Your mouth has already succeeded, and your next goal is naturally breasts. Besides, your breasts are not as big as that. Which man will not drool when he sees them!
screw you!My chest was already very sensitive, and he suddenly put his hand on it. I couldn't help but snorted, and he stuck his tongue in.
Did you still resist at that time?
I can't remember it!
If you can't remember anything, if you don't have it, then you won't have it. Your desire at this time must have surpassed reason.
Are you perverted?If people hear their own...that...that...that...that...that's definitely very angry. You're better, the more you talk, you're getting more and more excited!
OK, I won’t interrupt you, please continue!
What else can I say?I have never told anyone about this, and I don’t even want to recall it myself, but what about you, do you have to ask the bottom of it and reveal the scars?
Where is it!You dare not face it because this incident has become a scar in your heart. The more you want to hide it, the more painful it feels. Only by daring to review the process and analyze the psychology of the time can you truly heal, right?
snort!You are full of mouths, no matter how you say it, you are right!
What happened later?He has touched your breasts, so he didn't touch his mouth?
Um!He wanted to take off my clothes, but I didn't let him go, so he... directly lifted my dress and then turned... my bra... upwards.
No!Wouldn't these two snow-white big breasts be completely left in front of him?
Can you stop talking so obscenely?
I just sighed that it was so cheap!Did he eat both of your breasts?
It seemed...it didn't seem to be there. I only ate the one on the left, he was rubbing the one on the right, and my right hand was also holding his hand tightly.
Is it so good to be sucked by him?
I said that I was very conflicted and painful at the time, and I just hope that he could stop in time and let me go home!
Then if he doesn't stop, you will let him continue?
No, he wanted to take off my panties, but I didn't let it go, and then he started taking off his own pants.Taking advantage of this time, I woke up a lot and broke free from his control.
Wait, he took off his pants, didn't you see his tin?Is his dick big?
I don't remember, I didn't feel that way at that time!Why are your focus different from others?
All right!Then what are you thinking when you calm down?
It should be... to remind myself that no matter how moved you are, you still have a bottom line.
What is your bottom line?
What do you think?
Are you thinking at that time that no matter what he has done to you, as long as you haven't let him in, you will not be sorry for your family.
I already feel very sorry for my family, so I can only say that keeping the bottom line may relieve my guilt.
Hearing this, my already cold heart actually felt a little warm.
What happened later?
Later, I hurriedly sorted out my clothes, ran out with my bag.
Didn't he chase you?
No!
Haven't looked for you again?
I didn't reply to the text message, and I didn't answer the phone call.
Then there was no contact!
there is none left!
At this moment, I felt an unprecedented relief, and my mood seemed to instantly change from dark clouds to clear sky, even though my mother was still naked with Zhao Fei at this time.
His experience of chasing you is actually a bit similar to mine!
So I feel a little guilty too!
What are you guilty of?Do you like him a little too?
No, no!I might be moved by him just in that particular atmosphere!
Since he could reject that colleague at the last moment, why couldn’t he defend Zhao Fei?
Maybe that colleague is not as handsome as Zhao Fei?
After all, there are a few boys who can have a look like Zhao Fei.
Or maybe that colleague didn’t have Zhao Fei’s means and perseverance?
Thinking about it, Zhao Fei also used all kinds of tricks and fought repeatedly, and took more than four months of hard work to achieve his goal.
None of these matters now. What is important is that the male colleague did not capture my mother's heart or defile her chastity. This means that my mother did not cheat. In this way, the image of my mother's once loving mother did not collapse in my heart.
Thinking of this, I smiled, and the natural joy in my heart made it difficult for me to hide it.
Did this cause you a lot?
Um!I remember it was sad for a long time, and it took at least half a year to recover.
In my memory, there is only the scene of my mother taking care of me, supervising me and discipline, but I can’t remember that my mother had emotional or behavioral disorders.
Could it be that I was not mature enough at that time?
In this way, the situation in college has forced me to grow too much in the past six months?
What are you sad about?The whole process is what he forced you, and it is him who is sorry for you!Besides, you didn’t let him succeed, and there was no need to have a psychological burden after returning to the family!
After all, I have had close contact with him, so I still find it difficult to forgive myself psychologically!
What about now?Can't you forgive yourself even if you are with me?
OK!I have said everything I should say, you should be satisfied, right?
good!
You sit for a while, the living room is messy and I'm going to clean up!
Wait, can you call Xiaoyun?
What's wrong?What do you want to do?
Is Zhao Fei really going to let Chen Chen know me?My hand holding my phone trembled involuntarily.
None!The Student Union has had activities these two days, but I heard that Xiaoyun left in advance because of the club. Why don’t you ask him if he will go home today?
It turned out that girl told Zhao Fei about my breakup appointment at the time of battle.
Forget it, just think that Zhao Fei’s idea was to please her mother and talk nonsense. Why should I take it seriously?
However, Zhao Fei should have been anxious yesterday, so why did he ask my mother to ask me today?
Maybe the girl saw that Zhao Fei was taking good care of me and thought that I was very close to Zhao Fei and didn’t want to offend me, so she didn’t notify Zhao Fei in time, right?
