This night was an unforgettable night for Liu Yujie and Hua Yuehong. Finally, with the tired body after the climax, they held each other in the room on the first floor for a night. It was not until after ten o'clock the next morning that Liu Yujie woke up in a daze.
She was still a little unconscious when she woke up just now. She sat up and looked at herself, vaguely remembering what happened last night. She looked around and there was a naked female body lying beside her. The two of them covered a wool blanket. Although the temperature outside was close to zero, with the support of the constant temperature central air conditioner, the temperature in the house was always maintained at 25 degrees, so there was no risk of catching a cold.
Thinking of what happened last night, Liu Yujie couldn't help but feel a little shocked. She seemed to have become a different person last night, and she actually did such a shameful thing with Hua Yuehong. On the one hand, she couldn't help but feel in love, and on the other hand, she didn't have the effect of alcohol. If time was left now, both of them would probably not be able to do the same thing.
She looked at Hua Yuehong, hesitating whether to wake her up or leave secretly. She thought about it, she was not a man, so why bother to be careful? She couldn't help but laugh secretly, crawled over and stared at Hua Yuehong who was sleeping.
This woman is really more beautiful. Her facial features are delicate and gentle and graceful. She looks so charming when she sleeps. Her skin is not only fair, but also delicate and smooth. She was already clear when she touched last night, and her figure is even more beautiful. Although it is not very popular, the place that should be big is big and the place that should be small is small. The thin willow waist that Yingying holds is probably one inch thinner than herself, not to mention the pair of attractive and charming legs, straight and slender, and she is really a natural charming beauty.
Compared to myself, it seems that except for her big breasts, there is no advantage in other aspects. It is 165, not as big as her 172, and her legs are not as slender as hers. Her breasts are a little drooping. Her butt is bigger than hers, but not as tight as hers. There are two deep crow's feet at the corners of her eyes. After comparison, Liu Yujie couldn't help feeling a chill in her heart, sighing secretly towards Hua Yi Lao, and her face no longer
I don't know if it was because she was so close that her breathing woke Hua Yuehong up. She saw her long eyelashes tremble slightly and slowly opened her eyes. Liu Yujie couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed. She quickly calmed down and said hello.
morning
Hua Yuehong looked at the other party, suddenly turned red, and responded:
Needless to say, she must have remembered what happened last night
Both of them felt a little embarrassed, but Liu Yujie broke the silence first, forced a smile, and said: I drank too much wine last night
Unexpectedly, as soon as she said this, it aroused Hua Yuehong's smile. She finally stopped it. Facing Liu Yujie's puzzled eyes, Hua Yuehong held back her smile and said: Sister, your words just seemed to be a dialogue on TV, but they were all said by the man.
Liu Yujie couldn't help but smile when she heard this. Her embarrassing emotions gradually dissipated with the laughter. She quipped and said: Why, I dislike me not a man?
Hua Yuehong smiled but didn't answer
Seeing her rather calm smile, Liu Yujie couldn't help but tease: Hey, what do you think of my proposal last night?
What proposal?
Hua Yuehong asked in confusion
Liu Yujie curled her lips and said: What happened last night, don’t you remember it now?
Hua Yuehong thought about it and said: Are you sure it’s not that you haven’t woken up yet? Or can I be a joke if you are joking.
Liu Yujie said helplessly: Do you think I am a joke about something like this?
Then there must be a reason
Hua Yuehong asked
Liu Yujie paused, thought for a while, and couldn't help but sigh. Facing a psychologist, it seemed that it was difficult for her to tell a perfect lie, so she opened the skylight and said: You are right, I have some idea.
Seeing that the other party was dodging, Hua Yuehong couldn't help but feel curious and laughed: Come on, let me listen, or I'll guess? I'm very good at guessing riddles.
Liu Yujie smiled bitterly and said: Then guess what
Hua Yuehong stared at the other party's eyes and looked carefully. After a long time, she said softly: Are you afraid that I will reveal the secrets of your mother and son.
Liu Yujie's body shook suddenly, and she was slightly lost. After Hua Yuehong asked twice, she came to her senses. Looking at the cold smile with a sarcastic corner of her mouth, she nodded helplessly and said: Sorry, Doctor Hua
Hua Yuehong didn't expect to admit it so generously. The atmosphere was a little awkward for a moment. She didn't know whether she should turn around and leave or pretend that nothing had happened. At this time, she heard Liu Yujie continue: Doctor Hua, I don't mean to you, but what happened yesterday really made me uneasy. If I could use my reputation to exchange for Xiao Xin's awakening, I would have no regrets. But things are not that simple. Once things are exposed, not only me, but even Xiao Xin will be tolerated by society.
Hua Yuehong sighed and said: Oh, I understand, but you are so worried about me. I also have professional ethics.
Liu Yujie shook her head and said: It’s not that she is worried, but that she is afraid to rest assured. I dare not use it to bet on Xiaoxin’s future. I know that doing this will be unfair to you. I have to drag you into the water, but I have no choice.
