Chapter 4

The meeting time agreed with Hua Yuehong was the afternoon of the next day after the call. During the whole day, Liu Yujie was not energetic. Apart from taking care of her son, she was just staring blankly or looking through the previous photos, crying silently, and she had no idea how to continue her life in the future. It was not until the appointment time was approaching that she put on light makeup, checked her son's condition, and then left in a hurry.

Hello, I made an appointment with Director Hua to meet in the afternoon. Is she here now?

Liu Yujie said to the waiter at the front desk of the Xinli Clinic

This girl in her early twenties quickly retrieved the reservation record and said: Please wait, please provide your appointment name, I'll check it out for you

OK, Liu Yujie

I'm sorry for keeping you waiting for a long time. Director Hua is waiting for you in the office. Please walk straight to the first turn and go to the left. The second door is Director Hua's office.

The girl at the front desk replied politely

Thanks

Liu Yujie nodded with a smile and turned around and left

Dang Dang Dang

Liu Yujie gently knocked on the wooden door of the office. At that moment, she suddenly remembered the scene when she went to her son's school more than a month ago. She couldn't help but tremble in her heart, and she didn't dare to think about it anymore.

Please enter

A crisp female greeting came from inside the room

Liu Yujie took a deep breath, and the moment she pushed the door, she felt nervous when she made a mistake in studying when she was a child and wanted to be punished for entering the office.

When I pushed the door open, I saw that the not-so-spacious office was only arranged in the layout. Apart from a desk, there was only a functional bed in the corner of the wall, and some green plants were used as embellishments.

Behind the desk, a beautiful woman in a light suit stood up slowly, smiled slightly, and greeted: Ms. Liu, please sit down

Liu Yujie nodded and smiled embarrassedly: Sorry, the traffic jam on the road is a bit late

It's okay, what do you drink?

Tea bar

good

Hua Yuehong smiled, pressed the telephone on the table, and said: Xiao Liu, send two cups of tea in

The two sat down separately. Hua Yuehong looked at each other carefully. She was indeed a mature beauty with a wide range of manners. She was not able to have that charm that any woman could have. She showed her beauty and temperament very well. Her figure was also very good. Her plump breasts and perky buttocks did not show the old look of a middle-aged woman. Instead, she had the charming temptation that was not inferior to that of a young woman. No wonder the otaku was moved by it.

This idea made Hua Yuehong feel very resentful and complained even more about Dr. Hu, because Dr. Hu was her ex-husband. You should know that the idiot with an emotional intelligence of 0 was the first time he called her after a few years of divorce. And he called her twice. The blind man could see the care between words, which really made her angry.

For her ex-husband, Hua Yuehong doesn’t have much love now, or she has never loved her at all. At that time of marriage, she was just a college student who had just graduated from medical university. From time to university, she was a well-deserved school beauty, and she was a rare woman who merged her beauty and wisdom. The people who pursued her were like crucian carp, which also caused her selective obstacles, and she was restrained by countless suitors.

She was single until she graduated from college. When she met her unsightly and knowledgeable ex-husband in the internship, the other party suddenly ignored her beauty and instead blamed some of the problems she exposed at work. This way of interaction made Hua Yuehong, who had always been proud, unexpectedly favor the dull Dr. Hu, and even gave up her identity and pursued her. It was just that her life after marriage really made her feel bored. That fool was just an emotional idiot, let alone buying her clothes, jewelry, etc.

He can't even say sweet words, let alone shopping, traveling, and only knows how to study medicine all day long. He is a beautiful woman who is so charming and has learned all kinds of shameful postures from the A-film, but he is indifferent. After the marriage, the two have had a handful of sex times. If it weren't for the male friends and colleagues around him who always saw her, and they always had an uncontrollable impulse of desire, she would have even become ugly after getting married and her figure was distorted.

Hua Yuehong naturally couldn't stand such a life, and she divorced in a year.