What do you mean is Xiaoyun going home early?
Not necessarily, so ask him!
good!As soon as he finished speaking, my mother hurriedly picked up her cell phone.
Soon, my phone vibrated.
Hello?
Xiaoyun Ah, are you still in school?
Um!
Which day will you come back?I'll buy your favorite dishes in advance!
the day after tomorrow.
OK, be careful when you go home. If you have too many things, just take a taxi back!
oh!
The phone hung up, and I realized that it was wrong. Didn’t I indulge my mother and Zhao Fei?
Alas, I don’t know why, since I knew that my mother hadn’t cheated, I seemed to be a little proud, so I ignored that my mother was already on the road of cheating.
I recalled the call I had with me after my mother was violated by Zhao Fei's corridor, and my tone was filled with anxiety and regret. I seemed to be looking forward to my comfort and understanding very much. However, this time, it would be fine if I looked for it for granted, but I also came to monitor me for Zhao Fei, and I treated me as an outsider.
Having said that, am I really afraid that my mother will cheat?
If I weren't afraid, I wouldn't have followed Zhao Fei until now.
But if I were afraid, how could I watch Zhao Fei take possession of his mother step by step without being moved?
Is it not that I am afraid that my mother cheats, but that I am afraid that I miss every scene of my mother cheating?Can I satisfy my curiosity about sex only by watching the scene of my mother cheating?
Why did he lose the courage to stop Li Kai violated his mother the night?
Why do Zhao Fei and his mother's legs tremble so much that they are out of control when they are passionate in the corridor?
Why did he choose to acquiescently when Zhao Fei and his mother kissed each other by the river?
Why did Zhao Fei and his mother meet up with each other all the way?
Why didn’t he appear in time before Zhao Fei’s video lures his mother out?
When I think about it carefully, there are too many opportunities to stop my mother from cheating, but I was not sure once. Even whenever I see my mother on the verge of cheating or is cheating, my body dominance is in a direction that is conducive to my mother's cheating. In short, everything I do is to make my mother cheat.
Is it really that dirty?
Is it really that perverted?
But isn’t what I do enough to prove everything?
Could it be that I have never dared to face my truest self?
However, no matter the education I received since childhood or the three views I established when I grew up, it is impossible for me to breed my thoughts, let alone the behaviors that support me.
Is this what I was born with?
Does the correct education and values only conceal my nature?
Do you have a picture of that male colleague?
Hearing Zhao Fei's voice, I looked at my phone. It was already past eight o'clock in the evening. Zhao Fei on the sofa was massaging his mother in pajamas.
What's wrong?
I want to see it!
How could I have it?
Don’t have any friends circle?
Where was there WeChat at that time?
Didn’t he add your WeChat account later?
None!What's good to look at?
I want to see what my girlfriend really thinks about?
Are you not confident in yourself?
For Ah!If he is more handsome than me, you might really like him?
Don't worry, he is not as beautiful as you!
I don’t believe you if you look better than me!
If you don't believe it, there is nothing you can do.
There is no group photo in your unit?
Well……
There must be something right?
I don't remember where to put it!
Go and search!It's definitely found!After Zhao Fei finished speaking, he pushed his mother into the room as if she was coquettish.
After a while, my mother walked out of the room, handed the photo to Zhao Fei, and said shyly: This is a group photo of our unit traveling that year. Don’t laugh after seeing it!
Zhao Fei took the photo, looked carefully, and asked: Could it be the one standing beside you, right?
Um!
No?Just look like this?
The sun was strong at that time, and he didn't take a good photo. Besides, he was not as good as you, but it wasn't ugly either!
Zhao Fei looked at his mother in confusion and smiled: Can't you say he is bad?You might not have dated him?
Forehead?What are you talking nonsense?
Look at him, just stand by you, you still look very close.
I remembered that there was indeed a group photo of Zhang's mother traveling to the unit at home, but in my impression, she was surrounded by people and didn't notice that she had a particularly close male colleague around her.
Where is intimacy?At that time, the leader said he was going to take a group photo, so he just came over!
It’s not easy to get together, but it’s suspicious to get together with you!
They are all colleagues, and nothing!
So who is Xiaoya?
The first one on the left of the second row.
Not ugly!Very sophisticated!
I didn't say she was ugly, she is the youngest and most beautiful girl in our department!
Still not as beautiful as you!
Come on, I don’t have her watery spirit!
Since you are from the same department, why is she so far away from you when taking photos?
Maybe he just happened to be standing there!
She stood alone on the side, her face was not good-looking. Could it be that she was angry with you because you stole her boyfriend?
How could it be?Where can I grab it?The expression was just a moment, and she might not have been prepared for funny things!
Yeah?Then I have a question!
After Zhao Fei finished speaking, he threw his mother on the sofa and smiled and said: When he was rubbing your breasts, he let go of one of your hands. What was your hand doing at that time?
When I was cleaning up housework, were you still thinking about this?
Say it quickly!Have you started hugging him too?
