Chapter 7 Mark (2)

He was sleeping soundly like a baby's pale skin, a slightly cool body, and his black hair leaned softly on Qingxiao's chest. His baby's fragility and helplessness were still tight even in a sleepy state. He seemed to be still troubled by something gauze on his neck, weak left hand, and tattoos on his hips all told him how tragic past he had experienced.

Qingxiao sighed and gently pushed away his hair that blocked his eyes and the shadows would not pass so quickly, but Qingxiao still hoped that he would open his heart and let himself live in and face him with him.

This may be quite difficult for him. He is always silent and quiet. He never makes any requests. The answer is extremely concise. It is almost all right. Yes or no, or thank you. It doesn't matter. Waiting for the polite surgery does not mean that there will be a lot of physical examinations next. The endless infusions are swollen when they are injected into the back of his hand. No matter day and night, he shouts to take medicine every few hours, he does it one by one. He never complains, sometimes he is trembling with fear, but still cooperates with any arrangement. When Qingxiao approaches him and touches his body, he will show a sense of peace of mind and conveys silent gratitude from his eyes.

But this little warmth is too insignificant for him. No matter how Qingxiao comforts him, he still loses weight day by day and he never screams and wakes up from his nightmare. However, Qingxiao knows that he is not sleeping soundly, and often wakes up with dark circles. He eats and walks like sleeping.

Sometimes it’s not that I’m not frustrated and I feel very uncomfortable being turned away by my lover, especially when I think that my lover is struggling in the abyss of darkness, and I can’t share it with it. The taste is really not worthy of being told to outsiders, but now I seem to have to do so. I remember Albert once said that Yu is like a creature living on another planet, and I have to find a way to get him back to the earth. When the traditional pipe-style face-to-face communication method is invalid, I can only adopt this type of wine-style penetration method and subtly exert influence. What makes Qingxiao depressed is that he is not good at guessing the heart game. What if he guesses wrongly? But now it seems that he can only take one step.

A few days later, five or six doctors and nurses started to remove gauze and surrounded the room in an exaggerated manner. He sat in the middle, his eyes drifted in panic, but he could not move and let the gauze peel off layer by layer. His face became paler and clear. He quietly held his hand, trying to give him a little support, but he seemed to have no idea, his palms were wet and covered in cold sweat.

The gauze was finally uncovered. The doctor was very excited and took a mirror to look at him and said: Very good Ah, healed quite well, the wound did not infect you.

Qingxiao breathed a sigh of relief, looked at the mirror, and suddenly stunned God! What exactly is that?

The collar was taken off, but the mark did not disappear. Even more, the area where the collar was burned, a circle of pink twisted tender flesh appeared. The purple-black scars in many places slightly raised, like ugly reptiles, which set off the snow-white skin, making them more shocking.

At this moment, Qingxiao didn't dare to look at the expression on Yu's face. He only felt that the hand he was holding was trembling slightly. But he showed calmer than Qingxiao expected, just staring at the image in the mirror steadily, his eyes looked deeper.

The doctor finally felt something was wrong and said embarrassedly: The scars look scars now, and they will become soft and smooth after a while. About six months will be the case. These scars will develop and mature, and you can undergo plastic surgery at that time.

Yu, who had been calm, suddenly changed color when he heard this. He shook his soul and wanted to breathe, holding his hand hard, and his other hand simply bypassed his body, held his shoulder, and said to the doctor: I'm afraid we can't wait anymore, we have already arranged to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow.

The doctor said in surprise: Generally speaking, even if you should be discharged from the hospital for a week, otherwise...

Qingxiao said resolutely: I will pay attention, I won't let him get infected, but it's already decided, we're going to Boston, there's something urgent. He gently took the mirror away, looked at Yu with pity, and said: Keep staying here, he won't be in a good mood, he doesn't like this city, he doesn't like it very much

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The people have all disappeared, and he still looks like he is sleepwalking, and it seems unbelievable that he can leave so soon

Qingxiao smiled and explained: The person sent by Uncle arrived two days ago. He kept that person very tightly, so you can rest assured.

When talking about that person, I paused slightly and saw a light blue blood vessel beating slightly near his temple, but there was no other reaction. Then Kiyoko continued: At that time, I thought, maybe you want to leave here as soon as possible, uncle will take us to Boston by a private plane, and the itinerary has been arranged.

Yu murmured: I thought you would wait for the observation period to take me away, so that I would leave tomorrow, only the two of us... He looked at Qingxiao, his expression could not tell whether he was grateful or his dark eyes were misty, as if he was covered with a layer of gauze.

Qingxiao's head moved, thinking about the slave's attempted suicide. After waking up, he also looked at himself with such eyes, and then he directly asked to kiss him by himself.

Can you kiss me? I want you to hug me...

Sexy, complaining, begging... Different expressions and different images swayed in front of Qingxiao, and finally frozen on Yu's body sitting beside the bed. The eyes were still looking at Qingxiao pitifully, with foggy sadness in her eyes

Knowing that he wanted to give him a hug or other textured comfort, Qingxiao still reluctantly held on. It was not stingy with giving, but wanted to wait for him to speak out his thoughts on his own initiative.

