what happens?
One day on the way home, the bus suddenly braked. I didn't hold it firmly for a while and almost fell down. Kobayashi quickly looked and grabbed my hand, and then pulled me. Before I could react, I was already hugged by him.
hehe!Is happiness a little too sudden?
Anyway, it feels strange to be hugged by him, but it is not very uncomfortable.
It feels good, right?He loves you, and you also have a good impression of him. Isn’t the happiest moment when the window paper is pierced?
No, after I came to my senses, I realized that it was inappropriate to be hugged by him like this, so I wanted to break free quickly, but his hand was hugging him very tightly.If I were a little tougher, I could still break free, but the bus was too crowded. If I was too busy and I was afraid of causing unnecessary misunderstandings from others, I had to maintain my current posture.
Actually, you don’t want to leave either, right?That's why I found a reason for myself!
I was very nervous at the time, my heart was beating very fast, and I was worried that the passengers around me would cast strange looks, but I could feel that Kobayashi's heartbeat was also very fast, and even the hand holding me was trembling.
Did you not speak throughout the whole process?
No, so what can I say in an embarrassing situation?
If you have such fat breasts pressed against him, will he not have any physiological reaction?
Mom nodded shyly and said: I can't hide anything from you!
Of course, because the first time I hugged you, your flesh made me so hard!
Before the car drove for a long time, I obviously felt his brother getting harder and harder until... deeply trapped in my stomach.He was embarrassed and refused to let go, so he had to let his lower body retreat a little, but the driver's random brakes... made his younger brother... come back soon.
How did you feel at that time?Do you find it exciting?
My heartbeats faster and my face starts to get hotter.If there was a man who treated me like this, I would definitely think he was playing a hooligan at me and was angry. But this time, I didn't feel disgusted. I also thought that he was at the age of being full of energy, and it was reasonable to have a reaction.Later, when he saw that he was embarrassed and retreated but failed, he thought he was quite cute.
Did he rub or something on you?
He didn't deliberately rub, but when the car occasionally bumped, his younger brother would inadvertently push deeper.
Isn’t it uncomfortable to be stabbed by a hard stick?
Maybe it was this reason, or maybe it was because he hugged me harder to make me stand firmly. I just felt that our bodies were pressing tighter. His younger brother pressed tightly on my belly, and there was no room for confrontation at all.
You should be moved by this when you have had contact with Kobayashi?
I don’t know what happened at that time, but at that moment I felt that he was very tall, not like a 17-year-old boy, but like a mature and steady man, which made me feel very safe. My face... couldn’t help but lean on... in his arms, his hands... involuntarily hugged... his waist.
Don't separate until you arrive at the station?
No, I was in a daze that time and didn't notice it even after I even took the station. It was not until I arrived at the bus stop at his house that he reminded me to get off.
Before getting off the bus, were you reluctant to leave his arms?
Uh... After he reminded me, of course I left immediately!
You should have expressed your feelings for each other after getting off the bus, right?
After getting off the bus, I woke up a lot. Thinking about it, I was definitely not moved by this little boy. I have a husband and I have children. My husband and I have no disagreement, and my child is my only one. My behaviors are just natural reactions in that specific atmosphere and it does not mean anything.However, when I think of the behaviors I just now, I feel very embarrassed and feel so embarrassing!
hey-hey!Are you comforting yourself?What did he say?
He said, "It's all downstairs of my house. Do you want to go up and sit for a while?"』
No?Just agree to him like this?I really suspect that he waited to his house on purpose before reminding you!
How could I go home with him?I said my child is still waiting for me to come home to cook!I mentioned the child on purpose, and wanted to remind him.He didn't force it and said he wanted to send me home. I said no, but he insisted on sending it.
Did he say anything to you on the way?
He began to ask about my child's situation, but as he chatted, he suddenly held my hand.I felt very strange and separated from him immediately.
He asked, "Did you see the paper crane in the drawer every morning?"』
I said, "You gave it to me?"』
He said, "My parents told me that I should be diligent when I first started working. I arrived early in the morning and helped my leaders and colleagues clean the tables and chairs. So I almost always came to the office first every day. When I was helping you wipe the desk, I put the paper crane into your drawer.』
I smiled and said, "Actually there is no need. The unit has a cleaning lady. You don't have to do these things. You just need to do your own job well.』
He said, "Do you remember that one day I didn't put paper cranes?"』
I said 'Remember.』
He said, "That time was not because I was not prepared, but when I arrived at your department office, Sister Wang had already arrived, so it would be hard for me to put someone in there.』
I said, "Why do you need to waste your time and energy like this?"』
He said, "I am timid and dare not say some things to you in person, so I can only use the paper crane. The contents in the paper crane are what I want to say to you the most."』
Although I had guessed that it was given to him, I was still very happy to hear him admit it in person.
However, the more he was so attentive, the more I felt guilty, so I asked him, "Can't you see that I am from a family?"』
He said, "The first time I went to your department office, I noticed you. I could see that you are older than me, but you are only in your early thirties. Now there are so many women who are still unmarried in their thirties. I don't think you will get married. More importantly, I can accept that I can meet someone I really like even if I am eleven or twelve years older than me.』
I said, "Then you know now. My children are not much younger than you. You should let go in time and stop doing such a resultless thing."』
He said, "When I fell in love with you, I didn't know that you had a family, but now I know, but I can no longer control my heart. Even if you have a family, I don't mind. I am willing to wait until the day you are willing."』
hey-hey!I guess you will definitely tell him that your family is very harmonious, you will not have the idea of betraying your family, nor will you do anything to betray your family, and then advise him to work hard and find a girl of the same age to enrich his life, so that he will no longer waste his time and energy on you, a married woman, isn't Ah?
