Chapter 2

When Bian Jing walked towards me, my brain nerves were completely short-circuited. She appeared so incredible that I had no time to think about how to deal with it.

Fortunately, on the street, although it was already midnight and the time was too sensitive, I didn't do anything, so I had to adapt to it.

Bian Jing hugged her arms in front of her chest, almost twisting the model's steps and slowly walked towards her. Her big eyes were flashing with bad light, which made me dizzy even in the dark.

She didn't rush to ask me anything, and sat directly in the passenger seat. I stayed for a while and sat in. Just as I was about to explain to her, she didn't look at me. She looked ahead, and still had a proud expression on her lips. She waved her hand to stop me from speaking. She said: Drive, go home

My hands were a little trembling. It took a long time to start the fire. I started the car. It seemed that I had forgotten how to drive. I almost mixed the brakes and the accelerator several times, and almost ran the red lights several times.

This panic that I have never had in my life made Bian Jing laugh loudly.

Women usually blame their men for taking other women for a ride in the middle of the night.

But Bian Jing didn't do that. She didn't ask me anything until she got home. She even put the bath water attentively, which made me even more frightened and uneasy.

You are tired, go take a shower!

you……

What am I? Don't tell me anything, go take a shower

I...I...I didn't do anything

Understand, I understand that your old man didn't do anything, otherwise I would be so polite to you. After taking a shower, I'm sleepy.

I lowered my head and walked into the bathroom like a thief who was caught and appeared. Bian Jing followed me, helped me with my clothes and belt, tried the water temperature again, wiped my hands and said: Just now, don't be sad anymore, wash quickly, I'll wait for you in the bed.

After saying that, he walked back to the bedroom

I sighed, what else can I do besides sighing? I found that this girl is getting more and more genius now, and she has also learned to hide her deeply.

I finished washing quickly, put on a bath towel, and walked into the bedroom. Bian Jing was lying on the bed reading a book. When she saw me coming, she suddenly lifted the quilt and jumped up. She walked to me and said: I have forgotten to show it to you. Is my underwear good-looking? Is it unique?

She was wearing a very high-end set of black lace translucent underwear, fair ketone bodies and the hidden area of ​​her lower body were evident, full of strange temptation

But I really didn't have any lust, I just nodded in dealing with it, said it was very beautiful, and then climbed onto the bed

Bian Jing pouted her mouth, climbed onto the bed and shook my shoulders, and said dissatisfiedly: What's your attitude? I bought it for you specifically.

I was in a heavy mood and said: I know, I'm a little tired and want to sleep

Bian Jing lifted my quilt and said: Don’t sleep, don’t even say a few nice words, don’t think about sleeping!

I sat up helplessly and said: What are you doing? I want to freeze me to death in the cold weather. Give me the quilt. You said you were sleepy just now.

Bian Jing threw the quilt on the sofa and said: I'm not sleepy again. You are so boring. You even said you love me. You're too lazy to pay attention to me now. Why bother me in the future?

I looked at her and said weakly: Stop making trouble, go to bed

Bian Jing put his hands on his waist and pointed at my nose and said: No! It really destroys the mood. You must know that you should lock you outside the door so that you can drink the northwest wind.

I couldn't help but laugh and said: You have always been so mysterious and I won't explain it clearly. I'm still blaming me.

Bian Jing also smiled: Haha, you still remember what happened just now. I didn’t even pursue you and planned to let you go. You dare to ask for it, okay, explain to me, what’s going on tonight!

It was nothing. I had a meal with my colleague. His wife saw that my car was good and asked me to take her around. People in small cities had never seen the world before, so I took her around. What's wrong? Is there anything wrong?

Humph! Go around? Is it so good to get off the bus halfway and cry there?!

You keep track of me?!

No, after you called, I had nothing to do at home, so I called Song Min and chatted with her. Wait until it was almost 11 o'clock and you hadn't come back yet, so I went to your colleague's house to find you. I saw you bringing that woman into the car. I felt strange and followed you behind. Unexpectedly, I saw a good show holding hands and looking at each other with tears in my eyes! I finished, it's your turn to say it

I know that Bian Jing is not a petty housewife. It seems like a coincidence that she enjoys following her husband.

I said calmly: You have seen it, and I don’t want to hide anything from you. I have nothing to do with that woman. The phone was called by Song Min. I ignored her a month after I came back from Guangzhou. She called me. You also know that I have been with her for a long time. She was a little sad. I told her that Nian was going to marry you. She cried...

I didn't say anything more. For a girl like Bian Jing, who is open-minded and kind and pure, honestly tell her the cause and effect is the best.

After listening to my explanation, Bian Jing's expression became much gentler. She picked up the quilt from the sofa and walked over to cover me. She got in and hugged me and said: OK, it's okay, don't keep thinking about it. I won't mention it anymore. As long as you don't lie to me, I won't make a fuss with you.

I asked: What did you say to Song Min?

Bian Jing laughed and said: I can't tell you this, you men should not ask less about our women's private words.

