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Chapter 15 I don’t know that I am a guest in my dream

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You are the woman I am attached to. In the last century, you have sacrificed love with poems and are covered with fine scars.

Jiang Xun died for love and someone told me...Love is like a glass of wine...

He said drink it...don't frown...

Because it can't burn your tongue...it can't burn your mouth...

Drink... don't think so much...

If love is wine, after I tasted the sweetness and richness, the precipitation at the bottom of the cup was bitter and spicy

When I was twenty-three years old, after being a soldier for a year and two and a half months, I tasted the true taste of this glass of wine for the first time... The hangover is a headache and unforgettable pain, but you have never tried it and will never know its true taste.

Xiaojie's dear Jhn letter made me doubt about the so-called true side of love and even life itself

I don't know what eternity is?

What is permanent and unchanging?

What can be mastered?

If disillusionment is the beginning of growth, this love disillusionment did not make me grow, but drove me from one end of the scale to the other end; I was like a drowning person, after Xiaojie threw away my hand and was caught by the other hand after several ups and downs, and then calmed down... But it was my cousin

After drinking the first glass of wine, I greedily drank another glass of bitter juice...

Look at the scars that will never heal, one by one, become birthmarks, and on the way to rebirth, you can recognize them

Jiang Xun

After the love affair with Xiaojie ended, I was depressed for a while

Only by using work to keep yourself busy and cool down the pain in your heart

Gradually, I became more and more indifferent, and I became more and more confused about external personnel and more seasons, and turned a deaf ear to me.

Sometimes I don't say a word and stay quiet all day long

This is a cocoon process. You can wrap yourself up and let the wound heal slowly.

Others can't hurt me; I don't hurt others either

The price paid is the dissipation of the desire for life...

Just when I was at the most depressed, like when I fell when I was a child, my cousin stretched out her hand

It was a routine afternoon

Back to the company, I found a letter lying on my bed

On the rectangular envelope, the beautiful handwriting is written with her name, which seems familiar.

I haven't had a letter for a long time, and I can't help but feel confused and distracted

I couldn't wait to open the envelope and pulled out the light green letter paper. A faint fragrance floated back in the air. It was written by my cousin.

Xiaoxiong: Happy exhibition of the letter!!

Are you doing well recently??

It has been raining recently, with the wind and rain, which is annoying

Where are you?

Is it windy?

Is it raining?

Take good care of yourself

My job is quite smooth. Anyway, I just help my boss manage the accounts and write some business documents

If you have any ambitions in the past, you will be wiped out by the unchanging life.

You are not far from retirement, and you must start thinking about what you will do in the future

If you haven't got a break, you might as well consider studying again

You are the only one baby son in your family. Auntie doesn't say it, but I know there are also expectations for you.

Xiaojie has come to see me

I am very sorry for your affairs... People have eight kinds of sufferings, the suffering of meeting with enemies and hatreds, the suffering of separation from love, the suffering of not seeking... I can only advise you to think more

There is no fragrant grass everywhere in the world. Although it is an old saying, it still benefits you

When I was depressed, look at the blue sky and white clouds, calm down my mood, and when I looked back, it might be quiet...

Good wishes!!

The letter, like the letter, is calm and gentle, throws a stone into my heart lake, and the ripples stir up, spreading outward, and finally stirring up a huge wave, almost destroying me

Atone for the sins with lotus by the river of eternity Jiang Xun

When I met my cousin again in love, it was more than a month after I was discharged from the army.

She works in a company in Taoyuan and rents a house by herself

Walking out of Taoyuan Railway Station, seeing her standing opposite the ring, waved her hand hard at me

I smiled and greeted her. She wore a light green dress today, and her smile still had a more mature charm.

Well... the body has become stronger!! My cousin joked... I smiled and said nothing, just looking at her, she seemed a little embarrassed

Let's go!! Go to have a meal, take you to play with after having sex! My cousin changes the topic

Well... The two of them ate something around the train station, jumped on Taoyuan passenger transport, and ran straight to the beach.

