Chapter 3

My favorite of you in the past was to see you, to see you, and to accompany you. Now I don’t dare to look at you, to ask, and to disturb you.

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The woman in front of her was holding her hair up with her hands, and crystal water droplets kept passing through the face that made me think about day and night.Don't think about it, it must be a dream.

The water droplets swept from top to bottom across the white breasts that were slightly clamped by their arms, and they were even more proud and upright. They crossed the light red areola and gathered on the light pink and cute nipples, then spread across the slender and tender belly along the base of the breast, bypassing the cute navel, passing through the sparse, small but neat black forest, and finally concentrated on...

I woke up almost instantly because I had never seen Mu Wanhe's lower body face-to-face, the almost completely closed labia, the sky that showed mysteries and temptation, and the faint private parts that looked like virgins...

So the woman in front of me is really Mu Wanhe!

Fortunately, it took less than two seconds from the time we looked at each other to the realization of the status quo.

My first reaction was to pull up my pants, and my second reaction was to turn around and rush out.

Why did she suddenly appear here thousands of miles away is no longer the most important question for me at this moment.

But the bathroom door is not closed or open, but shows the most serious 45° angle half-open.

I hit the aluminum alloy door frame with such a great force that the entire door was shaking.

The reaction brought my body backwards, and the slippery floor didn't help me. I tried hard to catch something. The towel rack stuck to the wall could not support my weight. I took off the old wall tiles and fell into the shower room with me.

The wind is far away!

That real voice and anxious tone made me confirm Mu Wanhe's existence.

This time, my head and buttocks were hit hard to a certain extent.

I touched my forehead first and found that there was no bleeding. It seemed that my forehead was still hard.

Then, except for the butt on the ground, everything else seemed to be trapped in some indescribable softness.

I turned around in a daze and found that at the moment when I fell, Mu Wanhe had already spread her arms and blocked her behind me to make a cushion, and landed on the ground with me.

She reached out and turned off the shower, hurriedly wiped off the water from her face and showed her anxious and distressed eyebrows.

But I was not much moved because the scenery at present had abandoned all the thoughts beyond desire.

After a long time no see, Mu Wanhe is still gorgeous and charming.

Her right breast, which was as swollen as a hemisphere, was tightly pressed against my naked back. I could feel the touch of her little strawberry rubbing against my skin. It was numb and numb, as if it was over-electricity, and her left breast was shaking in front of me because of the movement of her arm.

The light pink and tender nipples seemed to have thin silk tightly wrapped around my gaze, and I couldn't even shake it.

The two slender legs that were not inferior to Michelle showed a faint rosy under the stimulation of the water temperature. The shape of squatting on the ground made the triangle area squeeze. The shy private part that was never shown to be true was gently opened, revealing a hint of irresistible pinkness.

When the beauty meets the trickle, the jade skin falls clear and clear.

Such Mu Wanhe has become the most attractive scene I have ever seen in my life, so tempting that it is impossible to make any due resistance.

My head suddenly buzzed and was stunned. The first thought that popped out of my mind was to take the delicate nipples in my arms, or to fully fit my body and kiss the slim and rosy lips.

Feng Yuan, it just hit me, isn't my head very dizzy... Say something quickly.

Mu Wanhe shook my body anxiously and slightly, and raised her hand to press it between my forehead and rub it gently.

Now, her left chest was completely leaning over, squeezed into a ball by my arms, just like my back, and her nipples gently scraped the solid muscles of my left arm back and forth.

The force and sound of the impact just now were too exaggerated, which completely scared Mu Wanhe.

She had forgotten what she was in at the moment, and my slightly dull eyes and swollen forehead made her panic.

But her son is basically in a state of beastization.

The surprise of reunion after a long separation, the sudden temptation.Sorry, Mu Wanhe, I'm sorry, I really can't stand it anymore.This body, this person is really too attractive to me.

I slowly moved my right hand on the ground, like a beast to be hunted, and the consequences were completely thrown behind my mind.

Just as my hand was about to rise, I touched the fragments of the wall bricks that I had just taken down.

A trace of reason showed its head from the storm of desire. In this moment, I held the fragment tightly, touched the sharpest corner, pierced hard into my thigh, and then stroked hard.

The irrepressible desire was accompanied by severe pain, and part of it was finally removed along the wound.

The rational response instantly popped up my whole body.

He pressed the wound tightly with the porcelain piece with his right hand and walked out of the bathroom for three steps, and brought it to the door.

The moment my right leg stepped out of the bathroom, the blood slowly slid down the outside of my thigh.

Sister Wanhe, I'm fine, you wash it first!

I took out the napkin, covered the wound again, and then wiped the blood on the ground and quickly retreated outside the house.

When passing by the living room, I found that Lu Xiaorong was already sitting in his position and staring at the screen intently.

I didn't bother to say hello and rushed into the bathroom in his room.

After locking the door, I took out the medical box from the storage cabinet. I sincerely thanked this roommate who had extremely good living order. His medical box is much more professional than I even have in the average family.

I lay on the floor of the bathroom, let go of my thighs that covered my wounds and took a look.Not only did I take a breath, but in desperation, I was too ruthless to attack myself.

The wound was about five centimeters long, from deep to shallow, and the flesh was curled up with blood red and pale white.

With such a long wound, it is difficult to heal without sewing a needle.But in the current situation, if I go to the hospital, how can I explain to Mu Wanhe? How can I explain why the fall would make such a long and deep injury?

And she finally came to see me. If I had stitches, she would have to take care of me in the dormitory. Wouldn't that be too stupid?

But from beginning to end, I never thought about the possible consequences that would not be sewn at myself.

I took Lu Xiaorong's towel, ignored everything else, folded it, stuffed it into my mouth, and then took out disinfection and bleeding-resistance drugs from the medical box.

After taking a few deep breaths, I fell over in one go.

The severe stimulation made my feet collapse straight, and the muscles in my calf and thighs were all exposed with ferocious expressions. The towel in my mouth was instantly pressed to the tightest state.

After wiping the cold sweat on my forehead, I took out a row of band stickers and stuck them up densely along the wound, trying to close the wound, and finally took out the medical gauze and wrapped it firmly for a few turns.

I just stood up and took a step before I could stop the cold sweating, but a feeling of relief in my heart for no reason appeared a little abrupt.

I didn't care about the strangeness in my heart, so I cleaned my blood, packed my things, and tried my best to adapt to the normal pace of walking.

When I walked back to my room, I was completely wet.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped. I couldn't waste my time anymore. I picked up a dirty clothes and wiped the cold sweat from my body, and changed into a loose pajama and pajama pants.

I found a relatively convenient position to sit by the bed and wait for Mu Wanhe.

The room was a little messy and dirty clothes, the draft paper used for calculations and the drink bottles were thrown everywhere. I wanted to clean up, but I didn't dare because just sitting here, my hands couldn't help trembling.

In order to distract myself, I thought about what to say to Mu Wanhe later.His eyes also swept across the room and suddenly he found that Xiaohe was not on the bed, but was thrown on the bay window.

The soft and fragrant one I pulled into my arms during the day...

At this time, the bathroom door was opened, and Mu Wanhe wiped her hair and walked out slowly in the pajamas she bought with me at home.

Her face was not particularly good-looking, and I was a little puzzled. I didn't seem to have done anything I shouldn't have done just now.

Sister Wanhe, when did you arrive? Why didn’t you notify me to pick you up?

My tone was filled with irrepressible excitement. The accident just now and the pain in my thighs did not offset the great joy of seeing Mu Wanhe appear in front of me again.

After wiping her hair, Mu Wanhe turned her back to me, took out the moisturizing cream and squeezed it a little on the back of her hand. I looked at the familiar color. After so many years, she was still using that kind of thing that cost dozens of dollars.

The plane was late and I arrived here at around 3:00 in the afternoon. I came on a business trip and saw you. I knew the address and spoke English. I thought that you might be busy during the day and didn't bother you.

Do you know the address?

I was a little puzzled, it seemed that I had never given it to her.

It was your girlfriend who told me.

Mu Wanhe did not call Mi Xue, but said to me directly, but her tone was still very calm.

I was a little surprised that Mu Wanhe and Mi Xue were in contact, but after thinking about it, it was not surprising that Mi Xue did anything.

As a result, you are still sleeping in broad daylight.

Mu Wanhe said with a little complaint, and then she started wiping her face. I thought to myself that you turned around and came to Ah.I haven't seen it for so long, and my eyes can't be removed at all.

Yesterday I was working on a difficult point with my roommate, and I didn’t go to bed until after nine in the morning.

Mu Wanhe finally turned around at this time, and only then did she let me take a good look at her.

During this period, she did lose weight, her chin became a little pointed, making her charming eyes bigger and more watery.

The skin was tender and lustery, and the tempting kitten in memory was pursed gently, as if telling me that its owner was a little unhappy.

Your roommate woke up in the afternoon, and you were sleeping until almost evening.

I thought to myself that boy Lu Xiaorong was talking to me and calculated, but he was taking a nap at around three o'clock, and he fell asleep at around four o'clock and was not righteous at all.Not to mention that I have been able to last for so many days.

I don’t know, it’s not enough to sleep. So why don’t you wake me up since you’re here!

I see you are so tired and want you to sleep more. Who knows that you are now like this and are not honest when you fall asleep...

Mu Wanhe's face turned red before she finished speaking.I knew it must be the Xiaohe incident. At that time, I was sleepy like a dead dog. Logically speaking, I shouldn't do anything that shouldn't be done.

I don't know who I'm thinking about...

Mu Wanhe, who had a red face, muttered in a low voice, and then sat next to me and didn't look at me.

I don’t know what immoral things I did, but it shouldn’t be too much depending on the situation, otherwise Mu Wanhe would have been angry and ran away long ago.

But the atmosphere is a bit awkward. Originally, we were reunited after a long separation, which should have been a very exciting scene.

But unexpectedly, a series of misunderstandings followed one after another and forced each other to say hello until now.

I tried to drag my right leg to lean against Mu Wanhe little by little. Sister Wanhe, what's wrong with you?Why do you feel unhappy at all when you see me?

Mu Wanhe immediately turned around and raised her voice. Who said I was unhappy...

Before he could finish speaking, his eyes focused on my forehead.Although the collision just now was not broken, my forehead was still swollen. Because the injury to my thigh was too severe, I completely ignored the pain in my head.

She raised her tiny hand and gently pressed it on my forehead and rubbed it.

You didn't even look at it just now, why did you run so fast? The collision was so heavy.Look at what it is swollen.

I was about to say it was okay, but Mu Wanhe responded later but shocked me.

I looked at my... body... it was so disgusting.

The sound of this sentence was made in the throat, which seemed particularly aggrieved.My heart, which was already getting increasingly indifferent, was suddenly pinched.

Is Mu Wanhe's brain circuit infected by Tang Shuo? When her son saw her mother taking a shower, she hurriedly quit. This is not the most normal situation, and how is it related to nausea?

I quickly reached out and held Mu Wanhe's shoulder, Sister Wanhe, what are you talking about? Who is disgusting?You are so beautiful, no one will disgust Ah.

Mu Wanhe put down her hand and twisted her body. Of course, you said it before.

Sister Wanhe, what I said is not that your body is disgusting, it is that it has something to do with you...

Oh, my God, did she force me to repeat such unwilling words?

I think it's all the same.

How could it be the same!Are these two things?

Anyway, you didn't do this before...

Talking about reasoning with women is indeed a common disease that many boys have, but I really didn’t expect that I couldn’t reason with my mother.

However, what she mentioned before reminded me of the first summer of high school when I saw Mu Wanhe's body for the first time. I was bleeding from my nose because I was so hot.

I changed into an extremely gentle tone and hugged her shoulders. Sister Wanhe, I was still young and ignorant at the time, and I was educated by you later. Don’t you remember it?I said at that time that if this happens next time, I have to close my eyes and retreat and recite the Great Compassion Mantra in my heart.Even if you forget, I never dared to forget Ah.

It seemed that she also remembered that carefree past. She turned her head and raised her eyebrows and asked, "Did you just recite the Great Compassion Mantra?"

Actually, I can't recite the Great Compassion Mantra, and I said I could withdraw.

Then Mu Wanhe finally showed a light smile, and the desolate grass in my heart finally sprouted and bloomed.

Is there any ointment to reduce swelling?

No, it will be gone tomorrow...

Halfway through, he found Mu Wanhe's eyebrows immediately began to gather in the middle.I quickly stopped talking, stood up and went into the bathroom, and took out the ointment from the medical box.

