He observed Yu's expression and said carefully: Well, I mean, if S M does not have the compulsion, it is also a good way of sex, which can increase the interest...
Under the light, Yu's face was calm and he couldn't see any expression. He said lightly: What do you want to say, Qingxiao?
Qingxiao swallowed her saliva, felt a little nervous for no reason, and stuttered: I think, that, actually...
Yu stared at him and said with a smile: Do you really want to see me in heat as soon as I was whipped?
Qingxiao was stunned for a while, then let out a breath and said: "If I didn't say anything, right?"
He glanced at the white sky outside, smiled self-deprecatingly, and said: It's almost dawn, no wonder I'm not very clear-headed and talk nonsense, go to bed!
He quickly went to bed, turned off the light, kissed Yu's forehead, and said: You should sleep for a while too! Then he wrapped the quilt tightly and closed his eyes.
He heard Yu's uneasy breathing, and knew that the other party must be in a mess at the moment, but he didn't know how to comfort him, because he couldn't say it was a good thing to do, and he passed by many thoughts in a mess, but he seemed to be unable to remember anything.
Forget it, it is indeed not suitable for thinking at this time. He decided to give up decisively. Let's talk about the big things tomorrow, but at this moment, he suddenly heard Yu say softly: Sorry, I shouldn't have spoken that way, but I really don't want to go back to the old road
It was possible to hear that Yu was trying to keep calm, but he could still hear a trembling trembling in his voice. I don’t know whether it was out of excitement or anger, he stopped and took a breath before continuing, "What you gave me is dignified love, and even without that, it doesn’t matter!"
Qingxiao moved his heart and raised his upper body. Seeing Yuyu curled up, his face was a little pale, and his long eyelashes were drooping with the light of the sky gradually brightening outside. Qingxiao saw a faint wet feeling in the corner of his eyes.
Can it really be irrelevant? They are both men, so there is reason to doubt how long this persistence can last
Why do you mind so much? Do you simply cannot accept S M, even if it is just formal? Or do you still cannot get out of the past and still have a shadow on that person?
For a moment, Qingxiao really wanted to ask him what kind of existence was that person in his mind? Is it hatred, disgust, or is it mixed with some emotion that he himself cannot understand and explain?
But when it came to his lips, Qingxiao finally suppressed it and lay down silently, staring at the dim tree shadow outside the window. The sky was slightly white, as if there was wind, the light ink leaves swayed gently, and the shadows were not very clear. He was a little confused and thought of many long-standing past events, those who left and died.
Unconsciously touched his hand, touched Yu's body, and felt the tense muscles and slightly cool skin, as if he touched a hard but fragile piece of jade, he suddenly felt an inexplicable feeling, joyful and sad, it had nothing to do with the past or the future, it was just for the warmth and reality of the skin touching at this moment.
His arms slowly closed, and he carefully touched the body, as if he had touched the life itself, in the scarred body, with a kind of power and beauty that still existed after being broken.
Grabbing upwards, covering Yu's chest, feeling the other person's heartbeat gradually becoming smoother, he slowly said: It's okay, we still have a lifetime of time
********************
It doesn't matter, we still have a lifetime of time. Qingxiao told him this
Yu took a breath quietly and buried his head in the pillow. He knew that what Qingxiao was looking forward to was to turn around and give a warm hug, but he did not dare to face the face of his lover. The gentle and pity on the other person's face was simply a torture for him, which made him once again deeply realize the incompleteness of his body and mind and... the drag on Qingxiao.
He doesn't like this feeling
In this life, he has been betrayed and bullied by many people. It feels very uncomfortable, but the only thing that makes him feel more uncomfortable than being let down by others is to hurt the person he cares most and most.
It should have been the pride of heaven, standing in the sunshine to accept everyone's admiration and envy, but now he can only hide in a small house isolated from the world, enduring the condemnation of mainstream society's morality and the torture of his inner guilt to this point. Qingxiao was unwilling to accept it. He knew that
If it weren't for himself, Qingxiao wouldn't have fallen to this field today. Every time I think of this, the strong guilt burned his heart like a flame
Give up your career, give up your ideals, and even give up your principles and moral bottom line for him... What kind of virtue can he do? How can he repay such deep affection? When he can't bear it, he wants to give up, so just hide away and no longer have to face those pairs of expectant eyes.
