Chapter 382

You know what happened later and you also see that before I had a real relationship with my father, I have been working hard to maintain my bottom line and innocence. Although I broke through again and again with my father, the final bottom line has been maintained. Before my father really possessed me, I had experienced many other contacts with my father, such as... leg sex... oral sex, etc. To be honest, although I didn’t really have sex with my father at that time, for some reason, I still felt a lot of stimulation and masturbating myself. I'm so much stronger. When I was rubbed and had a blowjob by my father, I kept telling myself that the man I was intimate with now is an old man, an old man who could be my father, and this man is also my husband's biological father... This thought kept recalling in my heart, feeling the stimulation of the body, which made me feel the double stimulation of psychology and physiology. The stimulation and taboo pleasure made me indulge in it, as if it was a drug, which made me addicted and unable to quit.

After resting for a long time, Xiaoying's voice came from the bedroom again

It was just that the point was about it. Xiaoying's voice was a little weaker, with a hint of hesitation in her words, but in the end she said it all

I didn’t have any insertion with my father, but I just had oral sex and leg sex. Isn’t it more exciting than having sex with me? I want to hear the truth, of course you can choose not to answer, but I don’t want you to lie...

After hearing her feels of contact with her father, I don’t know why I asked such a thing. The scenes of her intercourse with her father came into my mind. More than once, I thought that the stimulation my father brought to Xiaoying was unparalleled, both physically and psychologically.

Yes, the physical and psychological stimulation my father gave me is much better than yours. I hope this sentence will not hurt your self-esteem, but it is my truth. First of all, when we have sex, you rarely have foreplay. Generally, you rub my labia or breasts with your hands. If I moisten you, you will directly insert it. But my father is different. He will... lick me for a long time, anywhere, in those ways you never do with me. First of all, it is because of your machoism, and you are basically unwilling to do these, and secondly, I don't want you to do these, because doing so may affect your health, and I don't want to make any changes in your impression of me, and the incest and taboo stimulation between you and your father is...

Xiaoying gave me the answer. Although it was the answer I didn't want, it was the answer I expected. Xiaoying didn't finish her last sentence, but I know that the full version of this sentence is: This is something you can never compare to, no matter how you use it

Do you want to continue talking?

Because I didn't respond for a long time, the house fell into a brief silence. After a while, Xiaoying's voice came from the bedroom. Her voice was trembling, as if she was a little scared.

I'm fine, but let's change the way, I'll ask you and answer, because your own narrative doesn't seem to be at the point, you don't know what I want to know

I forced myself to calm down. It was me who asked Xiaoying to tell the truth. Then I have to bear the consequences of Xiaoying telling the truth.

But I'm going to change the form of Q&A, which can save time and skip irrelevant things

OK, ask...

Xiaoying agreed, without much hesitation, but she sighed slightly

What was your mentality when you gave your father the first blowjob? Why did you suddenly take the initiative to give your father the blowjob? Before that, you have never given me a blowjob...

Just now, Xiaoying filtered out this key issue.

I don't know if it was Xiaoying's intentional or intentional, my first question is very critical

When we first got married, I really hated oral sex. At that time, we had just started sex. I was quite conservative about sex. Later, when we were together, I learned about the term and method of oral sex. You didn't ask me before, but when I first learned about oral sex, I thought it was unnatural and violated the natural laws of sex. And that place was very dirty. Later, as we learned about it, and the pursuit of sex became deeper and deeper, there was a desire for oral sex in my heart, but it was not very strong. But I was a little curious. What was it like to hold that thing in my mouth? Is it possible to have a special feeling like what is said in the sexual knowledge.

But you started asking me for oral sex. After I didn't agree, you didn't ask me. And I was unwilling to give you oral sex on my own initiative. There was a reason for deceiving myself, that is, your impression of me, pureness, etc. I kept deceiving myself and defending myself. When I faced my father that night, the filthy smell, under the influence of taboo psychology, seemed to be aphrodisiac, which made me a little lost. And I don't have to care about what I look like with my father. After all, I don’t care about my father’s impression and opinion of me. I don’t need to pretend in front of him, so I made my first attempt, which was to have an oral sex with my father. I never dared to show this side in front of you. It was not until a long time later, with guilt and compensation for you, that I took the initiative to give you oral sex. At that time, I had already adapted and used to oral sex. To be honest, I really like to give you oral sex, and I like the special stimulation feeling in my mouth...

(The last sentence was said by Xiaoying’s prototype himself)

Xiaoying used a detailed description to explain the reason, but I did not refute any of this reason. Perhaps I had inadvertently asked too much and too high for Xiaoying, so that my father could get the first step.

In fact, so many things have happened because I can show my other side in front of my father. I have never wanted to let you see the side, the hidden self in my heart, unreserved release in front of my father. I can moan loudly, I can realize it more lewdly, I can enjoy all the ways of sex I want, I can enjoy the sex partner that ordinary people cannot enjoy, etc. In fact, the simple explanation is these

After a brief pause, Xiaoying gave a small summary of what she had just discussed.

What did you feel when you lost your virginity to your father for the first time?

After a brief silence, I asked another question. My question was very short, but each question is critical.

I can't forget the feeling that time in this life. I have always been careful to maintain the final bottom line. Although I have fantasized countless times in my heart and longed for my father to insert the thing into my body, I have always thought about you and our marriage. Before that time, I had contacted my father with my body many times, but the final bottom line has not been broken. I have always insisted on telling the truth. Before my father possessed me, although I had longed for it, I did not make it a reality. Originally, I was always on guard against my father, but over time, maybe I trusted my father too much, and I didn't guard against him that time. As a result... When my father just entered, I didn't notice that because my lower body was licked by my father at that time, so my father just inserted it. At that time, I felt it, but I couldn't believe it, but when my father's penis went further, I finally realized that I had lost my virility and was inserted by my father. Although there was no end to it, my last piece of innocence was gone, and all my persistence was defeated. At that time, I struggled desperately, all the pleasure and desire disappeared, and the only thing left was to get rid of my father. Although at that time I knew that even if my father pulled out his penis, I was no longer clean. I inserted it and inserted it once, and it was not different from inserting it a hundred times. This is why after I saw the video, especially when I saw that the time I was possessed by my father, it was arranged by you, and the arrangement was so sophisticated, which is also one of the things that made me hate you the most...

When Xiaoying said the last time, she gritted her teeth. Perhaps she thought that if she had not been inserted by her father, there might be any turning point in the future...