But he never spoke, just stared at Qingxiao in a daze. The sadness in his eyes became stronger and stronger. Qingxiao finally couldn't help it. Just as he was about to lean over and give him a kiss, he just stood up and looked around and said in a daze: I'll leave tomorrow, so should I pack up now? What should I pack up…

Seeing his expression as if he was talking to himself, he took two steps, then retreated to the edge of the bed, and his hands involuntarily touched the original collar on his neck.

Qingxiao kept paying close attention to his actions and immediately said: Don’t touch there! Be careful of infection!

He suffocated, his hands froze in the air, after a while, he turned around and smiled: You scared me, you

His smile was a little sad, and the trance in his eyes disappeared. He stared at Kiyoko deeply and whispered: Although you don’t care, I still want to say, thank you, without you, I really don’t know what to do.

Qingxiao breathed a sigh of relief, happy that the other party had obviously recovered, and said with a smile: Why do you tell me this? Uh...

The speech suddenly stopped, just because Yu Zheng took out the broken collar from under the pillow and gently rubbed it, Qingxiao's face changed suddenly

Seeing his unhappiness, Yu sighed and explained: It's not what you imagined... I always feel that this thing is still on my neck, and sometimes I have to hold it in my hand to confirm that it has been taken off...

He said this with difficulty, and he felt that the topic was too heavy. He forced a smile and turned the collar to Kiyoshi and said: You have also carved a Sanada family emblem here. It has good craftsmanship and can be used as a souvenir.

Qingxiao looked at his miserable smile and looked at the collar in his hand. She was shocked and suspicious. She could not tell whether what he was saying was true or false.

Maybe it would be great to go to Boston. As long as you leave here, there will be no so many shadows...

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Although Kiyoshi thinks he is well prepared, he still has some trouble after arriving in Boston. He originally booked a house in a residential area in a city. The owner went out for a short period of six months and rented it for only half a year. Therefore, the furniture is complete and the rent is relatively cheap. Kiyoshi plans to use this house as a transition. After half a year, he can move to a more lively apartment so that Yu can gradually adapt to social life. In addition, Kiyoshi has another idea. Yu's problem seems to be not solved in the short term. He doesn't want to receive too much favor from Uchida. If you have the opportunity, it's better to find a job. He hopes that Yu can integrate into society more quickly. Then he cannot be disconnected from society. Besides, men have self-esteem. He also hopes that he can have his own career. Sometimes the problems that the two face to face can be resolved through a broader space. Of course, this requires Yu to basically learn to take care of himself.

But Uchida was too enthusiastic and had already found a house for him. Although he had made it clear, several subordinates dared not let them go. In the end, Kiyoto had to call Uchida again to explain and get out after several troubles. When they arrived at their residence, it was already dark. The population of the community was not dense, and each house was more than ten meters apart. There was a small piece of private green space in front. They rented only the ground floor of the house, and there were two bedrooms used as guest rooms, plus the living room and kitchen and bathroom. It was quite clean and arranged in a simple and practical manner.

Qingxiao pulled her luggage in, looked around and felt exhausted, and sat on the sofa without thinking about it. He worked hard these days, and was so tired that he seemed a lot more energetic. He was curious about the new environment. He lay on the window and looked at the lights outside. After Qingxiao led him to figure out the structure of the room, he began to tidy up his luggage.

Seeing that he turned out his things one by one, his head was too big, Qingxiao shouted: Don't be busy with those things, have a good bath, have a good sleep, and pack your luggage tomorrow

Yu stood up obediently and said: OK, there are pizza and milk in the food bag, I'll go and heat you up, it'll be fine in five minutes

Qingxiao waved his hand and said: No need to worry, I can eat cold ones, I can really eat a cow now!

He didn't exaggerate for five minutes. He had swallowed half of the pizza like a wind and clouds, plus two large glasses of milk, ignoring Yu's stunned expression, Qing Xiaoxin wiped his mouth with satisfaction and said: Well, I've eaten almost all of it, go take a shower and eat slowly

Yu put down the cup in his hand and said: Then I'll put water for you

Qingxiao made a face and said: No, there is no reason to let me put water on my stomach when I was hungry. She picked up Yu's cup and took another sip of milk, frowned and said: You'd better drink it if it's hot, your stomach is bad

There is nothing more relieved than taking a hot bath in the bathtub after a long flight. When the warm water spreads through Kiyoko's exhausted body, he is so happy that he wants to die. He has been worried about something wrong with the past few days. He is afraid that something will go wrong. He breathes a sigh of relief until he sees Yu obviously does not reject the new environment. His tense nerves finally relax. The tiredness suddenly comes. A pool of hot water ripples slightly, warm and pleasant as a bed, making him lie down and don't want to stand up.