Just thinking about leaving Qingxiao, he had no way to go, let alone today, if he escaped, wouldn’t all Qingxiao’s efforts become a joke?
I can only grit my teeth and keep up, hoping that I will recover as soon as possible, and at least I am like a person, and it is more or less a comfort to Qing filial piety.
But... it's really hard
It’s not that I don’t work hard, but some things have already penetrated into the blood and penetrated into the bone marrow, and will not disappear due to the passage of time and the changes in the environment.
No effort can lead to results
No effort will be rewarded
He understands all these principles, but once they come to him, he still finds it difficult to accept what he did wrong? Why is it him?
Thinking of the extreme is hatred, hating the heavens, hating the earth, hating society, I just feel that the whole world is enemies, except for filial piety, there is no other good person
And of course the person you hate the most is that person
The deeper the love for Qingxiao, the stronger the hatred for that person
Once the long-sanctified emotions break through the barriers, they will sweep across the earth of the soul like a flood. He cannot stop them, nor do he want to stop them.
Living in a numb state for a long time, walking like a sleepwalking, he is willing to embrace this sharp and uneasy emotion, even if it will cut him into blood
Frustration with oneself, guilt for one's lover, hatred for one's enemies... Every emotion will only bring him pain, but he welcomes this pain, which brings him a sense of existence, so that he knows that he is still alive
Living as a person, not a puppet without a heart
On this early autumn morning, he slowly curled up, and Qingxiao was still hugging him behind him, bringing him precious heat from beginning to end, and he never looked back
Maybe... Maybe one day in the future, he can really face his lover's enthusiastic hug with a smile, but not now, not...
He thought this way, thinking that he would be so guilty that he could not sleep, but he overestimated his conscience. It seemed that after a while, he fell asleep in a daze.
********************
Yu woke up from the roar of a lawnmower. The air was filled with a fresh smell of grass and soil. Qingxiao was busy in the courtyard. The lawn was neatly trimmed. He began to waving his hoe and digging the soil again. The weather was not hot, but he was also tired and sweating.
Yu stood in the shadow of the door and stared at his back. His long hair simply tied a ponytail behind his head. His upper body was completely naked. Sweat flowed down his back and the sun was bright but cool. Through the tall tree crown, he casted a mottled shadow on him. His skin was originally bronze. I don’t know if it was because his upper body didn’t often bask in the sun or because he had been at home for a long time, Yu always felt that his skin had become lighter.
Yu looked at him silently for a while, walked to him, Qingxiao raised her head and smiled at Yu, revealing her white teeth: Hi! Have you woken up? Didn’t I disturb you?
Yu was stunned and answered vaguely: Yes, when he looked down, Qingxiao had dug a large pit, and was cultivating soil, a plant with white flowers blew by the breeze, and the bell-like flowers swayed gently, bringing a refreshing fragrance.
Did you buy this Platycodon flower? Yu glanced at it and the packaging at the root has not been opened yet.
It was the flowers and plants in the Ah courtyard that were not taken care of, and some of them were almost dead. Thinking of cleaning up, so as not to be unhappy for the owner of the house to come back. Qingxiao carefully picked up the flower, unpacked the packaging, and transplanted the soil into the pit together.
Yu was stunned and said: The lease asked us to take good care of the flowers and plants for him, otherwise would we need compensation?
Qingxiao said carelessly: That's not, but it's still idle anyway. He bent down, focused on fertilizing, and cultivated soil. A meticulous sweat came out from his forehead. The sun shone crystal feathers stared blankly at his naked upper body, and his movements were quick and agile, and he couldn't help but say: Qingxiao...
