In a blink of an eye, more than a month has passed, and Mina and I have become more and more intimate. We are inseparable all day long, and we are both together.
Whenever I see the boys around me, I can't tell the smugness in my heart.
However, although the scenery is infinite on the outside, the lingering shadow in my heart still pops out from time to time to torture my soul
I was worried all day long and dealt with Mina carefully, for fear of being unconscious and revealing her feet.
But it is inevitable that there will be a misunderstanding. Once, Mina almost discovered it.
And the person who forced me to the cliff this time was my mother again
That afternoon, I was playing basketball with a few classmates on the playground. Suddenly, I looked up from a distance and saw a familiar figure. I looked carefully and found that it was my mother standing by the side of the playground looking for me.
I was so angry that I was afraid that my classmates would see me, so I quickly ran towards my mother using the excuse of going to the bathroom and running towards me as a grandma.
My mother was very happy to see me and said: Nao'er, I'm looking for you, where can I play basketball with my classmates?
Although I have said it countless times, my mother can't change the habit of calling me a nickname. I really have no choice but to let her go.
Mom, why are you here to do if you are not at home?
Naoer, why did you forget? Today is your birthday
My birthday is October 12th, and it's still early
You are talking about the solar calendar. I mean, on the eighth day of your lunar calendar, I had already gone to the temple yesterday to sing incense. I hope the Bodhisattva will bless my troubled son without illness and disaster, and will be rich and noble.
After hearing this, I was really angry and helpless and said with a wry smile: Mom, what era is now? Do you still believe in those gods and ghosts?
No, I dare not say offend the Bodhisattva, I am looking at the beginning of autumn, it is getting colder every day, I bring you the sweater I made for you, you can try it on, see if it is appropriate
As she said that, my mother handed the sweater in her hand to me. At this moment, I just wanted to ask her to go back soon, for fear that she would be late and let her acquaintances be late. Especially when Mina saw it, she quickly said: No need to try it, it's not too late, so you can go back quickly. If you are late, you will be afraid that there will be no car.
No, then I'll go back, you go and do your business, don't send it
But I can see that my mother really wants to stay for a while, even if she doesn't speak, she can just look at me. She walked very slowly. After walking two steps, she turned her head to look at me.
But I couldn't wait. I was about to walk away when I heard it. Oops, I thought the sound was so familiar. When I looked back, I immediately stood there like a wax figure.
It turned out that my mother was watching me and accidentally stepped on a girl's feet. The most fatal thing was that the girl was Mina
It's really a narrow road for enemies. I was so scared that my mind was blank. I didn't know how to deal with this kind of scene.
My mother was also frightened and hurriedly accompanied Mina.
Girl, I'm so sorry, have my shoes broken? I'll compensate you
Compensation, can you afford it? My shoes are enough for you to eat in the countryside for half a year. You don’t have eyes, it hurts me so much
I didn't expect that Mina would get angry so much, she really looked like she had become a different person
I can't imagine how fierce the reaction would have been if she knew that I was lying to her.
I couldn't escape the scene, so I had to bite the bullet and walk over
My mother and Mina also saw me, as if they were looking forward to a savior
Before I grabbed them, I shouted to my grandma: What did you do? You are so careless, please don’t come. If you insist on coming, go back quickly. Don’t get in the way.
My mother looked at me in shock, her mouth opened but she didn't say anything
I was afraid that she would say something unfavorable, so I winked her while urging her to leave quickly
My mother may have understood a little, so she turned around and walked quickly in order not to make me embarrassed.
Seeing my mother walking away, I felt relieved, but Mina was still a little unwilling to give up and said angrily: Zhongyi! Why did you let her go? You know her?
Forget it, Mina, just give me some face. She is my nanny. You saw it last time
Oh, it's her. It's been so long, who can remember that she can't be so cheap? Zhongyi, I want you to tell your family to quit her
In order to appease Mina, of course I had to agree to a storm to resolve it with my wit
A few days later, Mina completely forgot about this, but I still can't forget it. Every time I think of it, I feel scared, and I secretly pray that such a frightened thing will never happen again.
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The Spring Festival is coming unknowingly, but I am still staying in school and don’t want to go home. My classmates are all happy and go home early. Mina is also gone, leaving me alone in the dormitory.
I finally packed it until New Year's Eve, and I specially packed it up and gave me a birthday gift that Mina gave me - an exquisite crystal flower suit, and took the bus home.
It was snowing heavily that day, with a knife-like cold wind, and the whole earth turned white
The shuttle bus drove into the familiar Daqing Mountains. I got off in a valley, walked slowly up the rugged mountain road with flying snow all over the sky.
Suddenly I stopped because I saw my grandma
I don’t know how long my mother has been standing in the heavy snow. She has almost become a snowman, constantly rubbing her hands that are almost frozen.