Almost the same!
Are you trying to dispel his thoughts?Or do you want to test his sincerity for you?
Of course, I want to give up his idea. I should be decisive before I even started, for his own good and for my own good.
Um!It is true that you want to dispel his thoughts, but the love he showed to you made you feel more favorable to him, right?
My mother agreed to Zhao Fei’s first date not long after she rejected him on WeChat, which made me very confused. Now Zhao Fei’s explanation seems to give the answer.
At the beginning, I looked at my mother's reaction from Zhao Fei's perspective, so I naturally thought that my mother was rational, but if I stood from my mother's perspective, how could there be no turmoil in my heart after facing the sincere confession of a handsome boy?
After all, mother is a woman. Even if she shows rationality, she cannot change the essence of sensibility.
Uh... Since then, I always remind myself that I have a husband and a child, and I can't do anything to hurt my family no matter what, even if I step on the brink of hurt.But it’s strange that the more I remind myself like this, the more nervous face I would appear in my mind when Kobayashi hugged me.
I was indeed not wrong!Will he take you home after that day?
Um!
Since he wanted to dispel his thoughts, did he not try to avoid him?
Uh... I thought about it, but he was still the same as before. It seemed that going home with me became a habit. I really don’t know what reason to avoid him.
There are actually many reasons, but this has become your habit, and you are unwilling to change it, right?
I thought about it carefully later. I was so much older than him. His feelings for me may not be about the love between men and women at all, but about the expectation of a big sister who can care about him, recognize him, listen to him and relieve his worries. Even if Cute had such a little bit of admiration during the dating process, it was nothing more than more curiosity about mature women! Maybe I am too narrow-minded. As long as I don’t touch the bottom line, who will I hurt after get off work with a little boy who loves me? After I figured it out, I even occasionally look forward to getting off work for no reason.
Then are you and Kobayashi together?
Well...what to say?One day on the way home, he suddenly asked me, "Sister Yu, what do you think of Xiaoya as a girl?』
I said, "Aren't you very familiar with her?"My colleagues in our department all think you are chasing her!』
He said, "Xiaoya really asked me last night, should I try dating?"I said I have just started working for a while and have not even passed the probation period. I have not thought about this yet, so I have to consider it.』
I didn't know what happened at that time, but suddenly felt very uncomfortable and said, "Your relationships in private are so good, is it still necessary to ask me?"』
He said, "Xiaoya and I have not had a good relationship in private either. She just asked me on QQ. I just didn't think about it and came to ask you. I want to hear your suggestions!』
I was even more angry when I heard this and said, "Everyone thinks you are chasing her, but now she is taking the initiative, so why are you still putting on airs?"I suggest you promise her tonight!』
hehe!Your vinegar jar is so sour!
After I got home, I felt it was inexplicable.Why am I angry?Kobayashi is not someone of me, can I be angry?Besides, I suggested that Kobayashi go to have a girlfriend of the same age. Kobayashi just did it according to my suggestion. Before doing it, I asked for my consent. What else can I be angry about?I understand the truth, but I can't get better.
So are they together?
What made me even more unhappy was that during lunch the next day, he and Xiaoya actually sat opposite me together, and they were talking and laughing, which seemed very close. My colleague next to me asked them if they were already together, but they just smiled awkwardly and did not deny it.When I got off work, I didn't want to wait for him, but after he and Xiaoya parted, they came to me.
On the way, I said to him, "Kobayashi, you have a girlfriend, why should you come and send me there?"』
He said, "Xiaoya is Xiaoya, and Sister Yu is Sister Yu. Even if she is with Xiaoya, it is impossible for her to ignore Sister Yu, right?"』
I said, "When you have Xiaoya, you should know how to avoid suspicion, so as not to let Xiaoya misunderstand it."』
He said, "It's okay, Xiaoya has always known that I went home with Sister Yu."』
When I heard this, I became angry and said, "If you are not afraid, I am still afraid!"I also have a family!I don't want to be misunderstood, okay?』
He looked at me innocently and said, "You obviously asked me to accept Xiaoya yesterday, but why did you still get such a big temper today?"』
I became even more angry and said, "It's because I asked you to accept Xiaoya that I have to be responsible for Xiaoya. I don't want you to harm Xiaoya and implicate me again, so please don't send me there in the future, okay?"』
He said, "Sister Yu, why are you angry?"』
I said, "You are thinking too much, I'm not too late to be happy for you!"』
After I got home that day, the more I thought about it, the more I felt uncomfortable, and I cried. I didn’t know why I cried, nor did I want to cry, but my tears just couldn’t stop flowing down.
Aren’t you afraid of being discovered by Xiaoyun?
I told Xiaoyun that day that I felt uncomfortable, so I closed the door early, but in fact I was hiding in the quilt and crying.
I had no impression of which day my mother went to bed early, but I remembered Li Kai again.
No wonder my mother was lost because Li Kai found a girlfriend. It turned out that my mother's emotions have always been very sensitive and not as strong as I thought.
Will he send you home later?
After that time, I didn't go home with him again.
What I asked was how you were together, and why did you say it was like breaking up?
