Chapter 384

Actually, after I put the video on the computer that day, I left home, but I didn't go to my father's place. I went to a hotel. I admitted that I was a little unreasonable, but you couldn't understand my mood at that time. I didn't even understand my own way. Even after putting the video on the computer, I felt a little uneasy in my heart. I was very conflicted in the hotel, and I felt a little regretful, and I was nervous and restless. Maybe it was a person's sixth sense. Finally, after I thought about it carefully, I regretted it. I thought a lot, and with the sixth sense, I became even more scared, so I rushed home.

At that time, I had a little hope in my heart, hoping that you would vent with me that night and didn't go home, so I still have time to remedy it. When I got home, I deleted the video again when I returned to the community, I actually saw my father in the garden of the community. He stood there and kept wandering, occasionally looking at the coat floor where our family was, and seeing my father come to the community. I was not surprised. During the day that day, my father called me once. Because I was in a complicated mood and felt uncomfortable, I hung up. My father should be worried about something, so I took a look. But he didn't have the courage to go upstairs and pass the island that night. My father and I were in a complicated mood. After the passion, they were often calmer than usual. When I thought more than usual when I saw my father, I realized that my heart was vaguely uneasy. The sixth sense began to cause trouble.

Downstairs, I said a few simple words to my father. Because I was anxious and worried, I asked my father to go back to the island and hurried to the house. During the process of going upstairs, I still felt a little scared in my heart. What would you react if I got home and saw you at home, and you were or had watched that video? But I couldn't care about that much at that time, and my anger didn't go away at that time, so I didn't worry too much. You might be emotional. But when I got home, I saw you lying in a pool of blood.

Maybe you can't believe it now. At that time, I really felt my heart suddenly cracked, and there was no difference from the time you fell off the cliff. Maybe I lost it once and knew how to cherish it more. So my pain this time was even stronger than last time. I rushed to you. At that time, I lost all my reason and wanted to save you desperately. The first time I thought of was my father who might still be downstairs. I quickly called my father. In less than two minutes, my father ran in panting. After that, I didn't care about anything else and called Leng Bingshuang for help. At that time, I had only one thought, that was to save you, and I didn't care about anything else.

When I arrived at the hospital, you were in the emergency room, my father and I were waiting outside. Did you know at that time? I was really scared, one was afraid that you could not save me, and the other was afraid that Leng Bingshuang's eyes. If the eyes could kill people, I might have been killed by her hundreds of times, and Leng Bingshuang didn't say a word to me. She was just talking to the doctor. Although Leng Bingshuang didn't say anything, I knew from her eyes that she had guessed something. After all, she knew our past, and you were self-harm and hurting Leng Bingshuang, IMy original best friend has basically stopped interacting with me since the last incident, but this time, do you know? I saw contempt and disdain in her eyes for the first time, and even a hint of ridicule. It was a silent irony against me, which made my heart even more uncomfortable. At that moment, I truly felt what it means to betrayal of everyone. Perhaps when the whole world knows the truth, I will be abandoned by the whole world. Regardless of whether the cause of the matter is because of you or not, the consequences are caused by me. I have an unshirkable responsibility.

Although Leng Bingshuang is very indifferent to me and is like a stranger, out of concern for you, I still asked her about your situation regardless of everything. Finally, she replied to your situation impatiently and even didn't want to tell me a word of extra words. This is even more so. He sat there and cried. Perhaps he also knew that he had harmed his son twice, and he almost lost his life twice. You will know what happened after that. I was taking care of you alone in the hospital. Although my father was worried about you, he did not dare to look at you. Maybe he didn't dare to face you, maybe he didn't have the courage to see you miserable on the hospital bed. He found a hotel nearby and communicated with the boss for a long time before agreeing to him to cook in the room. He prepared the meal every day and secretly brought it to me. No matter whether you woke up or not, he insisted on delivering the meal. I knew that he was atonement. Although this method of atonement did not make much sense at all because you didn't wake up and I had no appetite, so you know most of the food after it was spoiled and thrown away......

After Xiaoying said this, she fell into silence. Maybe she didn't know what to say. Although she said comprehensively, she said all the details were relatively simple.

By the way, although I go back to the hotel where my father lives to wash every day, I can swear that I have never had a relationship with my father once, and we are both well-behaved. It can be said that during that time, my father and I were not having a good time. Apart from worrying about you, we had no other thoughts and thoughts about what else you want to know, just ask...

I calmed down when I heard Xiaoying's words, for nothing else, because I knew a lot of things I wanted to know, although the truth was a bit different from my guess.

I can believe most of what Xiaoying just said, but I won’t believe it 100%. After experiencing so much, my trust in Xiaoying has been completely lost.

Then what do you feel now? Don’t you hate me at all?

The two of them had a lot of talk, so I further asked, after all, she treated me like this before I was disabled, but I just had a simple self-harm. Did everything be eliminated?

To be honest, when recalling all these things, I still hate you, but I don’t hate you as much as I do. Now I’m a complaint. So, in this couple, I have been trying hard to divert my attention. I don’t want to let myself recall those things, affect my emotions and feelings for you. I have been working hard these days, even if we are like lovers who have first met, we will experience the process of getting to know each other again, let us start over, let the past pass, completely pass, okay?

When she said this, Xiaoying walked out of the room. She came to the sofa and sat beside me. She hugged my arms with her hands. There was a smile on her face. Although the smile was a little stiff, it did not affect her sincere expression.

What about father? How should you and your father do in the future? Can you two recover from the past? I have a question I have never asked you. I have been judging and guessing from beginning to end, but none of them have been sure of the answer. Now I ask this question. If you can answer me truthfully, then we will start over...

At the end, it's time to talk about the issues I care about the most, and it's also my heart

You ask, I will definitely answer you...

Xiaoying seemed to feel something, but she still nodded firmly

I want to know, how do you feel about your father now? Father-in-law? Lovers? Have you ever loved him? Are you attached to him? And so on, about all your feelings about your father, to be honest, don't lower your head and answer me in the eyes...

I straightened Xiaoying's cheek and let her look at me. After hearing my question, my hands obviously felt her facial muscles tense up instantly...