Looking at Yu's focused eyes, he turned his head uncomfortably, looking at the sky with large white cumulonimbus clouds, as if frozen there was still motionless. Qiuyang set them inlaid with a shining golden edge. The solemn and dignified form reminded people of the eternal moment of the kingdom of heaven.
Fortunately, in the years when I returned to Sanada, I saved some money, which was not clean. However, I have washed a few plastic surgery and had a lot left. I can buy a small farm. Qingxiao stared at the sky, and the blue sky and white clouds were reflected in his eyes. It was clear and bright, rare pure and clear. The corners of his mouth were also raised up, but there was no indifference and ridicule of self-deprecation. The warm and gentle autumn sun was so warm.
Remember? He whispered, we made an appointment to let you go to the farm where I worked
But on that road, a kidnapping case occurred. Their lives changed from then on, but it was only a few years ago. Now it seems that it is as far away as the previous life.
Yu's eyes were a little dazed. He lay down slowly, the cold and hard stone slabs hit his back and whispered: How could you not remember? At that time, I came to the United States to get a degree certificate and prepare to study for an MBA. You are still studying for a doctorate. I published several heavy papers in succession and were praised as a rising star in the pharmacy industry. Professor Eisenberg likes you very much...
Qingxiao was silent for a moment, pulled up a weed around her and chewed it in her mouth, and said disapprovingly: "There are old things, don't think about it. We will have a new life. We only have two of us to find new happiness. There are no people and things that are annoying, okay?"
He said with great enthusiasm, his eyes full of longing when he looked at Yu
Yu turned over and sat up, stared at him, and said with concern and confusion: Do you really think so? I thought you would like this job very much. After so many twists and turns, you can finally return to the quiet laboratory and engage in the major you like. Continuing your previous ideals, didn’t you say that the treatment was very good, and did you have two assistants?
The ideal of the past? Qing Xiaoha laughed, spit out grass clippings, and joked: I spent three years to make drugs, and another thirty years to teach people to quit drugs. I have a crazy problem after all this.
Looking at Yu's silent dark eyes, the exaggerated smile on his face disappeared and he said calmly: Useless, Xiaoyu, some things are gone, I told you not to just remember the past, then I can only miss more
The wind blew, bringing the breath of grass and the faint fragrance of flowers. The feathers raised their heads, looked at the white flowers trembling in the sun, and said sadly: I thought this was just temporary. The professor might be very angry at first, but seeing you working so hard and talented, you will definitely change your mind. After all, you say that he has always regarded you as his son. He has also been a consultant there for a month...
Then I disappointed him again. If he had this heart, Qingxiao smiled faintly and said coldly. I really don’t want to continue doing it, and he has no obligation to help me. Just this time cannot solve all the problems.
He rubbed his face tiredly, sat up, raised his hand and begged for mercy: OK, Xiaoyu, is it okay not to talk about these things? I thought you would be very happy, or did I do something wrong again?
Yu said blankly: Of course I am happy that you are willing to accompany me, but...but you will never be able to go back? I don’t know if this is right or wrong, such a good opportunity...
Qingxiao looked at him with a faint sarcasm on his lips and said: Have you forgotten, Xiaoyu? Many of my behaviors violated the law. Even if the police come to him one day, it is not uncommon. Spending time on those test tube instruments is too wasteful.
That sentence was like a dangerous signal, promptly provoking Yu's high tension, grabbed Kiyoko's hand and whispered: In this way, you should not give up Ah. If you achieve results, you might be able to reduce the exemption...
He did not finish speaking Qingxiao sealed his lips with his index finger, smiled and shook his head, and said: Don't curse me
Yu Manxin's words were blocked by her mouth, staring at Qingxiao in a daze. Her heart was like cotton soaked in water, she wanted to cry but couldn't cry.
He thought about it and finally felt it was inappropriate and couldn't help but say: It shouldn't be so bad. If you don't try it, how can you know that others won't accept you? Anyway, there's no loss.
Qingxiao glanced at him and said with a smile: Then why don’t you dare to step out of this door? Anyway, try it, it will not be a big loss for you.
Yu seemed to be hit by a stick, and he retracted his head in a coquettish manner and looked at him with a funny look. He reached out to rub his hair, took a sip of water, and got up to clean up his gardening tools. At this moment, he suddenly heard a small voice coming from behind him: If I go out, can you go back too?
Kiyoko was stunned, turned around in surprise and stood up, saying seriously: I will work hard, it won’t be a burden to you, are you willing to try again?
