Chapter 377

It was the thirteenth day. Xiaoying came to my office as usual at night, but she sat there without saying a word. My table was filled with the bento she brought. I didn't even open the lid of the bento. I didn't know what Xiaoying did every day.

But after this time, Xiaoying's face was very pale. Although she put on heavy makeup, she still couldn't cover it up.

During this period, Xiaoying's face became paler and paler. I guess she might have come back because of lust. But when she came back in the past, her face turned red. Now she is a whiter, a fickle woman, a fickle Xiaoying, who knows?

So I didn't take it seriously

At night, I returned to the lounge to sleep as usual. Xiaoying slept on the sofa in the office again. However, when I woke up the next morning, I walked out of the lounge and saw that there was no breakfast on the desk. Xiaoying was still in the office. She was just lying on the sofa, her body was shrunk, her face was bloodless, and there was no reaction at all.

I rushed over quickly. Yes, I rushed to her like a conditioned reflex. I put my face close to her. Before my face was pressed together, I felt the strong heat coming from Xiaoying's face. I put my hand on Xiaoying's face, and my cheeks were hot.

She had a high fever, and she had been here for so many days, but finally she couldn't bear it anymore

A high fever is not a trivial matter, I quickly called an ambulance and sent her to the hospital. No matter what our relationship is, a couple can't watch her have any accidents, so I had to accompany her in the hospital.

Originally, I planned to ask my parents-in-law to take care of her, but I don’t know how to explain to my parents-in-law. Since I came back, I haven’t visited my parents-in-law and Haohao because I was afraid that my emotions would not recover would affect my parents-in-law and let them see what they saw. After all, I am very smart.

As for my father, I didn't think about letting him take care of him at all

Finally, I had to give up my job temporarily to take care of Xiaoying. Xiaoying finally woke up after sleeping for a day and a night. Through the doctor, I realized that Xiaoying was also in her menstrual period these days, and she caught a cold every night and was in a low mood, which caused her to be like this today.

Husband, Husband... Husband... Just as I was sleeping in a daze on the bed in the hospital, a weak voice sounded in my ears, and I got up in a daze

You woke up... Seeing that Xiaoying had woken up, I put away my nerves that had been tense for a day and a night, and also hid my concern and worries.

To be honest, I am really unwilling to let me forgive Xiaoying so much. If I forgive so easily, then can the same thing happen again in the future? Can I also solve it through a bitter plan?

I can't forgive and understand what happened on the island that day

Well... Xiaoying nodded gently, and I didn't say anything after that, because I didn't know what to say, and the ward fell into a brief silence.

Husband, I know I was wrong. This time I was really wrong. Can you forgive me again? Xiaoying said with a little bit on her arm

Let's talk about it after you recover... I pondered for a while, and could only practice Tai Chi and temporarily evade the matter

The ward fell into silence again. I ordered a takeaway to Xiaoying. The doctor took a brief examination and said that the fever had subsided and he could go home after taking a little drip.

After I finished the drip, I rushed back to my house with Xiaoying. After opening the door, the house was cleaned up in an orderly manner. The blood stains in the kitchen had already been cleaned up.

Xiaoying's body is still a little weak, but she has no problem taking care of herself. After talking to her, I hurried back to the company. In a day and a night, the company must have saved a lot of work.

In the ward and on the way back, Xiaoying and I were basically silent. We seemed to have lost our common language. The gap between us was so obvious. In the car, Xiaoying's hands were entangled together, constantly clasping her fingernails, covering her very tangled. She lowered her head and occasionally glanced at me with her eyes.

Actually, she didn't know that she was more than just tangled with it.

When I got off work in the evening, I sat in the office and wanted to go home to see Xiaoying. After all, I can't ignore her life or death.

Just as I was about to turn off the computer and go home, the door of the office opened again, and Xiaoying actually came back with a bento. She walked slowly, was still weak, and she was slightly bent when she walked.

The doctor said that during her menstrual period, the doctor told me when she was in a coma, Xiaoying might not know that I already knew about this. A woman caught a cold during menstruation. Xiaoying is very uncomfortable now, but she did not show it, and her face is still so pale.

After Xiaoying came in, she glanced at me, put the bento on her desk, and then sat on the sofa.

Xiaoying, are you going to use the bitter meat trick to save something? I was really defeated at this time. The fever was just subsided and it was still in menstruation. Although I was very disdainful of the bitter meat trick, I have to say that this trick worked very well for me. I have always had a problem with my ears being a little soft. I am going to explain everything clearly tonight. If I drag it on like this, it will torture us both.

I'm not trying to make a bitter trick, I just want to be by your side. Xiaoying looked at me with a loud look, lowered her head and said with her head down.

Xiaoying, to be honest, you really confused me. Since you already know everything, I might as well say that I was really affected at the beginning and developed... The psychology of a lewd wife, you already know this psychology, but not just because of that perverted mentality, but also part of the reason is to satisfy my perverted and regretted sexual desires. The second is to satisfy my father's desire in his later years. The third is to satisfy your desires. Looking back now, this idea and reason are really ridiculous, but things have happened and cannot be saved. After saying this, I took a sip of water. Today I am going to talk about everything, no longer hide anything, and tell all my true feelings.

At the beginning, I did feel the stimulation. Really, I masturbated as I watched you two videos and listened to your voices masturbating. At that time, I seemed very vulgar and cowardly in your eyes, right? When I said this, I asked Xiaoying back. Xiaoying did not answer, nor did she look up, but her hands were entangled together and shook her head hard. I didn't know what she meant to refuse to answer or deny my statement.

But with the stimulation, I was jealous and sad. I didn’t know why I was like this, but I liked this feeling very much. I didn’t find that I had such a mentality, nor did I know how this mentality was formed. Maybe it was related to the growth environment when I was a child, or maybe it was something I experienced during my growth, but I’m sorry, I can’t control this mentality myself, and it was also an accident and coincidence that made me discover this mentality. I didn’t know it at all.

At the beginning, I was full of confidence in myself because I had confidence that the person you loved was me, and you would never fall in love with an old man over fifty years old. After all, this is unrealistic. I hope you can distinguish the relationship between sex and emotion, satisfy your own sexual desire, satisfy your father's sexual desire, satisfy me... A perverted psychology But as time goes by, especially seeing my father's ability is much stronger than me, and the madness and madness that you have never seen in my father... When you are letting go, fear, inferiority, sadness in my heart. As time goes by, negative emotions gradually surpass those stimulating emotions, and I began to regret it, especially the relationship and scale between you and the father exceeded my expectations again and again. I really felt that things were out of control. I was afraid, I was afraid of losing you, afraid of self-result, so I began to secretly separate you two and repair the prison.

I lit a cigarette, leaned on the back of the chair, and looked at the faint light on the roof of the office shed. I didn't want to see Xiaoying's expression. I just thought that there was no one else in this office. I was talking to myself, focusing on all my psychological words. If all the words were said, Xiaoying would behave like the attitude. After everything was said, everything would be easier to handle, and I wouldn't have to live so tired...