Chapter 374

The situation was clear, but I couldn't tell whether it was true or not. After I fell silent, I suddenly found that there was nothing to say

In the company and business world, I am a wise person, but at this time I am speechless when facing my family members

My father didn't say a word, and he was already extremely nervous at this moment

I slowly got up and walked out the door. I had nothing to say and there was no need to stay.

I walked out of the room without any movement behind me

I walked very slowly, as if I was waiting for something, was I waiting for Xiaoying to call me behind my back?

Or are you waiting for her to abandon her father and follow me?

My hands touched my pockets and found nothing. I couldn't help but smile bitterly, I had forgotten the smell of cigarettes

Dada dada...

When I walked to the stairs of the outpatient building, the sound of high heels hitting the ground sounded behind me. It was very fast and familiar.

After a while, Xiaoying followed my footsteps, held my arms and held me with both hands. I turned to look at her. Her hair was not dry yet, and her clothes were not neatly worn. It must be that after I left, she quickly put on her clothes and chased after her.

I pulled my arm out of her hand without saying a word. She held me again and I pulled it away again. In the end, she could only follow me with a gloomy face and say nothing.

You eat something, it's still hot...

After arriving at the ward, I lay on the bed, Xiaoying put the bento on the bedside table and said, "I originally would have breakfast every morning. After all, breakfast is the most important thing, but after I knew it was made by my father, I lost my appetite."

Stop eating...

I covered the quilt directly on my head, and the ward fell into silence again. After a long time, I heard Xiaoying's sobs faintly, but I ignored it

After this self-harm behavior, I found that my mentality had changed a lot. I felt that I had become a little crueler than before, and my heart was also a little crueler than before. I used to be too concerned about other people's feelings. If I accidentally hurt others, I would feel more uncomfortable than others, but now I don't have this feeling.

When I was discharged, I was finally able to discharge. Since I learned that the food was made by my father, I have never eaten a bite, but my father still delivers food every day.

Originally, when Xiaoying lied to me for takeout, she would go out for a short while and get the food back.

Now I know that lunch and dinner were delivered by my father, and it might have been delivered to the corridor

After I didn't eat, Xiaoying had no choice but to find me a lot of business cards and advertisements, and I ordered takeaway food myself

On the morning of discharge from the hospital, Xiaoying prepared new clothes for me. After dressing it neatly, I looked at myself in the mirror. Maybe I was too depressed or stayed in the hospital and was so exhausted. My face was very pale, but my mental state was surprisingly good. I don’t know why, it seemed that I was a man again, and I felt a force constantly transporting from my penis to my whole body.

Put on a tie and wear a suit, and finally walk towards the airport under the guidance of Leng Bingshuang's entourage arranged by him.

It was also at this time that I realized that this hospital was in Hong Kong, and the plane that Leng Biaoshuang picked me up and dropped off at the airport was parked there. Xiaoying followed me along the way. Because there was an outsider, I didn't want to give her any face, but anyone with a discerning eye could see that the atmosphere between us was a little wrong.

On the way to the airport, Xiaoying kept looking back at the back, as if she was a little reluctant to leave the hospital, even when she arrived on the plane. Although she pretended to be very normal, I still found out.

Seeing this, I felt a little uncomfortable. She must be worried about her father. After all, we have a special car and a special plane to pick it up.

What should my father do?

Actually, at the beginning I was a little hesitant whether to ask someone to take my father with me, but I couldn't put that face down in my heart. My father is not a child, so there will definitely be a solution. After all... and Xiaoying, she will definitely help her father.

After returning to the city where I live, I felt very moved. I actually stayed in the hospital for more than a month. When I opened the door, I felt a slight smell of mold, which was emitted from the trash can that was not poured at home.

And the pool of blood in the kitchen was still there, and Xiaoying followed me with something in the house.

I stood at the kitchen door and looked at Shao Tan in a daze, Xiaoying was taking off her clothes.

The blood on the beach had already dried up and turned black, with traces of my body moving and struggling. Seeing this scene, my thoughts couldn't help but recall the time, my heart was mixed, and it seemed that I had recalled the scene of self-harm on that day.

The bloodstains on this beach did not clear, and I didn’t feel surprised. It was probably Xiaoying or someone who discovered me like this and quickly sent me to the hospital. No one has ever returned home since then. After all, my life was in danger at that time. Did Xiaoying and his father still have the intention to come back to clean up the house?

Ah...I'll clean up quickly...

Xiaoying's gentle scream sounded in my ears. She noticed that I was looking at the blood on the floor. She said nervously and scaredly. Maybe she thought I was angry about the burial of the floor. In the past two days, she seemed to have returned to her timid appearance, and she no longer had the energy to retaliate with her father for anal sex with her father.

Wait a minute...

Seeing Xiaoying holding a mop to wipe the ground, I stopped her. I took out my phone and turned on the camera function, and took down the blood on the ground.

Actually, I don’t know why I took these photos. Maybe I wanted to keep these painful memories and give myself a swearing to watch out for.

You wipe it...

After I said - I returned to our bedroom, I sat on the bed, I didn't know if the video was deleted by Xiaoying, but it was not convenient for me to turn on the computer at home at this time.

I just took a photo of my blood, which made her body tremble slightly. Even when she was mopping the floor, the mop was trembling. I guess she had guessed the purpose of my photo.

Husband, where are you going?

I really had nothing to do, so I walked to the door and prepared to go out. Xiaoying immediately put down the mop and came to the door and looked at me carefully, his eyes full of tension.

I'll go back to the company...Don't follow me...

I said while wearing shoes, it was still dry, I was going to go back to the company to check it out, and by the way, Leng Bingshuang, did she reserve a position for me and whether I still need to take up my position? At this time, I lost the feeling of family, and the only thing I care about is Haohao and my own job

Open the door and walked out, went downstairs alone to breathe fresh air, and kept thinking in my heart. During this period, countless thoughts have flashed in my heart, but I just can't figure out which one to think about

My self-harm behavior this time may have only one positive effect, which really scared my father and Xiaoying. The two of them became much more honest and honest.

But I didn't care much, and my penis was lost and I was still very happy

The only thing is that although I told the doctor, Xiaoying said that I didn’t care about the function of my penis, I actually cared very much. I have secretly tried it a few times in private. My penis can be erect, but I can’t get the biggest erection. After all, the penis is in the healing and recovery period, and its function will slowly recover.

What's gratifying is that although my penis cannot fully erect, its size seems to be bigger and more brave than my father's. If you fully recover, you can fully erect.

I think that majestic size will definitely surprise me.

But does all this make sense?

For Xiaoying, I really don’t want to touch her again, so is the lost big penis still useful?

And after self-harm

I don't know if my sexual psychology has changed, but since my penis has not fully recovered, my sexual needs have not been fully demonstrated.

I don't think so much. According to the doctor, my penis can be fully restored after at least another month. During this month, I have enough time to handle all the relationships at home.

As I thought about it, I was already standing at the door of the company's building. I looked up at the familiar building...