Under Qingxiao's eyes, his face became more and more red. He couldn't help but lower his head and said stutteringly: I mean it, I heard from you, that professor likes you so much before... Maybe he is waiting... Maybe you should all give each other a chance!
Haven't answered for a long time
He raised his head nervously and stared at him in contemplatively. His eyes were exploratory and scrutinized, not aggressive, but had a power to see through everything.
Can you do it? He could hear the silent question in his eyes
In the practice room of the university club, when he accidentally fell down by practicing karate, Kiyoko walked over and took his hand, and would look at him with concern with such eyes
Can you do it? Those eyes full of expectation and encouragement, through the fog of time, appeared clearly before his eyes.
Can you do it? After those three years of hell, he had to learn to stand, walk, eat with his hands, and think with his brain. Whenever he feels powerless and depressed, Kiyoko will raise his eyebrows and look at his warm and smiling eyes worriedly. It turns out that it has never changed.
Those memories bring faith and love, drive away the cowardice in his heart, leaving confusion and fear nowhere to live
The overturned heart gradually calmed down, and the surging emotions were finally introduced into the ditches. The fragments of the past were intertwined with the images of reality, gathering into a quiet and joyful river, rippling in the sunshine, and rippling in the past, holding hands with Qingxiao, jumping across the river of time, walking towards them, smiling and integrating into their bodies, and finally becoming one
The sky is high and the earth is thick. They are still together and still in love.
All of this has not changed
He shook hands into fists, his nails pierced into his palms, causing a slight sting.
He is still alive, he is still young, he can still experience love and being loved
He clenched his fists silently, feeling a new force in his body awakening
Yes, I think I can, he said quietly, looking at Qingxiao and the clear and lofty autumn sky behind Qingxiao
The eyes of his eyes gradually became softer, and a gentle kiss fell on his forehead: I am so proud of you
He was happy: Then you will go back, fight for the teacher's forgiveness, and continue your original studies and ideals, right?
Qingxiao took two steps back, shook her head with a smile, and said: No, Xiaoyu, these are two things you have to go out, this is certain and necessary, but I can't go back because the original road is no longer suitable for me.
Yu Yidai, surprised, disappointed, and a little saddened by being deceived: Why? Because he rejected you, you also have to refuse him to the end, right? But you are his student after all...
Qingxiao smiled softly, with a hint of desolation in her smile: Do you think of me like this? Because of your excessive self-esteem, I refuse to accept it...
But I do look like this kind of person. He rubbed his face and felt it was boring. But, what I did was to make drugs. Think about it, can the professor who studies drug rehabilitation for his lifelong career for forgiveness?
Yu said unwillingly: But you haven't tried it...
This is not a question of whether there is the courage to try... Qing Xiaoqing looked at the clouds in the sky and finally said that the famous professor's disciple was actually a drug dealer. Once this matter was disclosed, it would be a major scandal. If I were still his disciple, it would cause a devastating blow to his reputation, and even his personality would be suspected.
Yu was silent for a moment, his voice eased a lot: Do you think he would never forgive you for this?
No, I will never forgive myself for this
Something in the voice shocked Yu and raised his head, just in time to greet Qingxiao's gaze. In those seemingly calm and calm eyes, there was a deep tenderness and love as vast as the ocean and the sky.
Yu suddenly realized that he actually didn't fully understand Qingxiao.
In college, he remembered that Qingxiao was a reckless young man who was rejected and refused, but because of this enthusiasm, he couldn't help but want to get close to him.
After the kidnapping incident, the other party was unaware of the death of life and death, and even willing to give up his own safety on the deserted island, which made him realize the love hidden in his heart and determined that the other party was a lover who had been with him for the rest of his life.
After being rescued, they began to have a true close contact. If the longing on the deserted island infinitely amplifies the other party's strengths and becomes a nearly perfect myth, then the result of being with you day and night is to make the other party's shortcomings appear to be a filial piety. Although he is grateful for his persistence in filial piety, he sometimes feels that the other party does not seem to understand his own feelings, especially since he has just struggled from the relationship between master and slave. Although the person is ugly, he has indeed fully understood and controlled his body and mind in the end.
Compared with the two, Qingxiao and him often have a irrelevant feeling in the communication between him. Of course, he would not complain, but sometimes he couldn't help but think: It would be better if Qingxiao knew me more.
Then, when Qingxiao faced him, he must often feel the grievance and helplessness of being ununderstood!
