Chapter 19

After I was done, Xiaoyu and I sat opposite Yang Ling. The process of eating seemed to be a poison for me. Yang Ling, opposite me, kept scanning Xiaoyu and me with her eyes. Xiaoyu's parents seemed to have noticed something, and looked at us coldly with her eyes. Only Xiaoyu didn't know at all.

After dinner, Yang Ling and Xiaoyu went to wash dishes together. I was sitting in the living room and looked at them uneasy. I was afraid that Yang Ling would say something to Xiaoyu, but listening to their happy laughter, I guess there should be no problem for the time being.

After washing the bowl, Xiaoyu wanted to go shopping with me. Yang Ling also said she wanted to go out to buy things and go with us. I politely said goodbye to Xiaoyu's parents and hurriedly took Xiaoyu and Yang Ling downstairs. When I went downstairs, I walked behind Xiaoyu and Yang Ling. Looking at the two beautiful women in front of me, I couldn't tell what I felt. As a man, I wanted to have a wife and lover at the same time.

But I am just an ordinary man, and my feelings cannot be distributed to two women at the same time. I can only choose one between them. Morally, I should be with Xiaoyu, but my relationship with Yang Ling is not something that Xiaoyu can replace. Especially Yang Ling said that she was with her that night. After eliminating my misunderstanding about her, I really feel that my attachment to Yang Ling is far more than Xiaoyu.

Xiaoyu and I went to the supermarket to buy things. Yang Ling and went home alone. Looking at her lonely back, I really want to be with her because Yang Ling has paid too much for me.

But the relationship that started wrong is destined to bear the fruit of happiness

Walking hand in hand with Xiaoyu on the street, I temporarily forgot Yang Ling. The cute woman next to me also made me feel that what she could bring to me was something Yang Ling could not give me. Looking at Xiaoyu next to me, who looked happy, I couldn't help but hug her and kiss her lips.

After the kiss, Xiaoyu looked at me with a blushing face. There are so many people on the street, how can we go home?

I nodded, I have something very important to tell you when I get home

What's the matter? Let's talk about it now

I shook my head. I was ready to tell Xiaoyu everything about me and Yang Ling, and let her choose for herself.

When I got downstairs of my house, I saw a man standing at the stairs. I suddenly became nervous. I remembered the phone call Yang Ling’s husband gave me. My intuition told me that the man at the stairs must be Yang Ling’s husband.

When I slowly walked to the stairs, I affirmed my intuition. Her husband seemed to be drunk and leaned against the wall powerlessly, but his eyes were still very clear, looking at me with a hatred look

Xiaoyu next to me screamed: Cousin, why are you here? Are you drunk? Let's take you back

Yang Ling's husband rushed towards me all of a sudden. You bastard, I'm going to kill you today.

I clearly saw him holding a fruit knife in his hand and stabbed him at me regardless of the situation.

Xiaoyu next to her screamed in fear. Xiaoyu screamed while trying to stop her cousin. I didn't run away. I know that this day will come sooner or later. This is retribution.

Yang Ling's husband pushed Xiaoyu to the ground and stabbed him at me. I instinctively flashed to the side. Her husband had drunk too much wine. Instead of stabbing the knife to me, he fell to the ground.

Xiaoyu had already stood up and ran to her cousin to cry and said: Cousin, why are you trying to kill him? Are you drunk?

Yang Ling's husband pushed her away, don't worry, this is a matter between me and him. If I don't kill him, let him kill me. Don't be deceived by this person. After that, he stood up.

I looked at the poor man in front of me and felt a very guilty feeling in my heart. It was me who forced a kind and docile man to this now. I thought that if I changed my position with him, I might also ignore my love and family.

If you drink too much, we will solve our own affairs and don't hurt Xiaoyu. Have you ever thought about the consequences of doing this? Even if you kill me, what should Yang Ling and your daughter do? I am very happy with Xiaoyu now. What I did before hurt you. I apologize to you here, but I will not do this again in the future. Don't worry, if you really feel that you have to kill me to relieve your anger, then come. After that, I stood in front of him.

I looked at the man standing in front of me and my eyes were wet. Xiaoyu stood in front of me. Cousin, I beg you, can you go back first?

Yang Ling's husband slowly turned his head and walked away when he turned around. The moment he turned around, I saw a tear falling down.