Uh... It will take about a month later, and the unit will organize a two-day tour of the ancient town for all employees.That is, the night before taking this photo, we arrived at the county town where the ancient town is located.During dinner in the evening, Kobayashi's leaders asked Kobayashi to toast the leaders of other departments one by one. It was not enough to finish the toast, so they pulled Kobayashi to stop the wine.Alas, this is the bureaucratic atmosphere of state-owned enterprises. It is obviously a dross, but it has been passed down.Kobayashi is an intern and has not yet been promoted to a regular school, so he naturally dares not go against the leader's wishes, so he can only keep drinking.After a few rounds, his face was already very red and he was dizzy, obviously he couldn't hold on anymore. I couldn't bear it, so I quickly helped him out and pulled him out.
Have you been following him all the time?
I...maybe...will...only...will see him occasionally!
What are you going out for?
When I got outside the hotel, I bought him water and sobering medicine, and he woke up a little after drinking it.He said that he also disliked to toast and persuaded him to drink, because he was really trying to make his leader happy and he couldn't help it.I felt sorry for him when I saw him like that.
Then what?
He heard that the night view of the ancient town is also beautiful, so he suggested going to the ancient town tonight.I agreed and took a taxi with him to the ancient town.
When he was in the ancient town, he asked me, "Sister Yu, why do you still care about me so much?"』
I said, "I really can't stand the style of your leader, so I solved the situation for you. Besides, there are no conflicts between us."』
He asked, "Are you still angry with me?"』
I said, "I wasn't angry at all!"』
He asked me, "Sister Yu, you have ignored me for a while, is it because I found Xiaoya?"』
I said, "No, I asked you to find Xiaoya, I just ignored you but didn't want Xiaoya to misunderstand."』
He said, "You are out alone with me now, aren't you afraid that Xiaoya will misunderstand?"』
I said, "I took you out to sober up, okay?" I didn't do anything shameful.』
That's all?
Uh... that... At this time, he suddenly took my hand and ran into a dark alley, pressed me against the wall, and said, "Sister Yu, I am really grateful for your care for me. It is because of you that I will not feel lonely in this city. It is because of you that I have the motivation to persist in staying in this city.'After saying that, he wanted to hug me.
I pushed him away and said, "I hate your irresponsible behavior very much. I'm sorry to Xiaoya and I'm sorry to me!"』
He said, "I have broken up with Xiaoya!"』
I asked 'Why?』
He said, "Sister Yu, I really like you very much!"When I asked you if you wanted to accept Xiaoya, I actually hoped that you could deny her and keep me again, but you pushed me out.I was very disappointed and sad for a long time. Later, I could only try to accept Xiaoya to forget you. But during the time I dated Xiaoya, I found that I could not forget you at all. You are still the one I followed at the company every day. I was in a dilemma, so I had to break up with Xiaoya.』
He also said, "When I was in high school and college, because my family was not very good, I could only study hard and strive to get out of this predicament. So I have never been in love, and no girl could enter my heart until I met you."You are my first love and the only person I recognize. No one can enter my heart except you.』
Why do you remember what he said so clearly?
You asked me to say it, and I said everything I remember!
He said so, do you still have a reason to refuse?
Uh... I felt very distressed when I saw him drunk that night, but now I heard him say so many truths. I was really moved and blamed myself for not losing my temper with him before. At that time, I was all over, and he hugged me, and I had no strength to resist. He... kissed me, and I... naturally didn't refuse.
Hearing this, I realized that my mother had fallen in love with Kobayashi at that moment, and even though her body had not cheated, her heart had already cheated.
However, perhaps because I understood the whole story, my heart that had been hanging around was not as painful as I imagined, but instead felt much relieved.
How long have you kissed?
He didn't count the watch, who knows?
What about it?
Well...it should be quite long!
Is there any saliva that kisses you all over your mouth?
Do you have to ask so clearly?
Um!What I want to hear is your most realistic restoration.
There should be!
Do you still remember?
He was very nervous and excited at first. I was so angry that I couldn't breathe by his kiss, so I separated from him. But not long after he was separated, he couldn't help but start kissing me again. This time he became much gentler and kissed for a long time. I remember that when my lips and I separated, my saliva was connected.
Only then did I realize that my originally limp penis had already stood tall, and I felt incredible while clenching my five fingers.
Even I can't say these details. My mother can talk about them all. Isn't she ashamed?
Could it be that under Zhao Fei's use of both soft and hard work and orderly temptation, his mother has completely surrendered to Zhao Fei, and even wanted to arouse Zhao Fei's jealousy to gain more favor from Zhao Fei?
What after?You guys wouldn't be so close that they just started working in the alley, right?
How is that possible?Maybe it was because we were in a strange city. That night, we had no care at all, completely let go of our body and mind, and traveled all over the ancient town like a couple in love.
What have you all done?
We... visited the antique art shop, tried our clothes in the classical clothing shop, sat on the steps on the river bank and watched the moon, and also sat on the hand-cranked boat on the river channel of the town to visit the night view on both sides.
Speaking of this, my mother's eyes became even more blurred, as if she was immersed in beautiful memories.
Then have you stopped being intimate?
Well... whenever there is a gap, he will kiss me, even if it is only one or two seconds, or when he is tired of playing and resting, he will kiss me, and... that... when I was on the boat, I felt very romantic, so I took the initiative to lean into his arms, and he raised my head and kissed me, so we had no intention of caring about the scenery at all, and we were kissing almost all the time.
My mother's words are not erotic, but they make me think.
If there is a middle-aged woman with mature and charming appearance, surging on her chest but innocent like a girl, holding hands to accompany me shopping, chasing and playing with me, lying on my legs, counting stars in my arms, snuggling in my arms and saying love, and then kissing me every few minutes on the grounds of charging love, and finally it directly turned into a crazy wet kiss with me without any scruples, even sucking my lips, licking my tongue, and swallowing my saliva, can I still be able to just kiss?