Sorry, I don't know... I don't know you are... I thought... He blushed and stuttered, and he didn't know how to express himself
Qingxiao has already understood and said: Yes, I once blamed him for not helping me at critical moments, but now, I can understand and respect his approach, he has done a lot for me, and I have always been grateful for this.
He breathed a long breath and said leisurely: I have thought about what to do many times before to repay his cultivation and concern, but it seems that the best gift I give him is to leave him far away and not disturb his life
He smiled bitterly, and casually stepped on a little bug crawling on the ground and said: Isn't it ironic?
This time Yu was silent for a long time. When he spoke again, his voice was calm and peaceful, and he said with certainty: No, you are very filial to Qingxiao. I now know why you can get the love of so many people.
Not that I don't envy
I have also been jealous, why can't I meet Professor Eisenberg in my life who truly loves me?
Love also needs enthusiasm to ignite, just like the self who has always been indifferent and autistic, it will also feel warm because of Qing filial piety and perseverance.
It's a pity that you are like this. He sighed deeply that there are so many patients in that world who are powerless and lack love. He hopes that there will be a passionate fire to drive away the shadow of loneliness for them.
Qingxiao said indifferently: What a pity? At which stage, you should do what stage of work
He glanced at him and suddenly laughed: You hope that I would go back so much. Do you feel that only when you see me returning to my previous status quo, do you feel that you have not disturbed my life and you don’t have to feel so guilty?
Looking at Yu's sudden stunned look, Qingxiao laughed unconsciously, patted him on the shoulder, raised his eyebrows and said: Actually, I have done this kind of thing before, but later I found that there is an easier way...
He deliberately stopped, sucked his appetite, and then said leisurely: Then smile at me and make me happy
Smile at me, before the dream has woken up, before the revenge and judgment have come
There are so many uncertainties in this world. Please comfort me and please let me hold on
********************
The next chapter, Volume 2 ends, the situation will be clearer, yes
By the way, I will give you a song by ZI Lin "Make Me Happy". I like Zhang Daxian more, oh hehe:
Even if you wake up, I will be sad. I dream of your old appearance
Even if you wake up, you will feel sad. Reminiscence in your dream
Wandering to that place, and also relying on sweet dreams to be your hometown
Make me happy, please remember to break into my dreams again and again tonight
Kiss me and let the soul stare at your face
Make me happy. Everything in the world seems to be worthy of
Kiss me, don't mention that the dream is empty
Fortunately, in the years when I returned to Sanada, I saved some money, which was not clean. However, I have washed a few plastic surgery and had a lot left. I can buy a small farm. Qingxiao stared at the sky, and the blue sky and white clouds were reflected in his eyes. It was clear and bright, rare pure and clear. The corners of his mouth were also raised up, but there was no indifference and ridicule of self-deprecation. The warm and gentle autumn sun was so warm.
Remember? He whispered, we made an appointment to let you go to the farm where I worked
But on that road, a kidnapping case occurred. Their lives changed from then on, but it was only a few years ago. Now it seems that it is as far away as the previous life.
Yu's eyes were a little dazed. He lay down slowly, the cold and hard stone slabs hit his back and whispered: How could you not remember? At that time, I came to the United States to get a degree certificate and prepare to study for an MBA. You are still studying for a doctorate. I published several heavy papers in succession and were praised as a rising star in the pharmacy industry. Professor Eisenberg likes you very much...
Qingxiao was silent for a moment, pulled up a weed around her and chewed it in her mouth, and said disapprovingly: "There are old things, don't think about it. We will have a new life. We only have two of us to find new happiness. There are no people and things that are annoying, okay?"
He said with great enthusiasm, his eyes full of longing when he looked at Yu
Yu turned over and sat up, stared at him, and said with concern and confusion: Do you really think so? I thought you would like this job very much. After so many twists and turns, you can finally return to the quiet laboratory and engage in the major you like. Continuing your previous ideals, didn’t you say that the treatment was very good, and did you have two assistants?
The ideal of the past? Qing Xiaoha laughed, spit out grass clippings, and joked: I spent three years to make drugs, and another thirty years to teach people to quit drugs. I have a crazy problem after all this.
Looking at Yu's silent dark eyes, the exaggerated smile on his face disappeared and he said calmly: Useless, Xiaoyu, some things are gone, I told you not to just remember the past, then I can only miss more
The wind blew, bringing the breath of grass and the faint fragrance of flowers. The feathers raised their heads, looked at the white flowers trembling in the sun, and said sadly: I thought this was just temporary. The professor might be very angry at first, but seeing you working so hard and talented, you will definitely change your mind. After all, you say that he has always regarded you as his son. He has also been a consultant there for a month...
