Chapter 7

On New Year's Day night, Bian Jing and I came to her house to visit Bian's mother.

When I got home, my mother Bian was stitching the quilt with stitches. She was very happy to see me coming. She put down her work and brought me into the living room. I brought a lot of gifts to my mother Bian. My mother Bian said: Thank you, we will be a family in the future, so don’t be so polite.

I smiled and said: Aunt, I have been looking forward to this day. I have long regarded you as a mother in my heart. This is my filial piety to you.

Bian Jing snuggled up to Bian's mother and said: Haha, you are sweet enough, now you are starting to fool my mother, you are so slick, mom, don't listen to him, he just talks about it, he crawls along the way

Mom Bian smiled and said, "I have always wanted to have a son, and my son-in-law is half a son. I'm so happy! Xiao Xie, Ajing has a bad temper and is not sensible. You should give in to her more in the future."

Bian Jing said to her mother in a coquettish way: Mom, you said that again, he is so older than me, so he should give in to me

Bian's mother gently hit Bian Jing and said: After marriage, you will be an adult. You are not allowed to be wild with others. When the couple lives a life, they must be humble to each other. You can no longer play with children's temper. Trust and tolerate each other is the most important thing.

I said: Don't worry, I will take good care of her.

Mother Bian suddenly changed her tone and asked: What are your plans for your future marriage life?

This is very difficult to answer. This is not asking me how to earn money to support my family, but asking me how I treat Bian Jing well. If I say too much, I will make me exaggerated, and if I speak lightly, I will make me not serious and irresponsible.

Bian Jing was also looking at me eagerly, hoping that my answer would satisfy Bian's mother.

After thinking about it, I sincerely said to Bian's mother: Aunt, to be honest, I have always been afraid of marriage, because I have seen my parents live a very unhappy life since I was a child, and I have never felt the warmth of the family. But I have always hoped to have a warm home. I have already thought about it. I will either not get married or never divorce after getting married! Please believe in my feelings for Ajing, I will never let her down. I have seen many unhappy families. I think marriage is indeed not a simple thing, but small things cause a lot of trouble. I believe that based on my emotional foundation with Ajing, as long as I think more about each other and understand each other's difficulties in the future, there will be no difficult problem to solve.

My answer is obviously very consistent with Bian's mother's psychology. She nodded and said: OK, your idea is very real. Others are generally full of unrealistic fantasies about love and marriage. In fact, love is not something that can't be eaten every day under the moon, and it's even more important to be a meal. Love is best if it's plain and passion cannot last for a long time. It's inevitable that we will dislike each other over time, so we need to take care of it. I think you have thought about it carefully. I agree with your idea. Either you are a bachelor and don't harm others or yourself; or you will manage your relationship with your heart, and I will entrust Ajing to you.

When Bian Jing heard her mother say this, she was overjoyed and excited, and said happily: Haha, Mom, I told you that I would not choose the wrong person. My eyes are poisonous and I caught a good husband! Haha!

Bian's mother patted her and scolded her: Not ashamed, she is 22 years old and has no mouths. A girl should speak rigorously at home and not talk nonsense.

Then he said to me: You should take care of her more in the future, never spoil her too much, let her learn more rules.

Bian Jing said: Tell me, can I obey him? I am not his subordinate!

Just then, someone knocked outside the door, and Bian Jing jumped to open the door

After a while, Bian Jing walked in with her head down, sat next to her mother, followed by an old man wearing an olive green military uniform with gray hair and powerful tall hair.

I could tell at a glance that he was Bian Jing's father. Bian Jing was almost a copy of his father. The same bright and divine eyes, the same rebellious expression, and the same beautiful facial lines. However, the old man's face was like a knife and an axe, full of the strong and vast temperament of a soldier. Although his hair was gray, his waist was still straight.

The old man walked in with a serious expression, looked at me, didn't say anything, turned toward Bian Jing and his daughter, and a particularly gentle smile appeared on his face: I'll come back and see, old woman, do you have any food? I'm hungry

Bian's mother stood up, and without looking at the old man, she walked into the kitchen silently and started cooking. Bian Jing also wanted to go with her mother, but was stopped by the old man's wide palm. The old man said gently: Good baby, he doesn't call him dad, he is getting more and more unruly. Don't you think dad?

Bian Jing lowered her head and screamed in a voice that was not much louder than the sound of a mosquito: Dad

The old man hugged Bian Jing in his arms and laughed: Hahaha... My good daughter, good daughter! Let my dad take a good look at you, it's not bad! He has grown taller again! He is even more beautiful!

