Chapter 15 Silent torture

I felt silently torture, and sat on the sofa in horror, muttering in my heart: It's over, he knows, it's over now

What should I do? I picked up the phone tremblingly, I want to tell Xiaofeng quickly

After hearing what I said, Xiaofeng was also very panicked and told me not to worry and to arrive soon

After Xiaofeng entered the house, I said to Xiaofeng with a crying voice: He must know, I, I am so scared, Xiaofeng, what should we do?

Xiaofeng hugged me and said: Sister, don’t worry, I thought a lot on the way. Maybe my brother-in-law hasn’t found out yet, but he is just suspicious. Otherwise, why didn’t he point it out?

I shook my head and said: I think he must have known it. I know him very well. He didn't point it out, which doesn't mean he doesn't know. And he left that blank paper. I think it must have some meaning.

Xiaofeng comforted me and said: Sister, don’t be afraid, if my brother-in-law really knows, I will take responsibility.

I sat down and said blankly: What responsibility do you take? Xiaofeng sat down next to me and said: Sister, if he doesn't want you, I will marry you, I want you. I want you.

I shook my head bitterly and said: Stop saying stupid things. Even if we really divorce, I can't marry you. Don't forget that I am ten years older than you. I can't bear to leave my children. I really want to leave him. I never thought that it was all my fault. I, I don't know what to say.

Xiaofeng was also confused, his head was already sweating coldly. Although I believe he really wanted to marry me, I also thought about what would happen if he was with him. It was impossible to think about it. Maybe my husband could forgive me.

Thinking of this, I said to Xiaofeng: Xiaofeng, it’s time for us to end. I can’t go on wrong. Although I love you and can’t bear to part with you, I can’t be sorry for him.

Xiaofeng hugged me and said excitedly: No, sister, I can't live without you. I love you, you can't live without me, and I love me. We are sorry for your husband, but we are so happy and happy together, can you forget it?

I closed my eyes, shed tears and said weakly: Stop talking, just end like this, Xiaofeng, you are still young, you will find the lover in your heart

Xiaofeng also shed tears and disagreed with anything he said, but I really couldn't continue like this. Finally, I said to Xiaofeng affectionately: You go, can you let me calm down?

Xiaofeng left helplessly. Looking at his departure back, I closed the door, squatted on the ground, crying bitterly

My heart is full of contradictions. Maybe my personality is really two-sided. At this moment, I am full of regret, but I don’t have a trace of resentment. Xiaofeng. I looked around and was still the same home. Now it seems particularly deserted and lonely. I stood up numbly and pushed the door into the study. A thick layer of dust on the desk inside shows that it has not been cleaned for a long time. I took a breath. Once upon a time, this room was cleaned by myself. Once upon a time, I was putting a theoretical article for my husband. In just over a month, I actually forgot here.

My heart hurts so much. I cleaned up the study room. I sat behind the desk in a daze. I remembered the years of experience with my husband. Although it was plain, it was full of warmth. All of this was broken by my cheating. Alas!

I really don't dare to think about it

In the next few days, I dared not answer Xiaofeng's call. I was afraid that my fragile defense line would not be able to stop Xiaofeng, or the temptation of my own desires, and I didn't dare to call my husband. I didn't know what to say, and I lived insensitive every day.

After work that day, my husband has come back. When he saw me in the house, he smiled and said: Yu Yàn is back, I'm hungry, I'm ready to cook, wash my hands and have a meal.

I was stiff all over, and I had a lot of things to say, but I couldn't say another word. I said awkwardly, and washed my hands silently and ate. My husband didn't say anything during the meal. I wanted to say something several times, but I swallowed it back. I didn't dare to look at my husband directly. I hoped that my husband would say something, but I was afraid that my husband would say something. After eating in panic, I packed up and hesitated to enter the living room and sat next to my husband.

My husband was watching TV, and I could feel that he was absent-minded, and I was even more absent-minded and couldn't find the topic. We just sat there. It was almost ten o'clock, and my husband said: It's getting late, let's take a break.

