Chapter 16

When I woke up in the morning, Sister Liu had already left, and there was a glass of milk and a bread beside the bed.

Women are born with maternal love, and this is absolutely true. When I wake up in the morning, I feel like I am back when I was a child.

Lying on the bed, drinking milk and eating bread, I got a temporary calm in my mind. Looking at this warmth but not my home, I felt more at ease than staying at my home.

I remembered last night, I went to the county town to find what Yang Ling saw. I hated myself, why did I go last night, I hated my eyes to see.

Isn’t there no pure love?

Why are people's lives now full of depravity and debauchery

I can never think clearly about things I can't think clearly

I got up and turned on my phone, and saw the message Xiaoyu gave me: Didn’t you expect that there would be another girl who would worry about you? Are you willing to hurt a girl who likes you? You are irrational in doing this, and it will harm you and her. Give up, find a woman who truly belongs to you and build a home of your own?

The language on my phone is full of temptation to me, and it is what I think. I don’t know if Xiaoyu will accept me, accept an irrational man. I was so sad that I called Xiaoyu for a long time.

Xiaoyu and I didn't say anything after the phone was opened. She hung up the phone in silence.

I know she and I are worried. I am worried because she is impulsive. She is worried that Yang Ling and I will not be able to break off contact. I sent her a message: The rain woke me up last night. I hope you will give me a chance. I will wait for you in the bar tonight.

She didn't reply, I'm not sure if she would come

I went home and changed my clothes and ate something on the street. I arrived at the company when I was at work in the afternoon

As soon as she arrived at the company, Sister Liu called me to the office

Have you slept well? I just stay at home without anything, rest and come to work. What happened last night? Can you tell me?

I shook my head and said: Forget it, I don’t want to say it. I came because there are still many things I haven’t finished. If I don’t do it, I can’t finish it. After that, I went back to my office

When people are in a bad mood, it is best to do things, because doing things with your heart can temporarily forget your worries, and time will soon come to get off work.

Go to my house for dinner and tell me what happened to you last night

I don't want to go, I want to go out alone on the street. I rejected Sister Liu's invitation

I don’t want to eat on the street and can’t find anything delicious. It seems that shopping alone is a very unfortunate thing for a man, because I will get more and more irritable.

I slowly walked to the bar where Xiaoyu and I met, and ordered half a dozen beer and a few snacks. I waited slowly

I didn't notice Xiaoyu until 10 o'clock in the evening. I thought she might not come, who would I blame?

If you want to blame me, blame myself

I suddenly remembered the classic dialogue of Stephen Chow in "A Chinese Odyssey": There was once a sincere love in front of me......

I realized that this really happened, and it was irreversible for all men.

When I was about to check out and go home, I saw Xiaoyu walking in from the bar door

It was the first time I saw her, the same skirt, the same face, the difference was the sadness and hesitation in her eyes

When did you come back yesterday? Why didn’t you answer my phone?

I honestly answered Xiaoyu’s first question: I came back at 5 o’clock this morning, my phone ran out of power, I rewatched the power this morning, and I immediately called you when I saw your message.

I'm lying when my phone is out of battery

Why don’t you speak when the phone is connected?

I don't know what to say, I just want to say thank you for caring about me so much, so why don't you talk? I asked her with a smile

Xiaoyu stopped talking, just stared at the wine glass in front of me

I want to drink, can I invite me to drink? I forgot to bring the money when I came out

I know she wants to get drunk, and she is also escaping from a reality, that is, the man she thinks she likes got off from another woman's bed this morning, and she made a fool of herself all night.

I poured a glass of wine and said to her: I arrived at her place yesterday and didn't enter the door. I smoked a cigarette downstairs and came back. I didn't see her.

Why, aren’t you just going so far to see her? I don’t believe it!

I looked into Xiaoyu's eyes and said to her: Really, otherwise why would I come back at 5 o'clock

Then why don’t you see her? Don’t you miss her?

Xiaoyu still doesn't believe it, but if it were me, I wouldn't believe it either.

Yesterday's heavy rain and your words made me awake. I knew that there was a girl who didn't like me to do this. I didn't want to hurt her heart because I wanted to find a lover who belongs to me and build a home of ours with her.

I know I'm lying. It's wrong to deceive a girl, but there is another man who has never lie to a woman. As long as the lies that can make women happy, I believe they are all kind-hearted. At least I really want to be with Xiaoyu now. Although there is Yang Ling's sorrow for me, maybe I want to use Xiaoyu to make me forget Yang Ling as soon as possible. When I finished this sentence, I saw that the depression in Xiaoyu's eyes disappeared, but I was still very hesitant. She might not believe me completely.

After hearing what I said, Xiaoyu's hands were trembling. I saw tears in her eyes. She smiled and said: Very good, I am very happy that you can listen to me. I hope you don't lie to me!

The tone is full of pride and a sense of accomplishment, she is proud of her efforts and rewards

I feel proud to let a man come back to her. She thinks it was her tears and infatuation that moved me, which made me cut off contact with Yang Ling from now on.

Xiaoyu and me laughed again, and the hesitation in her eyes was slowly eliminating

When the time came 12 o'clock, she and I had almost drunk

I don't want to go back, can we go to your house? I'll go to my house and I to see my parents tomorrow

I can understand her words and I know what she means

If you drink too much, I'll send it back. Will you come to my house tomorrow? Besides, it's so late, your parents are going to worry about you. I don't want her to come to my house now.

No, a few days after I met you, I told my parents that you were my boyfriend. I said that you were with you today. They wouldn't worry. Xiaoyu pouted and acted coquettishly on me.

Okay, there is nothing to do with you, but you are not afraid that I will eat you, I am a bad person, I whispered to her in her ear

Xiaoyu bit my ears: I'm not afraid, I know you're a bad person, I'll give it to you if you want me, you've seen it anyway

It seems that men are not bad, women don’t love them. I haven’t found any girls who like honest men yet. Girls are generally interested in bad men. This is a natural problem for little girls.

When I arrived at my house, Xiaoyu happily put my underwear on in front of me. She didn't wear pants, and her thighs were exposed.

Do you want to take a shower? If you don't wash, I won't let you sleep with me. She seems to have regarded herself as the hostess of my family.

You wash first, I'll wash later. I think it's still time to get used to it.

When is a woman the most beautiful? When I came out of the shower, I stared at Xiaoyu blankly

What are you looking at? I haven't seen it before. Go and take a shower. Xiaoyu blushed and pushed me into the bath room.

I quickly washed it out, Xiaoyu was already lying on my bed

Get up first, I'll change the sheets and quilts

I've asked for it to change it, and I'll use you to change it. Your quilt is so smelly. I'll wash it for you tomorrow

Only then did I realize that Xiaoyu had changed the bed

I went to the bed in my underwear and lay beside her. I felt Xiaoyu trembling all over. When I turned around and hugged her, her body seemed to be stiff. She kissed her ears. She just grabbed the sheets tightly. I pulled her hands and placed them between my thighs. She just put her hands there and didn't move, as if she was afraid of touching something.

I asked her gently: Are you very scared? Women have to pass by, so there is no need to be so nervous

I'm afraid you are lying to me, I'm afraid you won't pay the responsibility. Xiaoyu whispered to me.

Don't worry, I'm enough with you. You are so good, I won't hurt you. I want you to be my wife. Let's go together and live together until we grow old.

Sweet words are always the nemesis of women