Chapter 14

New Year's Day and Spring Festival are over in a blink of an eye. It has been two years since I met W. It has been more than half a year since I had sex with her.

Although we rarely have the opportunity to meet each other during this period, we always have warmth and sweetness in our hearts when we care about each other and miss each other.

After having sex with her in the office last time, we had two more opportunities to make out together, but it was both short and the sex was very hasty.

Once, we made an appointment in a park in the southern suburbs. On a cold day, there were no people in the park, so we hugged and kissed in a secluded place.

Later, she helped me masturbate and had an oral sex, and I cumed in her mouth again and watched her eat the semen.

After leaving the park, we had dinner in a small restaurant in the big village and walked along the street with her.

In a video store, she saw Xin Xiaoqi's album "Taste" and wanted to buy it.

I said, I bought it and gave it to you, she agreed.

In fact, I didn’t know who Xin Xiaoqi was at that time, nor had I heard her songs, but when I thought it was her favorite, I bought it for her, so I would like to be a gift I gave her.

I am ashamed that since I met her, I have never bought her a gift. Last time I went to Jingbei, I spent money on food and accommodation for a few days, and I feel a little disappointed.

After buying a tape, I asked her: Is this person’s song good?

Haha, you haven't heard of it?It sounds nice, but mainly because the artistic conception of "Taste" is good. As soon as I sing this song, I remembered when we were in S, I remembered the smell of your body, and the clothes you were wearing at that time.

She said.

Oh, so what are the lyrics of Ah?Why don't you sing it to me?

At that time, I didn’t have a recorder or something. I really wanted to hear what kind of artistic conception the song she liked was, which could evoke so many memories of her.

OK, then I sing, you listen.

As she said that, she sang softly: ...I thought there could be very little sadness, I thought I could live a good life, but who knew that when I miss you, I miss you, and have no medicine and nowhere to escape.Miss your smile, miss your coat, miss your white socks, and the smell on you.I miss your kiss…the smell of being loved in my memory.

W's voice sounds very nice, and she is also good at singing. When she sang "I miss you white socks and the smell of you", her eyes looked at me and her head slightly lit up to the rhythm of the song, looking very infatuated.

She continued to sing: ...I have very few thoughts tonight, and I don’t know if this is OK.The naked loneliness lingers in my heart... It's like congratulating her longing and love to me.

I was moved, but what moved me was not only this song, but more of her feelings for me.

She told me that the song aptly wrote her inner feelings, so she liked it very much.

This song released in winter always reminds her of the story that happened to her in the summer and would never forget her for the rest of her life: In the warm July, the days spent by a pure and flawless little girl and a middle-aged man were like paradise.

Every time she listens to this song, the scene at that time will appear in her mind, the passionate moment and warm moment.

When it was late at night, she always loved to listen to this song quietly.

When Xin Xiaoqi's natural sound came slowly from the yellow lights in the middle of the night, filling every corner, countless ripples surged in her heart, pulling on a weak nerve.

She said that the faint thoughts flowing in the elegant melody and the smell of love that have been emitting deeply touched her.

She said that the missing..., missing... in the song is actually the real and very specific missing of me.

Haha, it's really fun to think about it.If you fall in love with someone, you will like everything about him, including the smell of sweat on his body and his smelly socks.At that time, you were asleep in the bed, and I was washing your smelly socks and your smelly shorts in the bathroom. Now thinking about it, I am really a silly wife, like an old mother who was ordered, and I felt quite beautiful in my heart.After I got home, listening to this song, I always thought about the red T-shirt, yellow casual pants and your thick white cotton thread socks that you wore at that time. I also remembered the way you gave me a hot compress when you were busy. I felt that you were so careful and considerate when you gave me a hot compress.

As she said that, she suddenly changed her tone and joked: Haha, are you too proud after hearing these words?

I didn't answer because I didn't know how to answer.My thought at the time was that if it weren't for being on the street, I would have stripped her naked and asked her hard.