Mu Wanhe took it and looked at it a few times, then smeared a small ball on her fingertips, raised her head, held my face with her left hand, and applied it to my forehead in circles.

Her face had returned to peace, and her eyes were as pure as before, but there seemed to be a trace of undercurrents and turbulence at the bottom of the lake.

It’s like a beautiful dream meeting a beautiful city, the person I miss day and night is really close to you now.This moment of gentleness actually made me feel urge to be red-eyed, but fortunately the corners of my mouth opened unconsciously.

Fortunately, you came and let me know that I am still alive.

Why are you smiling at me? Don’t know your mother anymore?

It was not until Mu Wanhe reminded me that I realized that I was immersed in her warmth again.

It’s just that you came too suddenly, there is no real feeling, like a dream.

After hearing me, Mu Wanhe stretched out her hands to pinch my cheeks and pulled them up and down.

Is there a sense of reality now?

I nodded vigorously.

Mu Wanhe looked away and packed the ointment and stuffed it into my hand. She turned around and frowned again. She said that boys are boys, and they will become sloppy when no one cares about them.

Then he stood up and started to clean up.

Sister Wanhe, stop doing it, I will clean it up myself in the future.

I couldn't help but want to move as soon as she moved, but my legs were very painful now.

Mu Wanhe gave me a blank look and speeded up the movement in her hand.I had no choice but to stand up secretly, hide my right leg behind her and clean up with her.

Sister Wanhe, how many days will you stay this time.

When Mu Wanhe heard this, she briefly stopped what she was doing. She couldn't stay for too long. There were still many things in the company, which were only about two days, at most three days.

Only three days Ah.I murmured to myself in disappointment.

I said whether it’s good at most three days. It’s almost two days on the way... Forget it, three days are just three days.

She glanced at me and immediately changed her mouth.

But I still can't show much happiness. Two or three days, I'm very greedy, I want it for the rest of my life.

Just when I was in a daze, Mu Wanhe opened the wardrobe and found Mi Xue's luggage. She unzipped the zipper and took out a pity-friendly underwear with less fabric from it.

That's not mine...

When I subconsciously said this, I felt how stupid I was.Mu Wanhe didn't say anything or look back. She glanced at the underwear and put it back.

She... I was about to explain the origin of this luggage, but suddenly I realized that Michelle and I are in a romantic relationship now, so I decisively shut up.

Mu Wanhe did not have any unnecessary expressions. She continued to bend down and clean up the wardrobe, then stood up and pointed to the clothes on the bed, and handed me the pile!These clothes are too thick, why should I take them out? I can't wear them.

oh!I turned around and bent down to hold the folded clothes, but I hadn't picked up yet.I heard Mu Wanhe scream behind her, "Why are there such a big cockroach? Oh, you're going to crawl on you."

I was about to turn around when I got a heavy blow in the back.

Mu Wanhe picked up the mat on my bay window and beat me hard on my back.The mat was supported by thin wooden boards, which danced wildly, and hit the body even more like a skewer.

If I hadn't been holding my hands, I would have almost lie on the bed.What a big cockroach, Ah, scared Mu Wanhe so much.

After being hard, I was forced to get over several times and then I was over. My ability to resist hits was good.But the last moment hit my right leg without bias.

I suddenly felt that the air in my lungs was squeezed out, and Qianren still groaned.

Mu Wanhe quickly threw the mat, Feng Yuan, are you okay? I was nervous just now and didn't pay attention to the importance.

I held my breath, did you beat me?

No, you crawl too fast, it proves that your house is too dirty and you have such a big cockroach... Feng Yuan, did you beat you up?

Maybe seeing that I hadn't gotten up for a long time, Mu Wanhe's tone lost the original tranquility and became panicked.

I simply lay on the bed, then rubbed the sheets with my head, and secretly wiped off all the cold sweat.

Then when Mu Wanhe shouted my name even more panic, I held my hand by the bed, pulled my body up with force, and then laughed loudly.

Your son is not made of paper, so he is not so careless and does not hurt at all, just scaring you.

Mu Wanhe sighed at me with relief, then turned around to clean up the wardrobe.

During the break, I went out twice, secretly used ice cubes to cool down my wounds, and then went back until I was numb.

More than an hour later, with the help of the hardworking Mu Wanhe, my house entered the cleanest and tidy highlight moment ever.

During the break, I ordered takeout. Mu Wanhe seemed to have no appetite, so she only ate half a Taco and drank some soup.

It was almost ten o'clock when it was all over, and Mu Wanhe sent me to take a shower.

I didn't dare to wash it, so I could only wipe my body with a towel.

I was just now covered by Mu Wanhe's fatal blow, and the wound was bleeding again, so I had to bandage it briefly again.

The medical supplies I have here are much simpler, so I have to wrap a few more layers of gauze.

When he came out, Mu Wanhe had already lying on the bed.

Looking at the other half of the bed she left for me, I suddenly felt a little dry.

I learned bad things and became more fascinated by Mu Wanhe's body, and it seemed that it was intensifying.

After turning off the lights and lay beside her, for so many insomnia nights, the side of the double bed was finally filled, and it was filled with the person I most hoped to be there.

After Mu Wanhe said good night, she slept with her back to me. I looked at the familiar and slender back with the slight moonlight shining in the balcony.

Since I have made it clear that I have felt for her so clearly, it would no longer be reasonable to sleep in embrace each other.

But I still hope to return to the way I got along in high school, because I really want to hold her, even if it’s just a simple hug, just a night of hug, secretly hug from others for one night, or borrow a night of hug from the future.

The distance between us is always only a few dozen centimeters, but it always seems like we are separated by tens of thousands of light years.

I reached out my hand in vain as if to touch a phantom that would disappear at any time.

While I was shaking my mind, my palm was almost touching Mu Wanhe's shoulders. The distance was shortened by an inch, but I still didn't dare to touch it.

At this time, Mu Wanhe suddenly turned around and faced me, her big eyes were like bright pearls with a confusing light.

My hands stretched out were frozen there, not knowing what to do for a moment.

I want to pull the quilt off for you.

I spoke as calmly as possible.

Mu Wanhe didn't say anything, just looked at me quietly for a long time, and finally moved forward twice and plunged into my arms.

I feel disgusting when I hold me now, right?

I could no longer control my emotions and hugged her tightly.

But one hand seemed to not make us closer together. I raised my right hand and placed it on her head. She lowered her face, raised her head, and rested on my arm.

I held her body hard and pressed her delicate body into my life.At this moment, no desire can come out to cause trouble.

Mu Wanhe tonight is different from ever before. She is like a child who is worried about gains and losses, with a soul that needs to be comforted.

For such a short moment, I couldn't help but imagine that Mu Wanhe actually loved me, like she loved a man.

But on the dark night when I confessed, Mu Wanhesheng's unlost crying and those words that made me heart-wrenchingly cut off my fantasy.

She just loves her son, she is just used to her son's hugs.

Stop thinking about being disgusting, you know I didn’t mean that at that time, you are my pride as a son, and I have always been!

Mu Wanhe didn't answer, still burying her head, but after a moment, she heard sobbing sometimes and sometimes.

Sister Wanhe, what's wrong with you?

I held her shoulder and pulled it back, trying to make her show her face.But she stubbornly grabbed my collar and refused to come out.I gave up and I didn't use any brute force to her.

Sister Wanhe, what's wrong with you?Don't cry, okay...

I was too afraid to cry when I saw her. As long as she showed a sad look, my heart would hurt.

But she had no intention of stopping, and she cried more and more sadly, as if she was venting.

The collar is getting wetter and colder.

My brain was still confused and was still thinking about the reason why she cried, but the tears seemed to be not saying hello to my brain at all and then fell down one by one. The sadder she cried, the faster I fell.

Sister Wanhe, stop crying, okay, what happened?

My choked voice finally vibrated her in my arms.

Mu Wanhe slowly raised her head, not caring about wiping away her tears, and looked at me and said emotionally, "I... Mom misses you!"I can't stand it anymore, so I'll come to see you!But you don't miss me at all!Why are you so bad?How can you do this!

The more Mu Wanhe spoke, the louder sheeper, and finally bit my shoulder hard.

This was the second time she bit me, and it was more determined and ruthless than the last time I remembered.But I still didn't move any other way, letting her two sharp little tiger teeth pierce into my flesh.

Since I parted with Mu Wanhe, I have gradually figured out a lot of things. At this moment, I feel that it is necessary for Mu Wanhe to understand that his son has really grown up.

If she doesn't say something, she can't go further.

I leaned against her ear and whispered in a low voice, I miss you very much, I miss you from the moment I got on the plane.We have experienced so much together for three years, how could I not miss you?

Then why haven't you called me for so long, and why are you getting less and less contact with me?You just forget your mother and only remember your girlfriend!I now know why there are so many problems with mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, because my son is too partial!

Mu Wanhe shrank in my arms and raised her head, complaining to me like a little wife who had been rolling her eyes.

Actually, I originally thought that from her perspective, my changes seemed to be a bit too big, but after going abroad, these countless tortures made me have to find a window to escape.

My psychology and physiology are changing, and I have already felt it secretly in an extremely bad direction.

But now it seems that no matter how much I experience, it cannot be alleviated by reducing contact, and may not even be relieved through any other adverse pathway.

I played my son so well, so everything took for granted, and sudden changes would hurt her, so I had to continue playing it desperately.

She said that it would be cruel to take it away if you give hope.

For Mu Wanhe, I don’t care about continuing to play the perfect son well, but I don’t know how long I can last.If one day I can't hold on, what should Mu Wanhe do?

But at this moment, I will do my best.

So I continued to lean against her ear and comforted her softly. You may not believe it, but the reason for reducing contact is because I miss you too much.We mother and son have a deep relationship. After spending so long together, I will be a little scared when I suddenly lose your shadow in my sight.

Every time I finish calling or video with you, I will be lost for a long time and have no intention of doing anything.So I chose the roughest and most wrong way to solve the problem.

Mom, I'm sorry, your son actually depends on you very much, but he must learn to grow up.

I know I'm wrong, I won't.

Lies are mixed with truth, this is what Michelle teaches me.

Mu Wanhe was skeptical and looked at me with her nose and eyes twitching. Didn’t you really just think about your girlfriend and then forget your mother?

Michelle didn't stay here for a few nights in total. You have seen my roommate too. If you don't believe it, you can ask him tomorrow.If not, I can break up with her.

Are you willing to bear it?Aren't you all that?

For you, I am willing to give up anything. If you are unhappy, I will not be with other girls in the future.You have given so much for me, no one is more important to me than you.

I continued to raise the bet and gave her enough psychological comfort.

Mu Wanhe lowered her head and was silent for a while. Does it hurt to bite you?

It doesn’t hurt, and my son is not obedient and should teach him a lesson. Are you relieved?

Maybe it’s because there are too many pains, my shoulders, thighs and my heart, and I’m already a little numb.

My mother didn’t ask you to break up with her, but you can’t ignore me. If you want me, come back to see me and mom buys you a plane ticket.As for that, my mother is not... not unhappy. If you don't have that in the future, how can I... be a grandma?

Mu Wanhe lowered her head and muttered again.She was just over 30 years old and mentioned the word grandma to be honest and funny.

How old are you? What kind of grandma are you thinking? Now others are still busy giving birth to a second child at your age.From now on, I promise to call you at least two calls and videos once a week.You don’t have to worry about my life here, but you have to pay attention to your health in China. If you have any unhappy things, you must tell me in time... Even if I am not here, you must live your own life so that I can study with confidence.You remember that as long as you are happy, I will support you no matter what decision you make.

I'm not sure if Mu Wanhe understands me.But I hope she will remember what I said one day in the future.

But didn't you say that after contacting me, you would be unable to do anything well.

Mu Wanhe's tone was obviously a bit of joy, but she still pretended to be unhappy.

No, and if I really miss you too much, I will contact you a few more times.I'm just afraid that it will disturb your work, after all, we have the time difference.

What to bother? When did I not take your call because of work... Actually, I also know that our mother-son relationship is too close, and even some are intimate... Some...

Not normal.

I made up for Mu Wanhe's words openly.Mu Wanhe quickly raised her head and was obviously relieved when she saw my peaceful expression.

After so long, I have seen too many mothers and sons. Mu Wanhe is so smart that she should have discovered this problem.

And I have also figured out that the essence of hot love and pure maternal love are the same, both attracting each other to work hard to get close, but I am worried that it will hurt each other, just like roses blooming in thorns.

Am I not like a mom, always sticking to you?I can't stand the airs that my mother should have, nor can I put on the right attitude.You will always grow up and leave me, leaving me with a resolute back.As a mother, I should look at your back and wish you a bright future.But when you really only give me a back but don't even look back...