My mother was wearing her big red cotton jacket that she rarely wore and a thick scarf, but her face and nose were already red.
Looking at my mother, although I have been resenting her, I couldn't help but feel an inexplicable feeling in my heart.
I quickly took two steps to meet me and called my mother
She agreed happily, as if this was her most precious New Year's gift. I saw tears rolling in her eyes.
No, I'm still worried that you won't be able to come back if it snows so heavily. I've been waiting for you to come back every day these days. Okay, let's not talk about it. It's cold, let's go home soon!
Although my family is very poor, my mother has prepared a lot of New Year’s goods for me to come back for a rare occasion.
At home, I am like an emperor, while my mother is busy working hard. It is rare to see her sit down and rest. Although she is very tired, she can see that she is very sweet in her heart.
Three years of urban life have made me very uncomfortable with everything at home. Although the pain from the difficult wound has been tormenting me, I still decided to forget all this for the past few days, live in peace with my grandma, and calm down for a year of chaos.
But things went against my wishes. After only three days, the apparent peace was broken
That morning, I had just returned from running and was having breakfast when I suddenly heard a snap from my room, as if something had broken.
I was shocked, and quickly put down my bowl and walked into the house
I saw that the crystal flower that I loved the most, Mina gave me, had broken into several pieces, and my mother was packing up in panic.
Looking at the broken crystal flower, my heart seemed to be shattered like it in an instant. The anger that I had suppressed for twenty years finally broke out completely at this moment.
I pushed my mother away rudely and picked up the fragments on the ground. My mother didn't understand why I suddenly looked like crazy, so she had to stand aside and look at me in horror.
It’s all my fault. I didn’t look at it when I was wiping the table just now. Is this very expensive? Can it be repaired?
If you practice and practice, you have become like this, how can you practice it?
I yelled at my grandma, the expression on my face was very scary. My grandma was frightened and kept retreating.
Grandma, do you know? How important this crystal flower is to me, but you ruined it? Why do you always do this? Whenever I feel a sense of accomplishment, you always come out to cause trouble because I call you Grandma, can you hurt my heart like this?
I asked you to stay at home and not come to school, but you insisted on coming, let me embarrass you in front of classmates, I told you not to praise me in front of outsiders, but you always keep me talking all day long, as if you are afraid that people all over the world don’t know that I am your son.
No, is it wrong for grandma to do this?
My mother looked at me in confusion, and seemed to feel very distressed
At this time, I had completely lost my mind. I took a step forward, looked at my mother's eyes, her face twisted, and said loudly: Mom, of course you were wrong. Why did you give birth to me and raise me? Why did you become my mother! Why did I be born in this poor valley! No matter where I am, I couldn't raise my head, and I was pointed at me from the back and said - he is a wild breed!
The word "Battle" obviously hurt my mother deeply. The scar that she had buried for twenty years was ruthlessly revealed by me
My mother's lips were trembling, and tears fell like beads with broken threads. With a snap, my mother slapped me hard
This is the first time I've grown up, my mother beat me
I covered my cheeks that were painful, held the broken crystal flowers, turned my head and ran outward
After my mother hit me, she immediately regretted it and chased me out in tears.
No, no, no, don't leave, it's all my mother's fault, I shouldn't hit you--
But I had already run far away. My mother fell limply on the door, looking at my back and sobbing silently
I ran down the mountain with all my strength until I fell to the side of the road with exhaustion. I was already in tears.
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In this way, I stayed at home for three days and then returned to school. The school started soon, and Mina returned to me.
Two months passed soon, and I gradually forgot about this matter. My mother never came to school to find me again, she just sent me money once.
My relationship with Mina has improved. We even plan for what we have after graduation. I am full of longing and confidence in the future.
But who knew that a sudden change at this time caused everything to change greatly - including me
One day I was playing basketball with my classmates, and suddenly I felt a severe pain in my lower abdomen. The pain made me sweat and squatted on the ground in pain.
Seeing this, the students hurriedly sent me to the hospital. After the doctor diagnosed it, he said it was acute appendicitis and needed surgery immediately.
The operation was very successful, but I had to lie in the hospital for a few more days before the stitch was removed. This was my first time in hospital and I felt very bored. Fortunately, Mina came to accompany me for nothing, which made me feel better
On this day, I was lying on the hospital bed for a drip, while Mina was peeling an apple next to her while talking about the interesting things she encountered in the morning in a colorful way.
At this moment, the door of the ward was pushed open, and my mother and uncle walked in one after another.
My head buzzed, how could my mother know that I was hospitalized? She even came here at this time
This time, I was helpless because the worst thing was that my uncle also came. My uncle has a straightforward and hot personality. I am most afraid of him.
