Volume order: Transformation

In my life, Gao Yu, there are three women who have an irreplaceable position in my heart.

The first one is my biological mother, who gave birth to me and raised me.

Although she left me forever when I was young, I will never forget her voice and appearance, and the kindness that remembers my life; the second is Chen Juan, my sister Juan, who was once my stepmother's woman, my first love, and the person I love most in my life.

I used to think that I would lose her forever, but now I will spend my life loving and caring for her; the third one is Chen Yingying, my favorite sister, and my favorite sister.

I watched her turn from a yellow-haired girl to a graceful girl. I took away her purity with my own hands. She gave the most for me and was hurt the most by me.

I used to regard her as a substitute for Sister Juan, but now I finally understand that she is her, my sister, my lover, and my sister's lover. I will also give her the rest of my life.

I am extremely sure that they are the three most important women in my life.

Still so...

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Many years later, I finally got back with Sister Juan and still couldn't suppress my inner doubts.

I hugged Sister Juan from behind, feeling the trembling from her body because of her passion just now, and immersed in the charming aura emitted between her hair.

Sister Juan.

Um……

Sister Juan's voice was lazy, her breath was still a little disordered, and the afterglow of orgasm had not yet dissipated from her body.

That night...who was the person who called you when we checked in a hotel for the first time?

This was a question that had bothered me for many years, and it also made me, who was still immature back then, deeply realize for the first time that Sister Juan was not the only one.

At least at that time, I could not justify Sister Juan.

Sister Juan's breathing gradually calmed down. She did not answer my question immediately, but turned over and turned to face me.

Sister Juan…

I called her name, but Sister Juan still didn't speak, but just stretched out a hand to stroke my cheek.

A few years ago, I was very resistant to such too gentle physical contact.

This is not because I hate Sister Juan touching me, on the contrary, I want to be close to Sister Juan at all times.

But this kind of intimacy that is unilaterally touched always makes me feel that I am still a child in front of Sister Juan, a child she regards as a son and will never grow up.

I don’t want our relationship to stay at this level. I love Sister Juan, who is the person of Sister Juan, not the thin shadow of her mother who is gradually forgotten by me.

I have only one biological mother. Sister Juan gave me the care of my mother, but from the beginning she was a opposite sex, a mature, beautiful, generous and full of feminine charm.

But now... after so many years and so many things have happened, I can already look at all this with a normal mind.

I know what Sister Juan is thinking at this time.

In fact, unlike me who have been worried about the changes in our relationship, Sister Juan’s mind has hardly changed. She has always loved me so much. Her tolerance and indulgence for me have almost reached the point where I feel that I am being spoiled.

It is precisely because of this that I can never determine my position in Sister Juan’s mind.

Sister Juan is my woman, this is an established fact. All we lack is the status that neither I nor her value.

But in Sister Juan's eyes, does she really treat me as her husband and her man?Uneasiness grasped my heart.

As if she noticed the uneasiness in my heart, Sister Juan finally spoke.

Her gentle voice penetrated directly into my body and into my heart.

Xiaoyu, why are you still caring about this?

Sister Juan pointed out the grudge I had always felt in my heart with just one sentence.

Not because you never want to tell me...

Yeah?But I remember this was the first time you asked me. After you came back that night, you kept hiding from me and didn't want to talk to me.

I……

I was speechless for a moment.

In my memories, the follow-up about the unhappy ending that night was a completely different situation.

I obviously felt that Sister Juan's attitude towards me suddenly became cold and took the initiative to stay away from Sister Juan's Ah!Before Sister Juan finished her words, she continued: And... who called that phone call that night? You knew from the beginning, right?

I do know, but I guessed it myself and told me that Sister Juan personally had two completely different concepts.

In fact, the answer to this question is completely unimportant to me. After all, I have guessed it a long time ago. There will be no one who will call Sister Juan under that time and situation.

But I just want to hear Sister Juan say it, and she personally tells the knot that has troubled me for many years.