Mu Wanhe couldn't continue to say anything.

It seems that maybe I have to watch her start a new life step by step before she can truly feel at ease.

It's my fault, we should go hand in hand, I won't know how to do it in the future.

Mu Wanhe's breath was a little heavy, and then she shook her head, No, it's my own problem, I may... maybe I'm too young after all.

Too young?Isn't it good to be young?

I was a little confused.

It's not good for a mother. Most of the mothers of my age in the company are still in elementary school. They are like little angels who always surround their mothers.I just learned how to be a qualified mother, but my son has grown into a reliable... man, and he has left me in the blink of an eye.You are too fast, I can't keep up with you, I haven't learned anything at all, and I'm not ready for anything.

I chewed Mu Wanhe's words back and forth for a long time before I roughly understood what she wanted to express.

You missed my childhood, and my teenager pretended to be mature again.Therefore, before you can feel the feeling of being a mother, I have grown up.So you, a mother, haven't been enough and hasn't played a role yet, right?

Mu Wanhe's cheek was placed on my arm, and she felt that the temperature had increased significantly.

I think I'm talking all the messy, you can understand it, and you can summarize it so well.

So you just think about this every day without any trouble?Are you stupid?Mom, are you used to this stupid look in front of me?

Mu Wanhe didn't look up, but just reached out from her arms to pinch my cheek and pulled it.

I said word by word with my leaking mouth that although these years have not been long, I understand your love for me.Your son has become distorted and arrogant. He likes to make decisions on everything, so you foolishly leave everything to me. I am still happy and think that I am very powerful.In order to satisfy my little self-esteem and vanity, have you been very tired in the past few years?Actually, I know that my mother is a very powerful woman, even better than me, and smarter than me.Mom, thank you for always tolerating my willfulness.

I had wanted to find an opportunity to say thank you to Mu Wanhe in person, and I didn't want her to continue to force herself and suppress herself.

I didn't...

Is it really good to teach me, who is only fourteen, what kind of work I do to make decisions?At that time, I didn't understand anything, so I chose a job for you so willfully, but it turned out that you would handle the right and wrong between people for this work and study exam. It was very hard.I am growing up now and I understand a lot of truths. You don’t have to accommodate me in everything anymore.Make the decision you think is right, and the decision you like.

Mu Wanhe's eyes shined with a crystal light and said with a sigh, "My son has really grown up!"You are also the pride of your mother, and you will always be!

Instead of responding to her praise, I continued the topic that had just been interrupted.

As a mother, you have indeed missed a lot, but as a son, I have missed a lot.But missing is a missed after all. We still have to look forward. The road ahead is still long. As for the issue of intimacy, I can only say that the mother-son relationship also depends on experience. In fact, it is not normal or not.You found me for nine years before you lost it again, and you were afraid of losing it again. This was originally a very normal relationship.And because of my past experiences, I even mistakenly thought that I had feelings for you that should not exist for you.After all, these are all because it is really not easy for us mother and son to live together again, but caring is messy.So don’t think too much, we will be mother and son for the rest of our lives, and there will be no more changes.You can live your life with peace of mind without worrying about being afraid.Our intimacy is not a burden, but a testimony of past setbacks, so you don’t need to worry about this issue anymore.

I finished this seamless set of rhetoric in one breath.There is no emotional ups and downs.But I know this is actually abnormal to me.

Still so good at talking...

Mu Wanhe seemed to have received recognition and promise, and once again got deeper into my arms.

We chatted for a long time this night, but it was mainly me who said that from the past to the present, from study to life, Mu Wanhe became more and more peaceful and more comfortable in my words, and finally fell asleep deeply.

After stopping thinking and talking, my delicate body in my arms made my hidden desire poke my head again. I don’t know why Mu Wanhe feels so comfortable when she picks it up, like a piece of down cotton that is just right, making me fall into it and unable to extricate myself.

I turned my head and looked at the ceiling, retracted my right hand and placed it on my thigh.

Whenever there is desire and impulse in my heart, I will secretly press the wound.

As long as Mu Wanhe is here, I always seem to be able to do more.

The next day I woke up earlier than Mu Wanhe. She slept sweetly, folded her hands on my chest and grabbed my pajamas.

It took me a long time to quietly pull out my hand and evacuate my body.

After leaving the room, he walked straight to the toilet of Lu Xiaorong's room.

At this time, Lu Xiaorong was still lying on the bed and asleep.

I locked the door and carefully opened the wound. The slightly red blood stains told me that the situation might not be particularly good.

I took off the gauze and the wound and looked at the still hideous wound. I thought that disinfecting the wound again would not hurt as much as the first time, but in fact, there was not much difference, and it even hurt even more severely. I felt that my calf would definitely cramp after a while.

Today I want to go out for fun with Mu Wanhe. Just in case, I wrapped the gauze tightly and changed into loose pants after returning to the house.Mu Wanhe only stayed for three days, time was precious, and I couldn't waste it in the hospital.

Not long after washing up, Mu Wanhe got up. It should be because she vented her long-standing depression last night. She wiped away the haze and looked radiant.

She probably knew she was going to visit the school, so she wore a round-neck T-shirt and a pair of tight jeans with small feet, plus a pair of white sneakers.

The long hair that was usually shawl was combed into a high ponytail.

She doesn't comb her ponytail often, but she likes to choose a very tall one every time she tied her ponytail, and her white and tender neck is exposed.

This outfit looks full of youthfulness and completely integrates myself into a group of students.

Now we are walking side by side on campus, and several of the classmates we meet are smiling at me.

I just nodded and didn't say much.

I'm used to it. Anyway, when Mu Wanhe and I are walking together, no one will ever believe that we are mother and son.

She was really too young, and time really favored this woman too much.

But she seemed a little nervous and kept looking at herself. Is it too tender to look at her mother in this way? It's a bit awkward? Why are everyone looking at us?

After all, I have never visited school with girls before, oh yes, except for that girl Tang Shuo.But you also know that her dementia looks like she is here to travel.Your temperament is different. They should be thinking about where I found the beautiful senior sister, but then again, I think you should have been used to being the center of sight.

Mu Wanhe walked in front with her hands behind her back, her hanging ponytail swaying around and around mischievously. For the first time, she was joking about age with me. Should I call you junior here?

I shrugged and smiled. I don’t mind. Anyway, I originally called you Sister Wanhe Ah!

I took her to my territory after a brief tour of the school. She was very curious about my learning environment, really curious, like a child.

So I took her around the classroom where I usually teach, the common laboratories and workshops I often go to, and even introduced several projects that our small team is currently working on with easy-to-understand descriptions.

While everyone was busy, I secretly asked Mu Wanhe to operate the drone that I had just finished debugging. She watched the little white guy freely shuttle through various obstacles, as if he had eyes, and her mouth was so surprised that she couldn't close.

Finally, I took her to class with me. I actually had no time to listen, and my eyes couldn't help but gather on her.

But she stared at the curtain intently, and occasionally hit me with her elbow to let me listen to the class carefully.

After this day, she had a lot of fun and had a pleasant smile on her face.

In the evening, I took Mu Wanhe to a lively Chinese restaurant next to the school.

There are basically students around, and the atmosphere is very warm. They are either discussing academics or talking about some fantastic topics.

Mu Wanhe supported her chin with her hands, scanning everything around her, her eyes full of enthusiasm and earnestness. She had never experienced normal campus life, and she was a little intoxicated this day.

I didn't say anything to bother, and I was eating quietly.

Fengyuan, are you very hot? Why are you sweating so much?

When I heard this, I unconsciously moved my right leg, and then I picked up a tissue and wiped my forehead.

It's a little hot, maybe there are more people, and it's a bit boring.It's okay, I'll accompany you to visit the Charles River later and just have a good time.

The academic atmosphere here is really strong, and only people as powerful as my son are qualified to come here.

I wiped my mouth and smiled, "Who is your son?"Am I not your junior?

Mu Wanhe curled her lips and laughed at me again... Walking by the sparkling river, we all seemed to be enjoying this moment of ease.

I'm still satisfied with my learning environment, my mother.

Because it was a walk, I lowered my speed to the slowest, which could relieve the pressure on my legs and also accompany Mu Wanhe for a longer walk.

Every minute and every second I am with her is precious to me.

Well, satisfied, you can definitely make a lot of money here.In the future, you will still have to focus on learning and research.Don’t deliberately think about contacting your mother. Just know that you have not married a wife and forgot your mother.

After Mu Wanhe said that, she turned around and looked at the tall and bright buildings across the river, murmured, "To make the decisions you think are right and do what you like, your mother supports you."

Sister Wanhe, I just said this last night, have you returned the original number?

I followed her and stood beside her, one finger away from her.

The night was shrouded in the lake, the mottled light and shadow of the city's movements, and the trees were whispering behind them in the cool summer breeze, talking about the secrets in the light and shadow. The moon inadvertently hid in the clouds, allowing the two to blend into the silhouette of the night.

At night, I still looked for an opportunity to clean up the wound that had been tossed for a day.And Mu Wanhe was satisfied and tired on this day, and she fell asleep quietly in my arms early.

Mu Wanhe doesn't seem to be very interested in visiting the city, she is only interested in things that I am interested in.

So I suddenly thought that a famous astrophysicist was coming to the school to give a popular science speech. Mu Wanhe nodded repeatedly and wanted to listen with me.

So after breakfast, he took Mu Wanhe to the school's multimedia hall again.

This hall is designed for astrophysics. The seats are all lying on their backs. After the lights are turned off, the entire ceiling is full of a giant screen, and you will be completely trapped in the vastness of the universe.

Since I started sitting in the chair, Mu Wanhe has been extremely excited and kept asking me when it will start.

At this time, the professor finally walked into the room with a smile on his face.

Is he Chinese too?He looks quite young.

Well, he is an expert in specializing in terrestrial asteroids.

After saying hello with a humorous story, the professor lit up the bright stars in the sky. Mu Wanhe grabbed my hand and shook it twice, just a sound.

I can no longer tell whether her bright starry eyes were projected in the sky or the dazzling brilliance.

The professor introduced related theoretical knowledge such as black holes, supernova explosions, cosmic rays, etc. in the most popular language.

I was translating some more rare and proprietary nouns in the same voice for Mu Wanhe. She listened very much throughout the whole process and kept holding my hand firmly.

I have to say that the professor is very high and knows how to grasp the rhythm.

Everyone's attention was completely attracted.

Originally, most of my attention was focused on Mu Wanhe, and I didn’t relax until he talked about the end and the ultimate topic.

This topic has nothing to do with me and shouldn't have.

The speech was over, and Mu Wanhe looked up and finally looked down at me. The first thing she said was that this trip was worth it.

I led her out of the multimedia hall. After going to the bathroom, we delayed for a while before we walked out.

I didn't expect to happen to meet a professor who was carrying his bag downstairs.

I raised my hand and greeted him politely, and Mu Wanhe just nodded.

Your speech was wonderful and you benefited a lot.

He stopped seeing that I was in Mandarin.

Are you a Chinese student too?

Well, the direction of AI

Well, there is development prospects, come on, who is this person?

My mother, bring her to experience the charm of astrophysics.

The professor pulled his eyes down, but he quickly returned to my face. The slight movement did not escape my eyes. Only then did I remember that I was still intertwined with Mu Wanhe.

Mu Wanhe was still in a daze at all, as if she was savoring her speech just now, so naturally she didn't notice the current situation.

If things are released immediately, it would be even more guilty.So I had to smile with a frank expression.

But the professor didn't say much, just nodded, but just wanted to speak when a sound of Dad came from a distance.

Sorry, I will chat next time I have the chance, my wife is waiting for me.

After saying that, he walked out the door apologetically.

It's still early now. Evan took her fiancée to the casino for a trip to get married a few days ago. Before leaving, he left the car for me.Unexpectedly, it happened to be useful for me, so I planned to take Mu Wanhe for a ride.

When I arrived on the roadside, I found that the professor and his wife were also standing there waiting for the car, and there was a cute boy next to me.His wife looked dignified and beautiful, but she seemed a little older than the professor.

Xiaolei, otherwise we should go back to the hotel to rest first, you didn’t sleep well last night.

His wife's expression seemed very distressed. Looking at the family of three, I was a little envious, and then shook my head secretly. Mu Wanhe was thinking about being a grandmother when she was over thirty, and I was envious of the family of three when she was less than twenty. My mother and son were really scrambling to live a life.