Nao'er, why are you hospitalized? Are you better now? I won't tell my mother if I'm hospitalized. If Wei Dong hadn't come back from school and told me, I would still be in the dark now.
It seems that my mother has forgotten about that incident. As soon as she entered the door, she focused her attention on me, and didn't notice Mina beside me.
And I was already stupid at this time, and it was too late to stop my mother.
Zhongyi, what's going on? Isn't she your nanny?
Mina looked at me in disbelief
Under her aggressive gaze, I felt like a thief who was about to succeed, but suddenly someone caught him and reached into someone else's wallet. My feeling was completely finished at this moment
Mina, Mina, listen to my explanation, this is a misunderstanding
Stop talking, you liar, I hate you so much. We're done, I won't see you in the future
Mina didn't listen to my fantasy explanation at all. She screamed and went to the road
I was unwilling to lose Mina just like this, and I didn't care about getting some drip. I pulled off the needle and wanted to chase Mina back
Unexpectedly, my mother hurriedly stepped forward to stop me
No, you are still getting an injection, your body is tight
Mom, get out of here and don’t stop me!
At this time, my resentment towards my grandma became deeper. Her blockade was like adding fuel to the fire, and it angered me even more. I pushed my mother away. Unexpectedly, she was pushed to the ground by me.
I seemed to have not seen it. I was about to go out to chase Mina, but I was grabbed by a big hand.
As soon as I turned my head, I got a loud slap in the face. Before I could react, another slap fell on my face.
My eyes were so sharp that my cheeks were so painful that I saw it clearly that my uncle was only seeing that my uncle was blazing his eyes at this time, with a blue face, looking so terrifying
I beat you to death, a slut, this is your dear mother. If you treat your mother like this, you will not be afraid of being struck by lightning. Your mother has raised you so big for nothing. Not to mention humans, even raising a cat or a dog. After so long, you will shake your tail at her when you meet her. Why are you not even as good as a beast?
The uncle became more and more angry as he spoke. He waved his fist and seemed to fall on me at any time. My mother had stood up. I was afraid that my uncle was hitting me, so she desperately stepped forward to block my uncle.
His uncle, his uncle, it was not intentional. Stop hitting, stop hitting
I covered my face and hid behind my mother. I felt very wronged, so I just took the initiative and said loudly: Why are you hitting someone? What did I do wrong? Did I owe you what I had in my previous life. If it weren't for you, Mina wouldn't leave. If it weren't for my mother, I wouldn't be looked down upon everywhere. I couldn't raise my head in the village, and I would be careful in being a human being at all times in school.
Slap, my uncle slapped me in the face, even though my mother tried hard to hold him, it didn't work.
My uncle's hand trembled violently and pointed at me: Nao'er, are you still considered a human being? If you say such things, can you be ashamed of your mother? You can't be sorry for anyone, but you can't be sorry for your mother, how much suffering you have suffered and how much sin you have suffered, you know, how did you get the tuition for school in the past two years? It was all for your mother to sell blood!
This sentence sounded like a thunder in my ears. My head buzzed and became so big. I was stunned. I stood there as if I was stunned and looked at my mother in disbelief. I couldn't believe it was true.
His uncle, stop talking, I beg you, stop talking
Grandma whimpered and begged her uncle. She seemed so weak and helpless. If she hadn't grabbed her uncle, it would have been difficult for her to stand firm.
No, you love face, will your mother not be ashamed? If she is like you, she doesn’t know how many times she has died and can live, it’s all for you. As long as you have a promising future, she will suffer no matter how much compromise she suffers. She will suffer so much pain in her heart. Over the years, you have thought that you don’t have uncles, you don’t have much study or knowledge, but I at least know one reason, be filial to others.
Grandma wiped her tears, looked at me, and said: Uncle, let's go back, Naer's illness has not yet recovered, let him rest
Uncle didn't want my mother to be sad, so he had to glar at me hatefully and help her out
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I was still standing there blankly, dizzy and in a mess. The two words my uncle said just now seemed to be broken into thousands, filled my body, circling, hitting the depths of my soul, tinging my undestroyed conscience.
Sell blood! Sell blood!
It's hard for me to imagine how much blood my mother's weak and thin body would have to draw to make up for my high tuition fees in recent years
I was squandering my hands and squandering in school, wearing famous brands, and never thought that every penny I spent contained my mother's blood and sweat.
Have I really done something wrong over the years? My uncle's three slaps seemed to wake me up, and the memories that gradually became blurred suddenly became clear in my mind.
I lowered my head, quenched on the hospital bed, reflecting in pain
In the past, I always complained that my destiny was too ruthless and unfair, and even blamed all of this for my mother.
