Who are you?The other side of the phone was confused.
Don't worry about who I am?The person you just mentioned to report the case is Mu Wanhe?I picked up the phone and repeated loudly again, "To Ah, who are you, where are the Stone Team?"
Shi Lei, who had put on his clothes, snatched the phone from me and put it in his ears.
Well, it's okay, I'll set out now and tell me the specific situation.
I quickly followed out, and only took one step, and almost knelt down on the spot.
The soreness on the waist and back connected the thighs and trembled.
I stared at the direction where Shi Lei left, took a deep breath several times and hurriedly followed.
The moment Shi Lei opened the car door, I had already flashed into the back row, and then began to rub my legs hard to relieve muscle pain.
What are you doing, go down.
Don't talk nonsense, drive quickly.I shouted in a louder voice than Shi Lei.
Shi Lei turned around, his face darkened like a frozen pear in the freezer.
Bai Fengyuan, I am now going to handle the case.Don't be rude here, otherwise don't blame me for being polite.
I raised my foot and kicked his driver's chair hard, almost roaring, Mu Wanhe is my mother!drive!
The surprise in Shi Lei's eyes flashed for a moment and he quickly calmed down.
I don’t know if I was scared by my expression or if I didn’t want to waste my time any more.
He quickly started and turned around gorgeously, heading towards Butterfly Mountain.
Along the way, he drove down and looked down at his phone and kept silently chanting.
Six gangsters were temporarily found, with weapons, foreign accents, and a 42-meter van, located near the Butterfly Mountain Signal Tower.
After watching it, I took a slight and heavy shot of the steering wheel. Your mother is really calm enough.
After hearing this, I quickly put my head in front. What do you mean? Are these messages from my mother?
Shi Lei sighed lightly, and the accelerator was a little heavier.Well, and she still has five children now.I have to speed up if I sit firmly.
My child's scream was drowned in the sudden roar of the engine.
Shi Lei drove completely unreasonable. After going up the mountain through the rampart road, he directly entered a small mountain road that was a little wider than the car. When he drove to the road that he could no longer see, Shi Lei turned off the engine and got out of the car.
You can't drive in, so as not to alert the enemy. I'll go in first and see, you are waiting for my colleague behind me in the car.
impossible.I got off the car the moment he got off.
Bai Fengyuan, can you stop making trouble? I have made a mistake when I bring you to the scene, do you know?Shi Lei was a little anxious and stopped me from leaving.
Brother Lei, if it were your mother inside, would you stand outside and wait!6 to 2, can you take the time fucking fast? I beg you. As long as I can ensure my mother’s safety, I can go to prison if I come out!
Hold!I'm really fucking, how could I meet you so stubbornly?Follow me and don't make a sound!
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The following words should have been placed on the head of the chapter, but a group of readers have used other channels to see the wedding, and the content of the head of the chapter will basically be deleted when reprinting.
So some people don’t know about some of the problems I have mentioned in the museum, such as the lack of individual groups.
So I had to insert it into the text, hoping that every reader who reads the book can see it.
Huamao has written almost half of the content. As the end of the stolen fat has reached, I am very grateful for your sincere support and various recommendations.
But there are a few points that I still want to talk to old readers or new readers first, just treat it as a preview.
1I wrote the first chapter. This is a long mother-son plot, and the focus is basically on the plot.
Therefore, there are not many mediocre scenes, at least Mu Bai didn’t have many before they were together.
So if you have friends who pay more attention to or are looking forward to it, please forgive me.
2 I have said before that except for Mu Bai, almost all other characters in this book are tool people, but for tool people.
Some readers hope not to touch any other women.
There are also readers who may wish to take away all other women in vain.
But flower marriage may not be able to satisfy one of these two. I can only guarantee that I will give each tool person an ending, and that will not be able to not touch each other, and so on.
If you have any taboos about this in your heart, please read it carefully.
3. For such articles, many readers may be more concerned about when actual relationships can occur.
But the purpose of my writing a long article is to portray the psychological changes and emotional progression of the two people more carefully.
When love comes, you want to achieve it.
So it may not satisfy everyone's wishes so quickly, I'm really sorry for this.
4 Starting from the previous chapter and within the foreseeable chapters of the next article, the writing style will be relatively depressed and the plot will be more depressed (of course there will be heartwarming places in the interlude).
That is what everyone said, it will feel heartbreaking.
I'll focus on this.
This book is my first long story, and if nothing unexpected happens, it should be the last one. I don’t want to become famous or profitable, I just want to write the story I want to write.
So I have also said that everyone can freely guess the plot direction, and even if it is right, I will not change it.
Because one of the purposes of sending it out may be to seek emotional resonance.
In my heart, taboo love has never been a relaxed and pleasant thing. It must be an extremely difficult process for the whole world to break through all the constraints.
The fate has always been shallow, but the love is deep. In one sentence, it is: all eternal and great love must be desperate once, disappear once, and die once, before they can regain love and know each other's meaning again.
For me, this process itself cannot be easier.
I think I am pretentious, have literary diseases, or complain without any illness.
But I don't mean to abuse it for the sake of abuse.
I wrote with emotion. The people in the works were suffering because of their respective experiences and personalities, but they were actually me who abused me.
I don’t want to become famous, and I don’t want to bear the reputation of deliberately causing trouble for readers and deliberately giving poison to readers.I just want to write a story, but this is the only thing I want to do.
Therefore, if you prefer to read more warm, relaxed, sweet writing style throughout the whole process, or readers who do not like heart-wrenching descriptions of emotional entanglements, please do not force yourself.
And if some readers are willing to accommodate my story to accompany Mu Bai through the test and growth, in addition to saying thank you, I can only write the sweetness after the breakthrough to repay.
5. I am not a professional author, there is no group, there is no advanced paid chapter, I write and publish it now, have limited ability and average level. My friends who like it should just happen to be right in your taste, and I am deeply honored by this.
Finally, whether it is a abandoned book or accompaniment, I sincerely hope that in the days to come, you can read resonant words, hear music that will make you excited, taste the delicious food that blooms your taste buds, and meet the beautiful woman who spends her life together.
(Inadvertently watering for a thousand words, the text continues)
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I had already passed through his armpits while Shi Lei said this and jumped forward.As a result, this guy reached out and grabbed my back neck and pulled it behind me, then warned sternly.
If you want to save someone, follow me honestly.
I took out my cell phone and wanted to call Mu Wanhe, but before the screen was lit, Shi Lei knocked it hard. Is it brain-ridden?Do you want to kill your mother?She sent messages without seeing it?Calm down, Bai Fengyuan, don’t contact her now, so as not to interfere with her emotions.
I tried my best to suppress my restlessness, put away my phone, closed my mouth and urged him forward with my eyes.
Shi Lei was obviously professionally trained, and his footsteps were very steady and there was almost no sound. I could only follow his footprints to catch up.
As time passed by, my emotions became more and more impatient. At this moment, he suddenly raised his hand and made a forbidden gesture, and then shrank behind the tree.
Then he patted my shoulder and pointed to a piece of cloth on the branch not far away.
I glanced at it and shook my head. The sky was already getting dark. Although the distance was not far, I couldn't accurately identify the colors and materials.
Just when I was about to go forward to pick it up, Shi Lei pulled me hard again, with such great strength that his wrists were a little hurt.
Looking at Shi Lei's expression again, although he was still calm, his slightly twitching corners of his eyes still told me that the situation was not good.Then he stretched out his finger and pointed to the top of his finger.
I squatted down and took a secret glance. Two men came towards me, and they were actually holding guns in my hands.I never thought that the gangster Mu Wanhe mentioned had weapons and refers to guns.
Shi Lei and I were huddled in place and did not move. Shi Lei gently took out his right hand that had been in his arms, stabilized me with one hand, and raised the 92-shaped posture with the other, tensing the muscles in our body as we were.
This is the first time I have encountered this kind of scene, and it is impossible not to be afraid at all.
But because Mu Wanhe was in the dangerous center somewhere in the forest ahead, her fear turned into some abnormal excitement.
The two of them soon discovered the rag head. They quickly stepped forward, picked it up, and whispered to each other for a moment.So he headed towards the way we came.
Judging from their situation, it seems like they are looking for someone, or Mu Wanhe?That means Mu Wanhe is still safe?
At this time, Shi Lei turned his head and looked at me with a slightly heavy look, and then whispered, "I have to kill them and hide them."I'm here, you're waiting here.
Stop talking nonsense, they have guns, how can you do two?A tall one is for you and a short one is for me.I paid close attention to the pace of the target and raised the gun in my hand.
I am a policeman, I have to protect you. Besides, aren’t you afraid?
I knew that if I was torn down with him again, everyone would go away.So he didn't answer him at all, and quietly touched the shadow on one side.
The safest way is to kick the leg, then pass through the right hand of the gun, then go around the head and clamp it under your armpit, then hit the knee and kick the face door to resolve the battle.
I gently moved my sore hands and feet, looked back at Shi Lei, who followed me closely, waved my hand to let me come back.
I took a few deep breaths, then pointed at the target, and then scratched my neck.
Let's go, no matter what, even if you die, what can you do? You can delay it for a while.Mu Wanhe!Mu Wanhe!
I called Mu Wanhe's name in my heart, and I felt aggrieved, and I rolled over and stood up and bent towards the other person's leg.
I put all my strength into this kick, but in fact, sometimes it is not a good thing to use too much force at all.
The road was originally a bit slope, and with my kick, the guy rolled out, so that the follow-up moves I prepared were useless at all.
The rest of the sudden situation was completely physical instinct. I immediately rushed forward and clamped his right hand with the gun. Regardless of the thirty-one, the reverse joint was twisted to the top.
After a slight click, the guy immediately screamed.
I quickly turned around and hit his ear hard with my elbow, and the screams disappeared.
After confirming that he was in shock, the soreness and fear that followed made me unable to stand up at all.
I lay there, looking at the black pistol in his hand, swallowing my saliva constantly, and my heart kept sinking. This is the real actual combat Ah.
Are you sick, a bastard?You won’t even have sneak attacks, do you have to fight hand in hand?
I looked at Shi Lei blankly, then he pulled me up, and then the guy he was responsible for was already lying there.
How did you do it?
Shi Lei raised his pistol helplessly and shook the stock.Then he squatted down and carried the small forearm that had completely broken.
You bastard are pretty black.OK, I originally said I would solve it secretly, but after that, I might as well break them directly.
I stood up swayingly and adjusted my breathing against the tree.
At this time, Shi Lei's expression suddenly changed. He squatted down and pulled open one of the people's sleeves. There was a round tattoo similar to a scorpion above his wrist.
What's wrong?
Shi Lei waved his hand at me roughly, trying to shut up.
Then I quickly took out my cell phone, hey, Xiaoyi, have you arrived?This group of people is not ordinary gangsters, so they immediately called the special police to block the mountain.
When I heard the word "Single Police", I seemed to have realized how serious the problem was.
What the hell is going on? Who is this group of people?
Shi Lei looked at me with a serious expression and tied up these two people first, so their people could come over at any time.We must hide first and wait for support.
Waiting for support?I opened my eyes wide and looked at him, saying, "Mu Wanhe's situation is critical and her life and death are uncertain, so she actually let me wait here."
Shi Lei grabbed me first, I tell you, don’t be impulsive, I know you are anxious, but when you score.Their specific number is not clear, so we can't act rashly, we can't save people and get ourselves in.
I held Shi Lei's hand and used all my wrist strength, and asked word by word in a calm voice.
Tell me a brief explanation, what are these people doing?
Shi Lei pinched the bridge of his nose hard, looked at me sideways a few times, and finally breathed lightly.
They are a criminal gang in Southeast Asia, basically all outlaws. Although the combat qualities are uneven, they are all desperate guys.Smuggling, drug trafficking, trafficking, trafficking in people, and the main ones are... they are mainly young women!However, they generally do not act in China, and I don’t know why this time.
After Shi Lei finished speaking, the blood in my body was cold. I controlled my trembling teeth, and the power of my palms became heavier and heavier.
Why do you abduct women?I asked a stupid question with my tough brain.
Shi Lei noticed that I was abnormal and he pulled me even tighter. Don’t worry, they are coming soon. With the help of the special police, there is no big problem.
I'll ask you why you're abducting women!
What else can you do? Sell it to the European and American dark web and underground organizations, but this is in China. Will we let them go out alive?You have to believe us!
Shi Lei raised his tone, but then looked around vigilantly.
I raised my legs and kicked Shi Lei in the chest, kicking him to the ground. Do I believe you if I have time!After saying that, I turned around and ran quickly towards the direction of the signal tower in my impression.
Bai Fengyuan, you are looking for death!
I quickly shuttled through the woods and shrubs, and Shi Lei's voice was quickly drowned in the dark environment.
I was not good at moving in the woods. I was tripped twice before I ran, and my top was ragged by branches.
While running, she made a desperate wish to all the gods who could speak famous. Mu Wanhe couldn't have any trouble, no matter what. Since last time we met, the last thing I said to her was the morning call. I reassured her that I had gone to school.
But that's not what I want to say. I still have so many things to tell her that she can't have any trouble!
At the end of the run, my eyes were blurred so much that I couldn't see the way in front of me. Only then did I realize how embarrassed I looked.I rolled up my top and wiped my face randomly, then patted my cheek heavily.
After I took my breath again, my pace stabilized a little bit, and after a while, I arrived at a clearing in the forest with my back against the hillside.
In the middle of the open space is a van, surrounded by tall trees, and the open space is also covered by branches and leaves that cover the sky.
I don’t know which road these people drove in.
I squatted down and approached little by little, desperately searching for the familiar figure.