Speaking of this, she looked at Hua Yuehong. Seeing that there was no anger on her face, a glimmer of hope ignited in her heart.
Said: Doctor Hua, don’t worry, if Xiaoxin can wake up, I will only be his mother, not other identities, and things during the treatment will only be a secret. Not only will I not fight with you, but I will transfer all the shares under my name to your name. I will go abroad alone and will never disturb you.
Seeing Liu Yujie begging so humble, Hua Yuehong felt particularly uncomfortable. The climax of the two women last night was still left with the afterglow. In a blink of an eye, the status of the two men had a different level, which made her not know whether to laugh or be sad. For the possible relationship between Liu Yujie and her son in the future, she would not have the idea of telling others. What happened between the two women last night was a game inspired by alcohol.
Two women carrying the same heavy shackles vented unscrupulously once. What made her angry was that Liu Yujie had bad intentions, but then she thought that it seemed that Liu Yujie's intention would not bring any losses to her. After thinking about it, her anger gradually dissipated. Seeing the other person's pity, she couldn't help but feel sympathy in her heart. Putting herself in the other person's shoes to consider it, Liu Yujie's approach seemed not so unacceptable.
OK, sister Ah, I didn't blame you again
Hua Yuehong said helplessly, what can I do if I don’t forgive me? I can’t sue the court and say that I was raped by a woman.
When Liu Yujie heard the other party call her sister, she couldn't help but cry and choked: Sister, do you really forgive me? Thank you, all I said is true. When Xiaoxin wakes up, I will go abroad immediately and will never come back.
Hua Yuehong said with a laugh and cry: Sister, I don’t seem to agree to you anything, right
Seeing Liu Yujie's nervous expression, she smiled bitterly: Don't worry, no matter what happens, I will never tell others the secret between you mother and son. I know you are not at ease, so I will use my own secret to mortgage you, okay?
Liu Yujie nodded in confusion and said: I believe you, sister, but what does the secret you said mean as collateral?
Hua Yuehong's expression became a little lonely for a short time, and her face was full of sadness. She didn't say anything for a long time. Hua Yuehong didn't urge her and waited quietly. After a while, Liu Yujie gently lifted up the long hair in her ears and watched the sunlight shine in the gaps in the curtains.
Slightly said: It's nothing, I just want to tell you a secret that I have never told others. This secret has been hidden in my heart. I once told myself that I will hide it for the rest of my life and will not tell anyone. But in the past two years, the burden of carrying this secret has made me exhausted. Maybe we will be more relaxed with each other when we exchange it with you.
Liu Yujie immediately understood the meaning of Hua Yuehong's previous words when she heard this. She nodded, stepped forward to support her, held her in her arms, gently stroked Hua Yuehong's back, and said: Tell me, I will keep this secret with you.
Hua Yuehong closed her eyes slightly and nodded gently. She felt the warmth in the other person's arms. Her heart seemed to be no longer so cold. She slowly spoke: I am not the only daughter in the family. There is a younger brother who is three years younger than me. He is very cute and likes to stick to me. However, as she changes age, the relationship between us siblings gradually became a little distant. Because of her parents' love, he has poor grades and likes to fight and cause trouble outside. So as soon as she finished junior high school, her father sent him to the army.
I was admitted to university that year. I only saw him during the Chinese New Year every year. After entering the army, he became taciturn and disliked to speak. He also liked to stay alone during the Chinese New Year. I guess he was resentful to his father who sent him to the barracks. Although I am his sister
But I didn't know how to help him out. So in my sophomore year, I transferred to the Department of Medicine and majored in psychology. I hope that one day I could help them unravel the knots of their father and son and regain the warmth of their childhood family. However, after his service expired, he did not go home and did not contact us. He just sent me a blessing message on the night before my marriage. When I called him again, no one answered him.
Speaking of this, she paused, took a deep breath and continued: The man behind her was not as beautiful as I imagined. My ex-husband, Dr. Hu, is a dull and lacking in life. I came with him because I admired his talent. But after marriage, I realized that my vision of choosing men is really not ordinary. The boring and depressing marriage life made me unbearable. I ended this marriage that had lasted for a year and left the hospital.
With the support of my father, I opened a psychological diagnosis and treatment center with my classmates and started a dull life of being single. Soon, I heard from my former colleague that my ex-husband was beaten hard by someone and asked if I was asked to be beaten. I thought it was ridiculous at the time. Why did I do that? My malicious guess, was he diagnosed the wrong thing, so he was beaten by the patient's family, so I didn't take it seriously
Until half a year later, one night after I attended my classmate’s wedding, I was kidnapped by two men on the way home and wanted to rape me. At this moment, I saved me alone. Although he tried his best to hide his appearance, I still recognized it. It was my younger brother, Hua Xiaotian, Tian. He was always in this city. I held him hard and refused to let him go. I had many questions to ask him, why didn’t he say goodbye, why didn’t he forgive my father, why didn’t he review his mistakes.