But I never thought that fate would be fair to my mother? She tasted so much humiliation and endured much more hardship than me, but what did my mother do wrong? Did she really owe me?
In fact, my mother was a victim from beginning to end. I have never lived a good life since she got pregnant. No matter how much she complained, my mother never revealed it in front of me.
But what I regret the most is that my mother is not only rolled her eyes outside, but also faces me when she returns home - her biological son's resentment and indifference
Now that I think about it, these principles are actually very simple, but why didn’t I understand before?
Finally, I discovered painfully that it was my sad selfishness and extreme vain that blinded my conscience
Young man, you've been sitting like this for an afternoon. Come and have a drink of water
I turned my head and saw that it was a patient in my bed next to me. An old man in his fifties spoke very kindly. I silently took the water cup and lowered my head and said nothing.
Young man, I have seen everything in the morning. Although I am an outsider and should not discuss your housework, I still can't help but want to say a few words
Seeing that I was still silent, the old man continued to say: You can see that you have a deep misunderstanding of your mother. As for why, I don’t want to know that I just want to tell you about my affairs when I was as old as you. I was very messy. I followed a group of friends all day long and spent money fighting and playing money. My mother was worried about me and was also heartbroken. Many times she advised me, scolded me, and even knelt down to beg me, not to get on, but I always couldn’t listen and felt that she was so annoyed.
Until one time, a buddy and I were drinking at home. We started arguing about a trivial matter, and then we started to do something. I accidentally stabbed him to death with a dagger.
I've never killed anyone before
I was frightened at that time and thought it was all over now
At this time, my mother came back and she was frightened, but she quickly calmed down.
She gave me all the money in the family and asked me to go quickly, and run as far as I can, and don't come back.
I just ran away, and I've been out for two years
I haven't been home once in the past two years. I don't know anything about what happened at home after I left.
Later I thought it might be fine, so I went home secretly
After arriving at home, I found that the door was locked
The neighbor told me that after I left, my mother surrendered with the dagger. The legal system was very unsound at that time. Not long after, she was convicted and sentenced to lifelessness.
My mother's health was already very poor. She died of illness after only one year in prison.
After I knew all this, I finally discovered my conscience. My mother's death was caused by me. My mother exchanged her life for my life.
But it's too late, and I will never have a chance to repay my mother again
Young man, I say this, I just hope you don’t have a good mother like me, and you must be filial to her, no matter what she did to you before
I was shocked again. Compared to this old man, how happy I am
I immediately put on my clothes, ran out quickly, and ran towards home, with only one thought in my heart: I want to kneel at my mother's feet and sincerely repent to her
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When I rushed home, there were already stars
I came outside the house and found that the lights were still on in my mother's room. Through the window, I saw that my mother was sitting by the bed in distracted state, while my uncle had not left yet, squatting on the ground and smoking a smoke.
His uncle, I'm so scared. Nao'er is still young. You beat him like that today and said so heavily. I'm really afraid that Nao'er will be unable to think about it and something will happen if he can't do it.
Girl, Naoer is in college, and I am still young Ah, but I can't figure out that he has studied so many books. Why is it still unclear? I think you have spoiled him. Over the years, how hard your life has been? I don't know if my brother is still aware of it. For this unfilial son, you are about to lose your life. He is still doing this to you. I really don't know where to read the books.
Uncle, don't blame the slap. This child has a miserable life. He has no father when he is born, and he will be looked down upon. It's all my fault. He blames me and hates me. As long as he has a promising future, I am happy even if I suffer a great grudge.
Hearing this, I couldn't control myself outside the window, and I cried out
I pushed open the door, came to my grandma, knelt down, hugged her legs, and said while crying: Mom, stop saying it, I was wrong, I was all wrong, I am not a human being, I am an animal, I am not worthy of being your son, you should beat me to death!
My mother was shocked by this sudden scene. After she understood, she also cried excitedly.
No, don't do this, I know it's not easy for you, you are a good child, my mother has never blamed you in her heart
We, mother and son, cried bitterly with our heads in their arms. When my uncle saw this scene, his eyes couldn't help but turn red. When he walked up to us, he was excited and relieved and said: "Naoer, you finally figured it out. The old saying goes, it's not too late for a prodigal son to turn back. You're going to be filial to you now. Child, you must be filial to your mother in the future.
I have never cried like tonight when I grew up. In my mother's arms, I cried so much and so happily. I hope these tears of regret can dilute the guilt in my heart.
A few days later, I'm going to go back to school
I originally wanted to spend a few more days with my grandma at home, but my grandma still asked me to go back soon and not delay my studies
I also reminded my mother not to be too tired, and I will come back to see her often in the future
That day, I walked a long way. When I looked back, my mother was still standing there watching me
I silently swore in my heart: I must treat my mother well in the future, so that she can be happy, happy and live a good life.
