Chapter 124

I don’t know when I fell asleep. I kept repeating the sweet memories of Kexin’s past in my dreams. It was more about Kexin’s care and love for me. When I woke up, it was already morning and the sun had shone into the hotel room. I didn’t take off my clothes and just lie on the bed and slept like that - all night

I walked to the bathroom and looked at the greasy face in the mirror. I sighed. I was so decadent. I used to focus on my career and family. In the eyes of my colleagues, the good man of the Gu family has now become like this.

Pick up the shaver, tidy up - put down your beard and washed your cheeks. Although they were all clean, the depression in your eyes could not even hide it from me.

It's time to go back and have a look. Ke Xin and Sijian have already left

I walked out of the hotel and walked towards the cold and frosty villa. I bought some fried dough sticks on the street to fill my empty stomach. When everything is over, where should I go? I have always been very independent, but now I am so helpless and have no goal at all.

As my thoughts echoed, I walked to the destination. Without any obstacles, I walked into the Lengfrost villa. But what surprised me was that in the Lengfrost hall, I actually saw Kexin's figure. She was sitting quietly on the sofa in the living room.

At this time, Ke Xin had cleaned up her hair and put on makeup. As before, the only difference was that like me, her eyes were filled with melancholy, and even deeper than me.

When Kexin saw me entering the door, a hint of joy appeared in her eyes, but then her eyes were lowered - she went down and didn't dare to look at me

My eyes patrolled the room, and I didn't see Leng Bingshuang and Sijian, only Kexin. This scene made me feel strange.

She is waiting for you upstairs...

Ke Xin's voice came, very low and a hint of timidity

I nodded and then walked towards the room upstairs. I just said it was quite general, only it was upstairs, but there were so many rooms upstairs, which one was it?

Based on my intuition, I walked towards the room I left last night. When I opened the door, Leng Bingshuang sat in the chair so blankly. She looked rather depressed at this moment. At this time, her face was haggard and her eyes were slightly red, as if she was tired from sleeping all night.

You're back?

Leng Bingshuang saw me entering the door and looked at me, but there was no surprise in her eyes, and there was some unexplained emotions.

Did Kexin’s conversation with her affect her? She actually made her react like this. Although she had not been in contact with Leng Bingshuang for a long time, I knew she was a very strong woman. What happened? Although I didn’t care much about Leng Bingshuang’s attitude towards me, I didn’t want anyone to misunderstand me?

Kexin said, "Wait for me, is there anything wrong?"

I sat on the sofa and rubbed my temples

Can you try to forgive her once?

Leng Bingshuang's voice came from the room, and this sentence made me rub my temples stop instantly. I looked up at Leng Bingshuang with confusion and surprise. Leng Bingshuang was actually pleading for Kexin?

This surprised me so much. It was not a normal reaction at all. According to her idea, she should be happy at this time. Without Kexin's bond, she could fight for what she wanted, but why did she say this? Did she be brainwashed by Kexin last night?

I talked a lot with her last night. I have always been paying attention to you, completely ignoring your wife, but we talked all night last night... I also knew a lot of things, even a lot of things that I shouldn't know. I won't say much extra words, but as a woman, I can feel part of her heart. She really loves you, which makes me feel ashamed. Although I love you very much, I don't want to destroy your relationship at this time, but I hope you can reunite?

Leng Bingshuang looked at me in surprise and said this ambiguously

Aren’t you jealous of evil? Should I be so patient with my wife being cuckolded? I am still a man? You are from her perspective, but have you ever thought about it from my perspective?

Thinking of Leng Bingshuang wearing a pair of pants with Kexin after a night, I felt like I had lost the last person in the world who understood me, which made my heart even more sad. At this moment, I felt that the world had no trace of color, and everything felt so ridiculous.

Xu Jian, don’t be excited, listen patiently to me and say don’t worry, I was not bewitched. Your wife told me everything last night, including your marriage and the matter with the adopted son. Although I felt disgusted with her behavior, when I heard about your relationship and her attitude when facing me, she really didn’t have a hint of hostility towards me, but was grateful for my gratitude for saving you. If it were me, I would definitely not ask for your forgiveness. Instead, I would question your relationship with this woman. Only the state officials set fire to the fire and not allow the people to light the lamp? But your wife did not. At the beginning, she really thought you had cheated and had a lover like me in private. But her eyes told me that as long as you are happy and as long as you feel happy, she is willing to give everything for you. Since she can bear this sin for you, why can’t you? Can you try it?

Leng Bingshuang was talking, but there was still a hint of reluctance in her eyes. Although she was advising me, she didn't seem so sincere.

Enough...

At this moment, I finally couldn't control my emotions. I stood up from the sofa, and the shouting sound echoed in the room.

Woman...Haha...Don't you go against your conscience when you say this? It's all about virtue...

At this time, I felt discouraged. If Leng Bingshuang used other reasons to persuade me, even if one night, a couple's kindness for a hundred days would be more comfortable and realistic than those words just now. Just because a woman treats you well, she can bring herself a cuckold that she cannot take away?

This reason seems so ridiculous to me. I have also imagined that if I were an outsider and looked at this from the perspective of an onlooker, I would also persuade me to join forces or not to leave. After all, everyone has a time to do something wrong. Why can't I give this marriage a chance? Maybe after my emotions ease, I might convince myself, but Leng Bingshuang didn't expect that her words would actually have a counterproductive effect, adding fuel to the fire.

Although I am not as high as you, at least I am a loyal person to my family and love, and I have never been moved by others, including you... There is nothing else to talk about in the future. Don't bother me... Also, thank you for your care...

As I said, I walked to the gate, opened the door, and walked out, but Leng Bingshuang did not chase after him, leaving only a sigh

When I walked downstairs, Kexin saw my figure, with a hint of fear in her eyes. When I walked to the gate, Kexin ran behind me. I felt my thighs being hugged. For some reason, Kexin, who was originally weak, seemed to have great strength to hug my legs tightly, and could not take a step at all.

Please, don’t leave me, okay? I was wrong, I was really wrong, as long as you are willing, I can pay any price. Really, I will live with you with peace of mind in the future, and you can even find a lover outside. As long as I don’t leave me, I will never make mistakes again, okay...

Kexin held my thighs and said while crying, with despair in her tone

What did you tell her? What did you want to do?

At this time, I couldn't take any steps, and I couldn't forcefully hurt Kexin, so I felt relieved - after breathing a sigh of relief, I lowered my head and said to Kexin.

I told her everything about us, including what happened between Sijian and I...

As I looked at it, Kexin said loudly, his eyes dodged, and he said with caution

That's all?

I smiled and said to Kexin, but it was just a cold smile

Didn't you want to find a lover to compensate me - next?

Kexin didn't say anything, I vented my anger from my mouth, forming a self-deprecating sentence

You both are the same...

Hearing Kexin's words and the emotions just now made me lose my last patience. At the same time, I was also disappointed with Leng Bingshuang. I wonder if I was too excited now. If I calmed down, would I figure out and understand something...

I shook Kexin away with my hands, hugged my hands, shook Kexin's shackles, walked out the door, left the city, and never came back again

Huh...

But as soon as I took a step, an electric shock sounded in my ears, and my body became paralyzed. Finally, I collapsed on the floor, but my consciousness did not disappear. My eyes could still be opened, and I could see everything in front of me...