Chapter 4 Dangerous True Love

Why!

I actually fell in love with my mother, this woman who raised me for twenty-three years with hardships.

I think the greatest pain in the world is this, because I have to face my mother every day, but I can't confess my love to her

If this continues, I will collapse one day

I have thought of countless ways, but whenever I face my mother, I lose my courage again

I am afraid that once my mother knows all this, she will leave me sadly and I will hurt my mother's heart for twenty years and can't let her withstand such a blow.

But whenever I see my mother and Uncle Tan’s relationship getting closer and closer, my heart will hurt with jealousy, and I wish I could rush up and kill Uncle Tan.

I secretly swear that I won’t let anyone take my mother away because she is mine!

On this day, I'm back from get off work

Seeing that my grandma has cleaned up again, she is about to go out

My mother told me that the meal was ready and she wanted to go to the movie with Uncle Tan

I couldn't stop my mother, and watched her go out the door

I had no intention of eating at all, so I went out to a nearby bar and ordered a dozen beers. After I started drinking a cup of wine and drank half a dozen wines, my mind was a little blurred.

I seemed to see my mother and Uncle Tan in the dark cinema, chatting and laughing, Uncle Tan's dirty hands wandering around my mother's body.

I could no longer bear it, so I threw the wine glass to the ground, stared red with my eyes, and staggered back home

When I arrived at the door of the house, I knocked on the door and my mother had already come back to sleep. When she heard the knock on the door, she hurriedly put on her clothes and got up to open the door for me.

Seeing me smelling alcohol, my mother said angrily and distressedly: Nao'er, you're drinking like this again, come in and wash it.

I'm fine, I haven't drunk enough yet

I pushed my mother away and walked into the house, almost falling down

My mother hurriedly supported me, complaining: I can't stand anymore, I'm still showing off my might. You're not young anymore, you're still so willful.

Finally arrived at my room, my mother was so tired that her forehead was sweating

For some reason, I was tripped and we fell on the bed together. My eighty-kilogram body pressed my mother firmly under her. Oh my, and pushed me hard.

Get up quickly, I'm going to kill me

I quickly supported my body with my hands and said sorry: Mom, I'm sorry, I'm not...

Suddenly I was stunned because I saw the almost naked mother again

The coat that my mother had originally draped on her body had fallen off to the ground, wearing only her close-fitting underwear. Her plump breasts that could not be concealed were undulating. Her pink face was flushing red, and her red lips were gasping for breath

My mother looked at me embarrassedly, not knowing how attractive she looks at this moment

I can't help but be fooled

The impulse that had been suppressed for a long time, finally broke out at this moment under the urging of alcohol.

I suddenly leaned down, hugged my mother, and kissed her roughly. It was obvious that my mother was frightened by my actions and struggled in horror.

No, don't do this, you're drunk, I'm your mother!

But once the gate of lust is opened, it can no longer be stopped.

At this time, I couldn't hear my mother's plea, but just pressed her under her body tightly, kissed her madly without thinking, spraying alcohol, and said vaguely: Mom, please, don't leave me, never leave me, I don't want anyone, I just want you, Mom, marry me, without you, I will die

At this moment, my mother felt something was wrong and began to push me hard

But in front of her strong son, her resistance seemed so weak and powerless

On the contrary, my mother's resistance has added to my arousal

I only have one thought in my mind: possess my mother and her body, so that my mother will not be taken away by others

Please, you're crazy, don't do this, don't do this, I'm your mother

I don't care, I just want you, my mother is mine, no one can snatch it away

With a stinging sound, my mother's thin bra turned into pieces instantly

Those two people kept beating, their soft and plump breasts appeared in front of me. The snow-white peaks were set against the two rose red spots, which was so tempting.

I was amazed, staring at the empty head, and looked in disbelief.

Grandma exclaimed, her whole body trembled violently, and she almost fainted ashamed.

She twisted her body and fought desperately

But the ups and downs of snow-white milk waves stimulated my highly excited nerves even more

I forcefully twisted my mother's hands, and she could no longer move

Only then did I have the chance, widened my eyes and calmly looked at my mother's beautiful breasts

My mother had no strength at this time, and she began to understand that resistance was futile.

She just didn't understand why her son suddenly became a beast. How she hoped it was just a nightmare

When I gasped and covered my trembling hands on my mother's breasts, my mother's body shook and begged me helplessly: No, no, no, I am your real mother!

But I seemed to be deaf, greedily caressing my mother's breasts, holding it in my hand, putting the tender red nipples into my mouth, and sucking them freely

My mother was anxious and embarrassed, but she could only watch me frivolously and fainted, but I didn't know at all, and continued to kiss my mother's neck and chest madly

At this time, my penis was as hard as iron, and it kept hitting between my mother's legs. Although it was separated by several layers of fabric, I could still feel the softness of my mother's place.

