Chapter 6

Because I like it so much, it's so hard

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Have another drink.

I raised my wine glass and poured it into my stomach numbly, but except for a little dizzy head, it was useless. I drank to drown my sorrows?It's all fucking tricks.

After a mouthful of stuff, he smashed the wine glass heavily on the table, groped in the chair and stood up, swaying and preparing to leave.

Alas, hey, you haven’t paid yet, where are you going!

I knocked down the hand that grabbed my arm, I had no money!

Hey, you guy is pretty arrogant. If you believe it or not, I will call the police.

It's nothing to do with me... I walked towards the door swayingly.

The boss quickly ran out from inside and stopped me, pushing me back to the bar.The drinkers around him immediately became energetic, and moved the chairs and looked at the rare and lively atmosphere.

Don't waste your alcohol on your face. Pay money quickly. I won't be on credit here.

I smiled and put my hands on the boss's shoulders, maintaining balance. You... see how much my life is worth, and whether it is enough to pay for your alcohol.

You are a scoundrel, right? Looking at the serious person, I didn’t expect that it was such a guy.Don’t leave, wait for Ah, I will call the police now!

My head became dizzy and it was a little difficult to stand, so I simply sat back on the chair.

Report... It just so happens... I have no place to stay tonight...

Hey, don't bother Ah, I see the police coming, are you still hard?I watched the boss jump in front of me like I was watching a show.

Bai Fengyuan?Why are you here?I looked up at the woman coming towards me. She looked familiar, but I couldn't remember who it was.

Boss, don’t call the police, I will give the money for the alcohol... I lowered my head and stopped the slightest vomiting in my stomach and didn’t care what she was doing.

Immediately afterwards, I came up and supported me. I was a little unsteady at first, so I just leaned on the door halfway and went out together.

The boss's scolding in his ears and the noise of the diners around him became more and more distant, his head became more and more confused, and the road in front of him became crooked, like a belt of Mobius.

When I was dragged into the car in a confused manner, I completely lost consciousness.

I felt someone was moving me in a daze, shaking it, and pinching my arm still hurts a little.

I wanted to open my eyes, but my eyelids felt a little heavy.

After a while, a female voice was heard in my ear, "Please trouble you, Master... Bai Fengyuan, are you okay?"The white wind is far away.

The sound was very familiar and it sounded very irritable. After just tossing and making a little bit of wine, I could at least open my eyes.

The surrounding environment is very strange. It looks like a bedroom, and a warm bedside lamp exudes a warm light.

At this time, one hand leaned over with a glass of water and let's drink some water first.

I shook my head, tried two or three times before I grabbed the glass, drank it in one gulp, and then grabbed the empty cup in a daze. The hand reached out again and took the cup from my hand.

Are you okay... The woman's voice came again, and I turned my head blankly, and finally focused my pupils and memory, igniting this exhausted body.

It's you...it's you!After seeing Russophie in front of me clearly, I didn’t know where I got the strength and immediately supported me to stand up.

Don't move, lie down for a while.

Please don’t give me this set... Russell Fei, it’s you... you did it... you told the Jiang surname to me and Mu Wanhe, right?

Russell Phoenix's hands were stalemate for a moment, and finally he nodded in front of my eyes.This sound of yes made me almost completely awake, or it might have made me drunk even deeper.

Why is your woman so vicious? Do you have to force Mu Wanhe to death? You have to use such sinister tricks to force others to be very energetic, right? Is it very relieved?

Although I couldn't stand up, the strength in my hands had recovered most of the time. I held Russophie's arm firmly and wished I could swallow her alive.

Bai Fengyuan, you are drunk, let go, you hurt me.

Has it hurt you?Don’t you like to play such forced people? Don’t you like to force good people into prostitution?Come on, I'll let you try the taste of being raped.

After saying that, I pressed Russophie down on the bed with my force, turned over and pressed against her body, and then started to tear her clothes.

Bai Fengyuan, are you crazy?

Russophie struggled with all her strength. I held her neck with one hand to prevent her from getting up, and tore off all the buttons of her shirt with the other hand. I grabbed the link in the front of the bra with one hand, and pulled it hard and pulled it off.

Ah...It hurts Ah, Bai Fengyuan, be more awake!

I'm very sober now. You bitch, didn't you just put on your breasts before and try to seduce me? What are you pretending now?

Two chunks of crispy breasts jumped out of my torn shirt with my violence.

I held each hand tightly, and kneaded it like a venting anger.Russophie grabbed my arm and tried desperately to push me away.

Bai Fengyuan, you are not such a person, don’t do this.

What kind of person am I?I am not a person of any kind, I am the one who lives for her!Without her, I am not a human at all!As I said, I reached out and started pulling her pants.

I will also let you experience the feeling of being forced!

Hearing this, Russophie suddenly stopped struggling. She let go of her hand weakly and let me take off her trousers.Just as I pulled her panties away and exposed her pubic hair, she spoke softly.

Bai Fengyuan, come if you want to come. I'm not stopping you because I have a pure and clean body, on the contrary, this body has already become dirty.I just know that if you do it, you will definitely regret it when you sober up tomorrow.

I roughly pulled her panties away, she frowned and held back and didn't say anything.

It sounds so nice, are you afraid I will regret it?Now, do you really think I care about something else?

Mu Wanhe will be sad when she finds out...

Don't mention her!You are not qualified to mention her!Although I shouted loudly, my hands stopped unconsciously.

Last night, I advised her downstairs not to go upstairs, but she didn't listen, so she still called me Xiaofei.I really tried my best, but I couldn't stop her.

I slowly let go of my hands, and then my body softened, and she mentioned last night again.That desperate last night.

I was like a wild beast about to die of illness, whimpering slowly and slowly slid on the ground.

Why do you have to hurt her? She is such a good woman, can't you let her go...

Russophie straightened up, ignoring the mess on her body, and sat on the bed and patted my back gently.

I stared at my blood-red eyes and opened her hand, then stood up and wanted to walk out the door with a crooked look.

Where are you going?

No need to worry, I want to kill Jiang Zhenyu, now, right now!

Before I could step out of the door, Russophie hugged her waist tightly.

You fucking let me go, I'm going to kill him, you let me go!

No one can kill you, you will only trap yourself in!Russophie almost used the power of her falling body to fix me hard.

So what if you get it in!Shouldn't I die!

Russell Fei had all his strength, and his voice was sharp and even a little harsh. Can you mature a little!Did your mother replace you with it and ask you to die again?Even if you really kill Jiang Zhenyu, killing someone will pay your life, do you want your mother to die with you?Think of your mother, think of Mu Wanhe!

I knelt down little by little. After holding it in for a whole day, I finally couldn't help crying. It was all my fault, all because of me... I harmed my mother, my Mu Wanhe!

After shouting for a few words, I felt a sweet throat, and then a violent cough.

The dark red and black blood flowed out slowly along the corner of his mouth.

Then I felt the pain of burning the entire stomach and the esophagus. After spitting out a large mouthful of blood, my eyes fell to the ground.

I seemed to have a dream, there was a group of people in the dream. They were so tall, but they were so fierce.

I couldn't see their faces clearly, but they were all around me, as if telling me how to free myself.

I sat in the middle with my weak and helpless body, holding my arms, and staring at the surroundings at a loss.

They recited silently like chanting scriptures, gradually blocking all my ways out.

Immediately afterwards, someone walked over step by step, holding a knife in his hand. The knife was sharp, with cold light and cold air.

He looked at me condescendingly, then grabbed my hair and pointed it at my chest...

I sat up suddenly, gasping for breath.The bed, the quilt, and everything around me are completely unfamiliar. Where am I...

You are awake, do you want to eat something first?You scared me to death last night.

I asked in a daze, what happened to me last night?

Alas, you are so angry that you vomited a lot of blood.Mu Wanhe has a son like you, and I don’t know whether to be happy or sad.

I looked up and saw Russell Phoe, and the sporadic memories of last night suddenly revived.I knocked on my head that was a little painful, turned around and got out of the bed, and walked towards the door.

Don't pretend to be nice and disgusting. I won't apologize to you about what happened last night.You have already admitted that you told Jiang Zhenyu about me and Mu Wanhe, and I have never forgotten this.

Seeing that I was not seriously injured, Russophie just smiled faintly. I don’t need your apology. I did something wrong about that matter. I can only say that I have my own difficulties. But in other words, if I don’t tell him, do you think he will not be able to find out? After all, you have already appeared, and this matter may be better if I say it.

better?I stopped and couldn't help but sneer and asked back.

She was not in a hurry, and said slowly after sitting down, I knew on the first day of Mu Wanhe entering the company that although Jiang Zhenyu didn't notice it, I could feel that the reason for her to enter SE was definitely not that simple.So I tried my best to avoid her, because Jiang Zhenyu knew about my relationship with Mu Wanhe.Later you suddenly came back, and soon after his useless son was cleaned up, I found out that he was investigating your relationship with Mu Wanhe.In order to stop him from continuing to investigate, I pretended to find Mu Wanhe and told him that Mu Wanhe and I were fellow townsmen, and you were her distant younger brother. After all, have you been used to calling Sister Mu Wanhe since high school?I try to make what you say less important and hope he will give up making a fuss about you.After all, I have been together for so long, and Jiang Zhenyu still has this trust in me.But I still think too simple. You have lived together for three years and she has provided you with your studies. No matter how I hide it, your relationship still seems very close.Moreover, Jiang Jiang had no choice but to take action now.

Judging from your tone, aren’t you the same as him?Then why are you looking for with him for so long? What are you looking for in terms of status, money, or that bald man?

Russophie stood up, made a gesture to me, and went to the next door.

The door to the next room was always closed, and she turned her hand to open it.

I didn't move, but just turned my eyes into it first, then slowly turned around and walked into the room.

The room was decorated very warmly, and an elderly woman was lying on the bed.

Who is this?

Russophie walked to the window, opened the curtains, and the sun shone into the room, just covering the bed.She said lightly, "My mother, a vegetative person caused by cerebral hemorrhage, has been lying for almost ten years."

It's almost difficult to wake up again in ten years.

I know it's actually difficult to wake up, but my mother is still conscious and shed tears occasionally.She is my only relative in the world, no matter what, she can't give up.

Russellfei began to help her mother turn over as she spoke.

So what does this have to do with Jiang Zhenyu? Could it be that he caused it?Are you lurking?

Russophie looked at me laughed and cried, then pointed outside the house and signaled to go out and say.

Young people have rich imagination. SE has been developing a bioelectronic device in recent years that can stimulate brain cells.It is still in the experimental state, and I once heard that some vegetatives have been cured by this technique.Unfortunately, it is not easy to get Ah if you have internal human test qualifications.I have been with Jiang Zhenyu for so long, and he has been drawing cakes for me. Do you think I can be in the same mind as him?But this is the only hope. It’s dirty anyway, so it’s just consuming.

I smiled bitterly in my heart, OK, now I can't hate Russophie, but in the end I can only hate myself.

How did your mother become like this?

Speaking of this, Russell Phoenix finally took off his relaxed disguise.