After the divorce, she is still very popular, but Hua Yuehong, who had a failed marriage, was much more cautious this time. However, after being too cautious, she was still single after several relationships. Two years ago, she officially joined the ranks of older single women. The outstanding men who once surrounded her became home one by one. The more she picked, the more she became dissatisfied. However, who can understand the loneliness in her heart. Every time she woke up in the middle of the night.

She often thinks of the past years involuntarily, and she really has an indescribable hatred for her ex-husband. She hates him for delaying her youth, hates her naive and ignorant, and hates her years of waste, but in the end, all she has left is loneliness and emptiness. Sometimes she also wants to indulge in a little and enjoy a one-night stand. However, as a doctor, she is naturally clean and has a strong sense of fear and resistance to the STDs that may be caused by chaotic relationships between men and women.

Therefore, over the years, her temperament has become more and more cold. She has become more and more cold in her work, becoming an iceberg beauty, and has no connection with her ex-husband. This time, he called her for the first time for a female patient. While she was curious about Liu Yujie, she couldn't help but feel hostile. It was not because of jealousy, but because of the pride of a woman. Moreover, through her ex-husband's title, it fully proved that she was not as good as the woman in front of her, which made Hua Yuehong, who had always regarded herself, feel a little angry.

Liu Yujie was quite nervous and didn't care about the other party's gaze as he looked up and down, but she didn't know what to say in this occasion, and it seemed a little cramped. Hua Yuehong is an expert in psychology, so she couldn't see it. She let go of her jealousy and smiled and said: Ms. Liu, please don't be nervous. Today we meet for the first time. First of all, I need to know some of your family situation. Dr. Hu had already told me in advance. I have other questions to know about.

Liu Yujie said: OK, ask

Hua Yuehong's questions are very complicated. From Liu Yujie's background to her work and life, she asked very carefully, and recorded her questions while asking. Her questions were very skillful. Although there were many questions, they did not make the patient feel disgusted. It lasted for about twenty minutes. The paper in front of Hua Yuehong had recorded as many as six or seven pieces.

Finally the question stopped. Hua Yuehong frowned slightly and gently tapped the paper with a pencil, as if asking casually: Ms. Liu, what if your son can't wake up?

Liu Yujie suddenly became nervous and said: Isn’t there still hope?

Seeing this, Hua Yuehong hurriedly said: I didn’t say certain, I mean if, if your son can’t wake up, should you continue your life?

I……

Liu Yujie didn't know what to say for a moment, so she fell silent

Hua Yuehong waited for a while, and finally Liu Yujie said softly: I don’t know

Hua Yuehong said: Ms. Liu, the main reason for your current mental poor situation is that it is because of your son's condition. Maybe I should go and see your son. If he can wake up, your condition will naturally improve.

Liu Yujie seemed to have grabbed the life-saving straw and hurriedly said: Director Hua, do you have a solution?

Hua Yuehong shook her head and said: There is no 100% possibility of such a thing, but as long as there is one percent hope, we will do it with all our might. However, before this, you must understand that the Q&A in the treatment cannot be concealed. If you deliberately conceal or forget it unintentionally, it will increase the difficulty of treatment. Do you understand?

Liu Yujie nodded and said: I understand

Hua Yuehong smiled, nodded, and said: OK, please answer a few more questions from me

Liu Yujie's heart skipped for no reason and nodded hesitantly

Please don't be nervous. There is no camera or voice recording device here. There will be no third person in our conversation. Psychological treatment is a treatment that is rooted in the heart. So as a doctor, I need to understand the patient's full psychology. Please don't hide anything from me.

All right

The first question is, are you in a good relationship with your son?

fine

Fortunately, how good is it? Are you close? Will he share the secrets in your heart with you? If he has a girlfriend, will he tell you? Are you getting along as a friend or a superior or subordinate?

Liu Yujie thought for a while and said: Is this very important?

Hua Yuehong nodded and said: It's very important

Liu Yujie replied: He won’t be too secret from me, and I won’t ask him. I respect the child’s privacy very much. I usually get along with each other. Because I am busy with work, I may not care enough, but this child works very hard and strives.

Is his grades very good?