Thinking of this, my five fingers were stroking my penis faster and faster. At this moment, I found that Zhao Fei's right hand was also rubbing the high bulge of his cock through his pants.
Is his kiss that addictive to you?
Are you jealous?
How could it be?I asked you to say it, of course I hope you can say it without reservation.
I thought...his kiss... was very sweet!
Is there any sweetness of mine?
Mom lowered her head shyly and smiled: I don’t know either!
Eh?Isn't it a hand-cranked boat?Didn’t the boatman see it?
At first I was a little embarrassed, but he was very proactive and focused when kissing. I thought that since no one here knew me, why should I pay attention to the eyes of others, so I completely let go.
You are so different in age, don’t the boatman look contemptuous?
Maybe you will think in your heart?But then I no longer cared.
It sounds like he is kissing you, so didn’t you take the initiative to ask for a kiss?
After thinking about it, my mother actually blushed and sucked and said: Uh... that... is quite embarrassing, do you have to say it?
So far, all the behaviors described by my mother have subverted my perception of my mother. If there is something that can make my mother unspeakable, I can't imagine it.
Of course, it is normal for you to ask for a kiss during your passionate love period!
Don't be angry after saying this.
Guaranteed not!
While sitting on the shore, I asked him, "How far have you and Xiaoya developed?』
He hesitated and just said nothing.I hugged his neck and insisted on him.
He said embarrassedly, "Apart from going to bed, he has done everything he should do!"』
I was a little angry when I heard this and said, "You still said I am your first love?"You are simply lying to others!』
He hugged me and said, "You are the first person I like, of course I am my first love Ah, and I will only recognize you as my first love."Besides, who told you to push me to her? If you accepted me at that time, we can all celebrate the anniversary of one month of love today!』
I said, "Don't think I will forgive you if I say that, you have to compensate me!"』
He asked, "How to compensate?"』
I can't understand why I was so naive at that time. I actually told him, "How many times have you kissed Xiaoya in a month, I have to compensate me all of them tonight."』
He smiled and said, "Then our mouths must be stuck together all night!"』
I asked, "How many times have you kissed me?"』
He said, "I don't remember it, even if it's 100 times!"』
I was a little unhappy and asked, "You have only been dating for a month and are working during the day. Why do you kiss so many times?"』
He said, "On average, it's only 3.3 times a day, not as many as we did tonight as 5 minutes. Are you still angry?"』
I said, "I don't like her and kissed her so many times, of course I was angry!』
He said, "Is this good? I will kiss you a hundred times a day in the future. Can I make up for my mistakes?"』
I said, "I don't have so much time to kiss you!"』
He said, "There will always be a squeeze of time. Starting from waiting for the bus at the bus stop, I will kiss you 20 times first. Forty minutes on the bus, I will kiss you 70 times again. After getting off the bus, I will kiss you 10 times. Isn't it enough for 100 times?』
I said, "I'm so ashamed, you can finish the 100 times tonight first!』
He said, "Okay, I'm responsible for kissing, you're responsible for counting, don't blame me if you miss the count!』
Then, I closed my eyes and took the initiative to ask him for a kiss.
I thought that only women like Aunt Ji could think of such shameful requests, but I didn't expect that my mother would...
Alas, if it came from Aunt Ji's mouth, it must have done it on purpose to train her lover, but my mother obviously wasn't.
Is it true that as I imagined, as long as my mother falls in love, she will become as simple as a girl who has just fallen in love?
True or fake?You guys are too crazy, aren't you?
I said I wouldn't laugh at me!
well!So has he kissed you 100 times?
Uh... At the beginning, he did kiss him, so I counted it, but as we kissed him, we felt more and more and more, and we were reluctant to part ways, and then we hugged and kissed each other completely.
Have you not taken any further steps besides kissing?
there is none left.
Did he not even touch your breasts?
Only when he was kissing on the boat, his hand wanted to put into my clothes and was blocked by me. He didn't force it, but just rubbed it through the clothes.
He is also an honest person!
He respected me very much and treated me very well. Our relationship that night was like a first love, very innocent and immature, without too many evil thoughts.When Kobayashi said that I was his first love, I actually thought to myself, why don’t you be considered my first love?
Kobayashi's performance should make you like him more, right?
Uh...what to say?It was him who made me experience love in the true sense for the first time, and it was him who let me know that love is not just about selfless dedication, hard work, but also about being considerate and doting.
You must have been very happy that night, right?
To be honest, that night, I really forgot that I was a family. I felt like I was back when I was young, had a pure love relationship, did something that I thought was romantic, and felt happiness that I had never had before.
Did you go out to check in alone that night?
No, we took a taxi back to the hotel later.The unit booked a room for each of us, and it was a room for two. If we didn’t go back to live, it would definitely arouse the suspicion of our colleagues.
That's a bit of a pity!
So you just asked me if I was addicted to being intimate with him. In fact, I just cherished that night very much because I was afraid that after that night, everything would return to reality.
Although my mother's description made me unable to stop and made me feel strongly curious about the subsequent development, the only trace of reason left made me feel unprecedentedly scared.
Looking back at the beginning, even though Aunt Ji revealed her emotional entanglement with the young man, she failed to let her mother reveal any of Xiaolin's past.
The reason that should have prevented her lover from blocking her close friends, but she left all the sincerity that she should have exchanged with her close friends to her lover. It can be seen that in her mother's heart, the status of the person she loves is higher than anything else.
If this is true, what crazy things will my mother do for Zhao Fei in the future?