I didn't ask any more, and even asked, Bian Jing would never tell me, but there was a question I had to make an open and honest explanation to her: What do you think of Song Min?

Bian Jing's face suddenly became gloomy. After thinking for a while, he said: I think she is very pitiful. She fell in love with a man she shouldn't have fallen in love with. You couldn't guarantee anything to her before. Now that I have me, I can't. If I am in her position, I will be very sad. Maybe, I'm more fragile than her. I'm lucky to get your sincerity. Maybe, you just love me a little more than love her. I'm already very satisfied.

I didn't expect her to say that, and held her hand and said excitedly: You are so good! Thank you for understanding my heart!

She turned her face and kissed me, and continued: Actually, I was not that good either. I called Song Min just to tell her that I was going to marry you and that she would disappear forever, but somehow, I felt soft-hearted when I heard her voice. When she answered the phone, she sounded a little hoarse as if she had just cried. I didn't stimulate her anymore. We are all women, and there is no need to make trouble to death... As for what I said later, I won't tell you anyway, anyway, I understand you and your past. I was particularly moved when I saw you standing there crying...

You are moved?! I was surprised and asked: Aren't you angry if I cry for other women?

Bian Jing said calmly: I am really touched that you will not be heartless and righteous to the women before, and you will not give up on me in the future. You can cry for her, which means you are a kind and righteous man, not a kind man as affectionate and righteous as my father. It is not scary for men to be fickle. The most terrible thing is to treat women as clothes and torn shoes and throw them away after wearing them. Although you cry for Song Min, you are so nervous when you see me and not as calm as usual, which means you care about me very much. That's enough.

I hugged her tighter and kept saying: Ajing, I love you! I really love you! I don’t want to lose you!

She also hugged me tightly and said: Do you know? Actually, I have been worried over the past year, worried that you don’t want me for other women anymore. Now I don’t worry anymore. Your kindness to me is far more good than other women. No matter how you used to be, I still believe that you will be wholeheartedly dedicated to me in the future. As for Song Min, alas..., I can’t think of any good solution, you can solve it yourself, but don’t delay it until you haven’t gotten clean after marriage. I wasn’t so easy to talk to at that time, do you know?

I nodded, gently and gently held her in my arms and kissed her...

That night, we didn't have sex, and we lay quietly and stared at each other. Although our bodies were exposed, we didn't want to use lust to destroy the atmosphere. We caressed each other like stroking our own body. I am her, she is me. Whenever our fingers slide across each other's skin, we will be fascinated.

Sometimes we sleep for a while and wake up at the same time. The first thing we do after waking up is to kiss each other at the same time

Sometimes even in dreams, our mouths are still connected

I love you……

Do you like me? In addition to loving me

I like you, I like you very much!

How deeply do you love me?

I can die for you

I don't want you to die for me, I just want you to love me, and not leave me by my side

Don't leave me, I can't live without you anymore

Promise me something

What's the matter, tell me, as long as you ask, I promise you

I must marry me. I want a title. Isn’t it too old?

I will marry you, and I know what you think.

Tell me, it looks different from what I think

If you are not a marriage certificate, nor a status, but a perfect process

You understand my heart more and more, I love you...

Some people say that I don’t feel that I love Bian Jing. Most of the people who say this are women, and they are women who think about love too simplify and idealize. Most of their understanding of love in their minds comes from books, or they unconsciously replace complex and changeable reality with illusory dreamlike words in the books.

Love is not as simple as 1+1 equals 2, nor as precise as German-made cars

Is there no standard for love?

No, love has standards or standards

Whether a man loves a woman or not, first of all, there is a universal scale that can measure whether I care or not Bian Jing finds that I am having an affair. I care whether Bian Jing is angry. I care or not. I care or not. What does Bian Jing think of me?

I care, I care too much!

I have concealed a lot of past romantic affairs from Bian Jing. She just concluded through my appearance that I have been in contact with women a lot. Apart from Song Min and my past girlfriend, she has never had any other ironclad evidence to prove that I am a playboy. She just subconsciously classified all men with handsome appearances as atypical. Perverts.

If I told her that all the women I've been to bed would not need too many, just over thirty, based on my understanding of Bian Jing, she would definitely break up with me decisively

Her pure heart can't accommodate so many women of me. She will be angry, painful, and very painful.

If I don't love her, I don't care what her reaction will be

I am usually interested in other women's beds for less than a year. Song Min is a special woman, she is not a woman, she is a fairy either.

And my interest in Bian Jing's body is getting stronger and stronger, and I am becoming more and more obsessed with it.

To be fair, Bian Jing's mèi skills are very average. She is too young and too shy, and she rarely asks for anything. This is the result of the education of Bian's mother who is from a scholarly family. She regards sex as dirty and unbeautiful.

But I still like her very much, this is very important. I like her and love her. The two feelings are more even.

I like Song Min more than love, and I fall in love more than reason

Some people may think that I think about sex too important. In fact, this is a misunderstanding caused by not having a deep understanding of human nature.

But I can also guarantee that even if Bian Jing loses her face, I will still love her.