We quickly packed our clothes and checked in, then went straight to my teacher's dormitory. Xinglu called the ticket agent on the way. He also had tickets for the flight. Xinglu asked me if I had to book a first class flight for the first time and would it be more comfortable?
I shook my head: No, I just sit with you
It's not as good as an accident. I was really airsick. When the plane was bumping, I started to be afraid of death. Xing Lu quietly held my hand, and my heart suddenly became quiet. What are you afraid of? If you fall down, you will die with him. That's all.
However, when the plane landed, I was still very uncomfortable. The eardrums were bulging and bloated. I felt a headache and nausea. Xing Lu asked me to open my mouth wide, swallowed hard, and massaged me under my earlobe.
Finally I vomited, but fortunately I was equipped with a vomit bag on the plane. Fortunately, I insisted on refusing to travel to Xinjiang with Xinglu last time, which was twice as long as this time.
Xinglu’s house in Beijing is very large. Xinglu said it was a friend’s house. His friend went abroad and he helped take care of it. I wanted to ask if it was Pan Ying’s house, but hesitated for a while and didn’t ask.
In the evening, Xing Lu asked me where I wanted to go, and I listed a table: National Museum, Natural History Museum, Beijing Museum, Arts and Crafts Museum, Planetarium, Science and Technology Museum, National Library, Geology Museum, Confucius Temple Imperial College, Forbidden City, Heavenly Hall
Xing Lu smiled: Huihui, do you think Beijing is Huizhou? You can’t finish it in one week
Ah, I can’t finish watching it for a week, I looked at Xing Lu in a narrow way: I will take nearly ten days to come for my period. Do you want me to stay for more days?
Xing Lu laughed and picked me up and threw me on the bed. I was a little scared: Xing Lu, I just finished the plane and my body was still a little weak, and I felt very painful under me...
But Xing Lu pressed on me regardless of the situation and said with a smile: I will be gentle.
I also smiled and stretched out my hands to hug him: No need... So what if it hurts? I never like to have gentle love
Then, some embarrassing things happened, Xing Lu was a little hard... I rejected Xing Lu's request to help him with his mouth, happily pulled him up, went to the bathroom to take a shower, and then returned to the bed to lie down and chat.
I was really tired. I didn't have a long time to chat, so I fell asleep in Xing Lu's arms. I haven't slept so relaxed and comfortable for a long time. I slept so soundly and sank so hard
But in the middle of the night, I was awakened by Xing Lu. I felt it a little swelling. Xing Lu was already lying on his side and inserted it in. I was very depressed. I was sleeping too hard.
Xing Lu saw that I woke up and said in my ear: I'm back again
Alas, Xing Lu, you are not doing this because of desire, you just feel embarrassed at night and want to find it back
I said angrily: Tomorrow Monday, you're not going to work after being tossed in the middle of the night?
Xing Lu said: I took a week off and I will take a good walk with you.
I said, it's so good, and then smiled at Xing Lu: Then you can use your strength...
Xing Lu happily turned me into a back-entry style and started to thrust hard, then happily ejaculated into me.
I complained: I don’t even bring a condom, and I have to clean it up myself.
Xing Lu did something wrong and said with a smile: There is no woman at home, so I definitely don’t have any preparations. Let’s go out tomorrow and buy it.
Then, the next day, we two had a very tacit understanding and didn't mention buying condoms. Later, every day in Beijing, we had sex and cum inside...
Beijing is really big. The next morning, Xing Lu called a Passat to pick us up. He drove for more than an hour before taking us to the National Expo. He then gave the driver 100 yuan. I felt so painful. I only earned more than 100 points a day.
Xing Lu said that it had been driving for so long, but it was not suitable for people to drive it back.
I told Xing Lu: Didn’t you say that you can take the subway in Beijing for two dollars? Let’s take the subway
Xing Lu looked at me with a weird expression: Huihui, do you really want to take the subway?
I nodded: I'm not a daughter, why can't I take the subway
Xing Lu had no choice: OK, I will take you on the subway tomorrow. I feel inexplicably, it seems to be very mysterious.
The National Expo is so big. I haven't finished watching it for a day. I'm really tired after standing and walking for a day.
However, it's really eye-opening. It turns out that history is so close to me. It turns out that the skulls of Beijingers are like this, the swords of King Yue of Wu are like this, the tiger talisman of King Qin is like this, and the iron voucher for King Yue of Wu is like this, and they actually moved the kneeling statues in front of Yue Fei's temple, and the Terracotta Warriors and Horses of Qin tomb are also here. I really like this here.
I am so obsessed with the Bronze Pavilion on the third floor. Those nationally important weapons are not enough to see the real objects with your own eyes.
Those bronze tripods, big woks, chimes, and suddenly felt the vivid scenes reappeared. The Seimuwu, Dayu tripod, Zilong tripod, and three treasures in the museum can really directly experience the heaviness of history.
I just listened carefully to every explanation in the electronic tour guide and stopped in front of each exhibit to observe carefully. I was airsick and didn't like to travel. This may be my only chance. I should remember the appearance of these precious things as much as possible.
Xing Lu kept following me quietly and looking at me lightly. Many times, he would suddenly take out his cell phone and find a corner to answer the phone.
Then, in the evening, Xing Lu took me to Quanjude, Houhai to eat roast duck and watched the face-changing performance. Xing Lu ordered the whole roast duck set meal. The waiter kindly reminded us that the two of them couldn't eat it. Xing Lu smiled and said: It's okay, I have a lot of appetite.
My expression seemed to be nothing, as if it had nothing to do with me at all
Quanjude’s roast duck is really delicious. Wrap the small pancake with duck meat, scallions, cucumber shredded with sauce, it’s not greasy at all, the skin is crispy and fragrant
Xing Lu ate a little more and stopped eating. While I was cleaning the remaining food like a wind and clouds, I made fun of Xing Lu. Isn’t it still fat if I eat so little?
Xing Lu looked at my unchanged figure and sighed enviously.
On the way back from the taxi, I smiled and attached it to Xing Lu's ear and whispered: I've eaten so much, my physical strength has been completely restored, I'll be on it tonight
Xing Lu Smiling, quietly holding my hand
On Monday, I saw the history of China, bronze, porcelain and jade museums of China. I took Xing Lu to continue to go to the National Expo on Tuesday morning, but this time I insisted on taking the subway. Xing Lu looked at me with a smile.
Then, I realized that there were so many people in the morning in Beijing subway!
Line 13 is crazy. I waited for three cars to stand in front and finally arrived at Xing Road and I
Then another train came over. I hesitated for a moment. Why are there so many people and there is no place in the car? How can I get on? Just as I was hesitating, two people next to me squeezed in and the car drove away.
Waiting for another car, it was fuller than the one just now, and the people were all photographed. How could they get on? Then someone squeezed in and drove away.
I turned around helplessly and said to Xing Lu behind me: Help me, you must go up next time. Xing Lu nodded with a smile.
When the next train arrived, there were still so many people. As soon as the subway door opened, Xing Lu skillfully pulled my arm up and then ran to the crowd sideways. Yes, it was hit!
Then he broke out a little space and pulled me into the car
The subway door was closed against my face. I looked at Xing Lu incredible, and Xing Lu smiled badly
I asked him stupidly: Do you want this every morning?
Xing Lu smiled and didn't say anything. I guessed the answer and sighed in my heart.
Xing Lu regards time as life and is so busy in the morning, he would definitely rather squeeze in the subway than take a bus.
Then I changed, and I felt relieved. Then, why are there so many people on Line 5... Then, why are there so many people on Line 2? Is there no subway in Beijing with few people?
After leaving the subway, I told Xing Lu in a dilemma that we should take the bus when we go back. The subway was too crowded. Xing Lu smiled and nodded and said yes
Of course we didn't take the bus later. As soon as I saw the crowd waiting for the bus, I immediately decided to give up and continue taking the subway. At least the subway would not be stuck... I hated Xing Lu's smirk on the side...
Today I saw all the remaining venues, especially the Art Museum, which happened to have a special topic of Zhang Daqian Qi Baishi's paintings. I stayed there for a long time. Xing Lu looked very strange and asked me: How good are these paintings? Can you tell me? I really can't see them.
I looked at the extremely simple and vulgar prawns and shook my head with difficulty: I can't see it either
Xing Lu asked me with a smile: Then what he drew is better than what you did?
I look very serious: This is incomparable. He is a Chinese painting, I am a comic, not a genre.
Xing Lu couldn't help laughing: Hahahaha, it turns out that it's not from the same genre, hahahahaha
I was very thick-skinned and didn't feel embarrassed at all. I laughed with Xing Lu. I laughed enough. I said to Xing Lu seriously: My painting skills are definitely far worse than Zhang Daqian, but my character is definitely much higher than him.
Oh? Xing Lu looked at me with great interest
I smiled and said: Zhang Daqian is from ancient times to the present. The first fake master of ancient paintings, he collected famous ancient paintings and painted them himself, and then copied them, leaving them behind. He really sold the copy. His painting skills were too high, and he could completely defrauded many friends. Therefore, I despise him in terms of character.
Xing Lu was shocked and laughed
On Wednesday, I went to the Natural Museum of Beijing, on Thursday, the Science and Technology Museum of China, on Friday, the National Library and Planetarium, on Saturday, the Geology Museum and the Arts and Crafts Museum, and on Sunday, I was really shocked by Beijing's financial resources. In places I thought I could go to within two hours, it almost took at least a whole day to absorb and digest
In the planetarium, the newly built Astronomy Hall happened to be completed. I was stunned by the spherical projection of the all-sky domain. It turned out that the starry sky would be so deep, vast and beautiful. Xing Lu explained to me next to me that this is the best astronomical hall in the world, using the best Zeiss astronomical instrument in Germany and the best all-sky domain projection in the United States. The resolution achieved is more than 10 times that of an ordinary cinema. I was really shocked and couldn't speak.
