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Chapter 17 Don't be a lover

23days ago Incestuous Novels 3
Your beauty and youth still make me sad. But what does my love have to do with you?

Jiang Xun

It was night when candle tears passed, I jumped on a train from the east line to escape from the city

Hope this escape will allow me to re-clear my emotions and bring some life redemption

The train rumbling forward, but my thoughts still linger in that basin

That basin where I have lived for many years!

All my memories of my friends are sad and joyful... It has long been a part of my life... Everything about me and Xiaojie...

But now it is like the smoke ring I spit out, disappearing in the wind, and there is no trace anymore. I am a little surprised by my lovelessness. Facing Xiaojie, it is difficult to ignite the old love. Is the past true love? Or is it that my heart has broken, and it is difficult to play the song again? I chewed alone the confusion that stirred up after reuniting with Xiaojie, which should be mixed with a hint of pain!? A cold wind blew into the car window, blowing my hair down, and I glanced at my palm, gently stroked the healed scar, and felt a faint pain. Looking out the car window, it was pitch black, reflecting my own face... As the light flashed, it turned into a sad expression of my cousin's crying. My heart hurt a little. It was even more severe than the pain of my hand. What about the scars in my heart?? My thoughts became chaotic. In a vague way, a strong longing for her was sensational. The train stopped at a small station in my heart. I walked off the platform. I lit another cigarette, swallowed the clouds and blew the night wind, cold, mixed with the smell of the sea, cooled my chaotic mood and pricked my ears and listened carefully, as if I could hear the sound of the Pacific Ocean shattering the shore. I was about this island The country, this land with mountains and oceans is so familiar and so strange!! The messy thoughts were interrupted by the coming train in the distance. After a whistle, a train slowly entered the station and parked on the opposite platform. I smoked and spit out the smoke through the smoke. I saw a figure sitting by the window in the opposite car. I carefully identified a figure that I knew each other carefully. It was myself!! I was much younger, young, young, and coolly staring at the woman sitting next to the window, handing over the drinks, but my face was blurry and difficult to tell, as if Xiaojie, and my cousin. He jumped up, surprised by this unexpected adventure, and couldn't help but raise his hand high, and waved at me that "I" violently, but just looked out the window, as if he was familiar with what youth was like, what to worry about? It's mostly for new words!? The whistle sounded, and I jumped onto the train, and still waved my hands hard before the train slowly left the platform. He finally noticed me and smiled at me. The two trains that were a little confused slowly separated, going in the opposite direction, getting farther and farther away... I still waved my hands hard, as if saying goodbye to my past youth...

Tonight I will brew a glass of wine with the sorrow of life to dedicate it to the beauty of youth, and that color is as clear as tears!!

Jiang Xun

Tears flowed away when I got off the train in Taitung, it was already early morning

I greedily sucked the rare fresh air in this basin, refreshing my nose and lungs

The whole city has woken up from the tranquility of the morning and has become noisy

The sun shines all over the ground, and it seems that the unique atmosphere of the tropical southern country can be heard in the air

I wandered around the market aimlessly, occasionally squatting down to sell the price with the vendor.

It seems like when I was a child, I went shopping in the vegetable market with my cousin.

As I walked around, the gloom accumulated in my heart gradually dissipated, but there was a sense of fullness, which belonged to a simple joy for life and even life. In this town that was five hundred miles away from home, I was not like a passerby, but like a home in this strange market. I actually found the simple, pure joy of life itself, and the distant memory became familiar again. When I was confused and helpless and escaped, a long-closed voice called in my heart, calling me to buy a ticket to my hometown, jumped on the train and gave it to me, girl, that you are like fire under your shirt, the 18-year-old heart is filled with the sky blue love Dai Wangshu

Xiaoyu on the road returned to Chiayi at dusk and got off the Chiayi passenger transport. I was walking on the road in my hometown, and the memories slowly flowed out with my steps... It was the pond swimming with Aming... The eggplant tree that caught a beetle with my cousin... The temple where I fought with Ade... I looked like the tall and tall betel nut tree, too, a wanderer who left my hometown. After being scarred outside, my hometown still stretched out his arms and gave me the gentlest hug and burden while walking. I came to my former residence without realizing it. It was also the next door of my cousin's house. When I hesitated whether to ring the doorbell of her house, the door opened. It was my aunt who opened the door. Oh! Majesty, it's you!! When will I come back? My aunt asked happily

