Chapter 16: It’s easy to get along with the spring breeze

When a sad woman leaves alone, do you think whether the body can redeem the beautiful sin of the soul.

Jiang Xun

I hugged her tightly, trying to squeeze out some comforting words from my mind, but found that I didn't know what to say

Her tears flowed out... What can I do at this moment??

Is it to continue my beastly behavior, or to return to the starting point... just... it is possible to return to the starting point!?

I could only whisper in her ear powerlessly: Sister...I love you!!! Sister...I'm sorry!! Sister...Forgive me!! She suddenly stood up suddenly, two lines of tears were dry, her face was as cold as frost, and she bit her lower lip lightly. This is not love!! She gritted her teeth and said word by word, you just want to possess it! But I am not Xiaojie!! Her expression was so grim that she wanted to cry, and I felt like she was hit hard in my heart.

No!! I have always loved my cousin!! I defended but felt my body slowly getting colder

No!! My cousin said fiercely, this is not love!! Her eyebrows frowned slightly, tears flashed. I am just a substitute you are eager to find after losing Xiaojie!! If you change to another woman today, you will do this too!! Her words sting my heart like a sharp blade. A burst of pain came from my chest, my head was empty, and I felt that life was no longer interesting... I couldn't hear what my cousin said, and picked up the fruit fork on the table with one hand. My cousin seemed to be startled by my sudden action and took a step back... I held the fork high and said word by word: If I bear this palm, I sting my fork to stab my left palm suddenly, and a heart-stirring sting made me dizzy... Before I saw my blood burst out, I felt that it was dark in front of me, it was already dark, I didn't know why...

I know you and I have a future, God's curse and God's praise

Jiang Xun

Qianyuan couldn't figure out how long she had slept, but she just felt that the dream was so long... I dreamed that my cousin was walking with me on a small road, and the surroundings were dark, and she walked slowly with my hand.

I just felt strange... My cousin has grown up, why am I still a little young?

...After thinking about it, she felt nervous and tightened her hand. Unexpectedly, she broke away from my hand and ran away

I cried loudly behind me and shouted: Sister!!!... Sister!! She just didn't look back and ran farther and farther away... I squatted down helplessly, but the darkness around me came towards me like a monster, and a deep sense of fear enveloped me... I had to wipe my tears and nose... I walked step by step towards my cousin's running

I don’t know how long I have been walking, but when my legs are sore, I saw my cousin’s back from afar, and she is walking slowly in front of me!!

...I accelerated my pace, and simply trotted and ran to my cousin.

When my cousin saw that it was me, he bent down...

I rushed into her warm and soft breasts, she picked me up, and I was about to scold her... But she said: Why Xiaoxiong, you haven't grown up yet!? I was shocked. When I looked up, I saw that I was holding me, but my face was haggard and aged a lot... I was scared and covered in sweat. After taking this step, there was no place to die. 'I'm glaring and said, and then I pulled me down... I wailed, grabbing my hands, but I couldn't catch anything, my body just kept falling down...

What really awakened me was the stinging pain of the wound on my left hand

Breaking away from your eyes, I found myself lying on my cousin's bed, my left hand was bandaged properly, but I felt a little painful

The sun shone in outside the window, and a faint fragrance floated in the air

I looked at the things around me, and I was covered with a pink silk quilt, a small wardrobe, a small desk, and a bottle of cosmos on the table, which was blooming.

Apart from the distance are the windows, and the closed curtains are light green

Outside the window, the sun is bright and the white clouds are shining

I sat up and found that I had put on my underwear at some point in my lower body.

I got out of bed and put on the clothes on the edge of the bed. I walked up to the desk, but found a note lying on the table: Xiaoxiong: You did a fool last night... I was very sad!!

I understand your feelings for my cousin, but it is impossible between us.

Please believe me, this is just the inexplicable attachment to the opposite sex after you lost Xiaojie, and you have developed.

This obsession cannot withstand the pressure of time, morality, and human relations.

And I am not sure whether I can also empty space for you to accommodate your other emotions, besides family affection.

I don't have this mental preparation and confidence.

Just like when I was a child, I will never be angry with you for you

I just want to face you again, I don't know what kind of mood I treat you

So, let's separate for a while!!

I hope that during this period, you and I can reorganize and accumulate your emotions

Clarify the differences between family, friendship, and love

I also hope that you will think carefully and give up this wrong emotion. I will try to forget all these unpleasant things; perhaps by then, we will still be a pair of people who can talk about everything... good brothers and sisters

I held the letter paper and read it over and over again, but I didn't know how to answer her question

I just felt the wound hurt slightly, but I didn't know it was my hands and heartache...

We all have thousands of mountains and rivers in our hearts that are winding and twists and turns are hard to climb, but we can find the direction by following two lines of tears.

Du Shisan

The scar met Xiaojie again, three months after healed his hand injury

It was early autumn, and I was walking aimlessly in the East District. In the crowded crowd, people came and went, but I didn't know where to go. The loneliness in my heart was not comforted in the crowded crowd.

Suddenly, a familiar figure flashed into my eyes, it was Xiaojie!!

Xiaojie probably found me at the same time and smiled at me, with a familiar but unfamiliar smile

Long time no see!! I said, right! Long time no see! She replied

... The two of them were speechless, a little embarrassed

She first broke the silence: Do you want to find a place to sit?... Are you... busy! No! There is a jobless vagrant! Xiaojie smiled, we walked forward, crossed the road, turned into an alley, entered a Cffee Shp. Before entering the door, I glanced at the sign.