Qingxiao raised her head and smiled brightly, saying: What's wrong? Seeing his desire to speak but stopped, Qingxiao smiled and said: You have already planted it, can you help me water it? The water pipe is there, just connect a little bit, don't have many
Yu Yiyan took some water and sprinkled it in the dark soil. Some of the platycodon flowers splashed on the petals and branches and leaves looked strange and beautiful. Yu stared at the flower in a daze. Suddenly, he remembered the misty dusk of water vapor a year ago. He walked into the living room with a bunch of platycodon flowers and saw Qingxiao sitting on the windowsill. The dusk became darker and deeper, and projected the shadow of the tree outside the window on him. He did not move, allowing the lead-gray shadow to swallow him inch by inch.
The impression that scene left on Yu was so profound, as if he had seen a soul slowly destruction with his own eyes
Sweet and desperate entanglement, endless autumn rain, platycodon flowers falling all over the ground...
He was so swallowed by memories that when Qingxiao called him, he didn't hear Qingxiao and had to push him: Xiaoyu?
Ah? He suddenly woke up, but saw that Qingxiao had washed his hands and handed him a bottle of mineral water. Are you thirsty? Do you want to drink some water?
He was not thirsty, but he still took it and took a sip. As long as it was a request from Qingxiao, he could not refuse it.
They sat on the highest stairs and looked at the newly renovated courtyard full of dark green with a few white platycodon flowers dotted with stars. The slightly drunk wind blew, and the faint fragrance appeared and disappeared like a tide.
Near the white fence, there is a big tree with thick branches and leaves. There is a bird's food nest hanging on it. Qingxiao used wooden boards to nail it when he was free. Every few days, he went to change the water and bird food, which attracted the nearby wild birds to peck at the food, and did not hide when they saw people coming, but they seemed to be raised by themselves.
Qingxiao narrowed his eyes and looked for a while, sprinkled some bread crumbs, and a few birds cooed and flew down from the bird's nest, and began to peck at the bread crumbs.
My achievements in the morning are beautiful, right? Qingxiao's tone is quite proud, just like a child showing his homework book to his parents waiting to be praised
No matter how stupid Yu is, he knows nodding: It's very beautiful
Qingxiao smiled and threw bread crumbs casually. The closer and closer, the few birds got closer and closer. One of the birds with yellow beak and black legs actually had the courage to peck at Qingxiao's hands.
Qingxiao broke a small piece of bread and handed it to Yu, saying: Do you like it? Come on, these little birds are very cute
Yu took it silently. Before he could feed it, the yellow-mouthed bird suddenly pecked on his finger. He was startled and shrank his hand. The bird naturally took the bread aside and pecked it hard for a few bites. It seemed that it was a little wrong. He stopped and looked at him with his head, with round black eyes and very innocent appearance.
He laughed unconsciously and said: This bird is so fierce, it's actually robbed
Qingxiao also smiled and said: Who told you that you look like you are so easy to bully. Look at me. He reached out and pinched the bird's neck quickly and accurately. He held it in his hand. The bird suddenly shrank into a ball, but he didn't seem to be very scared. He croaked a few times and rubbed Qingxiao's fingers with his head, which seemed to be acting coquettish.
Qingxiao let go of his hand, and it flapped its wings and flew away, passing a beautiful arc in the air. The warm autumn sun shone down, as if every feather shone with golden color.
Yu looked at the bird flying with wings in a daze, and his eyes seemed to be a little envious.
Qingxiao's dreamlike voice came from beside him: I said that we will have a future... When we are too old to walk, we can still be together, feeding pigeons and fish...
The feathers drooped their heads, feeling sour but you are not old. He slowly said that he was only in his early thirties and was far from the age of retirement to feed pigeons.
Qingxiao didn't say anything for a while, he lay down, resting on the cold stone platform, looking at the vast sky and the rain clouds in the sky, but I was ready to retire, he suddenly smiled and said, "I submitted my resignation letter yesterday."
Yu was shocked and stared at him with wide eyes and said: What's going on?
Nothing Ah Qingxiao said lightly, I signed a contract with that company for one year, and it is almost expiring now. I don’t think they want to hire me anymore, so I’d better submit my resignation letter first.