I just arrived! Have you finished eating!?...ah!...must not...come...come in and eat! She held my hand, and I was embarrassed to go in, but I caught a glimpse of a figure. In amazement, my luggage almost landed...it was her...coss...aunt Xiaoru joked with a little funny: I thought you had made an appointment to come back together!? Oh...oh...I responded awkwardly to my cousin seeing my stupid appearance, and laughed out loud. She helped me serve the rice and handed the rice bowl over. My uncle sat on the sofa reading the newspaper. I greeted him. Why are you back? I asked my cousin softly and pointed at my uncle gently. My dad had an old problem again! She answered h... Then what are you doing!? My cousin asked

Come to see you!! I answered softly and a whispered blush on her fair cheeks. Don't make a fuss!! Her half-nodded and half-happy expression made my heart sway. I had to lower my head and snatch the rice to cover up the strange shame in my heart. You don't eat vegetables! She helped me hold the vegetables, and I looked at her gratefully, but she regained her expression to the supper. My cousin and I walked to the pond and sat down on the embankment. A crescent moon was in the sky. The autumn insect and I were silent. There was only the sound of water slamming on the embankment. Didn't you tell you not to look for me?? She broke the silence and said softly...

Looking back on myself, I didn’t deliberately look for her, but under the guidance of her strange fate, the two life lines, after circling the island almost 2/3, meet in this place that is of great significance to both of them. Is it the arrangement of fate or a heart-to-heart relationship...

I couldn't help but think about last night, at that unknown small station, where did he sail and where did he stay? Sister... If... Actually... I really love you... She lowered her head, the moonlight reflected on her face, and her skin was as white as snow. Over the years, she has been ups and downs in love... I thought Xiaojie was my love, but I didn't know that there were many twists and turns... When I looked back, the person was in the light railing. I was talking to myself, Ru Sister didn't answer, but just looked at the pond face. I love you! I said affectionately that my love for Xiaojie, now I think of it, is mostly the component of desire. For you... not just the love between sisters and brothers... It's the unforgettable feeling of panic and heartache after losing it! Ru Sister... I love you!! My voice trembled, but I breathed a sigh of relief for myself. The air seemed to solidify for a long time...

Xiaoxiong... Do you know what love is? She said softly

I don't know...but... I argue, how can you expect others to feel and accept it? We don't know this word, but we always like to talk about it, as if it's a catchphrase... This word... Maybe it will take a lifetime to learn it, and maybe I don't know it yet when I die!? She said quietly

I am sincere to my cousin! I said firmly, I only know that without my cousin, I am like an empty shell! I felt sad inside, and I actually choked up, tears rolling in my eyes.

Xiaoxiong, my cousin said softly

I like my cousin!! Xiaoxiong... Listen to me... She advised me

I want to marry my cousin!! Xiaoxiong... don't do this! Tears finally flowed down.

I couldn't help but buried my head in my cousin's soft heart

We... can't have an ending! She bit her lower lip

No! I want to marry my cousin...I love you...I choked

I also know your affection for me... You truncated your hand that day, and at that moment I understood... I just didn't know that you were so deeply... And I overestimated my ability and wanted to correct you... As a result... In fact, do you know? My sister's heart hurts even more... Her eyes were shining with tears.

My sister also has a affection for Xiaoxiong... but... it's not the kind you think... Xiaoxiong has Xiaoxiong's future, I have mine... Our emotions... We should stop at the right time... She slowly said with a little sadness

You love your cousin, and you also love you...but this is a wrong love!! Error!?...If you want to make a mistake, just make a mistake to the end!? I said with tears in my eyes, as if I had made up a lot of determination.

I sat upright, and the moonlight reflected down, and tears on her face could be vaguely seen.