I asked Mu Wanhe to wait by the roadside and I went to drive.When the car drove back, I found Mu Wanhe was staring at the professor's family. I called her several times before responding to me.

Driving has helped me a lot.This will give me a temporary breath. If I walk on the day like yesterday, I guess I will be in shock.

Along the way, I passed through various attractions in the city. I acted as a tour guide and told the history and literary style of the city.

Mu Wanhe didn't listen very seriously, and she would occasionally be tranced.

Maybe she hasn't come out of the gorgeous universe in the hall just now.

In the evening, I took her to eat Thai food that Lu Xiaorong and I often ate. Because it was sour enough, Mu Wanhe was quite satisfied with the food, but she still felt that I didn’t eat well enough here.

I thought to myself, except for what she did, how can I calculate it?

After dinner, we walked to the residence together. As a result, Mu Wanhe slipped down her feet and then stopped staggeringly.

What's wrong? I sprained my ankle?Show me quickly!

I quickly squatted down, and my movements were urgent and fast, and I didn't think about my right leg at all.

I used my body to block my body, bit my teeth tightly, raised my hand and patted my shoulder, signaling her to support me.

I reached out and pulled her trousers up. I moved very slowly and observed carefully because I needed enough time to relieve the pain in my legs.

Mu Wanhe's ankles were delicate and clear. How beautiful it would be if she wore high heels. I distracted myself and checked for a long time, and found that there was no redness or swelling.

Does it hurt?Are you unable to walk the road?

I asked in a low voice, hiding a disordered aura.

Well, it's a little useless.

It probably was twisting.

There is only one way now.

Come up, I'll carry you back.

I turned my back to Mu Wanhe and gently patted her calves with my hands.

No, there are still people on the way.

Although Mu Wanhe said that, her hands were already on my shoulders.

What does it matter if your son carries his mother? Besides, it’s not far away. Come up quickly.

Forget it, I'll just walk slowly, it's still several blocks.

Come up... I feel like I can't speak much anymore, and my bent thighs seem to have passed a century in less than a second.

Mu Wanhe didn't hold on, so she bent down gently, lay on my back, and hugged my neck tightly with her hands.

Alright?

I asked on purpose, but in fact I was delaying time and using luck.

Um.

Mu Wanhe snorted softly.

I held her thigh and lifted it hard, and stood up with the help of inertia.My right leg was shaking uncontrollably. I didn't dare to stop and immediately took a step.

The friction and squeezing of Mu Wanhe's soft chest could no longer cause any impulse at this moment. I felt that the wound was on fire, and the fire had spread and rushed towards both ends.

Maybe I found that my pace was a little slow, Mu Wanhe raised her head and asked in a low voice, Feng Yuan, is mom too heavy, are you so tired?

I just shook my head.

Otherwise, I'd better come down and leave, it doesn't seem to hurt that much.

I stood firm and put my center of gravity on my left foot as much as possible. You were very light, so I wanted to walk slowly and stay with you for a while. You are about to leave the day after tomorrow.

After hearing this, Mu Wanhe didn't say anything, but she completely held her head on my shoulders and hugged her arms a little tighter.

I folded my hands on her thighs and held them tightly, and my waist and back were bent very low.

There are many students coming and going on the streets. I carried her around and walked through the crowd with difficulty but steady steps.

Mu Wanhe kept facing the glass window on the street, as if she was very immersed in her eyes. After a long time, a natural-sounding word floated out.

If it's not heavy, then go slower...

When I was going up the stairs, my right leg was already numb, and I felt less painful.I just feel that my pants seem a little tight.

When I went to the door of my house to take out the key, Mu Wanhe patted my back and asked me to put her down.

Your roommate is still at home, so it looks ugly with me on his back.

I had no choice but to follow her wish and put her down.

As soon as he entered the door, Mu Wanhe went straight into my room.Lu Xiaorong was explaining the design concept speechlessly at the screen.I glanced at it and it should be his doctoral supervisor.

I can't control our project now, so I quickly wiped my cold sweat off my face with a tissue.

I took out ice again to cool my wounds. The feeling at the wounds is no longer so sensitive, which is not good news.

I guess my current face must be particularly ugly.

So he lowered his head and pretended to rub his face and entered the room.

Sister Wanhe, how are your feet?

When I entered the door, Mu Wanhe was tidying up the bed with her plump and seductive buttocks. I quickly looked away and looked out the window. I didn't want my blood to spurt out of my legs.

After resting for a while, it’s much better and it doesn’t hurt much.

Then you take a shower first. I went to the opposite side to take one, which was a bit hot.

After saying that, before Mu Wanhe turned around, she picked up the toiletries and went out, and ran to Lu Xiaorong's bathroom again.

Lu Xiaorong still didn't look at me at all. For the first time, I felt that it was really a blessing to have such a roommate who doesn't like to meddle in other people's business and doesn't like to talk much.

After entering the bathroom and relaxing my tense nerves all over my body, I found that I couldn't stand firmly.

After being useless for a long time, I took off my pants and sat on the floor next to the toilet.The gauze was basically dyed red, and I knew it without having to take it apart. After my work just now, the wound collapsed again.

After removing the gauze, the wound showed an ugly face of breaking and necrotic death, as if he was scolding me for his ruthlessness.

In this case, it is definitely not possible to not go to the hospital to clean the sewing needle.

But why did I tell Mu Wanhe, especially after two days of disguise and just doing things.

I could completely imagine Mu Wanhe's crying like a person.

And tomorrow is the last day. If she makes such a fuss at this time, can she still return to China with peace of mind?

Just hold on for another day, the worst case will not be dead.Tomorrow, I will take her out with a car and walk less.But how to treat the current wound?

Suddenly, a bold idea appeared in my mind. I couldn't help but tremble when I thought about it. I reached out and fumbled in the medicine box.

There is actually such a thing. I looked up at the direction Lu Xiaorong is currently in, not knowing whether to thank him or hate him.

Holding medical sutures and needles, I hesitated for a long time and couldn't do it.This is nothing like disinfection, maybe it will make me faint from pain.

Mu Wanhe, mother, Mu Wanhe, mother.I kept muttering these two titles, but still unpacked them.

Forget it, anyway, I will fuck myself to death one day.

This time I didn't dare to bite something too hard, for fear of jumping my teeth, so I folded my trouser legs into a square shape and stuffed them into my mouth, stuffing them tightly.

Then I filled a cup of cold water with a cup, placed it on the edge of the wash basin, and used a simple lever to connect the arms with a thread.If you faint from pain, you can let the cold water fall and wake me up.

After experiencing the pain of the third disinfection, I felt my pain tolerance limit increased a little, which is barely good news.

Fast, ruthless, accurate, I silently recited three words, and at least five stitches for such a long wound.

After gathering my courage, I didn't give myself time to think and passed the first shot in my flesh.

Woo... Woo!I tried my best to ease the unimaginable severe pain with my head hitting the porcelain seat of the toilet.

I had already scolded myself in my heart, Bai Fengyuan, you idiot, are you fucking sick?Is it worth it? Is it necessary? Isn't it enough to just get on her directly? Fuck it.

While cursing, crying, and stabbing the second shot in the second shot. This time I understand. Take your time so slowly, even if you can finish the sewing, I will be in pain.

So he had red eyes, biting the cloth in his mouth creaked, and sewing the third stitch in succession.

After the three injections, I suddenly felt that my eyes began to blur. I couldn't do it, I was about to dizzy.

When I thought of the word dizzy, my consciousness slowly disappeared.

But he was soon awakened by the cold face.

This kind of dying that I almost couldn't get to in one breath made me feel completely different. I was really not far from madness.

After the last two needles were finished, all my strength was used up, and the needles in my hand were heavier than the barbell.

After looking at the crooked wound, I laughed and even felt quite awesome. If it weren't for the bitterness of tears that touched my tongue, I might have been able to laugh for a longer time.

I took this shower for an hour. When I came out again, although I was still very weak, no matter what, at least I looked like a human again.

I hid my bloody pants, took two anti-inflammatory drugs, and then returned to my room after I was fully prepared.

Mu Wanhe was lying on the bed and reading the books on my bedside table. When she saw me coming in, she felt a little complaining.

Why did you wash for so long today, your mother is almost asleep?

I sat by the bed and pretended to rub my moist hair to avoid looking at her.

I suddenly had an idea while taking a shower, and then I made a mistake on the glass and forgot the time.

The excuse has been prepared long ago, and the answer is naturally smooth and natural.

Mu Wanhe suddenly put together the book, saying that you will only accompany your mother these two days, and it will not delay your study.

It's not that true, I haven't had a rest for a long time, right? I just happened to catch this opportunity to take a breath.I suddenly had an inspiration just now, afraid of forgetting it later.This is also common for us.

As I spoke, I climbed onto the bed and lay on the other side.

I will take you to visit "Acrn Street" tomorrow, Xiaoqingxin Street, go early and take some photos for you.Let's go in the afternoon...

Fengyuan, let’s stay here with you tomorrow.

Mu Wanhe interrupted me, as if she had made arrangements long ago.

What's wrong?Have you been tired these two days?

Mu Wanhe moved a little to me and then gently leaned on my shoulder. My son is about to turn 18. I may not be able to be with you on your birthday. I want to celebrate this birthday in advance.Is it okay if my mom makes you a meal and buy another cake?

It turns out that I am only eighteen years old...

I muttered silently in a daze.

It's Ah, 18 years old, 28 years old...how can you grow so fast?

I originally thought she didn't hear it, but she sighed in the tone that was as deep as mine.

When I laughed, it was all superficial illusions. I got used to it, and my heart might be less than eighteen years old.

I didn't want her to go deeper on this topic. After turning around, I suddenly remembered a question that I have always been concerned about.

By the way, Sister Wanhe, what birthday is your? I know that the birthday on your ID card is fake.Even if you don’t have the habit of celebrating your birthday, as my son, I should have the right to know.

Mu Wanhe said before that in Yunli, women will never have their birthdays.And because of her grandfather's attitude towards her, she never liked her birthday.

Mu Wanhe turned her face and looked at me, but she actually smiled helplessly. Do you really want to know?But mom is really afraid that you will be shocked and dropped.

Not to mention, can I still be scared on one birthday?

Could it be Qingming Festival, April Fool's Day or something?

Mu Wanhe did not keep insincere, but her tone was a little shy. In fact, her mother’s birthday was the same day as you, but it was from the lunar calendar.

I immediately sat upright, is it true?Is there such a coincidence?

It's Ah, so coincidental that I can't believe it. Maybe it's the fate of our mother and son.

Fate, such a beautiful word, knowing this fact made my mood clear for a long time. It seems that it is a blessing in life to be able to get into any relationship with Mu Wanhe.

Then let’s live together tomorrow. Don’t think about the past, let it go.We, mother and son, have a happy birthday.

...Okay, happy.Then we can't sleep in tomorrow morning, so we have to take our mother to buy groceries.

The next morning, I took Mu Wanhe to the supermarket and bought a lot of vegetables. The stove that we hadn't opened for a long time was finally coming in handy.

What made me most relieved was that the needle-stitching technique of my two knives did not fall out. Although every step was still like the pain of walking on the tip of the knife, the wound seemed to be in a state of recovery.

Mu Wanhe was busy happily in the kitchen, while I sat on the chair and watched her beautiful figure as dancing. After seeing this, I don’t know when the next time I met.

I took the time to look back at Lu Xiaorong, who was also sitting at the table, and then I realized that this guy seemed a little strange these days, always staring at the laptop that had no job at all.

Hello, what's wrong with you these two days?Can't you get out of the world completely?

He raised his hand and pointed at the notebook screen. He made an appointment with my mother to video at 2:00 pm, and I was waiting for her.

Waiting for her two days in advance?Do you think it's normal?

Lu Xiaorong shook his head, it was abnormal, but I had no intention of doing anything else. It was like this every time, before and after the video, it was like this, and it was uncomfortable.

Discomfort is the first word used by Lu Xiaorong to express emotions that I have heard for so long.This proves that he is not ordinary in distress, and I really understand this feeling very much.

I sighed, I understand...

Do you sleep with your mom?

Lu Xiaorong suddenly said something strange, making me unprepared and I don’t know how to answer the conversation.

I used to sleep with my mother from time to time. She always slept faster than me and looked so tired every day.

Lu Xiaorong seemed to have not waited for my answer, so he naturally continued the words, and it seemed that in his opinion, this matter was simply ordinary.

I coughed twice, forget it, don’t think about it, otherwise I will play chess with you and change my mind.

Lu Xiaorong turned his head and looked at me, lowered the backrest of the chair, and lay down.I also repeated his movements.The two of them were half lying on the chairs, looking at the ceiling.