Geological Museum, I was blinded by the colorful ore, radial, layered, corrugated, crystalline, round or rugged textures, combined with various deep or strange colors, I suddenly remembered the three-color theory I told Xing Lu at that time, and felt that I was so shallow.
Suddenly I remembered the diamond ring I once wanted. When the little diamond was put here, it should be no longer glorious. It just met the saying: The pearl of rice grains also shines brightly?
I feel infinitely emotional, astronomy and geography!
Astronomy and geography!
As a liberal arts student, only in such an environment can you truly understand the meaning of this word and truly perceive the charm of astronomy and geography.
In the Natural Museum, I stood under several complete dinosaur fossil bones, raised my head desperately and looked up at my body dozens or hundreds of times larger than me, fantasizing about the overlord figures of the ancient continent at that time, and saw giant rhinos, thunder beasts, and mammoth fossils that were bigger than the current elephants. Xing Lu said, there is still a kind of earth laziness, not here, but it is bigger than these ancient beasts. I opened my eyes wide and was a little stunned. I really couldn't imagine the scene when the mammal had just dominated the world.
I looked at Xing Lu and said: It seems that the evolutionary trend of organisms is gradually miniaturizing?
Xing Lu nodded: Yes, miniaturized organisms consume less resources and can adapt to environmental changes more
I smiled: Then I don’t have to feel inferior in front of you. My 1.58-meter-old direction is the evolutionary direction
Xing Lu nodded, attached it to my ears seriously, and said softly: You are the most comfortable to do with your height and weight.
My face turned red all of a sudden. I pinched him hard. I couldn't say dirty words in such a sacred place.
In the Science and Technology Museum, what attracted me as a liberal arts student the most was the exhibition hall of basic science such as mathematics, physics, and machinery. Such rich props perfectly restored various experimental phenomena. At that time, so many abstract and difficult theorems were understood so simply, and so many triangle formulas were proved between the water from a few boxes of water pouring over and over.
I shook my head powerlessly. It turned out that the world of science students is so interesting. I looked up and said to Xing Lu: If I could have come here to see it a few times back then, maybe I would have chosen science.
Xing Lu shrugged: The chance of one time is 35%, the chance of three times is 105%. You should let your students go
I glared at him with dissatisfaction, but couldn't refute it, because I still can't figure out how to calculate it
Xing Lu smiled and said: The Science and Technology Museum is building a new museum, which is also a project I focus on. It will be completed next year or the year after, and it will be several times larger than here. There will be a lot of new things in the future. There will be many open laboratories and science lecture halls. There will be special science lectures every week. At that time, the Science and Technology Museum will be the most advanced in the world.
I shook my head in admiration
The week passed so fast. I lingered in these magical places every day. In order to save time, I ate some bread cushions at noon. At night, Xinglu took me to eat all kinds of delicious food, Donglaishun, Barbecue, Meizhou Dongpo, Old Beijing Fried Noodles, Guijie, spicy crayfish from Guijie, and various strange flavors of snacks, and delicious bean juice. I just don’t know why Xinglu couldn’t drink it at all.
I remember it very clearly. Xing Lu saw me picking up the bowl of soy juice, taking a sip, and then siping it all, with a weird expression, looking completely unbelievable and unacceptable.
Xing Lu took a sip of the soy sauce in his bowl, confirmed that it was the same as what he usually drank, and then handed me his bowl. Seeing that I took another big sip, he asked me in surprise: Huihui, don’t you really think it’s hard to drink?
I looked around for a moment and said in a low voice: The taste is the same as your semen, but it has a sour taste. It's easier to accept than semen and I swallowed it so many times. There is definitely no problem with drinking this.
Looking at Xing Lu's expression of wanting to vomit, I laughed loudly
On Sunday night, after the passion, I lay in bed and said to Xing Lu depressedly: Xing Lu, I have seen so many places these days, and it has hit me so hard.
Xing Lu doesn't understand. Huh?
I said softly: Xing Lu, you are not engaged in teaching. You can't understand how different the educational resources in Huizhou are and Beijing. I know that I have only seen a very small part of Beijing these days, but I can see through the leopard, and I can think about what Beijing looks like overall
I continued quietly: The gap in teaching resources is so big that it is a terrible situation. I believe that even Guangzhou is far worse than Beijing. There are more than 100 museums in Beijing, covering every corner of culture and science. There are libraries in every district, including the city library and the national library. There are hundreds of thousands of ancient books in the National Tuli, which is more than all the books in the Huizhou Normal University Library. There you can actually see the Siku Quanshu of rare books. When I was standing there and flipping through the scans, I was so excited that I almost cried.
Literature and history, astronomy, geography, nature, science, can be seen intuitively here. This has a great impact on students. It turns out that things that are difficult to understand by imagination can be seen directly here, which is a great promotion for learning.
Moreover, the most important thing is that this will really allow children to find their own interests and let them know that knowledge and learning are very interesting things. If their horizons are broad, they will be willing to learn and explore. These are priceless.
We talk about quality education and quality education all day long. Without these, what can we do to do quality education?
I don't know that the teaching staff in the schools here should be much higher than those elsewhere. Children in Beijing are really unique. They have taken up too many resources than children elsewhere since they were born and have too many advantages. They are too unfair to children elsewhere.
Xing Lu added lightly: Beijing's primary schools, middle schools and university resources are all the best in the country, and the college entrance examination admission scores here are 100 points lower than those in normal provinces
I held Xing Lu's hand and cried: I seemed to see my child, the feeling of powerlessness in the future competition is too unfair
Xing Lu suddenly said to me seriously: Huihui, do you want to move here? I may not be able to solve the household registration of our two, but I have a way to handle our children's Beijing household registration.
Ah, I was shocked, what a big temptation. If my child could grow up in this environment, he should be able to get into a very good university. Will he grow up in Huizhou, just like me, just to get into Huizhou Normal University?
I suddenly remembered that comic studio, I haven't rejected them yet
I was actually a little excited: Xing Lu, you go to work tomorrow, I will go to the Wudaokou studio by myself, and I will reply to you when I come back
Xing Lu nodded: The rent for office buildings in Wudaokou is very expensive, ggle is there, that studio should be a good company
The next day, I insisted on rejecting Xinglu's offer to me. I walked to Metro Station No. 13 by myself. After waiting for three or four buses, I finally squeezed up.
Half an hour later, I came out of Wudaokou Subway Station, called the creative director named Xiaowan, and went to their company according to her guidance.
Xing Lu is right. There are indeed many tall buildings in Wudaokou, but it is not right. Why did I get more and more deviate, and finally walk into a residential community and then down a residential building.
I made up and walked to the subway station for 15 minutes, took the subway for half an hour, walked out for 20 minutes, went to work for about an hour, and was acceptable
There is no elevator, I was panting when I climbed to the fifth floor
It's true that this is their company. They rented a house in a residential building, and everyone works in the living room.
Xiaowan is a girl with short hair, and she is actually a few centimeters shorter than me, which makes me feel very intimate
Xiaowan pulled me into her bedroom. I looked at the cramped space with bunk bunks and asked in surprise: Do you all live here?
Xiaowan shook her head and introduced me to the company. There are 6 people in total. Three are co-founders, and the other two are her senior sisters. They rented this three-bedroom and one-living room house together.
Both senior sisters have boyfriends and live in two other bedrooms. She is single and lives in this room with a girl.
The only male employee of the company is in Beijing and does not live here. There is also a girl living on the second floor of the basement of this building. If I am willing to come here, there will be a small room there for me, and the company will pay for it.
basement?
Or the second floor?
I couldn't understand at all, but I didn't show any expression. I asked Xiaowan what its main business was. I knew very well that I would never be able to support this company by drawing comics alone
Xiaowan also looked a little uncomfortable, saying that the main job was to provide long works to several magazines, but there was no very good work yet, so he would usually take orders from advertising companies and do some copywriting promotion work to support the studio's operation.
Speaking of treatment, Xiaowan said that 4,000 a month is not deductible, but she will find an invoice to pay, and then she has 5% of the shares, which cannot be bought or sold, and only dividends will be paid. If 5%, the dividend will be 5,000 yuan last year.
If the company is acquired in the future, it will be divided into
I didn't say anything. Xiaowan thought I thought it was too little, so he told me that this is a startup company, and now everyone in the company pays the same
Instead of agreeing or refusing, I asked another question: When I walked along the way, I saw the street advertisement. The house here is already 30,000 yuan per square meter. What should you do in the future? The two senior sisters cannot live here with their boyfriends all the time, right? Yes, I am in Huizhou for more than 3,000 yuan a month, but I can buy a 1 square meter house in a not-so-good location in Huizhou. The housing prices in Beijing are ten times that of Huizhou, and it will continue to rise. How can Xiaowan and the others afford to buy a house?
After all, I have been talking on QQ for a long time and I am a friend. Xiaowan didn't hide it from me. He told me that all young people in Beijing are confused about this. She can only hope that this studio will make a lot of money if it grows bigger, or that the entire comics industry will become popular, and everyone's income will increase significantly.
I said no, saying: Xiaowan, can you take me to see the basement room
Xiaowan nodded, took me out, and pulled my hands down the stairs
The corridor in the basement is very dark, and the small bowl pulls me tightly, just like a good friend of many years
Xiaowan opened the door with the key and looked at the wet and cold room. Xiaowan felt a little embarrassed: There are larger rooms on the third floor of the underground, but it is too trendy. The company has no money now, so it can only rent such a place.