Bian Jing seemed to be still angry with her father, but she did not refuse her father's hug. She looked up at her father, with tears in her eyes

The old man looked at his daughter and kissed Bian Jing's face with great affection.

Then the old man looked at me again and asked his daughter: Who is this kid?

Bian Jing said: My boyfriend, we are getting married

The old man nodded and said: Well, I'm still so happy, be good boy, go and cook with your mother, I'll talk to him.

Bian Jing glanced at me and said to his father: You are not allowed to scold me, this is not a military camp.

The old man smiled and said: Don't worry, you go

This is the first time I have been dating Bian Jing and I have been facing her father.

The old man didn't greet him too much, sat opposite me like a huge iron tower, staring into my eyes, as if he was staring at his soldiers.

Although I was a little nervous, I was calm and looked straight into his eyes and called out respectfully.

The old man just nodded slightly politely and asked: How long have you been dating Ajing?

It's been two years

Getting married in such a short time is too hasty! You young people should learn more and talk more. Marriage is a big deal for a lifetime and cannot be careless!

It's not about the length of time, it's almost the same, and my old age is like new. I'm sure to make Ajing happy, you can rest assured

What guarantee do you have?

I want you to use my life to guarantee you!

That's not worth it, a bullet can solve the problem

Bian Jing secretly returned to the door and looked at us. Her expression was even more nervous than when I was talking to Bian's mother, for fear that I would say the wrong thing.

Then you tell me, I looked at the old man with firm eyes

OK, let me tell you: If you treat Ajing a little badly in the future, boy, do you know the consequences?!

Know!

I will tear you to pieces! The old man's tone is extremely strict

I won't give you a chance, I said with a smile

The old man's face relaxed a lot and nodded and said: Very good!

Bian Jing couldn't help but walk in. The old man stretched out his hand and pulled Bian Jing to his thigh and sat down, and asked me again: How long can you treat A Jing?

I answered happily: Fifty years!

Yes, enough

It's only fifty years?!

Bian Jing pouted and looked at me dissatisfiedly

The old man smiled and said to his daughter: Silly daughter, this kid is not hypocritical and does not flatter. Fifty years have been a big truth. I love to listen to big truth. What are your name?

I signed up for my name and workplace, and then briefly told me about my experience

The old man nodded with satisfaction and said: OK, Ajing didn't read the wrong person, I'm relieved to be good boy, you sit with him, I'll cook with your mother. After that, the old man went to the kitchen.

Seeing that his father had left, Bian Jing jumped to me and sat in my arms, pinched my neck and whispered: You immortal, you have only been kind to me for fifty years!

I secretly kissed her in the face and said: I can only say that to your father, he is a soldier, he only listens to meticulous reports. I said that he has been five hundred years or five thousand years, but he has not coaxed me out yet.

Bian Jing snorted and said in a low voice: I will settle the score with you when I get home tonight!

I asked: Will your dad leave tonight?

Bian Jing glanced outside, sat back from me, and whispered to my ear: My mother doesn't want to leave my dad at home, he will definitely leave after dinner.

I sighed: Yes, I can see that your mother still loves your dad very much

Bian Jing said proudly: Of course, my dad is the commander of the army. When he was young, he was very handsome and capable. My mom was cute back then. Later, my dad hurt my mom's heart and didn't want to pay attention to him. They have been separated for many years. My dad just comes back to see it every year on New Year's Day and Spring Festival.

I asked again: Can the old couple still make up?

Bian Jing said: Maybe, I heard from my mother that my father had broken up with that woman. He called my mother every day to apologize and said that he would not make any mistakes again in the future. Haha, I guess, it won’t take long before my mother will feel soft.

I suddenly remembered Song Min, I don’t know what she was doing alone this night

A trace of sorrow came into my heart involuntarily...

On New Year's Day, Bian Jing and I had a very happy family. Bian Jing's parents were very happy to see me, especially her father. We were fighting for a drink at the table. I actually tied with a general. It started with a small cup, but later I changed to a big bowl. I didn't feel bad either. The two of us, young and old, were equally matched, which surprised the old man and said to Bian Jing: This kid is a bit interesting. He doesn't blush when he drinks, and he becomes more and more energetic when he drinks.

Bian Jing frowned and said to me: You just got out of the hospital and don’t drink that much. Dad, so do you. It’s not over yet, don’t drink it anymore! After that, he snatched the cup in my hand and went over.

I usually don’t drink that much wine, but that night I really wanted to get drunk. As long as I think of Song Min, I feel very painful. As long as I lose something, I suddenly feel that what I lose is the most valuable and difficult thing to obtain. And I have to lose Song Min, especially on this happy night for the family. I feel particularly sad when I think of Song Min alone and staying alone in the empty room!