After surrounding it for half a circle, I found that there was a small military tent behind the van, and next to it was a folding table.
There are kettles and cans on it.
A bright D80 tiger-toothed lifesaver was inserted on the table, glowing an ominous luster.
After looking at it all, I didn't notice it anybody. In desperation, I could only take my waist and venture through the woodland, hoping to get closer to this temporary base.
I know that every move I take is on the verge of death, but I can't control my steps at all. Only by constantly moving and searching can I barely maintain my calmness at this moment.
Mu Wanhe... Mu Wanhe!I kept calling out with my voice down, my ears erected to the highest point, looking forward to her response.
Just as I was three steps away from approaching the van, a sharp sound rang behind my ears, and then the metal was holding back the cold touch of the back of my head, and my steps stopped immediately.
Good luck will indeed be used up. I rushed up so swayingly and finally met a ghost.
Gi?l?y I couldn't understand what he was saying at all, so I could only keep a half-squat position and remained motionless.
Because I was facing away from him, I had no idea of the other person's height and size.At this moment, I was calm and even a little abnormal.I began to think about how to deal with it in my mind.
You are the one?
This guy asked again, but I still didn't speak.
These people are obviously outlaws, and killing people should be normal, but why didn't he kill me?
What is he doing?
Confirm identity?
Are they waiting for someone here?
I thought to myself, it’s a good thing that I didn’t speak rashly, and the time I bought was so precious that I can’t waste it anymore.No matter how fast I am, I can't be faster than the bullet.But now we can only have a gamble.
At this moment, the sound of a branch being trampled suddenly came from behind me, and the muzzle that was originally pressing the back of my head was obviously loosened at this moment.I know that he was distracted from God, and the chance was only this time.
In the flash, I suddenly opened my body, took a step back, estimated the distance, and kicked the latter's calf forward.
But what I didn't expect was that before I could kick someone, the guy behind me slowly fell down with his body soft.
When he fell to the ground completely, I saw Mu Wanhe, who was still holding the stone with her hands trembling and covered in stains.
The moment she saw me, all the power in her body seemed to have been pulled away. The stone in the hand slid down from the fingertips. Mu Wanhe shook her body twice and was about to collapse to the ground.
I didn't care about the questions in my mind and quickly stepped forward to hug her.
Mu Wanhe lowered her head, breathing as if she was dying.
When she looked up again, Mu Wanhe was already crying like a tearful person. She stretched out her hand to touch my face. Feng Yuan, you scared me to death.
This is how I realized that my breathing frequency is not much better than Mu Wanhe.After being frightened, I lost it and got it back, which made me not think about what expression I should have.
Bang bang A few gunshots came from the front, and my originally slightly relaxed spirit tensed up again.
Mu Wanhe also stood up immediately, pulled me and ran away, hurry up, follow me!
She held my hand like a little elk living in the woodland, briskly crossing the branches, leaves and shrubs, and walked around the hillside behind the woodland from the side.
After a huge shrub at the buffer of the hillside, she pulled me down and squatted down.
I turned around and looked at the next to me. Five ragged children were sitting on the ground with dull eyes, their eyes were all looking at the ground without saying a word.
Mu Wanhe opened a crack in the bush, and I leaned over and saw everything in the woodland just now.
I was about to ask her the specific situation when suddenly another gangster walked up from the slope on the other side with his arms covered.I couldn't help but hug Mu Wanhe even tighter, holding my breath and not daring to let out.
Without stopping, the guy pulled out the saber on the table and turned around and was about to leave. When he passed by the accomplice who was opened by Mu Wanhe with a stone, he just squatted down and checked it out briefly.
Then he pulled out the saber without any hesitation and inserted it into the man's heart.
Mu Wanhe couldn't help but exclaim, but immediately covered her mouth.
After killing his accomplice, he did not stop for a moment and headed towards the place where I came. I couldn't help but feel worried about Shi Lei.
The situation is unclear now, so I can only hug Mu Wanhe tightly and observe the situation around me without saying a word.
Not long after, three fully armed special police officers came to the open space from the road just now.At the same time, Shi Lei carried the gun, rubbed his neck and walked over from the other side.
At this moment, the stone in my heart finally fell to the ground. Looking at Mu Wanhe and I, my body was completely soaked in the sweat of nervousness.
I patted her on the shoulder and signaled that she was fine with my eyes.Then he got up and took the five walking dead children down the hillside.
Shi Lei was making a phone call with an extremely unfriendly expression. When he saw me, he threw the phone without thinking, and punched me when he came up.
Mu Wanhe was originally taking care of the five children and following me. Seeing this scene, she almost flew over. She used all her strength to push Shi Lei back several steps.
Why do you hit my son?I'm going to complain to you!
I wiped the corners of my mouth, and quickly got up and hugged Mu Wanhe, who was roaring like a lioness.
I'm fine, it's nothing to do with Captain Shi's business.
Shi Lei rubbed his nose and cleared his throat a little awkwardly. No, hey... It's because your son is too brave and he's just wanting his life.Forget it, go down the mountain first.
Although Shi Lei explained the various reasons why he and I appeared here, Mu Wanhe's attitude towards her was still extremely cold. She didn't even look at him when she spoke, which made Shi Lei have no temper at all.
At this time, I was unwilling to care about Shi Lei's situation, and waves of fear came over me like a tide.Apart from the word "lucky" my mind was blank.
That, Miss Mu, how did you run to Butterfly Mountain?Mu Wanhe lowered her head and suddenly remembered something, by the way, what about those children?
In the car behind, don't worry, we will take good care of them.Mu Wanhe breathed a sigh of relief before she told the story.
It turned out that today she saw a man with a hated face and walked out of an alley in the industrial park with a child, and walked towards the wasteland behind the development zone.
Because of her personal experience, she always cared about certain things, so she followed her for a while.
Soon, I saw a van and the man pushed the child into the van. Mu Wanhe immediately felt something was wrong.At this time, the man was suddenly called and ran to the side of the cab.
Mu Wanhe took this opportunity to quietly open the door of the truck and found several children sitting inside.
She climbed into the car without thinking much. After confirming that it was five children, she heard that the car door was locked.
And for some reason, there was no signal in the carriage, so she failed to make a call.She had been communicating with those children for a long time, but no one responded to her.
In this way, after the car stopped, she hurriedly hid behind several boxes of goods. The car door opened, and several people talked a lot at the door, and then left.
Mu Wanhe found out that the door was not locked after the person left, so she got out of the car secretly. The people were resting in the camp in front of the car, some were sleeping and some were eating.
She looked at the surrounding environment and secretly got out of the car with the five children. As long as someone was led, the children would walk forward by themselves without making any sound.
Mu Wanhe thought about it and took the children around the hillside, hid them in the bush, and told them not to run away.
Then he took off one child's shoes and chose one side to go down the mountain and threw it on the road. He ran a short section and tore the corner of his clothes and hung it on the branch. Then he quietly walked around to the other side and threw another shoe.
She grew up in the mountains and can tell the direction and route by looking at the sparse vegetation.After doing everything, she returned to the hillside and called the police.
Later, I saw me, so I ran down.
After hearing this, Shi Lei kept gasping for a while. Miss Mu, have you ever been a soldier?
No, I grew up in the mountains.
You are too brave, no wonder Bai Fengyuan is so stunned. Where did your anti-reconnaissance consciousness come from?Shi Lei's tone was full of surprise.
Mu Wanhe heard him say to me again, and her face just calmed down and became cold again. I didn’t know anything about anti-reconnaissance. I only knew that I couldn’t run far with my five children.If they have to wait for rescue, the mountain will definitely be safer than the bottom of the mountain. If they find out, their first reaction will definitely be to look for it down the mountain.In addition, the confusing things I put should be delayed until you come.
These people are all outlaws, and many of them are mingled in the jungle all year round. You are not afraid that they will see your footprints and expose your thoughts.
Mu Wanhe's tone was not at all turbulent. I was barefoot on the mountain, walking on hard soil, and my original plan was to delay time. If they found out that we were not here, then I would be too disappointed with your case handling efficiency.
Shi Lei was choked, okay, thank you Miss Mu for your calmness, I have to ask you to make a record for us later.
When Mu Wanhe entered the bureau to take the transcription, I sat on the chair in the hall, my hands still trembling uncontrollably.
I admit that she is calm, I admit that if the situation is being adjusted, I might not have done as good as her, but even so, every step she has taken today is on the verge of destruction.
I didn't say a word from beginning to end from the beginning to end until the taxi took us home.Even though Mu Wanhe talked to me several times on the way, I ignored her completely.
It’s not that I don’t want to pay attention to her, but that my head is roaring like a plane taking off, and I don’t know what she is talking about.
When she arrived at the door of the house, she held my hand and walked forward step by step, and suddenly stopped. Fengyuan, wait for mom.
After saying that, Mu Wanhe let go of her hand and dragged her slightly tired body to the side of the road. I looked up blankly and found that Zhang Ning was sitting on a chair under the street light.
At that moment, the roar in my mind disappeared, industrial parks, development zones, research institutes.So Mu Wanhe went to find Zhang Ning again.
I turned my head, not wanting to take a look, and raised my legs to the steps.I was so tired that I seemed to be about to kneel on the ground with a bend of my knees, and walked back home with heavy steps as I walked.
I moved to the sofa, fell down sideways, and I couldn't hold on.
Soon, the door was opened again and Mu Wanhe walked in.
After entering the door, she walked to the sofa and gently shook my body.
Fengyuan, are you okay? You’re hungry. There’s no food at home. Is it okay for my mother to order takeaway?
No, I'm not hungry.I didn't react at all, but just refused.
Mu Wanhe walked to the sofa and sat at my feet. Her voice was soft and guilty. Fengyuan, I'm sorry, mom made you worry.The main reason is that there are many parents who have lost their children in the club recently, and I am a little anxious, so when I see that situation today, I didn’t think too much about it.
What about me?
Um?Mu Wanhe opened her eyes wide and looked at me in confusion.
I supported myself and sat on the sofa, put my hands on my knees, and looked forward with my brows tightly.
Do you know what those guys do?
I don't know, I'm definitely not a good person anyway.Mu Wanhe tried hard to pull the atmosphere forward.
But my voice was so cold that I was afraid of myself. They specialize in trafficking young women, selling them to dark webs and underground organizations in various countries.If you are discovered, do you think about the consequences?Have you ever thought about me?
After saying that, I looked at Mu Wanhe with a side face. Her expression became extremely complicated, as if she was looking at a stranger.
Feng Yuan, I'm sorry... Mom just...
Mu Wanhe!This is the first time I have called her full name with such a serious expression and a deep tone.
Fengyuan...you!
Do you know how scared I am today? Do you know I am still scared until now?From childhood to adulthood, I was not as scared as today even when I was sold by my father.If something happens to you, how can I live?Can I still live?
Mu Wanhe finally shed tears at this time. She covered her mouth and shook her head desperately, yes... no... rise!
Can you really not see it at all?Can't you really feel it at all?
Mu Wanhe wiped her tears, tried hard to stop her throat, and asked carefully. What could she see...
I laughed bitterly and rubbed my hair hard with both hands. At this point, I can no longer pretend to be that quiet son.
Those words were so hot and so hot, but when they were actually said, they were so simple and so ordinary.
Mu Wanhe, I love you... The person I love, the person who puts it in my heart is you!
You...what did you say!
At this moment, my long-lasting repressed feelings have completely taken over my body, and I don’t even need to think about it.
I said I love you, like a man, love a woman deeply.
Mu Wanhe jumped up from the sofa like an electric shock, with unbelievable horror on her face, and her hands tremblingly raised against her chest.
But before I could continue speaking, she raised a escaping smile and waved her hands repeatedly, "No, Feng Yuan, you must have made a mistake, it's impossible, we are just mothers and sons with good relationships."You won’t be that kind of relationship with me. You must have made a mistake. You are still young and you don’t understand at all. You are wrong. Yes, Feng Yuan... I am your mother, you are wrong. You are wrong!
I could feel a tear gently slashing from the corner of my eyes without warning. I frowned slightly, and looked at Mu Wanhe with bitter face and defended me illogically.
Mu Wanhe's voice became lighter and lighter, and the light in her pupils trembled left and right as her eyes couldn't accept it.
Feng Yuan... Do you know what you are talking about?
I held the sofa, endured the soreness of my thighs and supported myself to stand up, and walked to her step by step.
I know, I'm talking about what I've always wanted to say, I love you, Mu Wanhe!
I stretched out my right hand and firmly supported the back of Mu Wanhe's head. With her panicked expression, I turned my head slightly, closed my eyes and kissed her slightly pale lips from shallow to deep.
This is the first time I took the initiative to kiss her when she was awake. There was no excitement or excitement, and the mood was dull and it seemed like I was recalling the youthful past many years ago.
Mu Wanhe was frozen in place, completely losing her reaction, allowing me to invade little by little.
As I got closer, I had to lean forward. The moment my knees bent slightly, all my strength was immediately cut off from my legs.
The sudden loss of force made me take Mu Wanhe's body and fall on the sofa with inertia. When her right arm, which she didn't know how to place, she swept down the water cup on the coffee table. After the water cup flew up and landed on the ground, a slight electric current sounded and a light bang sounded.
The living room, which was originally illuminated by fluorescent lights, instantly returned to darkness, deep in the mud and unable to extricate itself.
After losing my vision, all my shameful thoughts and expectations that had been suppressed in my heart for a long time stretched out my deadly tentacles, and they stretched out from everywhere with their teeth and claws.
It suppressed my reason, controlled my body, blocked my five senses, and emptied my thoughts.
