Chapter 12 Can't control the body

I kissed Xiaofeng's mouth, kissed her affectionately, and couldn't bear to part.

The only two of us are entangled in the quiet mountain road. I dare not think about tomorrow, nor do I want to think about tomorrow. I trembled with tears and said: Feng, fuck sister again, fuck me hard

In the woods on the roadside, I was lying on Xiaofeng's big backpack, naked, Xiaofeng knelt between my legs, sucking my vaginal opening hungrily, and the vaginal fluid was sucked into his mouth and swallowed into his stomach. I was moved and excited. Xiaofeng raised his head, his face was shining with vaginal fluid, stood up, took off his pants, and the thick cock was shaking and raised high, almost against his belly, and the glans almost reached the navel.

Xiaofeng held his cock, stepped on me, and said excitedly: Sister, can I take a bite of my cock?

Smelling the strong male aura of cock, I opened my mouth clumsyly and held the thick glans. A salty and a little sexy liquid flowed into my mouth. I was so lustful that I didn't feel nauseous, but sucked it hard for a few times.

Xiaofeng frowned and said: Ah, sister, don't use teeth, Ah, yes, use lips, AhAh, lick the glans with your tongue, yes, AhAh, comfortable Ah

I never thought I would have oral sex, and I never thought I would have oral sex with men other than my husband in the wild. Maybe I have fallen into a lewd woman, maybe it was a kind of escape. Only in front of Xiaofeng can I show my nature. In or in front of him, I think I am a woman, a slutty woman who deserves fucking.

I don’t remember how long I was fucked by him, how many times I orgasm, how many times I pulled my cock out of my pussy and inserted it into my mouth, or how many times he licked my pussy. My brain was chaotic, that was the venting that I didn’t know tomorrow. This is not just sex, but a real feeling of fucking. Under the control of this feeling, I will do anything I never thought about.

Maybe you will laugh at me and insult me, but that is my truest feeling and I can't deceive myself. When Xiaofeng finally inserted his dick into my mouth and squirted it, I swallowed it without hesitation. At this moment, I only have lust and no sense of taste. I only feel salty in my mouth after I recovered from my mind, and the smell of raw eggs.

I was wearing my clothes, blushing and weak all over, and said shyly to Xiaofeng: Bad guy, he is such a bad guy. I cum and fuck him all the way apart. I can't walk, you carry me away.

Xiaofeng carried his backpack on his chest and really carried me on his back. I was moved and happy. After walking for a while, I persisted in walking by myself with heartache. We held hands side by side, and we talked endlessly.

I was about to walk out of the mountain, and I suddenly woke up, shook Xiaofeng's hand away and said: It's almost out, you, keep a distance from me

Xiaofeng is a little disappointed and a little confused

I said quietly: Now, we can't do this anymore

After saying that, I couldn't understand why I was so fickle. To be honest, my emotions were very unstable.

Back in the town, we were still receiving us by the cultural officer. We sorted out the information for one day in the town and stayed for two days. In the past two days, Xiaofeng and I were able to keep our previous appearance. Back in the county, we sorted out the information for two days. Under the tedious work, I seemed to be back to the ability I used to be. Xiaofeng didn't look for me, but occasionally used his eyes to communicate with each other's love.

It's time to go back, we got into the car, Xiaofeng and I sat together, Xiaofeng's hand grabbed my hand, I looked around nervously, I tried to pull out my hand several times, but Xiaofeng grabbed it tightly, my hand hurt a little, so I didn't struggle, I slowly relaxed a lot, leaned against Xiaofeng's shoulder, and fell asleep in a daze

I don’t know how long it took, but Xiaofeng gently woke me up: Sister, the car has entered the station, wake up

I opened my eyes and it was Ah. I entered the station. I realized that Xiaofeng was still holding my hand. I was shocked. I quickly shook Xiaofeng's hand away and sat up straight. My heartbeats violently. I whispered nervously: Xiaofeng, we can't do this anymore.

After saying that, I felt sad

Xiaofeng smiled with an understanding smile and said: Sister, I'll listen to you, Oh, I'm entering the station, let's get off the bus

Back to the bureau, I reported my work and returned to my office. I was so nervous that I always felt that someone was talking about me behind my back. I was extremely panicked.