There is a third floor underground... I held Xiaowan's hand and suddenly felt very uncomfortable. What I saw a few days ago seemed to have suddenly turned into a snowy snow. It turned out that this is the real life of young people in Beijing.
I asked Xiaowan: Do you have time tonight? I want to talk to you about something
Xiaowan said: No need to go to night, it’s OK now. Our work is flexible and you can do it anytime.
Then, I was held hands by Xiaowan and climbed back to the fifth floor from the second floor underground. In Xiaowan's bedroom, I asked a lot of questions.
It turns out that life in Beijing is really difficult. House prices are a natural barrier in front of every young person. Household registration is another iron gate. Because of the student status of children, many people can only leave Beijing when they reach a certain age. This has also led to Beijing being a young city.
Xiaowan doesn’t know where her future is. Fortunately, these people are young people who are passionate about comics. They can endure hardships and fight for the same dreams. They fight for an opportunity. Even if they fail, at least everyone has worked hard for their dreams. The most common saying that her senior sister inspires everyone is to live up to their youth.
I asked her if her life in a large company would be better than this kind of startup company. Xiaowan shook her head and told me that she had resigned from a large company. She said that there are many low-level employees like her in a large company. She usually earns three to five thousand yuan a month, and rents a small single room in Huilongguan or Tiantongyuan for 1,000 yuan. Then she squeezes buses or subways to get to and from get off work every day. Moreover, the promotion of the large company is slow and there is no hope, so she starts a business with her two senior sisters.
I took her notebook and opened my email. I drew some four-frame comics of campus content. I have not placed it on the blog, but only saved it in the email.
I showed it to Xiaowan, and Xiaowan's eyes lit up: This series will definitely be very popular
I shook my head: Xiaowan, this comic is my life. Only in my quiet environment can I draw such a happy and sunny comic. Here I cannot draw it based on my imagination.
I told Xiaowan about my current life for a long time, and finally, Xiaowan understood: Sister Huihui, don’t come here. Only those who are very quiet and peaceful in their hearts can draw such a comic. It is impossible for Beijing to have such an environment for your sister. Cherish your current life. You don’t know how much I envy you.
I nodded, sent all the comics to Xiaowan, and said to her: I like you very much. I lack the enthusiasm and courage of you, and I can't join, but I hope I can be a good friend with you. All the comics I drew were given to you, and you can use them no matter how you use them.
Xiaowan actually rushed over and hugged me. If we really worked together, we should be good friends.
In the afternoon, I went to the Imperial College, a place where ancient talents passed the imperial examinations. If it was last week, I would have had some imagination and longing, but when I came back from Xiaowan, I suddenly didn't have that kind of impulse.
At night, I told Xing Lu about the situation today. Xing Lu just said lightly: Don’t go to that company. There are too many small entrepreneurs like Beijing. Only 10% of them can survive three years.
I said depressedly: Xing Lu, how could you say so calmly? Xiaowan and the others are really hard, why don’t you have any sympathy at all
Xing Lu had no choice: I saw too many things, so I wouldn’t care about life here. It’s just a tragic way, and it won’t be easy for everyone.
I said oh, stopped talking, stayed for a while, and asked Xing Lu: I'll go to the company tomorrow? I want to see what you work in high-end office buildings look like
Xing Lu smiled and said that the company could not take me in, but I could go to Starbucks on the first floor of the office building, where everyone would walk by to work.
Ah, it is the legendary Starbucks, thank you Xinglu's blessing, I can go and have a cup of coffee tomorrow, I have always wanted to experience the real feeling of sitting in Starbucks sipping coffee and reading books in those words
The place where Xinglu Company is located is called Kerry Center. It is said to be a very high-end office building in Beijing. I was in front of the counter on Starbucks on the first floor. Looking at the price that was beyond my expectations, I hesitated for a moment and ordered a cup of American coffee. This one seemed to be the cheapest of all coffees. Xinglu might have guessed what I thought, but said nothing, ordered a large cup of Mocha Star Frost.
It turns out that American style is pure coffee without sugar or milk. It's so bitter. I took a sip and frowned. Xing Lu smiled and gave me the mocha frappuccino on his hand. I sucked it. It smelled so sweet.
I guessed that this was originally ordered by Xing Lu for me. I smiled happily at Xing Lu, and Xing Lu smiled, picked up the glass of American style and took a big sip. Weirdly, he couldn't even drink a sip of soy juice, so why did he drink so bitter American style so comfortably and naturally
Xing Lu told me that not far from here, there is a place called Huamao Center, which is also a high-end office building. I suggest that I can go and take a look later, and buy something for myself in Xinguang Tiandi below Huamao.
Xing Lu took out a black card, hesitated for a while and took it back, saying that the card might be reviewed more strictly, and then changed it to me with a golden one, asking me to remember the password.
The password is actually my birthday???
I looked at Xing Lu in confusion, Xing Lu was a little embarrassed: This card was newly issued in Beijing, and I had to choose a six-digit number that was not my birthday, so I just used it to me.
I smiled at him in a hint, and told him that I also have a credit card, with a limit of 5,000, so I don't need him.
Xing Lu still smiled and insisted that I take it, saying that I was prepared or not
Xing Lu went to work with an American style. I sat on the chair and watched quietly the abortions of those who came to work. The people here were all elites. It was indeed different in terms of clothes. The shirts were all very clean and the people were tidy. It turned out that Xing Lu looked like this. It was a common model here.
But why are they all so hurried and nervous? I have been looking at it for almost half an hour, but I haven't seen anyone come in happily and happily with a smile. Their smiling faces seem to be only displayed when they meet someone and say hello.
Also, how could there be so many people with gray hair, so many people with bald hair, their faces are still so young? Is this the price to pay for success?
The people on the table around were either typing the notebook or talking about work in groups of three or three. I quietly listened to the three people on the table next to me. Their speech efficiency was very high and their reactions were very fast. Some of them were talking tones, ways, and words that looked like Xing Lu.
I suddenly felt that I was so lonely in this place. They were all working so hard. I was the only one who spent the summer vacation myself, and then I was leisurely watching people, sucking in a few puffs of mocha from time to time, feeling so guilty.
Later, there were fewer people in the cafe, and two people diagonally opposite me attracted my attention. One of them was wearing a long-sleeved shirt and a tie, while the other was holding a few pages of paper and constantly asking him questions.
He was very nervous. Although he looked very natural on the surface and played a professional and calm role, I might have experienced a lot and could tell at a glance that he was nervous. He should really want to get this job.
After drinking Mocha, I took a bus to Huamao a little bored. There was Starbucks here. The American styles were ordered by the few people in front of me. I was a little strange. So many people like to drink American styles. I was a little curious and ordered a drink for myself.
Then, the Huamao Center is the same, the people entering and leaving are so magical and nervous, and the cafe is completely occupied by people working in the office.
Fortunately, there is an outdoor part of this shop. I sat under a large parasol and watched people coming and going in the distance. I quietly tasted the coffee in my hand. It was indeed very bitter, but when I took the second sip, I found that I was magically adapted, and then I slowly tasted some special flavors, which were a bit fragrant.
A little bit reassuring?
I suddenly realized that so many people like American style because this is the taste of life.
Life is bitter, but life can also be enjoyed, and you can taste different flavors from it. I am very excited about this discovery
Of course, this idea was shattered by Xing Lu that night. Xing Lu said that drinking coffee is to refresh himself. Other coffees either add sugar or milk. They will gain weight after drinking it, so they drink American style. How can a cup of coffee have so many principles of life?
Later, I was bored walking around under the Huamao with coffee. I saw a place with many people standing scattered. I walked over to see curiously. It turned out that they were all smoking. The office building was banned, so they all came here.
But why are one-third of them girls? They wear expensive work clothes at first glance, and they smoke very fine and delicate women's cigarettes, but why do they smoke?
Stress?
I thought to myself that my mood had changed again. I walked slowly forward and arrived at the entrance of Xinguang Tiandi Department Store. This is where Xinglu asked me to buy things. Then come in and check out the shopping malls in big cities.
Okay, it's so different. The things here are so expensive. I've heard of some brands, and I don't know some of them at all.
I originally wanted to choose a shirt for Xinglu, but after looking at it, there was no one left, but I don't know if the brand is good or not
There is a very beautiful long-distance clothing store. I just flipped the price tags of two windbreakers, which exceeded my credit card limit. No wonder Xing Lu must ask me to get his card, no wonder he smiled so weirdly
But even Xing Lu, a long suit worth tens of thousands of yuan and a leather bag worth tens of thousands of yuan, is not something he can afford to spend. I won’t buy it. I bought it and put it on my body. If he asks me to stay, I will feel embarrassed to refuse.
What a hateful place. People who sell such high-end things under the office building and then work on them will be under great pressure. They are immersed in an environment where a skirt and a bag cost tens of thousands of yuan all day long. They will always feel that they are not earning enough.
I finally found something suitable for my consumption on the underground floor. I picked a few things from many pastry shops and left the mall as if I had escaped. I had no intention of looking at other places. I took the subway and returned to my residence on Xinglu. Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of Xinglu room, I looked outside in a bustling city. It turned out that the people inside were living like this.
Xing Lu came back very early, so I quietly asked him: How much does this house cost in Beijing?
Xing Lu said about 5 million, and I shook my head in pain. 5 million, Xing Lu's income after tax is only 400,000. It will take more than ten years for him to afford it without eating or drinking. Moreover, in more than ten years, the house will have at least 10 million. In other words, Xing Lu can never afford such a house?
It's so sad. A 200 square meter house outside the Fifth Ring Road, a very good worker, but he can't afford to pay for his whole life. So what's the point of living in this city?