Yes

Liu Yujie nodded

But as soon as he finished speaking, Hua Yuehong put down the pen in his hand and sighed: Ms. Liu, please don’t lie in front of a psychologist? I hope it can help you. If you deliberately conceal something, your son may wake up very little.

Liu Yujie took a breath and said: I, I didn't lie

The beautiful phoenix eyes behind Hua Yuehong's lenses became helpless and stared at the other party coldly. This look quickly destroyed Liu Yujie's spiritual defense line. She said noddedly: It was very good before, but it has declined a little recently?

Hua Yuehong picked up the pen and recorded it again, and then said: Is it a sharp decline?

Liu Yujie nodded

How powerful is it?

Very awesome. He used to be the top few in the grade, but now he counts down in the class.

Liu Yujie lowered her head helplessly and said

Do you know the reason?

Hua Yuehong asked

Liu Yujie didn't speak for a long time, Hua Yuehong was not in a hurry, waiting silently, and the atmosphere in the room immediately became solemn and dull, making people almost unable to breathe.

After a while, Liu Yujie raised her head, stared at Hua Yuehong and said: I said, can you really help us? Can Xiaoxin really wake up?

Hua Yuehong replied without comment: I can't guarantee it, but I will do my best, please rest assured

Liu Yujie took a deep breath, stopped her tears with all her strength, and opened her mouth to say it, but she couldn't say it after trying several times. Suddenly, she felt dizzy and fell from the chair and fell into a coma.

Hua Yuehong was shocked and hurriedly stepped forward to help her up and pinched her. Fortunately, there was no big problem. Liu Yujie woke up quickly, but she still felt weak in all limbs.

Hua Yuehong held her and lay on the functional bed, checked it slightly, and said: It should be because of the loss of mental strength and huge, your body is too weak, so you need to be well conditioned.

Sorry, doctor

Liu Yujie replied weakly

It's okay, everyone has something that cannot be told. I understand, why don't today's treatment end here?

Hua Yuehong said, holding her glasses

Liu Yujie nodded and said sorry. Hua Yuehong smiled and shook her head, took the cup where Liu Yujie drank water and handed it over.

Liu Yujie took a sip and sighed deeply, staring at the water cup with dull eyes in a daze, her long fluttering hair gently fell on her chest, making her look extremely delicate and weak

Hua Yuehong looked at her, turned around and walked back to the back of the desk, picked up the pencil and wrote something on the paper. After a while, she heard something moving on the other side of the bed. As soon as she looked up, she saw Liu Yujie slowly walking back to her seat. Her eyes became much calmer, as if she had made some decision, which made her feel very interested.

Liu Yujie opened her mouth slowly and said: Doctor Hua, I will tell you everything, I hope you can save my son

must

Hua Yuehong nodded firmly

Liu Yujie sighed, her expression became more and more miserable, her eyes were floating, as if she was wandering around again. Just when Hua Yuehong was waiting a little impatiently, Liu Yujie finally said her son's unfair thoughts about her. She didn't say much, but she spoke very slowly, and she spoke intermittently for about ten minutes. It was strange to say it. When she just said it, she felt extremely embarrassed and ashamed. But after she finished speaking, she felt much more relaxed. Her depressed spirit seemed to have found a vent, and she had more hope in her heart.

After hearing this, Hua Yuehong was silent for two minutes, then shook her head gently and said: Ms. Liu, in our psychology, your son should have entered a state of self-enclosure. Because he could not face it, but he had to restrain himself, he chose to be self-enclosure and did not respond to external stimuli. This is a very serious mental illness. Historically, the possibility of successful awakening is not very high. If not, I hope you must be mentally prepared.

Liu Yujie's heart suddenly got up and asked hurriedly: Is there no good treatment? Is it possible to do it abroad? No matter how much it costs, as long as it can, I will wake up Xiaoxin. I am willing to pay for it.

Hua Yuehong smiled bitterly and said: This is not a problem of money. This mental illness cannot be solved by taking medicine or surgery. If the patient does not have the will to wake up, then no matter how we apply pressure outside, it will be useless. Do you understand?

clear

Liu Yujie fell on the back of the chair and said with difficulty

At present, this kind of psychological treatment is also in the exploratory stage, because this disease is not targeted and not comparable. Almost every patient has different symptoms. And even if some patients wake up, they have developed a second personality due to excessive external stimulation.