Then I disappointed him again. If he had this heart, Qingxiao smiled faintly and said coldly. I really don’t want to continue doing it, and he has no obligation to help me. Just this time cannot solve all the problems.
He rubbed his face tiredly, sat up, raised his hand and begged for mercy: OK, Xiaoyu, is it okay not to talk about these things? I thought you would be very happy, or did I do something wrong again?
Yu said blankly: Of course I am happy that you are willing to accompany me, but...but you will never be able to go back? I don’t know if this is right or wrong, such a good opportunity...
Qingxiao looked at him with a faint sarcasm on his lips and said: Have you forgotten, Xiaoyu? Many of my behaviors violated the law. Even if the police come to him one day, it is not uncommon. Spending time on those test tube instruments is too wasteful.
That sentence was like a dangerous signal, promptly provoking Yu's high tension, grabbed Kiyoko's hand and whispered: In this way, you should not give up Ah. If you achieve results, you might be able to reduce the exemption...
He did not finish speaking Qingxiao sealed his lips with his index finger, smiled and shook his head, and said: Don't curse me
Yu Manxin's words were blocked by her mouth, staring at Qingxiao in a daze. Her heart was like cotton soaked in water, she wanted to cry but couldn't cry.
He thought about it and finally felt it was inappropriate and couldn't help but say: It shouldn't be so bad. If you don't try it, how can you know that others won't accept you? Anyway, there's no loss.
Qingxiao glanced at him and said with a smile: Then why don’t you dare to step out of this door? Anyway, try it, it will not be a big loss for you.
Yu seemed to be hit by a stick, and he retracted his head in a coquettish manner and looked at him with a funny look. He reached out to rub his hair, took a sip of water, and got up to clean up his gardening tools. At this moment, he suddenly heard a small voice coming from behind him: If I go out, can you go back too?
Kiyoko was stunned, turned around in surprise and stood up, saying seriously: I will work hard, it won’t be a burden to you, are you willing to try again?
Under Qingxiao's eyes, his face became more and more red. He couldn't help but lower his head and said stutteringly: I mean it, I heard from you, that professor likes you so much before... Maybe he is waiting... Maybe you should all give each other a chance!
Haven't answered for a long time
He raised his head nervously and stared at him in contemplatively. His eyes were exploratory and scrutinized, not aggressive, but had a power to see through everything.
Can you do it? He could hear the silent question in his eyes
In the practice room of the university club, when he accidentally fell down by practicing karate, Kiyoko walked over and took his hand, and would look at him with concern with such eyes
Can you do it? Those eyes full of expectation and encouragement, through the fog of time, appeared clearly before his eyes.
Can you do it? After those three years of hell, he had to learn to stand, walk, eat with his hands, and think with his brain. Whenever he feels powerless and depressed, Kiyoko will raise his eyebrows and look at his warm and smiling eyes worriedly. It turns out that it has never changed.
Those memories bring faith and love, drive away the cowardice in his heart, leaving confusion and fear nowhere to live
The overturned heart gradually calmed down, and the surging emotions were finally introduced into the ditches. The fragments of the past were intertwined with the images of reality, gathering into a quiet and joyful river, rippling in the sunshine, and rippling in the past, holding hands with Qingxiao, jumping across the river of time, walking towards them, smiling and integrating into their bodies, and finally becoming one
The sky is high and the earth is thick. They are still together and still in love.
All of this has not changed
He shook hands into fists, his nails pierced into his palms, causing a slight sting.
He is still alive, he is still young, he can still experience love and being loved
He clenched his fists silently, feeling a new force in his body awakening
Yes, I think I can, he said quietly, looking at Qingxiao and the clear and lofty autumn sky behind Qingxiao
The eyes of his eyes gradually became softer, and a gentle kiss fell on his forehead: I am so proud of you
He was happy: Then you will go back, fight for the teacher's forgiveness, and continue your original studies and ideals, right?
Qingxiao took two steps back, shook her head with a smile, and said: No, Xiaoyu, these are two things you have to go out, this is certain and necessary, but I can't go back because the original road is no longer suitable for me.
Yu Yidai, surprised, disappointed, and a little saddened by being deceived: Why? Because he rejected you, you also have to refuse him to the end, right? But you are his student after all...
Qingxiao smiled softly, with a hint of desolation in her smile: Do you think of me like this? Because of your excessive self-esteem, I refuse to accept it...