I don't remember it, but I won't hug him!
It's possible!When you stop resisting, it means that you have accepted him psychologically, and then you may be very likely to give him a signal of encouragement in your behavior!
At that time... it seemed... he... to press my hands with one hand, right?
As soon as my mother finished speaking, Zhao Fei raised her mother's hands over her head, then pressed her arms with one hand, and smiled and said: Come and try to break free!
Are you all bored?
Let’s restore the scene at that time and add some interest!
My mother showed helplessness and had to twist her arms, but her arms easily broke free from the control of Zhao Fei's palm.
I think he must be not taller than me, right?
No, he looks about 172!
Since he is not as tall as me, his palms must be not as big as me. Even I can't hold your hands with one hand. How could he do it?
What do you mean?
hey-hey!Is it possible that you are already in heat in that state, so you are voluntarily held down by him?
Nonsense...
Before the word "Dao" was expressed, Zhao Fei had already kissed his mother's cherry lips. His mother glanced at Zhao Fei angrily, but did not open her cherry lips.
Zhao Fei then put his hand into his mother's underwear. He heard his mom's soft hum, and Zhao Fei's tongue had already penetrated into his mother's mouth.
With the sucking of lips and flesh, the licking and entanglement of tongues, and the various ups and downs of the chest in the pajamas, my mother gradually changed from heavy breathing to gentle moans.
Well...uh...uh...
Suddenly, Zhao Fei left her mother's cherry lips and smiled: Did you make such a sound at that time?
When talking about other men and me, you can still be so excited. Are you a pervert?
Only when men hear stories about their favorite women and other men can they inspire the strongest jealousy and possessiveness, and they will be more passionate to completely conquer women through their bodies.
After saying that, Zhao Fei kissed his mother's neck and sucked, saying: Didn't you make such a sound at that time just a signal to encourage him?It's equivalent to telling him to keep going, don't stop, I feel very comfortable, I need you!
There was no such sound at that time!
Then why do you make a sound now?
He is not you!
This is not the first time we have sex, you can still be so sensitive, it is conceivable that the first time you kissed him, you will only be more sensitive than now!
After Zhao Fei finished speaking, he unbuttoned his mother's pajamas, then grabbed one nipple in one mouthful, and fiddled with another nipple with two fingers.
Well... Mom snorted and said: Maybe?I... can't remember it clearly!
The frequency of cheek tumbling is getting higher and higher, and the speed of finger fisting is getting faster and faster.
Mom closed her eyes and twisted her body. The strong pleasure seemed to start from her two nipples and then gradually spread to every corner of her body.
Haven’t you kissed me only once?Could it be that he had kissed you before?
No...I...I don't remember it!
Did you just go on that night of travel?
Mom closed her eyes and shook her head vigorously.
His internship period was half a year, and the paper crane was only given for three months. What about the other three months?
Just...it's normal...it's normal to work!
Have you been dating you in those three months?
Not counting...no...we...mother shook her head again.
Doesn't count?Or not?
No!
He is risking crime when he violates you. The best result is to get your body in a very reluctant state. Not only can you not get your heart, it may also be possible to completely anger you. The reward is not high, and the cost of investment is too high, right?
Then...what are you?That time in the corridor... no... no, I didn't agree?
That’s right, it’s because we have been familiar with each other on WeChat and on calls every day for almost three months. I have confessed to you and you are also very clear about what I think of you. Meeting, having dinner, and watching movies again has the impulse to me later.If he had no emotional foundation with you before, how could he dare to do such an irrational thing?He was already unemployed at that time. If you sue for rape or something, wouldn’t he completely destroy himself?
As Zhao Fei continued to dig deeper, I felt more and more scared.
If my mother hadn't cheated at that time, why would Zhao Fei find a loophole in her memories every time?
Could it be that my mother just doesn’t want to tell Zhao Fei the truth?
If this is true, then isn’t the part that my mother lied or concealed was something that couldn’t be known to her with that male colleague?
My mother didn't reply, but the anxiety on her face became stronger and stronger.
I know you won't lie to me. The process you mentioned must have happened. It's just that the timeline is confused and many key details are omitted. In addition, some of your ideas have also been polished by you, right?
Why do you have to keep this matter behind?
It’s you who haven’t let go!If you really let go and just smile calmly, why should you hide it?
What's the point of being so detailed?It's just that you make you laugh at me in your heart, right?
Just like my girlfriend, I always like to ask about my first love and I don’t want to say it, but now I understand that only when I really care about a person will try my best to understand her, including her strengths and weaknesses, the good and wrong things she does.
What happened between you and your first love is something that happens between a normal couple. Can it be the same as mine?
It's different!But if you are beautiful, you will naturally attract men's attention, and it is inevitable to attract bees and butterflies. This is not your fault!
If you are not married, it is indeed true, but if you are married, you must be wrong!
Whether married or unmarried, we are human beings, and not gods after all. Who can guarantee that we can be calm when facing a fanatical suitor with good conditions?
Mom closed her eyes, as if she was having a fierce ideological struggle.
