Chapter 7: Asking the truth

In my mind, Ling has different characteristics of love than ordinary women. Once she falls in love with someone, she will love her seriously. Her feelings will be delicate and gentle. She can think about everything carefully. She can sacrifice everything for you.

On the contrary, if you don’t love, you don’t love. Unlike some women, they always get entangled with men in their relationship.

Although she is delicate and passionate, she will never be seen on her surface. On the contrary, in everyone's eyes, she is an extroverted and stingy woman who doesn't understand feelings. Few people can see through her true inner world.

She once said that most women suffer losses by themselves. If a woman does not distinguish between occasions, she will make a gentle expression in front of any man, for fear that others will say that she is unfeminine. In that way, men will try every means to get close to you and take advantage of you. What's wrong with me without feminineness?

What do you care about?

Who are you, I want to be feminine to you?

I have thought more than once that if Ling hadn't lived next door with me, I wouldn't have any contact with her and wouldn't have feelings for her. So I began to doubt the inevitability of this relationship. Looking at the young woman who ate the fried egg for me, I felt very complicated. However, after all, I already had a son, and these thoughts seemed redundant.

Ling finished feeding me the fried egg, then lay down in my arms, licking the greasy mouth clean with her tongue, and we snuggled together. The smoothness of the tip of the tongue really made me feel particularly happy. Sometimes I really think that such a woman is happiness as a wife, and she can take good care of men in life, and she is another ecstatic beauty in bed.

But I immediately felt ashamed of my wife. Men may be so difficult to control their desires. I always have a skeptical attitude towards Ling's love, so I decided to test her true thoughts.

I hugged her and asked: If I hadn't appeared, would you have had other men?

Of course I'm trying to understand whether her feelings for me are true or false

She also said without any hidingly: Maybe, because when I decided to obey my mother and Liu Gang's marriage, I felt that I would find a lover in the future. In such an era, lovers are the compensation for their feelings.

Maybe this is a kind of favor for marriage without emotions! From this point of view, lovers are indeed a good phenomenon. I said sympathetically, but I still feel a special jealousy in my heart.

I can't live with a man without feelings for the rest of my life, but I will never casually be with a man. Although women need men, self-respect is the premise. Physical contact without feelings is disgusting, and I will never cheat once.

Her view, just like most women, has feelings first and then carnality, and I feel a little better.

But mental infidelity is more terrible than physical infidelity? I said

Is this called emotional cheating? The premise of emotional cheating is that you must first have a relationship? Have I ever had love for Liu Gang? I don't think I am called emotional cheating. She refuted me very firmly.

Then how do you view my feelings? I will ask further

She said: Maybe this is a destined thing. I have grown up so old, but no one has pursued it. But I have never fallen in love with a man at once. You may be the first man I am optimistic about, otherwise I would not love you like this

I said she was a delicate woman. When she said this, she raised her head and looked at my expression carefully, as if she wanted to see what I thought in my heart from my face. Maybe she felt that I was a little hesitant and confused about this relationship, so she took my hand to her chest so that I could feel her heartbeat

When I came to buy the house here, I looked at several types of houses in a row. I didn’t decide to buy this house at first. I also looked at several places in other communities. To be honest, the houses are bigger than those here, but I think no neighbor I like, so I gave up

Why do you pay attention to your neighbors so much? I asked in confusion, because I have never felt like this before. Commercial housing is just a bird cage and rarely comes out to deal with neighbors.

Ling said: As the saying goes, distant relatives are worse than close neighbors. I think I want a woman who lives alone in this house, and she is a newly married person, so she has high requirements for her neighbors. I didn’t meet you at the beginning, so I wouldn’t think of finding you as a lover. However, this is a community full of cultural atmosphere. I only know that this was the living area of ​​the hospital, but later it was transformed into the current community. So when I heard that the hostess of my neighbor was a doctor, I had a little favor. When I found out that your wife was very well-educated and beautiful, I felt a sense of security and decided to buy it here.