All my attention is only on the softness and warmth of the lip nipples.
I unbuttoned Mu Wanhe's shirt with one hand, and walked down her smooth and silky neck with both hands, passing by the delicate and distinct V-shaped collarbone.
Split the hem of the shirt, the snow-white breasts that still remember them freshly were bound in the underwear with the owner's trembling from time to time.
My hands slowly held it with the power of care, but even the gentlest squeeze seemed a little reluctant to let go.
Just the fingers touching the breasts around the upper body and the cleavage with a little sweaty sweat have already made me fall into indescribable satisfaction.
I slowly moved from the center of my lips to the corner of my mouth, each step was very light, along the skin I stepped on my hands, licking and kissing my jaw, neck, and collarbone with the sharpest lips in my body, until I buried my head in the cleavage that became more attractive due to the squeeze.
Don't touch me...
Even if my nose couldn't breathe, it didn't stop me from continuing to kiss the deep part of the ravine fragrance.
Please...you...don't touch me!
Satisfied with the invasion of cleavage, I slowly walked up from one side of my breasts, gently squeezed the cup of my underwear with my nose, and looked for the ripe saint fruit like a baby.
Please...don't touch...me!
At that moment, the heart seemed to be temporarily stopped beating, and it twitched violently with a severe pain like tearing.My upper body was curled up a little by the sudden blow.
I raised my head blankly. The moonlight tonight was beautiful, and a silvery pale light shone out from the window with a bit of loneliness.
Mu Wanhe's face was full of refracted light, and the stars were like the disturbed lake water.The revival of sight was followed by her dying thoughts. Don't touch me...
The severe pain in the heart slowly extended from the moment just now, turning into waves of pain with falling power.
When I opened my mouth, I realized that my voice was already choked and I was almost speechless.
Why!Can't I love you?I am obviously the one who loves you the most in this world!
Mu Wanhe seemed to be stuck in her body by some kind of spell, leaving only a crying face, looking blankly at the sky with trembling eyes and trembling hands from time to time.
She vomited out word by word with the same choked voice, but your love... made me suffer... made me desperate!
I opened my eyes wide, and the originally coliced atrium seemed to have suddenly been opened with a big hole, and the strength of my body was gradually lost from it. A large gust of wind mixed with gravel came back violently.
As my body tilted, I fell down from the sofa and fell to the ground hard. My body's instinctive reaction was completely ineffective and I did not give me any protection I deserved. The back of my head hit the ground heavily, making a muffled groan, and the lingering sound of the impact echoed in my brain.
Repeat the sentence constantly, your love makes me suffer and makes me despair.
At that moment, I wanted to die, and I couldn't stand aside and remain silent, just with a mourning expression.
Mu Wanhe and me on the sofa and the ground beside them.They didn't move for a long time, just looking at the dark ceiling.
Why does my son become more and more melancholy and deeper?I have thought about this question countless times on countless nights.
I don’t know how long it took, but Mu Wanhe spoke in a completely hoarse accent without any emotion.
I asked the teacher and the classmates but there was no clue. Until Shen Lang told me that he said you were because of the girl named Chu Yue, and you two were in love but were forced to separate.
After Mu Wanhe said this, she took a long breath, as if the few words just now had consumed all the oxygen in her body.
I thought it was my fault, because of me, you had to give up your first love. I was really stupid.I have imagined so many possibilities but I didn't expect it to be because of this!Sister Wanhe, haha!
I was lying on the ground and couldn't answer the conversation at all.
At this moment, Mu Wanhe suddenly curled up and hurried in the corner of the sofa, holding her hair tightly and crying loudly.
I was so scared that I sat up and sat up with some kind of crying.
I was scared, and my mood, which was so dull that I couldn't help but feel powerless, suddenly became scared.
Because I have never heard Mu Wanhe cry like this, even if I was misunderstood by me and everyone in the town, even if my uncle passed away, even if I saw my wound after falling off the cliff.
The crying was filled with unprecedented despair, mixed with unwillingness and sadness.
I pinched my thighs that had lost strength hard, knelt in front of the sofa under the stimulation of severe pain, and slowly reached out to hold her shoulders. Mu Wanhe, you... Mom... don't do this, don't do this, I'm afraid!
You... don't...touch me!
She shrank desperately into the corner like an electric shock, leaving my hand stiff in the air and unknown where to go.
I am not a good granddaughter... not a good daughter... not a good wife... not a good mother!I am the most failed woman in the world!
No, no, you are a good mother, the best mother in the world!
I didn't care about the pain from the soul and explained in panic. Mu Wanhe raised her head, and I couldn't see her expression in the darkness.
Is that true?Will there be a mother who makes her son fall in love with her?Will there be a mother who puts her son in such a painful situation?
After she said that, she shook her head on her own. It was all my fault. It was because I didn’t know how to get along with my son, it was because I didn’t know how to maintain a normal distance, it was because I was smart and self-righteous to love my son.It's all my fault. If it weren't for me, if I hadn't, I had to find you back, you would have lived better than you are now.They were all right. I was a disaster star. I personally sent my son to the guillotine of human morality step by step.Why do I live? Tell me why I didn't die early.Why do you have to let me ruin you!
Mom, stop talking, I beg you!It’s all my fault, I’m ignorant, I will change it, I will change it.I beg you to stop saying the word death, I am afraid, I am really scared!
Mu Wanhe in the darkness mixed with Yese, as if half of her body had merged into the endless abyss.Her tone became increasingly weak and desperate.
Do you want your mother's body?I can give you my life, let alone this body. If you want it, come on and treat it as the last thing that my mother left to you.
Mu Wanhe's last blow was really too fierce and too tragic. At this moment, a certain emotion suddenly swelled up, breaking through the top of her head, followed by endless sounds of shattering.
In an instant, I suddenly calmed down. The past self was like Tang Monk who had arrived in the West, throwing his body into the Seven Treasures Lotus Pond.
I stood up, picked up a coat from beside me, and gently draped it on Mu Wanhe's body.
Then he fell to the ground again, kowtowed three times, one more and one more time.
Mom, I don’t want anything, I just want you to be fine, and for this, I can’t live without it.
We looked at each other with our lives. We could embrace each other with just one step, but we could never get past the magma hell.
Destiny is fair. Just like me in the town, every word Mu Wanhe said when she lost control of her emotions tonight has brought her the pain in the future.
We were in a stalemate for a long time, and I didn't move too much from beginning to end. Mu Wanhe finally stood up slowly from the sofa, shook her body and walked towards the bedroom. Until the door was closed, she didn't look back and looked at me again.
My brain was blank, and my body's pain was worthless before the numbness of my heart.I stood up, sat on the sofa, took out my cell phone and dialed a phone number. It took a long time before the phone was connected.
Ah, brother...Oh, don't move, it's Feng Yuan, um Ah...You don't...
Xiao Shuo, when will you come back?The intermittent voices on the opposite side did not affect the temperature of my tone at all.
Brother, I plan... plan, um, um... tomorrow, tomorrow afternoon... Huh... come back!
Let’s buy the ticket now and buy the air ticket in the early morning, and I’ll wait for you.
Ah?Brother...what happened...Oh, stop moving, I will beat you if you move again...say... There was a commotion on Tang Shuo's side, and I quietly waited for the commotion to gradually subside.
Come back and help me take care of Mu Wanhe. She doesn't want to live anymore.I used concise description to express the seriousness of the matter.
What...you go down quickly, take my pants and clothes...Brother, wait for me, I will buy a ticket to the airport now, don't worry, wait for me to come back!
Thank you...beep... I thank you before I finished speaking, I hung up the phone there.
I got up and walked to Mu Wanhe's door, gently pulled it open. In the darkness, Mu Wanhe sat in the corner of the bed with her knees in her arms.
I stepped into the door, then closed the door, and then sat on the ground behind the door.It lasted until after five in the morning. She and I had hardly changed positions or said a word.
Suddenly, the sound of opening the door came into my ear curtains, and I stood up and walked out.
Why can't the light Ah turn on? The power is out?
I didn't answer, but just walked to the electric box, pulled up and tripped, and the living room was brighter.Tang Shuo was carrying a big bag, sweating all over his head, and dusty.
What's wrong, brother, what's wrong?
I might have chosen the wrong time to confess to her, but she couldn't accept it, so... Tang Shuo covered his mouth in shock, and then began to smash his fist in the head.
It’s all my fault, I asked you to go, brother, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I really didn’t expect Sister Mu to be like this.
I shook my head. It has nothing to do with you, it is my own fault, but I hope you can promise me a few things.
Well, you can say it, I agree to all ten thousand items.
Don't tell her that you already know my feelings for her, pretend you don't know anything, forever!
Tang Shuo stared at my eyebrows, facing my gaze, and finally nodded heavily.
Help me take care of her and take good care of her before I come back. This may be the most important thing I have to ask you for in my life.
Tang Shuo lighted his head very quickly now.
Brother, don’t worry, I will always be optimistic about Sister Mu, but Brother, when will you come back?
I looked at her and was silent for a long time, but I didn't know... After saying that, I turned around again, looked at Mu Wanhe nostalgically through the crack in the bedroom door, and then stepped out of the house.
The moment the door was closed, the inside and outside worlds were finally completely isolated.The ultimate grief will evaporate your tears and make you unable to cry.
When I took the next step down the first step, a sound suddenly popped up in my mind, guess how many steps are there in this step.I froze in place, stunned.At this time, another different sound appeared.
Is Mu Wanhe's body very soft? You really want to possess it.I panic and slapped the handrail hard.
Shut up!
But the sounds in my mind are getting more and more, messy and even meaningless.
This year's college student science and technology competition seems to be about to begin.
The largest astral body is Canis.
You are a demon, the demon that drives your mother crazy.
Did you wear blue clothes the day you were sold?
Count the steps and see if it is the thirteenth level.
You have always been very inferior. You are afraid of being abandoned and ignoring others. You are sick, haha!
I leaned against the wall and sat down little by little. The random thoughts in my mind became more and more complicated. The swelling temples hurt a sharp pain. In desperation, I smashed my head hard at the wall.
Under the pain, the sound gradually disappeared.
I exhaled a turbid air in my heart and walked downstairs little by little again.
The moment I stepped out of the building, I was shocked by the bright sun in front of me.
It shouldn't be like this, I thought to myself, why is it so good?
The warm sunshine shone down from the sky, and there were people practicing morning exercises in groups of three or three. They held their heads and were full of confidence and hope.
Even the old people are using their tough figures to play Tai Chi full of vitality and vitality.
It shouldn't be like this. Shouldn't the weather be gloomy and then it rains heavily? It's just like the heavy rain when Er Yuehong asked for medicine for her.
Life doesn't care about your life or death, it only cares about its own happiness.
I walked along the road with my steps, and the sounds in my mind began to revive again, but I no longer had the energy to care about them anymore.
Passing by a nightclub, several drunken drunks walked out with the help of others, and one of them happened to be full of me.
You...you are looking for death!
I raised my head blankly, is drinking useful?
Are you... hiccup... looking for a fight?
I looked at these fat middle-aged men and nodded slightly, maybe...
Ten minutes later, in the alley next to the nightclub, I collapsed on the ground and could no longer move. I didn't fight back the whole time. Maybe I forgot, maybe I didn't think about it, or maybe I didn't know how to fight back.
Lying next to a few trash cans with overnight garbage, the pungent smell made me feel nauseous. The little mice that occasionally ran past paused and looked at me, then flew away.
The cold ground still didn't stop the sound in my mind. He just wanted to rape his mother.
He just used his son's identity, otherwise he would not be worthy of Mu Wanhe at all.
Moore's Law is already difficult to maintain, and the bottleneck has arrived.
Your love makes her suffer and makes her despair. In fact, it is you who deserves to be damned!
I did not resist at all. My brain has been occupied and I can only be slaughtered.
Is this person okay...Yā, it seems to be a child....Hey, you're okay.
Call the police...
I think I'd better call an ambulance first, I can't let people die here.
Wait and see if I can contact his family... This is a business card...
I don’t know how long it took, just as I was about to be decomposed and swallowed by the strange thoughts in my mind, a shadow suddenly blocked me, and then there was a familiar voice.
Alas... You guy is really good at choosing time. My sister's hot spring trip is going to be ruined again.
Then I felt that my eyelids were turned to the maximum, and then my whole body was fumbled for a while.
Hello, come two enthusiastic people, help me get into the car, I will give you money.
When I got into the car, my spiritual sense briefly returned to my body.
Michelle?You...why are you here?
Michelle drove the car and turned her head to give me a blank look. Shut up, it's so stinking. I'll ask me to pick up trash in the morning.
Garbage... Garbage... I moved my eyes and said silently for a few words, but Michelle suddenly braked the car.
She unbuttoned her seat belt and turned to face me, Bai Fengyuan!Bai Fengyuan, look at me, look at me!I fucking let you look at me!
I shook my head and turned my head to look at her with a puzzled look on my face.
What's wrong with you? Speaking of Ah, what's wrong?
I didn't answer her because an interesting topic appeared in my mind. Bai Fengyuan, you're dead, you're happy to die. Don't be a human in the next life. Be a jellyfish without a heart. You'll float in the sea every day. After death, you'll turn into seawater, and you'll have no trace. How great!
I nodded silently and said silently, Jellyfish...Jellyfish...
Michelle's expression suddenly changed, becoming particularly serious and a little scary.Then her voice became louder, making her ears burst out.
Bai Fengyuan, do you know that Europeans have eaten mummy powder for 800 years?When taking tonics, the mummies are gone until Egypt is eaten, and then to make money, use fresh powder to grind it.Do you know?
