Chapter 9 (1)

The moon fades and the tide is sinking.

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Mu Wanhe was wearing a light yellow polka dot cotton pajamas huddled in a corner of the sofa, focusing on trimming her toenails. I stood behind her in the same blue pajamas, gently wiped her long hair that had just been washed with the towel in my hand.

The discounted items in supermarkets are indeed cost-effective, but the size is marked.

The pants in this pajamas are really small, which makes me feel uncomfortable to lift up, and the pull-down is a bit twisted.

Mu Wanhe originally wanted to buy me another condom, but I decisively refused.

Because the parent-child costume in her heart has been regarded as a couple's uniform in my heart, and it is the only couple's uniform.This kind of subtle thing makes me feel stupid but I feel unstoppable.

Have you ever thought about what work to do in the future?

Mu Wanhe finished cutting one foot, pinched her jade-like soles, and moved her toes as white as green onion.

I briefly stopped the movements in my hands.

I never thought that I should do anything.I didn't treat her perfunctorily because I had never thought about this problem.

She turned around and raised her eyebrows. This is too casual. Do you have no ideals?

Mu Wanhe took the towel from my hand, wrapped the hair on the side, and rubbed it hard. Looking at the tense roots and messy hair, I felt a little distressed.

She rubbed her hair, but her eyes kept staring at me, shining with the light of expectation.

So I raised my hand and pinched my lips twice, frowned and thought for a while.

Ideal...Let's live long.

Long...long life?My tone was very serious, and Mu Wanhe also cooperated with her thinking for a moment after listening.

Then she suddenly leaned back and pulled me down by pulling my collar. She put one hand around my neck, and pinched my cheek with the other hand and pulled it up hard. The dimples at the corner of her mouth also bloomed completely, making the branches of laughter tremble.

Can you be serious? Make your mother laugh every day, and do you know if you will have wrinkles?

This large-scale movement made her already slightly loose upper neckline reveal a large area of ​​snow-white and deep ravines. The memory of kneading the jade rabbit that night of the cave gradually became clearer.

I let her ravage my cheeks, but I just stuffed my head across her neck and landed it on my chest, and my hands surrounded her body that had just washed away the fragrance, held the shoulders on both sides, and leaned against her all upper body tightly.

The tip of her nose almost touched the upper edge of her cleavage. As her breathing fluctuated, her white and plump breasts appeared faintly through the collar, like a shy lily.

Mu Wanhe did not dodge any way, but just let go of the towel and gently rubbed my hair, her tone full of doting.

Why did it stick it on again? I said before that I was a bit sticky, but now I see that you are much sticky than me. Like Zhang Xiao Plaster, people are getting more sticky as they get younger, but why are you stickier as you get older?

I didn't answer, just shook my head and rubbed my hair against her face.

After returning from Yunli, Mu Wanhe became much cheerful, and her every move was less depressed and more confident.

In addition to occasionally looking out the window and staring for a while, she could hardly see her fragile and helpless side again, and her condition at home became more and more casual and relaxed.

Maintaining her new life is the happiest and most painful thing.

Because my situation began to get a little bad, those two nights of intimate contact made a huge crack in the originally tough mind.

I overestimated my will and underestimated Mu Wanhe's charm too much.

To this day I am increasingly unable to stop myself from having some intimate contact with some attempt.

The desire and stimulation brought by this intimate physical collision is only second. The most important thing is that it can give me a psychological comfort that is not mother and son, but lover. This self-deception comfort is like a drug addiction and cannot extricate myself.

I, who once hoped to keep silently guarding me, began to become greedy and anxious, and Mu Wanhe's tolerance without any warning further fueled the flames in her heart.

But the gradual loss of the psychological defense line brings deeper guilt and self-blame afterwards.I began to hate my hypocrisy, but I couldn't stop.

Hello, little plaster, you haven’t answered the question just now, what are you going to do in the future?

I don't know, what do you want me to do in the future?Although my waist has begun to be a little sore, I still have no intention of getting up.Maybe Mu Wanhe's body was powered up and I was sucked.

I?I never thought about it. I just hope you are safe, happy, and can do what you want to do freely.

Mu Wanhe stretched out her palm and inserted it into my hair from her forehead. Her fingers bent slightly and gently scraped from bottom to top. She could always find some strange way to make me feel comfortable in my bones.

What about you, what are your plans in the future?

Mu Wanhe thought about it, and her tone was full of comfort and comfort.

I am still the same as before, come on and make money to help you go to school and advance to school.After saying this, Mu Wanhe paused for a moment and her tone became gentle.

Maybe in a few years you will bring a beautiful girl home and ask your mother to prepare the betrothal gift and wedding room.I will have a child after getting married for a year or two. If I am about to get married, I might become a grandmother when I am in my forties.If this is true, I will be a winner in life.

I took a deep breath, controlling the ups and downs of my tone, but my palms were hard to suppress and tighter.

You think so far.I lowered my voice and stopped the tremor of the ending sound.

Afar?Ten years have actually been very fast, really... very fast...

When you are forty, maybe I don’t even have a girlfriend... I don’t want to worry about this topic anymore, I hate this topic.

Mu Wanhe frowned again and turned her head. Could it be that you are still a single?If you don’t find a girlfriend or get married, you will live with your mother for the rest of your life?

No... The moment I said no, I couldn't help swallowing.

Isn't that good?

Mu Wanhe pressed my finger against my forehead, supported my drooping head, helped me blow my hair, and if I covered it like this, I would be in vain.

I stood up reluctantly and took the hair dryer, and she cooperated to sit down.

Unfold one of the waterfalls completely along both sides with both hands.

I skillfully plucked the roots and held strands of hair in my hand and blew it up and down carefully.

Mu Wanhe sorted out her hair and continued the topic just now, what's the point? If you live a lifetime, a son, a husband, and a father, you will not be in vain for the rest of your life.Hi, why are you debating this? Maybe it won’t take long before a little girl will be caught off the soul, and then I will be too lazy to be at home with me every day.

I won't, I will always be with you.Although Mu Wanhe's tone was full of teasing, I still subconsciously expressed my opinions.

Children are children, and they always like to talk all over, which is a bad habit.Fengyuan, you must remember not to easily promise things you can’t do.Especially, when you meet other girls in the future, promise is hope, and it is cruel to take it away if you give hope.

After she said that, she held her fingers together, raised her hands high above her head with her palms facing upward, driving her back and waist to completely stretch.

Then, regardless of my still-sounding hair dryer, leaned forward and pulled my shirt to reveal a smooth and delicate waistline, gradually increasing with the tilt forward.

At the buttocks and lumbar vertebrae, the two diamond-shaped holy vortexes gradually became clear.

Mu Wanhe was still stretching her body hard, but I stretched out my fingers dullly to touch the petite vortex that represents a perfect body.

Oh, I'm stretching, why are you tickling me?Mu Wanhe instantly stood up, protected her waist with her hands, and turned her head with her lips.

I have not completely withdrawn from the visual stimulation just now, and the tone of answering is extremely dull.

No...I didn't, I just saw your holy vortex and was a little curious.

Mu Wanhe changed her cute expression with a slightly puzzled expression. She raised her hand and gently pulled up her top and exposed her waist again.Then he leaned forward with his upper body straight and pointed at the vortex that reappeared on his jade waist.

What are you talking about?

I couldn't breathe normally since she pulled up her shirt herself.