I was so angry that these broken things were all the rotten sesame seeds of Chen Guzi, you are sure you want to listen.Don't blame me if you subvert your view of the Mu family.

Mu family, does it have any relationship with the Mu family?

Russophie sneered, Mu Wanhe is the source, but after all, she was still young at that time and was unintentional. I can forgive her. Mu Yeqiu was devoted to studying medicine and not asking about foreign affairs, and even wanted to help me. Although I rejected it, people are indeed good people, and I don’t blame him. Apart from that, the Mu family probably can’t pick out a few good things.But you can rest assured that the night before yesterday, your mother and I had already put aside our grudges. We might even have a cup of tea together when we meet again.

If she said directly that there was nothing good in the Mu family, I would definitely be angry, but she took out Mu Wanhe and his sister first, which made me want to continue listening.

You probably know about my father. At that time, Grandpa Mu Wanhe was the chief executive. The old man was not bad when he was young, but when he got older, he would run around every day. The village affairs basically fell on Mu Wanhe's father. Logically speaking, my father is also a merit. Originally, he should have publicly calculated a merit for my father, so that we, the mother and I, would have a better life.

The more Russell Fey spoke, the more relaxed his expression, as if he was talking about an extremely funny and funny thing.

At first, he clearly took Mu Wanhe to tell me in person that my father died to save people, but within a few days he suddenly changed his words and insisted that my father drowned himself, and it had nothing to do with Mu Wanhe.He did this just to not affect the dispute between the Chief Executive.After all, my dad is quite popular. If something happens like this, he will be incompetent to teach his children. He will definitely be blamed for the infamy of his son.Later, when the old man came back, he didn't rehabilitate my father, and the matter was over.At that time, only Mu Wanhe and Mu Lingchen were present.If neither of the two children spoke, my dad would die in vain.This is also one of the reasons why I hated Mu Wanhe and the others so much at the beginning.As for Mu Wanhe's mother, she is very scheming, and I'm too lazy to say anything more.

It's impossible, Mu Wanhe is not that kind of person.I immediately argued that I don't believe Mu Wanhe would do such a thing that is inverted by black and white.

At first I thought she was young and didn't dare to speak, but now I know that she spoke immediately, and even refused to change her words under the pressure of her father.So her father hit her hard with a bamboo strip, and her skin was blooming and she lay alive at home for more than a month.By the time she recovered, this matter had long passed, and my father's body had not been buried for how long.But I always thought she was hiding at home on purpose.Mu Wanhe is also quite stubborn and has walked by door to door.Her father later locked her up at home for a long time, and told the public that she had a problem with her brain when she was sick.Anyway, no one believes in her, or no one wants to believe it.After all, it is so energetic to bully an orphan and widowed mother, right?

Russophie had a hint of tears in her eyes, but her mouth was smiling brightly.I was pricked by her expression.

I……

I won’t explain the specific bad things. It’s boring. Anyway, I have experienced many disgusting things you can think of.When she was in her prime, I had learned how to exchange money for those local bosses by relying on color.After Mu Wanhe had an accident, I also took my mother away from Yunli. We went through many places. My mother became very bad because of Yunli's injuries. Later, she couldn't even do work and could only lie down at home.There is no way, I still have to make money.I originally wanted to do some serious things, but my life was not good, but in the end I became someone else's plaything.But no matter what, at least my mother's illness has been resolved.I never thought that my mother found out that year, and she was so angry that she became what she is now.

Russophie said, turning her face and looking at the direction of the second bedroom. It can be seen that she actually felt guilty towards her mother.

My mother just can’t think about Ah. We have experienced so much, but what else do you care about innocence? Can people survive by being stubborn?After my mother lay down, I was sad for a long time. Later, I was lucky and fell asleep at a leader of the Education Bureau when I was drunk. That guy was so sexy, but he was not bad to me. He asked me to study and have a diploma.Don’t look at me like this, it’s okay to learn something. Of course, I will definitely not be able to compare with you. Later, he arranged it to No. 1 Middle School.The old man also asked me to be in a hurry. The second year after I was placed, I was reported.As for me, I'm talking to you so much, not letting you be pity me, I don't want anyone to be pity. Whether it's right or wrong in this life, I'm going to get it step by step.I just want you to know that there will always be people in this world who live worse than you, and people come to this world to suffer.

Aunt Luo, I was sorry last night.

The past is so complicated. If Mu Wanhe can forgive her, then I have no right to blame anything else.

So I still have to apologize for my beastly behavior last night.

No, don't call me aunt, I'm used to listening to my name.But your hand is quite strong, and I still feel pain in my grasp.Okay, there is nothing to do and go home early, your mother needs you very much now.Remember, don’t be impulsive, what should have happened has happened.Your mother's condition is the most important thing now, and you can solve the problem in the future.

At this time, Russell Fei's phone suddenly rang. She glanced at her and frowned. It was Jiang Zhenyu, don't speak out.

Hello... well, yes, at home... OK, you don't let me go once or twice... Don't explain to me, I'm not your wife...what, you made an appointment with Mu Wanhe...Erose Hotel, now?Wait, I have something to do with you, I'll go back to you later.

At this time, I had already put on my shoes and pushed open the door. Russophie followed me and shouted, Bai Fengyuan, don’t be impulsive!Oh, this kid is really.

I had no money, but I didn't care about anything else and stopped a rental and reported the name of the hotel.I was actually still at a loss and didn't know what to do when I went to the hotel.

After this painful blow, my thinking ability was greatly stimulated and it may be difficult to recover as usual in a short period of time.

But I know that I must not let Mu Wanhe be hurt again. No matter what method I will use, it will be destined.

Russell Fei's home is a bit far from the city. Although I was anxious, the taxi couldn't fly.By the time I arrived, it had been a long time.

I asked the driver to wait for me here, lied to him and said I would pick someone up and then ran quickly to the hotel stairs.

God seemed to be favoring me. Mu Wanhe was standing on the hotel steps at this time, holding a document in her hand, as if she was looking down.

The same steps would have been great if I had caught up the night before yesterday.

I couldn't to think too much, so I ran over quickly and hugged her tightly.Mu Wanhe just struggled lightly and relaxed.

Sister Wanhe, don’t go in, don’t go in, let’s go home, okay?

Mu Wanhe turned her face at me with a haggard face, her tone was stiff and cold. Where did you go yesterday, where did you go last night?I just shouted at you, I don’t want it anymore?Mom doesn't want it either?

I want it, I want it even. I'm sorry, Sister Wanhe, I beg you not to go in.You can do whatever you want me to do.

Mu Wanhe turned her head and looked at the hotel and looked at me again. Why am I going in? I just came out.If it weren't for waiting for you, I would have gone home long ago.

...What did you say, you have already entered?I let go of Mu Wanhe and rushed into the hotel in a furious manner.

Mu Wanhe quickly dragged me, Bai Fengyuan, what are you doing?Why are you with Xiao Fei? Why do you inexplicably tell me not to go in? What do you want to do?

I'm going to make a break with him!

As soon as he finished speaking, Mu Wanhe immediately flashed and stood in front of me, "Who are you going to break up with?"Feng Yuan, did they beat you in the detention center and smash your head?

Mu Wanhe eagerly pulled me down and hugged my head and looked carefully.I bent my body and was hugged by Mu Wanhe, and my hands unconsciously hugged her again.

Sister Wanhe, I know everything, I hear it all, it’s all my fault. I’m sorry, I’m really sorry, it’s me that I didn’t protect you well, I’m not a good son... I hugged her waist tightly and cried bitterly.

Mu Wanhe was stunned for a moment, then grabbed my ear and picked up my head, raised her eyebrows and asked me tentatively, Bai Fengyuan, did you hear Jiang Zhenyu and I call?

I glanced at the bracelet and nodded. Mu Wanhe's face suddenly became even more gloomy. She let go of her hand and grabbed my arm. Her voice was so stern that it was scary. Come home with me and let me talk about it if you have anything to do!

The momentum that I originally wanted to cut off everything with Jiang Zhenyu was suddenly shaken by Mu Wanhe's sound.

Mu Wanhe pulled me out with big strides, and I followed the side and said carefully, "Let's go here, there are two more taxi waiting for me."

I know that Mu Wanhe is really angry, and it should be said that she seems to have been a little angry since she met yesterday morning.

Along the way, Mu Wanhe looked out the window with her hands crossed her hands and ignored me at all.

My mind is like a muddy person, and I can't figure out the current situation at all.

I don’t know what Mu Wanhe, who was hurt again, will become.

After returning home, I found that Tang Shuo was back.

Brother... Why are you doing the same as a beggar?...

Before I could speak, Mu Wanhe looked at Tang Shuo and gave a faint command, Xiao Shuo, go back to the room, don’t tell you not to come out.

After hearing this, Tang Shuo rushed back to the room without saying a word and looked at me sympathetically before entering the door.

After Mu Wanhe drove away Tang Shuo, she did not talk to me, but walked to the sofa step by step and sat down heavily. She tightened her knees, pressed her elbows on her knees, and supported her forehead with her hands.

I can't see her expression, but she must be in pain now, but this pain is to save me, so I have to bear it.

I slowly walked to her, knelt in front of her, and gently reached out and hugged her legs.

Mu Wanhe felt my approaching, but she didn't look up.

Sister Wanhe, I know you are wronged. Don’t hold it in your hands. It’s okay to scold me and beat me.Don't do this, I'm afraid...

Mu Wanhe's body was gently shaken by me, and she still didn't look up. The more she did, the more scared I was.

I had naively thought that those days abroad had already numb my heart.

But now facing Mu Wanhe who was injured again, I understand.

Compared to her, it is worth mentioning that there is really no pain.

Sister Wanhe, I will definitely find a way to avenge you. After the end, we will leave here. I will always be with you and never again...

That sentence will never be bullied again and you didn't say it. This is what I once said boldly, but I was defeated miserably.

Revenge, what qualifications do I have to take revenge?

What qualifications do you have to accompany her and what qualifications do you have to protect her?

With her, thinking of these three words, I let go of the hand holding Mu Wanhe like I lost my strength.Isn’t the reason for all this because I’m with her with her arbitrary decision?

Bai Fengyuan, don’t you understand that you should have looked at her from afar. Your approach is a disaster, and you are simply a person who should not exist.

Sorry, Sister Wanhe... I, what I just said, I will go back to school by myself, and will not cause trouble for you, and will never make trouble for you again, and will never again.I'll leave right away, I'll buy a plane ticket now!

I was thinking in a daze like a loss of mind.

Enough... Mu Wanhe gently uttered two words, and I raised my head and met her gaze.

Her eyes were lost, heartache, hesitation, and pain. It seemed that there was only one sentence on her. What should I do with you!

Mu Wanhe sighed lightly and pulled me to the sofa to sit down. I sat absent-mindedly beside her, with my hands unnaturally rubbing on my knees.

So, mom will always be like this in your heart?Mu Wanhe said coldly, without any concealment in her tone.

Um?I turned my head and didn't understand the meaning of her sentence at all.