After saying that, I got up and entered the bedroom. I hesitated for a moment and entered the bedroom. My husband was already lying down. I took off my clothes and lay on the bed. My husband didn't move, didn't speak, I didn't move, I didn't move, I just stood in a stalemate

I didn't close my eyes all night, so I got up and cooked my husband and asked me to have dinner. My husband's eyes were also dark, so I must have not slept. I felt so sad that I finished breakfast silently, and my husband left first, and I went to work after packing up. My heart was hanging on this day, so I was afraid of going home from get off work.

Time flies so fast, it's time to get off work again, I dragged my tired body back home, my husband still said the same thing: Wash your hands and eat, and then remain silent again, until night, we remained silent. This silent silence made me feel invisible pressure, I was almost breathless, lying on the bed, trying to break the silence several times, but where should I start? I don't have the courage to confess, I even thought that if my husband made it clear first, it would be so good that it would be to beat me, but he just didn't say anything

This silence pressed on my heart like a mountain. It's been five days. These five days are like a year for me. On the fifth day, my husband has left, and a piece of paper left behind on the bedside table. I picked up the paper in a little horror, but there was still no word. I was simply collapsed. What does this mean? It's simply torture for me.

When I got home at night, my husband was still like that. I lay in bed and didn't speak. I couldn't be silent anymore. If this continues, I would go crazy. I sat up and said to my husband next to me: Can we talk?

Did you know something?

Why not say it?

Why ignore me?

My husband also sat up, looked up at the ceiling, and said simply: Everything I want to say is written on paper

I said loudly in pain: That's blank paper, what do you want?

My husband sighed and said: The first one is to tell you, it turns out that I am a blank piece of paper in your heart, and the second one is to tell you, my heart is blank, I think I am blind and deaf

Yu Yàn, we have been married for so many years, and we are so familiar with you, so familiar with you. When you go home that day, your behavior is very unusual. Don’t you feel that you are a little nervous?

But I didn't doubt you. I had sex that night, and you were even more different from the past. In your tears, I felt terrified, but I didn't want to doubt you. The underwear that you hid had tear my heart apart, but I dare not doubt you. In my heart, you are my lover. I gave myself too many reasons to believe you. I came back once after three days on a business trip. I saw the scene of not wanting, not daring, not believing, I heard the sound of not being able to listen, not being afraid to listen, I didn't want to believe it, but I was not a blind man after all

Haha sneer

Hearing this, my heart was cold. I dare not think about what he saw my affair with his own eyes. I was so panicked that I was at a loss. This was not an atmosphere that could be expressed by an embarrassment.

The look in my husband's eyes broke my heart. It was sorrow and pain. There were too many expressions that I couldn't understand, which made me feel ashamed.

Now I know that after the love is exposed, the guilt in my heart is so strong that it makes people breathless

I said cowardly: Yes, I'm sorry, no, it's not that you miss you, I, I

My husband looked at me and said painfully: What's not like?

Haha, you forgot that you are calling out loudly that you are a slut, and you need a big dick if you are fucking.

Have you forgotten that you were fucking with your butt sticking out?

What did you think at that time? What did you say is that? Deceive, are you keep lying to me?

I'm so fucking ridiculous, so fucking sad, my dick can't satisfy my wife, haha

My husband sneered, tears of pain flowing from the corners of his eyes

I collapsed, I don’t know how to express it. My husband was pulling his hair. I grabbed my husband’s arm and said in fear: Don’t do this, it’s my fault. You, hit me, scold me, please don’t do this, okay?

My husband shook my hand away and I fell out of bed

I sat on the floor and cried and said to my husband: I was stealing someone, I'm sorry for you, I don't want to do this, do you know what happened this month?

You never ask me, you don't ask me if I go out for a month, um oh

My husband looked at me blankly, and after a long time, he came to his senses, sighed and pulled me up, and said distressedly: Tell me, I hope you tell me the truth

I calmed down and said everything that happened this month. After saying that, I felt much more relaxed. My husband looked at me, and the expression on his face was very complicated. It took him a long time to sigh and say: Yu Yàn, let's be quiet, think about it carefully, maybe I have the wrong place, go to bed

After saying that, lying on the bed with your back to me

I didn't close my eyes all night. When I woke up in the morning, my husband sat there silently without saying anything. I made breakfast and said to my husband carefully: Let's have a meal, it's going to be cold in a while

My husband didn't move, and I pulled my husband up with guilt and said gently: Let's eat, I can't stand my body if I don't eat, it's all my fault. Please forgive me, okay?