Whenever I see the boys around me, I can't tell the smugness in my heart.
However, although the scenery is infinite on the outside, the lingering shadow in my heart still pops out from time to time to torture my soul
I was worried all day long and dealt with Mina carefully, for fear of being unconscious and revealing her feet.
But it is inevitable that there will be a misunderstanding. Once, Mina almost discovered it.
And the person who forced me to the cliff this time was my mother again
That afternoon, I was playing basketball with a few classmates on the playground. Suddenly, I looked up from a distance and saw a familiar figure. I looked carefully and found that it was my mother standing by the side of the playground looking for me.
I was so angry that I was afraid that my classmates would see me, so I quickly ran towards my mother using the excuse of going to the bathroom and running towards me as a grandma.
My mother was very happy to see me and said: Nao'er, I'm looking for you, where can I play basketball with my classmates?
Although I have said it countless times, my mother can't change the habit of calling me a nickname. I really have no choice but to let her go.
Mom, why are you here to do if you are not at home?
Naoer, why did you forget? Today is your birthday
My birthday is October 12th, and it's still early
You are talking about the solar calendar. I mean, on the eighth day of your lunar calendar, I had already gone to the temple yesterday to sing incense. I hope the Bodhisattva will bless my troubled son without illness and disaster, and will be rich and noble.
After hearing this, I was really angry and helpless and said with a wry smile: Mom, what era is now? Do you still believe in those gods and ghosts?
No, I dare not say offend the Bodhisattva, I am looking at the beginning of autumn, it is getting colder every day, I bring you the sweater I made for you, you can try it on, see if it is appropriate
As she said that, my mother handed the sweater in her hand to me. At this moment, I just wanted to ask her to go back soon, for fear that she would be late and let her acquaintances be late. Especially when Mina saw it, she quickly said: No need to try it, it's not too late, so you can go back quickly. If you are late, you will be afraid that there will be no car.
No, then I'll go back, you go and do your business, don't send it
But I can see that my mother really wants to stay for a while, even if she doesn't speak, she can just look at me. She walked very slowly. After walking two steps, she turned her head to look at me.
But I couldn't wait. I was about to walk away when I heard it. Oops, I thought the sound was so familiar. When I looked back, I immediately stood there like a wax figure.
It turned out that my mother was watching me and accidentally stepped on a girl's feet. The most fatal thing was that the girl was Mina
It's really a narrow road for enemies. I was so scared that my mind was blank. I didn't know how to deal with this kind of scene.
My mother was also frightened and hurriedly accompanied Mina.
Girl, I'm so sorry, have my shoes broken? I'll compensate you
Compensation, can you afford it? My shoes are enough for you to eat in the countryside for half a year. You don’t have eyes, it hurts me so much
I didn't expect that Mina would get angry so much, she really looked like she had become a different person
I can't imagine how fierce the reaction would have been if she knew that I was lying to her.
I couldn't escape the scene, so I had to bite the bullet and walk over
My mother and Mina also saw me, as if they were looking forward to a savior
Before I grabbed them, I shouted to my grandma: What did you do? You are so careless, please don’t come. If you insist on coming, go back quickly. Don’t get in the way.
My mother looked at me in shock, her mouth opened but she didn't say anything
I was afraid that she would say something unfavorable, so I winked her while urging her to leave quickly
My mother may have understood a little, so she turned around and walked quickly in order not to make me embarrassed.
Seeing my mother walking away, I felt relieved, but Mina was still a little unwilling to give up and said angrily: Zhongyi! Why did you let her go? You know her?
Forget it, Mina, just give me some face. She is my nanny. You saw it last time
Oh, it's her. It's been so long, who can remember that she can't be so cheap? Zhongyi, I want you to tell your family to quit her
In order to appease Mina, of course I had to agree to a storm to resolve it with my wit
A few days later, Mina completely forgot about this, but I still can't forget it. Every time I think of it, I feel scared, and I secretly pray that such a frightened thing will never happen again.
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The Spring Festival is coming unknowingly, but I am still staying in school and don’t want to go home. My classmates are all happy and go home early. Mina is also gone, leaving me alone in the dormitory.
I finally packed it until New Year's Eve, and I specially packed it up and gave me a birthday gift that Mina gave me - an exquisite crystal flower suit, and took the bus home.
It was snowing heavily that day, with a knife-like cold wind, and the whole earth turned white
The shuttle bus drove into the familiar Daqing Mountains. I got off in a valley, walked slowly up the rugged mountain road with flying snow all over the sky.
Suddenly I stopped because I saw my grandma
I don’t know how long my mother has been standing in the heavy snow. She has almost become a snowman, constantly rubbing her hands that are almost frozen.