Even if you hear the phone call between Jiang Zhenyu and me, and even if you hear me agree to go to the appointment, can it represent my promise to agree to his intention?My son became a fugitive, and then I'll get myself in?Let us mother and son become the meat on each other's chopping board?Bai Fengyuan, is your mother such a stupid woman in your heart?Will such a stupid woman help you get rid of the slander of sexual harassment?Will you think of getting ready in advance to avoid being caught by the police?Will you rescue you intact?

Mu Wanhe became more and more excited as she spoke, and at the end she was a little angry.

I was originally shocked by her questioning, but when the four words "intact" fell into my ears, I forgot everything.

Intact?Sister Wanhe, you mean you were not being beaten by him the night before yesterday...

Mu Wanhe couldn't help but pull the back of my head with her hands and asked?Now, you don’t even believe what your mother says, right?Have you cheated on you once?

No, never, Mu Wanhe never lie to me...

What are you doing? Let me go.

For a while, a while... I held Mu Wanhe sideways in my arms, squeezed her body desperately, buried her nose deeply in her neck, and rubbed her hands against her delicate back.

For me, there is really nothing better than this. Mu Wanhe was not hurt, and those beasts did not succeed. God forgave me for being reckless and impulsive, and gave me a second chance.

Although I said it for a while, I hugged it for more than ten minutes. Mu Wanhe never opened her mouth except for the beginning saying it, and she hugged in my arms without moving.

It was not until I suddenly remembered something that I suddenly grabbed Mu Wanhe's shoulders and let her leave my chest.

Mu Wanhe's face turned red, and her eyes were also looking at me with radiant eyes, as if she had forgotten her loud scolding just now, but now I don't care about these things at all.

But yesterday morning, your eyes were swollen from crying, and your whole body was so haggard and so sad. Could it be that you were not bullied by Jiang Zhenyu?

Re-reporting this incident seemed to have made Mu Wanhe find an angry state again.She twisted her shoulders and took off my palms, and returned to the initial coldness.

Jiang Zhenyu bullied me?Do you really think I've been working in SE in the past two years?Can he threaten me, can I not threaten him?There are people in every department of the entire company, and I can't control his private affairs, but I remember the bad things he did in the company better than he remembers.I usually look easy to talk to, but it doesn’t mean I’m easy to bully!I just don't want to get involved in their messy things.

Since you can threaten him, why do you have to go to his hotel alone? How dangerous is Ah?

I still can't figure it out. Since Mu Wanhe holds a killing weapon, why should she do something to delay the enemy?

How could a tiger be born if he didn't enter the tiger's den? At this time, he was barking his teeth head-on for the first time, and he was in a state of steadfast victory. Of course, I had to go to the appointment to cheat him on his words.Danger?He created such a shameless trick to deal with my son, but he still doesn't know who is in danger!You wait and see, I will have to deal with him sooner or later!

Mu Wanhe's back was straight, her hands crossed her chest, her chin was raised high, and she looked at me heroically.

Now that I don’t dare to say anything like taking risks with my own life. She is already grateful to be able to stay in front of me.

It seems that I was stupid again.

I turned around awkwardly and rubbed my hands hard, but I still couldn't calm down my excitement.

Just do it, as long as she is fine, as long as she is fine, it doesn't matter what I am.

Do you think I asked you to hide in advance because I was afraid that if I entered the police station, I would be bullied by Jiang Zhenyu, and at the same time I could also buy me more time.I really didn't expect you to send yourself to the city after listening to the phone call.And the most stupid thing is that even if you really think your mother is going to go to the tiger's mouth, you can call me to confirm first. Even if you don't bring your phone, can't you still borrow a phone?

I looked up at Mu Wanhe and blinked a few times and savored her words. It was right. I went to the hotel so hard that I wanted to stop her, so why didn’t I find a cell phone to call her to stop her?

Where is the IQ?

Where is the brain?

I just realized that I was so demented at that time?

There was nothing at all. If you had to make yourself like this, you would feel comfortable only if you made me feel sorry for you. After all, you are the only one who bullies me from beginning to end!

After Mu Wanhe finished speaking, her eyes turned red and she turned around and ignored me in anger.

I lowered my head, rubbed my fingers, and stood or sat or sat. In that case, I was confused. I just wanted to stop you, forgot everything and couldn't care about anything.Sorry, for me, you have exposed the evidence you have worked hard to collect.

Mu Wanhe's original intention to collect Jiang Zhenyu's evidence of guilt is naturally not to save me, it must have a greater purpose.

Mu Wanhe adjusted for a long time before she breathed a sigh of relief. She said leisurely, that's nothing. Although it will cause Jiang Zhenyu to be in big trouble, it will always be a good deal if you come out.What's more, you don't use those things to save you.

What did you say?Then how did you save me?

I won't tell you... I'll guess it yourself.When she said this, Mu Wanhe's tone was so cold that she seemed to be constantly emitting coldness.

I felt scared and didn't dare to ask.

Anyway, it's okay now. When I went there in the morning, I got back the company's withdrawal documents and his signature statement. Moreover, Jiang Zhenyu should be calm for a long time. After all, this confrontation was considered to be his win, and he also took a big advantage.

After a while of silence, I slowly approached her and asked carefully, Sister Wanhe, you haven't told me why you cried so sadly yesterday morning.

Mu Wanhe suddenly stood up and turned her head to look at me. Although she was red in her eyes, she had no extra expression. Her voice became more and more irritable, as if I had mentioned something I shouldn't mention.

You said why I cried, why can’t I stop crying all night? My throat still hurts when I cry, what do you think?

I was completely confused. According to what she said, Mu Wanhe obviously solved Jiang Zhenyu beautifully that night, but why did she cry so sadly when she went home? In other words, the reason why she cried actually had nothing to do with Jiang Zhenyu framing me?

What does that have to do with it?

At this time, it was simply a fatal blow to guess such a complicated thing with my completely dead head. I could only think wildly. It would be Zhang Ning who cheated on me.

Could it be because of Zhang... I just said Zhang and shut up decisively.Because Mu Wanhe's eyes changed, she became like she wanted to kill people.

You want to say it’s because of Zhang Ning?Haha, I almost forgot.

Mu Wanhe smiled bitterly twice, then took a deep breath, and said to me in a very peaceful tone, Bai Fengyuan, you are not allowed to talk to me this week!

But I'm leaving next week... I said to her, hoping that she can't be so cruel in this regard.

Walk?You go Ah, you can leave now, don’t come back after you leave!

After saying that, he turned around, strode towards the room, then slammed the door and left me alone in the living room.

I was really stunned now.

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Because of Mu Wanhe, I fell into a sticky and powerless state.

It was originally something that made me ecstatic that she was not hurt, but her anger at this moment really made me unable to understand.

I really feel that I am getting stupider. I can clearly understand Mu Wanhe’s thoughts and ideas before, but now I can’t even find any idea.

After sending Tang Shuo, who was completely ignorant of the situation, I lay on the bed, combing through all the things that Mu Wanhe and I walked through.

The past is like a video scrolling in my mind, and I am already very familiar with many pictures.

Although I hope Mu Wanhe can slowly let go of me, slowly alienate me, and finally completely forget me.But this doesn't mean I can understand her coldness and inexplicable emotions in just a few weeks.

To you, who am I, who are you?

The problem during the heavy rain was brought back to my mind. Is it because I was over-care and brought endless trouble to her under the banner of worry?

Who is she and who else can she be? It's my mother.Although if I simply expect it, I definitely hope she can still... Alas, it's off topic and it's hard to dream in the daytime.

I turned around, threw away those unrealistic ideas, and turned around and thought about the word "Mom".

Mom, I recite this word silently. Until now, I still dare not say that I have experienced this title very carefully.

All Mu Wanhe's efforts for me are naturally derived from maternal love, but this maternal love comes to me in a way that comes from the sky.

It took me a long time to understand the heaviness and preciousness of this maternal love.

But there is still something missing, yes, there is no source.

When I met Mu Wanhe again at the age of fourteen, it was no different from the first meeting.

At that time, she was just a beautiful woman except for the title of a mother.

Thinking of this, I found that there are more and more things that cannot be understood.

I know how strong my own memory is.

The problem is, I was already five years old when I was sold.

But why things were so vague before the age of five.

I tried to search my mind for memories before I was five years old and found that the broken ones were like being swept by a typhoon.

The scattered shadows of trees, mottled furniture, and the cold winter that was handed over by my father in his hand, were the father's roars. In addition to those roars that were unpleasant, the mother who loved me so much did not appear in my memory at all, and my memory had a huge void.

The only thing that can search for the longest and most complete memory is the smile of the adoptive father and the indifference of the adoptive mother.

I completely forgot Michelle's warning and focused on seeking out the memories that should belong to me.

Why didn't he call me mom? How could I offend him? You said Ah.

He is still young, so you can give him more time and he will be fine in the future.

Small?Did you see his eyes? Is this the eyes that a child should have? He wished he could bite me.

OK, OK, stop talking.

……

Mom...Mom...Where are you...Who are you?

……

Be obedient, as long as you eat well and grow up well, you will find your mother.

……

The originally peaceful but blurry picture instantly fell into a darkness, and I seemed to have floated up, floating in this somewhat cruel darkness.

Slowly, a faint red began to seep out of the surroundings, and then it became deeper and deeper, and finally it was like a blood tide in the Shining that covered it from all directions.

The original silence was suddenly covered by the chaotic noise. The noise gradually unified, and finally squeezed out all my subconscious as if I were chanting scriptures.

Stop talking, stop talking...

Brother, what's wrong with you, brother, wake up, what's wrong with you?

The first thing I did when I opened my eyes was to quickly hold the quilt and retreat to the corner of the bed, and look at everything around me vigilantly.

Brother... Are you okay?I am Tang Shuo Ah!

I regained my spiritual sense before Tang Shuo was about to run out and call Mu Wanhe, and then pulled her away.

Then I repeatedly told her to keep it confidential for me no matter what.Although Tang Shuo was unclear, fortunately, he always carried out his words to me unconditionally.

Mu Wanhe strictly abides by the order not to talk to her. She didn't even look at me while having breakfast, and was far away from me on the way to work.

I dare not act rashly. In this situation, it is basically unrealistic to return to school as planned.

After get off work at night, I carefully followed Mu Wanhe out of the door. When I got off the stairs, I found that Shen Lang was leaning against his treasure on the side of the road and watching the traffic flowing, obviously waiting for me.

I looked at Mu Wanhe's back as she slowly walked away, and then walked towards the side of the road.

What deep Ah are you pretending to be here?

The moment Shen Lang saw me, he changed his light expression and then opened the car door.

I happened to pass by and get in the car and tell you something.

After sitting in the car, Shen Lang kept clearing his throat, as if he was a little embarrassed to speak.

Old Shen, I haven’t been very happy recently. I don’t have the mood to spend time with you. There is no need to say much about our relationship. Don’t waste time brewing your relationship.

Shen Lang took out a piece of chewing gum and pulled the seat back a little, with a relaxed tone in his tone.

