Chapter 15

The next day, on the way to the Capital Airport, Song Min and I were a little depressed, but Song Min was already much better than last night. I would meet Bian Jing in a few hours, but I slept on my lover's bed last night. After having sex with my lover, I had to see my lover. The sudden change in this situation made me feel very distressed and I didn't speak in the car.

We went out 3 hours in advance, but there was still a traffic jam. We were still 10 kilometers away from the airport and couldn't walk. I was so angry that I kept patting the steering wheel and cursing.

Song Min couldn't listen after listening for a while, so she stroked my hand and said softly: You'd better scold me directly, or you smashed the car and I'll walk with you.

I got out of the car angrily and looked away. The endless car dragon could not see it. I sat back into the car in frustration. Song Min intimately held my arm with both hands and shook it gently and said: OK, don't be angry, don't be depressed, just talk to me.

I don’t know what to say. Now I feel like a bastard, especially not a thing! It makes everyone sad, otherwise I will go to a deep mountain forest alone to make everyone purity and purity!

You are evading responsibility like this, but it is not like you. You have always been brave enough to act and take responsibility. Now you can’t stand it now. I am the only one with me and Bian Jing. You can’t bear this burden?

Don’t be relieved, what’s wrong with me? What’s the special thing about me? I can’t afford to enjoy this kind of erotic blessing!

Oh, I learned to be modest, but fortunately, this means that you did not regard us as ordinary sexual partners. You finally made progress and deserve praise! Haha...

When did I treat you as a sexual partner?

Men treat women as sexual partners not just verbally, but rather the care and care for women determined by behavior should not be superficial, but should come from the heart...

Am I not caring and considerate enough about you...

Don't interrupt me, I haven't finished talking yet. Why are you so disorganized and undisciplined? When you were a child, you must be a naughty student who always asks teachers for problems. Your kind of caring and considerate is a playboy's habit of action. You can be considerate and considerate to me, considerate and quiet, and considerate to all the beautiful women in the world. That's not considered considerate. To put it nicely, it's called romantic, but to put it nicely, you only treat women as treasures on the bed

……

Oh, you're very honest, don't you be angry?

I shook my head speechlessly. She pursed her lips and smiled and touched my face, and then said: You may not be able to turn around for a while, but slowly you will experience the possibility that when Bian Jing and I left you, you will only truly wake up or believe it if you are in your bones?

I believe I will definitely die that day

Look at your stubborn appearance of never repentance. Sometimes you say you want to hide in the mountains and forests, sometimes you die and die, and you don’t have the courage to take responsibility for a man? You can’t choose one of us as a wife and live a good life? If you want to put three wives and four concubines in ancient times, you are not crazy yet

A lover and a lover need to be taken care of. I don’t want to give up. If you two want to leave me, I am equivalent to using a knife to pierce my heart! You are different from those women in my past. Although I am romantic, I never have sex with each other. I am sincere to every woman. I don’t treat women as a tool for venting. Of course, I also have physical needs, but it does not mean that I regard women as a despicable person! I have always been grateful to the woman who dedicated herself to me. Whether she is a daughter of a prominent family or a mountain village woman, she is the same as a treasure in my eyes. As for marriage, I have been wandering around for more than 30 years, you have to give me some time to think carefully. I have not prepared to be a good husband yet. Now I am married to Bian Jing or you, I cannot guarantee that I can control myself!

Well, even if you are honest, women will continue to seduce you. Being your wife is a hard worker

I think I'm very average

Haha, excessive modesty is hypocrisy. Objectively speaking, you are not very perfect, but your facial features are delicate, your eyes are very bright, and there is also a little bit of melancholy that the little girl likes. Haha, in fact, the first time I saw you hate you very much, I talk crazy, and I keep staring at me in a lustful way.

I remember you chased me first

Nonsense! You were so arrogant that you insisted on my phone number, and you wrote your number in my palm while there was no one

Then call me first

You are the editor-in-chief of computer media, I am an IT public relations company, I need your help purely for the business, don’t be too enthusiastic, haha

Alas, this has become a false case

I'll be generous, I'll be chasing you, I'll show you a little face, I'll move in front, drive

While talking, the traffic began to move forward slowly. After an hour of walking and stopping, I finally arrived at the Capital Airport.

At the boarding gate, Song Min's face changed again. Although she tried her best to pretend to be nothing, I could see that she was still very conflicted.

I was about to hand over the air ticket to the waitress for inspection, but Song Min pulled me back, and her eyes blurred again

I looked at the watch and still had time, so I pulled her aside, blocked her with my body, and said to her: You are right, I always have to make a choice, but now is not the time, wait for me to come back, okay?