Although he couldn't fall asleep seriously, after all, Yu was still waiting for him to take care of him, he still couldn't help but nostalgic about this rare relaxed moment. Walking out means responsibility. Only when taking a shower can he feel lazy. So he soaked and rushed in the bathroom for almost an hour before he changed his clothes and came out. However, he saw that the kitchen had been cleaned up and all the food was placed in the refrigerator and arranged neatly. Qingxiao moved his heart and felt a little guilty inexplicably looking at the lights in the bedroom. He took a breath and gently pushed open the door.

I saw that the bed had changed into their own sheets and quilts. The bedside table was obviously wiped back. The door of his usual alarm clock was set up. The door of the closet was open. His clothes and suitcase was also opened. There were still a few items inside that were not hung up. Yu knelt beside him naked. He was probably tired of tidying up his luggage, and his upper body was lying on the bed and fell asleep.

Qingxiao looked blankly for a while, and didn't know what it felt like in his heart. He felt tired and hard, but Xiaoyu should be more tired and harder during this period, so when he arrived at a place where he could feel at ease, he could fall asleep even if he could sleep.

Qingxiao walked over slowly, watching the man under the light hanging down his black hair, which was set against his delicate and soft skin, and it became darker and white. His body was a little thin, his waist was thin and narrow, and he felt like he was not full. Although he had learned to stand up and dress, he was still used to being naked when two people were together. He had to completely recover. He still had a long way to go. Apart from himself, he had no one to rely on.

Qingxiaomu stood up, resisting the increasingly intense stinging pain in his throat. He wanted to carry him to the bed, but was afraid that he would wake him up, so he took a thin blanket and put it on him. However, such a slight movement still woke him up. He opened his eyes sleepyly and smiled at Qingxiao: Have you finished washing?

Qing Xiaodao: Yes, it’s your turn, but your neck cannot be stained with water. Come on, I’ll wash it for you.

He was surprised and smiled: No, I will be careful

But Kiyoko no longer said anything and picked up Yu and strode into the new environment in the bathroom. He didn't want Yu to continue the life of the past that he used to provide services in exchange for protection. They are lovers and should support each other and rely on each other.

But Yu was still struggling: Don't do this, I can do it myself

Qingxiao put him down and said: I know you can do it. Do you help me do so many things, can you let me serve you once?

After a pause, I smiled and said: I am thick-handed, but I can be careful. Don’t be too picky, you must also need star service.

Yu originally wanted to say something, but after hearing this, he had to stop saying a word

Qingxiao put the water down and carried him into the bathtub, resting his head on Qingxiao's left arm, and the gentle waves gently patted his body.

Qing Xiaodao: How about it? Is it hot or not?

He nodded softly, turned his head, pressed his face against Qingxiao's arm, and his long eyelashes shook gently

Qingxiao smiled and said: That's great that I've grown up so old. Apart from my puppy, no one has ever given me a bath.

As soon as he said that, he realized that he had said the wrong thing, but Yu seemed to be nothing strange. He probably didn't have a bad time. Lenovo Kiyoko cursed himself secretly, tried to open the topic, immediately lifted up his upper body, applied shower gel, and smiled and said: Come here, I'll wipe your back, what did you say? YOU SCRATCH MY BACK, I SCRATCH YOUR BACK, please help me, I'll help you, everyone cares about each other

Yu closed his eyes, a smile appeared on his lips, and whispered: That's what describes a monkey.

The water vapor in the bathroom made people feel dizzy and filial, and they said: What were you saying?

Yu said: Have you ever been to the zoo? This is how monkeys scratch their backs and catch lice and eat them.

Qingxiao felt a little uncomfortable and said: Can you explain it more poetic? This is the first time I have provided such a special service!

Yu finally couldn't help laughing out loud and said: The technique is very good, very professional, especially the movement of rubbing the back, which evoked my childhood memory and was deeply impressed.

Qing Xiaoyang said proudly: Of course, I do everything very professionally

Looking at Yu's face of resolute smile, Qingxiao suddenly came to his senses and pretended to be angry: Good Ah, you are turning and scolding me! I won't wash you anymore! As he said that, he stood up seriously

Yu smiled and said: Then can I wash it for you? He scooped water and poured it on Qingxiao, which immediately splashed all over his water.

Qingxiao said angrily: Hey, if you do this, I will splash you! Although he spoke loudly, he did not have any counterattack. No one could hear his harshness and timidity.

Yu naturally ignored his warning, and his subordinates kept laughing: OK Ah, come Ah

In the blink of an eye, Qingxiao's vest and shorts were wet. Qingxiao was hiding while gritting her teeth and said: If you keep stopping, I will...

After all, he still can't really water it. Because the wound on Yu's neck cannot be stained with water, Qingxiao stomped his feet and said: Do you think I can't do anything to you, right?

Anyway, he was soaked, so he just went over and picked up Yu from the bathtub and screamed, but he could not earn anything better than Qingxiao. He was carried back to the bedroom and threw it onto the bed with a slap.