As soon as he left, Xiaoyu turned around and looked at me

You are the man who ruined my cousin's family, right?

Looking at the tears rolling in Xiaoyu's eyes, I nodded

Xiaoyu raised her hand and slapped me hard in the face

Why do you do this? Do you know that you did this hurt my cousin and ruined their happy family? You are a shameful third party? After saying that, Xiaoyu left crying and cried.

Looking at Xiaoyu who was leaving, I felt much more relaxed. This is what I will tell Xiaoyu sooner or later. I can't hide it forever. If she decides not to be with me, it will be my retribution. It is my frivolity and debauchery that made me lose a good woman. I think I should leave this city, leave this city that gives me many beautiful memories, and leave the emotional swamp that I can't escape.

After taking a shower, I lay in bed and became more determined to leave the city. Thinking back on what I did, not only hurt Yang Ling and her husband, but also hurt Xiaoyu, but also exhausted myself.

Let me bear what I can't bear

While I was still thinking, the doorbell rang. Who is it so late?

I opened the door while thinking

As soon as I opened the door, I saw Xiaoyu standing at the door with tears in her face. When I saw me open the door, she suddenly threw herself on me.

My parents knew about you and Yang Ling and told me not to interact with you. I started arguing with them, and I ran out.

A woman can do things that others can't imagine for love. I thought Xiaoyu wouldn't come to me again, but then I knew she was still here with me.

Xiaoyu still couldn't stop crying while lying on the bed. I told my mother that you are no longer with Yang Ling. They don't believe it. They say that there is something wrong with your character and that you are not a good person.

I'm not a good person at all, but since I have chosen you, I won't interact with Yang Ling anymore. I have decided to leave here, so there will be nothing more

Xiaoyu looked up and looked at me with surprise: What about me? Are you going to leave alone?

I nodded and said nothing

When I nodded, I saw Xiaoyu's sad tears rolling in her eyes. I knew I had hurt her.

So things in the world are not something that can be decided by one person. I decided that I want to leave this city but I can't change Xiaoyu's idea of ​​going with me, which makes me very depressed

Because I have already carried too much love debt and I can't pay it back. I'm afraid I will hurt Xiaoyu again in the future

I just hugged Xiaoyu tightly this night, maybe because I was thinking too much and had no idea of ​​having sex at all. Xiaoyu was also lying quietly in my arms.

I really want to call Yang Ling, but I don't want to see her before leaving.

But I was also afraid that her tears would prevent me from leaving

The next morning I saw Xiaoyu next to me with red eyes. She must have cried for a long time last night.

Thinking of the fact that I hurt one woman after another for so long, I dare not think about how I will go in the future. The debt I owe will always have to be paid back.

Xiaoyu next to her slowly opened her eyes: It's still early, why don't you sleep anymore?

I don’t want to sleep anymore, so let’s go to bed, I’m just watching you?

Xiaoyu couldn't understand what I mean, but she felt that it was not a good thing, so she sat up all of a sudden: Is it true that you said you were leaving last night? I told you, I will be with you when you go there, don't think of leaving quietly by yourself.

I won't leave, I will take you away if I want to leave, I'm afraid you won't be able to leave here. I said and touched Xiaoyu's face gently.

I have nothing to give up, I will follow you anyway. Xiaoyu said to me with a firm look on her face.

Well, let's go to work now. When I explain the work at the company clearly, we will run away together.

As I was talking, I was also happy, at least there was a girl willing to be with me

When I arrived at the unit, I told Sister Liu about what I was leaving.

You should leave here, or you go to the provincial company, I will arrange it for you. Sister Liu was buried in her head when she spoke, so that I couldn't see her expression clearly.

But I could hear the care and love in her tone

Also, you'd better take Xiaoyu with you. You have to be responsible for what you do. Xiaoyu is a good girl and will definitely be a good wife in the future. Don't hurt her. I nodded and left Sister Liu's office.

The phone rang, and a strange phone number: Hello, are you Xiao Liu? I am Xiaoyu's father. I want to talk to you. OK? Come to my house this afternoon, don't tell Xiaoyu, can you come?

I was confused: It's my uncle, no problem, I come after get off work in the afternoon. After saying that, I hurriedly hung up the phone number

I don’t know what Xiaoyu’s parents talked to me about?

But I know I must leave Xiaoyu and stop dating with his daughter again