Chapter 378

Especially on the island, when I saw you and your father standing together and putting on a wedding dress, I completely collapsed, and we divorced and the family was broken. That was the first time I suffered a bad consequence, and after all the hardships, we got back together again, but you became addicted to sex. This was really a big joke for me. In the end, I had to let you and your father get back together. At the beginning, I thought things had been controlled. I could make the stimulating psychology transcend those negative psychology and enjoy the stimulation brought by the slutty wife's psychology again, but I found that things went against my wishes. I lived in trouble every day, and I found that for you and my fatherI can't let go of everything. I hope that when you are with your father, you just maintain a simple sexual relationship. At least you must ensure that you can't give your father some first time. My ideal state is: if you have sex with your father, don't kiss, don't let him touch your breasts, don't give him oral sex, don't let him give you oral sex, etc. I want to keep too many of you under this premise, but you two have broken through those boundaries again and again. After all, it's not all your fault. I can't tell you the bottom line in my heart face to face. Even after agreeing to have sex with your father, I have never revealed the camera matter to you, because I want to see the real you without you knowing.

But Xiaoying, do you know? Through such a long period of observation, I have discovered that there are too many things in you that I have not discovered before, and have changed my previous understanding of you again and again. Of course, this time things have also changed your perception of me. You did not expect that the man you love deeply is actually a pervert who hopes that your wife will be played with by others.

When I said this, I lowered my head and looked at Xiaoying. Xiaoying buried her head low, her hair covering her cheeks. I couldn't see her expression at all, but the sound of her fingernails getting louder and louder, and even her fingernails were about to be broken.

This time Xiaoying did not nod or shake her head, just listened quietly

I have never dared to let you discover the camera. I originally planned to remove all the cameras after your relationship with my father was broken and keep this secret forever. However, because of my own negligence, you discovered it. So I fell into pain. You are moody and true. To be honest, you were very successful and made me confused. I live in suspicion and entanglement every day. Originally, I thought you were just like this for the moment, and it would be fine if the anger faded. But what happened that night happened. You shot a video for me and did that thing with my father, breaking all my fantasies and breaking my psychological defense line, so I have the result now

I put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, took a deep breath, rubbed my tight cheeks, and looked at the cigarette butts in the ashtray, and realized that although I had only said it for less than five minutes, I had actually smoked three or four cigarettes.

I kept telling myself that I shouldn't blame you, at least I shouldn't blame you all. This is my beginning, I should pay the price. When I have enough revenge, we will be even. But in the end I still didn't hold on to that last night. You made me completely desperate. I made such a crazy act of self-harm. Can you understand the mood at that time? I don't want to explain these in detail. You can guess your psychology. In addition, I want to explain something here. I didn't read your blog at all. When I saw it, it was too late. It was that night. After reading the blog, I bought you roses and wanted to reconcile with you. I forgot to grasp the present and the future. But when I went home with the roses, you were no longer at home. The next day I received your DV video. Maybe it was God's will...

When I said this, Xiaoying looked up for the first time, especially when she heard me say I didn't read the blog and bought roses, her face was full of surprise and disbelief.

What? You don’t believe it. The video from that day is still being saved. You can use a dongle to watch video surveillance. You can go back and see if I lie...

I took out the dongle in the drawer and placed it on the table

After looking at the dongle for a while, Xiaoying lowered her head again. She didn't say a word, but her shoulders trembled slightly. She couldn't calm down when she heard this.

This time, perhaps God was destined to give me such a disaster, which made me pay the due price for my ridiculous actions. Now my price has been paid. Xiaoying, do you think the price I paid is enough?

When I finished saying this, I looked directly at Xiaoying, and she sat there without saying a word, and the room fell into silence.

You can talk about it too, I have said everything I should say. If there is anything else I don’t understand, just ask directly. I will tell you in detail. In addition, you can talk about it too, what are your psychological experiences? We both have to talk about it. If we still have to live together in the future, I don’t want any more conspiracy between us.

I relit a cigarette. After Xiaoying heard my words, she was silent without looking up.

We both came home and told me if it was OK?

After a long period of silence, Xiaoying finally said something. At this time, her voice was a little hoarse. Although her voice seemed calm, her heart might have been ups and downs.

All right……

I looked at her for a long time and finally agreed to her. The reason I agreed to her request was because of her health. I don’t want her to go to the hospital again. This is my first compromise in the past few days.

I got up and put on my suit. She picked up the lunch box on the desk. We were walking on the road, and neither of us spoke to each other.

Actually, there was a hint of nervousness in my heart. I don’t know what Xiaoying thought in her heart after hearing my words. Some of my things, through her watching video surveillance, she had some understanding and guesses, but there were many things in my words that she could not imagine. I don’t know what the consequences of my words had, but through her asking me to go home to talk about this action, I know that she had a firm belief in me, but she had not wavered before.

When I got home, I turned on the dark room lights, the whole living room lit up, and the bedroom lights also lit up

How vivid this scene is for me, because the last night when I went home was the night when I was self-injured. Now I feel this atmosphere and I still feel a little touched in my heart.

After putting the bento in the kitchen, Xiaoying simply changed her clothes and sat on the bed in the bedroom without saying a word. I sat on the sofa in the living room. Although the door between us was not closed, due to the angle problem, I could only see her legs and feet, and she couldn't see me. The reason why I sat in the living room was because of the feeling I had just talked about.

Not letting her see me may make her words more realistic and say more

The room fell into a brief silence...