Chapter 15

22days ago Urban Novels 10
If Yang Ling and Xiaoyu are placed on the balance, I don’t know who will be more important. Actually, I know in my heart that I have true love for Yang Ling, but it is very unrealistic. This kind of love only exists in fairy tales, while Xiaoyu and I are very realistic. Even if I don’t love her, she will treat me well if she falls in love with me and will be a very qualified wife and mother. This is the normal thinking of a normal man.

When I called Xiaoyu again, she had already shut down. I knew she had changed her number and I could easily find her, but I didn't know how to tell her after I found her, because I really don't know when Yang Ling and I will go to

When I was at work, Sister Liu asked me if I wanted to go to her house for dinner or not. Sister Liu was really nice to me. She and I were just lonely partners. It was a relationship between friends and lovers. This is the fourth type of relationship that people talk about now. This is probably what many men in this society need the most, because neither party needs real emotional efforts, but it is much more real than friends.

In the evening, Xiaoyu's friend gave me a call and asked me if I wanted her phone number. I wrote it down and started calling it immediately. Unexpectedly, she answered it.

What came from the phone was a familiar and distant voice.

Have you come to me to think of a reason to lie to me? If so, you don't need to say it, I don't want to listen

I don't want to explain anything to you, I just want to chat with you like a friend, will it be fine?

Xiaoyu was silent for a long time before answering me: OK, you come to the place where we meet, but I don’t want to hear the excuses you have made for yourself. What I want is the facts

Xiaoyu and I were very silent in the bar, I don't know how to start talking

I can see that she is also very conflicted

You said, if I don’t say I’m leaving, have you not figured out how to lie to me yet?

After hearing what she said, I made up my mind to tell her everything, just like to a good friend.

If you will feel disgusted after listening to it, I hope you don’t say anything about her. This incident was caused by me from the beginning, and she was also in pain. I just want to be like you. All three of us are in pain. I hope you listen patiently

When Xiaoyu finished listening to Yang Ling and me, she asked me: Who is that woman? Why don’t you say it?

I never said Yang Ling's name. I don't want to betray my relationship with her in exchange for a result that I have no affirmation with Xiaoyu, because I know that I have hidden it from others and cannot hide it from myself. My relationship with Yang Ling is not fake.

I can see that you have a deep relationship with her, so why are you still with me? Isn’t you betrayal?

I was drinking beer speechlessly, I couldn't answer

Don't drink, you're going to be drunk

What I need most now is alcohol paralysis. I don’t want to be awake. Soberness will make me think hard about many things that I can’t understand.

Then what are you going to do with her? Don’t you know that your union is unrealistic?

I know, many people have told me, but what should you do if you say I am?

Xiaoyu can't speak either

On the way home, I asked my friend to lend me his motorcycle. I wanted to see Yang Ling, but I didn't want to say anything to her, but I just wanted to see her very much. When I didn't say it, I didn't realize that I would think of her like this.

Don't go, you're drunk like this and can't ride a bike

You don't understand, if you give so much for you, you can't forget it easily. I said with a bold voice: Do you know why I didn't have sex with you at my house that day? I can't hold so many things in my heart. If you were not a good girl, that day, I would do what a man would do. Another thing is that I like you very much.

Since you like me, why don’t you forget Yang Ling and still be with her? Xiaoyu finally asked what she wanted to ask

You don't understand, like does not mean love

My friend's motorcycle is here, Xiaoyu grabbed the motorcycle hard and told me that my friend would not let me go

I asked my friend to pull her away

: Xiaoyu, you don’t understand many things. I hope you don’t hate me if you understand. I, a bad man, have not hurt you yet, and have not done anything that will make you suffer for the rest of your life.

I glanced at Xiaoyu who was crying and turned toward Yang Ling's direction as soon as the gas throttle was

It was 170 kilometers from me to Yangling's place. According to my speed, it should be 3 hours. I calculated that I could get to her at 2 o'clock. When I arrived at the county town, it started to rain. I drove the car downstairs of the company dormitory and saw that Yangling's wait was still on. I originally wanted to give her a surprise, so I didn't call her. I took out my cell phone and saw that there were countless phone calls and information on it.