He looked at Yu's surprised look and smiled unconsciously. He patted Yu's back of his hand as comfortedly and said: Don't worry, I have planned this day for a long time. The scars on your neck are almost healed. It's time to leave.
Yu took a breath, tried to relax his stiff fingers, and said: Why didn't you tell me about such a major decision? I... I am also a part of this family.
Qingxiao stared into his eyes and said gently: I want to give you a surprise. From now on, will we have our own home?
********************
Speaking of which, the pharmaceutical company Zhao Qingxiao came in to be responsible for new drug research. Of course, it was also the result of Professor Eisenberg's strong recommendation and willingness to be a consultant in person. However, Eisenberg failed to do it for a month and resigned from his position as a consultant. The company did not know that he had a breakup with Qingxiao, so he still valued this famous master and disciple, and specially equipped him with a laboratory and two assistants.
But Qingxiao's idea has changed a long time ago, and all his thoughts are focused on arranging the way for himself and Yu. Almost all the laboratories are thrown to the two assistants for a year, and no results are released, and there is not even a decent report. After all, the company is not a place to keep idle people, so the supervisor's face is a little ugly, but it doesn't matter, because he has done everything he wants to do.
Speaking of which, it is still my first true profession in my life. Kiyoko's mouth is slightly raised, and her expression is not clear. It is enough to pay for the living expenses this year, and it is not as good as the income of one month in Sanada Group.
Looking at Yu's focused eyes, he turned his head uncomfortably, looking at the sky with large white cumulonimbus clouds, as if frozen there was still motionless. Qiuyang set them inlaid with a shining golden edge. The solemn and dignified form reminded people of the eternal moment of the kingdom of heaven.
Fortunately, in the years when I returned to Sanada, I saved some money, which was not clean. However, I have washed a few plastic surgery and had a lot left. I can buy a small farm. Qingxiao stared at the sky, and the blue sky and white clouds were reflected in his eyes. It was clear and bright, rare pure and clear. The corners of his mouth were also raised up, but there was no indifference and ridicule of self-deprecation. The warm and gentle autumn sun was so warm.
Remember? He whispered, we made an appointment to let you go to the farm where I worked
Under the light, Yu's face was calm and he couldn't see any expression. He said lightly: What do you want to say, Qingxiao?
Qingxiao swallowed her saliva, felt a little nervous for no reason, and stuttered: I think, that, actually...
Yu stared at him and said with a smile: Do you really want to see me in heat as soon as I was whipped?
Qingxiao was stunned for a while, then let out a breath and said: "If I didn't say anything, right?"
He glanced at the white sky outside, smiled self-deprecatingly, and said: It's almost dawn, no wonder I'm not very clear-headed and talk nonsense, go to bed!
He quickly went to bed, turned off the light, kissed Yu's forehead, and said: You should sleep for a while too! Then he wrapped the quilt tightly and closed his eyes.
He heard Yu's uneasy breathing, and knew that the other party must be in a mess at the moment, but he didn't know how to comfort him, because he couldn't say it was a good thing to do, and he passed by many thoughts in a mess, but he seemed to be unable to remember anything.
Forget it, it is indeed not suitable for thinking at this time. He decided to give up decisively. Let's talk about the big things tomorrow, but at this moment, he suddenly heard Yu say softly: Sorry, I shouldn't have spoken that way, but I really don't want to go back to the old road
It was possible to hear that Yu was trying to keep calm, but he could still hear a trembling trembling in his voice. I don’t know whether it was out of excitement or anger, he stopped and took a breath before continuing, "What you gave me is dignified love, and even without that, it doesn’t matter!"
Qingxiao moved his heart and raised his upper body. Seeing Yuyu curled up, his face was a little pale, and his long eyelashes were drooping with the light of the sky gradually brightening outside. Qingxiao saw a faint wet feeling in the corner of his eyes.
Can it really be irrelevant? They are both men, so there is reason to doubt how long this persistence can last
Why do you mind so much? Do you simply cannot accept S M, even if it is just formal? Or do you still cannot get out of the past and still have a shadow on that person?