He was still struggling at first, but then he stopped. I didn't ask any of my words. I am no longer the little girl of the past. Many things seem less important when I grow up. More importantly, his younger brother is my family. We want to live together. I only said one thing at that time, "Go home with me." He thought about it for a long time and finally nodded.
My younger brother's return made my parents very happy. Although they were still a little embarrassed, with the help of my mother and I, I finally let go of my past grudges. However, my younger brother was unwilling to live with my parents. He wanted to live with me, because it was not safe for me to live outside alone, so my parents naturally agreed and advised me to come back and live. After experiencing the incident of almost being raped, I was deeply scared. However, I was used to being free and unwilling to be controlled by my parents anymore, so I took my younger brother to live outside.
That period was the happiest period after my divorce. I didn't know what he was doing in the past few years, but I could see that he didn't want to say it, so I didn't ask. Anyway, the most important thing is that my younger brother is back. He is like a housewife and takes care of my daily life and diet. He picks me up and gets off work. I find him a few girls to have sex with him.
After he had been in contact for a while, he broke up without exception. Every time I asked him what kind of girl he liked, he would smile without answering. This kind of life took about seven months, seven months of happiness, seven months that I would never catch up in my life. If it weren't for that unintentional discovery, maybe it would have been longer.
Speaking of this, Hua Yuehong's eyes became wet without realizing it. She was crying silently, and her emotions were a little out of control. Although Liu Yujie didn't know what secret Hua Yuehong discovered, it was obvious that the answer to the mystery was definitely not something to be happy about, so she comforted softly: Sister, don't suppress it, if you have any sadness, you will feel better if you cry.
Hua Yuehong shook her head, wiped away the tears on her face silently, and said softly: It has been a long time since I should have cried, I have finished crying, thank you sister for your concern
The two hugged each other and remained silent for a while. Hua Yuehong continued: The clinic was out of power that day, and there was no appointment in the afternoon, so after I handled some things, I was lazy and came back two hours early. When I unscrewed the key, I found that the door was not locked. I thought Xiaotian was at home, but I looked around and saw that there was no one around. Then I went to the bathroom and sat on the toilet, and I found...
She choked a little, and finally took a breath and continued: I found a set of black women's underwear in the plastic basin next to her. I clearly remember that I just changed it and threw it into the washing machine in the morning, but why did it appear outside? I took it over in confusion and almost fainted when I looked carefully.
When Liu Yujie heard this, her heart skipped a beat and she had already guessed seven or eight points. Sure enough, Hua Yuehong said sadly but calmly, but behind this calm tone was endless sadness.
Semen, sticky male semen everywhere on my bra and underwear. I really felt that the sky was about to fall. I didn't know how I left the bathroom. I sat in the living room for countless hours. I needed an explanation. I hope Xiaotian could tell me that this was not what he did, even if this might be just one in ten thousand.
After a long time, I finally heard the sound of the door opening. I saw the familiar face, but the expression was not surprised at this moment, only the twisted and deformed panic. Although I knew that he would definitely not be able to escape, I still asked. I hope he could deny it in person. Even if he told me that it was his friend who made me feel at ease, he admitted it after a while. I was very angry at the time and shook his hand and slapped him. As a result, he pressed me down on the sofa like crazy.
I was shocked and scared at the time, thinking that he was going to rape me, so I struggled desperately, but I was no match for him at all.
He kept pressing silently until I lost all my strength, and then slowly spoke, "Why do you think I like my real sister if you are my sister? Do you know how much I like you?"
Do you know how long I have liked you?
You know why I like to fight in middle school, it's all because of you. Those bastards dare to say bad things about you behind their backs and fantasize about you. This is something I can't bear.
I want to beat them until I don’t even dare to think about it. I don’t know when it started. Sister, your every frown and smile always appears in my dreams. I’m so painful, so painful, do you understand, do you understand, do you understand
At that time, he shouted at me, and then I realized that his heart was so sad. I was very panicked. I didn't know how to persuade him. His eyes were crazy and sad. I could tell that he was fighting fiercely inside, but I couldn't help him. It took him a while to calm down.
He told me desperately that in fact, he has been living near me for the past two years and looking at me in the dark because he also knows that his feelings for me are unwilling to society. If it weren't for the hooligans that night, he wouldn't have appeared. It was me, it was me who harmed him. If I hadn't brought him home, then these things wouldn't have happened now. It was me, everything was my fault.
As Hua Yuehong talked, she could no longer suppress the sadness in her heart. The heart-wrenching pain and regretful pain always lingered in her heart like a heart-eating poisonous snake. She bit her mouth from time to time and the pain penetrated into her heart. In the past, she thought about it deep in her heart. Today, she finally told the secret, accompanied by the heart-wrenching pain, which made her cry irresistibly. Only then did she know vaguely that she thought she had become indifferent.