But I didn't show any strange expression on the surface. This is how I am. The more painful I feel, the happier I smile, the happier I smile.

The old man and I drank Erguotou at 60 degrees. The feeling of heart-burning and lung-burning made me very addicted. Every drop of wine mixed with the blood in my body made me feel as if my whole body was boiling until it burned to ashes

After drinking for more than 2 hours, I was not drunk yet, with clear consciousness, convenient mouth and answered with the elderly

The dizziness I hoped has never happened. Sober is the most painful. Only by drunkenness can you be relieved.

The old man and Bian's mother seemed to be reconciled. I went home that night. The first thing I did when I got home was to pick up the phone and dial Song Min's number. I didn't answer it for a long time.

I called her cell phone again, and the phone turned off

I was very anxious and went out to take a car and headed straight to the bar where Song Min and I went to.

Song Min was indeed in the private room of the bar. She was the only customer here today. When the bar owner saw me coming, he smiled knowingly. I nodded at him, walked into the private room, and sat next to Song Min.

Song Min knew I would ignore me

I saw the tears on her face, which were the tears that had not been wiped.

We sat quietly and silently for a long time. Song Min raised her head and looked at me and said: Why don’t you accompany you? Oh, I’m sorry, it’s the bride to be the one who wants to. Don’t forget to send me a wedding invitation when you get married. I will congratulate you very much.

I asked: Are you always here? I called your house but no one answered it, and my phone was not turned on.

What do you care about me? I don't need you to care about me.

Don't do this

Where am I?

I hope you can live a good life

When you are by my side, you are my happiness. If you leave and live your little life, you will never be happy again.

Am I that important? There are many better men than me...

Don't tell me this!

Song Min interrupted me and drank another sip of wine. There are many good men. I can sleep with any man. I can just find a good man you call to marry, such as Lao Fan? Is it useful? There is only one you in the world, and no one can replace the pain and happiness you give me.

That's not what you originally

Haha, yes, I gave you so strong impressions before, so you can feel at ease to play with women. After you have enough fun, you can choose your favorite woman to get married. Treat me as dispensable. I am still thinking about the rest these days. If I really die, you will not shed a tear for me.

I'm not what you think, you are my most important woman!

How important is it? Is it more important than Bian Jing?

This is incomparable! You are you, she is her, and my feelings for you are completely different from her! I didn't treat you as a plaything. If so, we wouldn't have been together for so many years! I can marry you, but do you think we can be happy together? Can you abandon the shadow of the past? I need a clean marriage and don't want to live in the past of a woman.

Did I tell you that there were too many things in the past?

Yes, I don’t like to listen to all kinds of things about your husband, it has nothing to do with me. I am your husband by my side! The past is fake, my life creed only cares about the present and the future, and you always live in the past, which makes me very heavy

Sorry, I didn't mean to compare you with them. You treat me much better than them. I shouldn't have been like that... I was wrong

I will explain to you today: The biggest mistake of a woman is to always compare her lovers from the present. To tell you the truth, I have always felt very uncomfortable! Very unhappy! Although you admit that I am better than them, I still don’t feel happy!

Alas..., you are so difficult to serve. You say too much, not because you say too little, not because you still blame me? It seems that you are betrayal.

I picked up the bottle of wine in front of her, there was still half a bottle of XO there, and I drank it all

Then he said to her: I married Bian Jing because she has not been there, and I am the only one. This way I will be worried in the future! I have not betrayed you. Today, I miss you all the time at Bian Jing’s house. I am anxious when I can’t find you. I am so anxious. Is this betrayal? Can you say that I have no feelings for you? Tell you, I can’t live long if you die! Even if you die, I can guarantee that I will go with you soon!

Song Min lowered her head and said: It's me that I'm not good, I'm trapping you in a dilemma

I threw the bottle to the ground and shouted at her: It’s painful enough to fall in love with two women. You won’t let me save you any worries! I’m like Qin Xianglian all day long, it’s over!

Song Min glanced at me and said softly: Why are you yelling about? You are getting married, don’t you be depressed?

You will play tricks with me all day long. What's the use?! I should get married or get married, should I like you or you, you don't have to use tricks, I've already made you confused!

I'm really uncomfortable if anyone is using tricks

If you feel uncomfortable, I won’t feel uncomfortable?! I didn’t say you are gone again. You used to advise me to be nice to Bian Jing, but now it is capricious. Isn’t this embarrassing me?

Transformation is a woman's right, and I won't let you have a good time if I don't like it.