There are very few passengers in the car, so I will sit with her.

The car drove fast, and the cool breeze poured in from the window, blowing her long hair up

The scenery of the fields outside the window is quickly retreating, and the eyes are full of green

She stared out the window, silent, her beautiful face reflected on the car window, suddenly appeared and disappeared. I looked at her on the car window, as if it was a little blurry and unreal. The pastoral scenery reflected her face, and suddenly turned into Xiaojie's face... The face I had already tried to forget... I looked at it in a daze, feeling something in my heart, and the thoughts were undulating...

What's wrong!! The face is so pale?? My cousin asked, nothing is it... maybe it's motion sickness!! People who have been to the outer island are still motion sickness... My cousin smiled, um... When we got off the bus when we got to Guanyin, we walked to the beach

The feeling of soft sea sand is very strange, it seems that I can't be sure whether the next step is virtual or real

Two long lines of footprints left on the beach

I haven't seen enough of the sea on the outer island, so I'll take me to see the sea!? I smiled bitterly. There's nothing I can do!! I've been to Taoyuan for so long, and I don't know what else is fun? What's more, the kind-hearted people enjoy the mountains, and the wise people enjoy the water!! My sister explained that we sat down. The sea breeze blew, which brought the salty smell of sunshine like the heat.

Let's talk about everything after we're done

The feeling of chatting with my cousin is different from that of Tong Xiaojie

I don't have to hide anything, nor do I want to hurt her. I just counted my joy, sorrow and pain, naturally, without any pressure

That sense of intimacy can make people take off his mask and tell everything in their hearts

As I talked about the ending love, I was no longer excited and sad, but I was confused... Is my heart dead, or is the past really calm?

Or is the male self-esteem still secretly suppressing himself from crying??

My cousin comforted me with understanding... The evening breeze blew, her hair was flying, her fair face reflected the sunset, and she felt a little considerate and tolerant... I remembered the things I had gone to Danshui with Xiaojie that day, but Xiaojie's face was already blurred...

I know I still hide something, that is, I have been dormant in my heart for a long time, and slowly thawed and woke up, and my love for my cousin...

I promise you the eternal sunshine, the sound of water, the swaying of flowers and another kind of detail

Jiang Xun

It's already evening when I return to my cousin's house after dying for love

She rented a floor, with a small living room and kitchenette, elegant layout

She was busy organizing supper in the kitchen, and I was watching TV in the living room

After a while, she walked out with a smile on her face.

It's time to eat!!! Wow! So many dishes! I appreciate it

Today, my cousin is here to welcome you!! She smiled slightly, we sat face to face, there were four dishes and one soup on the table, and a bottle of wine

Xiaoxiong drank some today. She poured the wine for me and poured the juice for myself.

What about you? I wondered, I can't drink it. I was scared to death when I got drunk last time! As I said that, a touch of red glow made me dizzy cheeks filled with dizziness.

When I thought of that day, my heart couldn't help but feel a little lost.

I was raising the rice with big mouths, my sister helped me pick up the food, I also helped her pick up the food, and gentle music came from the radio

A sense of happiness surged in my heart, and suddenly, we were like a young couple

Sister... What's the matter? I'd better if my wife would be like you in the future! She lowered her head and laughed... her smile was like a flower, and my heart was filled with tears.

Is this a compliment? I mean it!! I said seriously

When I came back as a soldier, I became slick and punished myself for a cup. She smiled playfully, and I drank a cup... and then filled it with me.

Oh!! Don't drink so urgently, my sister can't pull you if you're drunk! I looked at her, but for some reason, I felt a little drunk in my heart

We ate and drank, and after a while, we were already full of food and food

My sister was cleaning the dishes, and I helped her wash the dishes, but she lowered her head and cut the fruit

I went back to the living room, nestled on the sofa, watching TV

Looking back, she saw her pretty back, she was concentrating on cutting watermelon, combed her long hair in the shawl, tied it behind her neck, snow-white neck, slim figure, slender legs, barefoot wearing slippers

Probably the catalysis of alcohol!