Cannons are tied to six.

Lu Xiaorong spoke weakly.

Horse eight goes into seven.

Horse 2 goes to three.

Che Jiupingba...

After about ten minutes, Mu Wanhe suddenly appeared between us.

Two little geniuses, why are they so fascinated by talking about? They wash their hands and have a meal.

Oh, Mom Ah, we are almost over, we will be in the car eight to three.

Are you sure, five steps.

Lu Xiaorong crossed his hands and looked like he was beating.

Wait, wait, that cannon nine retreat one.

Three steps.

...State six and five?

After hearing this, Lu Xiaorong looked at me and shook his head.

End, have a meal.

Then he stood up and walked towards the dining table.I let out a sigh of frustration. This guy is so powerful that he is inhumane. Alas, why am I talking about this?

Mu Wanhe looked at us stupidly, don’t tell me, you two just lie down and you are playing chess, one by one, one by one?

I stood up and held Mu Wanhe's shoulder with a smile. The two nerds were entertaining themselves. Don't be surprised, just have a meal.

I haven't eaten Mu Wanhe's dishes for too long, so I really want to save them and eat them a day.However, Lu Xiaorong was completely unconscious of eating and mechanically stuffing food into his mouth.

Mu Wanhe, who is good at observing words and expressions, obviously saw Lu Xiaorong's condition and did not take the initiative to talk to him.

How about it, my mother's skills have not regressed.

Mu Wanhe didn't move her chopsticks, just looked at me.

As before, it is delicious and unreasonable.

No matter how much you say at this time, you can't resist the chopsticks flying freely.

Eat more and make something for you to put in the refrigerator before mom leaves.You must not forget the taste of your mother when studying abroad.

When I heard this, I almost squirted out my rice, and my lower body even showed a tendency to be protruded. When I said this from Mu Wanhe, the effect was really amazing.

Just after dinner, Lu Xiaorong said thank you to Mu Wanhe, then returned to her seat and stared at her laptop.

Mu Wanhe finally couldn't help it, because since she came to me, Lu Xiaorong had almost said nothing but thanks.

Is this kid okay? It seems that he has been in a daze these two days.

His way of thinking is different from ours, and he seems to be single, and he has a deep relationship with his mother, so his mother wants to come over in the afternoon.

That's because of this?

Mu Wanhe made me a bowl of soup again.

He is quite special...

I turned my head to look at Lu Xiaorong. We were really similar in some aspects, so I continued to sigh, "There are too far away, and I want to hear it but I am afraid of hearing the news. If I don't live well, I can't do anything."If you're doing well...

I quickly stopped the second half, saying too much will lead to a mistake.

So what if you are doing well?

But Mu Wanhe didn't let me go, and she also looked at Lu Xiaorong and asked quietly.

It would be a little regretful if I lived a good life but couldn't see her happy appearance.

My current thinking speed is much faster than before, and the era of being clichéd is basically over.

But how many mothers who leave their son will live a good life.

Otherwise, I wouldn’t just stop chanting when I go back with you this time. When I go back, will you support me?

I turned around and teased Mu Wanhe with a smile. I didn't want to fall into a certain melancholy between each other, or I could, but she couldn't.

Drink your soup quickly. After I leave, you can study your little robots, small planes, etc.Mom can live well without you, hum!

After saying that, Mu Wanhe picked up the dishes and walked towards the kitchen.The back of this frame can also be engraved in my mind.

After dinner, I opened my laptop and briefly told her about the projects Lu Xiaorong and I are currently working on.

Although Lu Xiaorong was in a daze, whenever I didn’t explain anything properly or had any shortcomings, he would suddenly interrupt and annoy me.

But every time Mu Wanhe just laughed.

It can be seen that she likes the combination between me and Lu Xiaorong very much.

As time approached two o'clock, Lu Xiaorong obviously began to feel a little nervous and leaned forward to stare at the taskbar icon.

At about two o'clock, her mother finally called the video.

I was also a little curious, looking at Lu Xiaorong's screen for silence, and Mu Wanhe beside me also looked at her with her head tilted.

Mom, you are 8 minutes and 22 seconds late!

Lu Xiaorong, the first thing I said was that this was completely within my expectations.

so what?Bite me?Don’t talk nonsense, stand up and see if your mother has lost weight.

Lu Xiaorong honestly moved the chair away and stood in front of the camera like a primary school student.

My angle was a little reflective, so I secretly rubbed back a few steps and pushed the swivel chair.

Now I finally saw what Lu Xiaorong's mother looked like, and to be honest, I was still a little surprised.

After all, I have been wandering around Mu Wanhe over the years and have seen outstanding beauties like Mi Xue, but Mother Lu’s facial features, skin and heroic spirit that cannot be suppressed between her eyebrows seems to have a unique beauty.

She looks a bit like Chen Jun in temperament, but she is much more beautiful than her, and her expressions and movements are more relaxed and relaxed. She can be regarded as a goddess-level beauty.

Mom, you're already a little bit, why are you so late? You haven't had a good sleep recently?

Lu Xiaorong sat back in his seat, his eyes obsessed, but his tone was still so owed.

I was on a business trip and bought a night flight in a hurry. I just got off the plane and arrived at the hotel.I was always interrupted by work when I videotaped with you before. Do you think I can’t see that you are unhappy?Today I have plenty of time and no one disturbs me.

I'm not unhappy, I don't know you're a workaholic...

Come on, I was born to you, and I know what you think when you look at me.how are things?Didn't you make your professor angry?

Lu Xiaorong shook his head and looked at the screen without turning his eyes.

It’s good if you don’t have it. Remember what your mother says. It’s their problem if others don’t understand your thoughts, not yours.You should do your own thing. If you are unhappy one day, come back. If your mother can raise you, you can develop your little head with peace of mind.

Mom, can you stop using the word "little"?I am not young, I am 1.82 meters tall.

Little brat, you are even eight meters tall and one or two meters tall, and you are also young in me!

In the camera, Lu's mother was full of smiles and raised her eyebrows arrogantly.

Lu Xiaorong did not say back like I expected, but smiled slightly.

By the way, you found a roommate, right? I didn’t see you last time. Are you here today? Show it to mom, don’t be a girl.

The topic suddenly touched me, and Lu Xiaorong immediately pulled the camera directly facing me with one hand.

I and Mu Wanhe around me were obviously not ready.

I looked at the woman on the screen and raised my hand awkwardly, "Hello Auntie, my name is Bai Fengyuan, I am Lu Xiaorong's friend... Oh, this is my mother, she came to see me."

After saying this, I didn't know what to say. When I talked about the word "friend", Lu Xiaorong followed the movement and looked a little surprised.

It was Mu Wanhe who had seen the world, and after I introduced her, she spoke and said hello.

This historic first meeting did not attract too much attention from me, Lu Xiaorong. At the same time, we did not expect that in the future, we would be able to find a helpless situation after maintaining contact and even exchanging experiences.

Hello, Mom Lu, my son has been here not long ago. Thank you for taking care of our far-reaching family during this period.

Mother Lu's eyes should only give me one second, and everything else was given to Mu Wanhe.The surprise in my eyes made me feel a little proud.

Mom Bai, you are too rewarding. Lu Xiaorong can still take care of others. I am thankful that he can take good care of himself.I see that your son is so arrogant and talented, he must have helped my son a lot in life.

OK, let’s stop bragging each other. In the past two days, they are still getting along very well and they cooperate with each other in their studies and work. I feel much more at ease.

Well, that's good. My son has always had few friends, and I'm a little worried. Now I feel a lot more at ease when I see your son and a mother like you...

As a result, Mu Wanhe and Lu Mama started chatting with each other, and Lu Xiaorong and I were like two problem children on the side, looking confused.

But speaking of the tone, rhythm and expression of Mu Wanhe in this conversation are completely different from the usual ones, with a very mature elite temperament. Is this really the Mu Wanhe who hugged in my arms late at night and cried into a little girl?

Combined with Mu Wanhe who had seen in the company a few times before, I already had the confidence and calmness of Mu Wanhe as a white-collar executive in my mind.Her attraction to me is really everywhere.

When the two mothers of China had already brought the topic to their respective jobs, Lu Xiaorong finally couldn't stand it and put his head in front of the camera.

Mom, have you forgotten me...

Ah, oh, that Mom Mu, we are quite intimate in our conversation. We will have a closer chat if we have the chance to meet again in the future.

After the camera turned back, Lu's mother's expression changed, and she seemed a little guilty.

Lu Xiaorong... Actually, my mother wants to see you too, but you also know that my mother's career is rising now, and there are so many things, so I'm sorry for her son.You didn’t come back during the New Year last year, so why don’t you come home during the New Year this year? Mom takes the time to accompany you.

No, I'm not ready yet.

Lu Xiaorong immediately refused, and Lu's mother immediately went crazy.

What are you preparing for? What are you going to prepare for when you return to China for the New Year?Are you secretly angry with me...

Lu's mother couldn't help but lower her voice when she looked at Lu Xiaorong's calm and innocent expressions.

Forget it, you can arrange it yourself. In short, although my mother is very busy, she misses you very much.Don't always make yourself like a little brat who was abandoned by your mother.

I'm not young, I'm 1.82 meters...

This mother and son video is basically Lu’s mother talking. Lu Xiaorong just watched it like a fool, and even secretly pressed the shortcut key to take screenshots.

But I have never seen him see his mother's photos.

The video was chatting for an hour, and Mu Wanhe and I watched it for an hour, fresh and touching.

After hanging up, Lu Xiaorong lay down on the chair, like a pool of mud.

I wanted to comfort him a few words. Although Lu Xiaorong had never said it directly, I could realize that this guy's feelings for her mother must be not simple. I understand all his current feelings.

Your mother is pretty.

I thought about it for a long time and only thought of this awkward opening remark.

Nonsense, the best beauty in the country!

As a result, Lu Xiaorong was so angry that he blocked me. Why did this person always speak so annoyingly?

We brag a little bit too. My mother is still sitting here. The number one beauty in the country comes to her mouth?

Lu Xiaorong raised his head and looked at Mu Wanhe, the second beauty in the country.

You stay wherever you are cool, why is my mother the second in the country? If she is second, I don’t believe anyone who dares to recognize the first place.

Mu Wanhe's face suddenly started to burn. She poked my waist and stared at me with her eyebrows.

My mother dares, anyway, my mother is the number one in the country!

Then my mother is the number one in the world!

My mom is the best in the universe!

My mother is the first in the multiverse!

My mother is the first in the ten-dimensional multi-universe universe!

Lu Xiaorong is my fellow wise man. As long as we fight with him, our age will drop to the kindergarten level.

I no longer care about how Mu Wanhe tossed my waist muscles, and the big bang that was tangled with Lu Xiaorong was coming.

Okay, you two are still fine just now, can you fight for such boring things?No more is allowed, otherwise I will be angry.

As soon as Mu Wanhe said, I stopped feeling aggrievedly. Why was it so frustrated? Because the last sentence was said by Lu Xiaorong, and I had already thought about it and didn't have time to say it out.

In the afternoon, Lu Xiaorong received a call to accompany his mentor to Caltech for a week's exchange meeting. He greeted us and left with his backpack on his backpack.

It seems that it will be a birthday party for two people, but it's fine, after all, we are used to the birthday party for two people.

After dinner, Mu Wanhe took out the cake prepared in advance, lit a candle, and turned off the light.

The leisurely candlelight shone Mu Wanhe's face hazy and erratic. The lotus in the distant mountains and the paint is like Linfan's fairy. Looking back on her birthday in her first year of high school, she seems to have not changed at all in the years.

Mu Wanhe looked at the candle, her tone was as gentle as if she wanted to melt a piece of honey in my heart.

The birthday I celebrated in advance was a bit simple, but mom knew you definitely didn’t care about this.Eighteen years old, in his prime.Mom wishes you to be safe and sound in the adult world and not move.Don’t be too persistent in anything you do, and don’t force yourself too much.I said, you can fail or escape.No matter what happens...

Mu Wanhe paused, stretched out her tender collar to attach to the back of my palm, and naturally I turned my palms and held her ten fingers.

...I will wait for you to come back at home.

Her voice became lighter and her tone became gentler, like the green willows in early spring, the breeze in midsummer, the wheat waves in late autumn, and the warm winter.

I looked at the candlelight swaying in her pupils that had always made me dream about, and nodded gently.

All the thoughts in this world are endless, depressed, smiling, tears, silent and sighing all come from a word, if it were you.

Blow the candles and make a wish.

Let's go together, this is your birthday too.