And the subsequent series of movements, like a devil's moan, instantly deprived me of all the control of my five senses.

This kind of action of pulling her shirt with her own hands intentionally revealing the holy vortex is many times more tempting than the original inadvertent temptation.

Mu Wanhe, you are really, really... too much!You really don’t know how hard your son endures it.

Mu Wanhe turned her fingers twice inside, complaining about herself. Isn’t these just two holes? What’s there to be curious about?

This is McKesling, only three percent of women have it, and some people say it is the eyes of the beautiful god.

I pulled off the plug of the hair dryer hard, bent down and hid behind the sofa, and in the gap of breathing, I was stiffly spreading the subject to concealing my loss of composure.

But I couldn't plug the plug back in for a long time.

Haha, it’s so boring. People in the world are really good at taking advantage of the problem. Can two holes bring out some beautiful gods?

When I stood up again, Mu Wanhe had been lying on the sofa completely.

Fengyuan, you are about to start school.

Well, there are two weeks left.

Mu Wanhe suddenly fell into silence, and I forced myself to focus all my attention on the hair dryer in my hand.

When it was about to end, Mu Wanhe spoke again in a calm tone. You have reached the day of leaving the nest. In the first stage of your life, my mother has only been with her for a few short years. Although she is a little regretful, she is still satisfied.In the second stage, another woman should be here to accompany you.Don’t worry, mom is mentally prepared and retreat if it should be.But no matter what kind of girl you accompany you, you should not imitate your father, but be a good man with responsibility and courage.

I mechanically stroked the pleasant black hair, bit my lip without saying a word.I was afraid that I could not control my emotions, so I impulsively revealed the words hidden in my heart for a long time.

I hope God can arrange a kind and caring girl for my family style. Mu Wanhe said leisurely, as if she was really looking forward to something.

I put down the hair dryer, and my hands fell along my hair on her shoulders and neck, feeling her softness, and then gently pinched it.

I didn't answer again, and Mu Wanhe didn't say anything anymore. We just raised our heads and looked forward at the same time, as if we heard the gears of fate clicking and began a new round of rotation.

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A few days later, I accompanied Mu Wanhe to her new workplace, SE Group.

We stood across the road, and Lao Gao, who raised his head, could barely see the roof of the building.

This whole building is your company?

Mu Wanhe nodded with her hands, without any surprise at all. Her eyes were pure and plain, as if a clear spring water was bending, as if you could see through her heart at a glance, but I still couldn't completely let go.

She raised her hand and pointed to the distance behind the building, and her eyes followed her after her.

There is also a SE research institute in the ecological science and technology park there, which should be regarded as the largest medical research institute in the city.

After Mu Wanhe said that, she turned her face and smiled refreshingly.OK, are you relieved now?Do you want to accompany your mother to work?

I shook my feet a little embarrassedly. I was worried, just want to recognize the place and what if I come to pick you up in the future.You go up, I won’t affect your work.

Mu Wanhe sorted out her sideburns and reached out to rub my hair.

You are about to start military training. It has been very hard to study in recent years. Take this opportunity to relax and find some friends to play.The mother left.

After saying that, she rubbed my hair hard again, and walked towards the building with her bag while waving her hands.

The sky, which was not originally clear, condensed into large clouds during our brief conversation, gathering from all directions, feeling the sudden dim light. I subconsciously raised my head and looked towards the rooftop.

The roof of the building that was originally unrefractively showed its original edges and corners under the extremely dropping color temperature.

And the hideous black cloud was oppressed from top to bottom with some unspeakable fear.

I withdrew my gaze and lowered my head, but Mu Wanhe, who was wearing a white dress, had disappeared from my sight.

A strong wind blew away in an instant, and in the summer of August I suddenly felt an inexplicable chill.

Mu Wanhe's new company is a bit far away from home, but fortunately, public transportation is quite convenient.

On the way home, I was always struggling with this uneasiness that came from nowhere.

With a little bit of loss, I moved downstairs little by little, and suddenly realized that I always felt this sudden feeling of depression recently. Finally, I sighed and went upstairs step by step.

When I was standing at the door, I couldn't help but reach out and rub my eyes, and took two steps closer to take a look, then rubbed my eyes again.

A girl fell asleep leaning against the gate of my house. When she saw carefully, she turned out to be Tang Shuo.

After confirming the target, I squatted down and reached out to Tang Shuo's forehead and bounced my head.

Ah...there is pain...who is Ah?……elder brother!

The next second, the little girl rushed into my arms. I didn't know that my appearance would make Tang Shuo so excited. She threw herself to the ground without any preparation.

Then the cry that shocked the chest exploded on his chest.I sighed a long time, grabbed Tang Shuo's ear with both hands and raised her head.

What's wrong with you?

Tang Shuo didn't say anything, and he buried his head and wanted to cry again.I had no choice but to hold her with one hand and hold her with the other, and sat up again.

OK, Miss, stop crying?If we have something to do, we will say it will be successful.Tang Shuo nodded with tears.

After entering the room, she looked around and entered the bathroom very skillfully.After a moment, Tang Shuo moved to me with his red eyes like peach pits.

Brother, I'm hungry.

I handed a bottle of mineral water and turned into the kitchen.

Tang Shuo finished a bowl of instant noodles in a few minutes. It seemed that the little girl was really hungry.

Tell me, what trouble did you have caused again?

I sat across from her and looked at her.

In recent years, the brother and sister, I have not been disconnected from each other, and the main reason is that Tang Shuo.

She completely regarded the group of three of us as the only pure land where she could show her love freely, and reported the situation more seriously than doing homework.

When Tang Shuo heard me ask, his eyes immediately dimmed.She stammered after taking two more sips of water.

My parents discovered the matter between Tang Hui and me...

I was shocked after hearing this, and both sides were silent for a while, without saying a word.

Alas... I found that I could not express any other comfort except a yell.I asked after thinking for a while.

Tang Hui was beaten?

Tang Shuo nodded.

Then you ran away from home?

Tang Shuo looked at me in surprise, but nodded.

My dad and my mom had a big fight, and they had never quarreled like this before.My dad blamed my mom for not taking care of us, so he beat my brother hard, scolded me, scolded me... As Tang Shuo said, tears fell down again.

I waved my hand and said it's too late. When you took this step, you have to face some things sooner or later. So what are your parents going to do now?

Tang Hui is about to go to another place to go to college, and my father is going to transfer me to the place where he works. He said that we are not allowed to meet again before we each get married.

To be honest, I still admire her father's courage to deal with problems and cut the mess quickly.

Then what are you thinking now?I handed the chore to Tang Shuo again.

I have been Tang Hui’s person in my life.He is my biological brother and it's not my fault.I just like him, I don't want to leave him.If I watched him marry another woman in the future, I might as well die now.

Tang Shuo knocked on the table heavily, and his tone suddenly became stubborn again.

Anyway, my grades are not good and I can't get into college at all. What's more, I'm already an adult, so I don't accept the arrangements of my parents.Now I want to make money by myself first, and then walk with him after Tang Hui finished college, and walk far away.

Looking at her red face and firm eyes, a warm feeling couldn't help but flow into my heart. Three years have passed so quickly. The once carefree boy finally walked on the fork in his life on his own path.

Tang Shuo saw that I didn't say anything, and his voice became a little unconfident.