For a moment, Qingxiao really wanted to ask him what kind of existence was that person in his mind? Is it hatred, disgust, or is it mixed with some emotion that he himself cannot understand and explain?
But when it came to his lips, Qingxiao finally suppressed it and lay down silently, staring at the dim tree shadow outside the window. The sky was slightly white, as if there was wind, the light ink leaves swayed gently, and the shadows were not very clear. He was a little confused and thought of many long-standing past events, those who left and died.
Unconsciously touched his hand, touched Yu's body, and felt the tense muscles and slightly cool skin, as if he touched a hard but fragile piece of jade, he suddenly felt an inexplicable feeling, joyful and sad, it had nothing to do with the past or the future, it was just for the warmth and reality of the skin touching at this moment.
His arms slowly closed, and he carefully touched the body, as if he had touched the life itself, in the scarred body, with a kind of power and beauty that still existed after being broken.
Grabbing upwards, covering Yu's chest, feeling the other person's heartbeat gradually becoming smoother, he slowly said: It's okay, we still have a lifetime of time
********************
It doesn't matter, we still have a lifetime of time. Qingxiao told him this
Yu took a breath quietly and buried his head in the pillow. He knew that what Qingxiao was looking forward to was to turn around and give a warm hug, but he did not dare to face the face of his lover. The gentle and pity on the other person's face was simply a torture for him, which made him once again deeply realize the incompleteness of his body and mind and... the drag on Qingxiao.
He doesn't like this feeling
In this life, he has been betrayed and bullied by many people. It feels very uncomfortable, but the only thing that makes him feel more uncomfortable than being let down by others is to hurt the person he cares most and most.
It should have been the pride of heaven, standing in the sunshine to accept everyone's admiration and envy, but now he can only hide in a small house isolated from the world, enduring the condemnation of mainstream society's morality and the torture of his inner guilt to this point. Qingxiao was unwilling to accept it. He knew that
If it weren't for himself, Qingxiao wouldn't have fallen to this field today. Every time I think of this, the strong guilt burned his heart like a flame
Give up your career, give up your ideals, and even give up your principles and moral bottom line for him... What kind of virtue can he do? How can he repay such deep affection? When he can't bear it, he wants to give up, so just hide away and no longer have to face those pairs of expectant eyes.
Just thinking about leaving Qingxiao, he had no way to go, let alone today, if he escaped, wouldn’t all Qingxiao’s efforts become a joke?
I can only grit my teeth and keep up, hoping that I will recover as soon as possible, and at least I am like a person, and it is more or less a comfort to Qing filial piety.
But... it's really hard
It’s not that I don’t work hard, but some things have already penetrated into the blood and penetrated into the bone marrow, and will not disappear due to the passage of time and the changes in the environment.
No effort can lead to results
No effort will be rewarded
He understands all these principles, but once they come to him, he still finds it difficult to accept what he did wrong? Why is it him?
Thinking of the extreme is hatred, hating the heavens, hating the earth, hating society, I just feel that the whole world is enemies, except for filial piety, there is no other good person
And of course the person you hate the most is that person
The deeper the love for Qingxiao, the stronger the hatred for that person
Once the long-sanctified emotions break through the barriers, they will sweep across the earth of the soul like a flood. He cannot stop them, nor do he want to stop them.
Living in a numb state for a long time, walking like a sleepwalking, he is willing to embrace this sharp and uneasy emotion, even if it will cut him into blood
Frustration with oneself, guilt for one's lover, hatred for one's enemies... Every emotion will only bring him pain, but he welcomes this pain, which brings him a sense of existence, so that he knows that he is still alive
Living as a person, not a puppet without a heart
On this early autumn morning, he slowly curled up, and Qingxiao was still hugging him behind him, bringing him precious heat from beginning to end, and he never looked back
Maybe... Maybe one day in the future, he can really face his lover's enthusiastic hug with a smile, but not now, not...
He thought this way, thinking that he would be so guilty that he could not sleep, but he overestimated his conscience. It seemed that after a while, he fell asleep in a daze.