Zhao Fei hugged his mother in his arms, leaned her face against her head, and said softly: Do you think I will laugh at you?Haha, I will only be even more jealous of that man, why can he leave such a deep mark in your heart?
Don’t be stupid, he doesn’t have the deep marks you have!
Are you willing to say it?
Mom took a deep breath, without agreeing or refusing.
Every time your story with him is wrong and interspersed, it will never be reasonable and coherent. Can you tell it out in one go this time, including the entire process of your acquaintance, love and breakup, and your true thoughts at that time, even if that idea seems wrong now, is it OK?
Um!Mom nodded.
What's his name?
Lin Xingchen.
What do you usually call him?
Kobayashi.
How long did Kobayashi start to send you paper cranes when he entered the unit?
In fact, he didn't give it to him at first.Because the department he entered is the supply chain, and the old employees in the supply chain asked him, the intern, to connect with our finance department whenever he had any problems, so he often appeared in our department and became familiar with many colleagues in our department.
What about him to you?Is there anything special?
I didn't know him well at that time, and he didn't take the initiative to approach me.Everyone thought he wanted to have sex with Xiaoya, after all, only Xiaoya was about the same age as him, only a little older than him.Every time he comes, someone always jokes with him and asks him if he is coming to see our Xiaoya again.
Do you also think he wants to chase Xiaoya?
I always feel that his eyes look at me are different, and he occasionally peeks at me. However, I think I am so old that I am so much older than him, so he shouldn't have any thoughts about me, right?
If I remember correctly, this happened three years ago. Three years ago, you were 39 years old. How old was he?
He just graduated from university and was 22 years old.
Wow, that's 17 years older!
As for Ah, I think he must have seen that I have a family, so he doesn’t dare to think about that. Besides, he might not only look at me like this, but also Xiaoya?
Have you ever been in love with your husband before?
No.
That's no wonder.
Are you making fun of me again?
No, it’s just because you don’t have much love experience that you have so many thoughts about a young man looking at you a few more times. This is normal!
He looked at it a few more times, it is impossible for him not to feel it?Besides, he also said later that he came every time to see me.
You are so beautiful now, you must be even more beautiful when you were young, and there must be many people around you who like you, right?
From studying to working, there have been some.
You have never been in a relationship like this, won’t you feel a little regretful?
It's a little bit!
So you may not care about men who are about the same age as you or older than you pay attention to you. It is precisely men who are younger than you pay attention to you to attract your attention, because you subconsciously hope to make up for the regret of not having a relationship when you were young.
I don't know, maybe it's!
Then what?Did he do anything?
From then on, I found that there was a paper crane in the drawer every day.
What does it feel to see a paper crane?
It was strange at first, and I was also very afraid of being seen. Later, I found that it was not interrupted every day, and I was actually very happy.
Do you know it was given to him?
I guess it must be him, because I have never seen anyone give it to you before, and only young people like this!
When did you point it out?
Once at noon, my colleague and I met him at the cafeteria. He was very simple and talkative, which made us amused.After that fight, he would have dinner with us every day.I also learned that he comes from the countryside and his family is not in good condition, but his grades in school are very good, so he was recruited by our public institution. His parents are proud of him for being able to enter the public institution. He said that his dream is to take root in this city.
To be honest, seeing that he is so inspiring, do you already like him a little?
Uh... plus the paper crane he gives every day, my vision of him is indeed a bit different from others.
At this moment, Li Kai's appearance came to my mind.
He also comes from the countryside, has a poor family, has excellent grades, and wants to stay in this city. Could it be that the reason why my mother favored Li Kai in the past was because she saw the shadow of Xiaolin in Li Kai?
Since you already have feelings for him, you have not shown any paper cranes to him?
No, he didn't mention it, how could I mention it?Besides, I never thought about what to do with him. I think I am just a friend of him anyway, so there is nothing wrong with being friends with a young man, right?
What happened later?
During the chat, I learned that the apartment building he rented was on the way to my house, but it was two bus stops farther than my house.He suggested taking the bus home with me. I thought it was not good at that time, but he was too enthusiastic and did not show any other ideas, so I didn't want to refuse directly. As a result, after get off work that day, he came to wait for me to leave together.
I found another opportunity to be alone with you!
More than that, after I arrived at the station, he insisted on getting off the bus with me and then took me outside my community. In order to save money, he walked two more stops to go home.I have said many times that he should not do this, but he just doesn't listen.
You are actually quite happy, right?
Will you believe it if you say it is not available?I actually don’t want him to be like this. Although I am not familiar with the neighbors around me, I still don’t want to be seen by my neighbors.
I'm very curious. Since your family has a car and your husband is not at home often, why can't you drive his car to work?
Even if I don’t drive his car, it’s okay to buy another one I drive myself, and the garage downstairs still has a double parking space.But I am already used to this kind of life and I have no intention of learning to drive again.
He is getting closer and closer to you, and you will definitely be able to detect it, aren't you afraid that something will happen to him?
I know he is trying to get closer to me, and I also know that he shouldn't be too close to him, but he had not made any statement at that time. I also think that as long as I can grasp the right measure, something may not necessarily happen!