Brother, you will help me, you will.I can only look for you now.Don't worry, I will be able to support myself soon and will not cause you too much trouble.

I stretched out my hand and used my thumb to scrape her frowns because of tension, and finally bounced her forehead lightly or seriously.

Just say to you, brother, can I not help you? Don’t think too much.I will also go to school in a few days, so you can live in my room as long as you want.Let's talk about the future later, okay?

Tang Shuo nodded, and then asked with a little concern, "Aunt Mu, would she want me to live like this?"Will she dislike me?

When I mentioned Mu Wanhe, my tone subconsciously warmed a little. She may be the kindest and gentlest person you will meet in your life, don’t worry.I didn't sleep all night last night, so I'll go for a rest first.

Tang Shuo nodded, stood up after me, muttering aggrievedly.I ran out in a hurry and didn't take a penny. I walked away overnight and found you. I was so tired.

I turned around and gave her a blank look. You are so good that you won’t take a taxi to the place to pay for me. Are you afraid that I will ignore you?

Oh, I was angry and sad at that time, so how could I think of so many things?Tang Shuo sat on my bed, not even taking off his clothes, and lay down while touching the pillow.

I was about to go out, but Tang Shuo suddenly grabbed me and looked at me with his little mouth pouting.

Brother, why do I think you have changed a lot?

Um?

I can't explain it clearly, I always feel like you... Before the little girl finished speaking, her eyelids started fighting. After muttering for a while, a rhythmic breathing sound came from her mouth.

I let go of her hand, gently exited the room, rubbed my face hard, walked to the table and took out my phone in her bag.

After turning on the computer, I found that there was not a single missed call and couldn't say anything.

Find Aunt Sun's phone number from above and dialed.

Are you not planning to get this home?As soon as the phone was connected, I heard Aunt Sun's extremely tired voice. It seemed that she had a very bad life these days.

Auntie, I am Feng Yuan, Tang Shuo is here with me now.

The wind is far away!Why did she run to your place? I...I'll take her back now.

Maybe my deeds of being admitted to university were allowed to feel the distance between Aunt Sun, who was still in the town, and she spoke to me much more politely.

Auntie, don’t worry, just let Tang Shuo stay here. Even if you let her go back now, it may not solve any problem.She has been like my sister over the years, and I will take good care of her, you don’t have to worry.

You know everything?Alas, I have lived for half my life, how could I have born these two shameless things?

Aunt Sun started sobbing again as she spoke, and I was also upset by her shameless words.

Aunt Sun, stop talking about anything. In short, Tang Shuo will stay with me first. Please relax. If you have any questions, you can also call me directly.

After a few minutes of comfort and comfort, Aunt Sun accepted my proposal and agreed to let Tang Shuo stay with me for a while.Her tone also changed from the original distance to the same trust and expectation as before.

After hanging up the phone, I scanned around and suddenly didn't know what I should do.

Compared with the three years in high school, I became more and more inseparable from her and became more and more uneasy.

Today is the first day when Mu Wanhe is not at home, and all my energy seems to be pulled away with her departure.

This feeling is hard to describe. It is like a retired old man, his heart is full of emptiness but he has the boredom and ease to relieve mental stress.

In an empty room, I don’t have to talk or show the cheerfulness and hope that I should have at my age, silently staring at a corner, fantasizing about the possibility of spending my life with someone.

Originally, my feelings were just a candle that could be blown out at any time. All I could think about was Mu Wanhe, the shackles, and the constraints were extremely powerful.Although it is painful, it is so simple.

But now, wanting and unable to balance gradually, they tear my spirits and are incompatible with each other.

Originally I just loved her, but now, I start to want to love to produce results.

Mu Wanhe did not come back for dinner when she went to work on the first day, but went to the welcome banquet prepared for her by the company.

I expressed my understanding in the same gentle tone as her on the phone, but I was so worried that she would appear in front of me immediately.

There are always some things in this world that make you want to show off to the whole world, but you don’t want to share them with anyone.

I would feel worried unconsciously when she went alone. I felt more and more abnormal, but I didn’t know how to resolve it.

Tang Shuo, the girl, slept completely and had no intention of waking up until night fell. It seemed that she had been exhausted both physically and mentally these days.

Mu Wanhe doesn't come back, so I don't even bother to eat supper.After taking the book and turning it around for a few pages, he lay on his back on the sofa and staring at the roof in a daze.

After my consciousness gradually became blurred, I seemed to hear the door lock ringing gently, and I woke up instantly.

The moment I turned around, I happened to meet Mu Wanhe who bent down to change into slippers.

She narrowed her eyes a little and then raised a bright smile.

And I, who had been depressed for a day, was instantly ignited by this smile. Sister Wanhe, you are back Ah, why did you come back so early?

I quickly walked up to her and glanced at the clock on the wall. It was less than seven o'clock.

Because I heard a little kid pity screaming desperately in my ear, Mom, come back quickly, come back quickly, so I'm back.

Mu Wanhe looked at me helplessly, then shook the food bag in her hand.

I didn't come back to my senses, is it true or false?

Mu Wanhe came to me and gently pinched my face.

What do you think?I didn’t eat dinner, and I didn’t eat either, let’s go together.

She put down her bag, took the food bag and went to the kitchen.I followed her stupidly. Didn’t you have a dinner party tonight? You won’t go?

I've been to Ah, but I haven't eaten there, so they should be still gathering now.Mu Wanhe put the dishes they had packed and said lightly.

If you can still do this, isn’t that a welcome banquet specially prepared for you? They just let you come back like this?That won't offend people.

Mu Wanhe walked to the living room with her plate in her hands, turned around and pushed me into the kitchen to wash my hands, who was a little dull.

Attitude, method and some skills can solve many problems.Mu Wanhe stretched out her index finger and turned around her head.Then I didn't care about it and went straight into the living room.

Don’t stand stupidly, come and eat quickly, it’s still a little hot now. Let’s have some drinks today to celebrate my mother’s job change. OK.

I nodded, but I still felt something was wrong and even felt a little bit blaming myself, but I was very perfect on the phone and didn't mean to urge her to come back.But why did Mu Wanhe say that?

Seeing that I was temporarily lost, Mu Wanhe grabbed a piece of fish into my bowl.

I'm about to eat Ah, why are you standing there? These are all bought by my mother, and they are quite expensive.

Did you buy the order?You... Before I finished speaking, Mu Wanhe was stuffed with food and blocked her mouth.

She smiled and drank a drink. There were so many problems and I haven't wished my new job smoothly.

I swallowed the food in my mouth, then raised my glass, and quickly cleared my throat. Sister Wanhe, I wish you a smooth work, a step-by-step progress, and a grand plan.

Mu Wanhe and I clinked and cleared her throat. Thank you son, but Gao Sheng Hongtu and other things are not important, just let me make more money.

Is it so real?I teased and echoed.

Yes, it’s that real. You should be the one who should make great achievements. As long as your mother has the ability to do what you want without any scruples, it’s fine.

I hesitated and whispered, but I want to do something for you too.

Mu Wanhe gently held my hand, her eyebrows and eyes were like the early autumn wind and moon. You have done a lot for me. What my mother hopes most in the future is to trust my mother more, even if it is to pretend to believe in some aspects.

I didn't pretend to believe it, and I trust you very much in any aspect.

Mu Wanhe bit her lip and shook her head gently.Mom understands, you will understand in the future...

