffee cup.
She wanted to help the cup up, but her trembling hands couldn't grasp the cup rolling back and forth on the table.Finally, I took the initiative to extend my hand to help her restore everything as before.
But Sister Juan's expression could no longer maintain her usual calmness.
Xiaoyu... Sorry, I have to go back... You... settle the account for me.
Sister Juan said in an intermittent voice, but when she stood up, she couldn't take the first step to go out.
I wanted to go forward to support Sister Juan, but she refused.She insisted that she left the cafe and then staggered and disappeared into the building.
I followed her until I watched her walk into the company's door that I gave up on guard.
I don't know if the decision I made is right or wrong.
But at least... witnessing Sister Juan is so shaken with her own eyes, it will be much easier for me to accept than hearing that she is hurt one day in the future.
At least I can comfort her in the former, and I still have the opportunity to do my best.
I didn't get home that night very late.I waited at the door of the company for a long time, but I didn't wait until the lights in the hall were turned off and Sister Juan went downstairs.
Just when I thought Sister Juan would stay in the company again, I saw Yingying coming up as soon as I opened the door.
Yingying seemed to be waiting for me all the time, with a hint of panic in her expression and her voice seemed very nervous.
Brother, my mother called me just now, and she said she would come tonight and she would sleep with me.
Tonight?
I took a look at the time on my phone and it was already past 9 pm.
Brother, what should I do?
Yingying, who was standing beside her, was completely at a loss. She looked at me, and even her body trembled a little.
I hugged her in my arms, sootheed her emotions, and when she calmed down a little, I said: It's okay, Yingying.Your mother misses you. I just met her today. She mentioned that she would come to see you if she had the chance.She was busy with work a while ago, maybe she came here because she suddenly had time today.
Really?Yingying curled up in my arms and asked in my eyes.
Well, believe me, that's definitely the case.
But, brother...If, if, if she discovered me and found out about us, it should...
I interrupted Yingying, who was getting more and more shaken when she spoke, and asked back: Yingying, do you just want to keep hiding it from her like this?
Yingying couldn't answer.
I continued to ask: Do you think today is a good time to tell her?
Yingying still didn't say anything, but this time, she shook her head.
Then we don’t need to do anything special today, just as it is the same as usual.
Yingying nodded again, but her hands were still holding my clothes, and she was still nervous.
Sakura.I touched her head. This was the best way to calm her down. You haven't seen your mother for a long time, right?Don’t you want to talk to her this time?
Yingying was stunned for a moment, her stiff body finally relaxed, and she was able to answer my words: But brother, what do I want to say to her are all you don’t want to say, what should I do?
It took me two seconds to realize that it was Yingying jokingly.
Then I pretended to be angry and patted her on the butt: Well, Ah, just tell her directly, if you see it, I will be spanked!
A smile finally appeared on Yingying's face. She finally let go of her nervousness about Sister Juan's sudden arrival and began to prepare to welcome her mother whom she hadn't seen for a long time.
But I already know the reason why Sister Juan came here, but it is not as easy as it seems.
Sister Juan arrived at about 10 o'clock.
When her car was parked downstairs, Yingying was already sitting on the sofa and fell asleep against my shoulder.
When I opened the door, Sister Juan had been standing at the door for a long time.
She held the key in her hand, but did not open the door. I opened the door just by hearing the sound of the keys from outside the door. After I opened the door, Sister Juan was still holding the keys, and her godless eyes didn't even catch my appearance.
Sister Juan…
I called her and woke her up from this walking corpse-like state.
Sister Juan looked at me blankly, and her pupils returned to focal length for a while.
Ah, Xiaoyu Ah.Sister Juan called my name, and there was finally a trace of ordinary blood on her face.
Well, come in quickly.
I said briefly and let Sister Juan enter the door.After changing into slippers, Sister Juan began to look around and said: Where is Yingying?Did she go to bed first, or did she not go back yet...
Shh!I made a more silent move and pointed to the sofa in the center of the living room.
Only then did Sister Juan discover Yingying's sleeping figure.She walked to the sofa, squatted beside Yingying, staring at Yingying's quiet face.
And I stood behind Sister Juan and accompanied her to enjoy this rare tranquility.
It took me a long time to see Sister Juan stand up while wiping her tears.
I knew she was crying, and from the beginning she started crying silently, so she handed out the prepared tissue.
Ah, thank you Xiaoyu, thank you... Sister Juan started to choke again with the last word. She held the backrest of the sofa and covered her mouth, preventing herself from making louder sounds.
After a while, she straightened her waist and looked at Yingying and said: You can’t let her sleep here, you will catch a cold.Xiaoyu, come here to help me, and we carried Yingying into the room.
No, Sister Juan, I'll just come alone.
I rejected Sister Juan's proposal to join forces and directly hugged Yingying from the sofa in a princess-hugging position.
Sister Juan followed me and watched me put Yingying back on the bed.Then, under my instruction, she took the quilt and covered Yingying's body, and then we left Yingying's room together.
Sister Juan and I were the only ones left in the living room.
I looked at Sister Juan and suggested: Let’s go to the room and talk, it will wake Yingying up here.