The sound in my mind seemed to be frightened, and my thoughts began to slowly unify, mummy powder?So disgusting?
Bai Fengyuan, do you know that Gao Qiu is Su Shi’s disciple?
Of course I know Ah, can I still not know after reading Water Margin?
Bai Fengyuan, do you know that during the Enlightenment, the emperor would use the neck of the big white goose to wipe his butt?
So disgusting, so disgusting.
The white wind is far away, the white wind is far away!Every tetris of shape has its own name???, Orange Rick, Blue Rick, Cleveland Z, Rhode Island, Hero, Little T, Crush Boy.
At this point, the voices in my mind have almost been unified, and they are asking questions, "Is this woman sick? I'm crazy, why are you talking about this?"
At this time, Mi Xue, who was staring at my eyes throughout the whole process, shouted my name again.
Bai Fengyuan!Then he slapped me.
In an instant, the world finally became completely quiet.My soul, which was pulled away, squeezed, ravaged and torn, slowly returned to my body.
I took a few deep breaths and touched my cheeks that were still hot.
Your strength is really great.
Michelle also looked relieved and turned around and continued to drive the car.
You really do it, and the deterioration rate is even better than others.
What happened to me just now?After returning to peace, I lay on the seat and asked lightly.
Compulsory thinking, also known as a gathering of thoughts, appears in the mind a large number of thoughts that do not belong to you. These thoughts are not dominated by your wishes and appear compulsory in the brain, as if under the influence of magical external forces, other people's thoughts are running in their own brain.The content is very chaotic.Sometimes it is even the one you hate the most and fear the most.
Mi Guo skillfully strode the direction, her tone full of sighs.
It turns out that there is such a disease.
You don't care about Ah, brother, this is a symptom of schizophrenia.Do you know how serious the consequences will be if you continue?The higher the IQ, the more likely the positive and negative sides of the mind are to remain in the brain. Now, your developed brain has completely become a breeding ground for your schizophrenia.Just do it, and it will stimulate your brain more and avoid going to the garbage dump in the future and visiting the mental hospital directly.
Michelle complained, drove the car into an office building group, and then stopped in front of a building.
Get off the car, can you leave yourself?
I nodded, followed her into the building, and then got on the elevator, and I asked in confusion.
Where is this?
Michelle shrugged, my lab.
The elevator door opens, and the corner is an automatic door, with the nameplate on it engraved with Michel Lab
You really have a laboratory Ah!
I was stunned after entering the door. This place was a bit too big. From level one to level four, each area has hundreds of square meters of safety protection.
It is also available in all kinds of laboratories for animals, plants, and microorganisms.
Michelle, who are you? This is all your own?Looking at those brand new high-end precision instruments, I suddenly felt that the woman in front of me was so strange.
This laboratory is indeed mine in name, but I know nothing about these equipment and instruments.I use the only one in the innermost office in the entire laboratory.
Michelle said as she took me to the innermost office and closed the door casually.
This room is quite similar to my impression of the psychological counseling room.The room is not big, almost twenty square meters.
The light green wall, the gray floor tiles with flowers, two sofas that look very soft in the center, a round coffee table, a small potted potted plant, a set of audio and a dressing mirror, an abstract painting hanging on the wall, and an office desk at the bottom.
I looked around and it was normal, but it was too exaggerated outside.
Don’t think about the outside world, it actually has nothing to do with me.Seeing that I was still a little uncomfortable, Michelle sighed and said.
This time I came to China, my dad asked me to come. He said I was doing nothing all day and asked me to come and do investment.My dad and I don’t have much to deal with, so we spent his money to build such a laboratory. Didn’t he want me to make money? I just had to make a place where I only spent money but not made money.
Do you have a mine in your house? Such a laboratory is built just like that?
They are all ancestral industries, so there is nothing to brag about. My dad just inherits it, but I don’t plan to inherit those things.Michelle opened the curtains, turned on the speakers, and chose a soothing light music.
I think you have psychological problems.Close it, don't want to listen.Michelle scored OK and turned off the speaker.
Almost everyone has more or less psychological problems, which is nothing.Lying down, sleeping first, and we will talk later.
I looked at the comfortable and soft sofa, and the brief distraction from the laboratory impact was pulled back to the spot again.
Forget it, I can't sleep.
Michelle ignored me and ran to the drawer next to her desk and flipped it up.Then he walked up to me and handed me two pills and a glass of water.
What's this?
Annafini, you must first control your condition with medication. If it recurs again, I may not be able to bring it back to you in time.
Without hesitation, I picked up the pill and swallowed it.I thought Michelle would sit down and have a good chat with me in the future, but she ignored me completely and didn't know what she was doing in and out.
Not long after, my upper and lower eyelids started fighting. After the last thought came out, I fell into a deep sleep. Is it a sleeping pill?
When I woke up again, Michelle was sitting on the sofa opposite me reading a book.
I pulled open the thin quilt on my body and found that my clothes had been replaced. I don’t know where the vest and shorts came from.
My body, which was covered in scars for two consecutive days, was also covered with medicine or bandaged.
With a gentle movement, a bone-wrenching pain invaded.
Don’t move blindly, it’s all external injuries. Do you know that as long as you enter this door, you will have to give me at least 1,000 yuan, let alone help you treat the wound.Sister, I rarely show kindness, and you are all caught up with me, and you are still moving.
I lay helplessly on the spot and said softly, thank you!
After hearing this, Michelle closed the book and sat opposite me with her hands crossed. Tell me, what was the excitement?
Now facing Michelle, I have no idea of hiding it at all.
I confessed to her, the wrong time and the wrong way.
Michelle sighed heavily after hearing this.
As a result, she wanted to commit suicide, and you were also stimulated to commit suicide, right?
I nodded guiltily. You really didn't listen to anything I said that day.Come on, this time, I will tell me everything from the beginning of your understanding, including all the details.I want to make a comprehensive diagnosis of you, and in addition, you will feel a little more comfortable when you say it.There is still the same old saying, I am a doctor, no matter what you said today, I will never go out of this door.
My nerves have been broken too tight for too long, and this feeling is too heavy. When such a gap appears, I can't help but want to talk from the bottom of my heart, and Michelle has undoubtedly become the best object at the moment.
From beginning to end, I didn't go to see Michelle, as if I was talking to myself, and my speech speed was slow from the beginning to the intensity afterwards, and I was completely out of my control.
After I finished speaking, I realized that the story between Mu Wanhe and I was not long, and it was even less than half an hour later.
Maybe my words are concise, maybe I have too many words in my heart, I don’t want to say it and I don’t know how to say it.
It has to admit that it feels good to talk, especially if your audience keeps a quiet yet focused attitude.
After hearing this, Mi Xue stood up, walked to me step by step, and asked expressionlessly, can she sit up?
I nodded and tried to hold myself up.
Having just sat up yet before he could sit down, Michelle waved and slapped me again.
Then I was stunned and sat back on the sofa like a person who was fine.
What do you mean?
It's nothing, I'm going to help your mother with a squeezing. I guess she can't do that.
After staring at her for a few seconds, I breathed weakly.
Do you know what I saw last time I met your mom and you?
I don't know, but I must have never seen it.I told the truth.
To be honest, your mother is not the kind of person who looks very good, because her eyes are too dull and always sincere.Such a person can conceal his perfection even if his inner world is complex. If it weren't for the person around him, I might not have seen it.It was a doting look, but this look was out of place with her behavior.
Michelle said and made her signature chin pinch again.
I don't understand you.
Judging from your feelings, how to love someone is the ultimate one?Michelle tilted her head and quietly waited for my answer.
Give yourself everything you want, willing to give everything and even life?I replied hesitantly.
Michelle sneered, "It's so empty!"It is the ultimate thing to love the other person the way he wants. It sounds easy, but in fact, almost no one can do it. No one can love you the way you want, but your mother did it.So if you put aside the abnormal thoughts in your heart, you should live a very happy life in the past three years.
What is the way I want?The more I listened, the more confused I became. I didn't know how I wanted others to love me.
Bai Fengyuan, I remember that time on the rooftop, you asked me if I like you?Haha, you should think you are quite awesome, have good grades, good health, handsome, and have a bright future.But sister, I tell you, don’t say that I am a complete single now. Even when I was so longing for love before, I would never fall in love with someone like you.
Although Michelle clearly belittled me, I didn't have any intention of controversy in my heart.
You were sold by your father since you were a child, but you were so smart that you understood what it means to be sold.So you have been studying hard and practicing martial arts since childhood. What are you doing? Isn’t your subconscious effort to prove your own value and avoid being abandoned again?Although the later experience made you regain your confidence, the psychological trauma in childhood did not heal. Bai Fengyuan, in fact, you are not confident at all. On the contrary, you feel extremely inferior in your heart.
I feel inferior?At this moment, I couldn't help but think of that cold morning again. I was handed over by my father and gave it to another person. When I think back on this part today, I can't help but feel palpitations.
Yes, and this leads to you wishing you can control everything and hope that everything is under your control.If there is a situation beyond control, you will be anxious, and the one named Zhang Ning is the best proof.But in fact, it doesn’t matter who Zhang Ning is. As long as he appears by your mother and is out of your control, your emotions will be problematic.
Even if what you said is correct, what does this have to do with my mother?I still didn't grasp the point she wanted to say.
Michelle spread her ponytail and tidyed her hair. You have always said that you want to protect your mother, but don’t you think your so-called desire for protection has passed?After the desire for protection is to control and possessiveness. To put it nicely, it is called independent, but its essence is control and possession.And no woman can like her partner in her heart, a paranoid control maniac!So I said, I can't like a man like you at all.
Michelle didn't leave time for me to think this time. She just paused for a moment and said in a regretful tone. There are actually many ways to express maternal love, meticulous care, strict but considerate teaching, and even sufficient pocket money and companionship for going out. But your mother is different. She is really a smart woman. After a short time of getting along, she discovered your problem.She knew that these might not be what you wanted, so an adult woman with rich life experience and hardships in the past was willing to put herself under your control.Bai Fengyuan, think about it carefully. If you were a father, would you let your fourteen-year-old son decide your future job?Is it possible?
I admit that I was completely shocked by Michelle's thinking, and I never thought of this problem.
Fengyuan, which job do you think your mother is better?
OK, mom will go home as soon as work.
Well, because I like to stay at home on weekends
What is your name? My name is Wanhe Ah, it’s changeable, hey, it’s up to you.
Now that I'm blocking, you're not worried.
Which one do you think I wear is better? Well, listen to you.
Because I heard a little kid keep calling, Mom, come back quickly, come back quickly, so I'm back.
Fengyuan, you have to believe in your mother, even if you pretend to believe in some aspects.
……
Whenever I was at this time, I just cared about the satisfaction of my secret joy, but forgot that the woman who looked at me with a pampered smile on her face. For three years, she got off work on time every day, almost never went out for a party, and rarely went out for a walk with her colleagues and friends. She always appeared in my sight.
Whenever I feel restless, as long as I turn my face, she smiles at me slightly from the place I can reach.
She is Mu Wanhe and my mother...
In these long memories, Michelle didn't make any noise throughout the whole process, and she didn't hand over two pieces of paper to the end.
I raised my head in confusion and saw the mirror diagonally opposite me, and realized that I was already full of tears.
At this moment, I suddenly remembered what Song Xiangyu said, "I may not be me, but he must be him."
It turns out that the one who has always done this has never been Bai Fengyuan, but Mu Wanhe.
You may not know how difficult the job you chose for her is. The coordination and interpersonal relationship processing of the entire company must be in your own hands. If you don’t do it well, you will offend others.Your mother really spoils you so much. She hopes to use her love to make you really confident and cheerful.But unexpectedly, it became the result now.The love I worked hard to make was actually twisted into another way.Thinking about the past she once faced, you are simply adding fuel to the fire, Bai Fengyuan, do you think you should be hit by that slap?
I grabbed two pieces of paper and looked at the ground with a dull look.Finally, I failed the person I didn’t want to let down.
Bai Fengyuan, let it go, she is your mother. Even if you love her, you can't change this fact and return to your right position.
It was too late, I had ruined everything, and in the most terrible way, it was hard to recover, and my mother's new life had been destroyed by my own hands.
After Michelle's lesson, I realized a reality that she is really the best mother in the world, but sadly, I found that I loved her more.
I can't separate two feelings, mother and son or man and woman, they are mixed together and do not distinguish between each other.
It is perfectly integrated. Until now, my love for her has been completely engraved on my bones and deep in my soul.
I have become more and more able to understand the feelings that Song Xiangyu said, and the oath I made in front of her.
I don’t know how long I will love, even one day, even one year, even one life.But no matter what, I want her to be happy, so I will definitely not ruin her.Even if it is humble, even if it is bitter.
Is the growth of life always accompanied by such painful experiences? If everything could be done again, I would definitely be able to do this, but I was really too young at that time and really didn’t know how to love her.
What are you going to do?
I kneaded the tissue into a ball, and when I looked up again, Michelle was suddenly startled and then suddenly laughed.
It’s really her son. Did he grow up in an instant?
I stood up and said lonely, "What can I do if I grow up?"To be honest, I don’t know what to do, the damage has been caused.If it cannot be compensated, then you can only choose to leave.No matter what, thank you for your guidance, which taught me a lot.
After saying that, I stood up and walked towards the door. The moment I opened the door, I seemed to be talking to Michelle and talking to myself. Actually, I really don’t deserve her!
The stolen fat chapter is over
The moment the door opened, Michelle raised her voice and shouted to me, Bai Fengyuan, what if I could let you recoil it?