But I do look like this kind of person. He rubbed his face and felt it was boring. But, what I did was to make drugs. Think about it, can the professor who studies drug rehabilitation for his lifelong career for forgiveness?
Yu said unwillingly: But you haven't tried it...
This is not a question of whether there is the courage to try... Qing Xiaoqing looked at the clouds in the sky and finally said that the famous professor's disciple was actually a drug dealer. Once this matter was disclosed, it would be a major scandal. If I were still his disciple, it would cause a devastating blow to his reputation, and even his personality would be suspected.
Yu was silent for a moment, his voice eased a lot: Do you think he would never forgive you for this?
No, I will never forgive myself for this
Something in the voice shocked Yu and raised his head, just in time to greet Qingxiao's gaze. In those seemingly calm and calm eyes, there was a deep tenderness and love as vast as the ocean and the sky.
Yu suddenly realized that he actually didn't fully understand Qingxiao.
In college, he remembered that Qingxiao was a reckless young man who was rejected and refused, but because of this enthusiasm, he couldn't help but want to get close to him.
After the kidnapping incident, the other party was unaware of the death of life and death, and even willing to give up his own safety on the deserted island, which made him realize the love hidden in his heart and determined that the other party was a lover who had been with him for the rest of his life.
After being rescued, they began to have a true close contact. If the longing on the deserted island infinitely amplifies the other party's strengths and becomes a nearly perfect myth, then the result of being with you day and night is to make the other party's shortcomings appear to be a filial piety. Although he is grateful for his persistence in filial piety, he sometimes feels that the other party does not seem to understand his own feelings, especially since he has just struggled from the relationship between master and slave. Although the person is ugly, he has indeed fully understood and controlled his body and mind in the end.
Compared with the two, Qingxiao and him often have a irrelevant feeling in the communication between him. Of course, he would not complain, but sometimes he couldn't help but think: It would be better if Qingxiao knew me more.
Then, when Qingxiao faced him, he must often feel the grievance and helplessness of being ununderstood!
Sorry, I don't know... I don't know you are... I thought... He blushed and stuttered, and he didn't know how to express himself
Qingxiao has already understood and said: Yes, I once blamed him for not helping me at critical moments, but now, I can understand and respect his approach, he has done a lot for me, and I have always been grateful for this.
He breathed a long breath and said leisurely: I have thought about what to do many times before to repay his cultivation and concern, but it seems that the best gift I give him is to leave him far away and not disturb his life
He smiled bitterly, and casually stepped on a little bug crawling on the ground and said: Isn't it ironic?
This time Yu was silent for a long time. When he spoke again, his voice was calm and peaceful, and he said with certainty: No, you are very filial to Qingxiao. I now know why you can get the love of so many people.
Not that I don't envy
I have also been jealous, why can't I meet Professor Eisenberg in my life who truly loves me?
Love also needs enthusiasm to ignite, just like the self who has always been indifferent and autistic, it will also feel warm because of Qing filial piety and perseverance.
It's a pity that you are like this. He sighed deeply that there are so many patients in that world who are powerless and lack love. He hopes that there will be a passionate fire to drive away the shadow of loneliness for them.
Qingxiao said indifferently: What a pity? At which stage, you should do what stage of work
He glanced at him and suddenly laughed: You hope that I would go back so much. Do you feel that only when you see me returning to my previous status quo, do you feel that you have not disturbed my life and you don’t have to feel so guilty?
Looking at Yu's sudden stunned look, Qingxiao laughed unconsciously, patted him on the shoulder, raised his eyebrows and said: Actually, I have done this kind of thing before, but later I found that there is an easier way...
He deliberately stopped, sucked his appetite, and then said leisurely: Then smile at me and make me happy
Smile at me, before the dream has woken up, before the revenge and judgment have come
There are so many uncertainties in this world. Please comfort me and please let me hold on
********************
The next chapter, Volume 2 ends, the situation will be clearer, yes
By the way, I will give you a song by ZI Lin "Make Me Happy". I like Zhang Daxian more, oh hehe:
Even if you wake up, I will be sad. I dream of your old appearance
Even if you wake up, you will feel sad. Reminiscence in your dream
Wandering to that place, and also relying on sweet dreams to be your hometown
Make me happy, please remember to break into my dreams again and again tonight
Kiss me and let the soul stare at your face
Make me happy. Everything in the world seems to be worthy of
Kiss me, don't mention that the dream is empty
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