I said to Xing Lu a little sadly: Xing Lu, can you stay with me for one day tomorrow without going to work? I booked a flight ticket to Guangzhou the morning after tomorrow morning
Xing Lu was stunned for a moment: No problem, I haven’t been busy lately, but why did you go back the day after tomorrow?
I whispered: There will be a 30% discount on the morning after tomorrow's ticket, and the lowest discount on tomorrow's ticket...
Xing Lu hurriedly explained: I didn’t mean that, I mean why I was so anxious to go back?
I feel a little uncomfortable: I'm a little too depressed
I said depressedly: Xinglu, I am here, and I can't see any chance to live as relaxed as Huizhou. Xiaowan and the others are the kind of difficulty at the bottom. You are the kind of difficulty at the top. Everyone seems to have to face the pressure of the mountains, hurrying and being nervous. In two days, I can't see anyone with the relaxed and comfortable smile. I think this place is too scary. I don't feel this way in Guangzhou.
Xing Lu nodded: Some people say that Beijing is a city that makes people feel completely unpresented, this is how it is.
I held Xing Lu's hand: Let's not go anywhere tomorrow, let's have sex in the room, this is the most beautiful memory that Beijing can leave me.
Xing Lu nodded and said yes
It's the last day, we all know that this is really the last day together. Xing Lu turned off his phone directly. I was obsessed with Xing Lu and kissed every inch of his skin.
The last time in the evening, Xing Lu was very long-lasting. I was too hot to do it anymore. I used my mouth to satisfy him. At the moment he erupted, my mouth left. I held his hardness and let his seeds spray on my face.
Xing Lu looked surprised, but I was very satisfied with the standard process in the A film, Xing Lu and I finally finished all of them.
When I was leaving at the airport, I changed my boarding pass and was about to arrive at the security check. Xing Lu grabbed my hand and asked softly: Huihui, can't you really stay?
I looked at Xing Lu, and I had never looked begging before. I felt very sad, but I really couldn't agree to him.
I finally shook my head, Xing Lu let go in a lonely way
I smiled softly, breaking the sad atmosphere: Xing Lu, you actually have great hope
Xing Lu looked at me in confusion
I said with a smile: I haven't come yet, I should have come yesterday. This time we did it so many times in the dangerous period. If there is one, I will not be able to kill it.
Xing Lu smiled, bent down, looking very serious on my lower abdomen: Little guys, you must be good at it
I laughed, and then Xing Lu stood up and hugged me hard. In the passionate kiss, there was endless tenderness and love.
I waved at him and turned around and entered the security check passage
After the security check, I took a peek at the gap in the small door. Xing Lu was still standing there, and I suddenly couldn't help but burst into tears.
Goodbye, Xing Lu, I'm really sorry, I'm afraid
I really can't accept everything about you. Pan Ying is right. Falling in love with someone will eventually lead to falling in love with his life. Please forgive me for being selfish this time
Xing Lu, thank you very much. During the dreamy days of senior year, you took care of me. You kept awakening to me, so that I could keep my true heart and not get lost in this materialistic world. After I leave you, I could live freely in a dull and peaceful day.
On the day I returned to Huizhou, my menstrual period came
I did it more than a dozen times during the dangerous period, but I was not pregnant. I breathed a lot of relief. Then I told Xing Lu on QQ that he would check the activity of the sperm and be careful of lifelong infertility.
Xing Lu replied: Well, Huihui, goodbye
I said OK
Xing Lu stopped replying, and I said dissatisfied with myself: After a few years of love, saying goodbye is that simple, men are really thick lines
In the middle of the night, I got up to drink water. I accidentally caught a glimpse of the laptop where I wanted to download the file and didn't close it. Xing Lu's avatar was jumping. I clicked on it curiously and saw him sending a txt file. Why did I send this to me in the middle of the night? I clicked on the file and read it.
Huihui, it's past 1 o'clock, you should have gone to bed, but today I can't sleep
Huihui, just want to tell you, I found out, I fell in love with you
Huihui, you always say, I fell in love with you, but I don’t love you, I kept telling myself this way, until this time, I really confirmed that I fell in love with you
But, falling in love with you is not dry fire, but a long flow of water
I have liked you very much since we first met. You said that since we have already gone to bed, let's get to know each other. You don't know how happy I was when I smiled that time, how long has it been since I hadn't laughed that much?
I like you to laugh and laugh around me. I rarely see a girl like you who is truly unpretentious. You tell me not to discriminate against smelling, don’t discriminate against Xie Yu. Your kindness makes me feel very warm in my heart
In fact, when I was in Huizhou, there were some occasions that I didn’t need your company. At that time, I just wanted to see you myself.
The time you sent me a nude photo, I didn't reply to you after a long time. That's because I was shocked. I know what it means to a girl to send a nude photo to a man.
That time, I lied, the photos were much more attractive than the live version
When I was bidding in Huizhou, you lived here. I really saw you and became anxious because of my anxiety. I know you are the one who really cares about me, which makes me feel that business wars are not that cold.
It was early after winning the bid. I didn't control myself. I wanted you, but I was stopped by you. I realized that you were so serious and important to love. On Zhalang Island, I heard you talk about the first time I told Xiaojue about the girl. I seriously warned you not to indulge in the sense of accomplishment, but you don't know how moved I was at that time.
Huihui, you are reluctant to turn on the air conditioner in winter, but you get some money and get the difficulty subsidy. That was the first time I began to admire you, but I'm so at ease, you said it well
You chose to be a teacher when you interviewed for the actual school. When you prepared lessons, I saw so rigorous and down-to-earth. When you prepared for the comprehensive interview, you listened to you telling all the things you had before. It turned out that you have always been so kind and strong.
Huihui, when you came to Guangzhou and made my first meal for me, you may not have imagined that this was the first meal I had cooked at home besides my parents. That time I told myself that I wanted to marry this girl
In Gaoyao, if you put my backpack on your body, my desire will be even stronger
When you went to the actual school to register, you told me, if I went to Huizhou, you swear to the sky and you are willing to support me for the rest of your life. I can't accept myself doing this, but at that moment, I was actually moved.
When you talk about the Beijing Olympics, when you miss Qin Ai Fanshe, I saw a girl with her own conscience and opinion. When you arrived in Beijing, you looked at the museum and the science and technology museum, you talked about Si Muwu's Kuiwen, you talked about Zhang Daqian's scandal, you sighed about the injustice of educational resources. At that time, I stood beside you and looked at you. I saw your growth. You are still gentle, kind, straightforward and naughty, but you are an intellectual girl with opinion. At that time, my heartbeat was the same as when Pan Ying asked me if I wanted to accompany her on a trip for the first time. So, I confirmed that I really fell in love with you.
You said you envy the educational resources in Beijing and the children who grew up here. I thought I saw the opportunity
The day before yesterday, I asked you to go to Xinguang World. The card I gave you has a quota of 100,000 yuan. There are tiffany and Chow Tai Fook on the first floor of Xinguang World. I hope you will bring back a diamond ring, but what you bring back is a bread worth a few dozen yuan.
I finally know what life you want is like
Last night, after you fell asleep, I really wanted to leave the sales position. However, Huihui, you may not understand. I actually have no confidence in myself. I don’t know what else I can do after leaving the sales position. It’s hard for me to find a technical job again. I don’t know anything else. My age has left me without the courage to start over. I am afraid that from the state of looking down on the flying star, I can’t recover.
Perhaps it was the education that has been deeply rooted in my bones since I was a child that allowed me to keep moving forward. I couldn't resign and live in Huizhou with you. Sorry, Huihui
So, when I saw that your sales life was completely incompatible with me, I could only tell myself that since I love her, let her live the life she deserves
So, when I really fell in love with you, I chose to let go
Huihui, you are in my sales in life, it’s not just you who are uncomfortable, I am the same
When you know that my lady and I had sex with me the next morning, you didn’t know how guilty I felt. When you heard Xie Yu’s story and had nightmares, you didn’t know how much I wanted to protect you, but, I had no choice, I knew, the closer I was to you, the more harm I would hurt you.
The night I vomited on you, I said that a person like me is not worthy of such a good girl as you, you made me drunk and don’t talk nonsense, Huihui, I was already awake at that time, and I still remember what I said, the grievances you suffered are still the shadow of my heart.
Huihui, I envy you described your current life. Unfortunately, I have no blessing to live, but I hope you will always live in this peaceful and tranquility.
Some people say that companionship is the longest confession, but for you, Huihui, my departure is
I let go twice in my life, the first time I let go, Pan Ying has no bonds, and from now on, I travel around the world, and let go the second time, let you leave your fear and have a peaceful harbor. I will never regret these two times
Huihui, please live your own life well, don’t waste my time letting go
Huihui, take care of it all the way
After reading the full text of the letter, I closed the notebook, wiped my tears, and muttered: I don’t even write a word, txt is really insincere
Then he stood up quietly, picked up the tissue box on the table, put it on the bed, picked up the trash can, put it on the edge of the bed, then opened the wardrobe, took out the thickest quilt and spread it on the bed, then got into the quilt, wrapped myself tightly with my head and feet, and tightly wrapped myself with my head and feet.
Then, I hurried in my small space and cried loudly
The next morning, I opened QQ and told Xing Lu seriously that I would love myself well and let him take good care of himself. When I no longer do sales, I must tell me.
Two years later, Xing Lu told me that he had been transferred to the R&D department, cut his salary by one third, and went to design the product.
I was very happy and told him that I will never dream of him dying suddenly after drinking
However, Xing Lu did not mention that time that he asked me to go to Beijing to find him, nor did I mention that
First, at that time, Xing Lu already had a real girlfriend, and second, at that time, I had already married someone I really wanted to marry.