Suddenly, a whirl of dissonance broke Mu Wanhe's words. We looked at each other for a while, and turned to look at my room at the same time.

Tang Shuo tilted the door frame and looked at us with a red face.

I...I'm hungry...

Mu Wanhe turned her head to look at me in surprise, but I shrugged helplessly, and then pulled open the chair beside me.

Come and eat.

Mu Wanhe looked at Tang Shuo, then looked at me again, without asking any more questions, gently stood up and pulled Tang Shuo over, and then went to get a pair of bowls and chopsticks.

Tang Shuo didn't dare to talk much after sitting down, so he immediately buried his head and started eating. I reported her current situation to Mu Wanhe in front of her. Of course, I still didn't mention the taboo love between the brother and sister.

After dinner, I accompanied Mu Wanhe to wash dishes in the kitchen.

Is this suitable?Will her parents be anxious?

I have told her mother that she is indeed not suitable for staying at home in the current situation.After a while, everyone calms down and see how to deal with it.

Mu Wanhe looked at the living room and asked in a low voice.

What happened to their family? It made it so serious that they ran away from home?

I scratched my head and responded apologetically.

It's not a trivial matter, but I promised her to keep it secret, so...

Well, then I won’t ask, I have to keep my promises to others.Let her live with me first, and then let her live in your room after you go to school.

I nodded and wiped the plate in my hand and put it in place, but I still wanted to confirm Mu Wanhe's attitude.

She suddenly moved in, you won’t be unhappy.

Mu Wanhe turned her head in confusion and froze slightly, "Are you so stingy?"You don’t have many friends at first, and she and her brother are pretty good friends. Moreover, when they were in the town, the brother and sister were too far-fetched for me. At that time, it was really not easy for them to achieve that level.but……

But what?I looked at her in confusion.

You probably won’t be interested in this little girl, she is still in high school.

I let out a long sigh, shook my head with a smile, what are you thinking?She is just a little sister in my heart, and she has always regarded me as her brother. Although this girl is not old, she has already felt someone in her heart.

Then have you already had someone in your heart?This sentence was so sudden that I didn't have time to think through my brain.

Um!After saying that, I felt cold sweat.Because this sound is simply loud in terms of tone.I tried to calm down and turned to look at Mu Wanhe who seemed to be smiling.

oh?Who is Ah?

The willow-like bangs swept across Mu Wanhe's face, framed the fascinating smile, and their eyes frown in the spring mountains, full of galaxies.

The fragrant and tender cheeks were covered with healthy light powder, and the lips were slightly open, trembling slightly with the smile.

Every time I look at Mu Wanhe's face seriously, I feel the illusion that time has slowed down.

It seemed as if all the colors of the whole world were covered by her apricot cheeks and peach cheeks.

you!

When I was lost, I spit out a word that was stronger than I just now.

Mu Wanhe's pupils grew instantly, and her little mouth also changed from lightly to an O.My hand unconsciously pulled the faucet wide, and the water poured down, popping out of the pool to wet the hem of my clothes.

The sudden coldness made my heart knot that was temporarily expressed was once again pulled back into the cage in the corner of my heart by the chain.

Before I rushed Mu to speak, I squeezed out a naughty smile with difficulty.The atmosphere was relieved little by little under my smile.

Mu Wanhe's expression also changed from fear to anger, and she raised her hand and pinched me.I turned my head a little unhappy.

Bai Fengyuan is not allowed to make such jokes in the future. If you don’t want to say it, I don’t want to know.

I looked at her back and said silently, it’s really you!

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In the days to come, Mu Wanhe's work began to get into the state, but except for occasionally working overtime, it was almost the same as in high school, as if she had just changed her job in name only.

During my last holiday, except for occasionally taking Tang Shuo out for shopping, I was in my room to teach myself the university tutorial.

According to my current progress, I can already start preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination in my freshman year.

This kind of pretending to be busy can also relieve Mu Wanhe's loss in sight and suppress her random thoughts.

It was not long before the start of the military training. According to Mu Wanhe, the day I left the nest was coming.

You don't need me to send you there?Mu Wanhe buried her body and folded my clothes neatly.

You have to go to work tomorrow, and it’s no different from going to high school if I don’t leave the city. I can just go by myself.

Mu Wanhe looked at me and said in a low voice, "How can there be no difference?" This is the dividing line for you to move towards adulthood. You can only stay at home for two days in the future.

Can't bear to leave me?I asked casually, but Mu Wanhe nodded without any concealment.

Then why don’t I go to school?It's not far anyway.

Mu Wanhe's eyes immediately became clear after hearing my words, but she quickly shook her head. No, the dormitory culture in the university is also part of the university. You should feel and experience it. You are still in a day in college, and people thought you were a mama's boy.

Maybe I am a mama's boy?I leaned against the wall and watched Mu Wanhe stuff a certain piece of clothing into my luggage, then frowned and took it out.

Mu Wanhe turned around and gave me a blank look. I have never seen such a mama boy who is so independent and likes to make decisions every day.Come on, mama's boy, go outside and bring in the new shirt I just washed yesterday. I feel that these pieces are too simple and not good...

Sister Wanhe, just bring a few pieces that can be worn, and I don’t care about this.

It is because you don’t care about it that your mother has to help you make a good choice. I don’t want you to go home and wear the same clothes as beggars when you go home.Go quickly, go quickly, I will pick it again.

Mu Wanhe pulled my arm and pushed me out of the bedroom.

The next day, I took a bag alone to report to the school. Under the leadership of a dark-skinned senior, I went through the admission procedures without saying a word, and finally arrived at the four-person dormitory assigned.

As soon as I stepped into the door, a familiar figure stood in front of me with a foolish smile.I couldn't help but smile.

You are so lingering. Which building did your dad donate this time?

Shen Lang took three steps to me and took the luggage in my hand.

There are not so many buildings donations, so I sponsored some research funds to the school. The main reason is that I am outstanding in my own quality and the school also cherishes talents.

I scanned the dormitory and it was quite normal. I had never seen anyone except Shen Lang.The skillful complaining mode naturally turned on in my mouth.

People who don’t even know how to install a system have to plunge into the computer system, and I don’t know what you think?Are rich people doing whatever they want?

Hello, I have worked so hard to be in the dormitory with you. You just don’t like me?But it's okay, I'm a thick-skinned person and I'm not afraid of you running, hehe.

I walked back from the balcony and patted Shen Lang on the shoulder, thank you, brother.

polite!

Shen Lang sat on the chair. By the way, there will be a welcome event when the military training is over. I heard that it has been very lively in the past few years, and there are also seniors who are csplaying.There are probably few girls in this computer department, so I have to seize this opportunity.

I turned my head and frowned and looked at her, "Don't you have a girlfriend anymore?" What's that name? It's just that little one."

Shen Lang waved his hand, looking distracted. Don’t mention it. He broke up a month ago. The long-distance relationship was not successful. He got off early and got freed early.

After seeing my contemptuous look, he quickly added, don't look at me like that, I didn't cheat on you, it was a peaceful breakup.I picked up the stool and sat down in front of him.

Long-distance relationship?That little girl is only in her second year of high school this year.Come on, please give me some advice on how long-distance relationships are all in this city.

Shen Lang smiled a little awkwardly, but soon returned to his rare seriousness.