It’s nothing big, it’s actually related to Chu Yue. I feel that she is not in a good mood recently.

so what?I followed and asked, "I will definitely not say much about Chu Yue's stupid operation that night."

I...I like her, you should know.Shen Lang held it in for a long time and looked ahead and said this. The atmosphere was made by him as if he liked Chu Yue so much that he was sorry for me.

I know Ah, so what?

But the person she likes is you, she has always been.Sorry, Lao Bai, I don’t want to make our relationship like this, but it has happened.So can you...can you take the time to persuade her? She doesn't want to tell me some things, but she will definitely be willing to tell you.

Shen Lang looked at the faint smile in front of him, holding the steering wheel and the leather case with one hand.

I will be ready to go back to MIT in a few days.

So sudden?Don't stay in the country for a long time?Shen Lang's surprised expression seemed to have forgotten that I should have gone back.

I went back, and each had their own affairs.I don’t plan to say anything about Chu Yue. I haven’t contacted her after graduating from high school. My friendship with her will always be just a good friend.If she really likes me as you said, then I don’t have to meet her, and the cleaner the feelings that shouldn’t have, the better.And to be honest, I always feel that she doesn't like me.

Shen Lang curled his lips, you have nothing to doubt about this, I know very well.

Have you seen her before in Edinburgh?Why did I hide it from me when I came back? I even looked disappointed.

Shen Lang rubbed his nose awkwardly. I have been there, and I have also confessed my love...

What's the result?I made a very straight man and said, but I was rejected. You have to let me say everything?Shen Lang turned around and looked out the window angrily.

What kind of girl do you like?Just because she looks like a loli?I think you seem to have a deep obsession with her, and you don’t look like you anymore.Don’t you only get one scoop at a time for the weak water three thousand?Why do you feel like you have only this one left in your weak water?

She used to have autism, you know.

I heard you mentioned it.I handed the words and asked Shen Lang to continue talking.

In fact, to be honest, you should not know her well. This girl is not easy. She lost her mother in her early years and her father was bigamy. She has lost her father in recent years.Although there is a home, there are actually no relatives.Although she has experienced so much, she is still so simple and kind. Although she doesn't like to talk much, she looks soft and weak, but she is very strong-willed.I have never met such a innocent girl, only she, who is pure and beautiful like an angel.I really want to protect her, take care of her, and spoil her like a little willful princess.Unfortunately... Alas, I like loli because I always feel that they are not as complicated as some women in reality, but when I really meet someone who is so moved that they can't extricate themselves, they don't like me.I knew I would have studied hard in high school and became a top student.

Shen Lang laughed at himself, feeling helpless bitterness.

I reached out and patted him on the shoulder. It was too early to give up now and there were more opportunities. I can't teach you how to chase girls at all.Anyway, don’t think too much if you like it, although it may be a little hard work.

I don’t know if I’m urging him or myself. Anyway, it’s quite tiring to like someone.

Just as we were sitting in the car and feeling sad, my phone suddenly rang. When I opened it, I saw that it was Mu Wanhe's news.

Don't want to go home again?

I was so scared that I quickly returned several items, sold Shen Lang directly, and then opened the car door immediately. I have to withdraw and tell you when I leave.After saying that, he closed the door and rushed home quickly.

After two days of silence, Mu Wanhe's expression finally began to ease. She would no longer deliberately ignore me, but she still didn't talk to me.

Actually, I couldn't hold it in, but I didn't know what I was wrong, for fear that if I said the wrong thing, it would make her unhappy.

So I had to accompany her torment to play silent dramas.

On the fourth day, although I had never communicated, Mu Wanhe began to pass by me intentionally or unintentionally while at home.

I think the time should be almost the same. After all, I am her son, so I should be able to get rid of my anger.

Moreover, I could not bear it anymore. After all, Mu Wanhe was right in front of her, but she couldn't talk to her. This felt so uncomfortable.

After dinner, after Tang Shuo returned to the room, I walked to the kitchen sink and tried to help Mu Wanhe wash dishes together. She ignored me and let me wash with me.

After washing the dishes, Mu Wanhe wiped her hands, took off her apron and walked out. I quickly stopped her.

Sister Wanhe... Let's talk.

Has it been a week?Mu Wanhe stopped where she was, her tone had returned to gentleness. I saw that there was a door.

How could I hold it in for a week and not talk to you? I almost got sick after two or three days.

Mu Wanhe looked at me for a long time, and finally smiled after frowning. Then she reached out and pinched my cheek. Let's go out for a walk with me, mom has something to say to you.

I nodded repeatedly and followed Mu Wanhe out the door.

Sister Wanhe, where are we going?

Mu Wanhe looked around and said it was still early, so let's take a bus to Beihe Park.

Twenty minutes later, we walked in Beihe Park, and the two of us walked tacitly to the fewer people near the South Gate.

Sister Wanhe, the previous incidents were caused by me.But I really don’t know why you are so angry and cry for so long. Just think your son is stupid. Can you tell me?

As soon as I came up, I went straight to the point. This question has troubled me so much that I was about to lose my hair.

But Mu Wanhe didn't take me at all, and the first sentence shocked me and my chin dropped.

Feng Yuan, do you think your mother resigns?

Resign?Why Ah?

Mu Wanhe lowered her head and stuffed her hair that was blown off by the wind back in her ears, and then said softly, "My mother is in her thirties and doesn't want to continue her intrigue life."Life should not be like this either.My mother is tired of staying in this place, so I want to change her life.

Then where are you going to Ah?

Then you don’t have to worry about it. Anyway, I will contact you often and I will go see you.I was anxious when I heard this. There was no such thing. No matter where you go, you have to tell me.

Will tell you, and even if you don’t tell you, will you know?

Mu Wanhe said as she shook her bracelet. Even though she knew that I could hear her call through the bracelet, she didn't take it off, and she didn't even turn off the signal.

But mom also has requirements for you.Mu Wanhe turned around and looked at me seriously and said.

What are the requirements?

My mother felt that no matter what she did, she would either not do it, and she would do her best.Since you have chosen the field of computers, my son is so great, mom hopes that you can get me a Turing Award.

I really want to touch Mu Wanhe's forehead, but I dare not.

Turing Award?Mom, you didn't joke with me.

Do you think I'm joking?And not only that, you have to work hard to make money.After all, my mother doesn’t plan to work hard anymore, and you will definitely be able to help me. In other words, you have to prepare to support me. Do you think you can support me now?

Mu Wanhe asked with a smile on her face.

If I can, I have a deposit of 34,700 US dollars now.I subconsciously reported my small vault as much as possible.

Where did Ah come from? Are you so busy and still have time to study hard for inspection?

I won all of them in the competition, and the school competitions were organized by rich people, and the winning prizes were very generous.

Mu Wanhe suddenly reached out and walked through my arm and leaned against me.

My son is still so good, so you have to do two things in the future. The first is to fight for the Turing Award, and the second is to make money to support your mother.

I looked at the sudden huge amount of information in my mind, then slowly calmed down and pointed out the key points.

Sister Wan He, SE's affairs are related to missing children, and even to human experiments.You went to work in SE not for money, nor for achievements, but for those children.In this case, can you resign neatly?Those children, and the alliance you and Aunt Chen are in charge, just throw them away?

Mu Wanhe looked very far away, and it was not something that her mother could solve the problem of child trafficking alone.This is a social problem, and I think I have done enough in recent years.I am also qualified to have my own life, right?I just want to leave those burdens alone and go to some places I want to go easily.Anyway, with you supporting me later, this should not be difficult to achieve.Unless you ignore me and let your mother wander around the world?

How could I ignore you, just...ah, I understand...

Mu Wanhe turned her head, as if she was surprised by what I said clearly.

You are afraid that I will not be at ease even if I go abroad. I resigned in order not to worry me, right?The Turing Award is just a cover. You just hope that I don’t think too much and do my own thing with peace of mind.Making money to support you makes me return to the state where I think I can protect you and make you rely on.So, are you ready to give everything and suppress yourself to fulfill my life?

Mu Wanhe held my hand and suddenly let go. She might have found that her son was not as foolish as before.

Sister Wanhe, I admit that many of my actions were not appropriate when I came back this time, but I already knew my own problems. Aunt Chen was right. I was too young, but I would change it.Is it just such a small question that will cost you such a big price?Is this reasonable?Don't worry, I will no longer think about it after going abroad, and will do my own thing steadily. You really don't have to worry about me, and I will never cause trouble for you any more.

Mu Wanhe took a deep breath, you can't change it, and I can't change it either...

I can... I was halfway through my words, and suddenly I stopped, then accelerated my pace and rushed out of the south gate.

On the opposite side of the road, Chu Yue got out of the car, and a fat and tall bald head held her shoulders behind her, and the two of them walked into a hotel.

Fengyuan, what's wrong with you?

Mu Wanhe, who caught up, looked at me in confusion.

This girl is so fucking crazy!Sister Wanhe, you wait for me here for a while, and I will come when I go.It's another damn hotel, what the hell is Chu Yue doing?

I ran to the opposite side quickly, but the two of them were gone.So I followed me to the front desk and wanted to ask about Chu Yue and the others' room number, but the front desk was very dedicated and refused to tell me.

At this moment, a hand holding the cell phone suddenly stretched out from beside you. This is your boss’s phone call, please answer it.

I turned my head and it turned out to be Mu Wanhe. She explained to me that this is Sister Chen’s hotel, and she can say anything.

After answering the phone at the front desk, he kept talking about his words throughout the process. Finally, he not only asked about the room number of the suite, but even held the secondary door card in his hand.

I strode towards the elevator, Mu Wanhe followed closely behind, Bai Fengyuan, no matter what the situation is, you can calm down later.

I exhaled and nodded, then took out my cell phone and found Shen Lang's phone, but I hung up as soon as I called. He was actually not a good-tempered person, so he should not cause trouble.

This floor is a bit surround, and I was anxious and I couldn't find a place after walking for a long time.In the end, Mu Wanhe guided the right direction.

Sister Wanhe, please wait outside, I'll go in and take a look.

Mu Wanhe thought about it and held my hand and pinched it. Then you have to calm down. Impulse will only make things worse and worse.

I nodded and opened the door of the room gently. The room was quite luxurious. When I entered the door, I walked towards the only room with light.

I immediately saw an extremely heart-wrenching picture through the crack in the door.

Chu Yue was wearing only blue polka dot underwear and panties, lowered her head, with dog ears on her head, and a golden dog collar hanging around her neck, holding a golden rope, and there were two bells on it.

She knelt on the ground, and the fat bald head was sitting on the chair naked on the other end of the rope.

It's good, it's okay, it's normal to be a little shy the first time. Don't worry, you'll get used to it later, so you have to beg me to teach you.These little arms and legs are so tender, snow-white, you are such a treasure.Don't worry, my master will definitely love you the most in the future.Come, come and lick the owner first.

Mu Wanhe may be right. Some things I really can't change in my life. I want to lick you and lick it by myself.With my irritable sound, I kicked the door open.