Can't I change it?

After saying that, shed tears of regret

In the next few days, I tried to accompany my husband as much as possible every day. I refused to answer Xiaofeng's call. I really don't want to make mistakes. Although my husband is still very cold, his face is much better, which makes me feel a little comforted.

My husband started writing papers again. Once I helped my husband sort out the materials, as if everything was back to the past, but I couldn't go back to the past. It was always awkward. Of course, my husband didn't have sex with me, so I dare not take the initiative, for fear that it would bring back that kind of memories.

Half a month has passed, and my husband has changed these days. At least his face is much better and he has also said something to me. I am a little happy and a little sad.

My husband came back very late that day, and he didn't come back at 1:00 a.m. After he came back, he sat on the bed, as if he was thinking about something, and I didn't dare to ask. After a long time, he lay down and turned around and hugged me. I hugged my husband tightly in surprise.

My husband said softly: YuYàn, I have thought about it a lot. Do you know if you have ever thought about divorced you?

But I can't bear to leave you, alright!

Maybe this is fate

I hugged my husband tightly and said: I'm sorry, thank you for forgiveing ​​me

After saying that, I couldn't help sobbing softly

My husband hugged me tightly and kissed me gently. I slowly responded to my husband's kiss. My hand reached into my husband's panties. My husband's cock was already hard. I stroked it happily for a few times and whispered: Husband, I love you, you want me

After saying that, I took the initiative to remove my husband's underwear, and I took off all of it, stepped on my husband's body, held my husband's cock, and sat down slowly. The a little dry vagina was a little painful. I held it and slowly rose and fell. My husband began to breathe rapidly. I closed my eyes and said to myself in my heart, Yu Yàn, you want to give my husband greater and more sexual happiness. What I give to Xiao Feng will give you twice. Thinking of Xiao Feng, my body trembled, and the pleasure increased, I couldn't help but moan.

I can't control the pleasure of my body, the excitement in my heart. Why do I think about Xiaofeng again? But at this moment, I can no longer think normally. I increase my ups and downs and my vaginal fluid begins to flood.

My husband sat up with a muffled groan, and said in a different tone: Turn around, I want to fuck you from behind

I was a little scared and a little surprised. This posture had never been with my husband, and it was only with Xiaofeng. This complicated heart made me even more excited. I turned around and stuck out my big ass. My husband trembled with his hands to stroke my ass, and his cock was inserted bit by bit, and then he thrust hard several times. I moaned a few times, and obviously felt my husband's cock harder. Suddenly, my husband slapped my ass a few times, and a terrible roar came out of his mouth: Slutty pussy, fuck you to death

The pain in my butt stimulated me, and my husband's scolding made me feel relieved. I catered to my husband's thrusting and screamed loudly: Ah, fuck me to death, I am a slut, husband, fuck me, fuck you slutty wife, AhAh, fuck me to death, beat me to death

My husband slapped me a few times again and shouted: Fuck you, you slutty bitch, fuck you, AhAh, strong pleasure came, I twitched, my vagina contracted sharply, my husband's cock jumped and cumed into my depths, this was the first time I had such a strong orgasm with my husband

Gasping and hugging each other, I closed my eyes and fell asleep under the gentle caress of my husband

When I woke up the next day, my husband had already left, and a piece of paper was left on the bedside table, with an exclamation mark and a question mark on it.

I'm confused again

I don't know what this means

Today I felt much better. My husband really forgave me. When I got home from get off work, I ate some food casually, sat down to watch TV, and suddenly there was a knock on the door. I felt a little nervous, and I had a premonition and asked nervously: Who is it?

Xiaofeng's voice came from outside the door: Sister, it's me, open the door Ah