My mother was wearing her big red cotton jacket that she rarely wore and a thick scarf, but her face and nose were already red.
Looking at my mother, although I have been resenting her, I couldn't help but feel an inexplicable feeling in my heart.
I quickly took two steps to meet me and called my mother
She agreed happily, as if this was her most precious New Year's gift. I saw tears rolling in her eyes.
No, I'm still worried that you won't be able to come back if it snows so heavily. I've been waiting for you to come back every day these days. Okay, let's not talk about it. It's cold, let's go home soon!
Although my family is very poor, my mother has prepared a lot of New Year’s goods for me to come back for a rare occasion.
At home, I am like an emperor, while my mother is busy working hard. It is rare to see her sit down and rest. Although she is very tired, she can see that she is very sweet in her heart.
Three years of urban life have made me very uncomfortable with everything at home. Although the pain from the difficult wound has been tormenting me, I still decided to forget all this for the past few days, live in peace with my grandma, and calm down for a year of chaos.
But things went against my wishes. After only three days, the apparent peace was broken
That morning, I had just returned from running and was having breakfast when I suddenly heard a snap from my room, as if something had broken.
I was shocked, and quickly put down my bowl and walked into the house
I saw that the crystal flower that I loved the most, Mina gave me, had broken into several pieces, and my mother was packing up in panic.
Looking at the broken crystal flower, my heart seemed to be shattered like it in an instant. The anger that I had suppressed for twenty years finally broke out completely at this moment.
I pushed my mother away rudely and picked up the fragments on the ground. My mother didn't understand why I suddenly looked like crazy, so she had to stand aside and look at me in horror.
It’s all my fault. I didn’t look at it when I was wiping the table just now. Is this very expensive? Can it be repaired?
If you practice and practice, you have become like this, how can you practice it?
I yelled at my grandma, the expression on my face was very scary. My grandma was frightened and kept retreating.
Grandma, do you know? How important this crystal flower is to me, but you ruined it? Why do you always do this? Whenever I feel a sense of accomplishment, you always come out to cause trouble because I call you Grandma, can you hurt my heart like this?
I asked you to stay at home and not come to school, but you insisted on coming, let me embarrass you in front of classmates, I told you not to praise me in front of outsiders, but you always keep me talking all day long, as if you are afraid that people all over the world don’t know that I am your son.
No, is it wrong for grandma to do this?
My mother looked at me in confusion, and seemed to feel very distressed
At this time, I had completely lost my mind. I took a step forward, looked at my mother's eyes, her face twisted, and said loudly: Mom, of course you were wrong. Why did you give birth to me and raise me? Why did you become my mother! Why did I be born in this poor valley! No matter where I am, I couldn't raise my head, and I was pointed at me from the back and said - he is a wild breed!
The word "Battle" obviously hurt my mother deeply. The scar that she had buried for twenty years was ruthlessly revealed by me
My mother's lips were trembling, and tears fell like beads with broken threads. With a snap, my mother slapped me hard
This is the first time I've grown up, my mother beat me
I covered my cheeks that were painful, held the broken crystal flowers, turned my head and ran outward
After my mother hit me, she immediately regretted it and chased me out in tears.
No, no, no, don't leave, it's all my mother's fault, I shouldn't hit you--
But I had already run far away. My mother fell limply on the door, looking at my back and sobbing silently
I ran down the mountain with all my strength until I fell to the side of the road with exhaustion. I was already in tears.
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In this way, I stayed at home for three days and then returned to school. The school started soon, and Mina returned to me.
Two months passed soon, and I gradually forgot about this matter. My mother never came to school to find me again, she just sent me money once.
My relationship with Mina has improved. We even plan for what we have after graduation. I am full of longing and confidence in the future.
But who knew that a sudden change at this time caused everything to change greatly - including me
One day I was playing basketball with my classmates, and suddenly I felt a severe pain in my lower abdomen. The pain made me sweat and squatted on the ground in pain.
Seeing this, the students hurriedly sent me to the hospital. After the doctor diagnosed it, he said it was acute appendicitis and needed surgery immediately.
The operation was very successful, but I had to lie in the hospital for a few more days before the stitch was removed. This was my first time in hospital and I felt very bored. Fortunately, Mina came to accompany me for nothing, which made me feel better
On this day, I was lying on the hospital bed for a drip, while Mina was peeling an apple next to her while talking about the interesting things she encountered in the morning in a colorful way.
At this moment, the door of the ward was pushed open, and my mother and uncle walked in one after another.
My head buzzed, how could my mother know that I was hospitalized? She even came here at this time
This time, I was helpless because the worst thing was that my uncle also came. My uncle has a straightforward and hot personality. I am most afraid of him.