But in fact, she still couldn't forget the pain and regret, she cried and was extremely embarrassed, and there was no way she looked like a white-collar beauty. Liu Yujie didn't care about Hua Yuehong's disbelief at all, and could only comfort her with her words. Her life experience told her that some things must be done by themselves to really come out. Thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel bitter in her heart.
Compared with Hua Yuehong, she seems to be not much better. Although she has made a decision to awaken her son even if she sacrifices her dignity and body. But how to do it and what limits to achieve? Every time she thinks of it, she always feels furious on her scalp and her thoughts are confused.
The two women with their own worries leaned together for a long time without saying a word, and Liu Yujie finally blurted out: What happened later?
It’s not that she wants to know the ending. Judging from Hua Yuehong’s current appearance, she can roughly guess seven or eight points. She is just afraid that Hua Yuehong will get sick. Since she said that, she might as well say it all so as not to be in a panic.
Hua Yuehong sat up, left Liu Yujie's arms, smiled weakly, shook her head and said: What happened later was very simple, he committed suicide.
As soon as this said, Liu Yujie was shocked. Hua Yuehong's experience was similar to her. She was also close relatives, she also had an incompetent relationship, and also chose the way to return. This made her feel extremely frightened. Hua Yuehong's sadness deeply infected her. She successfully became the other party's role. Hua Xiaotian seemed to have become Wang Xin. She felt the pain of completely losing her son in an immersive way.
The feeling was like a dream, illusory but extremely real. After waking up from the dream, she found that she was experiencing this nightmare again. The only difference was that the ending had not been finalized, but she knew that if she did nothing, then the final outcome would not be different. She would lose her son forever
Seeing that Liu Yujie was in a daze, Hua Yuehong said: Sister, do you know why I helped you now? Because your relationship with your son is extremely similar to that between me and Xiaotian. I have always wanted to escape from this cage, but I have no choice. I am like being trapped in the bottom of a well. Your appearance is a rope.
While I help you, I am also helping myself. Time cannot go back, but events can happen again. I have had the same nightmare every night in the past few years. My mental pain has reached the extreme. Only by saving your son can I complete my self-salvation, so I will not reveal the secrets of your mother and son. Don't worry
Liu Yujie nodded, took a deep breath and said: You've been miserable, sister
Hua Yuehong smiled indifferently and said: I am used to it. This time I am helping you and helping myself. I understand the pain of loss, so I don’t want you to go on the same path as me. Sometimes I think, if I didn’t slap that time, if I didn’t resist, if I didn’t let him leave, maybe the tragedy wouldn’t happen later, or if I went further, he loved me so much, liked me, and had always been consistent since childhood, and only loved me deeply.
There has never been a man around me who treats me so sincerely. Even if he is my younger brother, what if? I have been alone in the past few years and have deeply understood how painful it is to lack a sincere and concerned love. If God can give me a chance to do it again, I am afraid that I will rush into his arms and will not be willing to leave him. However, time must not go back, and what has passed will never be retrieved. As time goes by, I am afraid that I will never escape this curse in my life. I regret it, I hate it.
As she spoke, her emotions became excited again, but with her strong self-control, she quickly calmed down again
Liu Yujie thought about the other party's words, thought of her son, nodded and said: Sister Ah, you are right, time should not go back. I have almost lost my son. I will never let the tragedy happen again. No matter what the price is paid, I must save him. Thank you.
Until now, after countless psychological struggles, Liu Yujie finally gave up everything completely. All dignity and status are passing by. Only her own son is worthy of her life to defend.
After saying that, Liu Yujie jumped out of bed in a hurry, didn't even wear clothes, ran to the bedroom upstairs naked, pushed open the door without hesitation, walked to the big bed, and saw her son still lying there motionlessly, and she was both pity and loving in her heart. She bent down gently and touched his cheek.
Said firmly: Xiaoxin, you chose to give up your life in order to protect me. It's so stupid. If you die, can your mother still be happy? Here I want to say sorry. Mom now understands her selfishness. Please forgive me, but Mom is really touched, so touched. I haven't had it before, and there will be no one treating her as sincerely as Xiaoxin in the future. I apologize for my selfishness, I apologize for my timidity, I apologize for my hesitation, Xiaoxin, please believe your mother again, I will awaken you, my son
After saying that, she lowered her head and kissed her son's lips without hesitation. This time she completely let go of the reserve between mother and son, kissing another man from the perspective of a woman, and the four lips intersected. She felt a hint of panic rising from the depths of her soul. It was not regret, but nervousness. The feeling was like the tension of giving out the first kiss, with an incomparable sweetness in the chaos.
Hua Yuehong also went upstairs at some point, leaning against the door frame, watching Liu Yujie lower her head and kiss her son. Her long hair covered the faces of the two. In the sunlight that shot into the house, a strange beauty was revealed in a hazy way. She felt extremely envious and reminiscence in her heart, a bitter smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she quietly looked at everything in front of her.