The bald man was startled and bounced straight from the chair, but he quickly calmed down.

The ugly dick hung between his legs like a ball of dirty mud. He took the bath towel and surrounded him calmly.

I squinted at me, who are you? What the hell is this broken hotel, and I should just let someone in!

Chu Yue, who was kneeling on the ground, looked up and looked at me, and her whole body was completely frozen. Then her eyes began to dissipate, as if she had gone to another world in an instant.

I ignored that grandson at all. I haven't seen anything during this period. I've seen a lot of scumbags anyway.

Chu Yue, do you know what you are doing?

The fat man stood sideways in front of Chu Yue, little pussy, you figure it out, this is the dog I raise, she volunteered to serve me here.Besides, who the hell are you? Do you know who I am?

I stepped forward and grabbed bald head's arm and pulled him far away, then stood in front of Chu Yue.

Chu Yue, tell me honestly, are you really voluntary?

Chu Yue just looked at me, but it seemed that she didn't look at me at all.

You speak Ah!I couldn't help but roar, Chu Yue just trembled all over, but her body became even stiffer.

Are you a little over the pussy? Don't fucking stand up, get him away quickly. I'm ugly in front of you. If I really make me angry, you won't end.

The bald head may have been shocked by the force of that swing. Although my tone was still fierce, I didn't take a step forward.

Chu Yue still didn't say anything, just staring at the front with a blind eye. I have to say that she looks a little scary now.

The bald man saw that I was blocking the front and was completely angry. What the hell is this?Receive the money and send someone to make trouble?OK Thank you Lao San, you are really good at it.

After the fat man finished speaking, he started to wear clothes, and while wearing them, he also spoke harshly.

This is OK, little girl, are you and Xie Laosan playing fairy dance with me?Don't you fucking ask who I am!You didn’t know where I was when I was raising a bitch.There is no atmosphere today. If I don’t let you kneel down and beg me to fuck you, I will eat shit live.

Get out of here, don’t talk so much nonsense. She is not something you can touch. Be careful not to know how to die.

Fortunately, I met me today. If Shen Lang encountered this, the consequences would definitely be much more serious.

The fat man put on his clothes and left the suite while pointing fingers.

Until the fat man left, Chu Yue still maintained the movement of me entering the door just now, without any change.

What is this?Owner?dog?Chu Yue, have you been hit by your mind?Threatened?Forced?If there is anything you can't tell us, do you know what the consequences would be if the person you ran into Shen Lang today?Don't you really know how much he likes you?Just because he is usually careless?

Chu Yue sat down on the ground when she heard the word Shen Lang, causing the bell on her neck to make a crisp laugh, but her expression was still frozen, without any change.

I couldn't help scratching my hair, paced anxiously on both sides, and it was messy, all of which was fucking messy.

I originally thought that I had just disturbed Mu Wanhe when I came back, but even my two best friends in high school were messed up.

How did I end now and how did I tell Shen Lang what I saw now?

The little cutie, who was as pure as an angel, suddenly became a dog full of fat and fat, with a bald head and a leash and bell?

You go out too!I heard the sound and turned my head and found that Mu Wanhe had also come in.

I heard it all, you go out and I will clean up for her.I looked at Chu Yue helplessly again, sighed heavily, turned around and went out to stay outside.

Relying against the wall, looking at Shen Lang's phone on his phone, he wanted to call him several times but gave up. Thinking about the love and distress he expressed to her that day, Shen Lang said, how could I say it?

But if I hide things from Shen Lang, wouldn’t I be sorry for him?

Why are these fucking things constantly happening one after another? And he always gives me such a question, so he doesn’t even give me the effort to take a breath?

After nearly twenty minutes, Chu Yue slowly walked out under Mu Wanhe's guidance.

Mu Wanhe glanced at me and said nothing, take her home first. She was very irritated.

I didn't say anything, and walked ahead first.I don’t want to talk to her either. The way she looked in my heart in high school was a huge difference from the time she met again. Anyway, she was either crazy or I was crazy.

The elevator went down to the first floor and we had just walked out when Chu Yue suddenly broke free from Mu Wanhe's hand. I still have something upstairs, so I went up and got it.

After finishing her mechanical words, she immediately turned around and trotted back to the elevator, and then quickly closed the door.

Mu Wanhe and I looked at each other, wondering why she was sucking crazy again. Then Mu Wanhe patted me twice, pointing to the elevator's digital meter and shouting.

No, right, this little girl is not right, go up quickly.

At Mu Wanhe's reminder, we went directly to the top floor, rushed into the fire stairs and ran up the floor, and found that the fire door on the top floor was indeed wide open.

Don't come over... don't come over...

Mu Wanhe and I stopped at a distance of five meters away from Chu Yue.

Chu Yue, calm down, you have something to say...

Chu Yue stood on the edge of the rooftop and had already stepped out one foot.

I'm very calm, really, don't come over.

Things changed drastically, completely exceeding expectations, which made me not mentally prepared at all.

I looked at Chu Yue as calmly as possible and calmed down. Chu Yue, I admit that what I said just now was a bit too much, but you know I was just anxious and had no other intentions.Don't be impulsive, let's sit down and have a good talk.

Bai Fengyuan, thank you! Chu Yue's body was shaking under the gust of rapid and slow wind. But her expression was so calm that I seemed to see myself in the last few months of MIT.

No matter what you thank me, you should not do this way.Chu Yue, come down, no matter what happens, Shen Lang and I will help you solve it.

Chu Yue suddenly laughed, Shen Lang...Shen Lang...Bai Fengyuan thanks you for letting me understand that I am just dreaming. If it is dirty, it will be useless.Actually, I planned to do this the day we met again.But unexpectedly, you suddenly appeared, and then he also appeared. The courage I mustered up was disrupted by the two of you.I just thought that maybe I could secretly hide my dirty things, just be friends with you, and just look at you.I am too greedy, which makes you feel sorry for seeing this scene today.Do you know, I really miss the last year of high school. Since I went abroad, I missed us every minute and every second, and he and you, just like the sun and the moon.

Chu Yue put away her smile, but her tone became gentler. You are right, I like Shen Lang, so suddenly, so I don’t know why.Actually, I was really annoyed by him because he was always not serious, but then I realized that he just wanted to make me happy.During his days in Edinburgh, only he would contact me frequently, give me confidence, comfort me, let me know that I was not alone and left in a foreign land. Even if I had such a cold attitude towards him, he did not give up entering my life to comfort me.

I know, I know, so don’t be impulsive, don’t worry, no matter what you become, that guy will like you, I know him.

I quickly grabbed Shen Lang's breakthrough and said earnestly, but Chu Yue ignored me and just said it on her own.

My parents have been quarreling since childhood. My mother hugged me and cried every day, and then told me a lot of bad things about my father, so I didn't like to talk at that time.Later, my mother passed away, and my father took me to find another new woman.That woman only has her father or father’s money in her eyes, and my daughter is like a stranger.So I don't like to talk.My father is very busy, and my stepmother doesn’t like to pay attention to me.So I worked hard to study abroad, hoping that my father could give me some attention during his busy schedule.Later I met you, you were so interesting and so caring for me. I really hope we can always be together, even if it’s just friends.

After Chu Yue said the last sentence, her small face instantly blushed.

I understand, I understand, as long as you want to be more open now, we can still be together in the future.I promise that we will be eternal friends throughout our lives.

Although I didn't get a response to my words, I was still trying to communicate with her.

Later, my father passed away, and only my stepmother was left at home. She inherited my father's property and found a new man.So although I have a home, it is actually just an empty shell.When my father was alive, he supported me very much in studying abroad, but after he left, his stepmother slowly cut off my finances.Those days were really hard, but I still survived.Every day after school, I have to do odd jobs, hold dishes, and compete to go to work night shifts 24 hours a day. I am always scared on the way back at night.My father's death made me become the autistic and annoying girl again.If it weren't for Shen Lang, I really felt that this world had abandoned me.I am not like you. My heart is small and the world is small. I just don’t want to disappoint people who are good to me, but I didn’t even do this. Mom is gone, dad is gone, and now even Shen Lang... I have become a way to disappoint him.

If Shen Lang was there, would it be better for the situation on the scene?Thinking of this, I quickly took out my cell phone and let Shen Lang come over now. If you have anything, tell him directly.

Don't fight!You all put down your phone, or I will jump now, and you let me finish what I want to say, okay?

When Chu Yue heard that I was about to call, she became excited and shouted loudly, her soft body shaking constantly on the edge, making her feel relieved.

I quickly put down my phone, and Mu Wanhe next to me also cooperated to put down my phone.

That year, he flew to Edinburgh to see me, and I was really happy.But when he confessed to me, I rejected him.It’s not that I don’t want to agree, I’m just inferior.The Snow White in Shen Lang's mind is actually just a Cinderella, and this Cinderella has a terrible family and an unpopular personality. She has no confidence to be worthy of the prince.When Shen Lang left, I cried for a long time, but I really didn't want to delay him.His family, his cheerful personality deserves better girls.

I felt regretful when I heard this. Why would this girl think so? What you think is never a problem. Do you still know what kind of person he is? He doesn't care about these things at all. That's Shen Lang, our best friend.

I understand, but it was too late. Shen Lang always thought that the reason I rejected him was because of you.But he didn't know that you were like another me. Although I had experienced a lot, I was far stronger and more free and easy than me. I felt like a worship of you.But he is different. He is always bad, stupid, and appears and disappears, but he steals my heart.How stupid he is, he doesn't know how many glances I secretly looked at him when he came to see me.I originally thought he wouldn't contact me again, but he didn't. He still learned to care about me like a friend, comfort me, send me snacks from my hometown, and take ugly photos to make me happy.Later I finally figured it out, but it was too late.

Chu Yue had originally said this, her eyes suddenly dimmed.

Mu Wanhe, who had not made any noise at this time, suddenly spoke. Girl, it was very windy today. Can you come down? What if you didn't insist on being blown down by the wind?Don't worry, this is Yixin Hotel on Jianshe Road. The flow of people is very small and no one will hear it.Just stand in and say slowly, we guarantee to be quiet and will not irritate you, so you can come down first.

Chu Yue also did not respond to Mu Wanhe's words. She was silent for a moment and her tone became more and more calm. This feeling was really bad. My stepmother was a lazy woman who only knew how to spend money and didn't make money. The man she was looking for was a chess-spoken gambling. The two hit it off and spent all my father's inheritance, and then they put their ideas on me.She tricked me home on the grounds that she wanted to bury my parents together. That night, she suddenly confessed to me with conscience and told me that she would continue to provide for me to go to school. After drinking a glass of juice, I fell into hell.They really have a way to sell my virginity for 200,000.They said they found me a master.This master can keep the three of us free of food and clothing for a lifetime.Haha, master!

I finally understood the meaning of the guy just said, so why did you promise them? Aren’t we back?Why don't you discuss with us?