Nao'er, why are you hospitalized? Are you better now? I won't tell my mother if I'm hospitalized. If Wei Dong hadn't come back from school and told me, I would still be in the dark now.
It seems that my mother has forgotten about that incident. As soon as she entered the door, she focused her attention on me, and didn't notice Mina beside me.
And I was already stupid at this time, and it was too late to stop my mother.
Zhongyi, what's going on? Isn't she your nanny?
Mina looked at me in disbelief
Under her aggressive gaze, I felt like a thief who was about to succeed, but suddenly someone caught him and reached into someone else's wallet. My feeling was completely finished at this moment
Mina, Mina, listen to my explanation, this is a misunderstanding
Stop talking, you liar, I hate you so much. We're done, I won't see you in the future
Mina didn't listen to my fantasy explanation at all. She screamed and went to the road
I was unwilling to lose Mina just like this, and I didn't care about getting some drip. I pulled off the needle and wanted to chase Mina back
Unexpectedly, my mother hurriedly stepped forward to stop me
No, you are still getting an injection, your body is tight
Mom, get out of here and don’t stop me!
At this time, my resentment towards my grandma became deeper. Her blockade was like adding fuel to the fire, and it angered me even more. I pushed my mother away. Unexpectedly, she was pushed to the ground by me.
I seemed to have not seen it. I was about to go out to chase Mina, but I was grabbed by a big hand.
As soon as I turned my head, I got a loud slap in the face. Before I could react, another slap fell on my face.
My eyes were so sharp that my cheeks were so painful that I saw it clearly that my uncle was only seeing that my uncle was blazing his eyes at this time, with a blue face, looking so terrifying
I beat you to death, a slut, this is your dear mother. If you treat your mother like this, you will not be afraid of being struck by lightning. Your mother has raised you so big for nothing. Not to mention humans, even raising a cat or a dog. After so long, you will shake your tail at her when you meet her. Why are you not even as good as a beast?
The uncle became more and more angry as he spoke. He waved his fist and seemed to fall on me at any time. My mother had stood up. I was afraid that my uncle was hitting me, so she desperately stepped forward to block my uncle.
His uncle, his uncle, it was not intentional. Stop hitting, stop hitting
I covered my face and hid behind my mother. I felt very wronged, so I just took the initiative and said loudly: Why are you hitting someone? What did I do wrong? Did I owe you what I had in my previous life. If it weren't for you, Mina wouldn't leave. If it weren't for my mother, I wouldn't be looked down upon everywhere. I couldn't raise my head in the village, and I would be careful in being a human being at all times in school.
Slap, my uncle slapped me in the face, even though my mother tried hard to hold him, it didn't work.
My uncle's hand trembled violently and pointed at me: Nao'er, are you still considered a human being? If you say such things, can you be ashamed of your mother? You can't be sorry for anyone, but you can't be sorry for your mother, how much suffering you have suffered and how much sin you have suffered, you know, how did you get the tuition for school in the past two years? It was all for your mother to sell blood!
This sentence sounded like a thunder in my ears. My head buzzed and became so big. I was stunned. I stood there as if I was stunned and looked at my mother in disbelief. I couldn't believe it was true.
His uncle, stop talking, I beg you, stop talking
Grandma whimpered and begged her uncle. She seemed so weak and helpless. If she hadn't grabbed her uncle, it would have been difficult for her to stand firm.
No, you love face, will your mother not be ashamed? If she is like you, she doesn’t know how many times she has died and can live, it’s all for you. As long as you have a promising future, she will suffer no matter how much compromise she suffers. She will suffer so much pain in her heart. Over the years, you have thought that you don’t have uncles, you don’t have much study or knowledge, but I at least know one reason, be filial to others.
Grandma wiped her tears, looked at me, and said: Uncle, let's go back, Naer's illness has not yet recovered, let him rest
Uncle didn't want my mother to be sad, so he had to glar at me hatefully and help her out
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I was still standing there blankly, dizzy and in a mess. The two words my uncle said just now seemed to be broken into thousands, filled my body, circling, hitting the depths of my soul, tinging my undestroyed conscience.
Sell blood! Sell blood!
It's hard for me to imagine how much blood my mother's weak and thin body would have to draw to make up for my high tuition fees in recent years
I was squandering my hands and squandering in school, wearing famous brands, and never thought that every penny I spent contained my mother's blood and sweat.
Have I really done something wrong over the years? My uncle's three slaps seemed to wake me up, and the memories that gradually became blurred suddenly became clear in my mind.
I lowered my head, quenched on the hospital bed, reflecting in pain
In the past, I always complained that my destiny was too ruthless and unfair, and even blamed all of this for my mother.
But I never thought that fate would be fair to my mother? She tasted so much humiliation and endured much more hardship than me, but what did my mother do wrong? Did she really owe me?