She lowered her head and wiped away her tears quickly, swept her long hair back, sighed and looked away and said: You go

After saying that, she immediately turned around and left. Her beautiful back and high head told me that she was still very strong. I could think that she was already in tears, but she would never let me see her crying for me again in the future!

(Postscript: This novel was written 4 years ago. After being published several times on my personal website, it has been revised several times. Whenever I write it here, my tears always wet the keyboard... Many netizens ask me who I love. I can't explain clearly. It's still now. I don't know whether to love Bian Jing more or love Song Min more. Since the three of us are hard to part, let God make the decision)

Five minutes before the plane went to the sky, I was about to turn off my phone when I suddenly received a text message from Song Min: Come back early, don't let me wait for you too long, I love you

I sighed and replied: Don't drink too much wine, let alone think too much, I will give you an explanation, I love you

I know Song Min's psychological activities very well. On the one hand, she is very proud and unwilling to compete with the women around me. On the other hand, she is very jealous of Bian Jing's youth, which she can never compare to.

But she was very unwilling to give up, so she always used some means to win back my heart

I have to admit that this is very effective for me, because she accurately and firmly grasps my psychological characteristics of being soft-hearted towards women.

Before, she never directly or indirectly admitted that she liked me, and never said the three words I love you

She knew that these three words must be written until the critical moment. On ordinary days, she recognized it as writing in her diary

Now, she said it. Although she didn't tell me in person, it had already made my feelings for Bian Jing less unconsciously.

She deeply understood that the time I spent with Bian Jing was too short after all, and the past I and her were in full swing. The five years of tiest can completely offset the age gap between her and Bian Jing.

However, I am still a little sure of myself, that is, the love for me, Bian Jing, at first sight is my long-standing dream!

Since I was a child, I fantasized about meeting a woman I fell in love with at first sight. Whether I fell in love with her immediately or my body, I would occupy her heart

This can be a reference for my former lovers. Except for Song Min, my sexual relationship with other lovers will not exceed one year at most, and I will often lose interest in the second half of the year.

In the past, I was just a sex lover. I was a road angel who often competed with my buddies to seduce beautiful girls to bed on the street. When I woke up in the morning, I looked at the girl who was so beautiful yesterday, and suddenly I felt like I was sleeping like a lady. I could call and send the girl who was still asleep to other buddies immediately.

In the past, I was an online love saint who liked to seduce beautiful young women with romantic love poems. Many lonely women were heartbroken by the love poems I wrote in high school. Their lower body was also burned by those love poems. They had no idea that I also sent the same poems to other young women.

I'm definitely different from Bian Jing

She is my dream lover, my fairy, the kind of girl who is particularly attractive without dressing, the kind of girl who makes people lose their souls without wearing beautiful clothes, the kind of girl who dances to turn dull air into beautiful notes, the kind of girl who cannot describe it with all the beautiful words in the world, the kind of girl who can't exchange for the grand show of playing the princes with the beacon fire, the kind of girl who can't look back and smile, the kind of girl who is more cute than cute, more beautiful than beautiful, more moving than moving, more moving than charmingA girl who is more sexy than sexy is a snow lotus that only blooms once every sixty years on Tianshan Mountain, a girl that can only meet in five hundred years of reincarnation, a girl that Buddha will return to the secular world without hesitation when he meets her, a girl that God will immediately bleed when he sees her, a girl that Allah will sincerely bless her, a girl that I can draw her sword to fight for, blood splashes five steps, go through fire and water, and die, even if it causes a world war.

When Song Min cried, I would feel guilty

As long as Bian Jing shed even a tear, my heart would tremble immediately

I can die for Bian Jing

This shows how much I love her from the fact that I almost unconsciously boarded the plane

I was very afraid of heights. I took the escalator to the mall and didn't dare to look down when I went to the second floor. From the beginning of high school to the university, I have never slept in the upper bunk. When I was on the train, I would rather sit in the aisle between two cars for several days than I was happy. In the first year of college, in order not to take a plane on a business trip, I lost my first job in three days after I started working. In order to avoid taking a business trip, I lost my first job in three days after working.

This time I took a plane was the only time in my life. From buying a plane ticket, boarding the plane until I almost arrived over Guangzhou after the plane took off, I realized that I was on a plane rather than my favorite train. I felt scared when I landed, so I was so conspicuous that I almost had to take off the plane with two flight attendants, who were almost limp and I could get off the plane. I was the last passenger to get off the plane. The two flight attendants were worried that they would follow me, fearing that I would faint at any time.

I love Bian Jing

I do love Bian Jing

I love Bian Jing so crazy!!!

Two beautiful and petite flight attendants saw my face gradually returning to normal, so they covered their mouths and laughed.

It's so fucking embarrassing!

