Speaking of the experience of not being able to afford to go to school, I recall the most difficult years in our family. At that time, because something happened at home, I had no choice but to take a break from school.
Mengyao interrupted me when she heard my experience of taking a break from school and asked jokingly
Wait first, I said to Teacher Tong, you have also been a squat student
The word squatting student is a derogatory term, generally describing poor students who do not seek motivation due to poor study, or students who are forced to resign for some reason.
In fact, I was a squat at that time rather than a mandatory level squat. There was essentially a difference between the two.
Why……
Two school leave experiences have made me accustomed to the ridicule and discrimination of my classmates. I have beaten and scolded for dignity. In the end, I became numb to those boring people and criticized voices, and I was even more lazy to argue with them. Because I knew that arguments and explanations were meaningless, and my mouth was on them. If they liked, they would say it.
Fortunately, I am strong enough inside, otherwise I would have been at home, doing business or engaging in society.
Although I knew she was joking with me, I still felt a little embarrassed in my heart to cover up the embarrassment. I emphasized and explained
Haha, I just stopped studying and stayed at the level, but I didn’t just study well.
Tsk...I don't believe it. Are you squatting? Are you older than me?
Mengyao asked me in an aggressive manner
However, she said something right. No matter what the reason is that I stayed in grades, those are not important. The important thing is that I have indeed had experience of squatting. It is an indisputable fact that I am three years older than her.
Seeing that I didn't mean to continue debate with her, she changed her mind
Teacher Tong, then please tell me honestly whether the teacher doesn't like you, a naughty child, hahaha... I looked at my dream and thought about it.
You guessed that I was really naughty when I was in school, but it was not that the teacher didn't like me, but that there was some situation at home at that time, so... Seeing my explanation very seriously, Mengyao put away his flirting smile and asked.
OK OK OK I won’t make fun of you anymore. I really want to know why you were reincarnated. Tell me quickly
I glanced at Mengyao who was impatient, thought for a while and replied.
In fact, the main problem lies in the family's financial conditions. Do you know that my parents are also teachers, but before they transferred to public office, they worked as private substitute teachers for nearly 20 years.
What? Uncles and aunts are also teachers. So Teacher Tong, please explain to me what is private and public. Is there any difference?
To be honest, Mengyao is very vague about the concept of private and public teachers, and she doesn't understand the difference. However, she caught the problem with blood. The key to her ignorance is that she is confused. I explained
Let’s put it this way, private teachers do not have administrative staff and are temporary workers. Their salary is self-raised outside the government budget. Apart from the meager salary, there is no benefit. The monthly salary is less than one-third of the public teachers, but public teachers are different. People have staff, which belongs to the government budget expenditure, and there are all kinds of benefits.
After listening to my explanation, she said thoughtfully: Oh, so that's the case. What's the relationship between your quit school and your parents' work?
Of course there are some, I also said before, because some situations occurred at home at that time, which led to my withdrawal from school and staying at home.
Tell me what happened! Mengyao asked in detail, although I felt that our topic was a bit off, I still answered it tirelessly
It was mainly because the family's financial conditions were very poor at that time, and their parents were rural substitute teachers with low salaries, and their wages were severe. Sometimes they only took one more time a few months. I remember the first time I took a break from school when I was in the third grade. My grandmother suddenly got seriously ill. Because my father was my grandmother's only son, the burden of treating her grandmother was all on our family. In order to treat her grandmother, our family not only spent all her savings, but also borrowed a lot of foreign debts. My grandmother's illness was cured soon. But our family's condition became even more difficult. In addition to maintaining food and clothing, the remaining money was used to pay off the debt. The family had no money to support me in school. I had to take a break from school temporarily to reduce the pressure of family survival. When I went to junior high school, my family's living conditions improved a little bit, but my father accidentally fell and caused me to take a break from school again.
Speaking of this, I stopped telling and thinking about the era when there were no education reduction and assistance policies, otherwise I wouldn’t have been taking a break from school at home.
Recalling the hardships I have suffered in those years, there is a trace of bitter tears in my eyes wandering in my eyes
It was just a trace of inadvertent tears that were captured by Mengyao
Tong Xin, I'm sorry, don't think too much, I don't mean to laugh at you, I'm really sorry... After saying that, Mengyao looked at me like a child who did something wrong.
The awkward atmosphere suddenly solidified the air. In order to break this awkward situation, I put away my dull thoughts, took a deep breath and said with a smile.