Because they took photos that I would never want you and Shen Lang to see!With those photos, I knew that I would never be with Shen Lang.He always said that I am different from other girls. I am as pure as a piece of white feather, but this piece of white feather is already dirty.I don't want to let him down, I hope he remembers the best I look.Sorry, Bai Fengyuan, I did tarnish our friendship that night in the resort, but I had no choice. I didn’t want to become someone else’s slave.I thought if I wasn't a virgin, they would let me go, that's stupid.

It's really stupid. I think her mind is just so stupid except for studying.

Then why don’t you look for Shen Lang directly? You obviously like her, that’s not better.And you don’t know his abilities yet? There is something he can’t solve, let alone me!

No, if he gave it to him, he will remember me for the rest of his life.Maybe he will be trapped by me in his life, I don’t want it, I want him to forget me, continue to live stupidly and happily.But you are different. I know you always have someone you like, so you won’t always care about me.Sorry, I am too selfish, and thank you for stopping me at that time.

Chu Yue obviously started to lose her energy.She struggled to grab the handrail of the rooftop and balanced her petite body.

I was really a little anxious, and even when she said that I had someone I liked, I forgot to see Mu Wanhe's reaction beside her.

Chu Yue, really, it’s not a big deal at all, it’s just some photos, and aren’t you still innocent now?Don’t worry, Shen Lang and I will do our best to destroy those photos. You are free, and we will leave all the masters to solve them!You have to believe us Ah!I beg you, you come down first, okay!

You don't understand, I don't want him to see those things at all, I hope I will always be in his heart that he likes and wants.You are not a girl, you are not me, you don’t understand.But some things happen and they are destined to be unable to be erased. You will always see them. From now on, when you think of me, you will think of such a picture, such a dirty picture... Chu Yue couldn't continue to say it, and silently lowered her head.

No, we won't, we won't remember those things, I know you were forced, believe me, Shen Lang will still like you, no, he will like you more than now.

But I will... you don't understand, you really don't understand.I am not as strong as you think. If I hadn't fallen in love with him, if you hadn't discovered anything about me from beginning to end, I might have lived, but I would never be with him.But now it’s different. A girl’s most disgusting and ugly appearance will be seen by her beloved man, and even remembered for a lifetime. I can’t bear such pain, and I am not worthy of such a good man. Only when I die can he be truly free. I can’t and don’t want to trap him.

Mu Wanhe beside her took a breath and whispered helplessly, "The girlish feelings are always poetry."

I was trapped to death in the same place, looking at the shaky Chu Yue, but I couldn't move forward, so I could only beg her in a daze.

Chu Yue, calm down. If you really jump, how can I explain to Shen Lang?How could I have the attitude to see him?If you really die, do you think he will forget you?He will still remember you for the rest of his life, do you really hope this is?Please, don’t jump, really don’t jump!Everything has a way to solve.

Chu Yue shook her head, just think I'm willful again, I really have no energy to care about the things behind me.I am dead, Shen Lang may be sad, but time will eventually dilute all this.When he gets old a few years later, when I think back on me, I hope he can forget those bad things and only remember what I used to be.

I'm already exhausted, and this kind of oppression of death at any time has made my spirit reach its limit.

In fact, love is really a very simple thing, but we always like to set limits for it to make it complicated and painful.But I forgot that in the world of emotions, only each other is the most important thing, and everything around me is beyond sight.We always hope that the outcome of love is beautiful.But I forgot to love someone and enjoy the process, not the result.This process is just a matter between two people. As long as each other is what each other hopes and loves, it will be fine. We could have surpassed everything, fought against everything, and gave up everything, but because of my hesitation at that time, I had lost the qualification to love him before it even started. He is still the one in my heart, but I am no longer me.

After saying that, Chu Yue lowered her head and sang a song quietly. Her voice was not loud, and it was blown intermittently by the wind, but the sweet voice brought out a certain kind of peace and a kind of pleasure to achieve her wish.

……

A taxi that runs around town without a busy schedule (located in the western and western areas)

He sneezed vaguely while still resting on his back (he took the position of a car on the road, and then he hit the ball).

Looking out the window (outside the view)

That moment that trembles from the heart (I hope I'm going to die)

I hope we can meet again (Noh's first time, when he is in a state of palpitations, and once again he is treated).

I will never forget (I am a non-forgettable person)

Are you still like that now? (You're not at all here at the same time as Tenya).

……

The missing moon before the sun sets (Asahi)

I wonder if you're also seen it somewhere (I'm not hoping to be a part of a certain vision).

For some reason, my heart hurts, even though there's no reason (I don't know why, the first pain in the opening of my chest)

这是むむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむむ

To be able to scream that I'm sad now (it's a very sad place, as it is now)

Maybe everything was too late (it's not a problem for all of the people in the world).

If you can walk from the beginning again (later is a good start)

I want to meet you like I'm going to pass by (I'm going to give you a good deal)

No matter how much your height changes

……

The missing moon before the sun sets (Asahi)

I wonder if you're also seen it somewhere (I'm not hoping to be a part of a certain vision).

A hilarious morning sun has arrived (a manly general who has been laughing and yet has been able to make a great morning)

……

After singing softly, the three people present, including Mu Wanhe, could no longer stop opening their tears.

Chu Yue cleaned her hair, and although she was crying, she had a satisfied and shy expression. Bai Fengyuan promised me that she would never let Shen Lang know what I said tonight, so that he would always think that the person I love was you.Sorry, I let you bear so much, but who made you always so strong... Thank you, Bai Fengyuan!

Chu Yue, Chu Yue, don’t, really don’t want it. I’m not strong at all. I can’t bear it. Please spare me.Can you come down? Give yourself another chance?I beg you!

I almost shouted at the top of my throat.

Chu Yue looked at me silently, then slowly looked up at the dark sky and the crescent moon covered with pure white mist.

She murmured the last sentence softly, then opened her hands, closed her eyes, and slowly leaned back down like snow spreading across the Antarctic sea.

Thank you for the moon phase, I can’t bear to be round tonight...

The petite figure as pure as snow on the edge of the rooftop completely disappeared from my sight.

I can't believe my eyes, I can't believe what happened tonight. What a joke, Chu Yue just jumped like this?

He jumped... committed suicide... she died... no one like Chu Yue again... was he killed because of me again... I was killed again?

……again……

The heart vibrated violently, and the brain entered a violent resonance synchronized with the violent convulsions of the heart. Then with a bang in the skull, the nuclear bomb finally exploded...

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Where is this?Is this an adoptive father and an adoptive mother?So who is this little boy?Is it me?Then who am I?

Come on, call me mom, from today on, she will be your mom, she will take good care of you!

I don’t want it… She is not my mother, I want my mother, you guys give me my mother back!

My adoptive mother would smile at me, but she turned out to be so warm when she smiled.But why am I so vicious, like a little beast that can bite people.

The picture changed and came to the dining table. Is it good to eat? This is all done by my mother with great effort. Can you eat a bite?

The little boy knocked his rice bowl over the table, then jumped out of the chair and hid behind and looked at his adoptive mother vigilantly.

You are not my mother, I don’t want to eat what you cooked!

The adoptive mother held the spoon and froze in the air, maintaining her smiling face with difficulty. Xiaoyuan, be obedient, you can't knock the plate over at will.

I don’t want you to care, I want my mother, I want my mother!

……

The scene changed again. The little boy stood at the door of the house, holding the stair railing hard, and his adoptive mother stood at the door, frowning, and was so anxious that she was sweating.

I won’t go in, you lied to me, you said you should take me to find my mother!

Xiaoyuan, go home first and say ok, okay? Don’t torture me anymore, okay!

I want mom, you give it back to me!

I am your mom Ah!

You are not, no!

At this time, the opposite door suddenly opened, and a woman in her thirties walked out of the door. This woman was not pretty, but she was very friendly.

What's wrong with this?The little boy rushed into the opposite door without saying a word.

Xiaoyuan...Xiaoyuan, come back soon!Sorry, Ah, this kid is disobedient.

It doesn't matter, otherwise let him stay at my house later. Anyway, I have nothing to do at home now, so I advise him.

……

Do you really know where my mom is?

The little boy sat on the chair and asked blankly, of course I knew Ah, but your mother couldn't come to see you now.

The woman lay on the table, level with the child's eyes, and her voice was gentle like a moistening spring rain.

The little boy's eyes immediately turned red. Why didn't my mother come to see me? Did she want me anymore? Did I disobey? My mother said she would be with me forever.

The woman reached out and gently stroked the boy's hair. Because her mother was trapped, she missed you very much, but she couldn't come to see you, so you had to find a way to see her yourself.

Then where can I see her?

You have to wait until you grow up to see her. You must be smart, strong and brave enough. Only such a child can find his mother under the guidance of God.So you have to eat well, sleep well, and grow up well.If you keep making trouble, you will never see your mother.

The woman is not anxious or slow, and is good at temptation, with a faint smile on her face.

Then when I grow up, will my mother forget me?Will she still like me?

Yes, she has been waiting for you all the time, and your mother is waiting for you to grow up!

……

Since then, this woman has appeared more and more times, and the little boy has also begun to become docile, eating by himself, washing by himself, and sleep by himself.But I still don't want to call my adoptive mother "Mom".

Sorry, Ah, I have to take care of you again. I have to go out with something and may come back very late.

It doesn’t matter. If you come back too late, you can come and pick him up tomorrow morning. I will take him to bed at night.

OK, I'm really troubled you.The little boy had already entered the moment the door opened.

The woman told the boy stories and played games with him. At night, she asked the boy to play by himself, and then went to the kitchen to cook.

The knock on the door suddenly rang, and the boy sat on the ground fiddling with the building blocks.

Xiaoyuan, go open the door, it must be your mother who will pick you up.

She is not my mother, I don’t want to go home!

Be obedient, even if you don’t want to go home, your aunt has to say Ah to your mother.

The little boy stood up and walked to the door step by step. He was still very short and needed to stand on tiptoe to have enough strength to open the door.

As a third party, my heart suddenly became panicked. I stood beside the boy and shouted loudly, "Don't open, don't open the door!"Don’t turn Ah!

Time was slowed infinitely, as if I was deliberately trying to see every moment when the door was opened.But my shouting was as if I had entered a vacuum.

I beg you, don't open the door, don't, don't Ah...

The door was slowly opened, and the room was dark outside, like a staring in the abyss. The boy stood at the door and looked at the tall man in front of him.

It was not the adoptive mother who came in, but a man, a man with a gentle smile, but from my trembling perspective, his eyes were filled with a greedy and terrible green light.

Who are you?I don't know you!

The man squatted down, his smile gradually became arrogant and excited. It doesn't matter, you will know me soon...

……

As a bystander, I was already curled up on the ground. I hugged myself in a ball and retreated desperately, but no matter how I retreated, the scene and the scene did not change at all.

I didn't dare to open my eyes to see, but there was a kind of force in the dark that forced me to witness everything in front of me.

Just come to me if you have anything, don’t hurt this child!The woman protected the boy and stepped back step by step.

It depends on my mood.

The man's originally gentle face suddenly began to become distorted, and his death-induced smile seemed like an evil ghost from hell.