I stopped and took halfway and slowly turned around...
Don't worry about who I am?The person you just mentioned to report the case is Mu Wanhe?I picked up the phone and repeated loudly again, "To Ah, who are you, where are the Stone Team?"
Shi Lei, who had put on his clothes, snatched the phone from me and put it in his ears.
Well, it's okay, I'll set out now and tell me the specific situation.
I quickly followed out, and only took one step, and almost knelt down on the spot.
The soreness on the waist and back connected the thighs and trembled.
I stared at the direction where Shi Lei left, took a deep breath several times and hurriedly followed.
The moment Shi Lei opened the car door, I had already flashed into the back row, and then began to rub my legs hard to relieve muscle pain.
What are you doing, go down.
Don't talk nonsense, drive quickly.I shouted in a louder voice than Shi Lei.
Shi Lei turned around, his face darkened like a frozen pear in the freezer.
Bai Fengyuan, I am now going to handle the case.Don't be rude here, otherwise don't blame me for being polite.
I raised my foot and kicked his driver's chair hard, almost roaring, Mu Wanhe is my mother!drive!
The surprise in Shi Lei's eyes flashed for a moment and he quickly calmed down.
I don’t know if I was scared by my expression or if I didn’t want to waste my time any more.
He quickly started and turned around gorgeously, heading towards Butterfly Mountain.
Along the way, he drove down and looked down at his phone and kept silently chanting.
Six gangsters were temporarily found, with weapons, foreign accents, and a 42-meter van, located near the Butterfly Mountain Signal Tower.
After watching it, I took a slight and heavy shot of the steering wheel. Your mother is really calm enough.
After hearing this, I quickly put my head in front. What do you mean? Are these messages from my mother?
Shi Lei sighed lightly, and the accelerator was a little heavier.Well, and she still has five children now.I have to speed up if I sit firmly.
My child's scream was drowned in the sudden roar of the engine.
Shi Lei drove completely unreasonable. After going up the mountain through the rampart road, he directly entered a small mountain road that was a little wider than the car. When he drove to the road that he could no longer see, Shi Lei turned off the engine and got out of the car.
You can't drive in, so as not to alert the enemy. I'll go in first and see, you are waiting for my colleague behind me in the car.
impossible.I got off the car the moment he got off.
Bai Fengyuan, can you stop making trouble? I have made a mistake when I bring you to the scene, do you know?Shi Lei was a little anxious and stopped me from leaving.
Brother Lei, if it were your mother inside, would you stand outside and wait!6 to 2, can you take the time fucking fast? I beg you. As long as I can ensure my mother’s safety, I can go to prison if I come out!
Hold!I'm really fucking, how could I meet you so stubbornly?Follow me and don't make a sound!
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The following words should have been placed on the head of the chapter, but a group of readers have used other channels to see the wedding, and the content of the head of the chapter will basically be deleted when reprinting.
So some people don’t know about some of the problems I have mentioned in the museum, such as the lack of individual groups.
So I had to insert it into the text, hoping that every reader who reads the book can see it.
Huamao has written almost half of the content. As the end of the stolen fat has reached, I am very grateful for your sincere support and various recommendations.
But there are a few points that I still want to talk to old readers or new readers first, just treat it as a preview.
1I wrote the first chapter. This is a long mother-son plot, and the focus is basically on the plot.
Therefore, there are not many mediocre scenes, at least Mu Bai didn’t have many before they were together.
So if you have friends who pay more attention to or are looking forward to it, please forgive me.
2 I have said before that except for Mu Bai, almost all other characters in this book are tool people, but for tool people.
Some readers hope not to touch any other women.
There are also readers who may wish to take away all other women in vain.
But flower marriage may not be able to satisfy one of these two. I can only guarantee that I will give each tool person an ending, and that will not be able to not touch each other, and so on.
If you have any taboos about this in your heart, please read it carefully.
3. For such articles, many readers may be more concerned about when actual relationships can occur.
But the purpose of my writing a long article is to portray the psychological changes and emotional progression of the two people more carefully.
When love comes, you want to achieve it.
So it may not satisfy everyone's wishes so quickly, I'm really sorry for this.
4 Starting from the previous chapter and within the foreseeable chapters of the next article, the writing style will be relatively depressed and the plot will be more depressed (of course there will be heartwarming places in the interlude).
That is what everyone said, it will feel heartbreaking.
I'll focus on this.
This book is my first long story, and if nothing unexpected happens, it should be the last one. I don’t want to become famous or profitable, I just want to write the story I want to write.
So I have also said that everyone can freely guess the plot direction, and even if it is right, I will not change it.
Because one of the purposes of sending it out may be to seek emotional resonance.
In my heart, taboo love has never been a relaxed and pleasant thing. It must be an extremely difficult process for the whole world to break through all the constraints.
The fate has always been shallow, but the love is deep. In one sentence, it is: all eternal and great love must be desperate once, disappear once, and die once, before they can regain love and know each other's meaning again.
For me, this process itself cannot be easier.
I think I am pretentious, have literary diseases, or complain without any illness.
But I don't mean to abuse it for the sake of abuse.
I wrote with emotion. The people in the works were suffering because of their respective experiences and personalities, but they were actually me who abused me.
I don’t want to become famous, and I don’t want to bear the reputation of deliberately causing trouble for readers and deliberately giving poison to readers.I just want to write a story, but this is the only thing I want to do.
Therefore, if you prefer to read more warm, relaxed, sweet writing style throughout the whole process, or readers who do not like heart-wrenching descriptions of emotional entanglements, please do not force yourself.
And if some readers are willing to accommodate my story to accompany Mu Bai through the test and growth, in addition to saying thank you, I can only write the sweetness after the breakthrough to repay.
5. I am not a professional author, there is no group, there is no advanced paid chapter, I write and publish it now, have limited ability and average level. My friends who like it should just happen to be right in your taste, and I am deeply honored by this.
Finally, whether it is a abandoned book or accompaniment, I sincerely hope that in the days to come, you can read resonant words, hear music that will make you excited, taste the delicious food that blooms your taste buds, and meet the beautiful woman who spends her life together.
(Inadvertently watering for a thousand words, the text continues)
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I had already passed through his armpits while Shi Lei said this and jumped forward.As a result, this guy reached out and grabbed my back neck and pulled it behind me, then warned sternly.
If you want to save someone, follow me honestly.
I took out my cell phone and wanted to call Mu Wanhe, but before the screen was lit, Shi Lei knocked it hard. Is it brain-ridden?Do you want to kill your mother?She sent messages without seeing it?Calm down, Bai Fengyuan, don’t contact her now, so as not to interfere with her emotions.
I tried my best to suppress my restlessness, put away my phone, closed my mouth and urged him forward with my eyes.
Shi Lei was obviously professionally trained, and his footsteps were very steady and there was almost no sound. I could only follow his footprints to catch up.
As time passed by, my emotions became more and more impatient. At this moment, he suddenly raised his hand and made a forbidden gesture, and then shrank behind the tree.
Then he patted my shoulder and pointed to a piece of cloth on the branch not far away.
I glanced at it and shook my head. The sky was already getting dark. Although the distance was not far, I couldn't accurately identify the colors and materials.
Just when I was about to go forward to pick it up, Shi Lei pulled me hard again, with such great strength that his wrists were a little hurt.
Looking at Shi Lei's expression again, although he was still calm, his slightly twitching corners of his eyes still told me that the situation was not good.Then he stretched out his finger and pointed to the top of his finger.
I squatted down and took a secret glance. Two men came towards me, and they were actually holding guns in my hands.I never thought that the gangster Mu Wanhe mentioned had weapons and refers to guns.
Shi Lei and I were huddled in place and did not move. Shi Lei gently took out his right hand that had been in his arms, stabilized me with one hand, and raised the 92-shaped posture with the other, tensing the muscles in our body as we were.
This is the first time I have encountered this kind of scene, and it is impossible not to be afraid at all.
But because Mu Wanhe was in the dangerous center somewhere in the forest ahead, her fear turned into some abnormal excitement.
The two of them soon discovered the rag head. They quickly stepped forward, picked it up, and whispered to each other for a moment.So he headed towards the way we came.
Judging from their situation, it seems like they are looking for someone, or Mu Wanhe?That means Mu Wanhe is still safe?
At this time, Shi Lei turned his head and looked at me with a slightly heavy look, and then whispered, "I have to kill them and hide them."I'm here, you're waiting here.
Stop talking nonsense, they have guns, how can you do two?A tall one is for you and a short one is for me.I paid close attention to the pace of the target and raised the gun in my hand.
I am a policeman, I have to protect you. Besides, aren’t you afraid?
I knew that if I was torn down with him again, everyone would go away.So he didn't answer him at all, and quietly touched the shadow on one side.
The safest way is to kick the leg, then pass through the right hand of the gun, then go around the head and clamp it under your armpit, then hit the knee and kick the face door to resolve the battle.
I gently moved my sore hands and feet, looked back at Shi Lei, who followed me closely, waved my hand to let me come back.
I took a few deep breaths, then pointed at the target, and then scratched my neck.
Let's go, no matter what, even if you die, what can you do? You can delay it for a while.Mu Wanhe!Mu Wanhe!
I called Mu Wanhe's name in my heart, and I felt aggrieved, and I rolled over and stood up and bent towards the other person's leg.
I put all my strength into this kick, but in fact, sometimes it is not a good thing to use too much force at all.
The road was originally a bit slope, and with my kick, the guy rolled out, so that the follow-up moves I prepared were useless at all.
The rest of the sudden situation was completely physical instinct. I immediately rushed forward and clamped his right hand with the gun. Regardless of the thirty-one, the reverse joint was twisted to the top.
After a slight click, the guy immediately screamed.
I quickly turned around and hit his ear hard with my elbow, and the screams disappeared.
After confirming that he was in shock, the soreness and fear that followed made me unable to stand up at all.
I lay there, looking at the black pistol in his hand, swallowing my saliva constantly, and my heart kept sinking. This is the real actual combat Ah.
Are you sick, a bastard?You won’t even have sneak attacks, do you have to fight hand in hand?
I looked at Shi Lei blankly, then he pulled me up, and then the guy he was responsible for was already lying there.
How did you do it?
Shi Lei raised his pistol helplessly and shook the stock.Then he squatted down and carried the small forearm that had completely broken.
You bastard are pretty black.OK, I originally said I would solve it secretly, but after that, I might as well break them directly.
I stood up swayingly and adjusted my breathing against the tree.
At this time, Shi Lei's expression suddenly changed. He squatted down and pulled open one of the people's sleeves. There was a round tattoo similar to a scorpion above his wrist.
What's wrong?
Shi Lei waved his hand at me roughly, trying to shut up.
Then I quickly took out my cell phone, hey, Xiaoyi, have you arrived?This group of people is not ordinary gangsters, so they immediately called the special police to block the mountain.
When I heard the word "Single Police", I seemed to have realized how serious the problem was.
What the hell is going on? Who is this group of people?
Shi Lei looked at me with a serious expression and tied up these two people first, so their people could come over at any time.We must hide first and wait for support.
Waiting for support?I opened my eyes wide and looked at him, saying, "Mu Wanhe's situation is critical and her life and death are uncertain, so she actually let me wait here."
Shi Lei grabbed me first, I tell you, don’t be impulsive, I know you are anxious, but when you score.Their specific number is not clear, so we can't act rashly, we can't save people and get ourselves in.
I held Shi Lei's hand and used all my wrist strength, and asked word by word in a calm voice.
Tell me a brief explanation, what are these people doing?
Shi Lei pinched the bridge of his nose hard, looked at me sideways a few times, and finally breathed lightly.
They are a criminal gang in Southeast Asia, basically all outlaws. Although the combat qualities are uneven, they are all desperate guys.Smuggling, drug trafficking, trafficking, trafficking in people, and the main ones are... they are mainly young women!However, they generally do not act in China, and I don’t know why this time.
After Shi Lei finished speaking, the blood in my body was cold. I controlled my trembling teeth, and the power of my palms became heavier and heavier.
Why do you abduct women?I asked a stupid question with my tough brain.
Shi Lei noticed that I was abnormal and he pulled me even tighter. Don’t worry, they are coming soon. With the help of the special police, there is no big problem.
I'll ask you why you're abducting women!
What else can you do? Sell it to the European and American dark web and underground organizations, but this is in China. Will we let them go out alive?You have to believe us!
Shi Lei raised his tone, but then looked around vigilantly.
I raised my legs and kicked Shi Lei in the chest, kicking him to the ground. Do I believe you if I have time!After saying that, I turned around and ran quickly towards the direction of the signal tower in my impression.
Bai Fengyuan, you are looking for death!
I quickly shuttled through the woods and shrubs, and Shi Lei's voice was quickly drowned in the dark environment.
I was not good at moving in the woods. I was tripped twice before I ran, and my top was ragged by branches.
While running, she made a desperate wish to all the gods who could speak famous. Mu Wanhe couldn't have any trouble, no matter what. Since last time we met, the last thing I said to her was the morning call. I reassured her that I had gone to school.
But that's not what I want to say. I still have so many things to tell her that she can't have any trouble!
At the end of the run, my eyes were blurred so much that I couldn't see the way in front of me. Only then did I realize how embarrassed I looked.I rolled up my top and wiped my face randomly, then patted my cheek heavily.
After I took my breath again, my pace stabilized a little bit, and after a while, I arrived at a clearing in the forest with my back against the hillside.
In the middle of the open space is a van, surrounded by tall trees, and the open space is also covered by branches and leaves that cover the sky.
I don’t know which road these people drove in.
I squatted down and approached little by little, desperately searching for the familiar figure.