What's the result?
I still think it's simple.
screw you!My chest was already very sensitive, and he suddenly put his hand on it. I couldn't help but snorted, and he stuck his tongue in.
Did you still resist at that time?
I can't remember it!
If you can't remember anything, if you don't have it, then you won't have it. Your desire at this time must have surpassed reason.
Are you perverted?If people hear their own...that...that...that...that...that's definitely very angry. You're better, the more you talk, you're getting more and more excited!
OK, I won’t interrupt you, please continue!
What else can I say?I have never told anyone about this, and I don’t even want to recall it myself, but what about you, do you have to ask the bottom of it and reveal the scars?
Where is it!You dare not face it because this incident has become a scar in your heart. The more you want to hide it, the more painful it feels. Only by daring to review the process and analyze the psychology of the time can you truly heal, right?
snort!You are full of mouths, no matter how you say it, you are right!
What happened later?He has touched your breasts, so he didn't touch his mouth?
Um!He wanted to take off my clothes, but I didn't let him go, so he... directly lifted my dress and then turned... my bra... upwards.
No!Wouldn't these two snow-white big breasts be completely left in front of him?
Can you stop talking so obscenely?
I just sighed that it was so cheap!Did he eat both of your breasts?
It seemed...it didn't seem to be there. I only ate the one on the left, he was rubbing the one on the right, and my right hand was also holding his hand tightly.
Is it so good to be sucked by him?
I said that I was very conflicted and painful at the time, and I just hope that he could stop in time and let me go home!
Then if he doesn't stop, you will let him continue?
No, he wanted to take off my panties, but I didn't let it go, and then he started taking off his own pants.Taking advantage of this time, I woke up a lot and broke free from his control.
Wait, he took off his pants, didn't you see his tin?Is his dick big?
I don't remember, I didn't feel that way at that time!Why are your focus different from others?
All right!Then what are you thinking when you calm down?
It should be... to remind myself that no matter how moved you are, you still have a bottom line.
What is your bottom line?
What do you think?
Are you thinking at that time that no matter what he has done to you, as long as you haven't let him in, you will not be sorry for your family.
I already feel very sorry for my family, so I can only say that keeping the bottom line may relieve my guilt.
Hearing this, my already cold heart actually felt a little warm.
What happened later?
Later, I hurriedly sorted out my clothes, ran out with my bag.
Didn't he chase you?
No!
Haven't looked for you again?
I didn't reply to the text message, and I didn't answer the phone call.
Then there was no contact!
there is none left!
At this moment, I felt an unprecedented relief, and my mood seemed to instantly change from dark clouds to clear sky, even though my mother was still naked with Zhao Fei at this time.
His experience of chasing you is actually a bit similar to mine!
So I feel a little guilty too!
What are you guilty of?Do you like him a little too?
No, no!I might be moved by him just in that particular atmosphere!
Since he could reject that colleague at the last moment, why couldn’t he defend Zhao Fei?
Maybe that colleague is not as handsome as Zhao Fei?
After all, there are a few boys who can have a look like Zhao Fei.
Or maybe that colleague didn’t have Zhao Fei’s means and perseverance?
Thinking about it, Zhao Fei also used all kinds of tricks and fought repeatedly, and took more than four months of hard work to achieve his goal.
None of these matters now. What is important is that the male colleague did not capture my mother's heart or defile her chastity. This means that my mother did not cheat. In this way, the image of my mother's once loving mother did not collapse in my heart.
Thinking of this, I smiled, and the natural joy in my heart made it difficult for me to hide it.
Did this cause you a lot?
Um!I remember it was sad for a long time, and it took at least half a year to recover.
In my memory, there is only the scene of my mother taking care of me, supervising me and discipline, but I can’t remember that my mother had emotional or behavioral disorders.
Could it be that I was not mature enough at that time?
In this way, the situation in college has forced me to grow too much in the past six months?
What are you sad about?The whole process is what he forced you, and it is him who is sorry for you!Besides, you didn’t let him succeed, and there was no need to have a psychological burden after returning to the family!
After all, I have had close contact with him, so I still find it difficult to forgive myself psychologically!
What about now?Can't you forgive yourself even if you are with me?
OK!I have said everything I should say, you should be satisfied, right?
good!
You sit for a while, the living room is messy and I'm going to clean up!
Wait, can you call Xiaoyun?
What's wrong?What do you want to do?
Is Zhao Fei really going to let Chen Chen know me?My hand holding my phone trembled involuntarily.
None!The Student Union has had activities these two days, but I heard that Xiaoyun left in advance because of the club. Why don’t you ask him if he will go home today?
It turned out that girl told Zhao Fei about my breakup appointment at the time of battle.
Forget it, just think that Zhao Fei’s idea was to please her mother and talk nonsense. Why should I take it seriously?
However, Zhao Fei should have been anxious yesterday, so why did he ask my mother to ask me today?
Maybe the girl saw that Zhao Fei was taking good care of me and thought that I was very close to Zhao Fei and didn’t want to offend me, so she didn’t notify Zhao Fei in time, right?