Time seemed to be frozen into eternity at this moment...
She was still a little unconscious when she woke up just now. She sat up and looked at herself, vaguely remembering what happened last night. She looked around and there was a naked female body lying beside her. The two of them covered a wool blanket. Although the temperature outside was close to zero, with the support of the constant temperature central air conditioner, the temperature in the house was always maintained at 25 degrees, so there was no risk of catching a cold.
Thinking of what happened last night, Liu Yujie couldn't help but feel a little shocked. She seemed to have become a different person last night, and she actually did such a shameful thing with Hua Yuehong. On the one hand, she couldn't help but feel in love, and on the other hand, she didn't have the effect of alcohol. If time was left now, both of them would probably not be able to do the same thing.
She looked at Hua Yuehong, hesitating whether to wake her up or leave secretly. She thought about it, she was not a man, so why bother to be careful? She couldn't help but laugh secretly, crawled over and stared at Hua Yuehong who was sleeping.
This woman is really more beautiful. Her facial features are delicate and gentle and graceful. She looks so charming when she sleeps. Her skin is not only fair, but also delicate and smooth. She was already clear when she touched last night, and her figure is even more beautiful. Although it is not very popular, the place that should be big is big and the place that should be small is small. The thin willow waist that Yingying holds is probably one inch thinner than herself, not to mention the pair of attractive and charming legs, straight and slender, and she is really a natural charming beauty.
Compared to myself, it seems that except for her big breasts, there is no advantage in other aspects. It is 165, not as big as her 172, and her legs are not as slender as hers. Her breasts are a little drooping. Her butt is bigger than hers, but not as tight as hers. There are two deep crow's feet at the corners of her eyes. After comparison, Liu Yujie couldn't help feeling a chill in her heart, sighing secretly towards Hua Yi Lao, and her face no longer
I don't know if it was because she was so close that her breathing woke Hua Yuehong up. She saw her long eyelashes tremble slightly and slowly opened her eyes. Liu Yujie couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed. She quickly calmed down and said hello.
morning
Hua Yuehong looked at the other party, suddenly turned red, and responded:
Needless to say, she must have remembered what happened last night
Both of them felt a little embarrassed, but Liu Yujie broke the silence first, forced a smile, and said: I drank too much wine last night
Unexpectedly, as soon as she said this, it aroused Hua Yuehong's smile. She finally stopped it. Facing Liu Yujie's puzzled eyes, Hua Yuehong held back her smile and said: Sister, your words just seemed to be a dialogue on TV, but they were all said by the man.
Liu Yujie couldn't help but smile when she heard this. Her embarrassing emotions gradually dissipated with the laughter. She quipped and said: Why, I dislike me not a man?
Hua Yuehong smiled but didn't answer
Seeing her rather calm smile, Liu Yujie couldn't help but tease: Hey, what do you think of my proposal last night?
What proposal?
Hua Yuehong asked in confusion
Liu Yujie curled her lips and said: What happened last night, don’t you remember it now?
Hua Yuehong thought about it and said: Are you sure it’s not that you haven’t woken up yet? Or can I be a joke if you are joking.
Liu Yujie said helplessly: Do you think I am a joke about something like this?
Then there must be a reason
Hua Yuehong asked
Liu Yujie paused, thought for a while, and couldn't help but sigh. Facing a psychologist, it seemed that it was difficult for her to tell a perfect lie, so she opened the skylight and said: You are right, I have some idea.
Seeing that the other party was dodging, Hua Yuehong couldn't help but feel curious and laughed: Come on, let me listen, or I'll guess? I'm very good at guessing riddles.
Liu Yujie smiled bitterly and said: Then guess what
Hua Yuehong stared at the other party's eyes and looked carefully. After a long time, she said softly: Are you afraid that I will reveal the secrets of your mother and son.
Liu Yujie's body shook suddenly, and she was slightly lost. After Hua Yuehong asked twice, she came to her senses. Looking at the cold smile with a sarcastic corner of her mouth, she nodded helplessly and said: Sorry, Doctor Hua
Hua Yuehong didn't expect to admit it so generously. The atmosphere was a little awkward for a moment. She didn't know whether she should turn around and leave or pretend that nothing had happened. At this time, she heard Liu Yujie continue: Doctor Hua, I don't mean to you, but what happened yesterday really made me uneasy. If I could use my reputation to exchange for Xiao Xin's awakening, I would have no regrets. But things are not that simple. Once things are exposed, not only me, but even Xiao Xin will be tolerated by society.
Hua Yuehong sighed and said: Oh, I understand, but you are so worried about me. I also have professional ethics.
Liu Yujie shook her head and said: It’s not that she is worried, but that she is afraid to rest assured. I dare not use it to bet on Xiaoxin’s future. I know that doing this will be unfair to you. I have to drag you into the water, but I have no choice.