Sister Juan, I just...

I know what you think, but that thing is the same for me.

Sister Juan interrupted me, she stretched out her hand and hugged me into her soft arms.

At this moment, I did not resist being treated like a child.

I was immersed in the softness of Sister Juan’s chest. I needed those pleasant smells that only belonged to Sister Juan to comfort my turbulent heart.

To be honest, Xiaoyu... Before that night, before receiving that call, I was with you with a lucky mentality.

I shook my shoulders, but didn't speak, just listened quietly to Sister Juan.

Sister Juan continued to speak: At that time, I was foolishly thinking that our relationship would only be temporary.After all, I am an old woman who is so many years older than you. You may be fascinated by my body for a while, but soon you will leave me and find a younger and more suitable girl for you.And I will treat all this as a secret that belongs only to us, and hide it until the day when I die of old age...

But that phone call, that phone call, made me completely understand that it was not like this, and things were not as wishful as I thought.I, you, and... your father, the relationship between the three of us, and the relationship between this family, can no longer go back to the same way as before.

And I probably started to change from that time...

I was silent, just trying hard to smell the refreshing fragrance of Sister Juan.

At this moment, only this familiar smell can make me feel so relieved.

And just as we were hugging each other intimately and speechless... one hand and an extra hand suddenly stretched out from behind me.

This hand directly penetrated into the middle of Sister Juan's body, which was tightly hugging each other, which scared me. Sister Juan even trembled and almost jumped up. If it weren't for my arms around her back, she would probably fall off the bed.

Yes, there was a third person lying on my bed with Sister Juan.

As another soft and smooth touch came from behind me, I felt relaxed my tense body, but Sister Juan became even more nervous.

Sakura, cherry cherry?When did you wake up...

Sister Juan looked at Yingying, who was poking her head out of my shoulder, and was already surprised to speak in a daze.

I've woken up long ago.Mom, brother, you shaking the bed so shaking, really think I am a sleepy pig?

Yingying said, and her hand placed behind her quietly pinched me to vent her dissatisfaction that she had been neglected.

Ah, this is, I...

Sister Juan's face instantly turned into a big red cloth.

She didn't dare to look at Yingying's eyes at all. In an instant, the exchange of positions between Sister Juan and me became a dilemma that Sister Juan wanted to bury her whole person in my chest to escape the current predicament that she still couldn't face calmly.

In sharp contrast to Sister Juan's embarrassment, Yingying's attitude seemed extremely open-minded, and she even said directly: It's okay, mom.I'm not blaming you, and even if I want to blame it, I'll blame my brother. Who asked him to shake out my breasts with such great strength...

Only then did I feel a little wet behind me, a hint of warm liquid was secreting from the part where Yingying was pressing against me, and there was an increasing trend.

But I know very well... Yingying is lying!She has been doing small moves since she touched me behind her back, pinching me with her hands to vent her anger, and she didn't mention it. She even rubbed my back with her bloated nipples. The warm milk only overflowed after her active behavior.

But I can't say anything. Yingying's problem of breastfed is much more serious than Sister Juan.

As a mother for the first time, she was still a little uncomfortable with the role of mother. At first, she was awakened by the soreness of breastfeeding every night, and then she yelled to ask me to help her.

During that time, I even felt a little guilty because most of Yingying's milk was in my stomach every day. Will this make my two precious daughters hungry? I feel deeply entangled.

Recently, as the two children's appetite increases, Yingying's condition has improved a lot, but when we were alone at night, she still asked me to help her with the name of relieving the breasts.

However, Sister Juan didn't know these details. Perhaps Yingying reminded her about the topic of milk. She lifted the quilt and said: Then, that... I'll go see the children!They both should wake up, I'll go...

But Yingying stopped her by snatching her.

Mom, no need. I have fed Coco and Aiai before going to bed. It’s not time for these two little girls to make trouble.