I seemed to see Xiaojie's back, the body I was familiar with, my eyes blurred... Is it Xiaojie?

After eating the fruit, I watched TV, and my cousin urged me to take a shower

I'm going to compromise your sleep on the sofa tonight!! She was embarrassed to preach, it's okay!! The sofa is very comfortable to sleep on! I responded and walked into the bathroom

I turned on the faucet, and the hot water stimulated my whole body, comfortable and lazy

The strange feeling seemed to have settled down just now

After taking a shower, I wiped my body, but I saw a glimpse of my cousin's clothes in the laundry basket.

A sense of excitement and curiosity surged into my heart...

I haven't seen my cousin's close body for a long time... I couldn't help but squat down, check the objects in the clothes basket, and finally picked up a pink underwear at the bottom... Hua Geer... The hollowing on the underwear seemed to leak the secret of my cousin's youth to me... My brother stood up high, and I couldn't help but rub my brother gently with the underwear. The slight oozing mucus stained my sister's close body... But a strange sense of guilt arose with a gentle pleasure... I gently put the underwear back into the clothes basket... (I am such a beastly man!?) I asked myself, smiled bitterly, and I turned on the faucet again, irritated my lower body with cold water... The desire that arose in my heart seemed to slowly cool down

I wiped my body again. When I was about to wear clothes, I realized that I didn't bring my underwear in.

There was no choice but to wrap the lower body with a bath towel and walk out

The TV is still on in the living room, but I didn’t see my cousin. Maybe I’ll go out!?

I walked towards the sofa, but found that my cousin was sleeping against the sofa. Maybe she was very tired!?

I took out my clothes quietly and wanted to walk back to the bathroom

Unexpectedly, when I lowered my head, I suddenly found that her neckline was open to me... I swallowed my saliva and secretly enjoyed the boundless spring light

Two beautiful breasts were wrapped in bra cups, one-third of which were exposed outside, and the cleavage was vaguely visible

The bra is also Wagore, with complex lace...the style seems familiar...yes!!

Xiaojie also has a piece of the same style, which I gave to her on her birthday!!

……

My heart began to ripple, and her eyes blurred... It seemed that Xiaojie was asleep, and I joked mischievously as usual... I gently stretched my hand through the collar... I played with her soft and elastic peaks,

My cousin exclaimed!

In a hurry, I hurriedly covered her mouth. Before I stood firm, I turned over the sofa and pressed on her, but the scarf fell off

My sister was stunned, and she didn't seem to know what was going on

My head was blank, and I felt my whole body heat up, my lower body was expanding, and a torrent was about to ejaculate...

The desire for the body strongly drove me, and I was pressed down, and in a daze, I couldn't tell whether it was my cousin or Xiaojie... I simply put my hand into my cousin's skirt and went up along my slippery thighs until the roots, which were the underwear that bound my lust.

I rubbed my hands, took off her white underwear to my knees, and turned up her skirt. Her mysterious valley, the forest was exposed in front of me.

My heart was beating, as if it was about to jump out of my mouth

She began to struggle, her waist twisting

I held her hands with my left hand, pulled off her panties with my right hand, and held my little brother who had been strong for a long time to rush into the Taoyuan...

No!! She struggled and twisted in tears, trying to break out of my magic palm

I was like a wild beast, grabbing the prey that was about to reach my mouth... and she just struggled hopelessly... My brother was aiming at her palace and was about to rush into the army. Suddenly, she struggled with one hand and grabbed my brother... And at this moment, I felt a sense of comfort in my lower body, a dizziness rushed to my forehead, and a torrent spurted out of my brother... My dripping spurted onto her lower abdomen, wet her hands, and hurt her heart...

I don't know that I am a guest in my dream and I am greedy for joy

Li Houzhu

I couldn't feel any pleasure, only deep regret and self-blame, as if I did something big wrong

Just hugging her like this... she cried with her... just kept saying in her ears, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I feel so filled with unspeakable pain