My mother's body is so hot, and my heart is even hotter

I pulled my shirt apart and exposed my dark and shiny body in front of my mother.

Then he put her in his arms and let her breasts press against my chest

I felt my mother's nipples harden and kept rubbing against my chest

A wonderful feeling tortured my nerves, and I could hardly help but ejaculate

My hands subconsciously touched my mother's underwear

At this time, my mother woke up, cried, and used her last little effort to fight to the death.

That graceful figure that kept twisting could only stimulate my beastly nature at this time

I easily lifted my mother's last line of defense

My mother's tenderest and embarrassed vagina was exposed in front of me, and the pink labia that looked like a girl was flowing out of the spring tide

My son was watching her most secret and shameful private parts in a lustful way. This dangerous signal made my mother instinctively clamp her thighs again.

But then it was broken open again, and my palms twitched my mother's wet labia, and my fingertips fell on the pink flesh, rubbing heavily on her most sensitive flower core. The flowing love fluid soon wet my hands

Everything was like in a dream. I took off my pants and held my thick penis with my hand, letting my red and swollen glans press against my mother's hole and rub it against her. At this time, my mother was completely desperate.

Don't Ah!

But it was too late. My penis had already squeezed into my mother's vagina, which had been covered with dust for many years. The severe pain made her scream and almost fainted.

But my brain was occupied by burning alcohol and pleasure. I didn't care about my mother's feelings at all. I twitched wildly, venting the long-buried beast desire. The poor mother called Tianbuling and Dibuling. She could only close her eyes, but she couldn't stop her tears from falling down.

If she had made a choice at this time, my mother would rather die than face such a tragedy of human relations

My mother's pussy is so hot and wet, extremely tight and deep. The tender pussy flesh tortures my tense nerves back and forth, and it seems to have infinite suction, and it wants to completely swallow my spiritual flesh and drink it.

Gradually, my grandma also reacted, and her face turned red, but my grandma tried her best to hold back, turning her head aside, and not letting her scream.

At this time, I had become a crazy beast, while ravaging my mother's tender pussy and freeing up my hands to greedily knead my mother's breasts.

I want to completely possess these territory that belongs to me

Finally reached the peak, I hugged my mother tightly in my arms, allowing the hot semen to ejaculate deep in my mother's tender pussy

At this time, I seemed to have used all my strength and fell to my mother's side, and then I didn't know anything

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I don't know how long it took, but I woke up

It was already dawn, and I felt my head hurt, as if it was about to crack.

I sat up slowly, staring blankly at the messy bed, the scenes of last night...

I gradually remembered that I actually raped my mother!

Holding my hair in pain, I can't believe that I would do such a thing that is worse than beasts

I've hurt my trueest mother

I really want to kill myself

But the big mistake has been made, and any repentance seems so pale at this time. I don’t know what my mother is doing now. This blow is so great for her, and it may even be fatal.

Will my mother be unable to think about it for a moment──, it’s so scary, I dare not think down, but I really don’t have the courage to face my mother again

After a long time, a sudden burst of footsteps came from outside the door.

It's my mother, I was shocked in my heart

At this moment, I had a feeling that I would lose my mother forever if I didn't go out again

Thinking of this, I could no longer care about it, so I quickly put on my clothes and rushed out

The door has been opened

My mother, with red and swollen eyes and disheveled hair, was walking out with a small bag on her shoulder

I hurriedly rushed forward, rushed to my mother's feet, hugged her legs, and begged: Grandma, mom, don't leave, I was wrong, you can hit me or scold me, but please, don't leave me

My mother tried her best to break free from me, but she failed to succeed in the end, leaning on the door in pain, crying whimperingly, as weak as if she could not hold on at any time.

long time…

My mother said with tears in her eyes: Do you still treat me as your mother? No matter what you did in the past, I never blamed you for doing such a thing today. How did you ask me to go out to meet people? Do you want to force me to die?

Never Ah, mom, it's all my fault. I'm not a human being. I don't deserve to be your son. I really love you very much. I know I shouldn't have such thoughts, but I really can't control myself. I beg you, forgive me again this time.

Grandma, don't leave, I will change. If I die, you can calm down. Grandma, just kill me with one knife

I knelt at my mother's feet and begged with tears and endlessly

The kind mother gradually softened her heart, and she could no longer support her, she fell to the ground, covering her face in pain and crying

Oh my God, why is my life so miserable!

Grandma finally didn't leave, but suffered such a heavy blow. Grandma suddenly got older and sometimes she didn't say a word a day, and often saw her sitting in the room and staring blankly for a long time.

And since that day, my mother locked herself in the house and rarely went out. Naturally, she never went out with Uncle Tan again to see her mother become like this. My heart was like a knife.