Alas, her grades were much behind last semester. She discovered that she was in love and was beaten.I came to college by patting my butt, but what should I do? Come on, I'll break it early and clean it up soon. If I meet a beauty here and make some mistakes that I shouldn't have made, I will become a scumbag.

You are really a role model for us when you pass by the flowers and leaves don’t touch your body.I pulled back to the stool and started to organize my luggage.

What about Ah? I've been sad for two days. If my drone had not arrived on the third day, I would have had to be sad for a few more days.

I shook my head and had nothing to say. This guy was either just not sincere or just a lot of sincere hearts.

During the half month of military training, I was almost always with Shen Lang, mainly because this guy was attached to me.

The other two buddies in the dormitory are fellow villagers from other provinces. I usually say little, so I have almost no communication. Instead, Shen Lang had a good relationship with them early. In order to distinguish them from the standard names of the bosses to the fourth in other dormitory, Shen Lang was specific, Xiaoyi, Lao San, Xiaoliu and Lao Jiu.

He and another roommate who is a little younger, are the younger generation, and I and another one are the older generation. Because I am the youngest among them, I became the ninth.

Feng Yuan, Chang Sheng, Lao Jiu, my name is forced to become more and more rural.

But the three goods in the dormitory shouted extremely jubilant.

I really don't understand what the meaning of this changing term behavior is.

But I have to say that if Shen Lang hadn't wandered around in front of me every day, he would have been even worse when he let me go alone.

With him here, I don’t have to worry about what to eat, drink, when to make hot water, and when to wash.

A group of young men with aspirations for the future gathered together, and the youthful vitality filled with them was like a fire that burned everything, but I was the only stubborn stone among them, silently watching other people's fun.

On the day after the military training, I only knew half of the boys in the class, and I didn’t remember the dozen or so girls.

But the whole class knew me.

Because in the physical fitness test, I was the only one in the class who scored a full mark.

On the night after the military training, Shen Lang was extremely excited. He sat on my bed at night and couldn't even drive him away, which made me bothered.

By the way, there were so many seniors coming to the dormitory to recruit members a few nights ago. Why didn’t you participate in any club? Isn’t it too unsociable?

I was not interested, and I asked if you could go back to your own bed. Our weight will make the bed collapse again later.

Shen Lang felt like a Buddha after being hit by me. After swaying for a few times, his butt didn't move.

Why are you not interested in anything now? Then tell me what you are interested in.I don’t usually talk to others, so why do I get sick after the college entrance examination? If this continues, you won’t be afraid of getting sick.

I turned my head and faced the wall, too lazy to pay attention to him.

I have you in my ears every day and talk like mosquitoes. Even if I am sick, I am still chanted by you.

I'm not doing it for your own good. By the way, what are we going to wear to participate in the event tomorrow?

……

The next day, I still got up at 5 o'clock. After routine morning exercises, Shen Lang still slept like a pig until after 9 o'clock.

I sat on the balcony basking in the sun, staring silently at the photo of Mu Wanhe on my phone.

My future has just begun, but why has it become so hopeless?

During this period, I secretly said I wanted to cheer up countless times, but in the end I felt annoyed.

Is there nothing else in this colorful world that can make me feel meaningful except Mu Wanhe?

After Shen Lang woke up, Moji spent an entire hour, dressing up one hair after another, as if he was an idol.I kept watching him playing monkeys in front of the mirror.

Just wear this, are you too confident about your appearance?

Shen Lang, who had finally troubled his hair, turned around and looked at me disgustedly.

That's not right, I'll set off you next to me.

Just be handsome, you can do whatever you want, right?

The school’s welcome activities start in the afternoon. Seniors and sisters set up booths on the playground for different purposes. Some are recruiting newcomers from clubs, some are setting up stalls to sell rags, talent shows, and some are setting up barbecue stalls.

I followed Shen Lang around with the grilled black meat skewers in my hand. In fact, this is the first time I participated in this activity. I have seen many things and I have a novelty, but I just couldn't get any interest. Especially after I got the new textbook at noon, the basic level made me foresee that this semester might be boring.

Suddenly, a wave of sound came not far away, and then the crowd began to move forward.

Hurry up, go and see what's going on.Shen Lang started to squeeze forward without thinking.I glanced at the meat skewers in my hand, threw them into the trash can while others were not paying attention, and then squeezed in.

As the cheers at the front end became more and more high, the people in the back row became more and more urgent.

I almost didn't have to take the initiative and was pushed forward by the people behind me.Due to the advantage of altitude, I quickly saw a group of seniors wearing various cartoon costumes on the booth.

After finally standing still, Shen Lang turned around excitedly and pointed at the corner.

Did you see it? Did you see it? Yan Lingji Ah, fuck, this is so similar.This figure is absolutely amazing.

I looked around blankly, which Ah, what is Yan...

You are really...Yan Lingji!Brother, the one wearing the hot charming clothes, oh, it’s the one with the red split skirt. Have you seen those snow-white long legs?You look at it so much, but I have never seen it like it.

Shen Lang's tone was so impatient, as if he was afraid that I would miss some amazing masterpiece.

You're so anxious. I don't know Yan Lingji. Do you know if she looks like her?

With his messy description, I finally saw the Cser lying on the collapse.The girl's face is indeed remarkable. Her white skin is better than snow under her makeup. She has arched willow-leaf eyebrows. The Meishan is located in the center, and the end of the eyebrows naturally throws out a beautiful thin arc.

It is even more attractive to hold the pair of shiny peach blossom eyes.

The bridge of the nose is tall and the smiling lips slightly raised on the corner of the mouth. Even if you don’t say a word, it exudes a mysterious temperament that makes people fall into deep.

The butterfly wing-shaped sheet-shaped strapless bra could not suppress the pair of crumbling chest weapons at all.The body moves and has its own tits.

In addition to covering the key parts, the two red cloth strips on the lower body are all visible. The slender and slender long legs are round and smooth, and the calves are just fine and smooth, which really has a bit of ice-skinned and jade-like smell.

Seeing the more and more eyes staring at him, the girl smiled charmingly, then got up and walked straight to the C position, lifted her skirt and stood sideways, put one hand on her chest, and stretched out her thumb and index finger with the other hand and gently pinched her pointed chin, her lower jaw slightly held, and her eyes were as silk.

After the waves flowed, there were endless cheers.

I looked at the excited boy around me, and turned my head to look at the girl again.When Shen Lang tried his best to ask how it was, he just said silently.

Very tall...

This girl looks nearly 1.8 meters tall, no wonder her legs are so long. This is the most appropriate conclusion I have come to.

Because of the appearance of Yan Lingji, this CSS booth became the most successful event this time.

So much so that during the welcome meeting in the evening, there were constant whispering people at the scene, wanting to know which department of senior sister this was, but in the end no one knew her.

Shen Lang took countless photos and kept looking at them.

I said, don’t you like the little loli? This is considered a royal sister.

Shen Lang didn't even raise his head. This girl is so beautiful that she has broken my defense.But if you want to fall in love, I will still choose Loli. I cannot forget my original intention, but it is still OK to lick the screen now.

nausea……

Shen Lang suddenly raised his head and looked at me, "Hey, Lao Bai, you can say that from your conscience, who is better than this girl or your mother?"

I have always been like a stagnant heart pool, as if a stone was suddenly thrown away, waving waves.

You are sick, compare her with my mother.