I know that Sister Juan will definitely have something to tell me tonight.
Sister Juan nodded and followed me to the room.
The door was closed, and the space where Sister Juan and I were alone became narrower. Sister Juan was sitting in front of me. She did not show any abnormal eyes, and she was almost not prepared for me. She just sat in front of me, and her whole body was filled with a sad aura.
Before I started talking, I went outside the door.
When I came back, I had two more cups of coffee in my hand.
This one was bought by Yingying himself, and I have never drunk this one.I said while handing the steaming cup to Sister Juan.
Yingying would be angry if she knew that you were aware of her things.Sister Juan said while taking the cup.
It's okay, anyway, these coffees are also the money I gave her.I pretended to be relaxed, and picked up the cup at the same time with Sister Juan and took a sip.
There is nothing special about the taste of instant coffee. It is not the strong fragrance I like, nor is it the slightly bitterness that Sister Juan likes.
Sister Juan and I both took a sip again, but we couldn't speak, and neither of us started the topic smoothly.
When the coffee capacity dropped to only half, Sister Juan finally spoke.
I remembered that the first time I drank coffee, it was instant, and at that time I felt it was too sweet and not to my taste, so I didn’t finish it.
She looked at the cup in her hand and said in a light tone: It turns out that people's tastes will change. In the morning, I thought the coffee should be a little bitter to taste good, but now... I think this instant coffee is too bitter.
Why, this is the case...
Sister Juan's tears fell into the cup in her hand.
I stood aside without saying a word.I know that what Sister Juan needs at this time is not comfort, but the best listener.
So Sister Juan completely opened up.
She said a lot, some of which she said in detail, while others were just casually told, as if she didn't want to mention them any more.
Only then did I realize that my father had already filed for divorce from Sister Juan a few months ago, but Sister Juan never agreed. She kept dragging on this matter so as not to affect Yingying's condition.
But the news I brought today made her unable to take off her and she couldn't hold on.
She collapsed, she was desperate, and after she was separated from me, she tried to call her father. The call was answered by a strange woman. She verified the facts I said with the worst and worst result.
And I have confirmed the doubts that I have always had in my heart about the relationship between Sister Juan and her father.
Sister Juan can no longer have children.
When she gave birth to Yingying, Sister Juan suffered serious damage to her body for various reasons.
The final result is that the doctor believes that it is difficult for Sister Juan to implant the fertilized egg with her constitution, which means... Sister Juan has lost the opportunity to give birth to her child.
Although Sister Juan's other physiological functions are normal, in theory, she can use the method of surrogate mother to get a child between her and her father.
But unfortunately, my father does not recognize the child born by other women, so Sister Juan endured her father’s accusations on the child. Since she got married, she has been tolerating it until now.
It’s not that Sister Juan had doubted her father’s reasons, but her stubborn father refused to do any related examinations. Sister Juan’s later physical examinations showed that her indicators were all normal. Even if there were sequelae back then, she could not see them at all at this time.
But Sister Juan still couldn't get pregnant. She could only blame the problems on the previous diagnostic report, believing that it was all her own reasons, and that her father became away from home for a long time during this period.
However, Sister Juan still has a trace of voluntary voluntary in her heart, or in other words... there is a trace of luck in her heart.
What if it was really the reason behind my father?
But this lucky thing was torn apart by the facts of the present, and also tore the meaning of Sister Juan's last life.
Xiaoyu, can’t I really be considered a woman?Is my value to your father really just a tool for having a baby?
No, of course not. I shouted in my heart, but couldn't say it out of my mouth.
He doesn't want me anymore, your father doesn't want me anymore... He found a woman younger than me, a woman who can give birth to him, so, am I useless?
I hugged Sister Juan.
I used my actions to show my novelty that I could not speak in words.
Sister Juan was stunned. Her body first tense and then slowly softened in my arms.
After a while, she said:
Xiaoyu, just now, when I saw you taking care of Yingying... I was thinking, it would be great if I knew you, you would be ten years older than you.In that case, Yingying must have a very good father...
When I heard Sister Juan mention Yingying's name, my heart skipped a beat.
But I could only continue to hug Sister Juan tightly and hide my apology for Yingying who was sleeping next door.
I know that these are all my delusions.It's impossible, time will not flow back, even if I really go back... it's just my dream.
Sister Juan continued.
Let go of me, Xiaoyu.I can't continue dreaming.
I didn't move.
I continued to hug Sister Juan, and a voice broke through the thickest shell in my heart, and even made me forget Yingying for a while.
Why can't you dream?
If dreams cannot be realized, then can’t it be enough to turn reality into dreams?
If your dream cannot be realized, then why not become a part of mine?
Sister Juan.I hugged her trembling body tightly and asked me to finish your dream for you, okay?
Sister Juan was trembling, trembling, and throbbing.
I lifted her chin, but she didn't resist at all.
I lowered my head and blended with Sister Juan, and our breathing became one.
Sister Juan's tears fell on my chest, and she murmured: Is it true?Am I really not dreaming...
I kissed her tears and then replied in her ear: This is not a dream, this is the reality in your dream.
This is the first time Sister Juan has accepted me completely.
It is also the beginning and end of the relationship between us...
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