So you fell in love with my wife? Or do you often have to see a doctor when you are sick? I joked

Of course, if your wife is a woman with no taste, I wouldn't buy this house, but I think such a beautiful woman and a doctor, I think her husband must be a capable person.

Did you have any idea of ​​being good to me in the future? I deliberately rubbed my hands on her breasts

She responded to me and stretched her hand between my legs

No, I just think you will not be bad, but I don't think you are certain. Maybe she is optimistic about the status or money of a man! I think a woman is beautiful and may not be able to marry a handsome man. But when I saw you, I was really surprised. You are more handsome than I thought, but I have some respect and have no other thoughts.

Then when did you think of me like this? I want to know the answer as soon as possible

You know, when I was having dinner at your house, your wife asked me why I didn’t want children? But you said something very unpleasant, which made me angry for a long time. I felt that you were not as handsome as a man. At that time, I had no idea about you.

But at that time, your husband and I were not very familiar with each other. It was the idea of ​​you two women to meet. I didn’t have much enthusiasm, so I didn’t have to think too much about speaking?

The key is here. If we are familiar with each other, I won’t be angry!

Why? I wondered

Is this a question? Of course, everything can be said between good friends

I still don't understand, when did you think of being a lover to me? I asked bluntly

I can't explain the specifics clearly, maybe it's time to go slowly, I often go to your house to play, sometimes I find some potions, and you are always reading books, sometimes you don't even raise your head

I have always been very focused on reading books, especially literary classics, and mainly foreign ones.

From then on, I felt that you didn't mean to see my joke. Later, I went to your house to borrow books and read them. I spent my lonely time

Once, you borrowed half of my book to read. I searched for it for a long time and was so angry that I was so angry. Do you still remember it?

I remember calmly that you even started arguing with your wife! I felt very embarrassed that time

I have always cherished books, and I almost never lend them to others to read

When you helped me lift the battery, I fell in love with you deeply. I had a premonition that something would happen between us, but I didn’t expect it to be so soon!

When Ling mentioned this, her face showed a sense of happiness. It was an unforgettable sex. I can still remember Ling's excited expression at that time. I felt that it was the first time she was really excited under a man.

My desire began to accumulate in my heart again, and Ling's hand also stroked my body purposefully. When Ling's hand caressed between my legs, my passion was ignited again. I also put my hand on Ling's lower body to caress. I could feel that water was already coming out of her body, but when I lay on her, Ling pushed me down.

Just let you do this for a few eggs? She looked at me with shortness of breath and said

I think! I want to climb up again, but I didn't succeed. Ling is already prepared for it.

I knew she wanted it very much, but she just didn't want my body to be overwhelmed. It's not been twenty-four hours since I came home, and it's been three times, so I stopped insisting. But Ling's desire was not satisfied, so I used my hands to satisfy her. When my fingers were put into her pussy, my hands were filled with water, and I obviously felt the tight contraction inside. You can imagine how she endured it normally

Ling finally got a little satisfaction under the caress of my fingers, but it was difficult to reach the ideal state of excitement.

Seeing her hungry look, I felt in my heart that I was not worthy of being her lover. I decided to give her a good satisfaction next time I came back.

We have a long time to come, I don’t care once or twice, don’t feel guilty. Ling comforted me when I went out, but I have decided to hand over the first time to her next time I come back.

It was eight o'clock on Monday morning when I left, and my wife had already taken her son to work.

My son has already been in the kindergarten class this year. Maybe he heard the sound of me closing the door, Ling hurriedly opened the door and called me, holding the handle of the door, and reached out to me with her other hand.

I saw her holding an envelope full of things in her hand. She stuffed the envelope into mine and went into the room and closed the door.

There was a thousand yuan in the envelope, and there was a piece of letter paper full of words. This was what I saw when I opened it downstairs.