So my mother and son put their hands together. I don’t know what wish she made, but I made a wish that would never be fulfilled and then blew out the candle.

As we parted, we both had a bit of sadness while eating the cake.Mu Wanhe suddenly raised her head and smiled apologetically.

This birthday I celebrated for you this time was also a temporary reminder of my mother, so I didn’t have time to prepare a gift. I will make up for it when I go back.

I licked the mousse, raised my fork and swayed it. No need to make up for it, please give me a wish.

desire?What wish?

A desire that does not violate the law and knows virtue, no matter what it is, I will tell you the day I think of it, that you must implement it at that time and you cannot breach the contract.

I pretended to be naive and gestured.

Mu Wanhe smiled and raised her little finger at me, "Okay, mom will tie you up with you, no matter what your wish is, mom will agree to you."

That night, we slept very early, but we didn't fall asleep. Mu Wanhe and I could never finish talking, and we could keep quiet for a long time without being embarrassed.

She pressed her head against my arm, buried her head and didn't know what she was thinking.

I originally thought I would have insomnia for another night, but in fact, it didn't take long before my consciousness gradually became lost.

When I slept until midnight, I might have been awakened by the pain because I turned over and touched the wound.

When I woke up, I found that the situation was not very good, I had no strength at all and it was very hot.It seems that my reckless behavior of sewing a needle to myself has not been able to get the dignity of heaven.

Mu Wanhe slept very well with my arms holding me, and there were wet tears at the corners of her eyes.

After looking at it, it was already past four o'clock, and Mu Wanhe was flying at 10 o'clock in the morning.No matter what, I have to hold on to these hours.

I quietly got up and left the room. I walked for nearly three minutes just a few steps.

I felt nauseous in my stomach and wanted to vomit. My head became two big, and it hurts when I touched it, and my right leg almost swollen.

I chose the loosest pair of casual pants to wear, and I couldn't see it very well.

I pour anti-inflammatory drugs into my mouth regardless of the anti-inflammatory drugs, and I took out ice cubes and sat in the kitchen waiting for the cooling. I needed to stay awake and listen to the movements in the bedroom.

It seems that Mu Wanhe slept very late yesterday, so she slept so well, which is the only good news for me.

I stayed in the living room until after 7 o'clock in the morning, and the fever finally subsided a lot, but I still didn't have much strength.

I know that my situation is actually very serious, it is just that my tone or willpower.

Most importantly, the pain caused by walking has completely exceeded the previous two days.

Fengyuan, when did you get up?Why are your face so bad? What's wrong with you?

The first time Mu Wanhe came out, her eyes changed.

I sat on the chair and patted my cheek. I didn’t sleep all night. How can my face be good? Don’t worry, I will come back to take a break after you get on the plane.There is breakfast there, you can have something, it's still early.

You haven't slept all night?Is it because my mother is leaving?

Then I will definitely be reluctant to leave Ah, and I don’t know when the next time I meet.

Mu Wanhe walked up to me and looked at me with distress.

Actually, I think you seem to be very tired these two days. Are you really okay?Don't lie to me!

Didn’t I tell you about the project between Lu Xiaorong and me yesterday? We have been overcoming several difficulties these days, and our work and rest are not normal and we often stay up late.I had a regular schedule before, so I was not used to it.But the problem has been solved, and I will take a break on time in the future.

Mu Wanhe pulled the stool and sat in front of me with a serious expression. No matter how smart you are, you can't solve the problem so impatiently. What if you get damaged your body? It won't happen if you have a few more days.If you are just trying to trouble yourself like this, then I will really take you home.

I won't know anymore, I promise that I will go to bed at the latest at twelve o'clock.

I said confidently and retreated a little.I don't want to have physical contact with Mu Wanhe because my body temperature has not returned to normal.

This is what you said, don’t lie to mom!

Well, do what you say, you can go have breakfast first, I will take you to the airport later.

Before going out, I stuffed an ice bag in my pocket, covered it with clothes, and then put another ice cube in my mouth, keeping as clear as possible.

Fortunately, the airport is not too far away. When I was waiting for the plane, my situation became worse and worse. Whenever I was in a state of mind or felt unbearable, I pretended to yawn a lot.

Then he smiled at Mu Wanhe.

You will go back and have a good sleep, sleep until you wake up naturally, and then adjust the biological clock as soon as possible.The body is the most important thing, nothing is important.

Mu Wanhe was muttering her body along the way, but I felt annoyed at all when I listened to it, just like listening to music.I will agree as much as she says it.

Finally, I rushed to the security check. I looked for the billboard next to the security checkpoint and half-time to say my final goodbye to Mu Wanhe.

Just like when she went abroad, she told me all the questions she could think of, and finally hesitated for a moment, and then added a few more words.

Last time you said you would break up with your girlfriend, but I think you must have feelings for each other, otherwise you wouldn't be like that.It is very irresponsible to break up casually. That girl is actually good. Although fast food love is popular among young people nowadays, you should still cherish every relationship.Anyway, promise me that you want to be fine.

We all have to be well, you have to live your own life well, remember what I said.

Mu Wanhe passed the security check reluctantly. She looked back countless times in just a few dozen meters away, and I kept waving goodbye to her.

When her figure completely disappeared at the intersection, the aura that was crossing my throat immediately dissipated, and the strength in my body was instantly pulled away.

But the ease without disguise only existed for a short moment and was replaced by the huge loss of Mu Wanhe leaving.

She left and packed all the colors in my world and took them away.

This is the last sentence that echoed in my mind before I fainted...

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When I woke up again, I was already lying on the operating table, and the doctor woke me up.He needs me to sign the surgery consent form.I didn't listen to a lot of terms about my injury.

Do you have family here?I'm not sure if your mind is really sober now.

I raised my hand and signaled him to take the signboard and squeeze out a few words weakly.

I was very sober, but I just didn't have the energy to say too much.

Who made the needle in your wound? Are you sewing a woven bag?If it is too messy, you are not afraid of inflammation, infection, and you will lose your life?All young people are so crazy nowadays?

I picked up my pen and signed my name randomly, then closed my eyes.

Anesthetics, open lines, prepare for debridement...

When I woke up again, it was already dark outside and there was no one in the ward. I tried to lift my arm, which weighed thousands of pounds, and there were needle holes for a snorkel bottle on it.

It's pretty good. I've been able to survive and survive. I have mastered a new survival skill to cut wounds, although the technology still needs to be further tempered.

The right thigh is more swollen than before, and it is basically not moving.But the fever has subsided and my body has become much lighter, but I have no strength at all.

In order to get the phone on the bedside table, I tried to turn over or stretch my arms, and I struggled for a long time before I got it.

It was already past one o'clock in the morning, and there was only Mu Wanhe alone and missed phone call on her phone. She should have arrived.

My throat was so dry that it felt uncomfortable, and it seemed that it was blocked, so it was difficult to say a complete sentence.

Put down your phone and try to get to the water cup on the table again.I felt it, but my palms didn't use any force, so I took the cup and fell to the ground, making a trembling noise on the quiet night.

I didn't care about the guilt of intruding An Ning. I just hit the wound with force in the last moment. I lay on the edge of the bed in pain, and couldn't even lift my hands.

Just as I tried to lift my hand again, the ward light was turned on.A night nurse came in.

Oh my God, stop moving, the nurse bell is right beside the bed, call me directly if you need it.

She trotted in and cleaned up the debris on the ground, and then I saw the nurse bell by the handrail.

Sorry...I didn't see it.

I spit out a few words in a hoarse voice. I have become accustomed to solving all problems by myself over the years, and have forgotten to ask for help from the person who should ask for help.

The nurse cleaned up and scolded her. Do you know how bad your condition is. The wound has become suppurative and coma. If you come to the hospital later, you may suffer from sexual poisoning or even sepsis. Child, you should be responsible for your life.

I lay on my back on the bed, and didn't say much to the nurse. It was originally the death I committed myself step by step, and it was extremely boring.

The nurse poured me a glass of water, helped me lift the bed and feed me drink it, and took a basin to make me spit out the phlegm blocked in my throat.

Do you have no family or friends here? Your situation needs someone to take care of your bed.It's okay at night, but I'm afraid I can't take care of you during the day.

Only three names popped up in my mind. Lu Xiaorong went to California, Evan went to Las Vegas, Michelle was in Los Angeles, and then she couldn't find the person who was in bed.

I'm really introverted.

I just came to study abroad and don’t have many friends, it doesn’t matter, I can do it alone.

The nurse's eyes suddenly became gentle when she looked at me. It was not convenient for you to get out of bed for at least three days. If it doesn't work, you can also hire a nursing staff member. By the way, what school are you from?

With

Then you should contact your tutor directly. Mit is very good to students and they will definitely arrange someone to take care of you.

I considered the nurse's advice and thought about it and let it go. If the school knew about it, I would inevitably make up a lie again. I no longer want to lie.

I don't like to bother others very much, it doesn't matter, I will depend on the situation at that time.

The nurse obviously wanted to ask me about my wounds, but since I needed rest now, she didn't say anything more. After flattening me, she pointed to the nurse's bell, then turned off the light and went out of the door.

I took my cell phone and dialed Mu Wanhe's phone. The current lack of strength happened to be very similar to just waking up.

Fengyuan, have you woken up?

Well, I slept so hard that I didn’t hear your phone call. You are here, right?

Well, I'm here, I still feel sleepy when I hear your voice. Let's hang up the phone and have a good sleep.Remember what you promised your mother, and quickly adjust the biological clock.

OK, then I'll go to bed Ah, you can take good care of yourself.

good.

Mu Wanhe's voice was also a little tired, probably because of the jet lag.Now we both have returned to our respective tracks.After hanging up the phone, the silence and darkness were restored to the surroundings again.

Being sick can indeed make people weak, and the voice in my mind comes out again. After so long, I finally heard what it was saying to me.

In the past, I would be entangled, confused, painful and resentful because of my pain and helplessness.

But now I won’t be there. I am always calm now, the more helpless I am, the calmer I am.

For example, on this night when I was alone in the hospital and couldn't move, I just stared at the light spots outside the window in a quiet daze.

Stop talking, maybe one day I will do what you wish...

When I got home again, it was already three days later. The first thing I did when I could get out of bed was to be discharged from the hospital and go home.

The long-term exercise gave me a strong body and the doctor's level was also good. I took a few days off to recover at home.

The days ahead have temporarily returned to normal. I completed the project during the day, and at night I talked about my story in my notebook. Michelle said it would be more comfortable to write it down.

But in fact, it didn't make me feel more comfortable or painful.

But I am still writing, recording my ridiculous life word by word.

When I waited 11 o'clock, I would lie in bed. Many times I would suffer from insomnia until three or four o'clock, but I still promised to go to bed at 11 o'clock.

The contact with Mu Wanhe has returned to normal, and I am more natural, more real and easier on the phone.

I am humorous and funny in the phone and video, and I am full of yearning for the future. I often make Mu Wanhe smile happily for a long time.

We always talk for a long time, and Mu Wanhe will slowly talk about things in the company, including Zhang Ning.

I will no longer be as depressed as before, and I will not even avoid talking about Zhang Ning's topic with her, just as casual as talking about other topics.

I got better, I got worse.

She lived until Christmas Eve so normally. During the call with Mu Wanhe, I told her that Michelle and I broke up because of her disagreement and she was too noisy.

Mu Wanhe was silent for a moment and said, I support you in any decision you make.But I know she should be quite happy or relaxed.

Because she doesn't like Michelle, I can see that it is not the kind of mother-in-law's dislike of her future daughter-in-law, but the simple dislike of Michelle. I still can't understand the reason.

But that doesn't matter. After all, being with Michelle is just to prove that I am a normal person.

It's meaningless to continue to disguise things now.

After hanging up the phone, I texted Michelle who had disappeared for a long time and she just replied to me with an OK expression.

I didn’t go home during the Chinese New Year, nor did Lu Xiaorong. We agreed to concentrate all our efforts to complete our project.

And a research team has begun to pay attention to our plan.So we still need to speed up and get it out as soon as possible. Both mothers expressed their understanding of this.

Although the work is tight, I still set a time with Lu Xiaorong that it will end before 9 pm.As a result, after the beginning of spring, Lu Xiaorong's off-campus activities increased significantly.

Many times I have to do those boring operations and experiments alone.This is what I promised Lu Xiaorong’s job, and the promise is my only persistence.

That night I was typing my story word by word on my notebook. What I wrote was actually very boring. It was often a long inner monologue, and tried to restore myself at each stage with those pretentious and artificial rhetoric that outsiders seemed to be.