From the perspective of memory, this kind of awakened patient is equivalent to a brand new person. His past memories, life, and thoughts are completely different from the previous personality, and they are prone to recurrence, and eventually form multiple personality, that is, schizophrenia. Therefore, in terms of treatment, special attention is needed. Foreign countries are not much farther away than us, and unfamiliar environments may have unpredictable consequences on the patient's subconscious, so I do not recommend going abroad for treatment.

Hua Yuehong concluded

Liu Yujie stared at Hua Yuehong in a daze and said: That means, is there no way?

Hua Yuehong thought for a while and said: Before I get in touch, I can’t make any decisions. I need to observe and then do some targeted treatments. If I have one in ten thousand hopes, I will do my best and rest assured.

Liu Yujie nodded silently, was stunned for a while, stood up slowly, and said: Thank you, Dr. Hua, please send the bill to my address today. Thank you

Seeing that she was a little dazed, Hua Yuehong said: I'll give it to you, you are in a bad state now, I'm afraid you will be in danger on the way.

No need to worry, I'm fine

Hua Yuehong had already gotten up, picked up a coat and put it on her hand, and said: Don't be polite, it's time to get off work, and I'm going to go home too

Seeing that the other party had to refuse, she continued: You are a single-parent family. If something happens accidentally, who will take care of your son?

After hearing what Hua Yuehong said, Liu Yujie could no longer hold on, so she thanked her

The two went down to the underground parking lot and got into Hua Yuehong's car, a sky blue Volkswagen Beetle. Liu Yujie sat in the passenger seat, looking at the bustling streets outside the window. The night in winter fell very early, and it was already dark. The expressway was full of vehicles getting off work. The lights were lit up in the city, making the city look dazzling.

Hua Yuehong drove the car and chatted with Liu Yujie for a few words. Seeing that the other party had no intention of answering, she could only stop the conversation and followed the traffic jam little by little.

When you arrived downstairs of Liu Yujie's residence, Liu Yujie thanked: Doctor Hua, if you are not busy, should you come up and sit down, have a cup of tea before leaving

Hua Yuehong smiled and said: If you just invite me politely, then I won’t go up. If you have something to say to me, or let me see the patient, I will go up.

Liu Yujie patted her forehead lightly and said with a smile: Sorry, then please come up and sit down, I hope you can help us

Hua Yuehong nodded and parked the car in the garage. The two of them took the elevator to the top floor. Even though Hua Yuehong's family was from a good place, when she entered Liu Yujie's home, she couldn't help but admire her sincerely when she saw such a spacious and atmospheric living room.

After a few greetings, Liu Yujie took Hua Yuehong upstairs. The female doctor checked Wang Xin's response to external stimuli. The test result was very discouraging. The boy's five senses seemed to be closed and could not be dripped in. She frowned and looked through the medical records brought by Liu Yujie. Judging from the above records, there was no problem with physical functions, and it was even more determined that it was a mental problem.

Dr. Hua, how is the situation?

Liu Yujie asked anxiously

Hua Yuehong shook her head and said: Not optimistic, self-enclosure is so strong, which is very rare in psychological cases, and is more serious than severe autism. The eyeballs do not even respond to external light stimulation, which is very similar to the on-site symptoms of vegetative people.

When Liu Yujie heard this, her heart suddenly sank to the bottom of the valley. She sat on the head of the bed and gently stroked her son's face. Tears rolled down, delicate and powerless, and she could not have the charm of a strong woman in the business world.

Seeing this, Hua Yuehong comforted: As long as it is a disease, it will definitely be cured. You are too sad and useless. If you have him and have a diary, can you show it to me?