His palms were like pliers, big and powerful. He covered the woman's mouth with one hand, brought her to the ground, and then grabbed the boy's neck with the other hand and dragged the two into the bedroom.

After the screen switches, the woman was stripped naked and tied to the bed in a large shape. Her mouth was blocked by her underwear. She looked at the ceiling with despair. The boy was also stripped off and tied to a chair and stood beside the bed.

The moment before the woman was gagged, she only shouted, Xiaoyuan... closed her eyes...

The boy slowly closed his eyes in panic.Then, the man immediately slapped the boy hard.

Kid, keep your eyes open. You are the only audience in this performance. Don’t let me down, otherwise today may be your last day in this dirty world.

The subsequent scenes are completely the most terrifying R-level clips in the world.

Although the woman was stripped of all, the man obviously had no interest in sexual assault. He raised the dagger he had prepared and skipped through the woman's body from top to bottom.

The cold dagger and foreseeable terrible fate made the woman tremble uncontrollably.

The man carefully pulled a knife on his thigh, and blood overflowed along his skin and meandered.

The moment the man saw the blood, his whole body began to tremble violently, and he kept crying in excitement, and the woman immediately bent her body in pain.

The man did not stop, and then another slash on the symmetrical thigh.

He was like painting, enjoying everything at this moment.

Blood and pain became his nutrients, making him smile like a demon's chant. Very good, great, this is what this body should look like.

He slapped the boy's naked body.

Half an hour later, the man stretched out his body with satisfaction and smiled gently again as if he had finished taking drugs.

The boy's originally snow-white and pink body had already become a bloody person. He stained the boy's forehead with the last knife and asked softly, "You know me now..." After saying that, the man turned around and went out with a crazy smile intermittently.

The boy stayed overnight against the body of a woman who had become unrecognizable...

In the three days after being rescued, the boy never said a word, and even his stiff expression and his unsightly eyes had not changed.

Soon, a group of people found their home. They were both men and women. A slightly older man rushed into the house and grabbed the boy's shoulder and shook it hard.

You give my daughter back!Why can you survive!Why is it not you who died!He told me that it was you who opened the door!It's you!Why didn't you die? You gave my daughter back!

He is a lunatic Ah!My daughter Ah, he doesn't have to pay for his life, is there any reason for it?It’s all you, you are an accomplice!She had just escaped from that domestic violence beast, how could she meet you!It's all your fault, it's you who deserves it!My good daughter, my god!

Soon another old woman joined the battle. The boy looked at the two heartbroken faces in front of him blankly. In the past few days, he finally heard the voices from the outside world again, although there were only six words.

Your fault, you deserve to die!

My fault, I deserve to die!

My fault, I deserve to die...

My fault, I deserve to die!

Feng Yuan, what did you say... Feng Yuan!You wake up!

My fault, I deserve to die!

Oh my God... Xiao Shuo, look at him well, and shout me loudly if you have something to do, and I'll be back soon...

My fault, I deserve to die!

Houses, beds, ceilings, no, none, is there anything to be relieved, knife, knife!Give me a knife!

I half-kneeled from the bed and pulled everything in front of me aside, the desk, the pen holder, the knife, the knife...

I lay on the table and waved everything on the table to the ground, leaving only the paper-cutting knife in the pen holder in my eyes.

Brother, what are you doing, what are you doing!Brother... don't do this, brother...

Knife, give me the knife... I rushed forward, then my body lost weight and fell heavily to the ground, but it didn't matter, I got it, I got the knife.

It's okay, I can be free.

At the neck, it was over with one knife, and everything was over.

Brother...you let go...Brother, don't scare me, okay...Brother!The two white and tender arms hugged my right hand holding the knife with all their strength. The owner of the voice was a girl and shouted loudly in a crying voice.

I swung my arms desperately, let go of me, let go of me...

I won't let it go!Even if you die... Sister Mu, Sister Mu, come quickly, I can't hold on, Sister Mu!

This knife is so sharp, it's still a little short. I'm just a little short of touching my neck. Just a little short, I'm going to be free. My fault, I'll pay my life...

Bai Fengyuan!Turning his face and looking at me!

I shivered by the roar of the thunder, slowly turned my face, and just glanced at it, my pupils began to shrink sharply, and my hand holding the knife began to tremble.

A beautiful woman with a resolute expression and a haggard face held a fruit knife across her snow-white neck, standing in front of me without hesitation.

Bai Fengyuan, let’s look at it, is your hand speed fast or mine!

The girl who was still stalemate with me was stunned when she saw this scene. Sister Mu, what are you doing!You...what are you all doing!

Xiao Shuo, let him go... Bai Fengyuan looked at me and told me who I am!

Who is it, who she is, she is very important, more important than anything else... Mom, she is my mother!

Mother.I hesitated and uttered two words.

My mother did not put down the knife because of the word "I". On the contrary, the strength in her hands actually increased a little. Her delicate skin was pressed by a sharp weapon and showed a visible depression. Fengyuan, don't you want to die? Mom won't stop you. From now on, no matter where you go, Mom will accompany you.Since you live so painfully, come on, mom and you.

Don't...I don't want you to accompany you, you want to live and live well. It's me who deserves to die, but I deserve to die.It’s all my fault, from beginning to end... I don’t want you to accompany you, don’t!

I roared wildly, but the hand holding the knife could no longer pull a little closer. All the power in my body was spontaneously fighting against my will.

In contrast, my mother's hand holding the knife was as stable as a stone carving.Apart from her slightly twitching petite nose and tightly pursed lips, her expression looked fearless.

Unfortunately, this is my mother's decision. You can't change it, just like I can't change you now.If you do it, your mother will definitely cut her neck faster than you.

My hands began to tremble, then spread to my arms, and finally expanded to my whole body. Don’t force me, why do you all force me?... My mother didn’t give me more time to react. She controlled the weapon to slowly pull it down for a few minutes. Soon, bright blood drips flowed out of her neck.

don't want!My body took over all the actions in the shortest time, discarded the paper-cutting knife with my right hand, and rolled and crawled towards my mother.

Don't come over!

My mother took two steps back and suddenly shouted at me. As she moved, the blood dripping also accelerated, one drop, two drops fell on her off-white chiffon cardigan.

Time began to slow down, and I seemed to be able to see the trajectory of every drop of blood falling, and even see them gradually penetrate into clothes, scattering into blood mist in the snow white, like red roses blooming in the snow.

Mom, don’t... don’t leave it... don’t go!I can't even say a complete sentence without saying anything.

Bai Fengyuan, remember everything in front of you, remember what I am now, no matter what kind of picture you have left in your mind, no matter how tragic or painful it is, its end is the mother at this moment.No matter when you want to end yourself, the end is your mom at this moment.Remember that as long as you are gone, the end is your mom at this moment!

I knelt on the ground, holding my head and looking at her without turning my eyes. Gradually, the picture became blurry. I subconsciously raised the back of my hand and wiped my eyes.

When the picture was clearer, my mother's original decisive expression still became extremely gentle, and her eyes were filled with the light of salvation.

Mom...I found you...

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In that small town where everything is still simple, my mother had just finished her housework, and then brought a basin to the yard, and used a dim lamp to scrub today's clothes.

I struggled to lift the small stool, put it beside her, and sat honestly beside her.He reached out and put his hand in the basin, imitated her, and rubbed a sock.

From what I can remember, the only existence in my life is the mother in front of me. She is very beautiful, with dimples when she smiles, and her voice is like singing. She is very kind and will help the old lady in her neighbor sew clothes. When she wakes up early, she will pour hot water for passing sanitation workers.

She is very gentle and will hold me to sleep all night and will read many interesting stories to me.

She was wearing a high ponytail and wearing a light blue plaid shirt, looking like the older sisters who went to school.

And when those big sisters who are studying pass by the door, their mothers will feel sad again.

She would always stop what she was doing, stand still, watching them walk far away until they disappear.

At this time, I would always run over and hold her legs and rub her with my face.

She would squat down, then gently pinch my face, and then show a sweet smile.

Whenever it was night, I would pretend to be afraid to cry. It would not take long for her to run over from the next door and then hold me and sleep all night.

I am actually not afraid at all. On the contrary, I like the night because the night is always quiet, but I like my mother more.

I know my mother is scared. Whenever my father is at home, she will be very nervous and uneasy.

So I hate my dad because he will scare my mom. Although my dad likes me very much, he should not scare my mom, he should like my mom more.

Unfortunately, no one likes mom more than I do.

Later, my father and mother told me to go to bed separately when I grow up.

I didn't say anything, just nodded vigorously, but what I thought to myself was that when I grow up, I would also have to sleep with my mother because she likes to sleep with me.

My mother didn't say anything, but I knew she was actually very happy because she kept smiling and kissing my face when she was sleeping at night, making me itchy.

My mother and I, only when someone laughs, the other person will not be able to help laughing. As long as someone crys, the other person will not be able to help crying.

Every night when my mother hugged me and told a story.

She told me the story of the wolf coming, and told me not to lie; told me that Kong Rong gave pears, told me that I should respect the elderly and love the young; told me that I should grind a needle with an iron rod, told me that I should persevere; told me that I would chisel the wall and steal the light, and told me that I should study hard and cultivate myself.

She taught me to memorize Tang poetry and teach me arithmetic. My mother can do everything, and she is the most perfect.

There were open-air movies in the town, and many people went to watch them. My father went to another place, and my mother took me with me by herself. There were so many people, and I couldn't see them, so my mother hugged me the whole way.

I can’t understand the content of the movie, I just learned a new word, I love you!

When I was sleeping at night, I asked my mother, what is love Ah?

My mother hugged me, stretched out her five fingers, and inserted it into my hair, scratching from the back of my head along the scalp to the forehead, which was so numb and comfortable.

Love means loving someone or something to a very deep level. You will want to be with him all the time. As long as you see him, you will feel satisfied and happy.

I didn't understand, but just threw myself into her arms and raised my head, Mom, I love you!

After hearing this, my mother opened her eyes wide and looked at me. Her lips were pursed hard until the end she showed a bright smile. But when she used it, she cried. I didn't know why, so I reached out to wipe her tears.

She lowered her head, pressed her forehead against mine, and said softly, Fengyuan, Mom loves you too!

That night my mother hugged me so tightly, and it turned out that this was love.

During the Chinese New Year, my father had a drink every day, and my mother and I stayed at home by ourselves. She asked someone to make a swing for me under the big tree at the door, and often took me to play for an afternoon.

The swing is very fun, as if it is about to fly.

But I like to watch my mother play more. She is like a butterfly sitting on the swing, so beautiful that I can't bear to look elsewhere.

Later, the neighbors' aunts and aunts found their mother and said they were missing legs. I looked at them for a long time but couldn't see who was missing legs.My mother refused for a long time, but in the end she was pulled to the next house by them.

I stood next to my mother and watched her sit with three other people to build building blocks. Only in the evening did my mother tell me that they were playing mahjong.My mother said she didn't know how to do it, but those aunts had to drag her to play with her.