It's time to get off work in a panic, it's time to go home, and return to my real home, a little melancholy and nervous. When Xiaofeng left, he looked at me with love, and I didn't dare to look at him, so I walked out of the office quickly

Home, right in front of me, I bought heavy steps, slowly climbed upstairs, opened the door, and the breath of home came to my face, it was so warm

Entering the door, everything in front of me was so familiar, but now the hostess is no longer the hostess she used to be, a woman who made people fuck her husband, a slutty woman who cheated on me, and a slutty woman who suddenly felt like I was sweating coldly

Entering the bedroom, the bedside table was placed neatly there, which was left by my husband for me. I trembled and picked up the note, which read: Yu Yàn, I came back for a meeting two days after you left. The city leaders praised me. The Science and Technology Association also rewarded me with a Bola sedan. The car was downstairs and the key was in the drawer. When you come back, you can learn to drive quickly, so that you don’t have to get wet in the rain. If you come back, call your child. The child misses you, I have to leave immediately. The task this year is heavy, I can’t accompany you. I’m sorry, pay attention to your health at home, love you.

After reading the note, I couldn't help crying. I sat down on the floor under the bed, feeling indescribable regret. Husband, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, why are you so kind to me? Husband, how can I face you? You made me feel ashamed. What did I do?

In one month, I turned me into what I am now. Husband, your wife is already unfaithful to you. She has put a big cuckold on you. You are still in the dark. I, how could I be so mean? Husband, I'm sorry, what should I do?

I was sad and regretful and lost. I was so confused. I had so many reasons to cheat and so many excuses to have an affair. I became so small at this moment. Can I still go back to the past?

It's too late, it's impossible. From the moment Xiaofeng's cock fucked into my vagina, I had already betrayed my oath and life creed and could not be saved.

Husband, tell me what to do and how to make me feel at ease. I don’t know, I dare not think

Get up, dialing the phone number from my in-laws' house tremblingly. I can't remember what it felt like when I heard my daughter's tender voice. After pretending to laugh and chatting with my daughter about what topics to learn, I hung up the phone, sat in a daze on the bed, at a loss

I want to call my husband, picked up my phone several times, let it go several times, I don’t know what to say to my husband, the first time I felt that I was so heartbroken, I hated myself, why didn’t I resist desire and temptation? I am already thirty-six years old, how could I be like this?

The phone rang. When I saw that it was Xiaofeng, I felt indescribable and annoyed. I threw away my phone and watched the phone ringing angrily. My heart was so chaotic that the phone stopped ringing. How could my heart be lost?

What is wrong with me?

Am I really a two-sided woman?

I got up powerlessly, ate a bowl of instant noodles, and took a numb rest for a while, and it was already deeper. I entered the bathroom, put down hot water, took off all my clothes, and sat in the bathtub. I felt much better. I haven't taken a hot bath like this for a month. I closed my eyes and didn't want to think about anything, but these scenes always replayed in my mind. Sometimes my husband is kind to me, sometimes my passion given to me, sometimes my husband's gentleness and consideration, and sometimes my handsomeness. What should I do?

I can't abandon my husband, but I can't forget Xiaofeng, I'm entangled and irritable

Back in the bedroom, standing naked in front of the dressing mirror, I admit that my body was even more charming, my body began to heat up, emitting an attractive halo, and my pubic hair was black, and it was so sexy against my fair skin. I unconsciously thought of Xiaofeng once, thinking of his big cock, my body trembled, and I was shocked, why did I think of Xiaofeng again, I was ashamed.

But my body is not in control. Am I really too sexually desire?

I was hot all over, sitting on the bed, spreading my legs, looking at my private parts in front of the mirror, and carefully looking at my private parts. Although I had given birth in my thirties, my private parts were still so pink and tender. I was a little strange. Xiaofeng asked me to see that day, my labia were big, but today was still the same as before, with only one slit Ah. I was really afraid of it. If I was really fucked, what should I do? It seems that I was thinking too much.

Looking at my private parts, this should be my husband, but now I have been occupied by another person, I can't tell what it feels like, but I can't control myself and don't think about it. Yes, my private parts are open to Xiaofeng. Thinking of Xiaofeng, your thick cock, you have fucked here, bringing me endless pleasure. I seem to feel much less guilty towards my husband. I thought to myself, my lower body has changed, my labia gradually grow bigger, congested and red, I really don't know that it will become bigger, the vaginal opening is wet, I really want Xiaofeng's cock to penetrate. Do I really need to fuck?

Husband, if you could be as good as Xiaofeng, why wouldn't you fuck me hard? I'm such a slut, slut