What do you mean is Xiaoyun going home early?
Not necessarily, so ask him!
good!As soon as he finished speaking, my mother hurriedly picked up her cell phone.
Soon, my phone vibrated.
Hello?
Xiaoyun Ah, are you still in school?
Um!
Which day will you come back?I'll buy your favorite dishes in advance!
the day after tomorrow.
OK, be careful when you go home. If you have too many things, just take a taxi back!
oh!
The phone hung up, and I realized that it was wrong. Didn’t I indulge my mother and Zhao Fei?
Alas, I don’t know why, since I knew that my mother hadn’t cheated, I seemed to be a little proud, so I ignored that my mother was already on the road of cheating.
I recalled the call I had with me after my mother was violated by Zhao Fei's corridor, and my tone was filled with anxiety and regret. I seemed to be looking forward to my comfort and understanding very much. However, this time, it would be fine if I looked for it for granted, but I also came to monitor me for Zhao Fei, and I treated me as an outsider.
Having said that, am I really afraid that my mother will cheat?
If I weren't afraid, I wouldn't have followed Zhao Fei until now.
But if I were afraid, how could I watch Zhao Fei take possession of his mother step by step without being moved?
Is it not that I am afraid that my mother cheats, but that I am afraid that I miss every scene of my mother cheating?Can I satisfy my curiosity about sex only by watching the scene of my mother cheating?
Why did he lose the courage to stop Li Kai violated his mother the night?
Why do Zhao Fei and his mother's legs tremble so much that they are out of control when they are passionate in the corridor?
Why did he choose to acquiescently when Zhao Fei and his mother kissed each other by the river?
Why did Zhao Fei and his mother meet up with each other all the way?
Why didn’t he appear in time before Zhao Fei’s video lures his mother out?
When I think about it carefully, there are too many opportunities to stop my mother from cheating, but I was not sure once. Even whenever I see my mother on the verge of cheating or is cheating, my body dominance is in a direction that is conducive to my mother's cheating. In short, everything I do is to make my mother cheat.
Is it really that dirty?
Is it really that perverted?
But isn’t what I do enough to prove everything?
Could it be that I have never dared to face my truest self?
However, no matter the education I received since childhood or the three views I established when I grew up, it is impossible for me to breed my thoughts, let alone the behaviors that support me.
Is this what I was born with?
Does the correct education and values only conceal my nature?
Do you have a picture of that male colleague?
Hearing Zhao Fei's voice, I looked at my phone. It was already past eight o'clock in the evening. Zhao Fei on the sofa was massaging his mother in pajamas.
What's wrong?
I want to see it!
How could I have it?
Don’t have any friends circle?
Where was there WeChat at that time?
Didn’t he add your WeChat account later?
None!What's good to look at?
I want to see what my girlfriend really thinks about?
Are you not confident in yourself?
For Ah!If he is more handsome than me, you might really like him?
Don't worry, he is not as beautiful as you!
I don’t believe you if you look better than me!
If you don't believe it, there is nothing you can do.
There is no group photo in your unit?
Well……
There must be something right?
I don't remember where to put it!
Go and search!It's definitely found!After Zhao Fei finished speaking, he pushed his mother into the room as if she was coquettish.
After a while, my mother walked out of the room, handed the photo to Zhao Fei, and said shyly: This is a group photo of our unit traveling that year. Don’t laugh after seeing it!
Zhao Fei took the photo, looked carefully, and asked: Could it be the one standing beside you, right?
Um!
No?Just look like this?
The sun was strong at that time, and he didn't take a good photo. Besides, he was not as good as you, but it wasn't ugly either!
Zhao Fei looked at his mother in confusion and smiled: Can't you say he is bad?You might not have dated him?
Forehead?What are you talking nonsense?
Look at him, just stand by you, you still look very close.
I remembered that there was indeed a group photo of Zhang's mother traveling to the unit at home, but in my impression, she was surrounded by people and didn't notice that she had a particularly close male colleague around her.
Where is intimacy?At that time, the leader said he was going to take a group photo, so he just came over!
It’s not easy to get together, but it’s suspicious to get together with you!
They are all colleagues, and nothing!
So who is Xiaoya?
The first one on the left of the second row.
Not ugly!Very sophisticated!
I didn't say she was ugly, she is the youngest and most beautiful girl in our department!
Still not as beautiful as you!
Come on, I don’t have her watery spirit!
Since you are from the same department, why is she so far away from you when taking photos?
Maybe he just happened to be standing there!
She stood alone on the side, her face was not good-looking. Could it be that she was angry with you because you stole her boyfriend?
How could it be?Where can I grab it?The expression was just a moment, and she might not have been prepared for funny things!
Yeah?Then I have a question!
After Zhao Fei finished speaking, he threw his mother on the sofa and smiled and said: When he was rubbing your breasts, he let go of one of your hands. What was your hand doing at that time?
When I was cleaning up housework, were you still thinking about this?
Say it quickly!Have you started hugging him too?
I don't remember it, but I won't hug him!