Ah, so Ah...

Sister Juan was a little embarrassed. She saw that Yingying didn't mean to let her go easily, but she didn't know how to face this situation, so she could only retreat back to my arms and act as an ostrich to escape reality.

And Yingying finally expressed her true purpose.

Mom, brother, I heard all your words just now.

I felt Sister Juan tremble in my arms, and my own heart was also raised to my throat because of Yingying's words.

Perhaps because she felt the nervousness of the two of us, Yingying changed into a teasing tone and said: Didn’t expect you were together so early and went out for a date at night?What a romantic Ah, where have you all gone?Have you been spending the night outside?

Stop talking, Yingying.

I couldn't help but interrupt her with a wry smile, "Save us, can we change the topic?"

Sister Juan was no longer afraid to lift her head at this time. Her ears were dyed with a layer of bright red, and her body was still trembling.

And... I said this not only to Yingying, but also to Sister Juan who was lying in my arms.

Sister Juan was not just shy. She buried her head in my arms while also using her fingernails to greet the soft flesh on my chest.

Judging from the behavior of being angry, these two are worthy of being mother and daughter. One pinched my chest and the other grabbed my waist. The mother and daughter joined forces and were afraid that even a piece of good meat would not be left for me.

Humph, what Ah, then what Ah?

Although Yingying was still humming, she was the first to let go of her hand and gently stroked my flesh that had been pulled by her to comfort her.

I quickly made a statement: Just change what you want to say, Yingying, you will decide.

Well, brother, let me tell me how you fell in love with my mother back then.

This is a good Ah...

To be honest, this topic is not difficult for me. After all, Yingying is not an outsider. Although the story that Sister Juan and I first met was a bit difficult to talk about, I had no psychological barrier to telling Yingying.

However, I have no psychological barriers, which does not mean that another party does not have one.

Sister Juan suddenly pinched my flesh hard and even used her nails. You know, when she was the most embarrassed just now, she was not willing to pinch my Ah with her nails!I immediately closed my mouth, and although Yingying behind me could not see Sister Juan’s little movements, she immediately noticed something through my reaction.

She held her mouth in her mouth and said: If you don’t want to say it, forget it.

No, Yingying, I...

Sister Juan's hand increased its strength again, and I couldn't help but grin, and the words I didn't say were interrupted in my throat for the second time.

It seems that Sister Juan really doesn't want Yingying to know these past events... I had to remain silent, and to my surprise, Yingying didn't continue to speak. Although her hand was still on my chest, she did not have the previous small movements.

That, Yingying?

I called softly, and Sister Juan also noticed a strange thing and raised her head from my arms.

Yingying didn't respond to me, but she let go of her hand holding me and no longer clings to my back.

Yingying, what's wrong with you...

Sister Juan also asked, her tone full of worry.

But Yingying interrupted Sister Juan with only one word.

mom,

Yingying deliberately paused for a moment before continuing: You, my brother, and Uncle Gao... The relationship between the three of you started to change that night, what about me?

Yingying paused again, and the tone of her voice became low: Am I not a member of this family?Do you all think I don’t exist?

No, Yingying, listen to me...

Yingying, that’s not the case!You listen to your mother's explanation...

Sister Juan and I both spoke to clarify at the same time, but Sister Juan even forgot her dilemma and sat up to face Yingying.

But Yingying's words made Sister Juan and I stunned.

Lies you...

Ah？

Why?

Yingying suddenly turned the country from me and squeezed between me and Sister Juan.

Mom, brother... do you two really think I don’t know anything?

Sister Juan looked at Yingying, while I looked at Sister Juan from behind Yingying.

For a moment, we couldn't find anything to explain.

Actually, I didn’t know the relationship between you two at the beginning. I only knew that mom, you often get up at night, and my brother was... I didn’t expect it at first, and I didn’t dare to think about the truth of the matter.