For me, writing it is no longer a confession, but a log of life.

Tang Shuo's phone number disrupted my thoughts. Now that I answered their phone number, I no longer need to make any mental construction and preparation.

Brother, are you busy?

Tang Shuo's voice was still so tender, maybe she just looked a little older.

Not busy, is there anything wrong

Tang Hui is about to celebrate his birthday. I want to give her a laptop. You can help me refer to it. It doesn’t have to be too good, just about 10,000 yuan.

Tang Shuo's slightly shy tone really made me a little unfamiliar with it.

About 10,000 yuan, you can see your small vault is already very rich. I'll take a look and send you a link.Didn't go to work today?

I opened the shopping website and there were still many choices of about 10,000 yuan.

Today is Saturday Ah, Sister Mu is not here again, so I'll just do a show at home.

Oh, I forgot where did she go on a business trip?

I asked casually.

I went to K City with Zhang Ning early in the morning, probably for a vacation by the beach.I feel like I am a light bulb and I refuse to take me there. Can I play with myself and not bother them.

Tang Shuo complained.

Brother, brother, why don’t you talk anymore?

Isn’t this showing you a laptop? This one is good, Tang Hui should be enough, I’ll send you the link... If you want to play, you can go to Ah yourself, why follow them? Could it be just to get a ticket?

I smiled faintly.

What kind of train tickets are good or not? They are quite expensive. Forget it, let them play.Alas, my brother is amazing, this one looks quite tall.Miss Tang is satisfied. Do you have any other instructions?

Haha, brother, why are you so annoying?It's okay, please kneel down and rest.

You little girl, you are so arrogant, go away.I'm going to take a shower and go to bed later.

After hanging up the phone, I opened the text again and silently typing on the keyboard.I wrote a passage for a long time, but I was still not satisfied.Forget it, let's write it tomorrow.

The next day was originally the usual video time between Mu Wanhe and I, but I thought about it but still couldn't call it. Sure enough, she didn't call it either.After finishing work, I wrote a few paragraphs.Take a shower, go to bed, and lie down.

Day after day, she has less and less contact with Mu Wanhe, but this time she took the initiative.

She took the initiative and I cooperated, and had already set the pattern from the beginning. I was like her exclusive love.

After more than half a year, Michelle, who was missing, finally stood in my room again.

She dyed her hair burgundy and her makeup became more and more western.

You finally remember that you have a bunch of things still here.

I opened the closet and took out her luggage.

I don't care about these rags, I'm here to see you for the last time.It may not be common in the future.

There is no banquet that will last forever, and I did not show any surprise.

Has the great cause of restoring the country been completed?

Well, it's done, my dad gave up completely. This time I went back to China to deal with all the messy industries, and then wandered around the world alone.

Michelle sat on my bed with excitement and danced.

I stood against the wall and smiled with her.

Where are you going to wander?

Michelle fell on the bed with a shout, Mount Everest, the Sahara Desert, the Great Rift Valley of East Africa, the Mariana Trench, the Arctic Pole, space, everything that makes humans look extremely small!

You are not wandering around the world, you are traveling around the world for death.

Michelle still smiled brightly and ignored my complaints. By the way, how have you been doing recently? Have you thought about the ending?

What Mi Xue wanted to ask was the ending with Mu Wanhe, but I subconsciously answered an incredible word.

You mean death?

After saying this, I was a little surprised.Michelle opened her eyes wide and jumped up.She stepped forward to me and stared at my every move.

I curled my lips and spread my hands. I'm just a joke, don't be nervous.

Michelle took a step back, her face full of confusion and even anger. What happened?Why is it more serious than before!Is it because she has been there?

I calmly watched Michelle's expression change and sat slowly on the bed. You are a little mentally irritated, and I am obviously very good.

Michelle bent down and leaned against my face. Bai Fengyuan, tell me honestly, have you ever had self-harm during this period?

I was about to retort that there was no, but Michelle had already looked down at my legs.There is no way, I can't deceive her.

This is not considered self-harm, it is just to make...

That doesn't matter. I just ask you, what was the first thought that came out of your mind when you hurt yourself?

I licked my lips that started to dry out a little, without answering.

easy?Comfortable?relief?!...What the hell are you doing!Is your affection a little too much?

Michelle suddenly shouted, completely losing her former calmness.I looked at her and still didn't say anything.

She straightened up, frowned and squeezed her chin with her hands.I know what she is starting to hold back again.

Bai Fengyuan, didn’t you say you wanted to repay me? I’ll give you a chance now?

How to repay you, are you going to vent your body again?

Michelle gave me an expression that was not funny at all.

Cooperate with me and let me hypnotize it once. I want to see what the hell is put on your head.

We looked at each other for a minute, and finally I compromised, saying it was a compromise, but in fact I didn't care at all.

According to Michelle's request, I lay down on the bed and closed my eyes.

Take a deep breath, relax, your body is very light, and you feel your hands disappear, your legs disappear...

I don't know what method Michelle used to hypnotize me, but in short, my subconscious mind was completely rioted, with large red patches of red covering my eyes, and all kinds of strange tones rage in my mind.

I don’t know how long it took, but I was almost awakened by some extreme fear. The moment I bounced up, my head hurt like it was about to crack. I knocked away Michelle in front of me, knelt on the floor, and hit the floor with my head desperately.

Michelle took a lot of effort to pull me up, spread her hands in front of me, and a pill was placed in the palm of her palm.

Eat it, eat it almost!

I couldn't stop trembling as I looked at the pills, but I refused to pick them up.

Michelle lifted my chin, swallowed the medicine by herself, and poured out another piece.

Bai Fengyuan, believe me!Eat it almost!

Michelle cried, her eyes dyed her eyeshadow, leaving black tears of despair like death.

I picked up the pill and swallowed it for the afternoon, then took a deep breath as she asked.

It was ten minutes later when we all recovered.She and I sat by the bed, leaning on my shoulders and falling into a weak silence.

What did you see? You cry so sadly.

After anger, I successfully unlocked the crying Michelle again.

If you die, I will never tell you in this life!

Michelle turned her face and said stubbornly.

OK, Mu Wanhe's company has secrets, you have secrets, it turns out that I have secrets myself, but I don't know my own secrets. This world is really interesting.

I wasn't asking, just sighing softly.

Michelle stood up and walked into the bathroom. When she came out again after a few minutes, she had already taken off her makeup.Then she walked up to me and half-squatted in front of me, looking extremely sad.

Bai Fengyuan, it’s not that I don’t want to tell you, but that I can’t.There is a nuclear bomb in your subconscious mind. At that time, your brain completely sealed it in your subconscious mind in order to survive, but it is still subtly affecting you.Your relationship with your mother became the fuse, accelerating its broken cage.Trust me, if one day it breaks through the shackles, the consequences are definitely not something you can bear.

What you should say is more accurate, it is my feelings for my mother, not hers, and whatever happens is my own problem and has nothing to do with her.

I still didn't show any surprise or fear.

Is this very important?Can you understand the key points? If this continues, you will commit suicide one day with all your thoughts.Aren’t you afraid? How old are you? Your life has just begun!You should be afraid and panic about it, rather than sitting indifferently!

I looked at Michelle and carefully looked at every micro expression and every micro movement of her.

You look very afraid that I will die. Why? Is it because someone committed suicide?He is important to you?

Michelle pushed me hard, and it seemed that she had completely given up on her calm and chic self tonight tonight.

Bai Fengyuan, I teach you psychological skills not for you to use on me.You have no time to be curious about others now.Do you don’t believe me, or do you think I was messing up while hypnotizing you?I'll say it again, I'm not exaggerating!

I know.

To be honest, I was really uncomfortable with Michelle's excitement.

You know?What's the meaning?

I raised my hand and pointed to my head. I had heard what it wanted to say to me a long time ago, just those six words, although I don’t know why it said that.But I think it should be right.

What is right? It's so wrong. You can't remember what happened at that time.It is bewitching you, you shouldn't be stupid enough to listen to those nonsense.

I was like a calm debater, responding to Michelle calmly.

My subconscious is also a part of my brain, representing a certain life. Although that life is not bright enough, it is also my life.I have no personality split, do I bewitch myself?It's illogical.

My answer was too calm and even a little cold-blooded. Michelle was blocked for the first time and couldn't speak.

I can't say more, I can't speed up its burst.In short, you should find a way to stop all this, and you should work hard to survive and live better!

I won Michelle for the first time, but I didn't have the joy of winning.

Living better?How to do it?

Anything!Anything that can distract, anything that can anesthetize you, anything that can make you focus!

Michelle held my shoulder and shook desperately, as if awakening the sleeping person.

What you said can only remind me of one person.I told the truth.

Apart from her, you can indulge in sex, and there will be many beautiful girls in the bar here who don’t need you to be responsible.You can be immersed in different wonderful bodies every night, and you can go and have crazy pranks with your crazy classmates, such as getting a big dome on a yacht.Otherwise, you can go to the government agency of Heimiguo to steal secrets for your country!Isn't this your favorite ones who do it the most?

I think Michelle is already crazy. Although her ancestors were immigrants from Southeast Asia, she is still a true American and is forced to come up with such a weird idea.

You calm down first. The so-called period of venting paralysis has long passed, and my mother would not like me like that, that is not perfect.

Fuck it perfect!When is it that you are still thinking about this?

It seems that I can't stop Michelle's mania, so I simply lie half on the bed again to calm down.

Is it good to be perfect? ​​You also said that my story is just a story in the eyes of others. People like perfect stories. Whether there is soul or flesh or blood is actually not that important.

To a certain extent, Mu Wanhe is the same.

Although she once was willing to pretend to be weak in front of me in order to satisfy my little self-esteem, three years have passed.

In the past three years, she has actually become accustomed to the image of a strong and perfect son.

Although she said that I could escape and fail, in fact, she was not happy, and it was not even possible for me to take the initiative to reduce contact.

It's not her fault, the power of habit is so terrible, it will make people turn everything you once perfect into necessity.

So, I will always be her perfect son.I don't want to disappoint her or lose her.

I have figured out too many things during these countless insomnia nights.In life, human nature is always like this.

What about you, you are alive for a woman, haven’t you done enough?Whether as a man or a son, you have done well enough.It's so good that even a story can touch people.If others cannot understand your pain, do you really plan to force yourself to death step by step?

The woman you are talking about is my mother, so it is reasonable to do more for her.

If others include you, I don’t care at all.

I just hope she can live her life well and not be affected by any factors, including me.

Missing someone to the extreme is just wishing peace every year, even if you don’t see him.

As for me, it didn't matter a long time ago. All I can do in my life is to try to hold her in my palm.

Michelle was so angry that she turned her hips and turned around on the spot by me. She might not have expected that one day I would say nothing about it.

Then have you ever thought of your mother?If she knew your current situation, if she knew that her son was not far from death, would you think she would have a new life? Have you ever thought about this!

Mi Xue took out Mu Wanhe again to suppress me.But she soon panicked again because of her unchanged expression.

You won't really think about this!You won't think of a solution for these things!

I pursed my lips, but I didn't tell her that I had been thinking about it for a long time. So far in my life, I hated my mother, fell in love with her, confessed my love, and felt unbearable, and wanted to forget her, but failed again. So now, the best way is to make her forget me.By the way, can you help me hypnotize Mu Wanhe and make her forget that she has a son like me?

My slightly teasing tone was exchanged for Mi Xue's sneer. Even if I really have great skills to make Mu Wanhe forget you, may everyone forget you? Can you erase your existence in this world?

I smashed my mouth and frowned. I said, it would be great if I didn't exist at all. If I could erase my own existence like the movie "Butterfly Effect" and all problems would be solved.

Mi Xue was so angry that she stomped her feet. Bai Fengyuan, don’t go too far. Is this the question you should think about? Why is it that she, Mu Wanhe, doesn’t exist!Is your own life really worthless?

I immediately laughed loudly after hearing this. Michelle seemed to be unwise tonight. Oh, sister, can you calm down? If Mu Wanhe doesn't exist, then will I still have something to do with me?

Her existence is certain, so how can a gentle, kind and outstanding person not exist?

If I hadn't been originally, she would not have been coldly attracted by her father. Even if her father still didn't believe her, she would have left decisively and could rush to her new life early without having to endure 9 years.

As for me, I am just a little smarter, but in fact, no one I am missing will affect the process of human science and technology.

So the extra one has always been me.

It's a pity that this method doesn't work.

If it really comes to that point, I can only choose Plan B.

Michelle looked at me for a long time, and finally sat back on the bed slowly and asked coldly, What is Plan B?