It's possible!When you stop resisting, it means that you have accepted him psychologically, and then you may be very likely to give him a signal of encouragement in your behavior!
At that time... it seemed... he... to press my hands with one hand, right?
As soon as my mother finished speaking, Zhao Fei raised her mother's hands over her head, then pressed her arms with one hand, and smiled and said: Come and try to break free!
Are you all bored?
Let’s restore the scene at that time and add some interest!
My mother showed helplessness and had to twist her arms, but her arms easily broke free from the control of Zhao Fei's palm.
I think he must be not taller than me, right?
No, he looks about 172!
Since he is not as tall as me, his palms must be not as big as me. Even I can't hold your hands with one hand. How could he do it?
What do you mean?
hey-hey!Is it possible that you are already in heat in that state, so you are voluntarily held down by him?
Nonsense...
Before the word "Dao" was expressed, Zhao Fei had already kissed his mother's cherry lips. His mother glanced at Zhao Fei angrily, but did not open her cherry lips.
Zhao Fei then put his hand into his mother's underwear. He heard his mom's soft hum, and Zhao Fei's tongue had already penetrated into his mother's mouth.
With the sucking of lips and flesh, the licking and entanglement of tongues, and the various ups and downs of the chest in the pajamas, my mother gradually changed from heavy breathing to gentle moans.
Well...uh...uh...
Suddenly, Zhao Fei left her mother's cherry lips and smiled: Did you make such a sound at that time?
When talking about other men and me, you can still be so excited. Are you a pervert?
Only when men hear stories about their favorite women and other men can they inspire the strongest jealousy and possessiveness, and they will be more passionate to completely conquer women through their bodies.
After saying that, Zhao Fei kissed his mother's neck and sucked, saying: Didn't you make such a sound at that time just a signal to encourage him?It's equivalent to telling him to keep going, don't stop, I feel very comfortable, I need you!
There was no such sound at that time!
Then why do you make a sound now?
He is not you!
This is not the first time we have sex, you can still be so sensitive, it is conceivable that the first time you kissed him, you will only be more sensitive than now!
After Zhao Fei finished speaking, he unbuttoned his mother's pajamas, then grabbed one nipple in one mouthful, and fiddled with another nipple with two fingers.
Well... Mom snorted and said: Maybe?I... can't remember it clearly!
The frequency of cheek tumbling is getting higher and higher, and the speed of finger fisting is getting faster and faster.
Mom closed her eyes and twisted her body. The strong pleasure seemed to start from her two nipples and then gradually spread to every corner of her body.
Haven’t you kissed me only once?Could it be that he had kissed you before?
No...I...I don't remember it!
Did you just go on that night of travel?
Mom closed her eyes and shook her head vigorously.
His internship period was half a year, and the paper crane was only given for three months. What about the other three months?
Just...it's normal...it's normal to work!
Have you been dating you in those three months?
Not counting...no...we...mother shook her head again.
Doesn't count?Or not?
No!
He is risking crime when he violates you. The best result is to get your body in a very reluctant state. Not only can you not get your heart, it may also be possible to completely anger you. The reward is not high, and the cost of investment is too high, right?
Then...what are you?That time in the corridor... no... no, I didn't agree?
That’s right, it’s because we have been familiar with each other on WeChat and on calls every day for almost three months. I have confessed to you and you are also very clear about what I think of you. Meeting, having dinner, and watching movies again has the impulse to me later.If he had no emotional foundation with you before, how could he dare to do such an irrational thing?He was already unemployed at that time. If you sue for rape or something, wouldn’t he completely destroy himself?
As Zhao Fei continued to dig deeper, I felt more and more scared.
If my mother hadn't cheated at that time, why would Zhao Fei find a loophole in her memories every time?
Could it be that my mother just doesn’t want to tell Zhao Fei the truth?
If this is true, then isn’t the part that my mother lied or concealed was something that couldn’t be known to her with that male colleague?
My mother didn't reply, but the anxiety on her face became stronger and stronger.
I know you won't lie to me. The process you mentioned must have happened. It's just that the timeline is confused and many key details are omitted. In addition, some of your ideas have also been polished by you, right?
Why do you have to keep this matter behind?
It’s you who haven’t let go!If you really let go and just smile calmly, why should you hide it?
What's the point of being so detailed?It's just that you make you laugh at me in your heart, right?
Just like my girlfriend, I always like to ask about my first love and I don’t want to say it, but now I understand that only when I really care about a person will try my best to understand her, including her strengths and weaknesses, the good and wrong things she does.
What happened between you and your first love is something that happens between a normal couple. Can it be the same as mine?
It's different!But if you are beautiful, you will naturally attract men's attention, and it is inevitable to attract bees and butterflies. This is not your fault!
If you are not married, it is indeed true, but if you are married, you must be wrong!
Whether married or unmarried, we are human beings, and not gods after all. Who can guarantee that we can be calm when facing a fanatical suitor with good conditions?
Mom closed her eyes, as if she was having a fierce ideological struggle.
Zhao Fei hugged his mother in his arms, leaned her face against her head, and said softly: Do you think I will laugh at you?Haha, I will only be even more jealous of that man, why can he leave such a deep mark in your heart?