I scolded myself

I am 1.88 meters tall and strong. The two flight attendants are half a head shorter than me and are a circle smaller. They stand beside me like two junior high school students.

Fortunately, they are not sarcastic girls, with only professional smiles on their faces. Otherwise, if it were the girls in Beijing who were sharp-tongued and rude and talked unforgiving, they would definitely hurt me. In that case, I would find a crack in the ground and never come out.

I can't help but admire myself. For Bian Jing, even if I reach the deepest part of the earth, I will hit the surface of the earth and run to her side.

Guangzhou International Auto Show is coming to an end, but the exhibition hall is still crowded with people and crowded

I took great effort to get to the near the booth where Bian Jing and their company are located. The booth is the most crowded. Bian Jing was wearing black clothes and was holding a microphone to introduce various models to the audience. Wen Pedder's shirt next to him was soaked, with a shiny face and sweat all over his beard. While constantly wiping his face with a handkerchief, he looked at Bian Jing with a big mouth and smiling. It is estimated that the Americans have received a lot of orders this month.

I didn't want to disturb Bian Jing's work. I walked to the distance and looked at her, picked up the camera and took a photo of her with a focus distance.

The ignorant Wen Pedder walked to Bian Jing several times to explain with her. His tall Alaska brown bear blocked Bian Jing and my camera several times. I could hardly help but rush to the stage to put him down.

However, without me kicking him, the audience responded, and a man shouted: Get out of the Americans, we only listen to the beauty!

Everyone around laughed. Wen Pedder then walked off the stage with a blushing face and thick neck. He sat on the chair and whispered luck and cursed something. I could tell from his mouth that it was the famous Three-character Chinese classic of the Three-character Chinese classic. He had been in China for too long and had forgotten to curse people in the language of his barbarian ancestors.

I kept taking photos of Bian Jing silently, as if I had telepathy. Bian Jing was not so monopolized from the moment I arrived. She seemed to feel that I was coming. While explaining mechanically, she looked around from time to time, as if she was looking for me.

She is a very impulsive girl. If I see me, I may not necessarily do anything crazy. I deliberately squatted down so that she could not see me. I silently said to her in my heart: Baby, I'm here.

She seemed to hear my heart's words, and she was stunned for 5 seconds, almost losing her composure!

Wen Pedder couldn't help but want to walk onto the stage again. A model in red next to him poked her in the back, and she came back to her senses and continued to explain.

More and more people, I was getting farther and farther away from the edge, feeling as if I was across the end of the world, but I obviously felt her and my heart beating at the same frequency, and felt that our breathing was the same. Wherever I went, her body turned with me, and she kept scanning the entire hall with her eyes, looking for my shadow

I said silently in my heart: Baby, I'm right by your side, let's explain it carefully, don't be confused, obedient, baby

She seemed to hear my heart again, and a very happy smile appeared on her face.

The air seemed to freeze immediately, time immediately stopped, and the earth stopped turning. The men in the audience were intoxicated by her smile, almost silent!

But I know that her smile is only for me, only for me! I took the fastest shot of that moment, which is always engraved in my heart.

I didn't stay for too long, and walked out of the hall and called Xiao Guo: Is Xiao Guo? I'm Xie Mingtao, I'm now in Guangzhou

Xiao Guo said in surprise: Wow! Why are you here in Guangzhou? Where are you now?

I said: I'm at the exhibition, please arrange a place for me to live in

Xiao Guo said: OK, wait for my phone call, are you here to find a girlfriend? Haha

I smiled and said: Yes, lovesickness is too bitter, so I came here

Xiao Guo laughed: Haha..., it's so romantic! You wait, I will definitely arrange a good place for you two!

Thank you!

I hung up the phone happily. Xiao Guo was very capable and could find a very suitable place for me to get together with Bian Jing.

Sure enough, within an hour, Xiao Guo called and said that he had made arrangements and would come to pick me up later.

After Xiao Guo arrived, he drove me to a small villa. The environment here was quiet and quiet. Xiao Guo said that this was a house that a friend who was studying abroad asked her to take care of. I would lend it to me for a few days.

I went in and took a look. The decoration was very romantic, the whole layout was simple and bright, warm and romantic.

There is also a flower shop in the community. I went to buy all the white lilies in this shop and moved them to the large bedroom in the villa with Xiao Guo.

After the arrangement was made, I looked at the watch. The exhibition was almost over. Xiao Guo drove me back to the entrance of the exhibition and went home.

I came back to Bian Jing's platform. The exhibition was over. The crowd gradually faded away. Bian Jing and several models were sitting there resting. Her face looked very tired. She lowered her head, closed her eyes, gently rubbed her temples with her fingers, and leaned softly against the model in red.

I saw it in my eyes, hurt in my heart, and slowly walked towards her