My figure was too small to see, so my mother hugged me on her lap and talked to me while playing.

I looked up at my mother. Every time it was her turn to touch the building blocks, she would think about it for a while before throwing one out.

I can't understand it, nor do I find it interesting. But many times when my mother pushes the building blocks down, all three of them have to give money to my mother, but when others push the building blocks down, my mother doesn't have to give money.

Everyone said that my mother was so awesome, and her face was blushing and very beautiful. She said it was her first time playing.

But no one believes it, but I believe it because my mother never lies.

Later, I was sleepy as I watched it, and my mother refused to play anymore and took me home.

After returning to the room, my mother sat on the bed, then fell back on the bed, feeling her hands high and counting money one by one, making her look very happy.

I lay on her and looked at her and smiled.

Mom, did you win all this money?

Well, yes, my mother has seen others play in her hometown a few times before, but she didn't expect it to be so simple.I thought to myself, since my mother is so powerful, she can’t make a lot of money by playing mahjong in the future.

But after hearing what I said, my mother told me seriously that this is called gambling. Small gambling can make you happy, but you can’t expect this to make money. People should get what they want down-to-earth.

I didn't understand it, but I just felt that my mother's eyes were shining in her eyes, full of longing for the future, as if she saw the life she wanted.

Later, my parents took me to my mother's hometown. We walked a long way before we arrived. It was so beautiful, with mountains, trees, and water everywhere, but the people inside were not as good as the scenery. They always talked secretly behind us.

My mother kept holding my hand tightly since she entered the village, and then she simply kept holding me in her arms.I feel a little heavy because my mother sweats a lot on her forehead.

My mother said that my grandfather was about to die, so we came back, but I never saw her.

Then one night when my father came back from outside, he started quarreling with his mother. That night, his father was very fierce, his eyes were red, he scolded a lot of things I couldn't understand, and in the end he wanted to beat my mother. I was a little scared and tried to hide in my mother's arms, but my mother always wanted me to go back to my room.

At this time, a very beautiful man came. He smiled as warm as his mother. I knew he was my uncle.

My uncle was very handsome. He held his father with one hand and dragged him to another room.

My mother hugged me and kept crying. I was frightened, but when I saw my mother crying, I couldn't help crying while helping her to wipe her tears.

Mom, why do dad bully you?

My mother hugged me and didn't say anything, but just shook her head desperately.In this way, I slowly fell asleep when I was tired of crying.

When I woke up again, my mother was lying next to me and was asleep, with tears still hanging on her eyes, while my uncle sat on a chair in the room reading a book.

He saw me awake and quietly made a shushing gesture to me.Then I took me out of my mother's arms and to the table.

I kept looking at my uncle and wondered why my uncle is so gentle but my father is so fierce. I also want to become like my uncle so that I can protect my mother.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, my uncle took out a milk candy from my pocket, stuffed it into my mouth, and then whispered to my ear, "Changsheng, you have to remember that your mother is the best woman in the world. You have to believe in her forever, and you have to grow up quickly and protect her well. Do you understand?"

I nodded while eating milk candy, and then whispered guiltily, but I am afraid of my father, he is so fierce.

My uncle smiled. He touched my hair and pointed my nose. When you want to protect your mother, you will be brave. Even if you are afraid now, you will not be afraid when you grow up.Our immortality will be a brave and powerful man.

Like an uncle?

No, he is even braver and stronger than his uncle.

After saying that, my uncle put away his smile and looked a little sad, but I don’t know why he was sad. Your mother is my best sister, but I can’t protect him by her side. Forever, you should grow up quickly, only you can protect your mother.

Um!I will grow up tomorrow!I frowned and said seriously, but my uncle laughed again.

On the way back to the town from my mother's hometown, my father kept calm and silent, and didn't even look at us.

There was no more flash in my mother's beautiful big eyes, as if she was covered with a dark cloud.

After returning home, my father drank every day, and every time he pointed at his mother and scolded him. At first, my mother argued with him, but after a long time, she carried me back to my room, and the drunk father was outside and smashing the door while cursing.

I was held in my arms by my mother and didn't know what to do. My mother was wronged, but I haven't grown up yet.

Mom, why does Dad become so fierce and so bad?

Mom was crying and pinching my face with a smile. Are you scared?

I'm not afraid!Those who bully mom are all bad guys!I shouted loudly.

Mom squatted in front of me, holding my face, and asked softly, Fengyuan, do you think mom is a bad woman?

I shook my head, my mother is the best woman in the world.Although I don’t know what the special meaning of this is, this sentence was taught by my uncle, so it must be something that will make my mother happy.

Then will you always trust your mother?Will it always be there now?My mother grabbed my arm, and she used a lot of force, and it hurt me a little.

But I secretly endured it and just nodded vigorously, then shouted loudly, Mom is the best mother, not a bad woman!

The wind is far away!My mother hugged me in her arms, but she cried even more sadly.Just when I couldn't help crying, my mother suddenly wiped her tears and looked at me and laughed.

As long as you believe in your mother, it is enough, and mother was originally alive for you.

I am living for my mother too?I thought this sentence was very imposing, so I learned it through it.

But my mother shook her head, No, you want to live for yourself.

No, I will live for my mother.

I raised my head and didn't agree with my mother for the first time.

My mother looked at me for a long time and didn't say anything.

Later, my father became more and more over-the-top, and as long as he was at home, my mother would be bullied.One day he got drunk again and pointed at his mother's nose and scolded.

That was the first time I forgot what fear was. I felt my chest getting hot, as if something was about to emerge.

I looked at my father's wide eyes and fierce expression, and finally couldn't help but run out of my mother's arms, jumped on his thigh and took a bite.

My father was wearing big shorts, and I bit him directly on his flesh.

Fuck, you little beast.He shook his body hard, but I hugged him tightly but didn't let go.

At this time, my mother was frightened. She quickly ran up and hugged me. Feng Yuan, let go of her mouth... Don't hit my son, otherwise I will fight you!

After a while, I couldn't hold it anymore, and my mouth was so salty that my throat felt so uncomfortable.In the end, my father threw it and my mother and I fell to the ground.

My father's legs were bleeding, but I felt very proud when I saw the bright red.It turns out that I don’t have to worry about my father, I have really grown up.

Dad looked at us, cursed and threw the door away.

I turned my head and looked at my mother and smiled very happily, as if I had won a big victory, but when I wanted to speak, I found that I was breathing in my mouth. When I touched it with my hands, the front teeth were gone.

My mother was holding a towel and wiping the blood from my mouth, but her hands kept shaking.

Mom, I can protect you!Dad will never bully you again.

Feng Yuan... Feng Yuan... Mom just shouted my name hard but couldn't say a word.

When my mother hugged me to sleep at night, I felt very uncomfortable, but I didn't want to tell my mother, but my mother soon discovered it.

Fengyuan, what's wrong with you?Where is it uncomfortable?

I looked at my mother and said sadly, "Mom, my teeth are gone... Do you don't like me anymore?"

Mom lowered her head and kissed me hard on the face. Mom will always like Feng Yuan, no, Mom will always love Feng Yuan.And you will also grow a newer and stronger teeth.

I tried hard to get into my mother's arms, so let's stay together, don't want dad, he is a bad person.I just want my mother, I will always be with my mother.

It took a long time, until I was about to fall asleep, and I heard my mother whisper, "Okay, mom will always be with you."

One day afterwards, my mother worked for a day and had an argument with her father for a night. She was so tired that she fell asleep as soon as she lay on the bed, so I had to get into her arms by myself.

But when I felt a chill, I could never find my mother again...

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All the memories of the past have come back, and the former mother and the woman in front of her finally overlapped completely.

Mom... I stepped forward and hugged her legs, full of excitement of losing and regaining it.

My mother put down the dagger, but ignored the wound on her neck, squatted down and hugged my head and sat on the ground with me.

The girl next to her wiped her tears and quickly found a towel to stop the bleeding for her mother.My mother didn't care about the girl's movements at all throughout the whole process. She pressed her forehead against my forehead as she used to, looking at me without turning her eyes.

Then I stretched out my hands, held my face, and used my thumb to wipe away my uncontrollable tears.

I worked very hard to find you in those nine years. I thought you would live a good life, but I didn't expect you to live in such a painful life.We mother and son cannot be separated, we can never be.No one can survive if they are separated...

I didn't say anything because I couldn't think anymore. I only knew that the woman in front of me was the mother who said she loved me and would be with me forever, and I finally found her.

The girl treated the wound and looked at us at a loss. Sister Mu, what happened to me? Why did I become like a child?

Mom raised her head and smiled, Xiao Shuo, it's okay, you go and rest, I will take care of him.

The girl frowned and looked at us for a long time, then nodded and closed the door for us.

My mother wanted to stand up, but I grabbed her tightly, afraid that she would disappear as soon as she let go.

She patted my back and pulled my arm. Under her gentle pull, we sat on the bed together.

I hugged her waist, rested my head on her chest, and she patted my back gently.

I don’t know how long it took, but maybe I was too heavy. My mother took my arm and took me to the bed, and lay down face to face with me, but I didn’t let her go from beginning to end.

She stretched out her fingers again and scratched my scalp like she used to.I couldn't help but tremble all over.

Is it comfortable?

Um……

Mom...I killed my aunt. I am a bad boy. Do you hate me?

No, that's not your fault, you are still a child, that's just the unbearable fate.

But they all said it was my fault, and that bad guy didn't die, but they all wanted me to die.

Because they have lost something precious, they can only vent their resentment on you.But they forgot that you are also a victim.But don't worry, that bad guy died, your adoptive father used his power to sentence him to death.

After saying that, I raised my head and looked at her face, Mom, why do you know everything?

My mother looked at me too, then smiled, and the dimples bloomed in my eyes instantly.

Because I am Fengyuan's mother Ah.

I looked at the wound on her neck and asked in a low voice, Mom, do you feel pain?

Mom shook her head vigorously and kept smiling.

I unconsciously reached out my hand, gently tempted, and finally placed it on her cheek, and then gently pinched it with my fingers.

My mother's eyes were briefly lost, and then two clear tears winded down, but the dimples at the corner of her mouth did not close.

Once upon a time, we were just lying on the bed and staring at each other, just giggling, but not talking.She likes to pinch my face and says that my face is smooth and tender, and it feels very comfortable to pinch it.

So I also reached out to pinch her face. I didn't dare to use force, but just squeezed it gently. My mother's cheeks were so icy and snowy skin that it was so blew, and she became my most precious and cherished toy.

My mother reached out to cover my hand, then put it on my cheek and gently squeezed it.

I don’t know how long it took to hold my mother, but I just felt that it was dark and night. We had hardly gotten out of bed, or had never separated from each other, and had hardly closed our eyes.

My mother kept telling me about my childhood again, and everything she said was very detailed.

All my memories are connected and I get the response I deserve.

In the end, in my mother's soft words, I finally couldn't hold on and fell into a peaceful sleep.

After nine years of wasted time, she forgot how to be a mother, and I forgot how to be a son.Fortunately, we all remembered it.

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