One day on the way home, the bus suddenly braked. I didn't hold it firmly for a while and almost fell down. Kobayashi quickly looked and grabbed my hand, and then pulled me. Before I could react, I was already hugged by him.
hehe!Is happiness a little too sudden?
Anyway, it feels strange to be hugged by him, but it is not very uncomfortable.
It feels good, right?He loves you, and you also have a good impression of him. Isn’t the happiest moment when the window paper is pierced?
No, after I came to my senses, I realized that it was inappropriate to be hugged by him like this, so I wanted to break free quickly, but his hand was hugging him very tightly.If I were a little tougher, I could still break free, but the bus was too crowded. If I was too busy and I was afraid of causing unnecessary misunderstandings from others, I had to maintain my current posture.
Actually, you don’t want to leave either, right?That's why I found a reason for myself!
I was very nervous at the time, my heart was beating very fast, and I was worried that the passengers around me would cast strange looks, but I could feel that Kobayashi's heartbeat was also very fast, and even the hand holding me was trembling.
Did you not speak throughout the whole process?
No, so what can I say in an embarrassing situation?
If you have such fat breasts pressed against him, will he not have any physiological reaction?
Mom nodded shyly and said: I can't hide anything from you!
Of course, because the first time I hugged you, your flesh made me so hard!
Before the car drove for a long time, I obviously felt his brother getting harder and harder until... deeply trapped in my stomach.He was embarrassed and refused to let go, so he had to let his lower body retreat a little, but the driver's random brakes... made his younger brother... come back soon.
How did you feel at that time?Do you find it exciting?
My heartbeats faster and my face starts to get hotter.If there was a man who treated me like this, I would definitely think he was playing a hooligan at me and was angry. But this time, I didn't feel disgusted. I also thought that he was at the age of being full of energy, and it was reasonable to have a reaction.Later, when he saw that he was embarrassed and retreated but failed, he thought he was quite cute.
Did he rub or something on you?
He didn't deliberately rub, but when the car occasionally bumped, his younger brother would inadvertently push deeper.
Isn’t it uncomfortable to be stabbed by a hard stick?
Maybe it was this reason, or maybe it was because he hugged me harder to make me stand firmly. I just felt that our bodies were pressing tighter. His younger brother pressed tightly on my belly, and there was no room for confrontation at all.
You should be moved by this when you have had contact with Kobayashi?
I don’t know what happened at that time, but at that moment I felt that he was very tall, not like a 17-year-old boy, but like a mature and steady man, which made me feel very safe. My face... couldn’t help but lean on... in his arms, his hands... involuntarily hugged... his waist.
Don't separate until you arrive at the station?
No, I was in a daze that time and didn't notice it even after I even took the station. It was not until I arrived at the bus stop at his house that he reminded me to get off.
Before getting off the bus, were you reluctant to leave his arms?
Uh... After he reminded me, of course I left immediately!
You should have expressed your feelings for each other after getting off the bus, right?
After getting off the bus, I woke up a lot. Thinking about it, I was definitely not moved by this little boy. I have a husband and I have children. My husband and I have no disagreement, and my child is my only one. My behaviors are just natural reactions in that specific atmosphere and it does not mean anything.However, when I think of the behaviors I just now, I feel very embarrassed and feel so embarrassing!
hey-hey!Are you comforting yourself?What did he say?
He said, "It's all downstairs of my house. Do you want to go up and sit for a while?"』
No?Just agree to him like this?I really suspect that he waited to his house on purpose before reminding you!
How could I go home with him?I said my child is still waiting for me to come home to cook!I mentioned the child on purpose, and wanted to remind him.He didn't force it and said he wanted to send me home. I said no, but he insisted on sending it.
Did he say anything to you on the way?
He began to ask about my child's situation, but as he chatted, he suddenly held my hand.I felt very strange and separated from him immediately.
He asked, "Did you see the paper crane in the drawer every morning?"』
I said, "You gave it to me?"』
He said, "My parents told me that I should be diligent when I first started working. I arrived early in the morning and helped my leaders and colleagues clean the tables and chairs. So I almost always came to the office first every day. When I was helping you wipe the desk, I put the paper crane into your drawer.』
I smiled and said, "Actually there is no need. The unit has a cleaning lady. You don't have to do these things. You just need to do your own job well.』
He said, "Do you remember that one day I didn't put paper cranes?"』
I said 'Remember.』
He said, "That time was not because I was not prepared, but when I arrived at your department office, Sister Wang had already arrived, so it would be hard for me to put someone in there.』
I said, "Why do you need to waste your time and energy like this?"』
He said, "I am timid and dare not say some things to you in person, so I can only use the paper crane. The contents in the paper crane are what I want to say to you the most."』
Although I had guessed that it was given to him, I was still very happy to hear him admit it in person.
However, the more he was so attentive, the more I felt guilty, so I asked him, "Can't you see that I am from a family?"』
He said, "The first time I went to your department office, I noticed you. I could see that you are older than me, but you are only in your early thirties. Now there are so many women who are still unmarried in their thirties. I don't think you will get married. More importantly, I can accept that I can meet someone I really like even if I am eleven or twelve years older than me.』
I said, "Then you know now. My children are not much younger than you. You should let go in time and stop doing such a resultless thing."』
He said, "When I fell in love with you, I didn't know that you had a family, but now I know, but I can no longer control my heart. Even if you have a family, I don't mind. I am willing to wait until the day you are willing."』
hey-hey!I guess you will definitely tell him that your family is very harmonious, you will not have the idea of betraying your family, nor will you do anything to betray your family, and then advise him to work hard and find a girl of the same age to enrich his life, so that he will no longer waste his time and energy on you, a married woman, isn't Ah?