She will disappear completely for a few years with the most reasonable reason, and in a few years she should have a new life and perhaps a new pillar.Even if she knew about my absence a few years later, there should be a new pillar to help her survive. I believe that the power of time is still very strong.My mother is still young after all, and she has many choices.Of course, if it doesn't work then, I will leave other plans.

Would it be so easy?

I will plan carefully and not let myself affect her again.

I have already thought of many ways in my mind, and they are feasible to implement them.Michelle looked at the ground dullly and didn't answer me. I guess she must be thinking about a certain past.

You are a bit abnormal today, and you are completely different from your usual ones. You must have discovered that this is a dead end, right?

The difference between falling in love with your mother and falling in love with other women is really not that big. It is difficult to even not interact with each other until they die.

If I return to her and watch her leave me little by little, the nuclear bomb in my subconscious will eventually explode. If I keep away from her, the pain of missing me will subtly affect me and finally get to the end, so this question is unsolvable.

When I read ancient Chinese, I always sneered at so many ancient people when I died of depression. Now I think this may be the same for my final ending.

Michelle shook her head. It was indeed a dead end, but there was still a solution after all. I still said that you need a goal, a goal that will be desperate!

My goal is that Mu Wanhe can live a good life. In fact, she would have lived a good life without me.Her love for me blocked her pace of progress, and it was me who had always dragged her down.

Michelle's expression changed very quickly, but she still couldn't escape my eyes. She was hesitating and struggling.

Michelle, I don’t have many friends, you are one, and you should be the one who knows me the most. I am very grateful to you for my affairs, no matter whether you are due to some purpose, interest, or an occupational disease. No matter what my final outcome is, you don’t have to feel sorry. After a person’s heart dies, the meaning of the existence of the body will not be that great.

Michelle looked up at me, her face finally calmed down, and I couldn't see what she was thinking.

Bai Fengyuan, to be honest, what are you thinking now?

I didn't think much about it, just understand it, she kept treating herself as a disaster star. She originally thought that I could be with her to spend this time with her, but this idea became more solid.Now it's easy to get back on track, and no matter what, you can't make any mistakes.Her new life is the most important and hard-earned one.In this life, I am destined to have no fate and cannot be a lover. I will be a good son, look at her from afar, be a watcher, and then slowly withdraw and disappear.It’s uncomfortable to see it when you are alive, and it’s uncomfortable to see it even if you don’t see it. Just wait for the next life.Whether you think I have no future or love for my children, I have caught up in this life, and I am just that kind of virtue.

I casually said what I said, just like what I wrote in the document, the feeling of being more casual, less emotional, and more like a complete joke.

Michelle pressed the phone, pressed it off, pressed it on again, repeated it many times, and finally stood up and I left.

I send you.

The moment I left my room, I thought about it and said to Michelle, "Michelle, you know, I have always trusted you very much, but I hope you can remember the Hippocratic oath. If Mu Wanhe's new life is broken again because of me, I may really lose control, and I don't know what will happen at that time."

Michelle stopped, turned around and straightened her hair. Although I participated in your story with your mother, I have not made any decisions for you from beginning to end. All decisions were made by you and I just made the decisions more perfect.You can rest assured that no matter what happens, Mu Wanhe will never hear anything about you from my mouth.But at the same time, I hope you can agree to me with two conditions.

I raised my chin and signaled her to continue.Michelle reached out to put her hand on my chest, her eyes full of pure expectation.

First, your problem has evolved into physiological and needs medication. I will send you an address later. You can go to that doctor to get medication regularly.Second, no matter what, don’t give up on yourself, find a goal, struggle for a moment, a year, a lifelong goal. As long as you can survive time, time will be rewarded.

After saying that, she opened her arms and gave me a very heartwarming hug, a hug that looked like a friend of many years.

Goodbye, little man with mother-loving mother!

After saying that, he turned around and pushed the door open without a trace of hesitation.I looked at the last shaking back and whispered, "I wish you good luck, a girl who believes in love more than anyone else."

The conversation with Michelle that night made me understand one thing again. It turned out that some things were destined, and maybe they were destined to have a long time ago.

Thanks to my mother Mu Wanhe, she made the process of this ending more exciting. At least I don’t regret it, I just hope that I will not hurt her again from now on.

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Lu Xiaorong’s project and I are finally coming to an end, and the rest of the work is to test, catch insects and plan for future Updates.

As usual, I contacted Mu Wanhe and let her know that I did not forget her, but the frequency had dropped as she wished.

Everything was going on in an orderly manner, including my declining psychological state, so I began to design the last scam about Mu Wanhe's future.

But a phone call interrupted my plan again.

It was a normal greeting call. Mu Wanhe and I were still talking about each other's lives, but I could hear her voice a little tired.

So I controlled the chat time and wanted her to go and rest early.

But just the moment I was about to hang up the phone, I heard a somewhat distant and vague sound. This is the last bottle today, and you can rest after hanging it.

After hanging up the phone, I looked at my phone time and waited for half an hour before dialing Tang Shuo's phone, because if Mu Wanhe was really in the hospital, Tang Shuo was most likely to be with her bed, and I didn't want to make any connection between these two phones.

Brother... Tang Shuo only said one word, and I knew there was something wrong because the ending sound was a little trembling.

Well, at work?

Well...yes, I'm quite busy. Brother, do you have something to do?

It’s nothing big, it’s the laptop last time. I want to ask you how Tang Hui used it. I have a friend here who wants to buy one.

Very good, very good Ah, brother, how can you choose not be good? Don't worry.

Tang Shuo's tone was a little quick, and I didn't continue to force her.

OK, then you can be busy, I'm dead.

After hanging up the phone, I basically confirmed two things. First, Mu Wanhe was hospitalized, but her condition should not be serious.Second, Tang Shuo was instigated.

I can actually force Tang Shuo to tell the truth, but in that case, Mu Wanhe will learn the news.With her emotional intelligence, she should be able to respond to my inquiries easily.

During this period, my heartbeats occasionally, so I have to think of Mu Wanhe. In my impression, Mu Wanhe has almost never had any illness, and even if she has very little physiological pain.

Since she wants to hide it from me, I will cooperate and not expose it for now.

Intuition tells me that there should be other problems in this, and I need a more objective perspective.

So I called Shen Lang again. After some implicitness, I asked him to investigate Mu Wanhe and her company's situation. This kind of thing was very easy for Shen Lang.

But I tossed and turned the two days after waiting for the news.

I can't call Zhang Ning. Although it may be easy to cheat information from him, he will definitely tell Mu Wanhe.

Shen Lang's call back proved my intuition.

Lao Bai, something happened. The news I collected from Se is that Aunt Mu took annual leave and then disappeared. No one knew where she went. The administrative affairs are now all handed over to her deputy.Your little sister goes to work every day now.

Mu Wanhe was not missing because she and I were still on the phone. She had two numbers, one private, basically used to contact me, and the other was a work number.

So she should have been deliberately hiding to recuperate?

You shouldn't just find out these, do you know the reason?

Shen Lang smashed his mouth twice. At present, if we talk about the reason, there might be only one, Jiang Xin is back.

Who is this?

You don’t know who Jiang Xin is?Se Chairman's son Ah!Mr. Jiang, who was once famous in the circle of rich second generations.

Shen Lang completely regarded me as a member of his other circle.

I'm not from that circle, let's talk about it, who is it.

It's not a good thing. I used to be too lazy to pay attention to him. A few years ago, I hit someone with a racing car and was sent abroad by his father. I just came back and landed in Se to become the assistant to the chairman. There is no bad habit of this rich second-generation that you can think of.Especially women, who have a look like Aunt Mu will definitely become his target.I heard that he always went to the administration after a few days of coming to the company. I guess he had any intentions and Aunt Mu couldn't handle it, so it was the best way to leave for the time being to avoid his edge.This guy has no principles and never shows mercy to women. I won’t tell you the disgusting things I know so as not to be disgusted.

I moved my fingers and slowly clenched into my fists, and my joints made a crisp bounce.But the tone did not change at all.

As for Zhang Ning, he is now the research director, so he is considered to be a high-ranking position and powerful person.

Zhang Ning?I went abroad, and it has been almost a month.

I bit my lower lip and my brows rose together again. Why did he, the dean, go abroad every few days?

I don’t know about this. Anyway, I heard it was an academic exchange and I haven’t come back so soon. Besides, I’ve seen Zhang Ning before. I’m just a nerd. Do you still expect him to protect Aunt Mu, especially from Jiang Xinshu?Don’t joke, Jiang Xinhun is so stupid, but he has practiced Sanda for several years, and it cannot be considered ignorant. At least he is still talented in business.What's more, even if they have similar weight in the company, Zhang Ning has to stand aside if he plays badly and martial arts. Do you still expect them to have an academic showdown?

I didn't answer, and I agreed to Shen Lang's words. Okay, Lao Bai, remember to tell me when the air ticket will be available. I'll go pick up the plane, and let's talk about other things when we meet. I'll have something to do, so I'll have to leave it first.

Looking at the phone being hung up, I was stunned for a moment, a little helpless, and almost forgot that besides Michelle, there is also someone who knows me very well.

At night, I lay in bed thinking about the current situation. Mu Wanhe and I have very similar personalities. She actually likes to solve problems by herself, so it is understandable that I am hiding a certain crisis from abroad.

Now I can try to withdraw myself and look at the whole story of Mu Wanhe's new work in a third person, and I have also figured out many problems that I couldn't figure out before.

Originally, she went to Se to help Chen Jun grasp the company's trends after its listing, so at first she was interested in Zhang Ning, and there should be such reasons when she often went to the research institute.

She landed alone to a new company, and the early stages were always difficult, and Zhang Ning's appearance should be able to help her very well.

More than a year has passed, and the two of them support each other in the company. It is reasonable to have a relationship over time. After all, Zhang Ning is a bit straight, but he is still quite good.

Besides, the person who was originally strange in this relationship has always been me.

But now thinking about it, the expressions she and Chen Jun occasionally chatted seem to be not that simple.

Everyone told me that Mu Wanhe is very powerful, but I have never really experienced what is so powerful.

But Mu Wanhe hopes that I can trust her and rest assured of her, so I just did it.

But what should I do if she is really engaging in some dangerous behavior, can I really rest assured, especially in the current situation.

On the other hand, no matter how powerful Mu Wanhe is, she should not be good at dealing with such unprincipled scumbags.

If I was destined to leave her, I should be seeing her on the smooth road of life.

I was so happy as I thought about it, and I laughed at it.

Before, I had forced myself to ask another man to take care of my most important mother and the woman I love most in my life. Now I want to go back and help them clear the obstacles in their new life, help my rival, but solve another rival whom he can do nothing about?

I opened my eyes wide and looked at the ceiling. No matter what aspect it looked like, living like this one more second would be a joke.

But the good side is that this guy named Jiang Xin gave me a new goal, a goal worth investing in. I just hope he can be slightly better than the little yellow in high school.

I didn't plan to go back for too long, but I just asked the tutor for a short vacation, but before I set off, I wrote down the relevant procedures and printed them out.

If something really delays later, I can only ask Lu Xiaorong to help me with the school leave.

It took less than two days from making a decision to go to the airport with your luggage.

When he went out, Lu Xiaorong kept looking at me, but he didn't say a word, so I took out the documents and handed them to him.

Then I gave a few brief explanations, and finally, I took out a USB flash drive and placed it on his desk.

I made this little thing and can hack the B1 level protection and give it to you, but I still hope you don’t use it casually. I don’t want the FBI to take it away and then involve me.

Lu Xiaorong looked at the USB flash drive on the table, and his expression suddenly became richer and his facial features were wrinkled together.

I looked at him playfully, Lu Xiaorong, something is wrong with you. Did you do something that is sorry for me?

Lu Xiaorong picked up the USB flash drive and stuffed it into the drawer, then he pretended to be busy.

You go and catch the plane, it will be too late for a while.

I just patted his shoulder and didn't force him to ask him again.

I'm leaving, remember to call me if you have anything to do.

When I was young, I often said goodbye very neatly. After I finished speaking, I immediately turned around and went out.

Although I just took a vacation that wasn't too long, I found that a lot of preparations I made seemed to indicate a farewell.

Before leaving, I specially cleaned myself up, shaved my beard, cut my hair short, and wore a new shirt and casual pants, trying to make myself look like aspiring person who has returned from studying abroad.

After a long flight, I finally returned to my hometown. Standing at the airport, I looked at the familiar crowd, and the familiar words seemed to have landed in Boston as if it was only yesterday.

OK, the ultimate dog licking is back.