Speaking of this, she looked at Hua Yuehong. Seeing that there was no anger on her face, a glimmer of hope ignited in her heart.
Said: Doctor Hua, don’t worry, if Xiaoxin can wake up, I will only be his mother, not other identities, and things during the treatment will only be a secret. Not only will I not fight with you, but I will transfer all the shares under my name to your name. I will go abroad alone and will never disturb you.
Seeing Liu Yujie begging so humble, Hua Yuehong felt particularly uncomfortable. The climax of the two women last night was still left with the afterglow. In a blink of an eye, the status of the two men had a different level, which made her not know whether to laugh or be sad. For the possible relationship between Liu Yujie and her son in the future, she would not have the idea of telling others. What happened between the two women last night was a game inspired by alcohol.
Two women carrying the same heavy shackles vented unscrupulously once. What made her angry was that Liu Yujie had bad intentions, but then she thought that it seemed that Liu Yujie's intention would not bring any losses to her. After thinking about it, her anger gradually dissipated. Seeing the other person's pity, she couldn't help but feel sympathy in her heart. Putting herself in the other person's shoes to consider it, Liu Yujie's approach seemed not so unacceptable.
OK, sister Ah, I didn't blame you again
Hua Yuehong said helplessly, what can I do if I don’t forgive me? I can’t sue the court and say that I was raped by a woman.
When Liu Yujie heard the other party call her sister, she couldn't help but cry and choked: Sister, do you really forgive me? Thank you, all I said is true. When Xiaoxin wakes up, I will go abroad immediately and will never come back.
Hua Yuehong said with a laugh and cry: Sister, I don’t seem to agree to you anything, right
Seeing Liu Yujie's nervous expression, she smiled bitterly: Don't worry, no matter what happens, I will never tell others the secret between you mother and son. I know you are not at ease, so I will use my own secret to mortgage you, okay?
Liu Yujie nodded in confusion and said: I believe you, sister, but what does the secret you said mean as collateral?
Hua Yuehong's expression became a little lonely for a short time, and her face was full of sadness. She didn't say anything for a long time. Hua Yuehong didn't urge her and waited quietly. After a while, Liu Yujie gently lifted up the long hair in her ears and watched the sunlight shine in the gaps in the curtains.
Slightly said: It's nothing, I just want to tell you a secret that I have never told others. This secret has been hidden in my heart. I once told myself that I will hide it for the rest of my life and will not tell anyone. But in the past two years, the burden of carrying this secret has made me exhausted. Maybe we will be more relaxed with each other when we exchange it with you.
Liu Yujie immediately understood the meaning of Hua Yuehong's previous words when she heard this. She nodded, stepped forward to support her, held her in her arms, gently stroked Hua Yuehong's back, and said: Tell me, I will keep this secret with you.
Hua Yuehong closed her eyes slightly and nodded gently. She felt the warmth in the other person's arms. Her heart seemed to be no longer so cold. She slowly spoke: I am not the only daughter in the family. There is a younger brother who is three years younger than me. He is very cute and likes to stick to me. However, as she changes age, the relationship between us siblings gradually became a little distant. Because of her parents' love, he has poor grades and likes to fight and cause trouble outside. So as soon as she finished junior high school, her father sent him to the army.
I was admitted to university that year. I only saw him during the Chinese New Year every year. After entering the army, he became taciturn and disliked to speak. He also liked to stay alone during the Chinese New Year. I guess he was resentful to his father who sent him to the barracks. Although I am his sister
But I didn't know how to help him out. So in my sophomore year, I transferred to the Department of Medicine and majored in psychology. I hope that one day I could help them unravel the knots of their father and son and regain the warmth of their childhood family. However, after his service expired, he did not go home and did not contact us. He just sent me a blessing message on the night before my marriage. When I called him again, no one answered him.
Speaking of this, she paused, took a deep breath and continued: The man behind her was not as beautiful as I imagined. My ex-husband, Dr. Hu, is a dull and lacking in life. I came with him because I admired his talent. But after marriage, I realized that my vision of choosing men is really not ordinary. The boring and depressing marriage life made me unbearable. I ended this marriage that had lasted for a year and left the hospital.
With the support of my father, I opened a psychological diagnosis and treatment center with my classmates and started a dull life of being single. Soon, I heard from my former colleague that my ex-husband was beaten hard by someone and asked if I was asked to be beaten. I thought it was ridiculous at the time. Why did I do that? My malicious guess, was he diagnosed the wrong thing, so he was beaten by the patient's family, so I didn't take it seriously
Until half a year later, one night after I attended my classmate’s wedding, I was kidnapped by two men on the way home and wanted to rape me. At this moment, I saved me alone. Although he tried his best to hide his appearance, I still recognized it. It was my younger brother, Hua Xiaotian, Tian. He was always in this city. I held him hard and refused to let him go. I had many questions to ask him, why didn’t he say goodbye, why didn’t he forgive my father, why didn’t he review his mistakes.