********************
Yu woke up from the roar of a lawnmower. The air was filled with a fresh smell of grass and soil. Qingxiao was busy in the courtyard. The lawn was neatly trimmed. He began to waving his hoe and digging the soil again. The weather was not hot, but he was also tired and sweating.
Yu stood in the shadow of the door and stared at his back. His long hair simply tied a ponytail behind his head. His upper body was completely naked. Sweat flowed down his back and the sun was bright but cool. Through the tall tree crown, he casted a mottled shadow on him. His skin was originally bronze. I don’t know if it was because his upper body didn’t often bask in the sun or because he had been at home for a long time, Yu always felt that his skin had become lighter.
Yu looked at him silently for a while, walked to him, Qingxiao raised her head and smiled at Yu, revealing her white teeth: Hi! Have you woken up? Didn’t I disturb you?
Yu was stunned and answered vaguely: Yes, when he looked down, Qingxiao had dug a large pit, and was cultivating soil, a plant with white flowers blew by the breeze, and the bell-like flowers swayed gently, bringing a refreshing fragrance.
Did you buy this Platycodon flower? Yu glanced at it and the packaging at the root has not been opened yet.
It was the flowers and plants in the Ah courtyard that were not taken care of, and some of them were almost dead. Thinking of cleaning up, so as not to be unhappy for the owner of the house to come back. Qingxiao carefully picked up the flower, unpacked the packaging, and transplanted the soil into the pit together.
Yu was stunned and said: The lease asked us to take good care of the flowers and plants for him, otherwise would we need compensation?
Qingxiao said carelessly: That's not, but it's still idle anyway. He bent down, focused on fertilizing, and cultivated soil. A meticulous sweat came out from his forehead. The sun shone crystal feathers stared blankly at his naked upper body, and his movements were quick and agile, and he couldn't help but say: Qingxiao...
Qingxiao raised her head and smiled brightly, saying: What's wrong? Seeing his desire to speak but stopped, Qingxiao smiled and said: You have already planted it, can you help me water it? The water pipe is there, just connect a little bit, don't have many
Yu Yiyan took some water and sprinkled it in the dark soil. Some of the platycodon flowers splashed on the petals and branches and leaves looked strange and beautiful. Yu stared at the flower in a daze. Suddenly, he remembered the misty dusk of water vapor a year ago. He walked into the living room with a bunch of platycodon flowers and saw Qingxiao sitting on the windowsill. The dusk became darker and deeper, and projected the shadow of the tree outside the window on him. He did not move, allowing the lead-gray shadow to swallow him inch by inch.
The impression that scene left on Yu was so profound, as if he had seen a soul slowly destruction with his own eyes
Sweet and desperate entanglement, endless autumn rain, platycodon flowers falling all over the ground...
He was so swallowed by memories that when Qingxiao called him, he didn't hear Qingxiao and had to push him: Xiaoyu?
Ah? He suddenly woke up, but saw that Qingxiao had washed his hands and handed him a bottle of mineral water. Are you thirsty? Do you want to drink some water?
He was not thirsty, but he still took it and took a sip. As long as it was a request from Qingxiao, he could not refuse it.
They sat on the highest stairs and looked at the newly renovated courtyard full of dark green with a few white platycodon flowers dotted with stars. The slightly drunk wind blew, and the faint fragrance appeared and disappeared like a tide.
Near the white fence, there is a big tree with thick branches and leaves. There is a bird's food nest hanging on it. Qingxiao used wooden boards to nail it when he was free. Every few days, he went to change the water and bird food, which attracted the nearby wild birds to peck at the food, and did not hide when they saw people coming, but they seemed to be raised by themselves.
Qingxiao narrowed his eyes and looked for a while, sprinkled some bread crumbs, and a few birds cooed and flew down from the bird's nest, and began to peck at the bread crumbs.
My achievements in the morning are beautiful, right? Qingxiao's tone is quite proud, just like a child showing his homework book to his parents waiting to be praised
No matter how stupid Yu is, he knows nodding: It's very beautiful
Qingxiao smiled and threw bread crumbs casually. The closer and closer, the few birds got closer and closer. One of the birds with yellow beak and black legs actually had the courage to peck at Qingxiao's hands.