Haha, it doesn't matter. I know you have no malice. I'm just kidding me
My words may have touched Mengyao's emotional nerves. Her attitude suddenly changed by 180 degrees. Not only did the voice become smaller, but it also became softer. So she said to me slowly
Tong Xin, I feel that you have many stories. Can you tell me?
I responded disapprovingly
I really want to hear it, let me talk to you
Mengyao has started the questioning mode again. Not only has he been asking questions, but he is especially eager to find an answer.
In the long years that followed, I was defeated in countless eye contacts with her.
Why is this the case?
What is this?
Is this the infinite charm of women?
****** ******
Looking back on those years, I feel a lot of emotion
A person's origin determines a person's destiny. From the moment a person is born in the world, the fate of this life has long been destined.
Although I was born into a child in a poor family, I have never felt inferior because I was born in such a family. Instead, the difficult environment has created my firm and never-saying personality.
I am willing to endure hardships and not afraid of losing. I am optimistic and positive and move forward every step of my life. I infect everyone around me with a strong personality and optimistic and positive attitude.
On the long road of life, I have experienced the invasion of wind and rain. It seems to be a fierce attack, but it never makes me bow my head.
If fate insists on letting me experience something, then I can only accept my fate. I know in my heart that this is all destined by God. Everything is temporary. No one can change it, and I cannot escape it. Only when all the hardships pass will the suffering be over and the joy will be over.
****** ******
Since Meng Yaochu and I met Xiaoshan Village, what I showed in front of her was positive and optimistic. Her understanding of me was only on the surface. As for my past, she didn't know anything, and I never took the initiative to mention a word to her.
I knew our topic went astray, and the topic solved Yu'er's problem from the beginning led to me
In fact, I just want to analyze the problems through my life experience and increase Mengyao's confidence in Yu'er
I don't want to tell Mengyao about my past. It's not because I'm afraid that she will look down on me because I've known my difficult past, but because I don't want anyone to easily read the past chapters of my life
However, my short story aroused Mengyao's curiosity and also allowed her to capture the bitterness hidden deep in my heart.
Looking at her eyes that made me unable to refuse, I felt soft
In order to satisfy her desire, I reorganized the language and talked about my family affairs to her.
Mengyao interrupted me when she heard my experience of taking a break from school and asked jokingly
Wait first, I said to Teacher Tong, you have also been a squat student
The word squatting student is a derogatory term, generally describing poor students who do not seek motivation due to poor study, or students who are forced to resign for some reason.
In fact, I was a squat at that time rather than a mandatory level squat. There was essentially a difference between the two.
Why……
Two school leave experiences have made me accustomed to the ridicule and discrimination of my classmates. I have beaten and scolded for dignity. In the end, I became numb to those boring people and criticized voices, and I was even more lazy to argue with them. Because I knew that arguments and explanations were meaningless, and my mouth was on them. If they liked, they would say it.
Fortunately, I am strong enough inside, otherwise I would have been at home, doing business or engaging in society.
Although I knew she was joking with me, I still felt a little embarrassed in my heart to cover up the embarrassment. I emphasized and explained
Haha, I just stopped studying and stayed at the level, but I didn’t just study well.
Tsk...I don't believe it. Are you squatting? Are you older than me?
Mengyao asked me in an aggressive manner
However, she said something right. No matter what the reason is that I stayed in grades, those are not important. The important thing is that I have indeed had experience of squatting. It is an indisputable fact that I am three years older than her.
Seeing that I didn't mean to continue debate with her, she changed her mind
Teacher Tong, then please tell me honestly whether the teacher doesn't like you, a naughty child, hahaha... I looked at my dream and thought about it.
You guessed that I was really naughty when I was in school, but it was not that the teacher didn't like me, but that there was some situation at home at that time, so... Seeing my explanation very seriously, Mengyao put away his flirting smile and asked.
OK OK OK I won’t make fun of you anymore. I really want to know why you were reincarnated. Tell me quickly
I glanced at Mengyao who was impatient, thought for a while and replied.
In fact, the main problem lies in the family's financial conditions. Do you know that my parents are also teachers, but before they transferred to public office, they worked as private substitute teachers for nearly 20 years.
What? Uncles and aunts are also teachers. So Teacher Tong, please explain to me what is private and public. Is there any difference?