Liu Yujie wiped away her tears when she heard this, nodded and said: Wait a moment

Then he hurried out

Hua Yuehong looked at the teenager who was lying quietly and felt helpless. The most feared thing about psychological treatment is to encounter such a patient who is completely uncooperative, as if a mouse pulls a turtle and has no idea how to start. If you can't find an entry point, you will not be able to understand the patient's heart and find the cause. Psychological treatment must find the cause, and then through hypnosis or drug assistance, the patient can dispel psychological stubborn diseases by himself, thus achieving a curative effect.

Hua Yuehong thought of a god, and she didn't even know that Liu Yujie came back. Until she was awakened by the other party and saw the diary handed over, she took it over and said apologetically: Sorry, I'm thinking about something

Liu Yujie nodded and said: Please, please

Hua Yuehong nodded, opened the diary, and carefully looked at the text. These words exposed nakedly the diary's desire for women, and the words were exposed, and the back was filled with strong sexual fantasies. She looked and thought, and her brows couldn't help but frowned. This expression made Liu Yujie, who was standing beside her, felt very nervous, afraid that the other party would be furious. This shameless secret made others know, and she couldn't help but put her mother and son in a very unfavorable situation.

Finally, Hua Yuehong closed the diary and saw Liu Yujie with a nervous and sad face. She couldn't help but smile and comforted: Ms. Liu, don't be so nervous, don't worry, no one else knows about this. In fact, although things like you are not common, they are not uncommon, especially in single-parent families. Due to the lack of fatherly love, some boys will become feminine, and some will become very masculine. Your son belongs to the latter type.

Through your previous description, he is a capable, smart and responsible boy. There are actually very few such boys now. Most men still seem naive and ignorant until they are thirty. Over-maturity leads to your son's cognitive errors in his position in the family. He does not put himself in the perspective of his children, but becomes a male in the family too early. As the only woman, I guess you don't care too much about your usual clothes or living habits.

Liu Yujie thought about it and nodded, saying: Yes, I usually wear casual clothes. I always think he is a child, so I don’t care about these things. Moreover, because he lost his father very early, I don’t want him to think I’m alienating him, so I’m a little deliberately not to avoid it.

Speaking of this, she couldn't help but think of all the past. When the weather was hot, she often walked around the house wearing only a long men's shirt, with only bras and underwear inside, and sometimes she didn't even wear a bra. And every time her son pressed her shoulders, she didn't seem to cover her chest. She probably had her breasts been kept in her eyes by her son, and sometimes she would lie on her son who was doing her homework and talk to him. That posture might also have an impact.

It's all my fault, it's all my fault, I'm a incompetent mother

This thought arose in Liu Yujie's heart, and her body trembled slightly

Seeing this, Hua Yuehong hurriedly grabbed her hand and said: Stop, don’t think too much. I now see that you are a person with a very sensitive spirit. Your son obviously inherited this point of your personality. Your personality is that you are careful, and the disadvantage is that you are prone to losing control. You must control your emotions well, do you understand?

Liu Yujie endured the severe pain in her heart and nodded with difficulty.

Hua Yuehong also said: After a cognitive error occurs, his subconscious mind has ideas about you. In fact, many boys' first sexual fantasy object have more or less the shadow of their mothers, but most people will not sink into it, because this fantasy is just an illusion after all, and many people cannot detect it at all. Even if they notice it, they will naturally be attracted by other women when they get older. Therefore, incest is very rare in society.

Physiologically, people are always attracted by beautiful things. Young and beautiful strangers are more likely to attract young people. However, there are exceptions. Some people have motherhood or fatherhood, and like the opposite sex older than themselves. This kind of thing is also very common. Your son's situation does not feel like this. What is revealed in his diary is not motherhood.

It is a naked desire to possessive beautiful women. Unfortunately, as his mother, you are the closest woman he is to, and you are very mature and beautiful, so he has sexual impulses towards you. The cognitive error of family status makes him have a strong desire to possessiveness. When sexual desire and possessiveness surge at the same time, he is bound by morality, so he can only choose to commit suicide. Although he has not succeeded, he was stimulated by the outside world at the moment of entering the water, which makes him give up all the desire to survive and believe that he is dead, so the current situation is here.