Qingxiao broke a small piece of bread and handed it to Yu, saying: Do you like it? Come on, these little birds are very cute
Yu took it silently. Before he could feed it, the yellow-mouthed bird suddenly pecked on his finger. He was startled and shrank his hand. The bird naturally took the bread aside and pecked it hard for a few bites. It seemed that it was a little wrong. He stopped and looked at him with his head, with round black eyes and very innocent appearance.
He laughed unconsciously and said: This bird is so fierce, it's actually robbed
Qingxiao also smiled and said: Who told you that you look like you are so easy to bully. Look at me. He reached out and pinched the bird's neck quickly and accurately. He held it in his hand. The bird suddenly shrank into a ball, but he didn't seem to be very scared. He croaked a few times and rubbed Qingxiao's fingers with his head, which seemed to be acting coquettish.
Qingxiao let go of his hand, and it flapped its wings and flew away, passing a beautiful arc in the air. The warm autumn sun shone down, as if every feather shone with golden color.
Yu looked at the bird flying with wings in a daze, and his eyes seemed to be a little envious.
Qingxiao's dreamlike voice came from beside him: I said that we will have a future... When we are too old to walk, we can still be together, feeding pigeons and fish...
The feathers drooped their heads, feeling sour but you are not old. He slowly said that he was only in his early thirties and was far from the age of retirement to feed pigeons.
Qingxiao didn't say anything for a while, he lay down, resting on the cold stone platform, looking at the vast sky and the rain clouds in the sky, but I was ready to retire, he suddenly smiled and said, "I submitted my resignation letter yesterday."
Yu was shocked and stared at him with wide eyes and said: What's going on?
Nothing Ah Qingxiao said lightly, I signed a contract with that company for one year, and it is almost expiring now. I don’t think they want to hire me anymore, so I’d better submit my resignation letter first.
He looked at Yu's surprised look and smiled unconsciously. He patted Yu's back of his hand as comfortedly and said: Don't worry, I have planned this day for a long time. The scars on your neck are almost healed. It's time to leave.
Yu took a breath, tried to relax his stiff fingers, and said: Why didn't you tell me about such a major decision? I... I am also a part of this family.
Qingxiao stared into his eyes and said gently: I want to give you a surprise. From now on, will we have our own home?
********************
Speaking of which, the pharmaceutical company Zhao Qingxiao came in to be responsible for new drug research. Of course, it was also the result of Professor Eisenberg's strong recommendation and willingness to be a consultant in person. However, Eisenberg failed to do it for a month and resigned from his position as a consultant. The company did not know that he had a breakup with Qingxiao, so he still valued this famous master and disciple, and specially equipped him with a laboratory and two assistants.
But Qingxiao's idea has changed a long time ago, and all his thoughts are focused on arranging the way for himself and Yu. Almost all the laboratories are thrown to the two assistants for a year, and no results are released, and there is not even a decent report. After all, the company is not a place to keep idle people, so the supervisor's face is a little ugly, but it doesn't matter, because he has done everything he wants to do.
Speaking of which, it is still my first true profession in my life. Kiyoko's mouth is slightly raised, and her expression is not clear. It is enough to pay for the living expenses this year, and it is not as good as the income of one month in Sanada Group.
Looking at Yu's focused eyes, he turned his head uncomfortably, looking at the sky with large white cumulonimbus clouds, as if frozen there was still motionless. Qiuyang set them inlaid with a shining golden edge. The solemn and dignified form reminded people of the eternal moment of the kingdom of heaven.
Fortunately, in the years when I returned to Sanada, I saved some money, which was not clean. However, I have washed a few plastic surgery and had a lot left. I can buy a small farm. Qingxiao stared at the sky, and the blue sky and white clouds were reflected in his eyes. It was clear and bright, rare pure and clear. The corners of his mouth were also raised up, but there was no indifference and ridicule of self-deprecation. The warm and gentle autumn sun was so warm.
Remember? He whispered, we made an appointment to let you go to the farm where I worked
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