Is there anything that cannot be compared? Are they all beauties? Anyway, my mother is definitely a bit worse than her, and her figure is a bit inferior to her.Shen Lang really raised his head and thought seriously.

But your mother is different. If Aunt Mu wears this set of cs, I don’t know what it is... Oh, fuck... Before he could finish speaking, I stretched out my index finger and pushed the depression at the top of his jawbone.

Don't think about my mother.

Shen Lang rubbed his jaw bones desperately, looking bitter.

Where did you get so many strange moves, they are sore and painful.I don’t have any random thoughts, I’m just curious. Haven’t you ever thought about it?

I... I cleared my throat, and did not answer positively, listened to the principal's words carefully.

After Shen Lang said this, I couldn't help but put Mu Wanhe into the exaggerated CSCs server in my mind. Just after thinking about it for a while, I felt something was obviously strange in my lower body.

Physiological reaction proved that Mu Wanhe was the most beautiful, and she did not accept refutation, so I nodded foolishly.

After school started, I kept sitting in the last row, and the teacher said his, and I looked at mine.I feel like I'm not here to attend class or find a study room with a little noisy people.

The school obviously has a special treatment policy for me because every teacher cares about me very loosely.Sometimes I don’t hear homework arrangements, I don’t teach homework, and the teacher never comes to me.

Later, I simply didn't even bring the textbooks in class, so I went to the classroom with Ben Stanford's algorithm game theory.

In the school's opinion, they gave me the most relaxed learning atmosphere, but in fact, although my professional knowledge has made great progress, this learning process without communication with classmates and even teachers has made me feel more and more depressed and withdrawn. When my classmates were still completing the programming homework, I had already taught my computer to write programs by myself.

And the moments of going home every weekend have become a duo of mood release and depression.

I like to stay with Mu Wanhe, but I start to be afraid of staying with her. Her every frown, smile, eyebrows, and whisper makes me obsessed and scared.

I can't find anyone to relieve this conflict, I can only let the two personalities fight each other in my body.

It was not until I tried to make a simple AI called Xiaomu that I began to realize that something might be wrong with my psychology.

But I couldn't help but want to complete Xiaomu.

When I was with Mu Wanhe, I would secretly record audio on my phone, record every word she said, and then build it into a controllable voice system.

When Xiao Mu first said to me in Mu Wanhe's voice, I love you.I was stunned for a long time without answering until my face was covered with tears.

I feel like I'm going crazy, driven crazy by an unrealized future and an indelible past.

When I chose the course, I only took one course, which is psychology. On the one hand, it has an auxiliary role in AI design, and on the other hand, I feel that I can save my psychological problems a little.

But the teacher's speed of class still couldn't satisfy me. While she was still vividly telling the variability of neuroticism, I had already learned to the end of the book that part of my brain heat was emanating.

Although the talk is vivid, there are too few examples, which is difficult to help understand Ah.

I sat in the last row and looked at the book blankly, and suddenly I was interrupted by a slightly neutral female voice.

I turned my head and saw a familiar face looking at me kindly.I frowned and looked at her for a long time, then asked quietly, are you talking to me?

The girl nodded with a smile, then stretched out her thumb and index finger and gently pinched her chin, and looked at me carefully.

This familiar action made my memory revived. I searched in my mind for a long time and finally found the name that Shen Lang brainwashed me many times.

Are you Yan Lingji?

When the girl heard this, she covered her mouth and smiled uncontrollably. She reached out to put her hand on my shoulder and lowered her head to the under the table.

I suddenly became a little annoyed because I thought there was nothing funny about it. Not everyone in the school called her Yan Lingji.

Yan Lingji?I'm still a nine-tailed fox.She raised her head, spread her long light golden hair, and tied her ponytail again.

I turned my head and looked at the last row, empty, only her and I sat on the side near the corner.

After tied her hair, she turned sideways and stretched out her hand. To introduce herself, my name is Michelle, you can call me Michelle.

Although her tone was sincere, her eyes always felt like she was teasing me.This made me very uncomfortable, so I ignored her movements and just turned around and continued to read my book.

When a girl introduces herself to you, your attitude is too rude and she is not gentlemanly at all.

She withdrew her hand and leaned her head on the table and looked at me.

Not interested.I said perfunctorily, and held the book and moved a little further to the side.

Are you really not interested?Do you know that people with introverted and taciturn personalities have more complex and changeable inner worlds, and their emotions are richer and more delicate.

Seeing that I still had no response, the girl thought for a while and suddenly said to me in a low voice, if you don’t talk to me again, I will take off my clothes and say you will molest me.

After hearing this, I didn't want to pay attention to her, but when the sound of a zipper came from beside me, I couldn't help but frown and turned around.

The woman had actually pulled her coat halfway, and there was a purple lace underwear inside.

Her breasts are so big that they are a bit exaggerated, and the breasts on the upper half are tightly tight.I feel that if it weren't for the underwear that was dutifully guarding it, my entire chest would jump out at any time.

After turning my head and being forced to scan it for the first time, I immediately moved my gaze up and stared at her eyes a bit fiercely. We were like both sides of the game fighting each other for a very boring reason.

She quickly opened her coat completely, but my eyes were still not squinting.

She looked at me and raised her eyebrows, and then she heard a clatter, a bunch of dazzling white light flashing and jumping under me.

This woman is just a pervert. She actually unbuttoned the front buckle of her underwear.

If she hadn't been so deliberate, I might have really been unable to help but pull back my sight, but now, this game has become a battle that cannot be lost without reason.

Mi Xue gently shook her upper body, her eyes extremely flattering, while I stared at her pupils, bit her lips hard, and focused her attention with pain.

Michelle struggled for a long time and found that I was still guarding my life. She suddenly showed a strange smile. When I was focusing on the battle of eyes, she suddenly leaned up and kissed me directly.

The warm and humid little tongue actually licked my lips very decisively.

I never expected that this woman would do this, and her whole body was stiff and she suddenly stood up.

Are you sick...

For a moment, the class was silent, and the female teacher kept pushing her glasses, feeling a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say.

Michelle quickly lay on the table and pretended to be asleep.

I waved my hand quickly, I'm sorry, teacher, I'm sorry, I had a nightmare.

The female teacher's expression became even more awkward after hearing this, but finally sighed and asked me to sit down.

As soon as I sat down on my slightly scalded cheeks, I heard Michelle laughing aside so much that she was so angry that she couldn't breathe.

Are you perverted?I cursed in a low voice.

She lowered her head and tidied up her clothes. Because her breasts were too plump, she buckled them for a long time before she buckled the bra.

Then don't worry, you have something to say to me anyway, so you lost.Now can you tell me what your name is.

I turned my head and vented three words, Bai Fengyuan.

She didn't plan to let me go, but she still stubbornly stretched out her hand and rubbed my arm.I was afraid that this pervert would do something strange about this woman, so I had to reach out and shake it with her.

k, now we are friends.

What the hell do you want to do?I feel more and more that she is here to fool me.

What else can I do? Make a friend with you.She looked for granted, as if the pervert who had just been exposed and molested the female pervert was not her.

This is how you make friends with people?Exposing breasts, plus kissing?

She reached out to support her chin and looked at me with a smile, of course not, you are the first one, anyway, you are not bad, I didn't suffer any loss, right?

With so many people in the class, why do you have to come to me?I really don't want to talk to her about those hooligan words.

Because you have a story and I like to listen to it, I will look for you.