Almost the same!
Are you trying to dispel his thoughts?Or do you want to test his sincerity for you?
Of course, I want to give up his idea. I should be decisive before I even started, for his own good and for my own good.
Um!It is true that you want to dispel his thoughts, but the love he showed to you made you feel more favorable to him, right?
My mother agreed to Zhao Fei’s first date not long after she rejected him on WeChat, which made me very confused. Now Zhao Fei’s explanation seems to give the answer.
At the beginning, I looked at my mother's reaction from Zhao Fei's perspective, so I naturally thought that my mother was rational, but if I stood from my mother's perspective, how could there be no turmoil in my heart after facing the sincere confession of a handsome boy?
After all, mother is a woman. Even if she shows rationality, she cannot change the essence of sensibility.
Uh... Since then, I always remind myself that I have a husband and a child, and I can't do anything to hurt my family no matter what, even if I step on the brink of hurt.But it’s strange that the more I remind myself like this, the more nervous face I would appear in my mind when Kobayashi hugged me.
I was indeed not wrong!Will he take you home after that day?
Um!
Since he wanted to dispel his thoughts, did he not try to avoid him?
Uh... I thought about it, but he was still the same as before. It seemed that going home with me became a habit. I really don’t know what reason to avoid him.
There are actually many reasons, but this has become your habit, and you are unwilling to change it, right?
I thought about it carefully later. I was so much older than him. His feelings for me may not be about the love between men and women at all, but about the expectation of a big sister who can care about him, recognize him, listen to him and relieve his worries. Even if Cute had such a little bit of admiration during the dating process, it was nothing more than more curiosity about mature women! Maybe I am too narrow-minded. As long as I don’t touch the bottom line, who will I hurt after get off work with a little boy who loves me? After I figured it out, I even occasionally look forward to getting off work for no reason.
Then are you and Kobayashi together?
Well...what to say?One day on the way home, he suddenly asked me, "Sister Yu, what do you think of Xiaoya as a girl?』
I said, "Aren't you very familiar with her?"My colleagues in our department all think you are chasing her!』
He said, "Xiaoya really asked me last night, should I try dating?"I said I have just started working for a while and have not even passed the probation period. I have not thought about this yet, so I have to consider it.』
I didn't know what happened at that time, but suddenly felt very uncomfortable and said, "Your relationships in private are so good, is it still necessary to ask me?"』
He said, "Xiaoya and I have not had a good relationship in private either. She just asked me on QQ. I just didn't think about it and came to ask you. I want to hear your suggestions!』
I was even more angry when I heard this and said, "Everyone thinks you are chasing her, but now she is taking the initiative, so why are you still putting on airs?"I suggest you promise her tonight!』
hehe!Your vinegar jar is so sour!
After I got home, I felt it was inexplicable.Why am I angry?Kobayashi is not someone of me, can I be angry?Besides, I suggested that Kobayashi go to have a girlfriend of the same age. Kobayashi just did it according to my suggestion. Before doing it, I asked for my consent. What else can I be angry about?I understand the truth, but I can't get better.
So are they together?
What made me even more unhappy was that during lunch the next day, he and Xiaoya actually sat opposite me together, and they were talking and laughing, which seemed very close. My colleague next to me asked them if they were already together, but they just smiled awkwardly and did not deny it.When I got off work, I didn't want to wait for him, but after he and Xiaoya parted, they came to me.
On the way, I said to him, "Kobayashi, you have a girlfriend, why should you come and send me there?"』
He said, "Xiaoya is Xiaoya, and Sister Yu is Sister Yu. Even if she is with Xiaoya, it is impossible for her to ignore Sister Yu, right?"』
I said, "When you have Xiaoya, you should know how to avoid suspicion, so as not to let Xiaoya misunderstand it."』
He said, "It's okay, Xiaoya has always known that I went home with Sister Yu."』
When I heard this, I became angry and said, "If you are not afraid, I am still afraid!"I also have a family!I don't want to be misunderstood, okay?』
He looked at me innocently and said, "You obviously asked me to accept Xiaoya yesterday, but why did you still get such a big temper today?"』
I became even more angry and said, "It's because I asked you to accept Xiaoya that I have to be responsible for Xiaoya. I don't want you to harm Xiaoya and implicate me again, so please don't send me there in the future, okay?"』
He said, "Sister Yu, why are you angry?"』
I said, "You are thinking too much, I'm not too late to be happy for you!"』
After I got home that day, the more I thought about it, the more I felt uncomfortable, and I cried. I didn’t know why I cried, nor did I want to cry, but my tears just couldn’t stop flowing down.
Aren’t you afraid of being discovered by Xiaoyun?
I told Xiaoyun that day that I felt uncomfortable, so I closed the door early, but in fact I was hiding in the quilt and crying.
I had no impression of which day my mother went to bed early, but I remembered Li Kai again.
No wonder my mother was lost because Li Kai found a girlfriend. It turned out that my mother's emotions have always been very sensitive and not as strong as I thought.
Will he send you home later?
After that time, I didn't go home with him again.
What I asked was how you were together, and why did you say it was like breaking up?