The name of this Cffee Shp is Old Love Mianmian

Madam, please be careful when reading the exhibition and do not hurt my naked wishes Wu Deliang

The decoration in the Shujian store is postmodern, giving people a sense of desolation and decadence

Just looking around, I looked at her

Xiaojie has become thinner and her face has become sharper

Still not taking off the childish face, there is a little more skillful worker like an office worker

She wore an apricot yellow suit today, her hair was combed behind her head, and she became much more mature

She saw me looking at her on an excuse and smiled at me, smiling sweetly

We picked a corner and sat down

You... are working nearby!? Well! On Dunhua North Road, then you didn't work today!? I?... come out for a walk after work, then you... Chen... I was thinking about his name in my mind

Chen Zhizhong!? Yes! Yes!... I'm so sorry!... Why didn't he stay with you for a shift? Let's not talk about him today? Oh... I'm sorry I lowered my head and drank my Mantening

The air seems to be frozen

Xiao... Xiaoxiong... She called me timidly again

How are you doing recently? She asked carefully

It's okay! People always have to live... I lowered my head and drank coffee again

Well... I really can't help you... She lowered her head

Don't mention the past!! I've made a casual answer

That Chen... Mr. Chen is okay to you!? Well... he is not bad to me... Oh... that's good!! What about you?... Have you made new friends? She asked tentatively

... I took another sip of coffee, and because there was no sugar, a bitter spur slowly penetrated into my throat.

Think about it!! Do you want to introduce me to me? I'm joking

... She wanted to speak but stopped

She is so familiar but so strange

Her every frown, smile, every word, her young and smooth body once filled my dreams like this; but now, I still talk about it, but I don’t know what kind of mood I want to face her with

Yesterday's events seemed like a different life. She was the one I loved in my previous life!?

Seeing this today, I was confused

If she said that she had drunk the wine of love with me, let me first see the wonder of the sea of ​​love, and she should be grateful and cherishing to her; but when my heart needed her, she left me and left me to drink the bitterness of broken love... During those days, I had resented and hated, but I didn't know who I hated.

In the end, we can only return to the unkindness of heaven and earth, and have feelings but no part

When love has become a past event, when emotions have been dried up and archived, I am surrounded by cocoons, it is really hard to spread the strings of emotions again. Even if I have that courage and mood, the strings will be broken... who can listen?!

My thoughts were rising and falling, and the more I looked at her, she became more and more unfamiliar, and she was only relatively speechless

When she got up and left, she rushed to pay the bill with me

Is it just that the account of this relationship can be paid for?

As I walked with her, I stopped in front of a building. When I looked around, I saw that it was an Htel. Do I want to go in? I asked half-jokingly, pretending to go in.

Who knew that she lowered her head and followed her

Sir, do you want to rest or...? The waiter asked with a smile on his face

Well... I'll open a room. I looked back at Xiaojie. She lowered her head and her cheeks were slightly red.

By the way, order a bottle of champagne! After entering the room, rm service brought champagne.

Xiaojie and I poured a cup and drank it together

The two reviewed the foreplay they had known for a long time ago

Her cheeks were slightly red, as bright as red cherry blossoms, and her eyes were filled with longing light.

She seemed to tease me, just like going back to the past, she raised her legs and slowly took off her pantyhose

I put down my wine glass, approached her, and hugged and kissed her.

Her body fluid came, like a current, hitting the tip of my tongue

I hugged her tightly, and I could feel the touch of her firm breasts.

My tongue was like a snake, attacking her cherry lips greedily; she also fought back without hesitation

My hands wandered around her body, as if I wanted to relive this gradually unfamiliar body

Go down her back until her plump buttocks

I unbuttoned her dress with my right hand, pulled down my bra, and rubbed her breasts. Judging from the firmness of my breasts, I guessed her excitement... My left hand was unwilling to be outdone and stretched into her narrow skirt, rubbing her slippery thighs.

When I touched her secret part, I could feel that the saliva she secreted had wet her underwear. I pulled down her underwear without hesitation and began to play with her lustful palace... The water of the moat flowed out made my fingers so smooth and wet

I pushed her over the bed, as her breathing gradually became heavier...I know she couldn't control her anymore...

We greedily explore each other's bodies through our clothes... as if we wanted to taste the strangeness after separation

She suddenly pushed me away and stood up

Let's talk about it after taking a shower... She took off her coat, took off her bra, and walked towards the bathroom naked

I had to temporarily suppress the desire that was aroused by her, lit a cigarette, and started smoking

She opened the shower head. Since the bathroom door was made of frosted glass, it was hazy through a layer of smoke, and she could vaguely see her hibiscus' shape coming out of water.

I sat on a round bed with an extremely large size. When I looked up, I saw a mirror, which probably added sexual interest to people!?

Looking at myself in the mirror, I felt a little strange

I smoked and vomited the cigarette, leaving me separated from me in the mirror with a layer of smoke... In the hazy, I seemed to see the old self in the dream.

Somehow, an inexplicable sadness slowly emerged in my heart... I don’t know what I am waiting for?

Are you looking forward to another opportunity to reunite?

Or is it just another desire to cheat?

Or is it a subconscious revenge on her?

...or is it just a physical need at all?

The sound of water rumbling from the bathroom, and the deep sorrow gradually spread...

I stood up as if I had made up some determination, sorted out my clothes, walked out of the room, and gently brought the door on.

Don’t revamp the song of separation. A song can teach you to be straight and you must see all the flowers in Luocheng. Only then will the spring breeze be separated easily. Ouyang Xiu

Yulouchun I walked out of the hotel and a cold wind blew towards me. The autumn wind blew, sweeping the yellow leaves flying all over the ground

I couldn't help but pull my collar and once again came into the crowd, feeling something in my heart

When I passed by a Western restaurant, a low and lush singing came from the song I recognized...

This is just a game and a dream... Don't leave the broken love here...