He was still struggling at first, but then he stopped. I didn't ask any of my words. I am no longer the little girl of the past. Many things seem less important when I grow up. More importantly, his younger brother is my family. We want to live together. I only said one thing at that time, "Go home with me." He thought about it for a long time and finally nodded.
My younger brother's return made my parents very happy. Although they were still a little embarrassed, with the help of my mother and I, I finally let go of my past grudges. However, my younger brother was unwilling to live with my parents. He wanted to live with me, because it was not safe for me to live outside alone, so my parents naturally agreed and advised me to come back and live. After experiencing the incident of almost being raped, I was deeply scared. However, I was used to being free and unwilling to be controlled by my parents anymore, so I took my younger brother to live outside.
That period was the happiest period after my divorce. I didn't know what he was doing in the past few years, but I could see that he didn't want to say it, so I didn't ask. Anyway, the most important thing is that my younger brother is back. He is like a housewife and takes care of my daily life and diet. He picks me up and gets off work. I find him a few girls to have sex with him.
After he had been in contact for a while, he broke up without exception. Every time I asked him what kind of girl he liked, he would smile without answering. This kind of life took about seven months, seven months of happiness, seven months that I would never catch up in my life. If it weren't for that unintentional discovery, maybe it would have been longer.
Speaking of this, Hua Yuehong's eyes became wet without realizing it. She was crying silently, and her emotions were a little out of control. Although Liu Yujie didn't know what secret Hua Yuehong discovered, it was obvious that the answer to the mystery was definitely not something to be happy about, so she comforted softly: Sister, don't suppress it, if you have any sadness, you will feel better if you cry.
Hua Yuehong shook her head, wiped away the tears on her face silently, and said softly: It has been a long time since I should have cried, I have finished crying, thank you sister for your concern
The two hugged each other and remained silent for a while. Hua Yuehong continued: The clinic was out of power that day, and there was no appointment in the afternoon, so after I handled some things, I was lazy and came back two hours early. When I unscrewed the key, I found that the door was not locked. I thought Xiaotian was at home, but I looked around and saw that there was no one around. Then I went to the bathroom and sat on the toilet, and I found...
She choked a little, and finally took a breath and continued: I found a set of black women's underwear in the plastic basin next to her. I clearly remember that I just changed it and threw it into the washing machine in the morning, but why did it appear outside? I took it over in confusion and almost fainted when I looked carefully.
When Liu Yujie heard this, her heart skipped a beat and she had already guessed seven or eight points. Sure enough, Hua Yuehong said sadly but calmly, but behind this calm tone was endless sadness.
Semen, sticky male semen everywhere on my bra and underwear. I really felt that the sky was about to fall. I didn't know how I left the bathroom. I sat in the living room for countless hours. I needed an explanation. I hope Xiaotian could tell me that this was not what he did, even if this might be just one in ten thousand.
After a long time, I finally heard the sound of the door opening. I saw the familiar face, but the expression was not surprised at this moment, only the twisted and deformed panic. Although I knew that he would definitely not be able to escape, I still asked. I hope he could deny it in person. Even if he told me that it was his friend who made me feel at ease, he admitted it after a while. I was very angry at the time and shook his hand and slapped him. As a result, he pressed me down on the sofa like crazy.
I was shocked and scared at the time, thinking that he was going to rape me, so I struggled desperately, but I was no match for him at all.
He kept pressing silently until I lost all my strength, and then slowly spoke, "Why do you think I like my real sister if you are my sister? Do you know how much I like you?"
Do you know how long I have liked you?
You know why I like to fight in middle school, it's all because of you. Those bastards dare to say bad things about you behind their backs and fantasize about you. This is something I can't bear.
I want to beat them until I don’t even dare to think about it. I don’t know when it started. Sister, your every frown and smile always appears in my dreams. I’m so painful, so painful, do you understand, do you understand, do you understand
At that time, he shouted at me, and then I realized that his heart was so sad. I was very panicked. I didn't know how to persuade him. His eyes were crazy and sad. I could tell that he was fighting fiercely inside, but I couldn't help him. It took him a while to calm down.
He told me desperately that in fact, he has been living near me for the past two years and looking at me in the dark because he also knows that his feelings for me are unwilling to society. If it weren't for the hooligans that night, he wouldn't have appeared. It was me, it was me who harmed him. If I hadn't brought him home, then these things wouldn't have happened now. It was me, everything was my fault.
As Hua Yuehong talked, she could no longer suppress the sadness in her heart. The heart-wrenching pain and regretful pain always lingered in her heart like a heart-eating poisonous snake. She bit her mouth from time to time and the pain penetrated into her heart. In the past, she thought about it deep in her heart. Today, she finally told the secret, accompanied by the heart-wrenching pain, which made her cry irresistibly. Only then did she know vaguely that she thought she had become indifferent.