After surrounding it for half a circle, I found that there was a small military tent behind the van, and next to it was a folding table.
There are kettles and cans on it.
A bright D80 tiger-toothed lifesaver was inserted on the table, glowing an ominous luster.
After looking at it all, I didn't notice it anybody. In desperation, I could only take my waist and venture through the woodland, hoping to get closer to this temporary base.
I know that every move I take is on the verge of death, but I can't control my steps at all. Only by constantly moving and searching can I barely maintain my calmness at this moment.
Mu Wanhe... Mu Wanhe!I kept calling out with my voice down, my ears erected to the highest point, looking forward to her response.
Just as I was three steps away from approaching the van, a sharp sound rang behind my ears, and then the metal was holding back the cold touch of the back of my head, and my steps stopped immediately.
Good luck will indeed be used up. I rushed up so swayingly and finally met a ghost.
Gi?l?y I couldn't understand what he was saying at all, so I could only keep a half-squat position and remained motionless.
Because I was facing away from him, I had no idea of the other person's height and size.At this moment, I was calm and even a little abnormal.I began to think about how to deal with it in my mind.
You are the one?
This guy asked again, but I still didn't speak.
These people are obviously outlaws, and killing people should be normal, but why didn't he kill me?
What is he doing?
Confirm identity?
Are they waiting for someone here?
I thought to myself, it’s a good thing that I didn’t speak rashly, and the time I bought was so precious that I can’t waste it anymore.No matter how fast I am, I can't be faster than the bullet.But now we can only have a gamble.
At this moment, the sound of a branch being trampled suddenly came from behind me, and the muzzle that was originally pressing the back of my head was obviously loosened at this moment.I know that he was distracted from God, and the chance was only this time.
In the flash, I suddenly opened my body, took a step back, estimated the distance, and kicked the latter's calf forward.
But what I didn't expect was that before I could kick someone, the guy behind me slowly fell down with his body soft.
When he fell to the ground completely, I saw Mu Wanhe, who was still holding the stone with her hands trembling and covered in stains.
The moment she saw me, all the power in her body seemed to have been pulled away. The stone in the hand slid down from the fingertips. Mu Wanhe shook her body twice and was about to collapse to the ground.
I didn't care about the questions in my mind and quickly stepped forward to hug her.
Mu Wanhe lowered her head, breathing as if she was dying.
When she looked up again, Mu Wanhe was already crying like a tearful person. She stretched out her hand to touch my face. Feng Yuan, you scared me to death.
This is how I realized that my breathing frequency is not much better than Mu Wanhe.After being frightened, I lost it and got it back, which made me not think about what expression I should have.
Bang bang A few gunshots came from the front, and my originally slightly relaxed spirit tensed up again.
Mu Wanhe also stood up immediately, pulled me and ran away, hurry up, follow me!
She held my hand like a little elk living in the woodland, briskly crossing the branches, leaves and shrubs, and walked around the hillside behind the woodland from the side.
After a huge shrub at the buffer of the hillside, she pulled me down and squatted down.
I turned around and looked at the next to me. Five ragged children were sitting on the ground with dull eyes, their eyes were all looking at the ground without saying a word.
Mu Wanhe opened a crack in the bush, and I leaned over and saw everything in the woodland just now.
I was about to ask her the specific situation when suddenly another gangster walked up from the slope on the other side with his arms covered.I couldn't help but hug Mu Wanhe even tighter, holding my breath and not daring to let out.
Without stopping, the guy pulled out the saber on the table and turned around and was about to leave. When he passed by the accomplice who was opened by Mu Wanhe with a stone, he just squatted down and checked it out briefly.
Then he pulled out the saber without any hesitation and inserted it into the man's heart.
Mu Wanhe couldn't help but exclaim, but immediately covered her mouth.
After killing his accomplice, he did not stop for a moment and headed towards the place where I came. I couldn't help but feel worried about Shi Lei.
The situation is unclear now, so I can only hug Mu Wanhe tightly and observe the situation around me without saying a word.
Not long after, three fully armed special police officers came to the open space from the road just now.At the same time, Shi Lei carried the gun, rubbed his neck and walked over from the other side.
At this moment, the stone in my heart finally fell to the ground. Looking at Mu Wanhe and I, my body was completely soaked in the sweat of nervousness.
I patted her on the shoulder and signaled that she was fine with my eyes.Then he got up and took the five walking dead children down the hillside.
Shi Lei was making a phone call with an extremely unfriendly expression. When he saw me, he threw the phone without thinking, and punched me when he came up.
Mu Wanhe was originally taking care of the five children and following me. Seeing this scene, she almost flew over. She used all her strength to push Shi Lei back several steps.
Why do you hit my son?I'm going to complain to you!
I wiped the corners of my mouth, and quickly got up and hugged Mu Wanhe, who was roaring like a lioness.
I'm fine, it's nothing to do with Captain Shi's business.
Shi Lei rubbed his nose and cleared his throat a little awkwardly. No, hey... It's because your son is too brave and he's just wanting his life.Forget it, go down the mountain first.
Although Shi Lei explained the various reasons why he and I appeared here, Mu Wanhe's attitude towards her was still extremely cold. She didn't even look at him when she spoke, which made Shi Lei have no temper at all.
At this time, I was unwilling to care about Shi Lei's situation, and waves of fear came over me like a tide.Apart from the word "lucky" my mind was blank.
That, Miss Mu, how did you run to Butterfly Mountain?Mu Wanhe lowered her head and suddenly remembered something, by the way, what about those children?
In the car behind, don't worry, we will take good care of them.Mu Wanhe breathed a sigh of relief before she told the story.
It turned out that today she saw a man with a hated face and walked out of an alley in the industrial park with a child, and walked towards the wasteland behind the development zone.
Because of her personal experience, she always cared about certain things, so she followed her for a while.
Soon, I saw a van and the man pushed the child into the van. Mu Wanhe immediately felt something was wrong.At this time, the man was suddenly called and ran to the side of the cab.
Mu Wanhe took this opportunity to quietly open the door of the truck and found several children sitting inside.
She climbed into the car without thinking much. After confirming that it was five children, she heard that the car door was locked.
And for some reason, there was no signal in the carriage, so she failed to make a call.She had been communicating with those children for a long time, but no one responded to her.
In this way, after the car stopped, she hurriedly hid behind several boxes of goods. The car door opened, and several people talked a lot at the door, and then left.
Mu Wanhe found out that the door was not locked after the person left, so she got out of the car secretly. The people were resting in the camp in front of the car, some were sleeping and some were eating.
She looked at the surrounding environment and secretly got out of the car with the five children. As long as someone was led, the children would walk forward by themselves without making any sound.
Mu Wanhe thought about it and took the children around the hillside, hid them in the bush, and told them not to run away.
Then he took off one child's shoes and chose one side to go down the mountain and threw it on the road. He ran a short section and tore the corner of his clothes and hung it on the branch. Then he quietly walked around to the other side and threw another shoe.
She grew up in the mountains and can tell the direction and route by looking at the sparse vegetation.After doing everything, she returned to the hillside and called the police.
Later, I saw me, so I ran down.
After hearing this, Shi Lei kept gasping for a while. Miss Mu, have you ever been a soldier?
No, I grew up in the mountains.
You are too brave, no wonder Bai Fengyuan is so stunned. Where did your anti-reconnaissance consciousness come from?Shi Lei's tone was full of surprise.
Mu Wanhe heard him say to me again, and her face just calmed down and became cold again. I didn’t know anything about anti-reconnaissance. I only knew that I couldn’t run far with my five children.If they have to wait for rescue, the mountain will definitely be safer than the bottom of the mountain. If they find out, their first reaction will definitely be to look for it down the mountain.In addition, the confusing things I put should be delayed until you come.
These people are all outlaws, and many of them are mingled in the jungle all year round. You are not afraid that they will see your footprints and expose your thoughts.
Mu Wanhe's tone was not at all turbulent. I was barefoot on the mountain, walking on hard soil, and my original plan was to delay time. If they found out that we were not here, then I would be too disappointed with your case handling efficiency.
Shi Lei was choked, okay, thank you Miss Mu for your calmness, I have to ask you to make a record for us later.
When Mu Wanhe entered the bureau to take the transcription, I sat on the chair in the hall, my hands still trembling uncontrollably.
I admit that she is calm, I admit that if the situation is being adjusted, I might not have done as good as her, but even so, every step she has taken today is on the verge of destruction.
I didn't say a word from beginning to end from the beginning to end until the taxi took us home.Even though Mu Wanhe talked to me several times on the way, I ignored her completely.
It’s not that I don’t want to pay attention to her, but that my head is roaring like a plane taking off, and I don’t know what she is talking about.
When she arrived at the door of the house, she held my hand and walked forward step by step, and suddenly stopped. Fengyuan, wait for mom.
After saying that, Mu Wanhe let go of her hand and dragged her slightly tired body to the side of the road. I looked up blankly and found that Zhang Ning was sitting on a chair under the street light.
At that moment, the roar in my mind disappeared, industrial parks, development zones, research institutes.So Mu Wanhe went to find Zhang Ning again.
I turned my head, not wanting to take a look, and raised my legs to the steps.I was so tired that I seemed to be about to kneel on the ground with a bend of my knees, and walked back home with heavy steps as I walked.
I moved to the sofa, fell down sideways, and I couldn't hold on.
Soon, the door was opened again and Mu Wanhe walked in.
After entering the door, she walked to the sofa and gently shook my body.
Fengyuan, are you okay? You’re hungry. There’s no food at home. Is it okay for my mother to order takeaway?
No, I'm not hungry.I didn't react at all, but just refused.
Mu Wanhe walked to the sofa and sat at my feet. Her voice was soft and guilty. Fengyuan, I'm sorry, mom made you worry.The main reason is that there are many parents who have lost their children in the club recently, and I am a little anxious, so when I see that situation today, I didn’t think too much about it.
What about me?
Um?Mu Wanhe opened her eyes wide and looked at me in confusion.
I supported myself and sat on the sofa, put my hands on my knees, and looked forward with my brows tightly.
Do you know what those guys do?
I don't know, I'm definitely not a good person anyway.Mu Wanhe tried hard to pull the atmosphere forward.
But my voice was so cold that I was afraid of myself. They specialize in trafficking young women, selling them to dark webs and underground organizations in various countries.If you are discovered, do you think about the consequences?Have you ever thought about me?
After saying that, I looked at Mu Wanhe with a side face. Her expression became extremely complicated, as if she was looking at a stranger.
Feng Yuan, I'm sorry... Mom just...
Mu Wanhe!This is the first time I have called her full name with such a serious expression and a deep tone.
Fengyuan...you!
Do you know how scared I am today? Do you know I am still scared until now?From childhood to adulthood, I was not as scared as today even when I was sold by my father.If something happens to you, how can I live?Can I still live?
Mu Wanhe finally shed tears at this time. She covered her mouth and shook her head desperately, yes... no... rise!
Can you really not see it at all?Can't you really feel it at all?
Mu Wanhe wiped her tears, tried hard to stop her throat, and asked carefully. What could she see...
I laughed bitterly and rubbed my hair hard with both hands. At this point, I can no longer pretend to be that quiet son.
Those words were so hot and so hot, but when they were actually said, they were so simple and so ordinary.
Mu Wanhe, I love you... The person I love, the person who puts it in my heart is you!
You...what did you say!
At this moment, my long-lasting repressed feelings have completely taken over my body, and I don’t even need to think about it.
I said I love you, like a man, love a woman deeply.
Mu Wanhe jumped up from the sofa like an electric shock, with unbelievable horror on her face, and her hands tremblingly raised against her chest.
But before I could continue speaking, she raised a escaping smile and waved her hands repeatedly, "No, Feng Yuan, you must have made a mistake, it's impossible, we are just mothers and sons with good relationships."You won’t be that kind of relationship with me. You must have made a mistake. You are still young and you don’t understand at all. You are wrong. Yes, Feng Yuan... I am your mother, you are wrong. You are wrong!
I could feel a tear gently slashing from the corner of my eyes without warning. I frowned slightly, and looked at Mu Wanhe with bitter face and defended me illogically.
Mu Wanhe's voice became lighter and lighter, and the light in her pupils trembled left and right as her eyes couldn't accept it.
Feng Yuan... Do you know what you are talking about?
I held the sofa, endured the soreness of my thighs and supported myself to stand up, and walked to her step by step.
I know, I'm talking about what I've always wanted to say, I love you, Mu Wanhe!
I stretched out my right hand and firmly supported the back of Mu Wanhe's head. With her panicked expression, I turned my head slightly, closed my eyes and kissed her slightly pale lips from shallow to deep.
This is the first time I took the initiative to kiss her when she was awake. There was no excitement or excitement, and the mood was dull and it seemed like I was recalling the youthful past many years ago.
Mu Wanhe was frozen in place, completely losing her reaction, allowing me to invade little by little.
As I got closer, I had to lean forward. The moment my knees bent slightly, all my strength was immediately cut off from my legs.
The sudden loss of force made me take Mu Wanhe's body and fall on the sofa with inertia. When her right arm, which she didn't know how to place, she swept down the water cup on the coffee table. After the water cup flew up and landed on the ground, a slight electric current sounded and a light bang sounded.
The living room, which was originally illuminated by fluorescent lights, instantly returned to darkness, deep in the mud and unable to extricate itself.
After losing my vision, all my shameful thoughts and expectations that had been suppressed in my heart for a long time stretched out my deadly tentacles, and they stretched out from everywhere with their teeth and claws.
It suppressed my reason, controlled my body, blocked my five senses, and emptied my thoughts.