Uh... It will take about a month later, and the unit will organize a two-day tour of the ancient town for all employees.That is, the night before taking this photo, we arrived at the county town where the ancient town is located.During dinner in the evening, Kobayashi's leaders asked Kobayashi to toast the leaders of other departments one by one. It was not enough to finish the toast, so they pulled Kobayashi to stop the wine.Alas, this is the bureaucratic atmosphere of state-owned enterprises. It is obviously a dross, but it has been passed down.Kobayashi is an intern and has not yet been promoted to a regular school, so he naturally dares not go against the leader's wishes, so he can only keep drinking.After a few rounds, his face was already very red and he was dizzy, obviously he couldn't hold on anymore. I couldn't bear it, so I quickly helped him out and pulled him out.
Have you been following him all the time?
I...maybe...will...only...will see him occasionally!
What are you going out for?
When I got outside the hotel, I bought him water and sobering medicine, and he woke up a little after drinking it.He said that he also disliked to toast and persuaded him to drink, because he was really trying to make his leader happy and he couldn't help it.I felt sorry for him when I saw him like that.
Then what?
He heard that the night view of the ancient town is also beautiful, so he suggested going to the ancient town tonight.I agreed and took a taxi with him to the ancient town.
When he was in the ancient town, he asked me, "Sister Yu, why do you still care about me so much?"』
I said, "I really can't stand the style of your leader, so I solved the situation for you. Besides, there are no conflicts between us."』
He asked, "Are you still angry with me?"』
I said, "I wasn't angry at all!"』
He asked me, "Sister Yu, you have ignored me for a while, is it because I found Xiaoya?"』
I said, "No, I asked you to find Xiaoya, I just ignored you but didn't want Xiaoya to misunderstand."』
He said, "You are out alone with me now, aren't you afraid that Xiaoya will misunderstand?"』
I said, "I took you out to sober up, okay?" I didn't do anything shameful.』
That's all?
Uh... that... At this time, he suddenly took my hand and ran into a dark alley, pressed me against the wall, and said, "Sister Yu, I am really grateful for your care for me. It is because of you that I will not feel lonely in this city. It is because of you that I have the motivation to persist in staying in this city.'After saying that, he wanted to hug me.
I pushed him away and said, "I hate your irresponsible behavior very much. I'm sorry to Xiaoya and I'm sorry to me!"』
He said, "I have broken up with Xiaoya!"』
I asked 'Why?』
He said, "Sister Yu, I really like you very much!"When I asked you if you wanted to accept Xiaoya, I actually hoped that you could deny her and keep me again, but you pushed me out.I was very disappointed and sad for a long time. Later, I could only try to accept Xiaoya to forget you. But during the time I dated Xiaoya, I found that I could not forget you at all. You are still the one I followed at the company every day. I was in a dilemma, so I had to break up with Xiaoya.』
He also said, "When I was in high school and college, because my family was not very good, I could only study hard and strive to get out of this predicament. So I have never been in love, and no girl could enter my heart until I met you."You are my first love and the only person I recognize. No one can enter my heart except you.』
Why do you remember what he said so clearly?
You asked me to say it, and I said everything I remember!
He said so, do you still have a reason to refuse?
Uh... I felt very distressed when I saw him drunk that night, but now I heard him say so many truths. I was really moved and blamed myself for not losing my temper with him before. At that time, I was all over, and he hugged me, and I had no strength to resist. He... kissed me, and I... naturally didn't refuse.
Hearing this, I realized that my mother had fallen in love with Kobayashi at that moment, and even though her body had not cheated, her heart had already cheated.
However, perhaps because I understood the whole story, my heart that had been hanging around was not as painful as I imagined, but instead felt much relieved.
How long have you kissed?
He didn't count the watch, who knows?
What about it?
Well...it should be quite long!
Is there any saliva that kisses you all over your mouth?
Do you have to ask so clearly?
Um!What I want to hear is your most realistic restoration.
There should be!
Do you still remember?
He was very nervous and excited at first. I was so angry that I couldn't breathe by his kiss, so I separated from him. But not long after he was separated, he couldn't help but start kissing me again. This time he became much gentler and kissed for a long time. I remember that when my lips and I separated, my saliva was connected.
Only then did I realize that my originally limp penis had already stood tall, and I felt incredible while clenching my five fingers.
Even I can't say these details. My mother can talk about them all. Isn't she ashamed?
Could it be that under Zhao Fei's use of both soft and hard work and orderly temptation, his mother has completely surrendered to Zhao Fei, and even wanted to arouse Zhao Fei's jealousy to gain more favor from Zhao Fei?
What after?You guys wouldn't be so close that they just started working in the alley, right?
How is that possible?Maybe it was because we were in a strange city. That night, we had no care at all, completely let go of our body and mind, and traveled all over the ancient town like a couple in love.
What have you all done?
We... visited the antique art shop, tried our clothes in the classical clothing shop, sat on the steps on the river bank and watched the moon, and also sat on the hand-cranked boat on the river channel of the town to visit the night view on both sides.
Speaking of this, my mother's eyes became even more blurred, as if she was immersed in beautiful memories.
Then have you stopped being intimate?
Well... whenever there is a gap, he will kiss me, even if it is only one or two seconds, or when he is tired of playing and resting, he will kiss me, and... that... when I was on the boat, I felt very romantic, so I took the initiative to lean into his arms, and he raised my head and kissed me, so we had no intention of caring about the scenery at all, and we were kissing almost all the time.
My mother's words are not erotic, but they make me think.
If there is a middle-aged woman with mature and charming appearance, surging on her chest but innocent like a girl, holding hands to accompany me shopping, chasing and playing with me, lying on my legs, counting stars in my arms, snuggling in my arms and saying love, and then kissing me every few minutes on the grounds of charging love, and finally it directly turned into a crazy wet kiss with me without any scruples, even sucking my lips, licking my tongue, and swallowing my saliva, can I still be able to just kiss?
