Chapter 371

Although my face was covered with a quilt, I could hear everything outside clearly. I felt that Xiaoying was breathing rapidly and seemed very excited. I just didn't know if it was because of sadness or anger

Actually, after saying this, I regretted it. After all, during this period, no matter what we said, we avoided our father. Moreover, their affairs seemed to have become a taboo between us. It has been so long that I picked out this matter first, because this problem has always troubled my heart. I was so excited that I blurted out all of a sudden.

Wang Jincheng, get up and tell me clearly what you mean. What do you mean?

Not long after, Xiaoying suddenly lifted the quilt on me and pushed me hard with her hands, saying while crying.

She seemed very excited and angry when she was right, as if I had relieved her inner pain. Perhaps the emotions she had suppressed for a long time these days finally broke out.

Don't touch me, you crazy woman...

At first I endured it, lying on the bed, my body was shaking by Xiaoying's push. In the end, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I threw Xiaoying's hands away from me and shouted at Xiaoying.

It seemed that my voice and movement were too loud. Xiaoying was thrown by me and staggered. She sat on the chair, staring at me blankly with tears on her face.

We have been married for so many years, and I have hardly ever blushed with her. Even though I divorced last time, I broke up peacefully. This is the first time I have had a physical conflict with her, and the first time I called her a crazy woman.

You yell at me and scold me, do you still want to hit me?

After staying for a while, Xiaoying said while crying, but she sat there quietly without getting up and tugging with me.

Yes, I want to hit you, just...

At this time, I was also angry and said it angrily after hearing Xiaoying's words. Finally, what I wanted to say was to hit you and be afraid of burying my hand, but this sentence was too much. At the end, I stopped. After I finished speaking, I sighed, then pulled the quilt back and covered my body, covering my face again.

Today we must make it clear...

After a while of quietness, Xiaoying lifted the quilt from me again, but the voice was not that loud, and it seemed to be much quieter, but the tone was firm.

I let Xiaoying pull the quilt away. I didn't move anyway and just lay there.

Don't you have a lot to ask me? Ask me, I'll tell you this time...

I noticed that I didn't say a word, Xiaoying sat beside me and said while taking a quick breath.

I don't want to ask now, I don't want to talk about it, just do whatever you like...

I said weakly, I remember when Xiaoying just discovered the camera, I wanted to talk to Xiaoying many times, but Xiaoying refused it by using Tai Chi, which made me feel like I was hitting my fist on cotton. At that time, I thought Xiaoying had amnesia due to her personality split. Now it seems that she did it on purpose.

You plan to live like this in the future, right?

Xiaoying's words seemed to be deflated and filled with sadness, but my heart was already hurt too deeply by Xiaoying, and it became more cruel than before. I did not answer and remained indifferent.

Actually, I can't answer Xiaoying's question, how do we live in the future? I haven't made the final decision yet

I know you blame me and hate me, but who do I thank today?

I admit that I did something too much, but what about you? If you forgive me and buy me a bouquet, even if it is a rose, this thing would not have happened. When I saw you lying in a pool of blood, I regretted it and was scared. I was too impulsive at that time. I hated you and resented you, and made me lose my mind.

But now I know I am wrong, I am really wrong, I don’t want to blame you, nor do I want to worry about myself. I just want to have a normal life in the future, so that we can completely break up with the past, okay?

Xiaoying sat next to me and murmured, the whole room was filled with her voice, but I had never replied, her words could no longer touch my heart. When her father inserted her anus into the chrysanthemum, when she put on the wedding dress again, I decided not to forgive her anymore

When I saw that DV video, this matter could not be solved in just a few words. I won’t care about you. Whatever you like, I just want to live my own life or even if I don’t go home. Just be husband and wife with my father. Compared to me, you are much happier with him...

I closed my eyes and said, Xiaoying admits her mistake to me, I don’t feel much relief, and Xiaoying doesn’t apologize to me. At the beginning, she was also complaining about me, and this is also thanks to me. It’s not an exaggeration to say this.

If you didn't have that DV video, you would forgive me, right?

After hearing my words, I heard Xiaoying's breathing disordered for a moment, and then she said in a trembling voice.

I don't want to explain some things, but the matter has happened and cannot be saved. Don't say it again. I will not care about what you are right about your father in the future. This matter was thanks to me at the beginning, so I will accept this result.

This sentence is my psychological statement at this time, half true and half false, because I can't find any reason to accept Xiaoying again

Is there really no room for recovery? Is your heart really that cruel?

Xiaoying could no longer hold it back and covered her face and started crying

My heart is not as cruel as you, at least I have left you room, but you have left me with no way out and no way to live. Compared to you, I feel ashamed of myself...

Xiaoying's crying sound made me feel a little excited

It was a moment when my words didn't leave any affection. After I was self-harmed, my heart also changed and became even colder

I really regret it. How do you say you can forgive me? As long as you say it, I can do it... Don't do this, okay? Husband, I beg you...

As Xiaoying finished saying this, I heard the sound of something touching the ground. When I opened my eyes, I saw Xiaoying kneeling on the floor. Her hair was already stuck to her forehead by tears.

Why are you doing this? I will divorce you without any distinction...

I told my bottom line that I really didn't plan to divorce Xiaoying. First of all, her parents are old and after experiencing the last incident, her parents don't know if they can withstand the second time. By the way, my parents-in-law are really nice to me. I don't want to hurt them, and I don't blame my son for living in a single-parent family. The biggest injury to couples when they divorce is often the children, so after thinking about it, I decided not to divorce.

After hearing my words, Xiaoying's crying stopped immediately. She looked at me with tears in her eyes, with a hint of relief and surprise in her eyes.

But from now on, we only have the name of husband and wife, and there will be no real husband and wife. We will keep our complete home in the future. I will cooperate with you whenever you have a party, including going back to your parents' home. But I will not interfere with your life in private. You can do whatever you like, but I hope you keep this matter confidential and scruples for the sake of your children.

This is my current plan and plan, but I haven't made sure yet. Since Xiaoying asked, I'll just say it out

Before saying this, I don’t know if Xiaoying is happy or sad when she hears this plan. If she really doesn’t love me anymore and falls in love with her father, then she should be happy after hearing this decision.

So when I was talking, I looked into her eyes, trying to understand her heart from her eyes. When I heard me say this, a hint of unnatural flashed in Xiaoying's eyes, which seemed to be as expected. The eyes that were still happy just now gradually dimmed down

As long as you don’t get divorced, as long as you let me be by your side, you can do whatever you want to do to me, I will let you see my changes, as long as you give me a chance, a chance to get to know each other again, I will be content

After Xiaoying finished speaking, she smiled miserably

Seeing Xiaoying's expression made a hint of disappointment flash in my heart. Seeing Xiaoying's eyes, I can't see the eyes that deserve my comfort.

Moreover, Xiaoying never said a word of sorry or a true apology. Although there are only three words, it is an attitude. Did Xiaoying not expect it, or did she say she was unwilling to say it at all?

It seems that she doesn't want to admit her mistake completely in my heart

My father wants to see you...

After a long quiet time, Xiaoying said something like a mosquito...