All my attention is only on the softness and warmth of the lip nipples.
I unbuttoned Mu Wanhe's shirt with one hand, and walked down her smooth and silky neck with both hands, passing by the delicate and distinct V-shaped collarbone.
Split the hem of the shirt, the snow-white breasts that still remember them freshly were bound in the underwear with the owner's trembling from time to time.
My hands slowly held it with the power of care, but even the gentlest squeeze seemed a little reluctant to let go.
Just the fingers touching the breasts around the upper body and the cleavage with a little sweaty sweat have already made me fall into indescribable satisfaction.
I slowly moved from the center of my lips to the corner of my mouth, each step was very light, along the skin I stepped on my hands, licking and kissing my jaw, neck, and collarbone with the sharpest lips in my body, until I buried my head in the cleavage that became more attractive due to the squeeze.
Don't touch me...
Even if my nose couldn't breathe, it didn't stop me from continuing to kiss the deep part of the ravine fragrance.
Please...you...don't touch me!
Satisfied with the invasion of cleavage, I slowly walked up from one side of my breasts, gently squeezed the cup of my underwear with my nose, and looked for the ripe saint fruit like a baby.
Please...don't touch...me!
At that moment, the heart seemed to be temporarily stopped beating, and it twitched violently with a severe pain like tearing.My upper body was curled up a little by the sudden blow.
I raised my head blankly. The moonlight tonight was beautiful, and a silvery pale light shone out from the window with a bit of loneliness.
Mu Wanhe's face was full of refracted light, and the stars were like the disturbed lake water.The revival of sight was followed by her dying thoughts. Don't touch me...
The severe pain in the heart slowly extended from the moment just now, turning into waves of pain with falling power.
When I opened my mouth, I realized that my voice was already choked and I was almost speechless.
Why!Can't I love you?I am obviously the one who loves you the most in this world!
Mu Wanhe seemed to be stuck in her body by some kind of spell, leaving only a crying face, looking blankly at the sky with trembling eyes and trembling hands from time to time.
She vomited out word by word with the same choked voice, but your love... made me suffer... made me desperate!
I opened my eyes wide, and the originally coliced atrium seemed to have suddenly been opened with a big hole, and the strength of my body was gradually lost from it. A large gust of wind mixed with gravel came back violently.
As my body tilted, I fell down from the sofa and fell to the ground hard. My body's instinctive reaction was completely ineffective and I did not give me any protection I deserved. The back of my head hit the ground heavily, making a muffled groan, and the lingering sound of the impact echoed in my brain.
Repeat the sentence constantly, your love makes me suffer and makes me despair.
At that moment, I wanted to die, and I couldn't stand aside and remain silent, just with a mourning expression.
Mu Wanhe and me on the sofa and the ground beside them.They didn't move for a long time, just looking at the dark ceiling.
Why does my son become more and more melancholy and deeper?I have thought about this question countless times on countless nights.
I don’t know how long it took, but Mu Wanhe spoke in a completely hoarse accent without any emotion.
I asked the teacher and the classmates but there was no clue. Until Shen Lang told me that he said you were because of the girl named Chu Yue, and you two were in love but were forced to separate.
After Mu Wanhe said this, she took a long breath, as if the few words just now had consumed all the oxygen in her body.
I thought it was my fault, because of me, you had to give up your first love. I was really stupid.I have imagined so many possibilities but I didn't expect it to be because of this!Sister Wanhe, haha!
I was lying on the ground and couldn't answer the conversation at all.
At this moment, Mu Wanhe suddenly curled up and hurried in the corner of the sofa, holding her hair tightly and crying loudly.
I was so scared that I sat up and sat up with some kind of crying.
I was scared, and my mood, which was so dull that I couldn't help but feel powerless, suddenly became scared.
Because I have never heard Mu Wanhe cry like this, even if I was misunderstood by me and everyone in the town, even if my uncle passed away, even if I saw my wound after falling off the cliff.
The crying was filled with unprecedented despair, mixed with unwillingness and sadness.
I pinched my thighs that had lost strength hard, knelt in front of the sofa under the stimulation of severe pain, and slowly reached out to hold her shoulders. Mu Wanhe, you... Mom... don't do this, don't do this, I'm afraid!
You... don't...touch me!
She shrank desperately into the corner like an electric shock, leaving my hand stiff in the air and unknown where to go.
I am not a good granddaughter... not a good daughter... not a good wife... not a good mother!I am the most failed woman in the world!
No, no, you are a good mother, the best mother in the world!
I didn't care about the pain from the soul and explained in panic. Mu Wanhe raised her head, and I couldn't see her expression in the darkness.
Is that true?Will there be a mother who makes her son fall in love with her?Will there be a mother who puts her son in such a painful situation?
After she said that, she shook her head on her own. It was all my fault. It was because I didn’t know how to get along with my son, it was because I didn’t know how to maintain a normal distance, it was because I was smart and self-righteous to love my son.It's all my fault. If it weren't for me, if I hadn't, I had to find you back, you would have lived better than you are now.They were all right. I was a disaster star. I personally sent my son to the guillotine of human morality step by step.Why do I live? Tell me why I didn't die early.Why do you have to let me ruin you!
Mom, stop talking, I beg you!It’s all my fault, I’m ignorant, I will change it, I will change it.I beg you to stop saying the word death, I am afraid, I am really scared!
Mu Wanhe in the darkness mixed with Yese, as if half of her body had merged into the endless abyss.Her tone became increasingly weak and desperate.
Do you want your mother's body?I can give you my life, let alone this body. If you want it, come on and treat it as the last thing that my mother left to you.
Mu Wanhe's last blow was really too fierce and too tragic. At this moment, a certain emotion suddenly swelled up, breaking through the top of her head, followed by endless sounds of shattering.
In an instant, I suddenly calmed down. The past self was like Tang Monk who had arrived in the West, throwing his body into the Seven Treasures Lotus Pond.
I stood up, picked up a coat from beside me, and gently draped it on Mu Wanhe's body.
Then he fell to the ground again, kowtowed three times, one more and one more time.
Mom, I don’t want anything, I just want you to be fine, and for this, I can’t live without it.
We looked at each other with our lives. We could embrace each other with just one step, but we could never get past the magma hell.
Destiny is fair. Just like me in the town, every word Mu Wanhe said when she lost control of her emotions tonight has brought her the pain in the future.
We were in a stalemate for a long time, and I didn't move too much from beginning to end. Mu Wanhe finally stood up slowly from the sofa, shook her body and walked towards the bedroom. Until the door was closed, she didn't look back and looked at me again.
My brain was blank, and my body's pain was worthless before the numbness of my heart.I stood up, sat on the sofa, took out my cell phone and dialed a phone number. It took a long time before the phone was connected.
Ah, brother...Oh, don't move, it's Feng Yuan, um Ah...You don't...
Xiao Shuo, when will you come back?The intermittent voices on the opposite side did not affect the temperature of my tone at all.
Brother, I plan... plan, um, um... tomorrow, tomorrow afternoon... Huh... come back!
Let’s buy the ticket now and buy the air ticket in the early morning, and I’ll wait for you.
Ah?Brother...what happened...Oh, stop moving, I will beat you if you move again...say... There was a commotion on Tang Shuo's side, and I quietly waited for the commotion to gradually subside.
Come back and help me take care of Mu Wanhe. She doesn't want to live anymore.I used concise description to express the seriousness of the matter.
What...you go down quickly, take my pants and clothes...Brother, wait for me, I will buy a ticket to the airport now, don't worry, wait for me to come back!
Thank you...beep... I thank you before I finished speaking, I hung up the phone there.
I got up and walked to Mu Wanhe's door, gently pulled it open. In the darkness, Mu Wanhe sat in the corner of the bed with her knees in her arms.
I stepped into the door, then closed the door, and then sat on the ground behind the door.It lasted until after five in the morning. She and I had hardly changed positions or said a word.
Suddenly, the sound of opening the door came into my ear curtains, and I stood up and walked out.
Why can't the light Ah turn on? The power is out?
I didn't answer, but just walked to the electric box, pulled up and tripped, and the living room was brighter.Tang Shuo was carrying a big bag, sweating all over his head, and dusty.
What's wrong, brother, what's wrong?
I might have chosen the wrong time to confess to her, but she couldn't accept it, so... Tang Shuo covered his mouth in shock, and then began to smash his fist in the head.
It’s all my fault, I asked you to go, brother, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I really didn’t expect Sister Mu to be like this.
I shook my head. It has nothing to do with you, it is my own fault, but I hope you can promise me a few things.
Well, you can say it, I agree to all ten thousand items.
Don't tell her that you already know my feelings for her, pretend you don't know anything, forever!
Tang Shuo stared at my eyebrows, facing my gaze, and finally nodded heavily.
Help me take care of her and take good care of her before I come back. This may be the most important thing I have to ask you for in my life.
Tang Shuo lighted his head very quickly now.
Brother, don’t worry, I will always be optimistic about Sister Mu, but Brother, when will you come back?
I looked at her and was silent for a long time, but I didn't know... After saying that, I turned around again, looked at Mu Wanhe nostalgically through the crack in the bedroom door, and then stepped out of the house.
The moment the door was closed, the inside and outside worlds were finally completely isolated.The ultimate grief will evaporate your tears and make you unable to cry.
When I took the next step down the first step, a sound suddenly popped up in my mind, guess how many steps are there in this step.I froze in place, stunned.At this time, another different sound appeared.
Is Mu Wanhe's body very soft? You really want to possess it.I panic and slapped the handrail hard.
Shut up!
But the sounds in my mind are getting more and more, messy and even meaningless.
This year's college student science and technology competition seems to be about to begin.
The largest astral body is Canis.
You are a demon, the demon that drives your mother crazy.
Did you wear blue clothes the day you were sold?
Count the steps and see if it is the thirteenth level.
You have always been very inferior. You are afraid of being abandoned and ignoring others. You are sick, haha!
I leaned against the wall and sat down little by little. The random thoughts in my mind became more and more complicated. The swelling temples hurt a sharp pain. In desperation, I smashed my head hard at the wall.
Under the pain, the sound gradually disappeared.
I exhaled a turbid air in my heart and walked downstairs little by little again.
The moment I stepped out of the building, I was shocked by the bright sun in front of me.
It shouldn't be like this, I thought to myself, why is it so good?
The warm sunshine shone down from the sky, and there were people practicing morning exercises in groups of three or three. They held their heads and were full of confidence and hope.
Even the old people are using their tough figures to play Tai Chi full of vitality and vitality.
It shouldn't be like this. Shouldn't the weather be gloomy and then it rains heavily? It's just like the heavy rain when Er Yuehong asked for medicine for her.
Life doesn't care about your life or death, it only cares about its own happiness.
I walked along the road with my steps, and the sounds in my mind began to revive again, but I no longer had the energy to care about them anymore.
Passing by a nightclub, several drunken drunks walked out with the help of others, and one of them happened to be full of me.
You...you are looking for death!
I raised my head blankly, is drinking useful?
Are you... hiccup... looking for a fight?
I looked at these fat middle-aged men and nodded slightly, maybe...
Ten minutes later, in the alley next to the nightclub, I collapsed on the ground and could no longer move. I didn't fight back the whole time. Maybe I forgot, maybe I didn't think about it, or maybe I didn't know how to fight back.
Lying next to a few trash cans with overnight garbage, the pungent smell made me feel nauseous. The little mice that occasionally ran past paused and looked at me, then flew away.
The cold ground still didn't stop the sound in my mind. He just wanted to rape his mother.
He just used his son's identity, otherwise he would not be worthy of Mu Wanhe at all.
Moore's Law is already difficult to maintain, and the bottleneck has arrived.
Your love makes her suffer and makes her despair. In fact, it is you who deserves to be damned!
I did not resist at all. My brain has been occupied and I can only be slaughtered.
Is this person okay...Yā, it seems to be a child....Hey, you're okay.
Call the police...
I think I'd better call an ambulance first, I can't let people die here.
Wait and see if I can contact his family... This is a business card...
I don’t know how long it took, just as I was about to be decomposed and swallowed by the strange thoughts in my mind, a shadow suddenly blocked me, and then there was a familiar voice.
Alas... You guy is really good at choosing time. My sister's hot spring trip is going to be ruined again.
Then I felt that my eyelids were turned to the maximum, and then my whole body was fumbled for a while.
Hello, come two enthusiastic people, help me get into the car, I will give you money.
When I got into the car, my spiritual sense briefly returned to my body.
Michelle?You...why are you here?
Michelle drove the car and turned her head to give me a blank look. Shut up, it's so stinking. I'll ask me to pick up trash in the morning.
Garbage... Garbage... I moved my eyes and said silently for a few words, but Michelle suddenly braked the car.
She unbuttoned her seat belt and turned to face me, Bai Fengyuan!Bai Fengyuan, look at me, look at me!I fucking let you look at me!
I shook my head and turned my head to look at her with a puzzled look on my face.
What's wrong with you? Speaking of Ah, what's wrong?
I didn't answer her because an interesting topic appeared in my mind. Bai Fengyuan, you're dead, you're happy to die. Don't be a human in the next life. Be a jellyfish without a heart. You'll float in the sea every day. After death, you'll turn into seawater, and you'll have no trace. How great!
I nodded silently and said silently, Jellyfish...Jellyfish...
Michelle's expression suddenly changed, becoming particularly serious and a little scary.Then her voice became louder, making her ears burst out.
Bai Fengyuan, do you know that Europeans have eaten mummy powder for 800 years?When taking tonics, the mummies are gone until Egypt is eaten, and then to make money, use fresh powder to grind it.Do you know?