When I was about to go upstairs, I saw a man's shadow appearing in the window hugging Yang Ling from behind. The two of them walked slowly inside, and then the lights turned off.

I simply don't believe everything I see in front of me. This is how a woman who always says she only loves me.

I wanted to rush up and smash the door open, but I dare not. I am just her lover. I can't even see myself. What qualifications do I have to care about her business?

I rode my bike under a tree by the side of the road, and my mind was blank. I wanted to cry but couldn't cry. I squatted on the side of the road and smoked hard. The water brought by the passing car splashed on my face and body.

I still doubt what I saw. I trembled and took out my cell phone to call Yang Ling. I was still lying to myself in my heart. It must be that I had read it wrong. As long as she answered the phone, it proved that I was blurred in my eyes.

The computer voice spoken to English came from the phone, and she turned off the phone

The rain began to heavier, and I rode on the motorcycle and drove back on the way back. The oncoming rain hit my skin and made my mind clear. When I was about to get home a few kilometers away, I stopped. I could no longer control my emotions and ran to the side of the road and burst into tears.

I'm crying what I see, crying for my self-pure love, also crying for my own stupidity and my infatuation

I asked myself if I didn't stand it, why did I do this?

What kind of role do I have in Yang Ling's mind

When I cried enough, I called Sister Liu: Sister Liu, can I think of you? I want to see you

Sister Liu didn't say anything, nor did she ask me what the reason, she just told me to whisper and don't bother the neighbors

Sister Liu opened the door and saw the mud on my body, and her face was not decent

It's almost dawn, so I'm going there crazy, like a child without anyone caring about it. I asked for clothes to change for me while I was taking a shower. Sister Liu fell asleep on the sofa, holding clean clothes in her hands

Sister Liu woke up when I was dressing: You're tired, go to bed soon, it's almost dawn

I couldn't sleep when I went to bed. Looking at the big sister who was sleeping next to me, I felt a warm feeling in my heart. She just cared about my big sister. I looked at her face and kissed her for the first time.

Under my kiss, Sister Liu's hands wrapped around my waist, and her tongue was also cooperating with me. I kissed her breasts and gently bit her nipples with her mouth and teeth. Sister Liu's waist and legs began to twist, and a moaned in her mouth.

I kissed the scar on her belly, licked it with my tongue, rubbed my hands gently between her thighs until my tongue reached the opening of her vagina, water flowed down from her long ago. It was the first time I had sex with Sister Liu willingly. I had a passive feeling when I was doing it, but today I want Sister Liu to enjoy it well.

Under the stimulation of my tongue, Sister Liu couldn't wait to spread her legs and wanted me to enter her body immediately. I didn't want to go in so early. I still used my tongue to lick every sensitive part of her in her vagina. The liquid secreted from the vagina flowed to her anus. I gently entered and exited her anus with one finger until the anus was lubricated enough. I slowly entered with my fingers with my fingers.

At this time, Sister Liu had already been unable to tell what I was doing, but she kept moaning in my mouth. The movement of her tongue in the vagina and fingers in the anus made Sister Liu reach orgasm quickly. Only then did I use my JJ to start entering Sister Liu's body. Although there are many people under the woman after the orgasm, the vagina is very tight. Such tightness makes my nerves quickly enter the most exciting time.

I turned Sister Liu's body over because I prefer to enter from behind. This posture allows you to see the closest contact between me and the other person.

It was the double enjoyment of eyes and body. Sister Liu climaxed again under my constant impact, and I quickly let go of all my energy in her body.

Sister Liu was still as careful as ever to clean the floor, and then lay next to me. From the beginning to now, she didn't ask me a word. She just knew that I must have encountered something very unhappy, and she felt that from today on my attitude towards her has changed a lot. At least I regarded her as a safe haven, which is a place I think can make me feel at ease.

I don't want to know what the message Xiaoyu gave me, nor do I want to know who Yang Ling's bed is. I just want to have a good rest. I am really tired. I hope to get up and think about these things again. I already have an answer in my heart. Xiaoyu is waiting for me, and she still cares about me very much.