To be honest, Mengyao is very vague about the concept of private and public teachers, and she doesn't understand the difference. However, she caught the problem with blood. The key to her ignorance is that she is confused. I explained
Let’s put it this way, private teachers do not have administrative staff and are temporary workers. Their salary is self-raised outside the government budget. Apart from the meager salary, there is no benefit. The monthly salary is less than one-third of the public teachers, but public teachers are different. People have staff, which belongs to the government budget expenditure, and there are all kinds of benefits.
After listening to my explanation, she said thoughtfully: Oh, so that's the case. What's the relationship between your quit school and your parents' work?
Of course there are some, I also said before, because some situations occurred at home at that time, which led to my withdrawal from school and staying at home.
Tell me what happened! Mengyao asked in detail, although I felt that our topic was a bit off, I still answered it tirelessly
It was mainly because the family's financial conditions were very poor at that time, and their parents were rural substitute teachers with low salaries, and their wages were severe. Sometimes they only took one more time a few months. I remember the first time I took a break from school when I was in the third grade. My grandmother suddenly got seriously ill. Because my father was my grandmother's only son, the burden of treating her grandmother was all on our family. In order to treat her grandmother, our family not only spent all her savings, but also borrowed a lot of foreign debts. My grandmother's illness was cured soon. But our family's condition became even more difficult. In addition to maintaining food and clothing, the remaining money was used to pay off the debt. The family had no money to support me in school. I had to take a break from school temporarily to reduce the pressure of family survival. When I went to junior high school, my family's living conditions improved a little bit, but my father accidentally fell and caused me to take a break from school again.
Speaking of this, I stopped telling and thinking about the era when there were no education reduction and assistance policies, otherwise I wouldn’t have been taking a break from school at home.
Recalling the hardships I have suffered in those years, there is a trace of bitter tears in my eyes wandering in my eyes
It was just a trace of inadvertent tears that were captured by Mengyao
Tong Xin, I'm sorry, don't think too much, I don't mean to laugh at you, I'm really sorry... After saying that, Mengyao looked at me like a child who did something wrong.
The awkward atmosphere suddenly solidified the air. In order to break this awkward situation, I put away my dull thoughts, took a deep breath and said with a smile.
Haha, it doesn't matter. I know you have no malice. I'm just kidding me
My words may have touched Mengyao's emotional nerves. Her attitude suddenly changed by 180 degrees. Not only did the voice become smaller, but it also became softer. So she said to me slowly
Tong Xin, I feel that you have many stories. Can you tell me?
I responded disapprovingly
I really want to hear it, let me talk to you
Mengyao has started the questioning mode again. Not only has he been asking questions, but he is especially eager to find an answer.
In the long years that followed, I was defeated in countless eye contacts with her.
Why is this the case?
What is this?
Is this the infinite charm of women?
****** ******
Looking back on those years, I feel a lot of emotion
A person's origin determines a person's destiny. From the moment a person is born in the world, the fate of this life has long been destined.
Although I was born into a child in a poor family, I have never felt inferior because I was born in such a family. Instead, the difficult environment has created my firm and never-saying personality.
I am willing to endure hardships and not afraid of losing. I am optimistic and positive and move forward every step of my life. I infect everyone around me with a strong personality and optimistic and positive attitude.
On the long road of life, I have experienced the invasion of wind and rain. It seems to be a fierce attack, but it never makes me bow my head.
If fate insists on letting me experience something, then I can only accept my fate. I know in my heart that this is all destined by God. Everything is temporary. No one can change it, and I cannot escape it. Only when all the hardships pass will the suffering be over and the joy will be over.
****** ******
Since Meng Yaochu and I met Xiaoshan Village, what I showed in front of her was positive and optimistic. Her understanding of me was only on the surface. As for my past, she didn't know anything, and I never took the initiative to mention a word to her.
I knew our topic went astray, and the topic solved Yu'er's problem from the beginning led to me
In fact, I just want to analyze the problems through my life experience and increase Mengyao's confidence in Yu'er
I don't want to tell Mengyao about my past. It's not because I'm afraid that she will look down on me because I've known my difficult past, but because I don't want anyone to easily read the past chapters of my life
However, my short story aroused Mengyao's curiosity and also allowed her to capture the bitterness hidden deep in my heart.
Looking at her eyes that made me unable to refuse, I felt soft
In order to satisfy her desire, I reorganized the language and talked about my family affairs to her.
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