After listening to the other party's analysis, Liu Yujie stayed silent for a while

Seeing this, Hua Yuehong took a deep breath and wanted to speak but stopped, but finally couldn't help it and asked tentatively: I have a question, don't know whether to ask it or not.

Liu Yujie was silent for a few minutes and slowly spoke: Doctor Hua, ask

Hua Yuehong nodded and said: Judging from the medical records, he is completely unconscious, so did you help him complete his excretion?

Liu Yujie nodded in silence. She couldn't help but think about helping her son urinate last night, but she couldn't help but play with her son's penis, and she couldn't help but feel a fever on her face.

This subtle change did not escape Hua Yuehong's eyes. She asked: Did his body change?

Ah

Liu Yujie said in surprise: What changes?

Any changes

Hua Yuehong asked in the eyes of the other party

Liu Yujie was worried when she saw her, and her mind suddenly became blank. The scene that happened last night seemed clear and blurry, but she just couldn't remember what changed her son

Seeing that Liu Yujie's eyes became confused, Hua Yuehong had to ask further: That's the one, did she have an erection?

After saying that, she blushed a little. After all, she was just a psychiatrist, not an anorectal department or other doctors.

Liu Yujie was asked and said stammeringly: I...I...I...I can't remember...clearly

Hua Yuehong said a little discouragedly: This is very important

Seeing the confusion in Liu Yujie's eyes, she continued to explain: I need a treatment entry point. If he has a reaction there, it means that the spirit has an entrance to connect with the outside world. Can you understand this explanation?

Liu Yujie thought for a while and nodded, and hurriedly said: Then I'll try it now?

Hua Yuehong nodded and said: I'll avoid it.

After saying that, get up and walk out the door

Seeing that the other party left, Liu Yujie didn't dare to hesitate, so she quickly took off her son's outer pants. The underwear was bulging. Looking at the huge bulge, she actually had a slight expectation. Using treatment as an excuse, the guilt in her heart was extremely reduced. She silently thought in her heart that this was all for the treatment, and then gently took off her son's underwear. A hideous snake was quietly living in the familiar and unfamiliar dense black pubic hair. She gasped and bent down and greedily breathed the rich masculine aura emitted from her son's crotch.

Holding the thick penis with both hands tremblingly, gently caressing it, the glans went back and forth between the foreskin, exposed to her eyes without any restraint. She kept swallowing her saliva to relieve the tension and excitement in her heart. She had not had a man for too long, so her body was trembling slightly due to this insignificant stimulation. She had an experience last night, and she knew that her lower body had been wet without touching it.

Liu Yujie slowly stroked her son's penis and stared at the big snake with meticulous eyes, for fear of missing a little sign of erection, but she kept masturbating for more than ten minutes without any reaction. At this time, Hua Yuehong's voice came from outside the door and asked: Are there any reaction?

Liu Yujie raised her head and said loudly: No Ah, no reaction at all

Hua Yuehong replied: Don’t use too much force, be gentler, and talk to him to see if there is any reaction.

Liu Yujie was in trouble and said: What should I say?

Hua Yuehong thought about it and said: Just say something that can stimulate him

Liu Yujie thought about it, turned to look at her son, tried to calm down, and said: Son, wake up quickly, do you know how worried mother is about you? I worked hard to raise you, did you repay me like this? You once said that you would take your mother around the world when you grow up, have you forgotten? Wuwuwuwu

As he talked, he burst into tears. Thinking that the hard work over the years has become empty, he felt extremely sad.

Hua Yuehong heard the depression outside the door and hurriedly spoke and said: This is not enough, now it is to stimulate his lust. You have to change the statement.

Liu Yujie stopped her tears and asked in confusion: Change to another one?

After saying that, she immediately realized what the other party meant, and couldn't help but blush and asked: Do you really want to say it?

Hua Yuehong nodded outside the door and found that the other party could not see it. She hurriedly said: Of course, I have to say that everything is for the treatment of the disease, so don't have a psychological burden.

Liu Yujie nodded with a red face, her breath became more and more chaotic, and her eyes were staring at her son. Just when Hua Yuehong was waiting a little anxiously, she finally opened her mouth.