Yingying lay between me and Sister Juan and I and talked, but her eyes did not look at either of us, but looked straight at the ceiling, as if she was trapped in memories.

But, that night, you didn't know?I'll follow you out of the house.

Ah?Sister Juan's tone suddenly couldn't help but rise, and I was stunned for a moment.

Before Yingying could finish her words, she continued: You really didn’t see me.I followed you for a long time, and I saw you hugging each other and watching you enter that hotel.

At that time, I didn't know what the hotel was for, but I told one of my classmates about this... Oh, of course I didn't say it was you, I just said that I saw a man and a woman entering the hotel in the middle of the night, and then she told me a lot of things I didn't know or thought about.

I gasped.

Your classmate, isn't the one who shaved her short hair like a boy, whose name is...what is Jun?

Yes, it's her.There is also someone whose name is Lijun and whose surname is Deng.You can’t even remember a name like Deng Lijun, Ah?

I can't remember her name, but I remember her person!Whenever you didn't learn well, it wasn't her that she was bad...

Yingying was immediately dissatisfied and turned around and glared at me. Even Sister Juan cast a reproachful look at me.

There was a meaning in the eyes of the mother and daughter, who do you think you blame?Even if I'm stupid, I know what to do at this time.

OK, blame me, blame me...

I felt like a balloon that was only pierced, but Yingying obviously hadn't let me go. It would be better to say that I took the initiative to mention the name of her friend, but she opened up the conversation: Brother, do you know? I said that I had a boyfriend that time and it was her idea that she gave me. She said that if I didn't give you a sense of crisis, you would never cross that line in your life.

I was speechless.

In terms of results, Yingying's bad friend did hit me to the point.

And Ah, mom...

Yingying turned to Sister Juan. Actually, that night, I only recognized you, not my brother.

Eh?

Sister Juan was stunned.

My brother said that he wanted to go out to play while you were out, and I really believed it... Moreover, from the beginning, I felt that mom, you were not behaved normally and wanted to see what you were doing.

I can't see Sister Juan's expression, but it can be imagined that she must feel very uncomfortable now.

After all, these words were spoken from Yingying's own daughter... So, I walked over Yingying's body and reached out to pat Sister Juan's shoulder, just as comfort.

Yingying glanced at me, but she didn't say anything. She also acquiesced to my comfort to Sister Juan.

Then she continued: Mom, you know, I have wanted to have a father and a complete home since I was a child.So at the beginning, I really treated Uncle Gao as my father and brother as my biological brother.

At that time, when I mistakenly thought you were dating another man, I felt really upset.I don't want to blame you, but I am really afraid that this family will disperse, and I am afraid that I will separate from my brother and father who have finally been there... I couldn't sleep at night those days. I kept my eyes open until dawn several times, and every day during the night I thought about how to keep our home going...

Then, I thought of a ‘method’.

Even if you are separated from Uncle Gao, as long as I am still with my brother... as long as we become a family, it doesn't matter, right?

Yingying, you...

I was stunned.

This is the first time I heard Yingying hear her tell the root cause of the relationship between us in person.

Is this also the reason why she approached me at the beginning?I felt a little bitter in my heart, but there was also a small part of me feeling a little relaxed and relieved.

I have always had a knot in my relationship with Yingying.

I always felt that I accepted Yingying after being neglected by Sister Juan, when I was the most empty inside, for the purpose of finding a substitute. I never dared to tell her about this. Like Sister Juan, I originally planned to take this matter into the grave as a secret for the rest of my life.

But now, Yingying took the initiative to tell the origin of all this.

Although this does not mean that my idea of ​​finding a replacement is wrong, it at least relieves the guilt in my heart by a little.

So Ah,

Yingying turned around and lie flat, her arms around Sister Juan who was lying on her left and me who was lying on her right. That night was not only for me, brother and mom, but also for me, it was also a day of change.

Our home, the home of the four of us, changed from that day on...

Yingying is right.

That day, that night, became the beginning of all transformations.