I shook my head: No, I just sit with you
It's not as good as an accident. I was really airsick. When the plane was bumping, I started to be afraid of death. Xing Lu quietly held my hand, and my heart suddenly became quiet. What are you afraid of? If you fall down, you will die with him. That's all.
However, when the plane landed, I was still very uncomfortable. The eardrums were bulging and bloated. I felt a headache and nausea. Xing Lu asked me to open my mouth wide, swallowed hard, and massaged me under my earlobe.
Finally I vomited, but fortunately I was equipped with a vomit bag on the plane. Fortunately, I insisted on refusing to travel to Xinjiang with Xinglu last time, which was twice as long as this time.
Xinglu’s house in Beijing is very large. Xinglu said it was a friend’s house. His friend went abroad and he helped take care of it. I wanted to ask if it was Pan Ying’s house, but hesitated for a while and didn’t ask.
In the evening, Xing Lu asked me where I wanted to go, and I listed a table: National Museum, Natural History Museum, Beijing Museum, Arts and Crafts Museum, Planetarium, Science and Technology Museum, National Library, Geology Museum, Confucius Temple Imperial College, Forbidden City, Heavenly Hall
Xing Lu smiled: Huihui, do you think Beijing is Huizhou? You can’t finish it in one week
Ah, I can’t finish watching it for a week, I looked at Xing Lu in a narrow way: I will take nearly ten days to come for my period. Do you want me to stay for more days?
Xing Lu laughed and picked me up and threw me on the bed. I was a little scared: Xing Lu, I just finished the plane and my body was still a little weak, and I felt very painful under me...
But Xing Lu pressed on me regardless of the situation and said with a smile: I will be gentle.
I also smiled and stretched out my hands to hug him: No need... So what if it hurts? I never like to have gentle love
Then, some embarrassing things happened, Xing Lu was a little hard... I rejected Xing Lu's request to help him with his mouth, happily pulled him up, went to the bathroom to take a shower, and then returned to the bed to lie down and chat.
I was really tired. I didn't have a long time to chat, so I fell asleep in Xing Lu's arms. I haven't slept so relaxed and comfortable for a long time. I slept so soundly and sank so hard
But in the middle of the night, I was awakened by Xing Lu. I felt it a little swelling. Xing Lu was already lying on his side and inserted it in. I was very depressed. I was sleeping too hard.
Xing Lu saw that I woke up and said in my ear: I'm back again
Alas, Xing Lu, you are not doing this because of desire, you just feel embarrassed at night and want to find it back
I said angrily: Tomorrow Monday, you're not going to work after being tossed in the middle of the night?
Xing Lu said: I took a week off and I will take a good walk with you.
I said, it's so good, and then smiled at Xing Lu: Then you can use your strength...
Xing Lu happily turned me into a back-entry style and started to thrust hard, then happily ejaculated into me.
I complained: I don’t even bring a condom, and I have to clean it up myself.
Xing Lu did something wrong and said with a smile: There is no woman at home, so I definitely don’t have any preparations. Let’s go out tomorrow and buy it.
Then, the next day, we two had a very tacit understanding and didn't mention buying condoms. Later, every day in Beijing, we had sex and cum inside...
Beijing is really big. The next morning, Xing Lu called a Passat to pick us up. He drove for more than an hour before taking us to the National Expo. He then gave the driver 100 yuan. I felt so painful. I only earned more than 100 points a day.
Xing Lu said that it had been driving for so long, but it was not suitable for people to drive it back.
I told Xing Lu: Didn’t you say that you can take the subway in Beijing for two dollars? Let’s take the subway
Xing Lu looked at me with a weird expression: Huihui, do you really want to take the subway?
I nodded: I'm not a daughter, why can't I take the subway
Xing Lu had no choice: OK, I will take you on the subway tomorrow. I feel inexplicably, it seems to be very mysterious.
The National Expo is so big. I haven't finished watching it for a day. I'm really tired after standing and walking for a day.
However, it's really eye-opening. It turns out that history is so close to me. It turns out that the skulls of Beijingers are like this, the swords of King Yue of Wu are like this, the tiger talisman of King Qin is like this, and the iron voucher for King Yue of Wu is like this, and they actually moved the kneeling statues in front of Yue Fei's temple, and the Terracotta Warriors and Horses of Qin tomb are also here. I really like this here.
I am so obsessed with the Bronze Pavilion on the third floor. Those nationally important weapons are not enough to see the real objects with your own eyes.
Those bronze tripods, big woks, chimes, and suddenly felt the vivid scenes reappeared. The Seimuwu, Dayu tripod, Zilong tripod, and three treasures in the museum can really directly experience the heaviness of history.
I just listened carefully to every explanation in the electronic tour guide and stopped in front of each exhibit to observe carefully. I was airsick and didn't like to travel. This may be my only chance. I should remember the appearance of these precious things as much as possible.
Xing Lu kept following me quietly and looking at me lightly. Many times, he would suddenly take out his cell phone and find a corner to answer the phone.
Then, in the evening, Xing Lu took me to Quanjude, Houhai to eat roast duck and watched the face-changing performance. Xing Lu ordered the whole roast duck set meal. The waiter kindly reminded us that the two of them couldn't eat it. Xing Lu smiled and said: It's okay, I have a lot of appetite.
My expression seemed to be nothing, as if it had nothing to do with me at all
Quanjude’s roast duck is really delicious. Wrap the small pancake with duck meat, scallions, cucumber shredded with sauce, it’s not greasy at all, the skin is crispy and fragrant
Xing Lu ate a little more and stopped eating. While I was cleaning the remaining food like a wind and clouds, I made fun of Xing Lu. Isn’t it still fat if I eat so little?
Xing Lu looked at my unchanged figure and sighed enviously.
On the way back from the taxi, I smiled and attached it to Xing Lu's ear and whispered: I've eaten so much, my physical strength has been completely restored, I'll be on it tonight
Xing Lu Smiling, quietly holding my hand
On Monday, I saw the history of China, bronze, porcelain and jade museums of China. I took Xing Lu to continue to go to the National Expo on Tuesday morning, but this time I insisted on taking the subway. Xing Lu looked at me with a smile.
Then, I realized that there were so many people in the morning in Beijing subway!
Line 13 is crazy. I waited for three cars to stand in front and finally arrived at Xing Road and I
Then another train came over. I hesitated for a moment. Why are there so many people and there is no place in the car? How can I get on? Just as I was hesitating, two people next to me squeezed in and the car drove away.
Waiting for another car, it was fuller than the one just now, and the people were all photographed. How could they get on? Then someone squeezed in and drove away.
I turned around helplessly and said to Xing Lu behind me: Help me, you must go up next time. Xing Lu nodded with a smile.
When the next train arrived, there were still so many people. As soon as the subway door opened, Xing Lu skillfully pulled my arm up and then ran to the crowd sideways. Yes, it was hit!
Then he broke out a little space and pulled me into the car
The subway door was closed against my face. I looked at Xing Lu incredible, and Xing Lu smiled badly
I asked him stupidly: Do you want this every morning?
Xing Lu smiled and didn't say anything. I guessed the answer and sighed in my heart.
Xing Lu regards time as life and is so busy in the morning, he would definitely rather squeeze in the subway than take a bus.
Then I changed, and I felt relieved. Then, why are there so many people on Line 5... Then, why are there so many people on Line 2? Is there no subway in Beijing with few people?
After leaving the subway, I told Xing Lu in a dilemma that we should take the bus when we go back. The subway was too crowded. Xing Lu smiled and nodded and said yes
Of course we didn't take the bus later. As soon as I saw the crowd waiting for the bus, I immediately decided to give up and continue taking the subway. At least the subway would not be stuck... I hated Xing Lu's smirk on the side...
Today I saw all the remaining venues, especially the Art Museum, which happened to have a special topic of Zhang Daqian Qi Baishi's paintings. I stayed there for a long time. Xing Lu looked very strange and asked me: How good are these paintings? Can you tell me? I really can't see them.
I looked at the extremely simple and vulgar prawns and shook my head with difficulty: I can't see it either
Xing Lu asked me with a smile: Then what he drew is better than what you did?
I look very serious: This is incomparable. He is a Chinese painting, I am a comic, not a genre.
Xing Lu couldn't help laughing: Hahahaha, it turns out that it's not from the same genre, hahahahaha
I was very thick-skinned and didn't feel embarrassed at all. I laughed with Xing Lu. I laughed enough. I said to Xing Lu seriously: My painting skills are definitely far worse than Zhang Daqian, but my character is definitely much higher than him.
Oh? Xing Lu looked at me with great interest
I smiled and said: Zhang Daqian is from ancient times to the present. The first fake master of ancient paintings, he collected famous ancient paintings and painted them himself, and then copied them, leaving them behind. He really sold the copy. His painting skills were too high, and he could completely defrauded many friends. Therefore, I despise him in terms of character.
Xing Lu was shocked and laughed
On Wednesday, I went to the Natural Museum of Beijing, on Thursday, the Science and Technology Museum of China, on Friday, the National Library and Planetarium, on Saturday, the Geology Museum and the Arts and Crafts Museum, and on Sunday, I was really shocked by Beijing's financial resources. In places I thought I could go to within two hours, it almost took at least a whole day to absorb and digest
In the planetarium, the newly built Astronomy Hall happened to be completed. I was stunned by the spherical projection of the all-sky domain. It turned out that the starry sky would be so deep, vast and beautiful. Xing Lu explained to me next to me that this is the best astronomical hall in the world, using the best Zeiss astronomical instrument in Germany and the best all-sky domain projection in the United States. The resolution achieved is more than 10 times that of an ordinary cinema. I was really shocked and couldn't speak.