She looked at me blankly, as if she was still thinking about the meaning of this sentence

My lips trembled and eagerly covered her

The tears flowed down, mixing her and mine, and you could feel the salty and wet smell

I hugged her body tightly and kissed her eagerly and excitedly, but she just closed her lips tightly...

I moistened my lips and tongue and teased her... She just closed her eyes tightly and let the tears flow out

Her fair cheeks were already flushed, as if she was resisting something

Looking at her Qi Ran's expression, I felt a little reluctant. Just as she was about to stop, her cherry lips opened lightly, and a warm and strange current came from the other end... Her body fluids and sticky and soft tongue were stirring in my mouth.

I felt a bang in my mind, a blank space

My lips and her were lingering, like two lovers who had not met for a long time, and more like a god who had just tasted the forbidden fruit.

We exchanged fluids... and sucked the spring of life with each other

I just felt the sky was spinning, not knowing whether it was an illusion or a reality...

She suddenly thought of something and pushed me away suddenly

No!! She turned around and whimpered, and ran home quickly

I chased forward, but the autumn insects were still alive, but the new moon was covered by dark clouds

After the hands are separated, eyes and eyes are still snuggling each other between the night standing and the sorrow of separation lying down Du Shisan

Scars at midnight, I tossed and turned on the bed, and it was hard to sleep

What is stirring in my heart is just tonight

I took the courage to go downstairs, and quietly opened my cousin's door.

Her door is not locked

I opened it gently, slipped in, and locked the door again.

The slow breathing sounds knowing that my cousin is asleep

Just wearing the small light beside the bed, I looked at her face

Fair skin, a hint of redness

Long eyelashes gently cover the watery eyes, with a small and stylish nose, and a slightly widened cherry lips.

The pink pajamas exposed outside the quilt

I looked at her in a daze, a little pity, and a little desire.

I couldn't help but lean over and kiss her lips gently

My cousin closed her eyes, and when I kissed her, she repayed me with a warm kiss

Our lips were intersecting again, eager for each other's nourishment

I lifted the quilt and got into her warm quilt

I opened my mouth to speak, but pressed her lips again

The goddess in my mind that cannot be blasphemed seems to have become a passionate rogue girl under my teasing.

I hugged her tightly, and in the quilt, my hands wandered around restlessly and explored.

Pinching her spine, buttocks... thighs, chest... and the mysterious bulge between her legs

My cousin kissed me eagerly, and I guided her hand, going down, down, down until I touched my already firm little brother.

My hand also gently slid into her pajamas. Through the narrow underwear, I seemed to feel the wetness of the petals... Sister Ru also gently played with my little brother. Under the stimulation of her hands, the front end of her brother was crying slightly.

Lust filled my body, my fingers slid into Ru Sister's moist paradise, gently playing with this dreamy youthful body

I wanted to get rid of her clothes, but she shook her head and allowed me to scratch my itch through the boots

Don't be too tempted. She was blowing the wind in my ears, making me itchy

I had to strengthen my offensive against her petals; she also accelerated and teased my brother without being outdone... Her head was slightly raised, and sweat beads were condensed on her nose

The slightly opened cherry lips gently called for lust, accompanied by the turbid and rapid breathing... Her face was more flushed than flowers, and she was so beautiful... I felt the lust in my body was accumulating, full of ups and downs...

In the most passionate moment... it ejaculated!!

Cherish the red and tears in his clothes, he should not be infatuated with love in the world, but he will be infatuated with lovesickness.

Huanxisha's passion gradually cooled down

The air is filled with the smell of lust

I pulled the quilt, turned around and hugged her tightly, and kissed her face

An unreserved pleasure after venting, accompanied by laziness, the feeling of relief slowly spreads

Her face was still red, but there was a little more confusion

The black eyes flashed, and I hugged her even more and kissed her

She turned around, I hugged her and kissed her neck

Feeling her body trembling slightly, as if she was crying

After a long time, I heard her asking: Are we wrong? Of course not! My decisive answer

Somehow, the question mark became bigger and bigger, filling my heart

I don’t know if it’s wrong, I don’t know, it’s true!!