If you think too much, I am just an ordinary student and I have no stories for you.I picked up the book and wondered if I should change my seat.

Michelle stretched out her index finger and shook it in front of me.

Sister, I have two master's degrees and licenses for psychological counselors in three states in the United States. You just want to cheat me and I'm a little bit young... Why don't you believe it?You are waiting for Ah.

After saying that, she took out her cell phone and started flipping through the pictures, looking serious.

I'm really annoyed, what do you want to do?

She turned her head and looked at me, thought about it and put away her phone, and mysteriously came to me.

Do you know that several girls in the class are secretly watching you.

I was stunned for a long time and didn't come back to my senses. What are you talking about?

She shrewd, then quietly pointed to a girl in a blue top in the front row.

Did you see that girl? She is one of them.I guess I have any objections to me sitting next to you.

I glanced at the girl. She was listening to the class very seriously and was still taking notes in her hand. She insisted on me to think so beautifully that the other person was peeking at me. It was so shameless.

Stop talking nonsense, people are much more serious than you.

Nonsense, what class I listen to, I just come to play, and the teacher below is almost the same as being a student for me.Do you don't believe that she is peeking at you with her own eyes?

Michelle seemed to feel like I had a trap, and she was full of energy.

Don't believe it.I didn't give her any face and answered directly.

OK, listen to me now and look up to see what's on the ceiling.

I looked at her serious expression and looked suspiciously at the ceiling. I saw nothing except a few blinding fluorescent lights.

Hurry, look down and look at the girl.

I lowered my head and turned my head to look at it, and found that the girl who was taking notes seriously just now raised her head and looked at the ceiling, but she quickly lowered her head and looked at me inadvertently. She turned around immediately, leaving only the back of her head for me, as if someone had exposed the little secret.

How do you believe it? This is psychology!Michelle changed into a pair of big-tailed wolf's expression and was proud.

I closed the book and whispered, "Even if I believe it, I still have no story to tell you, you can go find someone else."

After saying that, I quickly shrank my body, rushed out of the position, and slipped out of the back door.

After I went out, I ran far away in one breath, and I was relieved.

I originally thought that after this chance encounter, it would be difficult to meet this huge campus, but I didn’t expect that this guy would always catch me when I was alone.

And every time at this moment, she would shout my name loudly among the crowd of 100,800 miles away, and then run over with great joy.

This makes me feel even heavier in class every day than in graves.

I said, are you annoying? Is it interesting to bother me every day?That evening, I was blowing the wind on the rooftop alone, but Michelle jumped behind me elusively.

Anyway, I'm idle and have nothing to do. I'm almost crazy after coming out for so long, but fortunately I met you like this.

What do you mean by me?If you like me, it will be useless, no matter how beautiful you are, it will be useless.

After hearing this, Miguo's eyes suddenly became sharp, and I felt a little embarrassed when I saw it.

To be honest, it was the first time I had said such shameless words, and I was really forced to do it.

She stared at me for a long time, and finally came to me suddenly. It seemed that her thoughts were related to love, focused and urgent, but desperate and helpless.

I tried hard to control the throbbing in my heart. I was about to refute it, but before I could speak, she raised her eyebrows and said it right.

I was starting to be a little scared. I clearly didn't say anything, how did she know what was going on.

Are you wondering how I know what's going on?That's because you're too young.Bai Fengyuan, you can’t pretend to be mature.

I quickly looked away and looked into the distance. Mi Guo stood beside me with a giggle, scared?If you take me as your teacher, I will teach you how I can see it, but the apprenticeship is your story.

I have no story!I don't want to learn anything from you either.I responded with my neck stammering.

Michelle turned sideways and stared at me straight, muttering word by word, according to your conditions, it should not be difficult for her to have a girlfriend.She died?...Oh, no.That's the breakup?...Hey, not, if you say that you are still by your side, is that you fall in love with someone else?...No, not right.Is it a secret love?...Fuck, it's true!

Have you enough?I roared angrily, my fist clenched tightly, and with just one punch, I could make this beautiful but annoying face swollen into a pig's head.

But Michelle was very calm at this time. She did not take a step back because of my roar, and still smiled.

Scream it out, release a little bit, if you don't want to aggravate the condition.It would be strange if you keep such a complicated thing in your heart to love someone and not get sick.

I gasped heavily, but soon adjusted my breathing and returned to my calmness.

What kind of illness, I'm not sick at all.

Now it cannot be completely considered, but if this continues, you will be soon.I don't know what you've experienced, but your past experience has already put a lot of burden on your psychology, and your current situation is likely to be the fuse that ignites everything.Have you ever noticed that I am walking slower and slower, waking up earlier and earlier in the morning, not interested in anything, not wanting to talk to anyone, just wanting to isolate everything to live.

Michelle stood upright with her hands on her back, and she was really as a doctor.

What can that mean?I responded in a low voice, feeling no confidence.

It's nothing, it's just an early sign of depression disorder.Originally, I thought you were just a simple avoidance personality disorder, but now it seems that it is much more serious.If this continues, your thinking will slow down and cognitive function will be damaged.If it is serious, schizophrenia is not sure.I said, I am a doctor and a very powerful psychologist, don’t you plan to consult?

This should be considered a kind-hearted persuasion. After a very short-term heartbeat, I immediately regained my rationality. Some things must not be given to others easily.

Why are you so interested in my business?

Because I am curious, and it is not normal for psychologists to be interested in psychological diseases.Every time I enter the class, there will be a commotion in the whole class, but you never know that I have been here to listen to your psychology class.That's why I forcibly broke your barrier that day, and you did not disappoint me.The sixth sense of a woman tells me that your story will definitely be wonderful and should not be missed.

After she said this, I seemed to be able to understand her incredible behavior during this period.However, this woman is still a perverted element in nature, and I have no doubt about this.

After I fully recovered from my calmness, I turned around and walked to her side. Thank you for your advice, but I'm sorry, I can't believe you.After saying that, I strode away from the rooftop.

Just as I was about to step into the stairs, Michelle shouted behind her, Bai Fengyuan, believe me, whether it is bursting in silence or dying in silence is not a good choice for you.

Before I got home this week, I stood downstairs for nearly half an hour, barely adjusting my condition to the same as usual before going upstairs.

Mu Wanhe was busy in the kitchen wearing an apron. I stood in the living room with my bag, staring at her silently through the glass door of the kitchen.

Even waving the spatula did not relieve her charm at all, as if the kind of affinity and warmth were her innate attributes.

After the dish was fried, she carefully put it into the plate, then wiped the soup dipped by the plate with paper, then used chopsticks to push the scattered leaves into the middle, and finally stood up and looked at it, then put down the chopsticks with satisfaction.

While doing all this, she had a slight smile on her face.

Only then did I know why the dishes she cooks always look so delicate and delicious.Not only because she is more focused and serious, but also mixed with her own love.

It should be normal to fall in love with such a woman, I smiled bitterly.

Before she could hold her laughter, she had already raised her head and found my existence, so her originally faint smile was completely opened. She hurriedly picked up the rag and wiped her fingers, and walked out of the kitchen quickly.

When I came back, I didn't make any noise.

It seems you are busy.I put down my stuff and looked around.

Where is Tang Shuo?

Mu Wanhe walked to the table, poured a glass of water and handed it to me.

She found a job, and she seemed to be a promoter in a cosmetics store and had been working for several days.