But in fact, she still couldn't forget the pain and regret, she cried and was extremely embarrassed, and there was no way she looked like a white-collar beauty. Liu Yujie didn't care about Hua Yuehong's disbelief at all, and could only comfort her with her words. Her life experience told her that some things must be done by themselves to really come out. Thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel bitter in her heart.
Compared with Hua Yuehong, she seems to be not much better. Although she has made a decision to awaken her son even if she sacrifices her dignity and body. But how to do it and what limits to achieve? Every time she thinks of it, she always feels furious on her scalp and her thoughts are confused.
The two women with their own worries leaned together for a long time without saying a word, and Liu Yujie finally blurted out: What happened later?
It’s not that she wants to know the ending. Judging from Hua Yuehong’s current appearance, she can roughly guess seven or eight points. She is just afraid that Hua Yuehong will get sick. Since she said that, she might as well say it all so as not to be in a panic.
Hua Yuehong sat up, left Liu Yujie's arms, smiled weakly, shook her head and said: What happened later was very simple, he committed suicide.
As soon as this said, Liu Yujie was shocked. Hua Yuehong's experience was similar to her. She was also close relatives, she also had an incompetent relationship, and also chose the way to return. This made her feel extremely frightened. Hua Yuehong's sadness deeply infected her. She successfully became the other party's role. Hua Xiaotian seemed to have become Wang Xin. She felt the pain of completely losing her son in an immersive way.
The feeling was like a dream, illusory but extremely real. After waking up from the dream, she found that she was experiencing this nightmare again. The only difference was that the ending had not been finalized, but she knew that if she did nothing, then the final outcome would not be different. She would lose her son forever
Seeing that Liu Yujie was in a daze, Hua Yuehong said: Sister, do you know why I helped you now? Because your relationship with your son is extremely similar to that between me and Xiaotian. I have always wanted to escape from this cage, but I have no choice. I am like being trapped in the bottom of a well. Your appearance is a rope.
While I help you, I am also helping myself. Time cannot go back, but events can happen again. I have had the same nightmare every night in the past few years. My mental pain has reached the extreme. Only by saving your son can I complete my self-salvation, so I will not reveal the secrets of your mother and son. Don't worry
Liu Yujie nodded, took a deep breath and said: You've been miserable, sister
Hua Yuehong smiled indifferently and said: I am used to it. This time I am helping you and helping myself. I understand the pain of loss, so I don’t want you to go on the same path as me. Sometimes I think, if I didn’t slap that time, if I didn’t resist, if I didn’t let him leave, maybe the tragedy wouldn’t happen later, or if I went further, he loved me so much, liked me, and had always been consistent since childhood, and only loved me deeply.
There has never been a man around me who treats me so sincerely. Even if he is my younger brother, what if? I have been alone in the past few years and have deeply understood how painful it is to lack a sincere and concerned love. If God can give me a chance to do it again, I am afraid that I will rush into his arms and will not be willing to leave him. However, time must not go back, and what has passed will never be retrieved. As time goes by, I am afraid that I will never escape this curse in my life. I regret it, I hate it.
As she spoke, her emotions became excited again, but with her strong self-control, she quickly calmed down again
Liu Yujie thought about the other party's words, thought of her son, nodded and said: Sister Ah, you are right, time should not go back. I have almost lost my son. I will never let the tragedy happen again. No matter what the price is paid, I must save him. Thank you.
Until now, after countless psychological struggles, Liu Yujie finally gave up everything completely. All dignity and status are passing by. Only her own son is worthy of her life to defend.
After saying that, Liu Yujie jumped out of bed in a hurry, didn't even wear clothes, ran to the bedroom upstairs naked, pushed open the door without hesitation, walked to the big bed, and saw her son still lying there motionlessly, and she was both pity and loving in her heart. She bent down gently and touched his cheek.
Said firmly: Xiaoxin, you chose to give up your life in order to protect me. It's so stupid. If you die, can your mother still be happy? Here I want to say sorry. Mom now understands her selfishness. Please forgive me, but Mom is really touched, so touched. I haven't had it before, and there will be no one treating her as sincerely as Xiaoxin in the future. I apologize for my selfishness, I apologize for my timidity, I apologize for my hesitation, Xiaoxin, please believe your mother again, I will awaken you, my son
After saying that, she lowered her head and kissed her son's lips without hesitation. This time she completely let go of the reserve between mother and son, kissing another man from the perspective of a woman, and the four lips intersected. She felt a hint of panic rising from the depths of her soul. It was not regret, but nervousness. The feeling was like the tension of giving out the first kiss, with an incomparable sweetness in the chaos.
Hua Yuehong also went upstairs at some point, leaning against the door frame, watching Liu Yujie lower her head and kiss her son. Her long hair covered the faces of the two. In the sunlight that shot into the house, a strange beauty was revealed in a hazy way. She felt extremely envious and reminiscence in her heart, a bitter smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she quietly looked at everything in front of her.
Time seemed to be frozen into eternity at this moment...