Don’t be stupid, he doesn’t have the deep marks you have!
Are you willing to say it?
Mom took a deep breath, without agreeing or refusing.
Every time your story with him is wrong and interspersed, it will never be reasonable and coherent. Can you tell it out in one go this time, including the entire process of your acquaintance, love and breakup, and your true thoughts at that time, even if that idea seems wrong now, is it OK?
Um!Mom nodded.
What's his name?
Lin Xingchen.
What do you usually call him?
Kobayashi.
How long did Kobayashi start to send you paper cranes when he entered the unit?
In fact, he didn't give it to him at first.Because the department he entered is the supply chain, and the old employees in the supply chain asked him, the intern, to connect with our finance department whenever he had any problems, so he often appeared in our department and became familiar with many colleagues in our department.
What about him to you?Is there anything special?
I didn't know him well at that time, and he didn't take the initiative to approach me.Everyone thought he wanted to have sex with Xiaoya, after all, only Xiaoya was about the same age as him, only a little older than him.Every time he comes, someone always jokes with him and asks him if he is coming to see our Xiaoya again.
Do you also think he wants to chase Xiaoya?
I always feel that his eyes look at me are different, and he occasionally peeks at me. However, I think I am so old that I am so much older than him, so he shouldn't have any thoughts about me, right?
If I remember correctly, this happened three years ago. Three years ago, you were 39 years old. How old was he?
He just graduated from university and was 22 years old.
Wow, that's 17 years older!
As for Ah, I think he must have seen that I have a family, so he doesn’t dare to think about that. Besides, he might not only look at me like this, but also Xiaoya?
Have you ever been in love with your husband before?
No.
That's no wonder.
Are you making fun of me again?
No, it’s just because you don’t have much love experience that you have so many thoughts about a young man looking at you a few more times. This is normal!
He looked at it a few more times, it is impossible for him not to feel it?Besides, he also said later that he came every time to see me.
You are so beautiful now, you must be even more beautiful when you were young, and there must be many people around you who like you, right?
From studying to working, there have been some.
You have never been in a relationship like this, won’t you feel a little regretful?
It's a little bit!
So you may not care about men who are about the same age as you or older than you pay attention to you. It is precisely men who are younger than you pay attention to you to attract your attention, because you subconsciously hope to make up for the regret of not having a relationship when you were young.
I don't know, maybe it's!
Then what?Did he do anything?
From then on, I found that there was a paper crane in the drawer every day.
What does it feel to see a paper crane?
It was strange at first, and I was also very afraid of being seen. Later, I found that it was not interrupted every day, and I was actually very happy.
Do you know it was given to him?
I guess it must be him, because I have never seen anyone give it to you before, and only young people like this!
When did you point it out?
Once at noon, my colleague and I met him at the cafeteria. He was very simple and talkative, which made us amused.After that fight, he would have dinner with us every day.I also learned that he comes from the countryside and his family is not in good condition, but his grades in school are very good, so he was recruited by our public institution. His parents are proud of him for being able to enter the public institution. He said that his dream is to take root in this city.
To be honest, seeing that he is so inspiring, do you already like him a little?
Uh... plus the paper crane he gives every day, my vision of him is indeed a bit different from others.
At this moment, Li Kai's appearance came to my mind.
He also comes from the countryside, has a poor family, has excellent grades, and wants to stay in this city. Could it be that the reason why my mother favored Li Kai in the past was because she saw the shadow of Xiaolin in Li Kai?
Since you already have feelings for him, you have not shown any paper cranes to him?
No, he didn't mention it, how could I mention it?Besides, I never thought about what to do with him. I think I am just a friend of him anyway, so there is nothing wrong with being friends with a young man, right?
What happened later?
During the chat, I learned that the apartment building he rented was on the way to my house, but it was two bus stops farther than my house.He suggested taking the bus home with me. I thought it was not good at that time, but he was too enthusiastic and did not show any other ideas, so I didn't want to refuse directly. As a result, after get off work that day, he came to wait for me to leave together.
I found another opportunity to be alone with you!
More than that, after I arrived at the station, he insisted on getting off the bus with me and then took me outside my community. In order to save money, he walked two more stops to go home.I have said many times that he should not do this, but he just doesn't listen.
You are actually quite happy, right?
Will you believe it if you say it is not available?I actually don’t want him to be like this. Although I am not familiar with the neighbors around me, I still don’t want to be seen by my neighbors.
I'm very curious. Since your family has a car and your husband is not at home often, why can't you drive his car to work?
Even if I don’t drive his car, it’s okay to buy another one I drive myself, and the garage downstairs still has a double parking space.But I am already used to this kind of life and I have no intention of learning to drive again.
He is getting closer and closer to you, and you will definitely be able to detect it, aren't you afraid that something will happen to him?
I know he is trying to get closer to me, and I also know that he shouldn't be too close to him, but he had not made any statement at that time. I also think that as long as I can grasp the right measure, something may not necessarily happen!
What's the result?
I still think it's simple.
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