Chapter 127

10days ago Urban Novels 7
I don’t know why I cry. Is it because this meal made me feel the same way I used to regain my previous feelings? I have always cherished that warm feeling. Is it because I am subconsciously reluctant to let go of this feeling? Although I cried, I did not wipe it, but continued to eat. The chewing movements did not stop for a moment. Tears mixed in the meal, adding a bitter taste to this originally delicious meal.

Kexin was lying on the table crying, she was tired of crying and quiet, and I couldn't eat it anymore. I ate three times the amount of food I usually eat, maybe I can't eat it again, so I reached my limit.

Dong...

The bowls and chopsticks were placed on the table, making a slight sound, and this sound also woke Kexin who was lying on the table

Kexin lifted her body. At this time, her face was already covered with pear blossoms, and even her bangs were stuck to her face with tears. Kexin wiped her cheeks with the back of her hand. At this time, her eyelids were already a little red and swollen. During this period, she had been tortured to exhaustion. She couldn't eat well, couldn't sleep well, and even she, who usually loved beauty, had no image now.

After eating, I'll clean up...

Kexin wiped her cheeks with a tissue, then squeezed out a smile and began to clean the dining table. Now I don’t know how to go. Should I continue to stay here or leave here? If I leave here, should I say goodbye to Kexin? The supper just now and Kexin’s behavior just like usual made my heart soften a lot. Seeing her so heartbroken and forced a smile, how could I bear to hurt her? I was a soft-hearted person. I wanted to escape from here and not think about other things, but my legs couldn’t move.

Kexin packed the table, and I stood beside the table hesitated. Every time Kexin walked to the dining table, he would look at me, with a forced smile on her face, but there was a hint of tension and fear in her smile. Perhaps she had already thought about what I was thinking about, and under the cover of tension and fear, it was a strong prayer.

I sighed, then moved my steps. At this time, I wanted to walk on the sofa and sit down. No matter what, I have time tonight, and it is not bad for this night. No matter what the result with Kexin, at least I will spend a while longer. At this time, I feel very reluctant in my heart...

I'll make some tea for you first...

When I moved my steps, Kexin happened to return to the dining table. She was holding a cloth in her hand and wanted to wipe the table. When she saw me moving her steps, her expression flashed with panic. Then she put the rag on the table and said something. Then she ran to the tea table and picked up the teapot to prepare tea. When she picked up the kettle, she looked back at me, her eyes were very panicked.

The moment I moved my footsteps, Kexin might have thought I was about to leave home, so she panickedly made tea for me and used this method to keep me. Even for a while, I didn't plan to leave, so I walked on the sofa and sat down. Kexin, who was making tea for me, breathed a sigh of relief.

In the past, Kexin often made tea for me. It can be said that at this home, I always looked like an old man. I didn’t have to do anything when I got home. After dinner, Kexin made tea for me. I watched TV with peace of mind and cleaned my room. Sometimes I was too tired, Kexin would give me massages, and sometimes I would wash and pinch my feet. It can be said that there are only advantages and almost no shortcomings in Kexin. A woman like her had no need to treat me like this, but she did it.

The above are the reasons why I feel very reluctant to give up Kexin. Of course, it is also the reason why I can't accept Kexin's betrayal. When I was at the lowest point in the past, I even thought about suicide. My father died early and lived alone for a long time. After entering society, I suffered a lot of hardships and grievances. But I survived it until I met Kexin. I felt that my life had meaning again, but the infertility after marriage caused me to bear a huge blow. Even on the day I got the diagnosis order, IOne person ran to the riverside, knelt down in the heavy rain and insulted the sky, while Kexin knelt behind me, holding me tightly with her arms, we were wet in the rain. At that time, the cold was blocked by Kexin's body temperature. If she hadn't hugged me at that time, I wouldn't know if I would jump off the embankment. At that time, I really couldn't accept that fact. A deep despair, it was Kexin. I pulled it back from the shadows and gave me care and love. The next day, Kexin had a severe cold because of the rain. It took several days to heal

Dong...

When the sound of the teacup on the tea table woke me up from my memories. I looked at the steaming teacup in front of me. The scene was still so familiar. The scene and memories just now made me fall into confusion.

I picked up the cup of water with my hands that exuded the familiar tea fragrance and looked up at Kexin. At this time, Kexin stood in front of me, his hands tangled together, partly because of nervousness, and partly when I saw her left finger gently scratching the back of her right hand, scratching it a few times, and then covering it again. Although Kexin covered it very timely, I still saw a trace of burning red. It should have been burned when I was making tea for me just now, and I was absent-minded...



Let's talk...

I put the water cup next to my mouth. Before the tea could enter my mouth, I turned around and looked at the time. It was already 6:47 pm. Time was very tight. I put the water on the coffee table and said to Ke Xin in front of me.

After hearing my words, Kexin's body stiffened for a moment, and finally slowly sat next to me. Kexin's expression just now was panic and scared. When I entered the door, she kept avoiding sensitive things and tried to dress up like the usual ones between us. However, this question will eventually be faced. Now when it comes to this topic, Kexin has to face it. What she hopes in her heart is that everyone will avoid these topics and return to normal life without realizing it, but all this is a luxury

Kexin How long have we been married?

I picked up the tea cup I just put back, took a sip of tea, and it was as fragrant as ever.

Five years and eight days...

Kexin blurted out, her voice trembling and low

Five years and eight days, the night at my house, that is, the night when I witnessed Kexin and Sijian having sex, was our wedding anniversary, the whole five years of anniversary

It has been eight days since the night of the incident, and for me, eight days are as long as eight years.

For more than five years, you have been encouraging and taking care of me. It can be said that without you and me today, maybe I have already given up on myself and become an abandoned child in a society. I cherish your kindness to me and kindness to me very much...

Today I am going to have a chat with Kexin

No, I have never thought of letting you receive my kindness. I love you. For you, everything I did was willing. Really, I never wanted to leave you, do you know? When you came back, I was living like a year. I hated myself, why didn’t I control everything? If time could go back, I would rather have only two of us at home...

Hearing Kexin's last words, a hint of hope rose in my heart. The implicit meaning of this sentence was deep regret, and Kexin seemed to have a hint of repulsion for Sijian. What I care most about now is Kexin's attitude. What we ended up only tonight...