Geological Museum, I was blinded by the colorful ore, radial, layered, corrugated, crystalline, round or rugged textures, combined with various deep or strange colors, I suddenly remembered the three-color theory I told Xing Lu at that time, and felt that I was so shallow.
Suddenly I remembered the diamond ring I once wanted. When the little diamond was put here, it should be no longer glorious. It just met the saying: The pearl of rice grains also shines brightly?
I feel infinitely emotional, astronomy and geography!
Astronomy and geography!
As a liberal arts student, only in such an environment can you truly understand the meaning of this word and truly perceive the charm of astronomy and geography.
In the Natural Museum, I stood under several complete dinosaur fossil bones, raised my head desperately and looked up at my body dozens or hundreds of times larger than me, fantasizing about the overlord figures of the ancient continent at that time, and saw giant rhinos, thunder beasts, and mammoth fossils that were bigger than the current elephants. Xing Lu said, there is still a kind of earth laziness, not here, but it is bigger than these ancient beasts. I opened my eyes wide and was a little stunned. I really couldn't imagine the scene when the mammal had just dominated the world.
I looked at Xing Lu and said: It seems that the evolutionary trend of organisms is gradually miniaturizing?
Xing Lu nodded: Yes, miniaturized organisms consume less resources and can adapt to environmental changes more
I smiled: Then I don’t have to feel inferior in front of you. My 1.58-meter-old direction is the evolutionary direction
Xing Lu nodded, attached it to my ears seriously, and said softly: You are the most comfortable to do with your height and weight.
My face turned red all of a sudden. I pinched him hard. I couldn't say dirty words in such a sacred place.
In the Science and Technology Museum, what attracted me as a liberal arts student the most was the exhibition hall of basic science such as mathematics, physics, and machinery. Such rich props perfectly restored various experimental phenomena. At that time, so many abstract and difficult theorems were understood so simply, and so many triangle formulas were proved between the water from a few boxes of water pouring over and over.
I shook my head powerlessly. It turned out that the world of science students is so interesting. I looked up and said to Xing Lu: If I could have come here to see it a few times back then, maybe I would have chosen science.
Xing Lu shrugged: The chance of one time is 35%, the chance of three times is 105%. You should let your students go
I glared at him with dissatisfaction, but couldn't refute it, because I still can't figure out how to calculate it
Xing Lu smiled and said: The Science and Technology Museum is building a new museum, which is also a project I focus on. It will be completed next year or the year after, and it will be several times larger than here. There will be a lot of new things in the future. There will be many open laboratories and science lecture halls. There will be special science lectures every week. At that time, the Science and Technology Museum will be the most advanced in the world.
I shook my head in admiration
The week passed so fast. I lingered in these magical places every day. In order to save time, I ate some bread cushions at noon. At night, Xinglu took me to eat all kinds of delicious food, Donglaishun, Barbecue, Meizhou Dongpo, Old Beijing Fried Noodles, Guijie, spicy crayfish from Guijie, and various strange flavors of snacks, and delicious bean juice. I just don’t know why Xinglu couldn’t drink it at all.
I remember it very clearly. Xing Lu saw me picking up the bowl of soy juice, taking a sip, and then siping it all, with a weird expression, looking completely unbelievable and unacceptable.
Xing Lu took a sip of the soy sauce in his bowl, confirmed that it was the same as what he usually drank, and then handed me his bowl. Seeing that I took another big sip, he asked me in surprise: Huihui, don’t you really think it’s hard to drink?
I looked around for a moment and said in a low voice: The taste is the same as your semen, but it has a sour taste. It's easier to accept than semen and I swallowed it so many times. There is definitely no problem with drinking this.
Looking at Xing Lu's expression of wanting to vomit, I laughed loudly
On Sunday night, after the passion, I lay in bed and said to Xing Lu depressedly: Xing Lu, I have seen so many places these days, and it has hit me so hard.
Xing Lu doesn't understand. Huh?
I said softly: Xing Lu, you are not engaged in teaching. You can't understand how different the educational resources in Huizhou are and Beijing. I know that I have only seen a very small part of Beijing these days, but I can see through the leopard, and I can think about what Beijing looks like overall
I continued quietly: The gap in teaching resources is so big that it is a terrible situation. I believe that even Guangzhou is far worse than Beijing. There are more than 100 museums in Beijing, covering every corner of culture and science. There are libraries in every district, including the city library and the national library. There are hundreds of thousands of ancient books in the National Tuli, which is more than all the books in the Huizhou Normal University Library. There you can actually see the Siku Quanshu of rare books. When I was standing there and flipping through the scans, I was so excited that I almost cried.
Literature and history, astronomy, geography, nature, science, can be seen intuitively here. This has a great impact on students. It turns out that things that are difficult to understand by imagination can be seen directly here, which is a great promotion for learning.
Moreover, the most important thing is that this will really allow children to find their own interests and let them know that knowledge and learning are very interesting things. If their horizons are broad, they will be willing to learn and explore. These are priceless.
We talk about quality education and quality education all day long. Without these, what can we do to do quality education?
I don't know that the teaching staff in the schools here should be much higher than those elsewhere. Children in Beijing are really unique. They have taken up too many resources than children elsewhere since they were born and have too many advantages. They are too unfair to children elsewhere.
Xing Lu added lightly: Beijing's primary schools, middle schools and university resources are all the best in the country, and the college entrance examination admission scores here are 100 points lower than those in normal provinces
I held Xing Lu's hand and cried: I seemed to see my child, the feeling of powerlessness in the future competition is too unfair
Xing Lu suddenly said to me seriously: Huihui, do you want to move here? I may not be able to solve the household registration of our two, but I have a way to handle our children's Beijing household registration.
Ah, I was shocked, what a big temptation. If my child could grow up in this environment, he should be able to get into a very good university. Will he grow up in Huizhou, just like me, just to get into Huizhou Normal University?
I suddenly remembered that comic studio, I haven't rejected them yet
I was actually a little excited: Xing Lu, you go to work tomorrow, I will go to the Wudaokou studio by myself, and I will reply to you when I come back
Xing Lu nodded: The rent for office buildings in Wudaokou is very expensive, ggle is there, that studio should be a good company
The next day, I insisted on rejecting Xinglu's offer to me. I walked to Metro Station No. 13 by myself. After waiting for three or four buses, I finally squeezed up.
Half an hour later, I came out of Wudaokou Subway Station, called the creative director named Xiaowan, and went to their company according to her guidance.
Xing Lu is right. There are indeed many tall buildings in Wudaokou, but it is not right. Why did I get more and more deviate, and finally walk into a residential community and then down a residential building.
I made up and walked to the subway station for 15 minutes, took the subway for half an hour, walked out for 20 minutes, went to work for about an hour, and was acceptable
There is no elevator, I was panting when I climbed to the fifth floor
It's true that this is their company. They rented a house in a residential building, and everyone works in the living room.
Xiaowan is a girl with short hair, and she is actually a few centimeters shorter than me, which makes me feel very intimate
Xiaowan pulled me into her bedroom. I looked at the cramped space with bunk bunks and asked in surprise: Do you all live here?
Xiaowan shook her head and introduced me to the company. There are 6 people in total. Three are co-founders, and the other two are her senior sisters. They rented this three-bedroom and one-living room house together.
Both senior sisters have boyfriends and live in two other bedrooms. She is single and lives in this room with a girl.
The only male employee of the company is in Beijing and does not live here. There is also a girl living on the second floor of the basement of this building. If I am willing to come here, there will be a small room there for me, and the company will pay for it.
basement?
Or the second floor?
I couldn't understand at all, but I didn't show any expression. I asked Xiaowan what its main business was. I knew very well that I would never be able to support this company by drawing comics alone
Xiaowan also looked a little uncomfortable, saying that the main job was to provide long works to several magazines, but there was no very good work yet, so he would usually take orders from advertising companies and do some copywriting promotion work to support the studio's operation.
Speaking of treatment, Xiaowan said that 4,000 a month is not deductible, but she will find an invoice to pay, and then she has 5% of the shares, which cannot be bought or sold, and only dividends will be paid. If 5%, the dividend will be 5,000 yuan last year.
If the company is acquired in the future, it will be divided into
I didn't say anything. Xiaowan thought I thought it was too little, so he told me that this is a startup company, and now everyone in the company pays the same
Instead of agreeing or refusing, I asked another question: When I walked along the way, I saw the street advertisement. The house here is already 30,000 yuan per square meter. What should you do in the future? The two senior sisters cannot live here with their boyfriends all the time, right? Yes, I am in Huizhou for more than 3,000 yuan a month, but I can buy a 1 square meter house in a not-so-good location in Huizhou. The housing prices in Beijing are ten times that of Huizhou, and it will continue to rise. How can Xiaowan and the others afford to buy a house?
After all, I have been talking on QQ for a long time and I am a friend. Xiaowan didn't hide it from me. He told me that all young people in Beijing are confused about this. She can only hope that this studio will make a lot of money if it grows bigger, or that the entire comics industry will become popular, and everyone's income will increase significantly.
I said no, saying: Xiaowan, can you take me to see the basement room
Xiaowan nodded, took me out, and pulled my hands down the stairs
The corridor in the basement is very dark, and the small bowl pulls me tightly, just like a good friend of many years
Xiaowan opened the door with the key and looked at the wet and cold room. Xiaowan felt a little embarrassed: There are larger rooms on the third floor of the underground, but it is too trendy. The company has no money now, so it can only rent such a place.
