Chapter 123

Seeing Kexin like this, my heart couldn't help but feel ache. Kexin still cared about it, but she just didn't show it. Now that I pointed it out, she finally revealed her true expression.

But less than ten seconds after showing this expression, Kexin's expression slowly soothed, and finally sighed - a bitter smile appeared, with a hint of ridicule in her smile, I don't know if it was ridiculing myself or someone else

I can't even save myself now, how can I save others?

Kexin wiped the corners of her eyes with her hands and said weakly

You actually want to say in your heart: Everything is your fault, don’t hurt Sijian, you are willing to bear it alone, he is a child after all... I’m right?

I saw Kexin's appearance and said something for her, and my tone seemed plain

You still know me so much. Is this a satire to me? I do care about Sijian. After all, he was the first person to call me mother. He gave me some spiritual comfort, but it also made me lose my innocence. I love him and blame him. What do I want to bear, but I am afraid that you will be even more angry. I am not a selfish person, but in love with you, I must make myself selfish. If I choose one between Sijian and you, I will definitely choose you. Undeniable that I don’t want to talk about Sijian too much...

Ke Xin said at the end, shook her head gently, covered her face with her hands, and her expression was helpless and desperate.

Sijian, you really don’t care at all?

I can't believe Kexin's current attitude. I originally thought that after I met Kexin, Kexin would plead for Sijian, but the current situation surprised me a little.

Care, after all, I have been together for so long, but I dare not say anything, I just hope you don’t do stupid things...

Ke Xin lowered her head and said, her tone seemed very quiet

The stupid thing she said in the end might mean that it hurt Sijian's life and allowed me to embark on the road of crime. First, it was to plead for Sijian, and second, it was to express my concern for me.

You go back, I will ask her to take Sijian to the gate, and you can go back together...

After a brief silence, there was nothing to communicate with. I turned my body and said with my back to Kexin, with a deep fatigue in my tone.

I originally wanted to go through the development of Kexin and Sijian to determine whether she told me the truth and whether our marriage was still saved, but now I am timid and I am afraid that I can't bear the stimulation to my soul

Now when you close your eyes, you will see scenes of Ke Xin and Si Jian, especially those scenes you saw with your own eyes that night, your heart seemed to be cut by a knife

After I said this, I closed my eyes. At this time, the sun shone on my face through the window. The warm sunlight warmed my face, but it couldn't warm my heart.

After a long time, I didn't hear footsteps behind me. I slowly opened my eyes, and then slowly turned my body. I saw Kexin still standing behind me, looking at me with a sad look, but there was a hint of stubbornness in my sorrow.

Why haven't you left yet?

I turned my head and said with my back to Kexin, with helplessness in my tone

What about you?

Ke Xin said three short words, but these three words contain tension and panic

I won't go back...

Although I couldn't bear it, I still said this. If Kexin doesn't accept this fact, then the lawyer's work will not be able to continue

After saying this, I did not feel as relaxed as I imagined, but my heart hurt. At this time, I was also very nervous and even a little worried. After hearing this, I gave up and turned around and left...

Are you going to stay here?

Ke Xin seemed to have thought of this result, but her tone still seemed very low

She asked this question, maybe she thought I would stay here with Leng Bingshuang

But I really haven't considered my future path. I originally planned to ask the lawyer and Kexin to complete the divorce procedures, but I have been busy looking for the whereabouts of Kexin and Sijian in the past two days. Now that I have found it, I really haven't considered my future path yet

I understand... My body is dirty, and I betrayed our marriage: I am all my fault. When I couldn't find you, I was always worried about you, afraid that you would do stupid things, afraid that you would not eat, wear less clothes, and afraid that your body would collapse. After all, you are so unaware of taking care of yourself. Now that I see you, everything is fine, and there is another such an excellent woman to accompany you, I feel relieved, I am really relieved, I have nothing to ask for now. From the hatred she just saw for me, she really cares about you. That kind of anger and hatred are not pretended, she is the Snow White in your heart. Although we have been ordinary over the years, I really feel very happy. I see your honesty and hard work, but now... everything is so dramatic, or this is God's will... Take care...

Kexin's words contain another meaning, that is, I have a confidante like Leng Bingshuang from her. If it were other women, maybe they had already asked me for guilt at this time, but Kexin did not. Kexin's words were a little jealous, but they did not blame them. Some of them were only self-blame. This is Kexin's character, and this is also one of the qualities of my love for her.

You thought too much... Before that night, I had no contact with her at all, and I could say that I didn't know each other...

I didn't know why, but I was eager to explain. Maybe I was afraid that Ke Xin would misunderstand me. She cheated, and I cheated on her. Maybe it was something I had never done before. I didn't want to take the blame. I called Ke Xin. When I explained the cheating, I hesitated again. Is there any need to explain now?

I will tell her the rest, is that OK?

Just as I was thinking about whether I should continue, Leng Bingshuang pushed the door and looked at me with some guilt, but the eyes of Kexin were so cold

Leng Bingshuang pushed the door open and came in, which means that there might be surveillance in this room, otherwise Leng Bingshuang would not have come in so timely, and the look he looked so guilty when he looked at me.

Where is Sijian?

More than an hour has passed since then. They have let go of Sijian. Sijian should have been full now, right?

My subordinates were taking him to walk? They ate too much and had a bloating...

Leng Bingshuang dared not look directly at me, but her tone was very gentle

I'll go out to do something, and I'll send them away after all...

I gave Leng Bingshuang the opportunity to chat with Kexin. I don’t know what mentality I have. Maybe I wanted Leng Bingshuang to explain the process of getting to know her and her to Kexin, so as not to make Kexin misunderstand me about me.

But since I have decided to leave Kexin and leave this home, is it meaningful to care about this?

Can't I let go of all this? I walked out of the villa area and walked on the street. Now the sky has slowly become late. Neon lights are on, and nightlife has begun on the street. I am tired during the day. People in the sky have taken off their disguises and burdens and started to vent themselves.

Just now when I walked past Kexin, Kexin stretched out her hand to hold me, but her hand stopped in the air and did not dare to touch me in the end. She watched me walk out of the door reluctantly

Walking on the street, I can't calm down for a long time. How would Leng Bingshuang tell Kexin? Will he add to the jealousy? As long as she tells the truth, I am not afraid of anything, but Leng Bingshuang is not the kind of scheming person. Although she is a woman, after a few days of short time together, she can be called an open and honest person.

I was watching the time on the street, and before I knew it, I walked back to my hotel. Will I go back tonight? What should I do if Leng Bingshuang and Kexin have not finished talking yet? And I took the initiative to return to Leng Bingshuang's residence. Is it convenient to live there? I returned to the hotel and lay on the soft big bed, with what Kexin said to me echoing in my ears. Do I not know enough?

What is the promise between Kexin and Sijian? Did you misunderstand Kexin? Have you really couldn't find a reason to forgive Kexin?