The sound in my mind seemed to be frightened, and my thoughts began to slowly unify, mummy powder?So disgusting?
Bai Fengyuan, do you know that Gao Qiu is Su Shi’s disciple?
Of course I know Ah, can I still not know after reading Water Margin?
Bai Fengyuan, do you know that during the Enlightenment, the emperor would use the neck of the big white goose to wipe his butt?
So disgusting, so disgusting.
The white wind is far away, the white wind is far away!Every tetris of shape has its own name???, Orange Rick, Blue Rick, Cleveland Z, Rhode Island, Hero, Little T, Crush Boy.
At this point, the voices in my mind have almost been unified, and they are asking questions, "Is this woman sick? I'm crazy, why are you talking about this?"
At this time, Mi Xue, who was staring at my eyes throughout the whole process, shouted my name again.
Bai Fengyuan!Then he slapped me.
In an instant, the world finally became completely quiet.My soul, which was pulled away, squeezed, ravaged and torn, slowly returned to my body.
I took a few deep breaths and touched my cheeks that were still hot.
Your strength is really great.
Michelle also looked relieved and turned around and continued to drive the car.
You really do it, and the deterioration rate is even better than others.
What happened to me just now?After returning to peace, I lay on the seat and asked lightly.
Compulsory thinking, also known as a gathering of thoughts, appears in the mind a large number of thoughts that do not belong to you. These thoughts are not dominated by your wishes and appear compulsory in the brain, as if under the influence of magical external forces, other people's thoughts are running in their own brain.The content is very chaotic.Sometimes it is even the one you hate the most and fear the most.
Mi Guo skillfully strode the direction, her tone full of sighs.
It turns out that there is such a disease.
You don't care about Ah, brother, this is a symptom of schizophrenia.Do you know how serious the consequences will be if you continue?The higher the IQ, the more likely the positive and negative sides of the mind are to remain in the brain. Now, your developed brain has completely become a breeding ground for your schizophrenia.Just do it, and it will stimulate your brain more and avoid going to the garbage dump in the future and visiting the mental hospital directly.
Michelle complained, drove the car into an office building group, and then stopped in front of a building.
Get off the car, can you leave yourself?
I nodded, followed her into the building, and then got on the elevator, and I asked in confusion.
Where is this?
Michelle shrugged, my lab.
The elevator door opens, and the corner is an automatic door, with the nameplate on it engraved with Michel Lab
You really have a laboratory Ah!
I was stunned after entering the door. This place was a bit too big. From level one to level four, each area has hundreds of square meters of safety protection.
It is also available in all kinds of laboratories for animals, plants, and microorganisms.
Michelle, who are you? This is all your own?Looking at those brand new high-end precision instruments, I suddenly felt that the woman in front of me was so strange.
This laboratory is indeed mine in name, but I know nothing about these equipment and instruments.I use the only one in the innermost office in the entire laboratory.
Michelle said as she took me to the innermost office and closed the door casually.
This room is quite similar to my impression of the psychological counseling room.The room is not big, almost twenty square meters.
The light green wall, the gray floor tiles with flowers, two sofas that look very soft in the center, a round coffee table, a small potted potted plant, a set of audio and a dressing mirror, an abstract painting hanging on the wall, and an office desk at the bottom.
I looked around and it was normal, but it was too exaggerated outside.
Don’t think about the outside world, it actually has nothing to do with me.Seeing that I was still a little uncomfortable, Michelle sighed and said.
This time I came to China, my dad asked me to come. He said I was doing nothing all day and asked me to come and do investment.My dad and I don’t have much to deal with, so we spent his money to build such a laboratory. Didn’t he want me to make money? I just had to make a place where I only spent money but not made money.
Do you have a mine in your house? Such a laboratory is built just like that?
They are all ancestral industries, so there is nothing to brag about. My dad just inherits it, but I don’t plan to inherit those things.Michelle opened the curtains, turned on the speakers, and chose a soothing light music.
I think you have psychological problems.Close it, don't want to listen.Michelle scored OK and turned off the speaker.
Almost everyone has more or less psychological problems, which is nothing.Lying down, sleeping first, and we will talk later.
I looked at the comfortable and soft sofa, and the brief distraction from the laboratory impact was pulled back to the spot again.
Forget it, I can't sleep.
Michelle ignored me and ran to the drawer next to her desk and flipped it up.Then he walked up to me and handed me two pills and a glass of water.
What's this?
Annafini, you must first control your condition with medication. If it recurs again, I may not be able to bring it back to you in time.
Without hesitation, I picked up the pill and swallowed it.I thought Michelle would sit down and have a good chat with me in the future, but she ignored me completely and didn't know what she was doing in and out.
Not long after, my upper and lower eyelids started fighting. After the last thought came out, I fell into a deep sleep. Is it a sleeping pill?
When I woke up again, Michelle was sitting on the sofa opposite me reading a book.
I pulled open the thin quilt on my body and found that my clothes had been replaced. I don’t know where the vest and shorts came from.
My body, which was covered in scars for two consecutive days, was also covered with medicine or bandaged.
With a gentle movement, a bone-wrenching pain invaded.
Don’t move blindly, it’s all external injuries. Do you know that as long as you enter this door, you will have to give me at least 1,000 yuan, let alone help you treat the wound.Sister, I rarely show kindness, and you are all caught up with me, and you are still moving.
I lay helplessly on the spot and said softly, thank you!
After hearing this, Michelle closed the book and sat opposite me with her hands crossed. Tell me, what was the excitement?
Now facing Michelle, I have no idea of hiding it at all.
I confessed to her, the wrong time and the wrong way.
Michelle sighed heavily after hearing this.
As a result, she wanted to commit suicide, and you were also stimulated to commit suicide, right?
I nodded guiltily. You really didn't listen to anything I said that day.Come on, this time, I will tell me everything from the beginning of your understanding, including all the details.I want to make a comprehensive diagnosis of you, and in addition, you will feel a little more comfortable when you say it.There is still the same old saying, I am a doctor, no matter what you said today, I will never go out of this door.
My nerves have been broken too tight for too long, and this feeling is too heavy. When such a gap appears, I can't help but want to talk from the bottom of my heart, and Michelle has undoubtedly become the best object at the moment.
From beginning to end, I didn't go to see Michelle, as if I was talking to myself, and my speech speed was slow from the beginning to the intensity afterwards, and I was completely out of my control.
After I finished speaking, I realized that the story between Mu Wanhe and I was not long, and it was even less than half an hour later.
Maybe my words are concise, maybe I have too many words in my heart, I don’t want to say it and I don’t know how to say it.
It has to admit that it feels good to talk, especially if your audience keeps a quiet yet focused attitude.
After hearing this, Mi Xue stood up, walked to me step by step, and asked expressionlessly, can she sit up?
I nodded and tried to hold myself up.
Having just sat up yet before he could sit down, Michelle waved and slapped me again.
Then I was stunned and sat back on the sofa like a person who was fine.
What do you mean?
It's nothing, I'm going to help your mother with a squeezing. I guess she can't do that.
After staring at her for a few seconds, I breathed weakly.
Do you know what I saw last time I met your mom and you?
I don't know, but I must have never seen it.I told the truth.
To be honest, your mother is not the kind of person who looks very good, because her eyes are too dull and always sincere.Such a person can conceal his perfection even if his inner world is complex. If it weren't for the person around him, I might not have seen it.It was a doting look, but this look was out of place with her behavior.
Michelle said and made her signature chin pinch again.
I don't understand you.
Judging from your feelings, how to love someone is the ultimate one?Michelle tilted her head and quietly waited for my answer.
Give yourself everything you want, willing to give everything and even life?I replied hesitantly.
Michelle sneered, "It's so empty!"It is the ultimate thing to love the other person the way he wants. It sounds easy, but in fact, almost no one can do it. No one can love you the way you want, but your mother did it.So if you put aside the abnormal thoughts in your heart, you should live a very happy life in the past three years.
What is the way I want?The more I listened, the more confused I became. I didn't know how I wanted others to love me.
Bai Fengyuan, I remember that time on the rooftop, you asked me if I like you?Haha, you should think you are quite awesome, have good grades, good health, handsome, and have a bright future.But sister, I tell you, don’t say that I am a complete single now. Even when I was so longing for love before, I would never fall in love with someone like you.
Although Michelle clearly belittled me, I didn't have any intention of controversy in my heart.
You were sold by your father since you were a child, but you were so smart that you understood what it means to be sold.So you have been studying hard and practicing martial arts since childhood. What are you doing? Isn’t your subconscious effort to prove your own value and avoid being abandoned again?Although the later experience made you regain your confidence, the psychological trauma in childhood did not heal. Bai Fengyuan, in fact, you are not confident at all. On the contrary, you feel extremely inferior in your heart.
I feel inferior?At this moment, I couldn't help but think of that cold morning again. I was handed over by my father and gave it to another person. When I think back on this part today, I can't help but feel palpitations.
Yes, and this leads to you wishing you can control everything and hope that everything is under your control.If there is a situation beyond control, you will be anxious, and the one named Zhang Ning is the best proof.But in fact, it doesn’t matter who Zhang Ning is. As long as he appears by your mother and is out of your control, your emotions will be problematic.
Even if what you said is correct, what does this have to do with my mother?I still didn't grasp the point she wanted to say.
Michelle spread her ponytail and tidyed her hair. You have always said that you want to protect your mother, but don’t you think your so-called desire for protection has passed?After the desire for protection is to control and possessiveness. To put it nicely, it is called independent, but its essence is control and possession.And no woman can like her partner in her heart, a paranoid control maniac!So I said, I can't like a man like you at all.
Michelle didn't leave time for me to think this time. She just paused for a moment and said in a regretful tone. There are actually many ways to express maternal love, meticulous care, strict but considerate teaching, and even sufficient pocket money and companionship for going out. But your mother is different. She is really a smart woman. After a short time of getting along, she discovered your problem.She knew that these might not be what you wanted, so an adult woman with rich life experience and hardships in the past was willing to put herself under your control.Bai Fengyuan, think about it carefully. If you were a father, would you let your fourteen-year-old son decide your future job?Is it possible?
I admit that I was completely shocked by Michelle's thinking, and I never thought of this problem.
Fengyuan, which job do you think your mother is better?
OK, mom will go home as soon as work.
Well, because I like to stay at home on weekends
What is your name? My name is Wanhe Ah, it’s changeable, hey, it’s up to you.
Now that I'm blocking, you're not worried.
Which one do you think I wear is better? Well, listen to you.
Because I heard a little kid keep calling, Mom, come back quickly, come back quickly, so I'm back.
Fengyuan, you have to believe in your mother, even if you pretend to believe in some aspects.
……
Whenever I was at this time, I just cared about the satisfaction of my secret joy, but forgot that the woman who looked at me with a pampered smile on her face. For three years, she got off work on time every day, almost never went out for a party, and rarely went out for a walk with her colleagues and friends. She always appeared in my sight.
Whenever I feel restless, as long as I turn my face, she smiles at me slightly from the place I can reach.
She is Mu Wanhe and my mother...
In these long memories, Michelle didn't make any noise throughout the whole process, and she didn't hand over two pieces of paper to the end.
I raised my head in confusion and saw the mirror diagonally opposite me, and realized that I was already full of tears.
At this moment, I suddenly remembered what Song Xiangyu said, "I may not be me, but he must be him."
It turns out that the one who has always done this has never been Bai Fengyuan, but Mu Wanhe.
You may not know how difficult the job you chose for her is. The coordination and interpersonal relationship processing of the entire company must be in your own hands. If you don’t do it well, you will offend others.Your mother really spoils you so much. She hopes to use her love to make you really confident and cheerful.But unexpectedly, it became the result now.The love I worked hard to make was actually twisted into another way.Thinking about the past she once faced, you are simply adding fuel to the fire, Bai Fengyuan, do you think you should be hit by that slap?
I grabbed two pieces of paper and looked at the ground with a dull look.Finally, I failed the person I didn’t want to let down.
Bai Fengyuan, let it go, she is your mother. Even if you love her, you can't change this fact and return to your right position.
It was too late, I had ruined everything, and in the most terrible way, it was hard to recover, and my mother's new life had been destroyed by my own hands.
After Michelle's lesson, I realized a reality that she is really the best mother in the world, but sadly, I found that I loved her more.
I can't separate two feelings, mother and son or man and woman, they are mixed together and do not distinguish between each other.
It is perfectly integrated. Until now, my love for her has been completely engraved on my bones and deep in my soul.
I have become more and more able to understand the feelings that Song Xiangyu said, and the oath I made in front of her.
I don’t know how long I will love, even one day, even one year, even one life.But no matter what, I want her to be happy, so I will definitely not ruin her.Even if it is humble, even if it is bitter.
Is the growth of life always accompanied by such painful experiences? If everything could be done again, I would definitely be able to do this, but I was really too young at that time and really didn’t know how to love her.
What are you going to do?
I kneaded the tissue into a ball, and when I looked up again, Michelle was suddenly startled and then suddenly laughed.
It’s really her son. Did he grow up in an instant?
I stood up and said lonely, "What can I do if I grow up?"To be honest, I don’t know what to do, the damage has been caused.If it cannot be compensated, then you can only choose to leave.No matter what, thank you for your guidance, which taught me a lot.
After saying that, I stood up and walked towards the door. The moment I opened the door, I seemed to be talking to Michelle and talking to myself. Actually, I really don’t deserve her!
The stolen fat chapter is over
The moment the door opened, Michelle raised her voice and shouted to me, Bai Fengyuan, what if I could let you recoil it?
I stopped and took halfway and slowly turned around...