There is a third floor underground... I held Xiaowan's hand and suddenly felt very uncomfortable. What I saw a few days ago seemed to have suddenly turned into a snowy snow. It turned out that this is the real life of young people in Beijing.
I asked Xiaowan: Do you have time tonight? I want to talk to you about something
Xiaowan said: No need to go to night, it’s OK now. Our work is flexible and you can do it anytime.
Then, I was held hands by Xiaowan and climbed back to the fifth floor from the second floor underground. In Xiaowan's bedroom, I asked a lot of questions.
It turns out that life in Beijing is really difficult. House prices are a natural barrier in front of every young person. Household registration is another iron gate. Because of the student status of children, many people can only leave Beijing when they reach a certain age. This has also led to Beijing being a young city.
Xiaowan doesn’t know where her future is. Fortunately, these people are young people who are passionate about comics. They can endure hardships and fight for the same dreams. They fight for an opportunity. Even if they fail, at least everyone has worked hard for their dreams. The most common saying that her senior sister inspires everyone is to live up to their youth.
I asked her if her life in a large company would be better than this kind of startup company. Xiaowan shook her head and told me that she had resigned from a large company. She said that there are many low-level employees like her in a large company. She usually earns three to five thousand yuan a month, and rents a small single room in Huilongguan or Tiantongyuan for 1,000 yuan. Then she squeezes buses or subways to get to and from get off work every day. Moreover, the promotion of the large company is slow and there is no hope, so she starts a business with her two senior sisters.
I took her notebook and opened my email. I drew some four-frame comics of campus content. I have not placed it on the blog, but only saved it in the email.
I showed it to Xiaowan, and Xiaowan's eyes lit up: This series will definitely be very popular
I shook my head: Xiaowan, this comic is my life. Only in my quiet environment can I draw such a happy and sunny comic. Here I cannot draw it based on my imagination.
I told Xiaowan about my current life for a long time, and finally, Xiaowan understood: Sister Huihui, don’t come here. Only those who are very quiet and peaceful in their hearts can draw such a comic. It is impossible for Beijing to have such an environment for your sister. Cherish your current life. You don’t know how much I envy you.
I nodded, sent all the comics to Xiaowan, and said to her: I like you very much. I lack the enthusiasm and courage of you, and I can't join, but I hope I can be a good friend with you. All the comics I drew were given to you, and you can use them no matter how you use them.
Xiaowan actually rushed over and hugged me. If we really worked together, we should be good friends.
In the afternoon, I went to the Imperial College, a place where ancient talents passed the imperial examinations. If it was last week, I would have had some imagination and longing, but when I came back from Xiaowan, I suddenly didn't have that kind of impulse.
At night, I told Xing Lu about the situation today. Xing Lu just said lightly: Don’t go to that company. There are too many small entrepreneurs like Beijing. Only 10% of them can survive three years.
I said depressedly: Xing Lu, how could you say so calmly? Xiaowan and the others are really hard, why don’t you have any sympathy at all
Xing Lu had no choice: I saw too many things, so I wouldn’t care about life here. It’s just a tragic way, and it won’t be easy for everyone.
I said oh, stopped talking, stayed for a while, and asked Xing Lu: I'll go to the company tomorrow? I want to see what you work in high-end office buildings look like
Xing Lu smiled and said that the company could not take me in, but I could go to Starbucks on the first floor of the office building, where everyone would walk by to work.
Ah, it is the legendary Starbucks, thank you Xinglu's blessing, I can go and have a cup of coffee tomorrow, I have always wanted to experience the real feeling of sitting in Starbucks sipping coffee and reading books in those words
The place where Xinglu Company is located is called Kerry Center. It is said to be a very high-end office building in Beijing. I was in front of the counter on Starbucks on the first floor. Looking at the price that was beyond my expectations, I hesitated for a moment and ordered a cup of American coffee. This one seemed to be the cheapest of all coffees. Xinglu might have guessed what I thought, but said nothing, ordered a large cup of Mocha Star Frost.
It turns out that American style is pure coffee without sugar or milk. It's so bitter. I took a sip and frowned. Xing Lu smiled and gave me the mocha frappuccino on his hand. I sucked it. It smelled so sweet.
I guessed that this was originally ordered by Xing Lu for me. I smiled happily at Xing Lu, and Xing Lu smiled, picked up the glass of American style and took a big sip. Weirdly, he couldn't even drink a sip of soy juice, so why did he drink so bitter American style so comfortably and naturally
Xing Lu told me that not far from here, there is a place called Huamao Center, which is also a high-end office building. I suggest that I can go and take a look later, and buy something for myself in Xinguang Tiandi below Huamao.
Xing Lu took out a black card, hesitated for a while and took it back, saying that the card might be reviewed more strictly, and then changed it to me with a golden one, asking me to remember the password.
The password is actually my birthday???
I looked at Xing Lu in confusion, Xing Lu was a little embarrassed: This card was newly issued in Beijing, and I had to choose a six-digit number that was not my birthday, so I just used it to me.
I smiled at him in a hint, and told him that I also have a credit card, with a limit of 5,000, so I don't need him.
Xing Lu still smiled and insisted that I take it, saying that I was prepared or not
Xing Lu went to work with an American style. I sat on the chair and watched quietly the abortions of those who came to work. The people here were all elites. It was indeed different in terms of clothes. The shirts were all very clean and the people were tidy. It turned out that Xing Lu looked like this. It was a common model here.
But why are they all so hurried and nervous? I have been looking at it for almost half an hour, but I haven't seen anyone come in happily and happily with a smile. Their smiling faces seem to be only displayed when they meet someone and say hello.
Also, how could there be so many people with gray hair, so many people with bald hair, their faces are still so young? Is this the price to pay for success?
The people on the table around were either typing the notebook or talking about work in groups of three or three. I quietly listened to the three people on the table next to me. Their speech efficiency was very high and their reactions were very fast. Some of them were talking tones, ways, and words that looked like Xing Lu.
I suddenly felt that I was so lonely in this place. They were all working so hard. I was the only one who spent the summer vacation myself, and then I was leisurely watching people, sucking in a few puffs of mocha from time to time, feeling so guilty.
Later, there were fewer people in the cafe, and two people diagonally opposite me attracted my attention. One of them was wearing a long-sleeved shirt and a tie, while the other was holding a few pages of paper and constantly asking him questions.
He was very nervous. Although he looked very natural on the surface and played a professional and calm role, I might have experienced a lot and could tell at a glance that he was nervous. He should really want to get this job.
After drinking Mocha, I took a bus to Huamao a little bored. There was Starbucks here. The American styles were ordered by the few people in front of me. I was a little strange. So many people like to drink American styles. I was a little curious and ordered a drink for myself.
Then, the Huamao Center is the same, the people entering and leaving are so magical and nervous, and the cafe is completely occupied by people working in the office.
Fortunately, there is an outdoor part of this shop. I sat under a large parasol and watched people coming and going in the distance. I quietly tasted the coffee in my hand. It was indeed very bitter, but when I took the second sip, I found that I was magically adapted, and then I slowly tasted some special flavors, which were a bit fragrant.
A little bit reassuring?
I suddenly realized that so many people like American style because this is the taste of life.
Life is bitter, but life can also be enjoyed, and you can taste different flavors from it. I am very excited about this discovery
Of course, this idea was shattered by Xing Lu that night. Xing Lu said that drinking coffee is to refresh himself. Other coffees either add sugar or milk. They will gain weight after drinking it, so they drink American style. How can a cup of coffee have so many principles of life?
Later, I was bored walking around under the Huamao with coffee. I saw a place with many people standing scattered. I walked over to see curiously. It turned out that they were all smoking. The office building was banned, so they all came here.
But why are one-third of them girls? They wear expensive work clothes at first glance, and they smoke very fine and delicate women's cigarettes, but why do they smoke?
Stress?
I thought to myself that my mood had changed again. I walked slowly forward and arrived at the entrance of Xinguang Tiandi Department Store. This is where Xinglu asked me to buy things. Then come in and check out the shopping malls in big cities.
Okay, it's so different. The things here are so expensive. I've heard of some brands, and I don't know some of them at all.
I originally wanted to choose a shirt for Xinglu, but after looking at it, there was no one left, but I don't know if the brand is good or not
There is a very beautiful long-distance clothing store. I just flipped the price tags of two windbreakers, which exceeded my credit card limit. No wonder Xing Lu must ask me to get his card, no wonder he smiled so weirdly
But even Xing Lu, a long suit worth tens of thousands of yuan and a leather bag worth tens of thousands of yuan, is not something he can afford to spend. I won’t buy it. I bought it and put it on my body. If he asks me to stay, I will feel embarrassed to refuse.
What a hateful place. People who sell such high-end things under the office building and then work on them will be under great pressure. They are immersed in an environment where a skirt and a bag cost tens of thousands of yuan all day long. They will always feel that they are not earning enough.
I finally found something suitable for my consumption on the underground floor. I picked a few things from many pastry shops and left the mall as if I had escaped. I had no intention of looking at other places. I took the subway and returned to my residence on Xinglu. Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of Xinglu room, I looked outside in a bustling city. It turned out that the people inside were living like this.
Xing Lu came back very early, so I quietly asked him: How much does this house cost in Beijing?
Xing Lu said about 5 million, and I shook my head in pain. 5 million, Xing Lu's income after tax is only 400,000. It will take more than ten years for him to afford it without eating or drinking. Moreover, in more than ten years, the house will have at least 10 million. In other words, Xing Lu can never afford such a house?
It's so sad. A 200 square meter house outside the Fifth Ring Road, a very good worker, but he can't afford to pay for his whole life. So what's the point of living in this city?