You are really angry to death!

I got up and walked out the door. Song Min followed me out of the hotel behind me. When the cool breeze blew, I suddenly became dizzy and started vomiting while standing on the side of the road.

Song Min walked to me, patted my back gently with her hand, and asked: How much did you drink today?

I said angrily: I drank a lot of Erguotou with her dad at her house. In order to prevent you from drinking too much, I can’t I vomit if I get mixed up with it? You might as well tear me in half!

Song Min's tears fell: Alas, if I had rejected you at the beginning, I wouldn't have made you so uncomfortable, nor would I feel uncomfortable

Song Min drove me back home. As soon as she got home, Bian Jing called and asked: Are you okay?

It's okay, your parents are sleeping?

Well, I miss you. I can't go there tonight if my dad is here. I will stay at home for them in the next few days and I will go back to my hometown. I will come back in three days. Wait for me.

OK, your father didn't say anything about me, right?

Haha, he has been praising you, and I have also said a lot of good things for you. It seems that you have passed the test completely! Haha!

I'm worthy of it

Shameless! You are lucky. My dad doesn't say that people are good easily. If he doesn't agree with us getting married, it will be troublesome

He disagrees that I will marry you too, see what he can do?

Haha, it's useless. My father is very powerful. If he wants to mess with you, it will be a disaster. Don't forget that the superior unit of your newspaper and my father are in the same system. Later he said that he is very familiar with your leader. Isn't it a piece of cake to mess with you? Besides, my parents don't agree. I'm so embarrassed. Even if I just want to marry, I won't be happy.

Fortunately, what I said is for your dad

Yes, I kept listening outside, but fortunately you said it was fine. I'll go take a shower, you go to bed early, and wait for me to come back

OK, I'll wait for you

Song Min listened next to her, her face was cold all the time. When I put down the phone, she said: OK, since you are fine, I'll leave, goodbye

After saying that, I quickly walked to the door, and I hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed her. She kept her back and didn't look at me, struggling to shake off my hand. Later, when I had no strength, I let me hold her. I held her in my arms and wanted to kiss her. She turned her face aside and refused to let me kiss her mouth, and said: I just talked to her and kissed me again. Do you think I'm easy to bully?

I picked her up, walked back to the bedroom and put her on the bed, and started to untidy her clothes. She was wearing a short coat outside, wearing a black skirt inside, and her milky white legs were shining with dazzling light.

When I touched her skin, she stopped resisting, and her eyes gradually became blurred. She looked at my hands unbuttoning her buttons one by one, and began to breathe slightly and said: You haven't asked me for a long time...

While taking off her skirt and high boots, I said softly: I miss you very much, too

You love me, don't you?

Yes, I love you!

Alas... As long as you still love me, I will be satisfied and don't want anything else

Min'er, can you understand me?

Yes, I understand your heart, just like you understand mine, our hearts are together, and it doesn’t matter if we don’t get married…Hug me…

You have to listen to me in the future and stop crying. When you cry, I can feel it anywhere, and it's very sad.

Well..., I understand. I will be fine in the future and will no longer bother you. This time it is true, believe me...

She stretched out her limbs and let me enter her body, as if the black rose on a rainy night was blooming, and the rain fell on the petals and flowed into the heart of the flower, nourishing the pollen inside. The fragrance of the pollen took away our souls

Her lips, her neck, her breasts, her belly, her thighs were like a serenade note, jumping, rotating, drifting, and falling on me

Every movement of her is so relaxed and long. Her inside can contract freely. Even if the whole body does not move, it can drive me to expand more and more, stimulating my sensitive nerves to become more and more excited...

We have sex not for lust, but for mutual longing and mutual admiration. She used every move to tell me that she had missed me for too long, and I also used every move to tell her that I love her, and I can't live without her. Without her, there would be no meaning of life.

Every time we orgasm comes, we are unrestrained and say loudly: I love you!

This love allows us to pour out the most violent fire of love at the same time at the same time. Burning her and burning me. She has told me countless times that I am willing to die under you, and I have told her countless times that I am willing to die under you.

She and I were unable to move any more. Even so, we must be closely connected and are unwilling to be separated from each other's body by a centimeter.

I've been in her body and fell asleep with her

In the dream, we started having sex again and became excited again. Although we didn’t know whether our bodies were moving, we all felt that we were constantly impacting each other. The sex in the dream seemed to be more intense and more exciting than when we were awake!

We are like two pieces of candies that melt together. Melancholy and sadness are our aphrodisiac poisons, making us extremely sweet and bitter. Our dreams never wake up...