But I can't change all this

If it's OK, I would rather exchange my life for a smile from my mother

The house was shrouded in a dull atmosphere, which made me feel a little breathless

I feel that our distance is getting farther and farther...

Dinner was the only time of day when I spent with my grandma. After dinner, my grandma immediately returned to her house, and the door was always closed.

But my love for my mother is still as deep as ever, even deeper

But after that lesson, I never dared to express it again, so I could only bury it deeply in my heart

I quit drinking and spent as much time with her as possible. I am really afraid that something will happen to my mother.

Every nightmare is with me all night. Many times I dreamed that my mother jumped from a high place. I wanted to hold her, but I was always a little bit late and could only watch her fall into endless black.

I was so scared that I couldn't feel at ease whether I was at work or sleeping

My body is getting worse and worse. I have even lost confidence in life. Without goals and hope, I feel that I have become a walking zombie

If it weren't for my mother, I really want to die

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One afternoon, I worked in the company, but I couldn't calm down

I always feel something is going to happen, I called my home but no one answered

I could no longer sit still, so I asked for leave and hurried home

When I walked into my mother's room, I was frightened by everything in front of me.

Grandma was standing on the chair and trying to put her neck into the rope tied to the chandelier. Grandma was about to commit suicide!

I shouted and rushed forward to stop it

My mother also saw me and kicked off the chair without waiting for me to get closer.

Grandma hangs in pain and struggles in mid-air

At the most dangerous moment, I caught my mother and gently put her on the bed

My mother fainted and it took me a long time to wake up slowly. Looking at me, my mother burst into tears.

Why do you want to save me? Just let my mother die

Mom, why! Why do you do this? Do you really want to leave me alone? Haven’t you forgive me for being wrong last time? But I swear that such a thing will not happen again in the future. I have already corrected it. Isn’t this okay?

Grandma forced herself to sit up, stared at me, and said in tears: Nao'er, I'm your grandma, what are you thinking in your heart? Grandma can't see that although you won't do that again, you're still thinking like this in your heart.

It's really a mother and son who have a heart. I never have the courage to lie to my mother again

Grandma, what you said is still in love with you in my heart. Although this is not the case, I can't control myself because I have no interest in any woman except you. I really want you to get the happiness a woman deserves.

But I am my god, how can we do that? This is incest, it is to offend the Bodhisattva, it is to be struck by lightning

I don’t care. As long as my mother is really hit by lightning, let God hit me and strike me!

No, don't force my mother, this is absolutely impossible, don't stop me, maybe only I will be able to die of this heart, and these days, your health is getting worse and worse. I see it, the pain is in my heart, let my mother die, I don't want to watch you make mistakes, that will ruin you

Mom, you are dead, what's the point of living? I won't let you die. If you really want to do that, just let me die.

My mind was hot and I ran out desperately

Grandma shouted anxiously from behind: No, don’t Ah!

I went back to my room and took out a sharp dagger from the drawer

At this time, my mother also ran over and stopped me quickly

But it was too late, I had already inserted the dagger into my front chest

I didn't feel the pain, I just felt a cold inside my body, and then there was a dizzy turn. I seemed to hear my mother screaming in horror, and then my eyes turned dark and I knew nothing.

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I don't know how much time has passed, but I just feel like I'm walking in a dark and endless underground tunnel

I kept walking, but I couldn't find the exit

I was so scared. In my panic, I suddenly heard my mother calling my nickname. I was so happy that I walked in the direction where the sound came.

Finally I saw a little light, I walked faster

The surroundings are getting brighter and brighter, and I see a white piece, and a very vague but very familiar figure

The figure became clearer and clearer. I finally saw clearly. It was my mother. I shouted out in great joy.

Nooer, Nooer, you woke up, thank goodness, you finally woke up these days, you are so anxious

My mother wiped her tears happily, holding my hand tightly, and her face was so haggard, her eyes were covered with blood

Seeing my mother so excited and the pain coming from her chest, I remembered everything that happened

Grandma, I'm not dead, am I dreaming?

You are not dreaming, you are not dead, the Bodhisattva has always blessed you, how could you die? But you almost scared my mother to death

My mother's tears kept falling, but they were tears of joy

I finally saw my mother smiling again. I was so happy that I felt that the wound didn't hurt much. I held my mother's hand and asked: Mom, you finally laughed. I like how you smile. Grandma, can you forgive me now?

Naoer, don't think about that anymore. Now you know that recuperating is important. The knife was so deep. The doctor said that if you turn one centimeter, even the Bodhisattva will not be able to save you. You have been in a coma for three days and three nights in the hospital.