I said to Xing Lu a little sadly: Xing Lu, can you stay with me for one day tomorrow without going to work? I booked a flight ticket to Guangzhou the morning after tomorrow morning
Xing Lu was stunned for a moment: No problem, I haven’t been busy lately, but why did you go back the day after tomorrow?
I whispered: There will be a 30% discount on the morning after tomorrow's ticket, and the lowest discount on tomorrow's ticket...
Xing Lu hurriedly explained: I didn’t mean that, I mean why I was so anxious to go back?
I feel a little uncomfortable: I'm a little too depressed
I said depressedly: Xinglu, I am here, and I can't see any chance to live as relaxed as Huizhou. Xiaowan and the others are the kind of difficulty at the bottom. You are the kind of difficulty at the top. Everyone seems to have to face the pressure of the mountains, hurrying and being nervous. In two days, I can't see anyone with the relaxed and comfortable smile. I think this place is too scary. I don't feel this way in Guangzhou.
Xing Lu nodded: Some people say that Beijing is a city that makes people feel completely unpresented, this is how it is.
I held Xing Lu's hand: Let's not go anywhere tomorrow, let's have sex in the room, this is the most beautiful memory that Beijing can leave me.
Xing Lu nodded and said yes
It's the last day, we all know that this is really the last day together. Xing Lu turned off his phone directly. I was obsessed with Xing Lu and kissed every inch of his skin.
The last time in the evening, Xing Lu was very long-lasting. I was too hot to do it anymore. I used my mouth to satisfy him. At the moment he erupted, my mouth left. I held his hardness and let his seeds spray on my face.
Xing Lu looked surprised, but I was very satisfied with the standard process in the A film, Xing Lu and I finally finished all of them.
When I was leaving at the airport, I changed my boarding pass and was about to arrive at the security check. Xing Lu grabbed my hand and asked softly: Huihui, can't you really stay?
I looked at Xing Lu, and I had never looked begging before. I felt very sad, but I really couldn't agree to him.
I finally shook my head, Xing Lu let go in a lonely way
I smiled softly, breaking the sad atmosphere: Xing Lu, you actually have great hope
Xing Lu looked at me in confusion
I said with a smile: I haven't come yet, I should have come yesterday. This time we did it so many times in the dangerous period. If there is one, I will not be able to kill it.
Xing Lu smiled, bent down, looking very serious on my lower abdomen: Little guys, you must be good at it
I laughed, and then Xing Lu stood up and hugged me hard. In the passionate kiss, there was endless tenderness and love.
I waved at him and turned around and entered the security check passage
After the security check, I took a peek at the gap in the small door. Xing Lu was still standing there, and I suddenly couldn't help but burst into tears.
Goodbye, Xing Lu, I'm really sorry, I'm afraid
I really can't accept everything about you. Pan Ying is right. Falling in love with someone will eventually lead to falling in love with his life. Please forgive me for being selfish this time
Xing Lu, thank you very much. During the dreamy days of senior year, you took care of me. You kept awakening to me, so that I could keep my true heart and not get lost in this materialistic world. After I leave you, I could live freely in a dull and peaceful day.
On the day I returned to Huizhou, my menstrual period came
I did it more than a dozen times during the dangerous period, but I was not pregnant. I breathed a lot of relief. Then I told Xing Lu on QQ that he would check the activity of the sperm and be careful of lifelong infertility.
Xing Lu replied: Well, Huihui, goodbye
I said OK
Xing Lu stopped replying, and I said dissatisfied with myself: After a few years of love, saying goodbye is that simple, men are really thick lines
In the middle of the night, I got up to drink water. I accidentally caught a glimpse of the laptop where I wanted to download the file and didn't close it. Xing Lu's avatar was jumping. I clicked on it curiously and saw him sending a txt file. Why did I send this to me in the middle of the night? I clicked on the file and read it.
Huihui, it's past 1 o'clock, you should have gone to bed, but today I can't sleep
Huihui, just want to tell you, I found out, I fell in love with you
Huihui, you always say, I fell in love with you, but I don’t love you, I kept telling myself this way, until this time, I really confirmed that I fell in love with you
But, falling in love with you is not dry fire, but a long flow of water
I have liked you very much since we first met. You said that since we have already gone to bed, let's get to know each other. You don't know how happy I was when I smiled that time, how long has it been since I hadn't laughed that much?
I like you to laugh and laugh around me. I rarely see a girl like you who is truly unpretentious. You tell me not to discriminate against smelling, don’t discriminate against Xie Yu. Your kindness makes me feel very warm in my heart
In fact, when I was in Huizhou, there were some occasions that I didn’t need your company. At that time, I just wanted to see you myself.
The time you sent me a nude photo, I didn't reply to you after a long time. That's because I was shocked. I know what it means to a girl to send a nude photo to a man.
That time, I lied, the photos were much more attractive than the live version
When I was bidding in Huizhou, you lived here. I really saw you and became anxious because of my anxiety. I know you are the one who really cares about me, which makes me feel that business wars are not that cold.
It was early after winning the bid. I didn't control myself. I wanted you, but I was stopped by you. I realized that you were so serious and important to love. On Zhalang Island, I heard you talk about the first time I told Xiaojue about the girl. I seriously warned you not to indulge in the sense of accomplishment, but you don't know how moved I was at that time.
Huihui, you are reluctant to turn on the air conditioner in winter, but you get some money and get the difficulty subsidy. That was the first time I began to admire you, but I'm so at ease, you said it well
You chose to be a teacher when you interviewed for the actual school. When you prepared lessons, I saw so rigorous and down-to-earth. When you prepared for the comprehensive interview, you listened to you telling all the things you had before. It turned out that you have always been so kind and strong.
Huihui, when you came to Guangzhou and made my first meal for me, you may not have imagined that this was the first meal I had cooked at home besides my parents. That time I told myself that I wanted to marry this girl
In Gaoyao, if you put my backpack on your body, my desire will be even stronger
When you went to the actual school to register, you told me, if I went to Huizhou, you swear to the sky and you are willing to support me for the rest of your life. I can't accept myself doing this, but at that moment, I was actually moved.
When you talk about the Beijing Olympics, when you miss Qin Ai Fanshe, I saw a girl with her own conscience and opinion. When you arrived in Beijing, you looked at the museum and the science and technology museum, you talked about Si Muwu's Kuiwen, you talked about Zhang Daqian's scandal, you sighed about the injustice of educational resources. At that time, I stood beside you and looked at you. I saw your growth. You are still gentle, kind, straightforward and naughty, but you are an intellectual girl with opinion. At that time, my heartbeat was the same as when Pan Ying asked me if I wanted to accompany her on a trip for the first time. So, I confirmed that I really fell in love with you.
You said you envy the educational resources in Beijing and the children who grew up here. I thought I saw the opportunity
The day before yesterday, I asked you to go to Xinguang World. The card I gave you has a quota of 100,000 yuan. There are tiffany and Chow Tai Fook on the first floor of Xinguang World. I hope you will bring back a diamond ring, but what you bring back is a bread worth a few dozen yuan.
I finally know what life you want is like
Last night, after you fell asleep, I really wanted to leave the sales position. However, Huihui, you may not understand. I actually have no confidence in myself. I don’t know what else I can do after leaving the sales position. It’s hard for me to find a technical job again. I don’t know anything else. My age has left me without the courage to start over. I am afraid that from the state of looking down on the flying star, I can’t recover.
Perhaps it was the education that has been deeply rooted in my bones since I was a child that allowed me to keep moving forward. I couldn't resign and live in Huizhou with you. Sorry, Huihui
So, when I saw that your sales life was completely incompatible with me, I could only tell myself that since I love her, let her live the life she deserves
So, when I really fell in love with you, I chose to let go
Huihui, you are in my sales in life, it’s not just you who are uncomfortable, I am the same
When you know that my lady and I had sex with me the next morning, you didn’t know how guilty I felt. When you heard Xie Yu’s story and had nightmares, you didn’t know how much I wanted to protect you, but, I had no choice, I knew, the closer I was to you, the more harm I would hurt you.
The night I vomited on you, I said that a person like me is not worthy of such a good girl as you, you made me drunk and don’t talk nonsense, Huihui, I was already awake at that time, and I still remember what I said, the grievances you suffered are still the shadow of my heart.
Huihui, I envy you described your current life. Unfortunately, I have no blessing to live, but I hope you will always live in this peaceful and tranquility.
Some people say that companionship is the longest confession, but for you, Huihui, my departure is
I let go twice in my life, the first time I let go, Pan Ying has no bonds, and from now on, I travel around the world, and let go the second time, let you leave your fear and have a peaceful harbor. I will never regret these two times
Huihui, please live your own life well, don’t waste my time letting go
Huihui, take care of it all the way
After reading the full text of the letter, I closed the notebook, wiped my tears, and muttered: I don’t even write a word, txt is really insincere
Then he stood up quietly, picked up the tissue box on the table, put it on the bed, picked up the trash can, put it on the edge of the bed, then opened the wardrobe, took out the thickest quilt and spread it on the bed, then got into the quilt, wrapped myself tightly with my head and feet, and tightly wrapped myself with my head and feet.
Then, I hurried in my small space and cried loudly
The next morning, I opened QQ and told Xing Lu seriously that I would love myself well and let him take good care of himself. When I no longer do sales, I must tell me.
Two years later, Xing Lu told me that he had been transferred to the R&D department, cut his salary by one third, and went to design the product.
I was very happy and told him that I will never dream of him dying suddenly after drinking
However, Xing Lu did not mention that time that he asked me to go to Beijing to find him, nor did I mention that
First, at that time, Xing Lu already had a real girlfriend, and second, at that time, I had already married someone I really wanted to marry.
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