In fact, my mother was a victim from beginning to end. I have never lived a good life since she got pregnant. No matter how much she complained, my mother never revealed it in front of me.
But what I regret the most is that my mother is not only rolled her eyes outside, but also faces me when she returns home - her biological son's resentment and indifference
Now that I think about it, these principles are actually very simple, but why didn’t I understand before?
Finally, I discovered painfully that it was my sad selfishness and extreme vain that blinded my conscience
Young man, you've been sitting like this for an afternoon. Come and have a drink of water
I turned my head and saw that it was a patient in my bed next to me. An old man in his fifties spoke very kindly. I silently took the water cup and lowered my head and said nothing.
Young man, I have seen everything in the morning. Although I am an outsider and should not discuss your housework, I still can't help but want to say a few words
Seeing that I was still silent, the old man continued to say: You can see that you have a deep misunderstanding of your mother. As for why, I don’t want to know that I just want to tell you about my affairs when I was as old as you. I was very messy. I followed a group of friends all day long and spent money fighting and playing money. My mother was worried about me and was also heartbroken. Many times she advised me, scolded me, and even knelt down to beg me, not to get on, but I always couldn’t listen and felt that she was so annoyed.
Until one time, a buddy and I were drinking at home. We started arguing about a trivial matter, and then we started to do something. I accidentally stabbed him to death with a dagger.
I've never killed anyone before
I was frightened at that time and thought it was all over now
At this time, my mother came back and she was frightened, but she quickly calmed down.
She gave me all the money in the family and asked me to go quickly, and run as far as I can, and don't come back.
I just ran away, and I've been out for two years
I haven't been home once in the past two years. I don't know anything about what happened at home after I left.
Later I thought it might be fine, so I went home secretly
After arriving at home, I found that the door was locked
The neighbor told me that after I left, my mother surrendered with the dagger. The legal system was very unsound at that time. Not long after, she was convicted and sentenced to lifelessness.
My mother's health was already very poor. She died of illness after only one year in prison.
After I knew all this, I finally discovered my conscience. My mother's death was caused by me. My mother exchanged her life for my life.
But it's too late, and I will never have a chance to repay my mother again
Young man, I say this, I just hope you don’t have a good mother like me, and you must be filial to her, no matter what she did to you before
I was shocked again. Compared to this old man, how happy I am
I immediately put on my clothes, ran out quickly, and ran towards home, with only one thought in my heart: I want to kneel at my mother's feet and sincerely repent to her
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When I rushed home, there were already stars
I came outside the house and found that the lights were still on in my mother's room. Through the window, I saw that my mother was sitting by the bed in distracted state, while my uncle had not left yet, squatting on the ground and smoking a smoke.
His uncle, I'm so scared. Nao'er is still young. You beat him like that today and said so heavily. I'm really afraid that Nao'er will be unable to think about it and something will happen if he can't do it.
Girl, Naoer is in college, and I am still young Ah, but I can't figure out that he has studied so many books. Why is it still unclear? I think you have spoiled him. Over the years, how hard your life has been? I don't know if my brother is still aware of it. For this unfilial son, you are about to lose your life. He is still doing this to you. I really don't know where to read the books.
Uncle, don't blame the slap. This child has a miserable life. He has no father when he is born, and he will be looked down upon. It's all my fault. He blames me and hates me. As long as he has a promising future, I am happy even if I suffer a great grudge.
Hearing this, I couldn't control myself outside the window, and I cried out
I pushed open the door, came to my grandma, knelt down, hugged her legs, and said while crying: Mom, stop saying it, I was wrong, I was all wrong, I am not a human being, I am an animal, I am not worthy of being your son, you should beat me to death!
My mother was shocked by this sudden scene. After she understood, she also cried excitedly.
No, don't do this, I know it's not easy for you, you are a good child, my mother has never blamed you in her heart
We, mother and son, cried bitterly with our heads in their arms. When my uncle saw this scene, his eyes couldn't help but turn red. When he walked up to us, he was excited and relieved and said: "Naoer, you finally figured it out. The old saying goes, it's not too late for a prodigal son to turn back. You're going to be filial to you now. Child, you must be filial to your mother in the future.
I have never cried like tonight when I grew up. In my mother's arms, I cried so much and so happily. I hope these tears of regret can dilute the guilt in my heart.
A few days later, I'm going to go back to school
I originally wanted to spend a few more days with my grandma at home, but my grandma still asked me to go back soon and not delay my studies
I also reminded my mother not to be too tired, and I will come back to see her often in the future
That day, I walked a long way. When I looked back, my mother was still standing there watching me
I silently swore in my heart: I must treat my mother well in the future, so that she can be happy, happy and live a good life.
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