Thinking of this, my five fingers were stroking my penis faster and faster. At this moment, I found that Zhao Fei's right hand was also rubbing the high bulge of his cock through his pants.
Is his kiss that addictive to you?
Are you jealous?
How could it be?I asked you to say it, of course I hope you can say it without reservation.
I thought...his kiss... was very sweet!
Is there any sweetness of mine?
Mom lowered her head shyly and smiled: I don’t know either!
Eh?Isn't it a hand-cranked boat?Didn’t the boatman see it?
At first I was a little embarrassed, but he was very proactive and focused when kissing. I thought that since no one here knew me, why should I pay attention to the eyes of others, so I completely let go.
You are so different in age, don’t the boatman look contemptuous?
Maybe you will think in your heart?But then I no longer cared.
It sounds like he is kissing you, so didn’t you take the initiative to ask for a kiss?
After thinking about it, my mother actually blushed and sucked and said: Uh... that... is quite embarrassing, do you have to say it?
So far, all the behaviors described by my mother have subverted my perception of my mother. If there is something that can make my mother unspeakable, I can't imagine it.
Of course, it is normal for you to ask for a kiss during your passionate love period!
Don't be angry after saying this.
Guaranteed not!
While sitting on the shore, I asked him, "How far have you and Xiaoya developed?』
He hesitated and just said nothing.I hugged his neck and insisted on him.
He said embarrassedly, "Apart from going to bed, he has done everything he should do!"』
I was a little angry when I heard this and said, "You still said I am your first love?"You are simply lying to others!』
He hugged me and said, "You are the first person I like, of course I am my first love Ah, and I will only recognize you as my first love."Besides, who told you to push me to her? If you accepted me at that time, we can all celebrate the anniversary of one month of love today!』
I said, "Don't think I will forgive you if I say that, you have to compensate me!"』
He asked, "How to compensate?"』
I can't understand why I was so naive at that time. I actually told him, "How many times have you kissed Xiaoya in a month, I have to compensate me all of them tonight."』
He smiled and said, "Then our mouths must be stuck together all night!"』
I asked, "How many times have you kissed me?"』
He said, "I don't remember it, even if it's 100 times!"』
I was a little unhappy and asked, "You have only been dating for a month and are working during the day. Why do you kiss so many times?"』
He said, "On average, it's only 3.3 times a day, not as many as we did tonight as 5 minutes. Are you still angry?"』
I said, "I don't like her and kissed her so many times, of course I was angry!』
He said, "Is this good? I will kiss you a hundred times a day in the future. Can I make up for my mistakes?"』
I said, "I don't have so much time to kiss you!"』
He said, "There will always be a squeeze of time. Starting from waiting for the bus at the bus stop, I will kiss you 20 times first. Forty minutes on the bus, I will kiss you 70 times again. After getting off the bus, I will kiss you 10 times. Isn't it enough for 100 times?』
I said, "I'm so ashamed, you can finish the 100 times tonight first!』
He said, "Okay, I'm responsible for kissing, you're responsible for counting, don't blame me if you miss the count!』
Then, I closed my eyes and took the initiative to ask him for a kiss.
I thought that only women like Aunt Ji could think of such shameful requests, but I didn't expect that my mother would...
Alas, if it came from Aunt Ji's mouth, it must have done it on purpose to train her lover, but my mother obviously wasn't.
Is it true that as I imagined, as long as my mother falls in love, she will become as simple as a girl who has just fallen in love?
True or fake?You guys are too crazy, aren't you?
I said I wouldn't laugh at me!
well!So has he kissed you 100 times?
Uh... At the beginning, he did kiss him, so I counted it, but as we kissed him, we felt more and more and more, and we were reluctant to part ways, and then we hugged and kissed each other completely.
Have you not taken any further steps besides kissing?
there is none left.
Did he not even touch your breasts?
Only when he was kissing on the boat, his hand wanted to put into my clothes and was blocked by me. He didn't force it, but just rubbed it through the clothes.
He is also an honest person!
He respected me very much and treated me very well. Our relationship that night was like a first love, very innocent and immature, without too many evil thoughts.When Kobayashi said that I was his first love, I actually thought to myself, why don’t you be considered my first love?
Kobayashi's performance should make you like him more, right?
Uh...what to say?It was him who made me experience love in the true sense for the first time, and it was him who let me know that love is not just about selfless dedication, hard work, but also about being considerate and doting.
You must have been very happy that night, right?
To be honest, that night, I really forgot that I was a family. I felt like I was back when I was young, had a pure love relationship, did something that I thought was romantic, and felt happiness that I had never had before.
Did you go out to check in alone that night?
No, we took a taxi back to the hotel later.The unit booked a room for each of us, and it was a room for two. If we didn’t go back to live, it would definitely arouse the suspicion of our colleagues.
That's a bit of a pity!
So you just asked me if I was addicted to being intimate with him. In fact, I just cherished that night very much because I was afraid that after that night, everything would return to reality.
Although my mother's description made me unable to stop and made me feel strongly curious about the subsequent development, the only trace of reason left made me feel unprecedentedly scared.
Looking back at the beginning, even though Aunt Ji revealed her emotional entanglement with the young man, she failed to let her mother reveal any of Xiaolin's past.
The reason that should have prevented her lover from blocking her close friends, but she left all the sincerity that she should have exchanged with her close friends to her lover. It can be seen that in her mother's heart, the status of the person she loves is higher than anything else.
If this is true, what crazy things will my mother do for Zhao Fei in the future?
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