I held my mother's hand tighter, and I couldn't imagine how my mother survived these three days and three nights

I was moved and said to my mother: Mom, it’s all my fault for being impulsive, making you scared, grandma, you must be exhausted these days, go home and rest quickly, just have a nurse,

I'm not tired, I can't rest even if I go back

At this time, my mother showed her solid side. I had no choice but to follow her

I stayed in the hospital for three months, and my wounds were completely healed

These days, my mother spends most of the day with me and takes good care of me.

When it's okay, we just talk casually, but we all avoid something intentionally or unintentionally

After this cycle of life and death, I began to realize the preciousness of life

Sometimes, I feel a little scared. If I don’t wake up this time, I will never see my grandma again. For my grandma, I decided to forget everything in the past, even though it is so difficult.

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I was discharged from the hospital and returned to my familiar home

My mother is busy doing the same thing as during the holidays and cooks a lot of delicious meals

I wanted to help her, but my mother asked me to sit on the sofa and wait for dinner

After eating this meal for an hour, my mother kept picking up food and adding food for me, afraid that I wouldn't eat enough, but she ate very little. She just smiled and watched me eat.

After dinner, my mother was busy preparing bath water for me again

I could only sit quietly by the side and experience the warmth of home

I was in a great mood. I walked into the bathroom, took off all my clothes, soaked my whole body in comfortable hot water, and felt relaxed. At this time, the bathroom door was suddenly pushed open and my mother walked in.

I was shocked! Because my mother was actually naked...

My mother has become thinner than before and looks even weaker

Her cheeks were flushed and her body was trembling slightly. I couldn't guess how much courage she had to pluck her before she came in.

It was so unexpected. I looked at my mother empty-headedly, not knowing what to say

But the penis became erect disobediently, and raised high like an iron pestle in front of my mother

I stuttered and asked: Mom, you──

My mother was embarrassed by me, and she plunged into my arms, touched the scar on my chest with heartache, and said in a low voice: Naoer, I have thought a lot these days of hospitalization, and now I finally figured out that this may be the destined temper of my mother. My mind, I know best if I don’t follow you, I’m really afraid that something will happen to you. That day. When I think about it, I’m still afraid that you will die of dying. You fell to the ground with blood all over the floor, and I was scared to death. If you go, what’s the point of living? I can’t take much care of it anymore. If the Bodhisattva blames her, let her punish her.

Although my mother's voice is very small, she tells it casually, obviously after a fierce mental struggle and careful consideration.

Only then did I understand everything in front of me. My mother accepted my love just because she was worried that something would happen to me again, but even so, it made me crazy happily

I boldly held her, and my hand gently brushed across my mother's smooth and smooth back, and stopped on her round and plump buttocks to touch her softly

My mother twisted her body in shame, burying her face deeper

I said in her ear: Mom, you are so good, I swear, we will be very happy, and the Bodhisattva will not blame us, she will only envy us

Grandma raised her head, looked at me with a blushing face, and said for a long time: Noo, there are so many good women in this world, how could you just fall in love with me? Grandma is so much older than you, and she is ugly again in a few years. Grandma is old, her teeth are gone, and her hair is white. Will you still want me?

I quickly said: Of course, no matter how old or ugly you are, I will love you the same way. I will never change my life. I want you, a woman, grandma, I want you

Grandma shook her head and smiled, she smiled so sweetly, and said: Just talking about children, we are not a long-term solution after all. Grandma still hopes that you will find a good girl, marry and have children, and live a good life

Grandma, you always worry about me, just don’t think about yourself, let’s not talk about this, from now on, I want to make Grandma the happiest woman in the world

I raised my mother's chin, looked at her tender little red mouth, lowered my head and kissed her.

My mother has lived for almost forty years, and this is the first time she kissed her

My mother was so embarrassed that she catered to me

In order to leave a beautiful memory for my mother, I was very gentle and savored my mother's first kiss carefully

The temperature in the bathroom was rising, and my arms tightly clamped my mother in my arms even harder, and my straight up penis was pressed against my mother's soft abdomen. It was squeezed and rubbed continuously, making me and my mother surging and I surging.

My mother closed her teeth tightly and finally opened by me gently. My tongue went in, wrapped around her fragrant tongue, absorbing the sweet fragrance.

My hand also quietly touched my mother's breasts, gently playing with her firm and plump breasts, teasing her slightly raised red breasts,

Soon, my mother reacted. Her thin tongue no longer shyly avoided my enthusiasm. Her hands also actively climbed up to my body, bringing her soft and smooth body closer to my body.

Until now, I still couldn't believe that this is true. Is it all life that is teasing me

After so many ups and downs, I had decided to give up, but happiness suddenly fell from the sky, making my already very fragile heart a little unbearable

But I can't take care of this much, because my mother is snuggling in my arms, hugging and kissing me

Tonight, I will release all my love and taste this hard-earned sweetness with my grandma