She really went to work?I really didn't expect that Tang Shuo did not say it casually.

It's Ah, I went to work quietly.I have advised her, but she is already an adult after all, so I don’t have to say much.

Mu Wanhe seemed a little worried, so I quickly took over the conversation and comforted her.

It's okay, that girl is very good at living and won't suffer any losses.Anyway, her grades are a mess. It might be a good thing to enter society as soon as possible to accumulate experience.

OK, she will probably come back in a while. Let's eat quickly. Tonight, mom will give you a surprise.

surprise?I really made my tongue out of my questioning look.

You will know then.I'll have another dish, you can rest for a while.After saying that, she walked towards the kitchen.

I followed her a little at a loss, but she blocked her from the door, and she said nodded to the sofa.

I went to have a rest, my mother is not old enough to ask you to help cook.

I grabbed the glass on the door and pressed my face on it until my facial features were deformed. Mu Wanhe took a look and smiled so hard that she leaned back and forth, but she still raised the spatula and waved it twice.

Now it is the only thing that makes me feel meaningful.

As soon as Tang Shuo came back, he began to describe the details of work to me in a passionate way, such as which sister took care of her and which customer was more difficult to deal with.

At the dinner table, Mu Wanhe and I were just listening to her talk nonsense.

I suddenly realized that my friends around me, if they barely count Miguo, were all chattering and didn't talk all day long. I really wanted to have a friend who stayed quietly by my side and didn't like to talk.

After dinner, the three of us took a taxi under Mu Wanhe's leadership. When we arrived at the destination, we were stunned. Isn't this my school?

Sister Wanhe, what you are talking about is to visit my school?Big night?

It's Ah, Sister Mu, I thought it was a big surprise, which made me so excited.

Since Tang Shuo discovered my name for Mu Wanhe, she has followed suit and called Sister Wanhe. After I rejected it, she insisted on calling Sister Mu.

Mu Wanhe naturally refused to agree, but Tang Shuo is famous for being sophisticated.After a night of hard work, Mu Wanhe had to agree helplessly, and then the resentment naturally spread to me.

Mu Wanhe looked at us with a little disappointed expression and pointed to the community not far away with her lips.

Then, each holding our hands, he took us to this newly built community called Lijingwan.

The greening of this community is really good, and there is also an oversized artificial lake in the center.

The distance between tall buildings is also ideal.

Sister Wanhe, why are you bringing us here?

Mu Wanhe nodded with a red face and a few excitement, and took us into the elevator in Building 7.Press the top layer directly.

What does it mean?Tang Shuo was still in a fog, looking at us stupidly.

And I already feel a little mixed with emotion.

Just after opening the security door that had not yet removed the film, Tang Shuo finally reacted. She exclaimed, Wow, are we going to change to a big house?

After saying that, he was the first to rush into the room. Mu Wanhe quickly turned on the light. Tang Shuo looked around quickly and rushed into one of the rooms cheering.

This girl doesn't treat herself as an outsider at all.

Sister Wanhe, have you really bought a house?

The excitement on Mu Wanhe's face has become full of pride. It's Ah. Three years ago, you led your mother to find a new residence. Now you are leading you to our new residence. But the difference is that this time the house belongs to us.

I slowly moved and walked through the entrance hall. An oversized living room immediately caught my eye. On one side of the living room was an open kitchen and on the other side, it led to the balcony.

But this living room has already made me fall in love with this new home.

Mu Wanhe followed me and kept staring at me.

Why didn't you reveal it to me at all?The hard decoration of the house has been basically completed, and only some electrical and furniture have not entered the venue.

I also want to give you a surprise, and... Mu Wanhe said a little and stopped with some hesitation.

Moreover, this place is very close to my school, but far from where you go to work. Are you afraid that I will disagree?

Mu Wanhe was touched by me, lowered her eyes but still defended her.

In fact, it is more convenient for me to go to work here. There is a subway below, so you can get to my company without changing stations.And it is close to the starting station, and I have seats at work in the morning, which is much better than before.Living here, if you don’t want to live in school occasionally, you can come back and stay for a while. Of course, I didn’t let you go to Ah, but I was actually... It’s more convenient if you want to take something.

I turned around, gently hugged Mu Wanhe into my arms, and rubbed her back.

Mom, thank you.

Thank you, we will be better in the future.

Mu Wanhe stuffed herself into my arms intact and hugged me on my shoulder from bottom to top.I skillfully tightened my arms and greedily enjoyed the warmth for a moment.

Brother, look at Ah, there are stairs here...wow, what are you doing? Then I want to hug you too.Tang Shuo came out of nowhere and hugged us both together. I was really convinced of this girl.

Stairs, what stairs? Sister Wanhe, how big is your house?

It's not too big, with three bedrooms and one living room, the top floor, and a loft and terrace were given.I thought about it, that attic will be used as a study for you, quiet.However, after paying the down payment for our deposit, there is not much left to finish the decoration.

The three of them went upstairs together, walked through the ten-square-meter loft, and walked all the way to the terrace.

Mu Wanhe walked and gestured, and then she would light flowers like this, then put a cradle of rattan, put a coffee table here, and a rocking chair there, what do you think?

I remained silent, just smiled and nodded.

The three of us stayed in the new house for a long time, and Mu Wanhe described her design bit by bit, what to put here and what to hang there.

How big is the refrigerator and what brand of washing machine is.

And in my eyes, she is like a bride who is about to pass the door, preparing a bright future for me bit by bit.

Just as I was immersed in it, Tang Shuo poured a basin of cold water down again.

Sister Mu, is it a bit early to buy a new house now? When my brother gets married, the house will probably be old. I guess my sister-in-law will definitely have to ask you to buy another one in the future.

As soon as she finished speaking, Mu Wanhe's pleasant voice came to an abrupt end. Her half-raising arms froze in the air, as if she forgot to wave them.

And I was cold from beginning to end. I closed my eyes and calmed my mind that was about to vomit blood, and looked at Tang Shuo as calm as possible.

What are you, little girl, and you also talk about the matter of the Year of the Monkey and Horse Month.

But... Tang Shuo was interrupted by Mu Wanhe before he finished speaking.

Xiao Shuo said it was right, but it didn't matter. By the time Feng Yuan got married, I should have saved enough money for the next house, so I will live in this one by myself.By the way, after thinking about it this way, I really have to design it well. Maybe I will live here for the rest of my life.

Mu Wanhe's tone turned very naturally, and she quickly continued to describe it.I still ask for my opinions from time to time, but I dare not have such a dream again.

After coming back in the evening, I had insomnia again and began to rack my brains to imagine the possibility of getting together with Mu Wanhe.The biological mother and son are accused of incest and are only liberated to survive only when they are on the verge of death.

Could she accept it?Do I have a position to let her accept it? It’s just because I am her son, and it’s just because I love her?

She has already returned to peace, has a stable job, has a friend who is like a sister, and has a proud son.

She is so happy and proud in the new house today. I can feel that the future she is striving for is slowly approaching.

What would happen to her if she knew that her son had such feelings for her?Will it collapse?Or hesitate to try to accept it?

I really don't know how long I can hold on to this twisted emotion.

Xiao Mu!

I am here!

you……

I didn't hear what you said clearly. It was already 12 o'clock, it's time for you to go to bed.

……Good night!

Good night, good dream, the wind is far away!